Richard...I did it. I made it. I inhaled yours and Sam's intense seminars over and over until your voices overrode his. It's so beautiful here. My world exploded with color after I did the blood & guts grieving. You're so right. The scared little girl in me clung to his nothingness. Everyone, you have to believe that time will fade the brain's memory of this person. Go no contact. You WILL go insane while your body screams. Then it will be over one day. The only way you'll know is because You're finally experiencing peace, forgiveness, and a first time love of yourself. I never had this, and now that I do, I won't let go of myself again.

Signed my divorce paperwork today. Narcissistic personality disorder is a nightmare.

@VeganSemihCyprus33

Жыл бұрын

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@zigggyyyc7342

Жыл бұрын

Well done. You can finally start your life again

@kathleendubois7128

Жыл бұрын

I am three weeks away. All strength to you. It's been a disaster🥺

@jlongino51823

Жыл бұрын

@@kathleendubois7128 same to you. Sending you love and happiness. Congratulations.

@maryr-b450

Жыл бұрын

Well done. On my way too. Strength from within now ..

The utter lack of empathy is demonic

It’s grandiose, in my opinion, because they never validate your reality which is maddening, it sucks you in. That’s the con, giving them your time, trying to prove your truth. Don’t do it, just walk away. It doesn’t matter what other people see or think, you know your truth and that’s all that matters. Focus on yourself and take your power back

@jgfreer8322

Жыл бұрын

@Wonderful Very insightful comment and sound advice.

@sharon_rose724

Жыл бұрын

@@garethcoxmusic Do you really have all of those things, of are they mirroring all of that to you so you're actually having a connection with you, not them? I knew my ex 26 years. I felt we had all of that, too. But it was an illusion. He mirrored everything back to me.

@deniseelsworth7816

Жыл бұрын

@@sharon_rose724 I agree Sharon I was married 22 years and thought the same. Now years later I can see the truth.

@reneeharrison1698

Жыл бұрын

Psychopaths ARE NARCISSISTS, the king of charisma

@fringestreammedia5074

Жыл бұрын

I imagine Jacynda Ardent saying "we will continue to be your only source of truth"... Why not Onlyfans, tho?

The irony is the ONLY power they have is the power we assign to them. Their savant skill though is the ability to create that perfect fake person tailored just for us. The last one I crossed paths with literally SAID very early on “I can be anything you want me to be” 😳 yeah, guess that was a big red flag 🙄🤦‍♀️🤔😂

@VeganSemihCyprus33

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@reverentalexanderchezeley-6367

Жыл бұрын

Spot on 100% they are powerless completely, deny and ignore and defy them and you "drain them of the fuel that is the glue that holds their construct-fascade-mask together, and they sink into depression and psychosis." HG Tudor. For example like a youthful looking vampire without daily blood intake, starts to look old, haggard and I'll. God bless you.. Saint Anger.

@ellie698

Жыл бұрын

When someone tells you who they are, believe them....

@reverentalexanderchezeley-6367

Жыл бұрын

@@ellie698 exactly it's us Empaths that have to change and adapt and individuate, all empath types have to. The narc can't change. Us Empaths of all empath types have to seize back our power, reconnect to our inner child, then shadowork, then learn all the narc skills, red flags, word salading etc they have to use against us. As well as learning what skills we have as Empaths to, we don't have super powers like some of those empath channels declare loudly through grandiosity, nonsense that is. But we do have spiritual gifts we can use, our own inner child was the key to my healing 5 years ago. Once I'd reconnected to my inner child I started to heal. Thankfully I was never a co-dependent empath, so I never had to work on that. God bless you. Saint Anger.

@ellie698

Жыл бұрын

@@reverentalexanderchezeley-6367 I hear you 🙏

I am speechless. This is the most accurate description/ discussion I have encountered in the 10+ years I have been studying this personality disorder.

@deniseelsworth7816

Жыл бұрын

This really is great stuff I agree. Goes very deeply into narcissism in a way I have not heard before either.

My mother is a narcissist. Repeatedly beat me to a pulp as a child and constantly shamed me. As an adult I have fantasized about getting revenge on her but finally decided to let this delusion go. I refuse to lower myself to the level of the narcissist. I prefer to grow beyond the scars of childhood.

