Thank you, Natasha; it is always so good to see you. As a displaced person, it is understandable that you feel lost. You nevertheless have a large online community that cares about you.

Feeling lost and a lack of meaning is not a weakness, just shows you’re thoughtful and care deeply. Life is a journey and each must find one’s’ own meaning. It’s great that you’re reviving your passion about linguistics, you have a natural gift for it!

@robertholland7558

16 күн бұрын

Never lost, just finding new ways and challenges. Keep on “ adventuring “, even though sometimes it’s not easy, even extremely difficult, but remember those times will pass.

@brexitgreens

10 күн бұрын

She's investing in a lost cause if her future's not in Georgia. So her anxiety is understandable. But she's also "spoilt for choice", not knowing where her future is. Her anxiety is very familiar to me: I, too, am unable to figure out where in the world my home is. The UK and Ireland are sinking quite literally, with the wettest year on record and the fields too wet to plant crops - while homelessness is on the rise and healthcare is crumbling.

@robertholland7558

10 күн бұрын

@@brexitgreens i’am calling you out for talking a lot of nonsensical rubbish!

You have a large following because you share the truth, your truth. It doesn't matter what topic you're covering, I enjoy your honest thoughts. KZread is such a weird place. Keep doing it.

@pcopeland15

16 күн бұрын

You are a smart, sincere person with a good heart, and good intentions.

@phenomX4

15 күн бұрын

While I agree with most of what you're saying. Please don't ever say "your truth" that's peak 1984. There is only the (one) truth.

Be gentle to yourself. You recently fled your country. That does not leave the mind untouched. I was happy to see some enthousiasm, when you started talking about your hobbies. Wenn du mit jemandem Deutsch sprechen möchtest, lass es mich wissen.

@tallll70

16 күн бұрын

plus anxiety will never be understood by people who never had it, that's how it seems to me from their explanations

Book, boardgames and friends, doing things with purpose. Things to help keep any of us sane, well done.

Thanks for teaching us kid. I am 55 and still don’t know what I want to do with my life. Smile a little every day. Learn a little every day and it will take you on your way. Peace , love , and enlightenment.

@HershelLacey

Күн бұрын

Hopefully the day will come when you will return to Russia under a democratic change in government and a bright future.

I hear you about the exhaustion of feeling anxious. You have a lot of stress, from trying to figure out what to do in life, all along with the actions of your country's leadership, and escaping to a country you did not intend to live. Thank you for acting with vulnerability by sharing your life.

Dear Natasha, one of the most attractive things (for me) about your videos is your presentation in simplicity. So please don't worry about how interesting you think something might be, or being perfect, etc. You are interesting all by yourself, genuine and honest. The stark simplicity of your videos is a feature of its own. That makes them better than so many of those overly edited "perfect" videos that are actually very empty. Yours are full.

@deep-forest

16 күн бұрын

@natasha’s adventures THIS ⬆️ !! I know you know but still…. Keep on being you (and that “you” will go through phases)

I get the impression that you're pretty hard on yourself. You speak English better than half the people here in Canada and now you're learning German too. It's actually really impressive. You have grown so much since I first found your channel. All the best and definitely do your vlogs! They don't have to be perfect. Just be yourself!

I also enjoy going to my waterfalls to collect the trash that pools up. Nobody likes going outside to look at trash. Great video! Love your vibes!

I've been watching your videos since day 1. You don't need to feel pressure to be "perfectionist". We like watching you being yourself. You are a compelling person. That's what makes your videos compelling. Just keep being you.

You remain one of my favorite YT personalities. Your content, even if you lose confidence in it yourself, is always interesting. You and "depressed Russian' are the best. I admire you, your strength, resilience, and honesty. 🙂

Don't doubt your skills. I've always loved the every day quality of your videos, just walking around, exploring, and sharing your thoughts in your own unique way. It's very special.

I always love hearing your thoughts about the world. Your intelligence and candor is always welcome.

