When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.

@foolforyou69

7 жыл бұрын

Unknown Person omgosh thanks you cured my testicular cancer

@flow383

7 жыл бұрын

xD

@Justyn219

5 жыл бұрын

n i g g a kn_ow t o o much

@frankie9457

3 жыл бұрын

Ah, I love that. Thanks (:

"Smoke pot instead of cry your eyes out" 😂😂 ok that was pretty spot on 😂

@luska824

7 жыл бұрын

I dropped my joint when she said that😂😂😂 eerily spot on video in general!!

@WolfSongPoetry

6 жыл бұрын

Alyssa Serrano I started dying laughing because at the time I was like “I wonder if I can get in touch with the weed man tonight” 🙄😂

@thestrangeadventuresofange8394

5 жыл бұрын

Riiiiight? Thats what I thought xD

@mydogsbestfren7490

5 жыл бұрын

🤣 story of my life 💚💛❤️

@jasminoliver9522

3 жыл бұрын

I felt called out lmao just quit smoking too trying to use working as an outlet

With this placement you must learn to *Be True To Yourself and To Others*. Therefore will understand to accept and love yourself. *Your individuality is truly unique and amazing! :)*

"if you're not inventing, you're not living" Love it.

This had tears going down my cheeks. I can not express the pain of isolation I felt when I was growing up. Also, can not fail to express how many people have said I was weird or crazy, or how they would "attempt" to bully me for being weird lol attempt key word there. People would make fun of my quirky art it hurt so much, but I would still do it. It was just part of who I was and still am. I was did everything different. Like my school's mascot was a bulldog and everyone in the class was asked to make the bull dog in 6th grade everyone made the same bull dog, however mine was a girl bull dog with hoop earrings a purse just the works. I also remember in my case I would try to fit in so much I would lie. I would come up with the craziest wildest stories so i could feel accepted. Lol didn't work though. I also felt like I couldnt be my true self around anyone. It wasn't til I started embarcing myself that people started to like my crazy. Now people love my crazy comments and crazy ideas and inventions, but only because I truly don't care anymore. The only thing I care about is doing what I have to do and helping others. Once I learned that and started living by it things have been changing. Now it's weird to feel accepted when you are extremely weird XD. This is a tough one. Lots of pain. You feel very much alone and misunderstood. But def. Have grown a lot from this placement. Also, I have learned that you are truly the only person that has to love your vision as long as you always remember to contribute. Your not here to be anyone's perfect version of yourself just yours. If someone doesn't like you , or accept you for who you are whatever there are still 7 billion more people to go. Those are some of my lessons as tips for people who have this. :) And it gets better. People act out my crazy now when they see me. Say my made up phrases they even implement my crazy methods of doing things at work :P

"How to be crazy, nasty hair, really gross, never take showers and still be really *hot* -- takes a Saturn in Aquarius person to do that" Hell yeah!

@margorowe9052

4 жыл бұрын

Lol..yes

@HasneTherapy

4 жыл бұрын

Exactly me 😂😂🤣😂🤣😂

@sarahk6254

4 жыл бұрын

Omg so accurate

Still coming back to this & will probably throughout this whole Saturn Return

Enough about me, let's talk about me.

@mydogsbestfren7490

5 жыл бұрын

hey MEREDITH stop being so selfish we're talking about ME

@carmenwg

4 жыл бұрын

Best comment ever 😂

@cheliae8560

4 жыл бұрын

Meredith Swaim ha ha ha haaaa!!!

Wow. You just explain sum of my deepest emotions that I never could put into words myself. Its true that because ive detached myself from emotions and downfalls for so long instead of just sitting in them and actually feel the lessons that should of been learned from them, that I dont know how to open myself up to any emotions anymore. I cant accept kindness and Im never bothered by rudness. Im feeling like nothing. No ups no downs and I dont even know who I am anymore. I dont know how my true self would react to things cuz ive trained myself to ignore and not react at all to prevent myself from getting hurt emotionally.

@mydogsbestfren7490

5 жыл бұрын

whats shakin brightorange, really glad i read this comment as i feel like i dont run away from emotions but reading your comment now i see that i do.. hope you're well brightorange

@mdougf

4 жыл бұрын

Damn yeah I can so relate to this...wow

@shobhitasingh3935

4 жыл бұрын

Damn!! This is so me! When I feel like I should have learned this lesson or that If I have hurt somebody (obviously unintentionally), then I feel like I should vo through the pain that I have caused to somebody. I should exactly feel that same emotion....and in this process if I have to detach myself from people, I wouldn't hesitate in doing so..