My fiancee abandoned me when I was unable to keep up with them anymore. I blamed myself so much for everything, I believed everything they said as to why they were leaving. I am currently realizing how lucky I actually was. I became quite delusional around them, chasing get-rich-quick schemes and thinking I could be a famous writer or musician, then I became very depressed around them, and essentially shut down. That is when they left. I am realizing now that they were a textbook narcissist. I wonder if my depressive state was sort of a survival tactic to force this person away. Once they identified that I was no longer a source of validation and supply for their delusions, they abandoned me. They check almost all the boxes in this video. Now I have to fight twice as hard as I did before they were in my life to get to a point of even just stability. But I am finally realizing what they were, why they came into my life, and why they left. Progress.

As always brilliant! These people are delusional. It is totally distorted thinking. This needs to be taught in schools. Thank you Richard.

They certainly match the personality of a cult leader. The gaslighting, emotional and psychological abuse, the need to manipulate to the extreme.. I definitely experienced this with my ex and it certainly like leaving a cult when I left. I literally had to flee

The false reality. I call it "going down the rabbit hole." Once you realize they exist in a false reality you begin to understand that they CANNOT be made to see how destructive their behavior is. Once I realized that, I was free to move on.

@capnsubasa3q337

Жыл бұрын

Thank you Karen, this helps sticking with No Contact!

@mandymckeown8625

Жыл бұрын

@@capnsubasa3q337 well done 👍my mums a narc I’ve done the same just ignore the hoovers though

@thusharividanagamachchi9779

Жыл бұрын

The false reality and the fact that you don’t exist other than as a snapshot in their head and that they never could love you really help to free ourselves from the shared fantasy. It’s like being trapped in a hypnotic dream and suddenly waking up.

Richard - I found you on Quora several years ago and reading your content and the comments - I realized I was not the only soul to experience narcissistic abuse and I did not even know what that was. I am not overstating when I say your words helped me turn around and FINALLY get through the most horrific part of life. I am eternally grateful for your work. I am sure there are many people like me who feel the same way. I wish you all good things and truly THANK YOU.

@VeganSemihCyprus33

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@aarongaffney6466

Жыл бұрын

Same here! Along with Meredith Miller, found these two both during the last part of a bpd/npd relationship - likely literally saved my life.

@thusharividanagamachchi9779

Жыл бұрын

My daughter has been affected by NPD from the abuse she received from her dad, my ex. Can they recover with help? What I’ve learned is it’s irreversible. My heart breaks for her 😢

@backfromthedarkalive

Жыл бұрын

@@thusharividanagamachchi9779 yes but please get her some good help. some therapists do not have a handle on it.. The narcissist makes you absorb their reality it took me over 7 years of therapy to get his abusive voice out of my head.. There is hope but your daughter needs to learn all she can about the damage and how to release it. that said wounds always remain.. God bless

@thusharividanagamachchi9779

Жыл бұрын

@@backfromthedarkalive Thank you 🙏 Yes it’s almost like ex had got in her head and taken her over completely. It’s so eerie. I guess it’s having the determination to never give up on the healing.

I have questioned every mask slip intellectually and got word salad “so he said to me, you have the power to end me”. During his setting up the discard said to me , “ you’re too smart”. Pin popping a balloon 🎈📍

Oh man! @ 9:24. This explains so much. The shell. They don't see themselves for what they do but how they want to see themselves.

@VeganSemihCyprus33

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The haunted house analogy really nailed it.

@DeshaunDamon

Жыл бұрын

It was spot on.

I had to deal with narcissists in all life related conections, mother, sister, chefs, coworkers, workers, friend, colleague, boyfriend...they used, abused and destroyed me despite a fact I'm educated ( I am nurse and doctor in one person ). Result was my deep depression. I used books and channels to help myself with success, the best help I got from narcdaily.

@thousandpetalsproject1494

Жыл бұрын

Me, too. I am so broken and alone now. All i do is escape through books and youtube. My soul has been crushed by these demons and i hate being alive in this cruel world

Dude.... I was under this spell from a narcissist wife..... It was a F@#$%^& nightmare.... still is as she want s to continue to control and manipulate me, but I walked out on that Biatch now the hovering starts.... Poor souls.... We need to start a movement that actually imprison these narcissists or stiffen law to protect their victims from them because they are destroying people knowingly while the victim don't know what hit them and mostly just follow these criminals blindly.