Anxiety and depression can definitely make you overthink things and cause you to feel like you are not progressing and standing still. Many people feel the same and hearing you speak about these struggles can help others experiencing the same feelings. Everyone has bad days. You are very well spoken in English and get your points across very well. Keep up the good work and treat yourself well!

Judging from the number of subscribers and viewers of your videos, I would say people are greatly enjoying the things you share. You've shown me a LOT of new and interesting things from your side of the world. FYI, if those cactus you showed during your eco walk are the same type we have in Texas, we call them prickly pears. Thanks Natasha!

Such a lovely video, it's clearly therapy for you and pure delight for your viewers! My Russian grandfather's name was "Spiridon". Glad to see your pigeon has returned! I am shopping for an e-reader also, in America they're called a "Kindle". They're much easier on your eyes. It's normal in your twenties to be confused even depressed about your direction in life, but you are sorting it out, it takes time. I am thrilled that you are taking classes and moving forward, and recognize that however good or bad your education was, it's a good base. You have a terrific command of English, don't berate yourself for this. The shots of you wearing the lime sweatshirt against the beautiful spring flowers show you at your best, and they're really well composed. That botanical garden is gorgeous and would lift anybody up. Thank you for sharing your small things with us. You have so many things going for you, including the thousands of people who enjoy your videos. All the best, Kirk from USA.

This feeling is extremely common in modern life. I don't anyone who doesn't feel like this, including myself. I don't say that to minimize the feeling but to amplify of how big a problem this is and to let you know that you are not alone with this feeling. I think this feeling wasn't so prevalent in the past when society was more community orientated, and of course, the internet hasn't helped either.

I love getting a glimpse of your daily life and hobbies! I understand the difficulty trying to find your place and purpose in life. Sometimes it just comes down to being a good person and contributing to society even in little ways, as well as enjoying the small things in life. I believe that linguists is interesting to you in part because you have a talent for it. And your English is excellent! I wish you would believe that fact.🧡🌸

Thankyou for connecting with us, Natasha! Blessings

Natasha, du bist ein wunderbarer Mensch, der vielfältig interessiert ist und sich viele Gedanken über seine Mitmenschen und die Umwelt macht. Alleine dadurch gibst du deinem Leben mehr Sinn, als die meisten Anderen jemals erreichen werden. Ich hoffe, dass du auch noch den richtigen Ort findest, an dem du dir auch deine Zukunft vorstellen kannst! All the best for you! Greetings from Germany.

@owl_of_minerva9675

16 күн бұрын

I do hope, as Georgia links up more to the EU, it will be easier for you to travel to and enjoy other western countries.

Keep trying to smile and keep hope in the future. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Take care Natasha !

I've felt in limbo several times in my life. It's an anxious type of feeling that things are not quite right yet, and you are still looking for it in order to be fulfilled. I hope you find what it is you want (your purpose) or where it is you want to be.

Dear Natasha, I am glad to see you're thriving and healthy in Tbilisi, and very pleased that you have interesting things to keep yourself consciously aware of the possibilities life has to offer. I also love maps! And, I also do 'eco walks' picking up and dragging out out trash, old tires, and debris from a river and park nearby here in New Haven, Connecticut, USA. Always honor your Russian heritage. Russia is a great land.

I’m an older person and in my experience trying to find your meaning in life adds stress. That’s not to say having goals and going for them is a bad thing but living life as it comes and taking chances as you have is less stressful in my experience. It sounds like you hit the spot many content creators get caught in.

Anxiety and depression are illnesses. I suffer myself. This sense of rootlessness, pointlessness, hypercorrection, and self-criticism is all part of it. Once you accept it and realise it is a disability like any physical disability, you can accept yourself more easily. I also thoroughly enjoy language learning and linguistics. Perhaps it brings a sense of order in a chaotic world. Also, the hat was very nice.

Not seeing the grammar mistakes you're talking about, you're English is awesome!

@SwordOfApollo

16 күн бұрын

Uhh...can't tell if this comment is intentionally ironic or not...