I had to hear this soo bad. I'm so afraid to care about anything and my feelings because I feel like the world has rejected me all my life. i don't want to sound like a victim because I'm not. I just feel like I'm suppressing my uniqueness because if I stand out I'm not ordinary and normal like everyone else. I want to be accepted and I couldn't figure out why my life is so hard. you are right about being narcissist. I don't want to care about anything or anyone. I've shut my dreams out. I'm glad I watched this. Another thing with the ego, that's true as well I only seem to do things to get the attention from others only to benefit me. wow!!

My Saturn is in Aquarius, this fits me so accurately it's scary.

@BerylWalubengoAnyitiNanyama

6 жыл бұрын

Queen Loiseau looool true

Saturn in 11th, I've always felt afraid to express the real me because I'm afraid no one will like it. I think that's the reason why I don't show anybody 100% of myself in fear I'll be hurt like I was when I was a child. Also, numbing my emotions instead of letting them hurt me is sadly true. Glad I've realized this now..

@lightbulbstem7036

5 жыл бұрын

l oner me too, with my sun, mercury in eleventh house too. Gosh this video hit my ego like a truck. I needed this.

@Paula-wk2cl

4 жыл бұрын

Yes, I think that everyone with this position passed for it and still struggling...

"Fame should be fun, not something you need to survive." ... girl. you. are. preachin. #letemknow

Spot on for me at 12:45 to the end. Pushing myself to show my true self to others is something I've been working on for a while.. I realized all my relationships/friendships weren't fulfilling and felt one-sided. The part about having to check your ego resonated as well LOL.

Alyssa, I have Saturn in Aquarius. Pisces IC cancer rising. I will never have friends 😂

@nicoletisha

5 жыл бұрын

Stargirl the Practical Witch same same SAME. except my saturn is in the 8th house and i’m terrified of my return next year 🙃

@av9140

3 жыл бұрын

Saturn In aqaurius my partner as well lol it's scary going thru this never gonna hv friends part is rite 😂

@Mamiirouge

3 жыл бұрын

Me too! Capricorn rising in sidereal 🦋

@atis9061

3 жыл бұрын

Me too

What you described perfectly summed up how I felt when I was still in high school. I only chose to hung out with people who I wanted to hang out with regardless of popularity (but most often times, I was always alone). Personally, I didn't give a shit about cliques or what-not.

Started my Saturn return in aquarius in march.. my mom and bestfriend died and really really started hating the f-ing world, and I definitely stop accepting love. I think Ive came down though... and hopefully by the time saturn comes out of retro grade I'll have my contempt under control.

@junebug6179

3 жыл бұрын

Oh my gosh I feel for you. ❤️ this has been so hard.

Back after my Saturn Return. Finally left my 3rd house. HOLY SHIT. Collapse of my EGO. Mindset shift in so many ways. It was brutal, facades Broken. Lies reveal, deep belifs shaken. But I've learned soo much. That Narcissistic point was true. Malignant self love. Saturn in Aquarius says you must be among them but you are not allowed to be like them. YOU MUST BE YOUR REAL WEIRD SELF AMONG THEM. death of the loner.

How can you be THAT good it's insane.. That was so good and profound.

I feel it too that people who love me don't know me.... I am a leo, with saturn in aquarius...

@freedomofmind6877

7 жыл бұрын

me too leo sun moon and venous .. and satrum in aquarius ❤ I have always been this way since birth . my childhood and everything is like am fighting andalways wondering why people love me .. I think deep inside I feel no one know me or understand me .. its pretty complicated ❤

@wombanversity8831

4 жыл бұрын

Diana Damaschin same placements & ive felt the same my whole life. Very few ppl understand me on a deep lvl

@AS-lk8sb

4 жыл бұрын

Leo Sun and Mercury with Aquarius in Saturn here.

@sujata_155

3 жыл бұрын

Same here

I feel like the trippy camera is symbolic of how Saturn in Aquarius feels. We try hard to be clarifying, but Saturn makes it challenging to focus. My Saturn is my 1st house in Aquarius btw. Glad I found your channel!

Wow the funny thing is the my life path is 11 and I have Saturn in the 11th and in Aquarius. I've related a lot, but instead of narcisist I have really low self esteem, I've always felt like I was never accepted.

@MorganHyde-ie5ru

Ай бұрын

Low self-esteem is actually a characteristic of narcissism. I'm not saying you're a narcissist, but I am saying low-esteem and narcissism are definitely not mutually exclusive.

