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  @urszulakedra9734 күн бұрын

  Thank you so much for sharing, very valuable video :) I presume the thoughts were written over a longer period of time, seeing that different pens were used?

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  @nednednerb4 күн бұрын

  Thank you, you're welcome. Yes, you presume correctly. The writing occurred over a span of 2 years or so.

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe6 күн бұрын

  Begin with several times many thoughts, gather the letters, throw in sum psychosis, genius and love, intended to educate/feed interested readers.

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe6 күн бұрын

  Love it, love you, love your giggles, love your sincerity. Love your words.

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  @missbestie7512 күн бұрын

  there

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  @karamqalanzi535412 күн бұрын

  as an avid book reader i agree with this

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe18 күн бұрын

  You captivated me and made me think. Dancing!! Dancing in my mind, wishing the pain would get lost. Love you

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe19 күн бұрын

  Hahahaha

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe19 күн бұрын

  Love it!! So true!

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  @kellyheath991020 күн бұрын

  Wow how could your description make so much sense to what happens

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  @nednednerb19 күн бұрын

  What part of it are you thinking about if something stood out more? I haven't rewatched this older video in a while but I've recently been learning more about catatonic states and stupor and other symptoms. Catatonic syndromes turn out to be more common as a whole outside of schizophrenia and psychosis, and another very sad reality is that a lot of black and indigenous people, forced to not have homes by history we don't need to explain here but is just a fact. When seeing people suffering in some corner somewhere and not very responsive, not very aware, but somehow carrying on, I would suspect this is something catatonic now but that's my guess. I definitely did recently read that black people, indigenous, poor people, people without stable homes, and the unhoused with nowhere at all to go, on the street somewhere in a North American or an African city, are overflowing hospital and emergency facilities.

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  @mink0000-22 күн бұрын

  This is the only video I've found about this subject. It's pretty much my exclusive psychotic symptom, and it started during a huge psychotic break a few years back. It went to the extent that I even memorized the alphabet in numerical order. A 1 B 2 C 3 etc. It's still very present, but it doesn't have any real mystical impact anymore aside from the fact that I'm constantly analyzing numbers and wasting brain power for this weird compulsion. Thank you for the content even if this is really late :)

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  @MichelleM-vw9qeАй бұрын

  You should write these 'rants' for lack of a better word. Lessons? for the impatient ? into poetry. Perils of A Pedestrian

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  @tracielottig8283Ай бұрын

  I’m glad you’re okay. I often feel invisible, but when I go run 🏃🏻‍♀️ on the road I act like i’m invisible. I have no faith or trust in any driver to see me or act accordingly for my safety.

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  @nednednerbАй бұрын

  Thank you. Yes, I was watching carefully. It is sad to expect the spontaneous surprise of grave error.. My waving and yelling loudly and suddenly might have been my ticket across the street.

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  @dylanterry3767Ай бұрын

  Why was this so poetic 😂😅

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  @nednednerbАй бұрын

  I think that's something to do with the interpreter in use!!

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  @DarkseedZ68Ай бұрын

  Stoner history lesson 🤣🤣🤣

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  @nednednerbАй бұрын

  The history I know.. most! Lol 😅

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  @MichelleM-vw9qeАй бұрын

  Love your giggle, always have, it is musical. ❤

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  @SpencerAndrrdon_37Ай бұрын

  Although im not schozophrenic, i watch a lot of videos like yours as the mind fascinates me, so my comment is actually about BM 2002- that was my favorite Burning Man year. Hope you had something positive from that year, i remembwr great westher, the green lasers, and finding my favorite theme camp, Starlight Drive-in, showing The Wizard of Oz synched up with Dark Side of the Moon💯💯💯

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  @nednednerbАй бұрын

  Strangely enough we may have stood beside one another for some time unawares... I did wander into a camp at some point, that your comment triggers a memory about.... The Wizard of Oz and Dark Side of the Moon, I know it's been synched outside of Burning Man.... but that's so familiar hahaha. That BM 2002 was my only year visiting, and Howdy Heck it was a strange messed up time. Strangely the actual week AT Burning Man was somehow a strange holiday from what was happening for a couple years up to that point of getting there. In early September that year, when I was supposed to be in my first days of university courses in Canada, instead I was riding by ambulance back to Canada to go straight to a psych ward. Oh MY, the disorganization.. I don't ever tell the full story of what was socially occurring to me in that time; it's just too weird and hurtful to recall and describe, but yes, the green lasers, staying out all night, the happy people.. that Black Rock Desert is quite the place.

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  @enoch4499Ай бұрын

  Children don't hold back and I adore it. Grown ups should be comfortable with questions, and be humble enough to say "I don't know..." Then maybe even explore their imagination and ask "how do YOU think it works?" They may be surprised by the switch in attention and then they go from asking to creating.