This is so powerful! When I realized the narrative about my narcissistic partner started and ended with my perception of him, my true healing began.

I had no awareness of narcissism till roughly 2019 .My brothers ex wife mentioned him being a narcissist .It was a complete revelation to me ,I realised I had been surrounded by narcissist all my life .It’s scary when you discover the abuse.

@lilac624

9 ай бұрын

In my case I was raised by two female narcs...My childhood was very very traumatic

The relationship “dance” engaged me from childhood onward. In 2014, I began EMDR trauma therapy and researched NPD by watching videos like yours, at almost 72. I planned my way out by 74.5 am have been no contact for 5.5 years. Healing has been challenging work. Accepting the truth of my part in the relationship with all the men in my life, starting with my father, has been the most helpful. Emotional literacy, choosing my values and learning to place boundaries, are essential. Thank you for your rational approach to healing.

@tishwallace6899

Жыл бұрын

It's crazy, because I wrote these plus several more just weeks ago.

I was there with you in 2013. Your work changed the trajectory of my life ♥️

@VeganSemihCyprus33

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@deborahbulthe

Жыл бұрын

yep you have provided very good info all these years agree

By listening to you and dr Sam Valknin. I realize that I was equally responsible for where I am. Wanted to blame the ex narc but he couldn’t do it unless I allowed him to do it. Which I thank you for. This has allowed me to let go of the anger and hate of “what has been done to me”. I have a role in this and finally after 18 Mos can let go of the anger / hate. And to start working on getting myself back. Whatever my true self is now - not what I used to believe my true self was. Struggled because I could not get previous self was. I now realize I need to reinvent myself. Totally different way of thinking and I understand that. I can never be what I used to be. But I need to decide what I want to be and have the courage and determination to become a better real me. I finally get it! ❤️. Thank you so much!

Leaving the shared fantasy felt like abandoning a vulnerable child in both myself and my ex. It became harder to save myself as the erosion of the fantasy (shared idealisation) exposed both to the original trauma. It began to feel like the original threat of annihilation and then the desire for annihilation (suicide/ homicide) where leaving meant someone would die. It was terrifying and it was a wake up call. Your description enables me to move on from the part I played in trying to carry a boulder on my shoulders.

@Twistedhippy

Жыл бұрын

Abandoning a vulnerable and delusional child. Exactly.

@helder3951

Жыл бұрын

I realize how lucky I am to still be alive. ❤ ty

@sebelzahntigerkind3923

Жыл бұрын

STAYING means someone would die, and it's usually not the narcissist.

@backfromthedarkalive

Жыл бұрын

@@sebelzahntigerkind3923 so true it causes so much illness, even cancer (in my case)

@collykarma8743

Жыл бұрын

I told my therapist that I had to leave or I WOULD die . It’s so hard because anyone who hasn’t experienced it can’t even begin to understand the devastation !

Or they have two religious parents who (as well as the Church) at the same time teach them you are a child of God, you have worth, you are important, you have a purpose....but then smash them into walls for every little mistake they make. That's like you are important and loved but then you are complittly worthless at the same time. Great technique for braking a child into a narcissist.😔

My ex narc was a big bragger. He talked about himself in epic proportions. He played the biggest victim EVER! He is truly an extremely weak, delusional coward. Scared of his own shadow. Failure to thrive in every facet of his life. It's actual craziness. So glad I am out of that craziness!

So helpful! The way I always described my father (a textbook NPD and maybe a little psychopathic) is that there is nobody home. There's nobody to connect with. It doesn't matter what you say or do, his response will always be nonsensical. The explanation that NPD requires a level of delusion nearly to the point of psychosis to function and that their sense of self is mushy or like a ghost makes so much sense to me. I feel like I can see the situation much clearer now. Also, fck that guy.

