My mother’s mother had schizophrenia, back in the thirties,forties and fifties when mental health treatment was horrific. I love that you’re telling your mom’s stories. Understanding the stories can be so healing.
@carolkoppi532 күн бұрын
Thank uou for sharing this story. Lufe changing fir others. 🌹🌹
@janethomas783 күн бұрын
great content, I'm not sure about music, maybe only in the intro maybe.
@sallyvasquez68973 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I think my mom probably had high functioning schizophrenia. My mom had bad childhood trauma, and when I was 17 and she was in her early 30s she had "depression" and "anxiety." She had it for 5 years and she was hallucinating and very anxious like paranoid. I had no clue what was going on. They didn't involve me. I asked her later how she got healed and she told me she read her bible and prayed. She pushed through with God's help because she had 2 very young boys. She and my father didn't have a great marriage. They were 16 and 17 when they had me. After she was better I always assumed she had depression. She never talked about it. Fast forward many years later, she got ill again and she came to live with me. She still wouldn't say what was going on and the docs, therapist, and psychiatrists weren't any help. She ended up taking her life last year. I honestly believe she was not 100% healthy. I have read so much literature, and I look back, and there were things she did that I wondered about. She got overwhelmed with life trials, angry, and very sensitive to things said, etc. She never dealt with her trauma. 5 years before she passed, she married someone that she was not happy with and she ended up telling him to leave. I think she associated the pain from that relationship and the abandonment from her mom. This is painful for me now. I wish I would have just forced to be admitted.
@dariusowensnorthcarolina5564 күн бұрын
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@EileenBurke-kf7tq4 күн бұрын
You should send this to any nursing school near you and speak to them! It is such a deep insight! Thank you
@franciseire73386 күн бұрын
there is an artist called Jennifer Kanary who made a thesis on psychosis and how to make art installations to better understand psichosis and how to communicate with them. You might be interested in talking with her . She s an artist not a psychologist but she has a deep heart for family members with psychosis. LOVE Myriam you are beautiful Genevieve ps you are so right when you say that people are more then their neurodiverse way of thinking.
@franciseire73386 күн бұрын
dear Genevieve May her soul be with Jesus Christ, pray for answers to Jesus. He Heals and LOVES and Understand your beautiful daughter heart. that man screaming at your mom was real, it was a demon. SPirit world is real, Jesus Christ is real. God bless you and guide you. AMEN. You can connect with God and He will answer everything. You are a sweet heart.
@pamelabassett77786 күн бұрын
I know this is three years old but I just saw it. You really need to get out of Boulder and see what real life is like. Boulder isn’t it! first of all there is a decent airport in Grand Junction and people fly in and out of it all the time. There are a lot of other things to do in Grand Junction and then go to the grocery store. Especially related to arts and theater etc. at Mesa University. It is not a place that you go inside the house close the door I never come out that is just so ignorant. I can’t believe you would say it and it wasn’t like that three years ago either. And also there’s no way in. Heck you’ll know anything about Pueblo. I know it has its problems. I lived in Colorado Springs for 30 years, but I also know people that are choosing to move there now to get out of Colorado Springs and save some money so things may be changing and you need to take off blinders. Drive around the state spend some time with a different town. Talk to different people that are not privilege Boulderites. You may learn something, although you may be too far gone.
@tomtravis30777 күн бұрын
I am a Boulder native. Born in '73 at old Community. I served in the Army and lived in New York for a few years. Otherwise, until I moved away in '21, I lived and worked in Boulder. You actually look like one of my clients. Boulder is disgusting. It is full pseudo intellectuals and Subaru driving angry Boomers. The Boulder police department has always been incompetent. Always. My uncle was killed in the line of duty in Boulder in '73. There is a very sinister element to the ruling class in Boulder. Going back to Bob Greenlee, the city council has deliberately tried to destroy the business and middle class. There are ultra wealthy people there. Rothschilds. Elon Musk brother. Big government bureaucrats. There definitely is a human trafficking element in the town. Racism is a made-up word. Ask commie Leon Trotsky. Pattern recognition is a survival trait. I moved away from Boulder for even better demographics. Because if that 87% is half full of ethno masochists, then they are not helpful. It is not a homogenous culture in Boulder. A Harvard study determined that homogenous societies are high trust societies. Robert Putnam was the author. What little diversity Boulder has commits all the crime. You know how I know? Because I have spent time in that jail. Oh and I lived in the back of my truck, too. So, I found the right wing version of Boulder. In shape beautiful young people who love their culture and people. Who doesn't celebrate cultures that never invented the wheel. We don't lock our doors here. I know my neighbors. And when BLM Insurrectionists showed up to burn the downtown? Thousands of citizens showed up armed to defend the downtown. Niwots curse doesn’t work on me. Boulder and its criminal diversity can continue down the road to stratified dystopian hellscape. Meanwhile, I will celebrate in Hyperborea.