@timellington4887

16 күн бұрын

@@SwordOfApollo hard to understand what you're saying due to your misuse of the word ironic.

@robertholland7558

16 күн бұрын

@@timellington4887lol.

@SwordOfApollo

15 күн бұрын

@@timellington4887 Ah, I see you know what you're doing. Fair enough.

Sounds like ethnolinguistics or sociolinguistics would be a good match to your interests. As to the cleanups, no matter the country this is something you take pride in and feel good about doing so it will have meaning for you wherever you do it. Thanks for sharing these things. (Love the bunny)

What I truly appreciate and have loads of empathy for is a your ability to talk about your mental health. Natasha, you do a highly effective job of speaking your truth, and I see this, generally, in other Russian content creators. It seems as if you are still trying to search for and understand your role in this world. You are young and you will find your way. I urge you to continue down this path. I think you are close to locking in on that thing that makes you excited about the path your life is going. Selfishly, I truly appreciate your content and look forward to your vlogs.

Natasha, it's always a great pleasure to watch your videos, even the smallest things from your daily life that you film, are interesting for us, your audience. I understand your anxiety about your future. Listening to you, I also felt anxiety because I felt powerless to be able to help a wonderful person like you. You don't deserve such a situation of living. But I am sure that you will find help from your many friends to build your future wherever you want. Your community is large and we will always be there for you. Greetings from France

You always find a little beauty in your daily travels. From a flower next to a babbling brook or a mosaic in the middle of urban decay, you have a curiosity, optimism and sense of humor that will always win out over your doubts, insecurities or anxiety. Just remember, whatever negative emotions you may feel in a moment are only temporary.

Anxiety comes with a creative mind. I always enjoy looking and learning through your lense. Work your way and at your speed through the rough stuff. You definitely have a talent for this.

That is cool with the Asian hanging umbrellas ☂️ at the 3:40 mark

Spasibo, Natasha! Board games are a wonderful way to socialize and have fun! Walks in nature are so good for the mind too.

I love that you are giving back to Georgia with your clean up efforts. Whenever I visit another country I always try to do something- even as little as picking up litter and putting in the trash can to try and do something positive for place hosting me.

Natasha. I've been a subscriber for some time now. No need to apologise for your English. Its excellent. Noticably better than when I first found your channel. And Kudos to you for learning German and Georgian as well. I have wanted to learn both German and Russian all my life. I'm 56 now and I'm starting. It's hard at my age but you have a good head start. Hobbies are interesting and I think vital. I have several hobbies myself, mostly history related and frankly they have been a great help to me at times by keeping me from getting too introspective and depressed. I understand how hard it is being forced to relocate because of circumstances beyond your control. I had to emigrate when I was in my early 30's. But you are doing a great job with your channel and I think you are starting to find a wider interest in Linguistics based on your degree which will open up a new intellectual pathway for you. And that will be a good thing. I know it's hard but with your interests and desires (and your Bachelors degree in Language) perhaps you can investigate moving to another country and continuing with your studies there and maybe even getting a Masters degree. I'd suggest America but I know how hard it is for Russians to get the necessary Visas so maybe Germany. That would help your German studies a lot. If you were fluent in three languages that would be a really impressive achievement. And certainly I'm sure you would have no problem accomplishing that at least from an intellectual level. Finally. I live in Phoenix Arizona and I was surprise to see that Cactus on your ecological walk. We have a lot of Cacti here and some look very like that. I didn't realize things like that grew in that part of the world. Keep up the great work. Looking forward to more.

Hi Natasha. You've been through so much stuff. Don't beat yourself up too badly if you're feeling down, it's only natural. Also, your English vocabulary and grammar are excellent! All the best. UK

The view from the monastery looks beautiful. Thank you for bringing us with you on these experiences and sharing your thoughts, as always

Your complexion is beautiful. Stay healthy Natasha. We all love you ❤

@HershelLacey

Күн бұрын

Abs.