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  @nednednerbАй бұрын

  That is a good idea! It's like, obviously there is an order of ability and experience that an adult has which the child does not. And then, I could put it that we ought to still respect the parts that have equality, the same footing we have, the same curiosity and openness we >should have. Thanks for your comment.

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe2 ай бұрын

  Wow, that was amazing!! Loved it. ❤️

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  @enoch44992 ай бұрын

  Thanks Ned, very helpful!

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  @darellsimons26872 ай бұрын

  Thank you

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  @enoch44992 ай бұрын

  Thank you!!! I needed this input for that to sink in and click. Now I understand yin applied to yoga. This will be very helpful for me and mine. ❤

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  @Oxygen.........2 ай бұрын

  Yes

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  @Oxygen.........2 ай бұрын

  Wow

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  @aunabreslingaming32792 ай бұрын

  Reading too deeply into things: that may or may not be (isnt indigenously the point) but the way it organizes things or doesn't----> there lies the actual core diagnostic (when done correctly) Ill go get a med i wanna see what that shit feels like to think on i guess

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  @nednednerb2 ай бұрын

  I cannot understand your sentences. Too many loops around in my brain, I stopped trying after the second look at your words. Cannot proceed from A to B then to C. This is for sure a KZread video where I am using words to explore a subject deeply. It may be effectively impossible to read too deeply into something from certain open minded, talkative perspectives. It may always be possible for some people to not want to be prompted to think. I generally avoid idioms except to point out something of the idiomatic perspective, because something like "Ignorance is Bliss."

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  @aunabreslingaming32792 ай бұрын

  Thats how i think of it: schizophrenia isnt (exclusively, or only) terror visions its .... rumination a low vibration of pinball machine basically misfiring have you ever sat for so long in a corner that your beain tries to ........ basically render content to itself? But out of nowhere opposed to what say.... little or a lot you know

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  @nednednerb2 ай бұрын

  I started laughing so hard at the metaphor I made out of my brain a few days ago experimenting with audio to MIDI. Know how audio feedback works? Sound out of a speaker into an audio input, and a "constructive loop" that gets loud enough to fry the system with so much vibration. Instead of THAT, after I was done playing some music via audio to MIDI, I put my microphone down, and my speakers started quieting.... But they didn't stop! There was "cross format" feedback!! Sound from speakers was still travelling into the mic, but the computer was processing it in a way that there could be no runaway feedback. But there was a "droning oisy\pleasant chaos"! The way it occurred to me like my very own mind on some personal continuous loop of sound and idea..... I burst out laughing and it was hard for my partner to even understand why I was laughing! Hah!

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  @bacchushollywood20213 ай бұрын

  Have you ever encountered temporary extreme pareidolia? Almost like the more you see the faces surrounding you the more you feel an entity come unto you and (for lack of a better word) demonically possess you? Or haunt you?

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  @nednednerb3 ай бұрын

  In my case I have experienced periods like my brain is flashing repeatedly and scanning fast and spotting them fast. It's like surfaces become surreal, abstract patterns that turn into faces morphing between varied expressions. The emotions seen in the faces can but don't need to match the feelings I have, negative, positive, wanted, or unwanted, etc...

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  @bacchushollywood20213 ай бұрын

  @@nednednerb when you experience it are you ever terrified?

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  @nednednerb3 ай бұрын

  @bacchushollywood2021 just seeing faces never bothered It happened as long as I ever looked at patterns, like clouds, trees, fabric... Emotions unexamined, therapy not undergone, and human experiences of violence are what I find terrifying. Truly, pareidolia is just seeing faces in things, to me. Terrifying things are what's terrifying to me. Maybe just seeing faces would be enough for some people, but for me by itself it's neutral. I would say it might be more activated when stress is exaggerating symptoms, sometimes. There is so much overlap with experience and impact with symptoms and things just happening. I sometimes wish I didn't see faces in things sometimes, but that's more on a level of annoyance and distraction.

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  @bacchushollywood20213 ай бұрын

  @@nednednerb have you ever felt like you're on the brink of insanity when in one of these states as you experience it? Or is it just a casual passing observation in all things you see??

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  @nednednerb3 ай бұрын

  @bacchushollywood2021 I am absolutely sure I have been in states of unwelcome distress and instability that feel like "the sense of impending doom" which is a term used for some "anxiety" symptoms, or fear and stress due to social and relational crisis, and I have seen faces appear in my perception of a non living object. At times like that, it was unwelcome, while in my memory the (sense of or reality of) distress or crisis was the melding factor of concern. I have usually experienced many symptoms and they change over time. The individual symptoms for me can sometimes persist constantly, but the stress and distress are what really halt and disrupt living activity.