I tell everyone to listen to this channel! 😀

They do have that self adulation always telling themselves and everyone around them how ‘great’ they are. With a self belief that is totally impenetrable. My partner would also, (if you are honest with them) about who they are) manipulate people into feeling sorry for them, suggesting YOU are the ‘nothing’ who is the real idiot not to see how truly amazing they are, when there is nothing to feel sorry for them for, saying you are nasty and vile, calling them out, he would even say he felt sorry for me that my lack of insight, delusional mental health, just no longer allowed me to see who he is. (It isn’t cruel, it’s truth telling, they are the blind, ruthless and cold manipulators of the truth). I got to the point that being honest was protecting my sanity. I got to the point that I couldn’t stand being around new audiences with him, because he would dominate the conversation dominate the topic, and this self absorbed, egotistical, arrogance was not just boring but irritating, in fact I find it hard being around anyone who is like that now, I very quickly have to move away from these people. Sometimes I wonder, maybe I’m the narcissist now lol. I feel if they are self serving, I don’t have a place for them in my life. I see it as self protection, but I can see how I might look like a narcissist now. I have gone from caring too much about some people to not wanting to care very much at all 🙋‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️

@user-er9cv1vn2t

Жыл бұрын

I also think from my own experience, they naturally only think about them selves, and believe that is a natural thing to do, and tend to only have respect for people who think like that.

I have a friend who is angry at their narcissist friend for his lconfabulations and bad treatment and is constantly calling him out which only gives him fuel. I have been trying to explain that he is insane trying to get through to him and needs to realise his friend is an avatar and doesn't exist he can only do one thing which is be a grey rock

Thank you! I'm am highly empathic with no children and no family, talk about a narc magnet (now much more self aware and getting educated). I'm in the planning stage of leaving the narc situationship. I was ignorant for 20 years, now I know. You are helping a great deal!

@aurora9687

Жыл бұрын

yes, I think it is a key insight that the best targets are people that aren't close to family and don't have a lot of friends...unless, of course, the friends and/ or family are influential, have connections, money, etc. It takes every bit of strength to leave. I planned an escape from a diagnosed NPD/bipolar abusive husband. It had to be an escape. But, I understand the need to plan. Much strength and love to you.

@leighharrell8953

Жыл бұрын

@@aurora9687 Thank you, it's the hardest thing I've ever done, but I'm determined and getting educated. Much love back ❤️

@VeganSemihCyprus33

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@leighharrell8953

Жыл бұрын

@Texasgirlinacrazyworld Thank you for your honest feedback during this difficult transition. Have a great day!

@godofdogs6198

Жыл бұрын

"narc magnet" is the dumbest label to call yourself.

I used to find Sam a fascinating case study. After a while I could no longer take him. But, I did learn a lot studying him.

@ponderdarlingmybustedheart

Жыл бұрын

I can only listen to his workshops with Richard. All by himself he bores me to tears. 🤣

@backfromthedarkalive

Жыл бұрын

yep he gets on my nerves too.

Yes, I can see what has happened in my whole marriage now. My daughter is much happier and confident without living with her narc dad and grandmother.

Thank you. I’m at a point of my healing journey where I can really understand what you’re saying in this video. Today I also am absolutely aware that I had CPTSD BEFORE I met my narcissistic ex. I was isolated and weak already. In a way I am thankful for having been brought to my very bottom by being sucked into this “relationship” with him that I didn’t seem to get out of again, because it allowed me to learn about CPTSD and how to recover from it. You’re very smart with what you’re saying, and your videos have helped me a lot over the last few years.

This is such good content! My Dad (vulnerable narcissist) went into full psychosis when my brother and I finally woke up, confronted him (couldn’t take any responsibility) and left. Was in a full distorted reality for awhile (believing he was born again Joseph here to save human consciousness). Freeing to break out of the fantasy world. Thank you!

When you are the youngest and smallest in a family full of personality disordered individuals it's impossible not to see them as more powerful than yourself, and to end up demonising them and giving them false power thereby.

@dnk4559

Жыл бұрын

Ironically my father was a narcissist and I was his scapegoat. I’m actually the oldest though and more petite than my siblings. They seem to hate me. Apparently it’s common when the oldest child is forced into a parental role by disordered parents. After years in therapy and recovery groups I had hoped that things would get better with my siblings but the Narc parent has taught them the best way to deal with your pain is project into into the scapegoat. Observational learning is powerful. I’m sorry you had a bad experience also.

@johanness7643

Жыл бұрын

thx for this comment! It perpetuates until adulthood as we in specific situations feel petrified and powerless too especially when other "people" show same traits

Why are children whom are also abused and ignored....Not narcissist???? I was abused and ignored and I have too much Empathy. I do not believe psychologists and psychiatrist have a complete understanding of Antisocial personality disorders.