ALLLL of this, to a T. I turned 28 two weeks ago and i feel such an urge to be me. After a heck of alot of shadow work and hibernation (& therapy), i've built up a strong intimate bond with myself to the point where im no longer interested in pleasing others not on my frequency. Time to let the freak flag fly. The habit of making myself fit in with others was REALLY blocking my creative expression too. It's a very exciting time if you do the work. But If you dont, i can imagine how intense and depressing (probably even self destructive) this return could be for some. Take heed to the signs, accept help when it arrives, dont be to proud and dont be afraid to be vulnerable. I promise you, you'll come back 10 times stronger.

this really helped me, as a person, to be better. thank you.

That camera movement is trippy

@AsiyaIammuah

3 жыл бұрын

It’s super dope tho😊

@jenniferpetrina9977

2 жыл бұрын

Very on brand for this placement HAHA

Alyssa, that was incredible. A rude, but necessary awakening for this millennial. Thank you for doing what you do. Part of what I love about astrology is that it makes getting to the subterranean truths about yourself easier. It really is a map in the journey for growth of the self. I have Saturn in Aquarius and just about all of this rang as true to me as the Saturn in the 3rd house video did.

Well this explains my childhood ... And high school and possibly now ... 0_o

@aml8760

4 жыл бұрын

Me too!

🌸🌺 a lot of comments are stuck on the ego - big egos are only ever swollen from bruising -- people with such behaviours are, sensitive and thus.. Do develop separation/isolation tactics. It helps to gently, invite them out of their reclusiveness to be your friend, but receive their 'no' gracefully, and with humility. Realise that their presence is a gift and should be honoured as such. They won't give their open vulnerability to just any prick. Only those who respect and appreciate it - not that they believe YOU deserve any less either. They also cherish connection with those who honor themselves as precious too.

@empress_highpriestess3307

4 жыл бұрын

Oh MY!! Aquarius the champion of the underdog; confronter of social injustice .. A slave for love and other acceptance?? Hmmm

this video was like poetry

Born in 1963. Saturn in Aquarius. Brilliant breakdown! Listened to twice

This just blew my mind. Took notes and am going to have to meditate and watch again every other week or so. My Saturn's in my 11th House (despite being in Sagittarius) and so much of this was spot on and challenging. I also have a Capricorn ascendant, Taurus sun in 4th House, and Gemini moon in 5th House, so I have to wrestle arrogant self-confidence as well. Doesn't help Mars is on cusp of my 1st House. I'm a supercharged bull passionately marching to my own drum day to day and *I* don't even understand why at times, but come off sure as hell about it, regardless. Not sure what affect Neptune & Uranus have on this at all being in my 12th House, but I know my work is cut out for me with Saturn-Aquarius.

It's scary how accurate this video is. Wish us luck, Alyssa. 🌹

Robin Williams is a perfect example of this. He plagiarized a lot and had an absorbent need for love, not to mention all the crazy characters that generated his fame.

This really rings true for me, im a scorpio sun, leo moon and aries midheaven, so having saturn in aquarius really flows well in that and out of all the vids that I have watched on youtube to do with my zodiac, this video has made me feel in respect but vunerable to the truth and it explains alot of how things have come and how I have reacted to alot of things, it validates and clarifies everything I have been thinking. Thankyou for your insight. It is precious and special and for me as I'm sure for many, a joy to have this wisdom and you within our lives :)

Ughhh im a leo sun Aries rising pieces moon & Saturn in Aquarius. 29 years old & im having such a hard time right now!

On point! haha yeaah I tend to detach myself a lot when I assume that they don't love me first (cause I want to secure myself and not get butt hurt if i'm the only one giving off feelings first and might take advantage of me) so they tend to scold or get mad at me for not believing/trust them that they indeed do feel something special for me. And I complain that no one wants to "love" and "adore me" HAHAH! I found my answer and that's detachment. Thanks for the great insight! I know this won't be much of a relevance but my sun is Sag; Both my moon and ascendant sign is Scorpio.

@av9140

3 жыл бұрын

It's part of a Scorpio thing trust lmao I have Scorpio moon as well and aquarius saturn return

@sarahstevenson8155

Жыл бұрын

@@av9140 what happened during your Saturn return?

Omggggg this is my life. Full of emotion but can deff detach to 100%

Alyssa, I very rarely comment and have caught a few of your videos, kinda fun, kinda serious, still unique. BUT this video showed a depth to your knowledge especially of 'effects' on 'psyche'... intuitive, on point and from 8 mins on you nailed some heavy, very real perspective. Well said, you have my repsect lady....