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  @BlackV4You3 ай бұрын

  check out jerry marzinsky he worked with people like us for 40 years he knows its not hallucinations but real, its unseen entities doing this, we are under attack. I recorded them and could prove to my family and friends, so now they believe (in one of the recordings it even said my name). This all started because i recorded them (EVP electronic voice phenomena) and talked to them, after a while they started making themselves heard without me recording, so i hear them with my naked ears now 24/7 for 4 years.

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  @kjane9203 ай бұрын

  Is it smart to show this to someone with delusions?

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  @nednednerb3 ай бұрын

  Probably depends on where they are emotionally and receptively. Some things are undeniably good to talk about and reflect on, I think, but there is a time and place for conversations. When someone is distressed, there is more immediate concern and emotional support that might be "smarter". But if someone is talking openly, calmly, and you ask if they want to watch something, that could be a better approach. If someone is rejecting the ideas being presented, forcing the idea to be taken in is probably counterproductive, and has been in my own experience of running into stressful ideas or triggers in conversation.

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  @jd8e-shop4353 ай бұрын

  Since my fiancee passed away in 2022 , I'm dealing with this and I get used to it, I've seen faces all the time,at first I was scared but now I just ignore it.I always wonder why I'm seeing this,I know I'm not crazy or anything like that but what is that,and why I am seeing faces all the time.

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  @nednednerb2 ай бұрын

  Stress is real. You sound real, not crazy, to me.. I do not know you, but I still have a sense about your loss. Emotions being complex and actually hard is probably the number one reason for my thoughts ever being 'weird' or 'disordered'. Understanding that real life is complex and hard to sort through, when accepted, is what will keep us sane. All power to you. All peace to you.

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  @DopamineSchizo3 ай бұрын

  people wanna focus on the positive mostly, while the negative is as important and shouldnt be ignored

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  @nednednerb2 ай бұрын

  Yup! Hah, I normally don't do such a shoutout but my latest unpaid promotional music satire, about "Deniatol", might get a laugh! 😂 Rather than jeer and rage I like to laugh and cry.

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  @nednednerb3 ай бұрын

  "You're allowed to complain to derail communication and ricochet the sense of religious violence anywhere. But do not, we repeat, do not inform people calmly about reality with an open mind. We're desperately afraid of that." - The Mainstream

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  @zenomalley3 ай бұрын

  "guess the drought is over " wow bro how do seasons work 🤯

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  @horse-lover683 ай бұрын

  Respect, respect that you are talking about this so openly. Thank you for it!!👍👍

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  @theofficialjvz4 ай бұрын

  Epic!!

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  @michellepriest88234 ай бұрын

  i was just thinking about your books the other day, bless you luv. hope you're well.

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  @nednednerb4 ай бұрын

  Thanks for saying that. I am well as I can be, I think. I hope you are, too. My brain flashes through a great amount of my memories often.. so I thought about you 'the other day' also!

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  @ATWAbsurd4 ай бұрын

  This is really interesting. Thanks for sharing something as personal as this.

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  @nednednerb4 ай бұрын

  You are welcome! Thanks for watching. Yes, this kind of material is very personal. It can be challenging just to look at this old stuff.

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  @BrianBirch-mc8zm4 ай бұрын

  You could make America great again if you had to pass an iq test to vote.

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  @nednednerb4 ай бұрын

  too bad you didn't have to pass an iq test to make such a useless comment.

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe4 ай бұрын

  I know exactly what you mean. I don't get out much but hear it.

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe4 ай бұрын

  This is very riveting, the graphics are really cool and the words, pictures! The colors make me want to paint. Love it❤

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  @ironfirehorse4 ай бұрын

  It's good to see a video from you, Brenden. Hope you're doing well. Enjoyed your music. Wishing you all the best in 2024 ✌️❤️⚔️🔥🐴

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  @nednednerb4 ай бұрын

  Happy new year! Thank for watching in 2024 🤓

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe4 ай бұрын

  I am guessing the answer is to breathe.