@markmartin2292

Жыл бұрын

You developed an ego. Narcissists loci of control is outside themselves. They depend on others to maintain their self image

@jacquelinefroehle3583

Жыл бұрын

@@markmartin2292 thanks...I know that about them. That is not an answer to my question. All people develop an ego. Yet narcissist have an extremely enlarged ego.

@ua2381

Жыл бұрын

I've thought about that, too. One of my siblings turned out about as close to a vulnerable narcissist cycling between vulnerable and grandiose as you can get without a diagnosis which I have no right to give. But, for the ease of argument's sake let's just call him extremely toxic. Have no idea how the other brother would have turned out. Died young in the Vietnam war. But neither my sister nor I turned out narcissistic. Our male parent was extremely toxic (you can read that as a full blown NPD - I wouldn't argue 😉). So why only one child of four? Although the literature disagrees I do not find it unbelievable that there may be a genetic component. But, that aside, no one, and I mean absolutely no one has the same experiences and ways of interpreting those experience. We can experience empathy but we can NEVER walk in another's shoes. So, given similar upbringing we will all experience it differently. We all cope differently. I think, in my humble opinion, that is the main reason. Even in the healthiest of families personalities differ because we are all processing life through unique lenses, understandings and etc.

@Paappa624

Жыл бұрын

@@jacquelinefroehle3583 There are all kinds of abuse and depending on at what point of development the abuse takes place seems to be key. A toddler has no choice but to yield to the big people, to the point that it will go against it's own interests to satiate a caretaker. This will undoubtedly leave you with a weak ego to stop you from fighting back the abuse to keep your id satisfied. Someone with a big healthy ego doesn't need to lie and cheat to feel good about themselves, they already got all the validation they need. If you are not a narcissist, you fought back. Congratulations, you deserve to live.

@steve4524

Жыл бұрын

I to scratch my head over this. But I’m pretty sure it just comes down to the fight flight freeze fawn coping defence in childhood

Between you and Jerry Wise I finally see clearly what was my childhood upbringing and my soon to be ex husband. 50 years spent in narcissistic abusive environments. The matrix is real and they are living a delusion. It’s truly scary. Slowly I am learning who I really am- not who I was in their matrix. SICK WORLD WE LIVE IN.

As someone diagnosed with NPD, I confirm and endorse this interpretation of the disorder - really gives it a fair shake, especially the emphasis on the delusional aspect. No true Narcissist understands all of the harm they can cause - we can't see the forest for the trees. Anyone who understands and does it anyways is deeeep into antisocial psychosis. Thanks Richard 👍

Couldn't agree with you more. Took me a long time away from my narc husband and his entire family of enablers to realise this simple fact. He's delusional and insane. He actually believes that my wanting a divorce or starting work again is some kind of revenge plot against him. After all his physical, verbal, sexual, financial abuse and the passive aggressive behaviour of his family, he still controls me and my properties. He literally pushed me away and ghosted me(i was too broken and probably co-dependent on him at that time to realise what a blessing it was) but he still wants all the control over my body and properties. And the most clear side of my "husband" that i can vouch for is that he's a coward, self-destructive and delusional. It's almost like looking at him with the right prescription glasses, amazes me that i was so shit scared of this man!! How i let him control, abuse, gaslight and beat me up. I would be angry at him if i didn't feel so sorry for the pathetic mess that he is.

I was dumped one year ago and still my head is fried you go through trying to understand it, to anger that you have been milked by a devious cunning twisted heartless person. Crazy world is finnished the love booming, the chaos mind games gaslighting brainwashing and Betrayal. Smoking mirrors.

The question is "How we let them do it?" and "What should we do differently this time ?"

@aurora-un2km

Жыл бұрын

Get into a year dbt therapy and arm yourself if your touched in anyway, this is where borderlines are made, and only ones in cluster b get a window out of the shared fantasy.

This video broke the narcissist spell for me. I have been doing your new course so I had set my intention to heal. Then something about this particular video woke me up. Thank you 🌟

I appreciate your perception of NPD as being on a spectrum of codependency.

@VeganSemihCyprus33

Жыл бұрын

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19 years of my life lost to a narcissist; he’s right when he states they can live a delusion, while seemingly being fully rational.