Very nice to see someone who cares about nature and volunteers to clean up the rubbish that other people leave behind. 🥰

It's always nice to hear You talking about things that interest You, what You do etc

Natasha, you mean more to us than you even know! Allow yourself these feelings, they are natural emotions and this too shall pass. Keep up the great videos, you are such a beautiful person. If only there were more like you back in Russia, God bless from Canada.

Yeah, I think even though you're situation is unique your struggles are very relatable to people from around the world. Especially with the current overall mood in the world. Also your dedication to your hobbies and interests is quite motivational and uplifting.

There's something very calming about your narration and how you film. I watch your videos sometimes when I have had enough of the news and want to see how someone else sees the world.

Your English is better than many English people!

Your interest in learning more about the Georgian language and culture will open doors for you and it shows respect for the local society. It is incredibly valuable, even if you're not getting a tangible "reward" for it right away.

the hat is why I fell in love with this channel, that and the fact that she constantly finds beauty in the little things in life, which is inspiring and the pigeon (Georgia)

Natasha, you speak English better than 80% of all Americans do. And your accent is easier to understand than a lot of people I have to deal with here in the South.

@OklahomingMissle

16 күн бұрын

I can be your translator. I know all of the southern accents and slang words.

@robertholland7558

16 күн бұрын

Only Australians speak proper English 🤪

@DENVEROUTDOORMAN

10 күн бұрын

No she doesn't but it is very good

@DENVEROUTDOORMAN

10 күн бұрын

​@@OklahomingMissleSouthern Accidents

@DENVEROUTDOORMAN

10 күн бұрын

​@@robertholland7558nope

So many crazy ups and downs for you since I subscribed to your channel 3 years ago. I'm glad you've got some relative normality now.

the cap has style, i would wear it all the time

I'm in the US, I have/had anxiety also and the doctor here prescribed a drug to lower it for me. From my perspective, the anxiety was only a thing in itself. It wasn't the external factors that made it so intense but that I needed to figure out my body to reduce the anxious way I was thinking about things. In Alaska, vitamin D helped and so did knowing that the anxiety was more about me than the situation I was in at that time. I've been a long time follower, your videos are great. During 2022 it was really interesting to see the situation from your videos and I hope you can enjoy life with less anxiety eventually.

Hallo Natasha freut mich zu hören dass du Deutsch lernst. Ich wünsch dir alles Gute. Grüße aus Deutschland.

Ŵow! Cleaning the environment in order to mantain our planet clean is indeed a great thing! Liguistics is also important! I think that a hobby can help us to live better. Very happy for you Natasha! Thank you and take care 🌷💕⚘️

Thanks Natasha for sharing your everyday experiences and a wimdow into your world. I particularly appreciate your trash collecting experiences, l.collecct trash in the the UK and your example encourages me to keep doing it when l sometimes feel it makes little difference.

I've been following your channel since before the war, and you remind me that there are good Russians out there. What keeps me going is music, so I want to mention the classical music of your country which I love. Keep it up, and thanks for continuing to share your adventures.

You are such a sweetheart. I love the way you live your life with intent and purpose. I love the constructive and helpful things you do. Thanks for sharing from your heart. I can identify with your struggle of trying to find your way. Stay strong. You have a lot of friends who care about you. Congratulations on getting an ebook. I have one too.

Your English is superb and I really don't hear many mistakes at all. I think that you are a very intelligent person and it is essential for you to keep your brain active but continually finding a challenge. You have a gift for languages - find a way to use that gift and then you will feel more fulfilled. You will find your way, of that I am certain.

So nice to see you Natasha ! Sorry that you are feeling unsettled… I volunteered for a clean up, (you inspired me) (74yr old)

Hiya Natasha, it's always a good day when we see you have another update for us! Your stories are so interesting and i hope your mood will get better and better - please don't worry so much, time passes and you will see things get better. By the way, your English is very good and the sound of your voice is so cool too. Well, when your video finishes i will listen to Juliya Koshkina singing Summer Moved On and then make dinner. Have a very good week and enjoy the warm weather! 😘

That same cactus exists in New Mexico, except here it is called prickly pear cactus. Weird, I never thought of Tbilsi as having the same vegetation you would find in the north american high desert.