@mandyschwartzberg38497 күн бұрын
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@oppressednolonger14978 күн бұрын
thank you for sharing your story. this undoubtedly will help many people
@jenniferbyrne456711 күн бұрын
Okay I’m bawling 😭
@PhilMorgan30312 күн бұрын
The reason it’s hard to leave Boulder is the curse of Chief Niwot!! You’ll always be drawn back to the Flatirons.
@rl6406912 күн бұрын
I would like to Thank You for sharing your experience/journey of growing up and living with a parent who had a mental disorder, as well as sharing her story. What you stated from 11:55 - 12:23 I feel speaks for the experiences of many battling a mental disorder not just schizophrenia. In my opinion I believe if someone battling/living with a mental disorder wanted to physically hurt another person, then they would do it. As well as, mentioning how stigmas and biases can push people further into their illness. Many times an individual's cry for help does not always come across as " I'm going to hurt myself....... " But reaching out and asking for support in one form or another is/could be a person's way of saying - hey I need some help and support. It is not always smoke signals and waving flags in the air. As you mentioned, I do believe genetics do matter, but I believe environment in some cases trumps genetics. Being that certain genes can be expressed/triggered by certain environments. Your stoicism shined through even though you were emotional. Many feel they can speak on mental illness in a negative manner, just cause. Regardless of what disorder/illness one may be living with, I feel like many in the world, forget a person is still an individual. An individual who is or was someone's child. An individual who wants to be respected, treated with kindness and truly loved. I want to truly Thank You for your effort in bringing awareness to this subject as well as the effort, kindness, love and care that you displayed to your Mom towards the end of her life🫂
@mayabranch780912 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing. My daughter is schizophrenic and shares every characteristic you described in your mother. She struggles with basic things but insists she's the expert in everything. She currently lives with us and whenever she leaves, she quickly spirals into homelessness and is often taken advantage of because her core person is very sweet and wants to be accepted. It is a hard and complex disease to understand and even harder to treat because the very nature of it pulls the person away from getting the help they need.
@thoth_amon12 күн бұрын
took care of my schizophrenic mother up until she died, rip mom, the long term effects of the drugs also destroy the brain, i also live in a backwards small alabama town, how many times i have heard these "christian" people, and my family, about her "deserving" it, or "punished by god", you have no idea how much i hate and loathe ignorant republican christian devils, it's what they truly are
@raadhavaze469713 күн бұрын
Your talk is so genuine and bottom of the heart. I liked as soon as I opened your video. ❤
@Deborah98614 күн бұрын
That was helpful- thx- bipolar for sure🥴
@1acroyear114 күн бұрын
Your "person" is one of those hang gliders. Well, was. They're with someone else now.
@trustinsynchronicity15 күн бұрын
The sick thing about that diagnosis is when they really did experience something unusual, no one believes them. Who is the crazy one then?
@monikagonzales265816 күн бұрын
If you have mental illness do not pass it down.
@have_faith_16 күн бұрын
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@2minuteschallenge59916 күн бұрын
My mother would have a shouting match with her long draped red velvet curtain until she exhausted herself and slept. We were all neglected ...now I class myself aa a Survivor however exhibit some behaviour of emotional detachment. Yes my mother was ill but its not easy to sympathise especially when she rushed to find a new partner after her divorce who impregnated her with child number 12....during the same time me and my siblings were made ward of the courts. As a grown adult I have found peace in faith in finding my joy and learning what my own personal strengths are. Yes I'm aware of these illness however I deeply believe when people are battling this disease they should not be left alone with their children or any other kids.
