hi. I am an uni student, and life isn't easy. Struggling with mental illnesses and school life at the same time. Diagnosed with BPD, Bipolar and ED, self-harm too. Along with other symptoms under 'not otherwise specified' for other illnesses not listed, e.g. psychosis, anxiety.
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Hi, I know you made this 7 years ago, so I hope I don't bring up anything triggering. But were you, like, legally banned, or whatever, from your trip? Or just... advised not to. Ive never tried to go on a trip when very sick before, so I want to know what to expect.
I love you and I really hope you’re still alive
I just want to hug you
You are so beautiful inside and out I can’t explain it
You are literally the most beautiful person inside and out I can’t really explain it it’s so weird and empty everything. It’s beautiful and so are you don’t die please❤️❤️❤️
Would love seeing an update video, I was chased by the police when they randomly sectioned me, really sucked, they cuffed me and put me in the back of a van then went over a speed bump fast so I smacked my head off the roof of the van.. Scotland for you.
Goodluck on your journey~
Great review!
How are you now?
👍 solian (amisulpride)
hope you are doing okay, and would love to hear what you've been up to!
from where r u ma am?
i love it amisulpride, 😘😘 good as Gabapentin & Clonazepam. Valproate is depressing 🤯
You okay? ❤️
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Hi! I hope you are okay now.I use amisulpride (solian) since 2006 recently because of the cost of the medicine I decided to change it with isofredil which is exactly the same medicine with solian but it's generic.The result was to come my psychosis back again.The doctor said is not happened that because you change your medicine.Anyway he gave me 10 mg diazepam (stedon) per Day for almost 2 months and I am ok now.What is your opinion about generic drugs? As for amisulpride i use so long time I do not know what to do.....maybe i need to change medicine...it makes me to be bored all time.
Thanks
Amisulpride makes me gain weight
I hope your still doing alright 💕
hi dear, hope you are better now
You look sick
I hope you are okay 🥺
I dont know efect amisulpride when i eat this tablet amisulpride.
Hmmm i same like you eat pil amisulpride🙁
You can do it ! I want to ask you how did u register for isat 😭
I had a similar experience. Within days I felt better. I was on 800mg but this was too powerful - I was constantly sedated and unable to function. They checked this wasnt just Negative Symptoms, but it appeared that I had the motivation, just lacking the energy. Ive been on 400mg since and I feel a world better now!
Hello, did amisulpride help you for the negative symptoms?
@@MiguelSanchez-bj4vo its certainly made them less intense but sadly still frequent.
You're not fat at all. Bread and sugar is poison. eat real fat.
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Olanzapine makes me super sleepy and fat....then i change it to amisulpride
Me too bro, the ones that haven't taked olanzapine, don't know how much you can sleep, and weight gain tho.
I gain weight on Amisulpride
I hope since you posted this video that you have found someone to help you. You are a beautiful young lady and you deserve a life that is peaceful and full of light. Please find the help you need and find the life you are meant to have.
Thank you this was helpful, I’m going to Thailand next week for the first time (I’m from the uk). I’m spending one week volunteering in an elephant sanctuary and one week on leisure. I’m going with my mum and she is aware that I have recently been restricting/ purging subtype. She thinks I’m eating healthy amounts at the moment and I’m terrified of this holiday which I was originally looking forward to because she keeps going on about all the amazing foods we will try. I’m absolutely terrified of putting on weight :(
always rmb to bring your safe food as snack in case at certain meal you really can't have much of those on offer. Lots of vegetables and salad. Im sure thailand has loads of such food available because they are my go-to food which i absolutely feel safe eating. Fresh fruits too. Sugar is a great source of energy since you will be volunteering and working out, and sugar can be used up in the body really fast. Eggs are healthy and it's mainly protein. I snack on them whenever I need some food to get me the day or hunger. Just avoid oily or fried food. U can still try and have a bite. Share it with your mom so your mom isn't worried or annoyed that you're not willing to have a taste. The main thing to bear in mind is to really try to enjoy yourself on this trip. I know that fear of gaining weight is overwhelming as i have experienced it many times. But thinking back, I wish I could do more or at least try more. Because what we thought was going to happen may not actually even if we did the act in the end. Hope you have fun. I'm here if you need to talk. You can do it here or add me on IG xoxo
dreammyrainbow thank you so much! This is really helpful and appreciated. This has put my mind at rest quite a lot as I’ve been worrying for the past couple days a lot. I will definitely add you on IG in case I need to talk xx thank you again.
