Every Way Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Affects My Life | SELF

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Living with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) impacts every facet of a person’s daily life, from their home rituals and professional career to interacting with society at large. Maia Kinney-Petrucha, a writer, performer and neuroscience student living in New York, joins SELF to explain what it’s like to live with chronic, uncontrollable thoughts and behaviors, day to day.
Director: Meghan Scibona
Field Director: Mike Mytnick
Director of Photography: Kevin Dynia
Editors: Brittany Taylor Lewis & Marcus Niehaus
Talent: Maia Kinney-Petrucha
Producer: Christie Garcia
Field Producer: Kevyn Fairchild
Line Producer: Joseph Buscemi
Associate Producers: Brandon Fuhr & Amy Haskour
Production Manager: Melissa Heber
Production Coordinator: Fernando Davila
Casting Producer: Amari Collins
Camera Operator: Rahil Ashruff
Audio: Tyson Dai
Production Assistant: Ryan Coppola
Staff Editorial Consultant: Alisa Hrustic
Post Production Supervisor: Christian Olguin
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  • @bluishblow
    @bluishblow Жыл бұрын

    when she says "the more conversations i have about my ocd, the less power i feel my ocd have over me". i loved it so much, it really shows the importance of the diagnosis and to name what we feel to learn how to cope

  • @zo.yeahhh
    @zo.yeahhh Жыл бұрын

    The academic anxiety and intense germaphobia is unfortunately so relatable. I have also developed orthorexia. I just wish I could wake up one day and be normal again.

  • @LemonScissors
    @LemonScissors Жыл бұрын

    This interview was excellent. personally, i think people who cope with this disorder explain it much better than scientists/psychotherapists. Marie, thank you so much for sharing about your case. The only con i see is that people often assume ocd is ONLY compulsive (only the visible behaviours). I have Pure ocd, this one is not visible to others, but the mind is constantly worrying/reviewing/questioning and seeing things i dont want to think about. Its really exhausting, it changes my personality and affects my socialization and functional capacity so much. People dont know much about this type, not even therapists...

  • @cassondra7578
    @cassondra7578 Жыл бұрын

    this video made me feel SO SEEN. since being diagnosed a few months ago I've struggled with so much doubt, but Maia's experience is so, SO similar to my own.

  • @freezedriedzombi8242

    @freezedriedzombi8242

    Жыл бұрын

    I’ve been diagnosed for about 3 years now. I wish you the best and I really recommend learning about ocd and the types and etc. Cause that helped me a lot understanding why I do things, and helped me realize what I can be doing to help myself besides therapy ofc. I hope you stay strong and remember it’s okay to have bad days, where you just can’t ignore something. That anxiety is not easy to deal with. Just stay strong and keep up w the therapy :]

  • @justxruby4813

    @justxruby4813

    Жыл бұрын

    this

  • @flyingeagle1278
    @flyingeagle1278 Жыл бұрын

    “Are you sure this can’t happen?” Best example of ocd I’ve ever heard.

  • @coollife7138
    @coollife7138 Жыл бұрын

    The worst part is when you do something and your mind tells you :*do it another time cause you thought bout that thing while doing your task so something bad will happen* ,… It’s really tiring me physically and mentally

  • @andromedastar4900

    @andromedastar4900

    Жыл бұрын

    This is what people really don't understand about OCD. Also, how the compulsions can take on a different form and come out of nowhere. My earliest memories of having OCD are when I was only six years old. Throughout the years, the compulsions have taken on different forms for me, like excessive hand washing and cleaning my electronics (not like cleaning how you're supposed to clean them, but cleaning them with household cleaners). The rational mind knew this would ruin them, but the compulsion was so overwhelming that I did it anyway. If I ruined something, like a phone or tablet, I would feel so much regret afterwards. But then I'd do it again. Then last year, out of nowhere my OCD took on a strange new form. I became terrified that I would hit someone with my car and not know it. So I would get back in my car and drive for hours checking the routes I took. It was a waste of gas and time and everytime I would feel stupid and regret it after the initial relief period of having done the compulsion. But then I'd just do it again the next day...it's hard to explain to anyone. You really don't want to do it, but the compulsion overpowers your mind.

  • @user-br8nc6zd9e

    @user-br8nc6zd9e

    Жыл бұрын

    @@andromedastar4900 it can be really difficult but there are natural medications that can help make you feel better Send a dm to my handle to get recommendations

  • @Mrbscott
    @Mrbscott Жыл бұрын

    Can totally relate to a lot of this. Been suffering for way to many years now.

  • @theman-kq2uj

    @theman-kq2uj

    Жыл бұрын

    Same here

  • @brick9233

    @brick9233

    Жыл бұрын

    Get help

  • @Mrbscott

    @Mrbscott

    Жыл бұрын

    @@brick9233 I have don't worry bud :)

  • @AC-tr1zn
    @AC-tr1zn Жыл бұрын

    Definitely relatable. In terms of the excessive cleaning and sanitizing, I feel like Covid started making me even crazier about it, since it suddenly became acceptable...though most people still are not wiping down their groceries besides me...

  • @amirajudah
    @amirajudah Жыл бұрын

    This is so relatable. I don't even know what to say.