@sophiahace992017 күн бұрын
I just want to say thank you for sharing about your mum. I worked in mental health and my favorites were always my ladies with schizophrenia. Some more challenging than others, but they were some of my favorite people and they hold a special place in my heart.
@Christ_Is_Life10-1019 күн бұрын
She wasn’t wrong! People were persecuting her, treated with bias, and didn’t want to be bothered to help her. My mom was schizophrenic then diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. Even the Dr. Didn’t recognize what she needed. Regular appoints with a therapist could have made the difference. She always had hope for recovery and was responsible for her medication and recovery. My dad was a stabilizing factor and took her to appointments until he couldn’t. I took over her care after his death.
@l.landren54420 күн бұрын
Never in my life have I felt this seen and understood. We were never homeless but literally everything else resonated in some way. I am crying so hard. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
@ILuvasmr222 күн бұрын
My mom exactly 😢
@Isocamelot723 күн бұрын
Where did you move?
@seandepass845126 күн бұрын
High from ja. Just bought that brand today took one and feel a positive effects the first hour or so.thanks for sharing ur video
@electricyouare222228 күн бұрын
All these problems occur in more areas people would like to admit. We have a system problem. We adhere to a system that has nothing to do with being human. Picking out specifics will never get to the core.. Obedience.. We are not puppy dogs.
@JohnSmith-lk8cyАй бұрын
My mother was in and out of mental hospital. She had three kids by the age of 23, six in total. and was raised a catholic. I am the oldest. She neglected my younger siblings and they have serious mental health issues as a result. She was diagnosed with schizophrenia but I think she was a selfish, deluded narcissist and borderline with co-dependency on my violent father whom she was more loyal to than her kids. I have undertaken so much research on this and married a narcissist as I became a people pleaser and fixer. I hated her for the way she treated us and neglected my siblings. She and my father have created a terrible legacy of mental health issues in their children and grandchildren and now great grandchildren. Childhood trauma is the scourge of the human race.
@natalienelson868119 күн бұрын
I am so sorry! Deliverance may work. Break that dark spirits of mental illness.🙏🏼
@jrbknyc8785Ай бұрын
I’m a native New Yorker who has been living in the Denver metro for the last five years. 37, never married/no kids, and extremely fit, stable career , well travelled have interesting hobbies, train mixed martial arts , and dating for me has been impossible . I think politics is a big thing. I’m very conservative, having been a typical liberal until I got a career started paying taxes, and my values have drastically shifted since Covid and the crime and inflation waves of the last few years. I think being a guy and not being a democrat in Denver the odds are stacked against you unless you are tall, wealthy or have some sort of above average status career
@MindsetolympicsАй бұрын
So……. He drugged her and raped her and killed her😢 this is so sad…….
@MindsetolympicsАй бұрын
I have a story similar to yours. Praying for your heart and so sorry for your loss❤
@MindsetolympicsАй бұрын
So…she never got treatment for schizophrenia…that’s really sad…
@JacobAuthierАй бұрын
I'm moving and really want to get a dog but I want a bigger dog and I promised myself not to do that in an apartment where it's small and where I may need to leave the dog home alone :/
@Cgruiz8690Ай бұрын
My mother has had paranoia schizophrenia my whole life. Before i was born with my siblings said she had issues then. So my mother has been suffering from schizophrenia her whole life, undiagnosed. My mother thinks its normal. The chaos, thinking everyone is out to get her. My mother and i barely have a relationship now. Shes 73 , she’s just a shell of her mental illnesses , schizophrenia, ptsd, bipolar, depression, yeah my mother has alot of issues. Because of her childhood abuse from my grandparents. narcissistic rages, My mother never found help , It was hard for me growing up. Dealing with it. I really discovered okay there’s something wrong when i was 32. Now im taking care of myself, when i see someone struggling with mental illness, it isnt funny. It breaks my hearrt.