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe5 ай бұрын

  It sucks!!! I really don't think people can understand. Possibly a little bit we each have our own threats and ways to handle them from one day to the next. Breathe, feel your mother's love ❤️❤️

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  @Prudenthermit5 ай бұрын

  ❤

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  @melodyfranklin40075 ай бұрын

  Thank you so much for your kindness.. I am always seeing faces in the trees sky even when I take photos of the sky I see faces and on the ground.i never knew why either but I do see faces. Along with being asleep and trying to get up but can't heavy weight on me won't let me get up it's definitely a scary feeling for sure. Love so kindly melody

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  @paranoidgenius91646 ай бұрын

  I'm sure there are links between schizophrenia & tourettes, both manifest uncontrollably, schizophrenia (mental outburst) tourettes (verbal outburst) I'm no student, doctor, psychologist, I'm just airing theories 🙂

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  @nednednerb6 ай бұрын

  People who have schizophrenia & Tourettes usually both are human, have brains, have Broca speech zones in their brains, and develop a language to speak and comprehend. The symptom name I know most for "mental outburst" is actually _thought broadcasting_ where in my experience, the subject matter and the felt meaning of the subject matter, the emotional terror, anxiety, or frustration of a schizophrenia is all wound up in the experience. In fact, I have heard Tourettes described in a way kind of like you did. Some relevant differences are that the 'outburst' language can also coincide with bodily "tics" and that the 'verbal tics' you speak of very generally do not mean anything at all to the person with Tourettes. Your idea is not not totally off, I'm just aware of some thoughts, questions, and possible answers to the ideas that I got elsewhere before reading your comment! Thanks for watching and leaving your comment. I'm not making videos these days, so I'm glad people are still getting something from this content.

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  @MichelleM-vw9qe6 ай бұрын

  That first psychiatrist also had your mother's impression of your actions etc .. in the past 6-12 months. You had been reading about it and discovered it two years earlier. . I missed 24 out of 36 early warning signs. Love you and I am so proud of you. You should plug your book ., not for money but because it is: Insights Towards Sanity. ❤❤❤❤

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  @yantonio8087 ай бұрын

  I do see faces on the floors..on the walls..in any surface. It's a reason why I researched and found your video. It is weird feeling😢 I thought It's only me had this situation. Thanks for sharing your video👌🙏

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  @joeyalfano78007 ай бұрын

  Hello I've been stuck between the idea of nicotine and whether it can help some symptoms .....but i know cigarettes are shit but if any therapeutic benefit to nicotine im small doses i just dont want to hark my heskth blood pressure or any other health problems that i worry nicotine can cause but dealing with the mental health of nt having nicotine is torture. Please if you can give me sman opinion and if uou have still been nicotine free 100%

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  @nednednerb7 ай бұрын

  I once learned that the form of tobacco, like a strain or related species, originally smoked and used many ways in the Turtle Island would have been probably less addictive and pose less health risk than toxic tobacco agriculture. However, there is no feasible way for a mainstream culture in 2023 to reconnect to that older tobacco without appropriation or exploitation. I never tried it. I am speculating from my own reading. Who knows what I read... Otherwise, in some capacity, "nicotine" might "potentially" do "something" helpful. I don't think it's worth trying anything. It's a "stimulant" right? Need a "boost"? Walking briskly for 5 minutes might be better boosting than a smoke and not hurt your lungs cumulatively. Simply put, comparing the risk of one cigarette with the benefit of one 5 minute walk is more relevant and significant than considering a fringe benefit of nicotine to schizophrenics. Tobacco Industry already argued in the 70s and 80s that tobacco was helpful (probably where you got the idea, ultimately). In 2010s in Canada, the last psych wards were the only places on hospital grounds were people were allowed to smoke. It was considered "more harmful" to stop the smoking which was compulsive. It was actually just very cruel math. The risk of suicide makes having schizophrenia so much worse statistically dangerous than smoking, they said "let him smoke, it's not that bad" --- pure cruelty.

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  @joeyalfano78007 ай бұрын

  @@nednednerb yes of course but I'm not talking about cigarettes we all know how terrible they are I am more meaning nicotine in another form has been shown supposedly to help schizophrenia I just don't understand why other drugs that are used to help these conditions are considered okay but when it comes to nicotine it doesn't seem to be okay I don't get why other chemical treatments are normal but nicotine extracted from the tobacco plant is not okay ..it's all confusion

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  @nednednerb7 ай бұрын

  @@joeyalfano7800 whatever benefit in improved concentration or memory is outweighed by excessive dependency related anxiety. Small doses don't work. The idea of the interaction of the same cellular and nervous receptors are applicable in the drugs you mention (those considered safe). That's all.

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  @thebmxchannel15168 ай бұрын

  The weirdest part is it somehow DOES mean something to them.

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  @TJM12128 ай бұрын

  It has to be deeper then shapes and patterns.. these are legit faces with expressions that appear everywhere. It’s amazing several people experience this, Literally faces 🤯 this starting happening to me when playing around with certain drugs. Even when I’m sober I can see visuals of a thing looking at me. Someone please give me some insight.

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  @nednednerb8 ай бұрын

  The brain can see literally anything. Dreams, hallucinations, "televisions", but they aren't the physical world, they aren't the way the land can stay generative if technology does not destroy everything. But yes, the brain can see anything especially it wants to.