@Chris-dw7gq

Жыл бұрын

Just believe their mouth is moving, but nothing that comes out makes sense. I heard it all.

This explanation of the Narcissist is the best I’ve heard.

If they are delusional why is it that they succeed exherting so much influence on others, even family systems and isolate the people who see through them? Genuinely asking ..it's the thing I don't understand.

@madguruJ

Жыл бұрын

They choose the right people, so they include people who agree with their false self, and discard the troublesome ones, they only have the power that others give to them

@sarai8083

Жыл бұрын

We are also a narcissist nation here in the US

@jacquelinefroehle3583

Жыл бұрын

Because they know how to do a Trauma bond which is like hypnosis or Stockholm syndrome....brain washing to make good look evil and evil look good. Emotionally immature people get sucked in. Narcissist have jekyll and Hyde personality....fake charm, fake nice to suck people in and soon after the abuse manipulative gaslighting isolation starts.

@jacquelinefroehle3583

Жыл бұрын

@@sarai8083 exactly America is a highly narcissist society

@Imranomer2221

Жыл бұрын

They enlist people who are vulnerable and have triggers that can be used to manipulate

Educating myself is absolutely liberating! Thankyou for your research, time and efforts to help others understand narcissism. They are true parasites.

I love your work on this subject!! I’ve finally been able to let go and get so real about EVERYTHING in my life!!! Amen 🙏🙏❤️❤️ Thank you Richard…..seriously thank you!

@VeganSemihCyprus33

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"Wonderful special unique " what every child craves to hear all the time from everyone?

Don’t let anybody to treat You like a mushroom kept in the dark and fed shit!!!

You've distilled a potent description here Richard. It reflects my understanding and experience in an incredibly accurate way.

@rppope1006

Жыл бұрын

Likewise. It also proves my understanding that the democrat party fully supported and encouraged narcs to do this to their children. Democracy absolutely goes against the will of God

@WinstonSmith22

Жыл бұрын

@@rppope1006 I've met many people from lots of different walks of life. Some are on the left, and some are on the right. Some are devoutly religious and some are irreligious. But one constant amongst all the people who are certain that their group is the right one is the presence of narcissists.

@rppope1006

Жыл бұрын

@@WinstonSmith22 certainly a "group" that their soul purpose is to destroy everything that made their country possible in the first place, would be a clear indication of narcissistic people. I've heard many of people refer to the Democrat party as the narrassitc party. I just observe the obvious and stand for a healthy people and what is moral, ethical, and principled in nature, something narcs hate and can't stand.(nothing I just said was to indicate that you are one, however I see you've had narcs be able to influence your thought process). We both are recovering from a world wide attempt to corrupt every living being.

You just answered every remaining question about my ex. The narc’s victim becomes collateral damage. That piece of knowledge helps the victim disassociate from the issues of the narc and helps them define their own experience. “It wasn’t me… it was the byproduct of the narc’s past.”

Gonna be a banger.

@VeganSemihCyprus33

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@Gyle.3559

Жыл бұрын

@@VeganSemihCyprus33 👍👍

Richard you're a true healer and great leader! Humble, funny, compassionate and tenacious! Young men and women really need you right now! I hope my kids watch your videos in their spare time!

Thank you Richard ,very helpfull, but I as a Codependent raised by a narcissistic mother and beeing in longterm relationships with several narcissists, I have similar personality traits and I am so sad and ashamed about it. I hope so that I am not a narcissist. But I only recieved the message that I am a terrible child. Never good enough. So I hope I am not a narcissist. Best wishes

@susanwagner1312

Жыл бұрын

If you think or contemplate that you are, you usually are not one

I just started learning all of this recently after he passed away* It is just destroying me to know he may not even of loved me* I thought all the bad behavior & disappearing all the time was because he drank & did drugs. He was getting ready to leave me just before he died& I have been told he was cheating on me too& I am driving myself crazy trying to figure out what we were going through. I need to let go & I just can't* I really loved him* & He was doing me dirty* I'm 67 and feel so lost & alone* If I could get over all of this I'll be ok* Good Video*

Amazing. "They dropped us in2 their virtual reality.'