@tomtravis3077Ай бұрын
The trailer park by the county jail. Although when I was growing up, the jail had not been built yet. My stomping grounds were down the street in San Lazaro. When the chicken farm was still there. I didn't grow up in a trailer park. I grew up across the street. We lived in a duplex across the street from the trailer park at 26th and Mapleton. In 5th grade, my parents finally bought a house. My company moved over to Longmont in 17. I hung on in Boulder until 2014. The rent got ridiculous. I moved to Idaho in 21. There is another aspect to the wealthy in Boulder. That can't be discussed on KZread. Let's just say they are tribal and own entire neighborhoods in Boulder. Check out voter registration records sometime. You forgot San Juan as a place where the central American population lives. I am a native. I was born at the old Community. I won't come back. Even if I had the money. It is beautiful. Yet there is a malevolent energy there beneath the surface. Rich people do whatever they want. The rich were very visible to me. They were my clients.
@SpiritDestinyАй бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing ❤️
@SpiritDestinyАй бұрын
My mum believes I'm evil. It's horrible. I'm 38 in a few days x
@SpiritDestinyАй бұрын
I felt that.. that 1st breath & paused to comment. Haven't even heard one word yet & boy did i feel that ❤
@Rangyroth4089Ай бұрын
Where is her autopsy?
@ZachAbram-ey8pmАй бұрын
all the blonds love Florida for the sugar daddies why not go there and dye ur hair. im trying to go to Colorado n do some shrooms yall social workers ain't shit
@joelcrothers4617Ай бұрын
I just moved to a Boulder for graduate school last August. I watched one of your videos before I moved and I started getting concerned again dating on the Front Range. I have to tell you that you were right… You were so right. I have never met such crazy people in my entire life, get me out of here.😂
@mentalhealthwithalanaАй бұрын
I have Schizoaffective disorder which is Schizophrenia and Bipolar Disorder combined. It's incredibly difficult to live with. 😢
@NothingButTheTruth-en9ecАй бұрын
Thank you so much for telling your story…you are speaking the exact same story of two of my sisters🥺. Both dillusional, one of them obsesses over colors and numbers being “signs” of something non-existent. Neither believe they need treatment, they think everyone around them is out to get them, or the one with a problem. So sad😢
@mortachi8816Ай бұрын
In other words, Boulder is just another blue city.
@ashatan4554Ай бұрын
Thank you for telling your story. It’s beautiful to see that you are so well adjusted. I worry about my grandson. I believe my daughter may see a Schizophrenia diagnosis in her future. Right now she has been diagnosed with Bipolar with a few psychotic episodes. Her biological father who I lost touch with, I have learned has Schizophrenia and has been homeless for years. My grandson is 11 and her and has been through so much. He is mature well beyond his years because he has had to take care of her so much. She makes false accusations all the time and I thought she was a compulsive liar for many years. After learning more about Schizophrenia I really think that’s what she has, it makes sense that they are delusions. Many people are afraid to be around her due to this factor alone. I wish I had known about psychosis and delusions long ago. Our relationship would have been different.
@balbinavara6130Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. Being able to hear stories from people all around the world is so important. It takes a lot of courage, and it gives people like me a glimpse what is happening today and what is happening behind closed doors. Thank you for your consideration in what your story can show us what schizophrenia is and how it effects your mother, you, and the family dynamic. You and your story will be valued. Bless you and be in peace 🕊️ 🕊️ 🕊️ you and your dear mother
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My mother’s mother had schizophrenia, back in the thirties,forties and fifties when mental health treatment was horrific. I love that you’re telling your mom’s stories. Understanding the stories can be so healing.
Thank uou for sharing this story. Lufe changing fir others. 🌹🌹
great content, I'm not sure about music, maybe only in the intro maybe.
Thank you for sharing. I think my mom probably had high functioning schizophrenia. My mom had bad childhood trauma, and when I was 17 and she was in her early 30s she had "depression" and "anxiety." She had it for 5 years and she was hallucinating and very anxious like paranoid. I had no clue what was going on. They didn't involve me. I asked her later how she got healed and she told me she read her bible and prayed. She pushed through with God's help because she had 2 very young boys. She and my father didn't have a great marriage. They were 16 and 17 when they had me. After she was better I always assumed she had depression. She never talked about it. Fast forward many years later, she got ill again and she came to live with me. She still wouldn't say what was going on and the docs, therapist, and psychiatrists weren't any help. She ended up taking her life last year. I honestly believe she was not 100% healthy. I have read so much literature, and I look back, and there were things she did that I wondered about. She got overwhelmed with life trials, angry, and very sensitive to things said, etc. She never dealt with her trauma. 5 years before she passed, she married someone that she was not happy with and she ended up telling him to leave. I think she associated the pain from that relationship and the abandonment from her mom. This is painful for me now. I wish I would have just forced to be admitted.