@clivestainlesssteelwomble7665

16 күн бұрын

It's been spread to a lot of places... Where it can become a big problem if it spreads . In Australia it went mad and overtook thousands of acres of land.. it took a long time but they eventually found a moth whose caterpillars ate just the prickly pear cactus.. 🌵 it took a while but Australia 🦘 was saved ...they still have a national Cactoblastis day to remember. Unfortunately no one has yet found a solution to the Cane Toad.

@clivestainlesssteelwomble7665

16 күн бұрын

No one can feel positive if they are very tired... and on your eco walk you're eyes showed you were tired. Rest the body rest the mind with fun.. you will find a way and new friends.. 🧙🏼‍♂️

The World is in flux right now from the Wars, to a surge in conservative autocracy and large movements of people around the globe. You haven't found your home yet but you're young and have time so try and mellow out because anxiety is so easily overwhelming. I find you delightful and your video about what you are personally doing now is interesting and comforting. Best wishes to you for success and happiness.

Hi Natasha, the questions you are asking yourself about life remind me of myself many years ago, and sometimes now. It's part of some human beings, even growing up in a safe place. Keep on going, discovering and learning!

I think a very good job for you would be a tour guide. It would not be much different than the vlogs you do now, but you would be interacting with real people rather than with a camera, which would be more rewarding. Your ability to give tours in Russian, English, and perhaps other languages, while also knowing some Georgian, would make you a good candidate for such jobs. There are many different types of tours you could give, general city sightseeing, museums and historic sites, nature and animals.

You are learning a lot of interesting things. Some people feel spiritually displaced for years or their whole life. All we can do is find our meaning in the moment and follow the little tugs on our heart as life unfolds. We are made from love and nothing we do can change that. Every breath we take is a success. It's okay to worry. It's okay not to worry. It's okay to be you. You are our teacher and we are yours. That's a cute felt bunny. Well done.

From an outsider's perspective, your life *is* interesting and you *are* making a difference. I'm not just talking about participating in local cleanups (which is very admirable), I mean in the way that your videos clearly inspire others in a positive way. Keep doing what you're doing, mate. And don't worry about not reading the books ya buy straight away - it's taken me 20 years to get to some of mine! :-)

I'm so Proud of You girl !!! You may be having some mood swings, but darn you're doing so well even so. You're so talented with your multi-language studies. That's super good. Glad to see you got a Kindle (reader tablet). I have several and love them. Take all your books with you anywhere you go. You're my favorite person to view online & your videos always cheer me up! -Carey from Michigan

I want you to know. I wait for your KZread videos they make me feel so good to see you grow. You have taught me so much about Russia and Georgia and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.❤

I always enjoy your videos. I'm glad you are enjoying your life and staying busy. I know it takes a lot of time and effort to make these videos and I really do appreciate your hard work. Thank you.

Great content, Natasha! You have a great ability to express your innermost feelings to your audience, and in extraordinarily fluent English too.

I greatly enjoy what you have to share: whenever, wherever and whatever! You have an amazing soul

who would have thought that watching someone pick up trash would be so interesting, love your channel

Good to hear from you Natasha .Do as much as you can keep health

Another great video Natasha . Take care , look after yourself you mean such a lot to so many subscribers we all support you !!

this was a great video. casual daily life and sharing internal thoughts. loved it. thanks Natasha

Good to see you again. Keep doing what you like and learning new things. It's the only way to determine what will give you the purpose you seek. You're the first KZreadr I've ever followed and now I follow dozens but I still drop everything when I see you have a new post.

Your journey through life will unwind as it should and it will be a great ride!

love you, early spring is the best time to do this, now has melted but vegetation is yet to come

I'm having burn-out too at the moment.. I also have anxiety problems. Keep your head up and do what you love to do, relax and take your time. Hope you will find comfort and a hug somewhere.