The part about CPTSD was interesting. Childhood trauma and being delusional..... hits home

@scottmatznick3140

Жыл бұрын

Yep

@bigdeneen

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The delusional part was 🎯

The two poles of messaging.I discovered after too late that my kind husband was passive aggressive.Says he's fixing a thing but actually he's breaking it.BUT one has to submit to someone's control....they tell one to do something but they tell one then to not do it.Crazymaking.

Thank you!! This helped remind me of why I must NEVER go back. And healing feels so good. I am getting stronger every day. Bless you!!! Much love and appreciation to you and your incredible work and wisdom. 🙏💖

You're great at articulating complex topics for people to understand in simple terms. Thank you!

@Chris-dw7gq

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Actually, I asked this for a year and finally got why is this individual complex? The answers were too simple for me until today. It was like a puzzle I was solving. It's multidimensional, many layers like Inception movie.

Actually Dr Carter agrees with you about it being a form of codependency

Yes! They give and charm.. but with a plan

It not easy to understand the narc. Rules, very stressful. You guys are helping so many. Awesome! 💖💖💖

Absolutely heartbreaking listening to this 😢 On a personal level I can say it is possible to break the chain after many years of being a single mum of three ( now ) adult children & taking responsibility for my choice of partner as my children didn’t have a choice … That powerful word No … no means no I know I effed up .. mum says no it means no 😂

He had experienced pretty extreme abuse as a child. His mother sounded like a narcissist herself from what he told me. He was tortured by his older brothers- the oldest, a psychopath is now in a mental institution. Instead of spotting the very obvious red flags I went into nurturing mode. And that co dependency, that over empathic state of mine, coupled with my own histrionic bug a boos is the part I have to heal.

U described my favorite sibling to a tee! Such amazing description of her. And I pray daily that I would b forgiving...psychosis...the remedy 4 my wellbeing is, to acknowledge that they have limitations, and I csn not make them become unlimited in their emotional potential. I suffer a lot from my own impotence in this regard.😢

I totally agree. You have much insight. I could never articulate as you do. Thankyou. I can say, hindsight is 20/20.

Anyone? ever being in the mortification seat with a NARC, and when they know you know, they do some stupid childish thing like blow bubbles from their mouths or say the same thing over and over (with the intent not to hear your harsh melting words)?

@Chris-dw7gq

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🤣🤣 🙈🙉🙊

Of thousands of videos on the subject .. this one is the much needed needle in the haystack, pure gold.

This is great for victims who reached the pinnacle of indifference Thank you ! They create our illusion with ‘future faking’ and then live out the character of our projection. Scary scary

@Charliemike01

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Actually , I may be smart but I would call it ~LIFE EXPERIENCED ~

@DeshaunDamon

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The lightbulb just went off 4 years in; his favorite phrase is “ be patient…” Would you please elaborate on future faking?

@Charliemike01

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@@DeshaunDamon It’s a term in NPD victim recovery Professionals tell us better than I can tell you but in my experience, future faking is telling you everything you are aiming for in life and building a life together and how it’s going to be. They sell you on the things they know you want and that it’s you and them come hell or high water. It was all bullshit to gain access and leach on Thank God life experience and strong ties he wasn’t able to get into the core And leach off it.

@Charliemike01

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@@DeshaunDamon walk away quietly and go no contact. God bless

Absolutely spot-on as usual! Every word relatable, its a comfort knowing I'm in good company on here

He was a wolf in sheep's clothing, appeared to be quiet, unassuming, gentle, not materialistic, humble etc in the beginning. The demon revealed itself 10 mnths later. After months of mind games, gaslighting, name calling under the guise of jest etc. Poision. I'm the crazy one of course! 🤣 Away from it all now. Building myself back day by day 💪

I see, they secretly resentfully feel internally obligated to expend any effort initially in order to lure and placate their targets in order to get their needs met. Which pisses them off to no end that they have to put in so much "work" to "trick" their targets before extraction commences. God forbid they ever take a chance to communicate their real needs and boundaries directly with another human without all the pomp and circumstance, without all the smoke in mirrors. Oh wait darn, then they'd have to actually face the risk of their true squishy sensitive selves being rejected by someone before getting their needs met first and then running off like a cowardly thief into the night. They're just maliciously needy codependents trying to get their needs met the only ways they know how. They resentfully give to others as a means to an end. They don't have the balls or skills to extract what they need from others without having to waste a bunch of time beating around the love bombing bush like psychopaths do with ease and cutting precision. Psychopaths cut right to the chase. No drama. Just terror and evil. None of this, "bUt I lOvE yOuUuU i'M a gOod PeRsOn I sWeAr!😢😭" b.s. that you get with NPDs.