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You should send this to any nursing school near you and speak to them! It is such a deep insight! Thank you
there is an artist called Jennifer Kanary who made a thesis on psychosis and how to make art installations to better understand psichosis and how to communicate with them. You might be interested in talking with her . She s an artist not a psychologist but she has a deep heart for family members with psychosis. LOVE Myriam you are beautiful Genevieve ps you are so right when you say that people are more then their neurodiverse way of thinking.
dear Genevieve May her soul be with Jesus Christ, pray for answers to Jesus. He Heals and LOVES and Understand your beautiful daughter heart. that man screaming at your mom was real, it was a demon. SPirit world is real, Jesus Christ is real. God bless you and guide you. AMEN. You can connect with God and He will answer everything. You are a sweet heart.
I know this is three years old but I just saw it. You really need to get out of Boulder and see what real life is like. Boulder isn’t it! first of all there is a decent airport in Grand Junction and people fly in and out of it all the time. There are a lot of other things to do in Grand Junction and then go to the grocery store. Especially related to arts and theater etc. at Mesa University. It is not a place that you go inside the house close the door I never come out that is just so ignorant. I can’t believe you would say it and it wasn’t like that three years ago either. And also there’s no way in. Heck you’ll know anything about Pueblo. I know it has its problems. I lived in Colorado Springs for 30 years, but I also know people that are choosing to move there now to get out of Colorado Springs and save some money so things may be changing and you need to take off blinders. Drive around the state spend some time with a different town. Talk to different people that are not privilege Boulderites. You may learn something, although you may be too far gone.
I am a Boulder native. Born in '73 at old Community. I served in the Army and lived in New York for a few years. Otherwise, until I moved away in '21, I lived and worked in Boulder. You actually look like one of my clients. Boulder is disgusting. It is full pseudo intellectuals and Subaru driving angry Boomers. The Boulder police department has always been incompetent. Always. My uncle was killed in the line of duty in Boulder in '73. There is a very sinister element to the ruling class in Boulder. Going back to Bob Greenlee, the city council has deliberately tried to destroy the business and middle class. There are ultra wealthy people there. Rothschilds. Elon Musk brother. Big government bureaucrats. There definitely is a human trafficking element in the town. Racism is a made-up word. Ask commie Leon Trotsky. Pattern recognition is a survival trait. I moved away from Boulder for even better demographics. Because if that 87% is half full of ethno masochists, then they are not helpful. It is not a homogenous culture in Boulder. A Harvard study determined that homogenous societies are high trust societies. Robert Putnam was the author. What little diversity Boulder has commits all the crime. You know how I know? Because I have spent time in that jail. Oh and I lived in the back of my truck, too. So, I found the right wing version of Boulder. In shape beautiful young people who love their culture and people. Who doesn't celebrate cultures that never invented the wheel. We don't lock our doors here. I know my neighbors. And when BLM Insurrectionists showed up to burn the downtown? Thousands of citizens showed up armed to defend the downtown. Niwots curse doesn’t work on me. Boulder and its criminal diversity can continue down the road to stratified dystopian hellscape. Meanwhile, I will celebrate in Hyperborea.
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thank you for sharing your story. this undoubtedly will help many people
Okay I’m bawling 😭
The reason it’s hard to leave Boulder is the curse of Chief Niwot!! You’ll always be drawn back to the Flatirons.