It gives the new meaning to the saying to "yeah well people in hell want water."

You are a speaker! Just spoke through my soul. Thank you :)

When I was in high school, I got the idea in orchestra to create an invention - since cello's couldn't play in the marching band, I should create the cello-strap! You know, so cellists could play in the marching band with it strapped to their chest. Genius, obviously... (I have my saturn in Aquarius)

Most accurate interpretation,I keep coming back

[Sun sign Aquaries and Saturn in Aquaries here] Thank you so much Alyssa. I've lived in a couple of countries, dabbled in different hobbies well and crowds, but never dared to figured out my unspoken, somewhat complex mindset about love, acceptance and freedom. I'm coming of age soon, with a dream only I understand right now; so grateful for your wise words. I'll try and face Saturn head on, in all truthfulness and heart :)

This is very smart and especially that Saturn in Aquarius people are having transiting Saturn squaring natal Saturn it is very helpful as well, thank you!

Scorpio ascendant, scorpio sun, scorpio moon, Scorpio mars, scorpio Pluto all in the first house. And saturn in Aquarius 4th house. I literally just finished hitting my bong. Sat down to watch this video and I have to say you nailed it. I wish this was real life so I could give you a high five. Your awesome.

@foolforyou69

8 жыл бұрын

Lollllllll Question: do you have a lot of squares in your natal chart?

Best Saturn video yet :)

@marjoriemagnaye4513

10 жыл бұрын

I think Miley Cyrus should be watching this... haha

@marjoriemagnaye4513

10 жыл бұрын

Doc smith Saturn in Capricorn

@R3GARnator

10 жыл бұрын

Marjorie Magnaye Agree they're getting better and better. Cap Saturn in 12th house! (got it mixed up, Uranus in 11th and Neptune in 11th)

Alyssa why you gotta speak my truth right now!?! You're truly the best. Thanks & keep up the good work!!

Conquering my 7th house Aquarius cusp with Saturn 🪐 chilling there too was the most difficult time but most gratifying ✌🏼🪐

Alyssa, this was such a great examination of the Leo Aquarius polarity, and Saturn on Aquarius,

Damn. I have my Saturn in Aquarius but Sun in Leo.

Hi Alyssa! I love your videos... Leo with Saturn/Aquarius... I definitely agree with you on this, I go through cycles of needing the ego love, wanting to detach, not being sure whether to be normal or to be crazy or to just be myself, whatever that is.. I don't really know how to open up to others or even reveal myself to myself sometimes. I do feel like I got too much praise from adults sometimes, I know it's nice to be complimented, but when someone seems disingenuous, i don't really take it seriously, and I feel like it almost (among other influences) kept me from developing my talents. Lately the past few years has been a process for me of confronting all of my own negative patterns and trying to overcome them. Thanks!

My saturn is in aquarius and this explains alot!

Very good. I love how deep you always get in your videos. Preach!

This was so fantastic once again, saw it about a year ago and loved it, refreshed it today, and wow

SOO TRUE! THE LAST BIT WAS SUCH A REVEALING MOMENT...

Nice you included Aquarius as an ego planet!

most inspiring video on saturn aquarius!! thank you

You are unbelievably talented ted

Everytime i watch your videos i become MIND BLOWN! Who needs weed to create an epiphany when we have you?! I love it.❤

oh my god alyssa this is so insansely on point for saturn in the 11th house im smoking a joint cuz my ego is hurt while im watching this video hahaha

I love how your so knowledgeable on my obscure sun sign. Thanks for guiding me through my Saturn return. It's all so. sickeningly. true. ouch my sense of self. NO IM THE BEST GUITAR PLAYER OUT OF MY FRIENDS!

Such an inspiring video. Thank you for this!

Alyssa... You go deep into the psyche, with your gifted intuitive reception. & no matter how much you always reminded me of my own narcissism (as you beautifully describe, and obviously relate to.)... I love you - you're gifted, you're Magical, you're emotionally more courageous than ever... (Thanks to that cancerian nurturer of yours, perfect addition with the Leo!)... And, I forgive you... My ugly self hating reflection. Watching you open up, has still given me a beautiful gift of inspiration and, you're powerful, you inspire powerful emotion in people, love, list, hatred and healing! Have to appreciate you, you offer something special amongst youtube astrologers. All the great ones are strongly flawed (myself included), comes with the angelic package. So I've hated you & been in love with YOU as a whole/as a soul since I found your expressions and... Mostly importantly, will never forget you - since you were one of my first introductions to the world of astrology. 💖

This is sooo good! Thank you 😊

I had to watch this one again, Alyssa. I also have Saturn in the 11th. Mine happens to be Libra. I've never really felt like I fit in anywhere or had many friends. I've done some stupid shit to be popular. I can also get mad (and stay mad) about stupid shit. Alyssa, you're my new favorite astrologer.