Forever grateful for your patience and generosity to this very human issue so many us share and towards finding solutions which offers new and simplified perceptions of this subject..congratulations are due! 👑🙌🏼🙏🏻❤️☯️🧠💫

MIC 🎤 DROP!!!! Ty for sharing this content as I believe it will help our community gain a new, next level understanding that should hopefully allow one to better find COMPASSION for the experience all around!! 🕊️💜

@Chris-dw7gq

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I offered too much empathy and compassion, I paid for that approach.

I hear you on their childhood trauma shaping who they become and it certainly must and yet many more people go through such trauma in childhood and don't become narcissists. I believe there are a number of other factors that result in their becoming narcissists from brain issues to the spiritual.

@rimamehari6700

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I think temperament playes a role & the details of the abuse and the general environment may differ greatly from person to person.

Awesome to see people like whaaaaat u mean there is a name for this madness and when did this happen I've been for years like how can I even begin to try and explain this to someone else like I will sound as if I have a serious mental health disorder or some sort of very serious problems but I am a smart enough person I absolutely know it's not me who is crazy but this narcissist will sure make me out to be the one who needs help if I reach out and even start to explain the real insanity that these people entrap you into and they try to make sure your stuck in it with zero options or resources to help you back out and sadly they often are successful at doing this and trapping their victims in this nightmare for lack of a better way to describe it

Min had a very abusive dad & his mom spoiled him* So your right on on that*

To make the delusion "real", the Narcissist has to spin it out into the world like a spider (create it in someone else's mind.)

I started dating my narc just before Covid. He didn’t have to get me isolated… Covid did that job for him.

@mandymckeown8625

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Isn't a narcissist just someone who gets off on disempowering others? And do well all have narcissistic traits until we fully face ourselves?

Whew! thank you.I'm not crazy.

Vaknin has often described cluster B as "one giant soup" and I'm very much starting to agree with this view. It aligns with Kernberg's model of the "borderline organization", essentially that it's a multi-dimensional spectrum of disordered personality traits and we simply see expressions of a borderline core. There's simply too much comorbidity within cluster B for us to paint someone as ASPD, HPD, NPD, BPD. Narcissistic collapse/borderline splitting are essentially the same thing. They are all borderline and they are all on the spectrum of psychosis, which is what Richard is explaining here.

My ex narc recently tried to trick me into telling the council that I'm kicking my son out, so that he could apply for a house! Made me realise just how out of touch with reality he really is!

Sorry to comment twice (I say sorry a lot - working on it). On social media, look carefully at the people who comment favourably and validating the narcissist, without knowing what's going on behind closed doors. My therapist explained it to me. Those people believing and validating the narcissist are most likely people with a history of high co-dependency and therefore drawn to the narcissist.

The matrix pod reference was good. She tried to drag me into her pod but i fought back the whole way. Eventually she gave up; thus, the discard.

Richard, your enthusiasm for learning and sharing about narcissism is contagious! How could it be that two children ( seven years apart) raised by the same parents, under the same conditions could emerge so polarized? One, highly empathic; the second a walking train wreck. Given all that you spoke of, it seems only logical that both would exhibit landmark NPD.

@fredrikchristmansson3700

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Personality traits, small differences in treatment and small differences in enviroment might be just enough for 2 different outcomes. We are humans after all and not robots that do exactly as what our code programmed us to do.

Brilliant , THANK YOU!🙌

I agree with all of this. Great video thumbs-up 👍

This is so compassionate. Richard you are a trail blazer. That quote is Abraham Lincoln if I am not mistaken. A conflict that almost breaks the foundation, reveals what is real.

Thanks for your explanation and verbal illustration of this.

Excellent well done mate 👏

Thank you for this breakdown

Great contribution to the topic! Thanks Richard

excellent and clear, definitely, thank you

Very insightful. Thank you.

CPTSD is also on a spectrum of psychosis, but in the opposite direction.

You’re saving my life right now

Best explanation ... Brilliant and true