Natasha. Over the years I have admired your honesty and the way you communicate your feelings to your viewers. I am more than 3x your age but appreciate your views very much. Keep on doing what you are doing. Live for today and only occasionally think about tomorrow. I think very highly of your life principles (eco, politics, freedom, social involvement, and many others. Best wishes from NZ/Aotearoa. 18:43

Always glad to hear from you, even in your sadness you are full of life and love.

Thank you, Natasha! I really liked this vlog. It was like a retro spective to your time in Far East Russia. No worry about vlog content because first of all I got the feeling that you enjoyed showing your work desk. You're like a wizzard. You make magic out of content noone would believe were interesting. To me your work desk goes into a much bigger context. You're a great narrator and you seem to enjoy being one. How you do it I don't know but, well, I get the feeling that you're a close friend that want to show and share. You're friendly and honest. As your 'friend' ofcourse I am interested in my friends' doing.

Be proud that the videos you make contribute to the meaning in our lives. Your amazing , strong and your voice and life direction admirable!

Best video ever Natasha to date !!! You are OG ~~~🙏🙏

Natasha - I appreciate you so, so much!

Mesmerizing personality of yours, Natasha. I also like kind of sarcastic approach to the topics you mention or places you show. ❤

Your board game and e book are great hobbies. Your desk looks awesome. Nice to have some green plants. George or Georgina is a nice name for your bird. You had a great day outdoors. Nothing to fear if you are careful.

Very good Natasha helping clean up is a good thing to do. Sending Love ❤

Pigeon returns 😍😍😍 It's nice to see you smiling and enjoying your hobbies 🤗

Natasha, you're doing fine. You're right; get some rest, then you'll feel much better. Thanks for being an eco-friendly individual; your partake is greatly appreciated. Linguistic is one of my favorites. Love learning about another culture. Love your contents. 👍👍

Very good. I love how this video brings out the real you

Thanks so much!! Lovely just going for a walk with you.

very enjoyable part of your life you've shared .... very interesting that you are continuing your linguistics, extending your university knowledge --- which is always needed! I am sure it is tough in a new culture to become enthusiastic given the impermanence of your present vis-a-vis your future. Keep plugging and enjoying --- be light with yourself and of course attaining excellence is always a long journey of commitment and joy without worrying about perfection --- comparison as well as "perfectionism" is definitely the thief of joy.

An excellent self-reflection. Keep striving to find some way of moving forward. It's fine to feel lost. You have a lot of support from this community.

I am so grateful for your information and comments. I am very interested in linguistics in every aspect. Always a pleasure watching you.

I hope you can begin to feel at ease and with purpose. Thank you for continuing to share what you are doing and how life is going.

It's good to see another video from my favorite KZread vlogger. I have an ebook too and I use it only for reading books. It's very handy. Thanks for showing us your hobbies and interests Natasha. Love your rabbit and it's always great to see Georgia....the pigeon.

Natasha you are such an inspiration. I enjoy your videos so much. I would like to see you smile a little more. You have gone through so much already - in your young life. Stay Strong… just know you have a lot of subscribers who really cares about your well being ☀️. Please keep sharing your experiences ✈️

Hi Natasha! Thanks for the update on what is happening in your life. I enjoy seeing you and am happy to see the changes in this chapter you are experiencing. I am glad that you have become a vital member of the community. Your life is just beginning... Lee in Atlantic City! Poka poka!

Thanks for the vid Natssha, a good subject ,keeping busy will connect you with others .

Thank you for sharing. It is hard to live in exile in a different land. I spent 3 years living on Guam and hated living so close to the equator and so far from anywhere else in the world. But I did lots of exploring, and I now cherish the memories from those excursions. I loved hearing about your books, your electronic reader (I have one too) and all you shared. You are a very special amazing person. So many people from all over have left you comments, you are making a difference and I have learned much from you. Thank you!