So much for keeping your hands down!

Great! This was also very funny in parts because it is true! I figured out the 'I'll mess it up' part (if I get somethings I want, too young), in recent times. That is unfortunately true. Very insightful! You are totally doing what you should be doing! Helping others through your knowledge of astrology.

This video was perfect. Thank you.

This so resonated with me. I also have Aquarius MC and Saturn in the 10th House. Great video as always! xxx

Another great upload thumbs up!!!

This makes sense so so much m. I’ve always been drawn to the wierd creepy stuff having sun in cap and a Scorpio dominant birth chart makes it much stronger

I love this video especially towards the end when you talk about fame

You pinned down the Saturn in Aquarius BETTER than ANYONE!

Oh MY GOD! 😲😲 The ♒ Ego! I never knew....."dont deserve it, so I must be the best, I prove myself." I *do* have a ego problem.

Thank you SO much for doing this vids! You have the ability to make people really think about who they are and WHY they who they are! It's fuckin enlightening! :D

@beeew

4 жыл бұрын

How was tour saturn return that's finishing now with your friendships?

@MorgulDemonVegeta

4 жыл бұрын

@@beeew well as a Pisces and a Sun in 1rst house I'm a very social person, having a stellium in Capricorn of my natal chart always made me attracted to older people of mature people of my peer group, even the women I dated used to be older than me. After Saturn's return I really do have started having younger friends! It's like my whole perspective has shifted from the one of a student/acolyte to the one of the guide/teacher! I do have some of my older more mature friends close to me obviously but I really do feel younger Inside my heart now which is strange! (Natal Capricorn stellium in the 11th has a conjunction of Moon, Saturn, Uranus and another smaller conj of Mars & Neptune, just to give you a general feel for the layout)

this video was weirdly inspirational and i liked it

Really eye opening.. It's like you were revealing me to myself haha wonderful job!

thank you for this so much!

thank u so much for this video and your hair continues to slay me

you express it flawlessly!!!

Definitely late to this video but woah this blew my mind. Along with this placement, I have a Libra sun, Pisces moon(and rising) and a Scorpio stellium in mercury, venus and pluto. It’s been a fun time lmao (feel free to roast my placements lol)

You're so spot on with so many things. Wow !

Its always a pleasure, Alyssa. Started watching your vids last summer, and I gotta say, you are like a good friend to me. Maybe its a Venus thing; I'm a Taurus and I know you're a Libra so, there's that. You have a real gift though. Keep doing your thing. Also, that Saturn in Scorpio video you did before this one, that really meant a lot and gave me a lot of motivation when I saw it. Thank you :)

@R3GARnator

10 жыл бұрын

It's a Libra thing, making you feel like they are your friend... Until they throw you under the bus when talking to other people.

@Jay-Jones

10 жыл бұрын

Great...a bitter scorned individual who just fucking ruined my sentiments by being a fucking buzz kill...that's never happened before.....

This is amazing. Thank you.

Thanks, Alyssa! Amazing video. My sister has Saturn in Aquarius and this very much explains a few things... :)

This video is so good that I've had to watch it several times to soak in all the juicy bits :)

Zero ego+Love+Compassion+unique gift to the world=Aquarius, much love to you., thanks.

You are amazing! Everything you speak is so true ! I'm just speechless . You are wow. Extremely intelligent and understanding

this one really spoke to my soul. i didnt know. but now i do

This video was sooooo on point, lol, youz good

@R3GARnator

10 жыл бұрын

Goodzezer!

you just woke me up!!! thank u!

Agreed. I wanna change status quo and open minds to higher awareness.

Im loving your hair!

wow. this is just... insightful.

I'm an Aquarius.. I hit a ceiling in understanding, thanks to understanding the love of God, and the sins of a wild little leo girl. I rode that spiral to the end and made it where no ones been. I stand alone among billions now.. Waiting.. Praying silently..

omg i luv you so much for this!! ty :)

Best interpretation of Saturn in Aquarius!

for a scorpio with saturn in aquarius, along with a mix of other stuff, this fits me quite well, i relate to most of it. thanks Alyssa.

This is soooooooo on point I CANT EVEN

her explanations are amazing.