  • @user-br8nc6zd9e

    @user-br8nc6zd9e

    Жыл бұрын

    There are natural remedies you can take to feel better Send a dm to my handle

  • @tasmiahaani5525

    @tasmiahaani5525

    Жыл бұрын

    Big hug as I just finished crying coz of one OCD attack

  • @caseyf6513
    @caseyf6513 Жыл бұрын

    Watching videos about health stuff is one of my compulsions. I feel like if I don’t learn everything there is to know about what I’m worried about the thing I’m worried about will happen to me and I can only protect myself by looking up stuff

  • @Kona0220
    @Kona0220 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. So relatable

  • @mechillewedel3968
    @mechillewedel3968 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your experience ❤️

  • @petruchaify
    @petruchaify Жыл бұрын

    Fantastic, informative, and hopeful!

  • @usmanzafar1906
    @usmanzafar1906 Жыл бұрын

    Beautifully explained

  • @FluksWorkouts
    @FluksWorkouts Жыл бұрын

    Awesome video!

  • @marianb2530
    @marianb2530 Жыл бұрын

    I carry alcohol wipes to sanitize my hands or objects...but I pray that you get better. Peace and God bless you.

  • @DOMONTHEINTERNET
    @DOMONTHEINTERNET Жыл бұрын

    I have recently been diagnosed with OCD. It is eye opening hearing the smells trigger. I didn’t realize how that has been something I have lived with my whole life. That’s just one of the many things I have learned since being diagnosed with OCD

  • @nadiaotaki185
    @nadiaotaki185 Жыл бұрын

    Incredible video

  • @branbucsmodelcars
    @branbucsmodelcars Жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing.

  • @justxruby4813
    @justxruby4813 Жыл бұрын

    I live with OCD as well and it is something that has been very challenging for me but I’ve been managing to fight through.

  • @BunnyTrixx-gw8ws
    @BunnyTrixx-gw8ws8 ай бұрын

    I love the pan to the ant at 3:47. Very funny and yet... I do get a little scared aswell! Lol.

  • @ewaw9649
    @ewaw9649 Жыл бұрын

    I love your videos. You could put the links to social media of the person that is in the videos. Cheers.

  • @juliechandler8695
    @juliechandler8695 Жыл бұрын

    OMG! My 25 yr old son is stuck in severe OCD and isn't functioning and is seemingly unable to ask for help!!... but as he is not suicidal or homicidal, it's seems my hands are tired. I am going to share your story with him and just hope and pray that he will see that he can still have a life while coping with his OCD with the support of those who love him and therapy and other coping strategies!!😭😭😭

  • @rayherndez858

    @rayherndez858

    Жыл бұрын

    I have ocd and it is also severe but I am slowly getting better, I’m curious on how he is doing. Is there any update on how he is doing?

  • @juliechandler8695

    @juliechandler8695

    Жыл бұрын

    Ray....my son is not doing well. He refuses treatment and lately refuses to even speak to me so I just have to let it go and pray that he will decide that he wants more out of life that lying in a filthy bed in the dark on his phone!! I wish I had a better update......I am glad to hear that your issues are getting better!!! Small steps, every day, and don't be afraid to seek help wherever you can!!!

  • @elck3

    @elck3

    11 ай бұрын

    @@juliechandler8695does he have Pure-O OCD? These involve a lot of unobservable compulsions which are mostly mental, like ruminations designed to help reduce the anxiety and such.

  • @jiaxiwu6883
    @jiaxiwu6883 Жыл бұрын

    Wow!

  • @brandonlee7382
    @brandonlee73823 ай бұрын

    Im not diagnosed with ocd. But i do think about all the germs. When im cleaning i feel really dirty as i feel contaminated with all the dirty things im engaging with. For example when i hoover the front door matt i have pick it up and i immediately feel my hands are infected with germs. Bins, mop bucket, hoover and sink are the things i feel are most contaminated. Its stressful as i need to change into clean clothes afterwards then i feel better. But then after that i look at things and think oh my tv isn't straight then i cant enjoy any gaming then. Because i still live with my parents i get stressed out when they put something dirty on the side then i have to remember that. My slippers feel dirty and was thinking i need a cleaner pair but i know that would make my symptoms worse so i dont bother

  • @aleksandar.leonidas
    @aleksandar.leonidas Жыл бұрын

    Did someone experience something like tooth bitting your whole body? My whole body hurts so bad. And things cracking around you? Walls, cars etc

  • @acandycrushsagajourney6215
    @acandycrushsagajourney6215Ай бұрын

    SHE IS ME I AM HER

  • @Charlie1821
    @Charlie1821 Жыл бұрын

    Great, now my facial tics are back after watching this lol.

  • @donew1thita11
    @donew1thita11 Жыл бұрын

    I have containimation ocd for 6 years my hands are so cracked rn

  • @bijaytanty8434
    @bijaytanty8434 Жыл бұрын

    👍👌

  • @yemkonhongha8148
    @yemkonhongha8148 Жыл бұрын

    OCD can cause headache, depression, tachypnea, diabetes, cardiovascular disease, unemployment, hopelessness etc. The world may you please save OCD patients ❤❤❤

  • @crazynext8192
    @crazynext8192 Жыл бұрын

    1st

  • @rachael3050
    @rachael3050 Жыл бұрын

    I have this, it's crippling

  • @siemtesman
    @siemtesman Жыл бұрын

    Sssjs

  • @thomasraubenheimer5402
    @thomasraubenheimer5402 Жыл бұрын

    Trama

  • @pmack217
    @pmack217 Жыл бұрын

    You don’t have ocd. U are in control of your thoughts and you choose to think negatively. You need to stop gaslighting yourself

  • @user-pl7ht2tg3n

    @user-pl7ht2tg3n

    Жыл бұрын

    THIS IS TRUE.

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