Hey. I hope you're ok. I'm struggling too, trying to starve and purge. I feel so huge all the time. I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. I'm struggling with school too - the teachers always try to make me do stuff I don't want to do, arguing and nagging and bossing me around expecting too much of me. It makes me want to scream. I lost it today and walked right out, and now I'm not sure if I can go back. My head is all over the place right now. I'm lost in my mind and I don't know if I can find myself again. Stay strong beautiful. I know how difficult this is for you. I hope one day you won't have to struggle with this any more. I'm here for you always if you want to talk. xoxo

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

hope you are doing ok. xoxo

Hi, I'm really sorry about your ED right now. I'm having pretty much the same problem with my ED. I keep on trying to starve myself and not eat but my family notices and make me eat. My mum keeps on saying that I've lost so much weight but I just can't believe her. It's really hard to stop my thoughts from restricting me and making me feel guilty even if I have a bite of something. I feel really fat all the time and I can't stop feeling it. I'm praying for u, I know how u feel. Always here for u, if u want to talk about anything just say, and remember u are beautiful. Thinking of u xoxo

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

dun give up. though i have never seen you, but i believe it's ED saying you're fat. I know Ed is telling me I am fat when physically it is not. We'll keep fighting. try to have something healthy so you feel less guilty. veg is one kind of safe food for me. there are bad days and there are better.

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling so much. What kind of strategies do you try to use, to fight the eating disorder?

@dreammyrainbow

8 жыл бұрын

basically i don't have strategies. I am like a slave to ED. The longer it's around, the less resistant I am towards it. so i just act on what ed thinks.

@soniczforever5470

6 жыл бұрын

Excessive walking and a run. I do accidentally. Be careful. I forget to count the walking. Can undo recovery. I struggled and stopped hanging out with those who walked too much as I wouldn't find the time to eat enough. Nearly lost function. I am still ok.