I would like to Thank You for sharing your experience/journey of growing up and living with a parent who had a mental disorder, as well as sharing her story. What you stated from 11:55 - 12:23 I feel speaks for the experiences of many battling a mental disorder not just schizophrenia. In my opinion I believe if someone battling/living with a mental disorder wanted to physically hurt another person, then they would do it. As well as, mentioning how stigmas and biases can push people further into their illness. Many times an individual's cry for help does not always come across as " I'm going to hurt myself....... " But reaching out and asking for support in one form or another is/could be a person's way of saying - hey I need some help and support. It is not always smoke signals and waving flags in the air. As you mentioned, I do believe genetics do matter, but I believe environment in some cases trumps genetics. Being that certain genes can be expressed/triggered by certain environments. Your stoicism shined through even though you were emotional. Many feel they can speak on mental illness in a negative manner, just cause. Regardless of what disorder/illness one may be living with, I feel like many in the world, forget a person is still an individual. An individual who is or was someone's child. An individual who wants to be respected, treated with kindness and truly loved. I want to truly Thank You for your effort in bringing awareness to this subject as well as the effort, kindness, love and care that you displayed to your Mom towards the end of her life🫂
Thanks for sharing. My daughter is schizophrenic and shares every characteristic you described in your mother. She struggles with basic things but insists she's the expert in everything. She currently lives with us and whenever she leaves, she quickly spirals into homelessness and is often taken advantage of because her core person is very sweet and wants to be accepted. It is a hard and complex disease to understand and even harder to treat because the very nature of it pulls the person away from getting the help they need.
took care of my schizophrenic mother up until she died, rip mom, the long term effects of the drugs also destroy the brain, i also live in a backwards small alabama town, how many times i have heard these "christian" people, and my family, about her "deserving" it, or "punished by god", you have no idea how much i hate and loathe ignorant republican christian devils, it's what they truly are
Your talk is so genuine and bottom of the heart. I liked as soon as I opened your video. ❤
That was helpful- thx- bipolar for sure🥴
Your "person" is one of those hang gliders. Well, was. They're with someone else now.
The sick thing about that diagnosis is when they really did experience something unusual, no one believes them. Who is the crazy one then?
If you have mental illness do not pass it down.
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My mother would have a shouting match with her long draped red velvet curtain until she exhausted herself and slept. We were all neglected ...now I class myself aa a Survivor however exhibit some behaviour of emotional detachment. Yes my mother was ill but its not easy to sympathise especially when she rushed to find a new partner after her divorce who impregnated her with child number 12....during the same time me and my siblings were made ward of the courts. As a grown adult I have found peace in faith in finding my joy and learning what my own personal strengths are. Yes I'm aware of these illness however I deeply believe when people are battling this disease they should not be left alone with their children or any other kids.
I just want to say thank you for sharing about your mum. I worked in mental health and my favorites were always my ladies with schizophrenia. Some more challenging than others, but they were some of my favorite people and they hold a special place in my heart.
She wasn’t wrong! People were persecuting her, treated with bias, and didn’t want to be bothered to help her. My mom was schizophrenic then diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. Even the Dr. Didn’t recognize what she needed. Regular appoints with a therapist could have made the difference. She always had hope for recovery and was responsible for her medication and recovery. My dad was a stabilizing factor and took her to appointments until he couldn’t. I took over her care after his death.
Never in my life have I felt this seen and understood. We were never homeless but literally everything else resonated in some way. I am crying so hard. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
My mom exactly 😢
Where did you move?
High from ja. Just bought that brand today took one and feel a positive effects the first hour or so.thanks for sharing ur video
All these problems occur in more areas people would like to admit. We have a system problem. We adhere to a system that has nothing to do with being human. Picking out specifics will never get to the core.. Obedience.. We are not puppy dogs.
My mother was in and out of mental hospital. She had three kids by the age of 23, six in total. and was raised a catholic. I am the oldest. She neglected my younger siblings and they have serious mental health issues as a result. She was diagnosed with schizophrenia but I think she was a selfish, deluded narcissist and borderline with co-dependency on my violent father whom she was more loyal to than her kids. I have undertaken so much research on this and married a narcissist as I became a people pleaser and fixer. I hated her for the way she treated us and neglected my siblings. She and my father have created a terrible legacy of mental health issues in their children and grandchildren and now great grandchildren. Childhood trauma is the scourge of the human race.
I am so sorry! Deliverance may work. Break that dark spirits of mental illness.🙏🏼
I’m a native New Yorker who has been living in the Denver metro for the last five years. 37, never married/no kids, and extremely fit, stable career , well travelled have interesting hobbies, train mixed martial arts , and dating for me has been impossible . I think politics is a big thing. I’m very conservative, having been a typical liberal until I got a career started paying taxes, and my values have drastically shifted since Covid and the crime and inflation waves of the last few years. I think being a guy and not being a democrat in Denver the odds are stacked against you unless you are tall, wealthy or have some sort of above average status career
So……. He drugged her and raped her and killed her😢 this is so sad…….