Are you still alive?
yes, I am still alive. Thanks for watching my old videos. I am thinking of starting to do videos here again. Loads have happened and I think I can share it with you guys xoxo
hi i take solian too and honestly apart from the numbing feeling i feel great compared with my previous years of psychosis.
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Is talking to doctor by online safe? And if yes which one is reliable site?Please reply...
NAVYA JOY i think you should probably find a doctor u can talk to face to face. I don’t think an online one is reliable. There may be charges to such service and it’s not easy to track this person afterwards if there’s more issues u want to discuss. At least if the doctor has a clinic, u can make appointment any time u want.
@@dreammyrainbow Thanku mam for your info😊
Which is the best medicine with least side effects for schizophernia?My mom is having this and she is taking1/2 of sulphitac(100 mg),1/2 Risperidone (Resnia +).But she is reluctant to take medicine.Her moods changes frequently.What to do?
Have you or your mom talked to her doctor about her reluctance to take the med? It could be the unpleasant side effects she gets from taking the currently ones. Different anti-psychotics have varying degree of different types of side effects. For example, Med A may work better for mood but it may cause more weight gain compared to Med B which may not work as well for mood but less weight gain. For my case, I have tried many medicines before finding one that can strike a balance. I used to be on Quetiapine, it's an anti-psychotic and mood stabiliser. It helps me mood wise but high doses makes me really tired and sleepy the whole day, I'd recommend you to first discuss with ur mom's doctor to explore what other medicine is available and suitable for your mom's situation. Olanzapine is very effective for psychotic-related symptoms, but most people gain weight easily on it. Some don't. So it really depends on your mom's bodily reaction to the medicine. It's like trial and error.
Are these medicines really harmful?she always complains of having stomach pain after eating these medicines.Is these just her thought or really is it painful.I dont know what to do.I cant understand her.How can i convince her?
NAVYA JOY I don’t know if her stomachache is real or some sort of psychotic experience. It can only be dealt with through a real psychiatrist or doctor. She needs to see one to prevent relapses. Without med, it’s very risky and she can easily slip back to her szchophrenic behaviour. And then it’ll be even more difficult to communicate with her and convince her to take medicine. The priority is to see a doctor.
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Thanks for sharing. I take solian too.
Thanks for sharing your experience. 👍
I was in a psych ward I'm still embarrassed they wouldn't let me get up to use the ladies room at all
are u on any medication right now?
Where did she go?
yes i still am
i m here. I haven't posted for quite a long time.but hope to get back to it
@@dreammyrainbow ik im not the only one still here ik it’s been years but I think ab u and ur wellbeing I want u to know that
i also take amisulpride 350 mg and it helps me. I drink some black tea in the mornings, when i feel tired and sleepy. Coffe also helps, but for me it lowered the efect a little bit. I am very sensitive to coffee. If i drink coffee after a long period i have to take more of the medicine.
Last Christmas Eve's Evening (24th December, 2018), I prayed for you and I lighten up a candle for your health and recovery in my church in Hong Kong. God Bless and wish you good health!! :)
Thank you for uploading this, I'm suffering from depression and I have had comments from people saying "You're not depressed, you're just looking for attention" I hope you have a nice day 💖
You haven’t uploaded in a while I really hope you’re ok :(
Are you ok???
I really hope you're doing a lot better now and you're just taking a long break from social media. I wish all the best for you. You're incredibly smart and creative. I know you'll do well with whatever you out your mind too because you're so determined. I do miss and think about how you're doing a lot of the time. I hope you're focusing on getting healthy again, Nelly. You're a great person. I look forward to another update whenever that will be. Hugs! xoxo
Nothing good here. Have lemon water, a smoothie with lots of berries, a big green salad no dressing, some sort of green vegetable to add to any meal and green juice that you juiced yourself. This will help balance hormones and also to help get rid of toxins and waste from Colin. This is not nutrient food. If you want fish have salmon. If you want Yogurt have natural unsweetened Greek Yogurt
Bruh.
Where we have to get the rawmaterial plz tell me
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