I really feel for you. I can hear in your voice the pain you're in. It was so generous and kind of you to give the card and flower ball to your doctor. I'm guessing that must have been very painful too because of how you feel sort of pushed out by her having the baby and everything that you talked about before. So doing that was a really brave and selfless thing. I'm feeling similarly at the moment and it's so hard to feel close to tears all day and not seeing the point of carrying on, like just impossible to see any way out of this. Don't apologise for feeling bad. You have every right to feel how you feel. It's easy for me to see that there is so much hope for you and to believe in you, but i know that doesn't help if you can't see it yourself. Just know that you're not alone. oxxoxoxooxoxxo

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

+Punk Kimono you are not ever alone too. rmb you can always msg me. I can't imagine losing you to your illness, when I no longer receive your supportive comments. Thank you for walking this path with me. It was painful to put aside the hurt and act brave. I am happy to give her the card. I am happy to see someone smiling because of my act. Even though I am hurting inside. These days it's still a struggle. Sorry for lack of frequent update. love you loads xoxoxoxoxo

I'm sorry your mum made those comments. I hear the same thing from my dad and my boyfriend sometimes. They say "Your life is so easy, you're not even at university anymore! You have so much free time!", but they ignore the fact that the depression, anxiety and voices are causing me so much suffering. I explained that to my boyfriend and he understood, then apologised. I think people forget how much pain goes on inside your head, and they need reminding. Hold onto the small part of you that plans for the future. That's what I'm doing as well. We do all love you, and we want to see the day where you are happy and healthy, and we're getting there one day at a time.

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

+Esther Tickettyboo I so wish this channel can become a success in term of reflecting my better life, family and fun which can be brought to you all. I hope that one day will come. I am sorry you hear those awful words. For me, I take it all in. I don't really explain to my family how much the words hurt. It seems like they can never understand. hugs to you loads xoxoxoxo

Hiya.. I know how much words can hurt.. especially from those who are closest to us. I am struggling as well, and I too have eating disorder, etc. after 20+ years of not getting any help at all I am finally getting some. It's a long, difficult road ahead. I believe in you.

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

+Honey Bee I believe in you too. You have fought alone for 20 years and yet you made it another step forward. Don't give up. Stay strong. We are fighters xoxo

why are you hurting yourself when your beautiful and amazing the way you are

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

+Laila w because I don't feel that way. because I am constantly affected by the negative and tiny things in my life, which makes me unstable. It's part of the illness I am trying to fight.

@lailaw22

8 жыл бұрын

+dreammyrainbow I know I battled harming too but I believe in you. your amazing never think your not you'll get through it

Remember that i love you :)

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

thanks. have you subscribe? rmb to do that to get updates

@harrison4167

8 жыл бұрын

I have subscribed :)

Awwww you are sooo cute :3 But stop hurting yourself please..

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

+Miss Amy thanks. I have no idea which part of me is cute. I don't cut most of the time, these days I try not to. It was just really bad those two days. I love you xoxo

@stupiddays2298

8 жыл бұрын

+dreammyrainbow Awwww I love you too And all of you is cute trust me I'm jealous lol I mean look at your face you are sooooo cute blblbl

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

you are suck a beautiful girl you know that? From you thumbnail. I wish I am less chubby, which is what it usually mean to be 'cute'

@stupiddays2298

8 жыл бұрын

+dreammyrainbow Oh thaaaannkkksss