I have a story similar to yours. Praying for your heart and so sorry for your loss❤
So…she never got treatment for schizophrenia…that’s really sad…
I'm moving and really want to get a dog but I want a bigger dog and I promised myself not to do that in an apartment where it's small and where I may need to leave the dog home alone :/
My mother has had paranoia schizophrenia my whole life. Before i was born with my siblings said she had issues then. So my mother has been suffering from schizophrenia her whole life, undiagnosed. My mother thinks its normal. The chaos, thinking everyone is out to get her. My mother and i barely have a relationship now. Shes 73 , she’s just a shell of her mental illnesses , schizophrenia, ptsd, bipolar, depression, yeah my mother has alot of issues. Because of her childhood abuse from my grandparents. narcissistic rages, My mother never found help , It was hard for me growing up. Dealing with it. I really discovered okay there’s something wrong when i was 32. Now im taking care of myself, when i see someone struggling with mental illness, it isnt funny. It breaks my hearrt.
The trailer park by the county jail. Although when I was growing up, the jail had not been built yet. My stomping grounds were down the street in San Lazaro. When the chicken farm was still there. I didn't grow up in a trailer park. I grew up across the street. We lived in a duplex across the street from the trailer park at 26th and Mapleton. In 5th grade, my parents finally bought a house. My company moved over to Longmont in 17. I hung on in Boulder until 2014. The rent got ridiculous. I moved to Idaho in 21. There is another aspect to the wealthy in Boulder. That can't be discussed on KZread. Let's just say they are tribal and own entire neighborhoods in Boulder. Check out voter registration records sometime. You forgot San Juan as a place where the central American population lives. I am a native. I was born at the old Community. I won't come back. Even if I had the money. It is beautiful. Yet there is a malevolent energy there beneath the surface. Rich people do whatever they want. The rich were very visible to me. They were my clients.
Thank you so much for sharing ❤️
My mum believes I'm evil. It's horrible. I'm 38 in a few days x
I felt that.. that 1st breath & paused to comment. Haven't even heard one word yet & boy did i feel that ❤
Where is her autopsy?
all the blonds love Florida for the sugar daddies why not go there and dye ur hair. im trying to go to Colorado n do some shrooms yall social workers ain't shit
I just moved to a Boulder for graduate school last August. I watched one of your videos before I moved and I started getting concerned again dating on the Front Range. I have to tell you that you were right… You were so right. I have never met such crazy people in my entire life, get me out of here.😂
I have Schizoaffective disorder which is Schizophrenia and Bipolar Disorder combined. It's incredibly difficult to live with. 😢
Thank you so much for telling your story…you are speaking the exact same story of two of my sisters🥺. Both dillusional, one of them obsesses over colors and numbers being “signs” of something non-existent. Neither believe they need treatment, they think everyone around them is out to get them, or the one with a problem. So sad😢
In other words, Boulder is just another blue city.
Thank you for telling your story. It’s beautiful to see that you are so well adjusted. I worry about my grandson. I believe my daughter may see a Schizophrenia diagnosis in her future. Right now she has been diagnosed with Bipolar with a few psychotic episodes. Her biological father who I lost touch with, I have learned has Schizophrenia and has been homeless for years. My grandson is 11 and her and has been through so much. He is mature well beyond his years because he has had to take care of her so much. She makes false accusations all the time and I thought she was a compulsive liar for many years. After learning more about Schizophrenia I really think that’s what she has, it makes sense that they are delusions. Many people are afraid to be around her due to this factor alone. I wish I had known about psychosis and delusions long ago. Our relationship would have been different.
Thank you for sharing your story. Being able to hear stories from people all around the world is so important. It takes a lot of courage, and it gives people like me a glimpse what is happening today and what is happening behind closed doors. Thank you for your consideration in what your story can show us what schizophrenia is and how it effects your mother, you, and the family dynamic. You and your story will be valued. Bless you and be in peace 🕊️ 🕊️ 🕊️ you and your dear mother