Do y'all ever want to scream and, open ur mouth but there's only a painful silence? Since you don't want anyone to hear?

@angelicacenteno-white9296

2 жыл бұрын

yes i know the feeling your so hurt there just tears running down your face and ur screaming in silence because your so hurt nuthin comes out it jsu breathless..

@lesliecervantes8675

2 жыл бұрын

Hi

@user-zu6yw3ud2y

2 жыл бұрын

It feels like a stabbing I'm my chest that I just wanna scream out but I'm running out of air so it feels like I'm sinking into my bed further into numbness

@kirstylf

2 жыл бұрын

@@user-zu6yw3ud2y i cant even say how true this is

@lindashafie9949

2 жыл бұрын

Yes I try to hold it in all the time🙁

It's shocking that people we don't know comforts us than are parents does........

@gfhfh3578

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah...its sad but true.

@austic6418

2 жыл бұрын

i think my stroke had a stroke trying to read that

@venomous_demon9220

2 жыл бұрын

Honestly hey that’s life for you. It’s gonna want to put us down, but when talking to someone and they listen, it feels nice.

@Setoroni

2 жыл бұрын

My parent is the reason why i have anxiety It literally feels like their Bipolar, changing their personality so quickly that once their angry they inflict it on me since my uncle, or "Brother", who is like 42, is disabled much rather want him to have a better "Childhood" than me. And some days my only comfort ignore me for someone else, but on others im their comfort too and i may not realize it because its too easy to make me believe stuff or just make me cry.

@joemama-ng9fu

2 жыл бұрын

another fatherless child

" People is scared of dying but tired of living... "

@rosemarierussell9313

Ай бұрын

So relatable😭

@River_fairy_dragon_puppeteer-

25 күн бұрын

Yaaaaaaa that is so true and relatable I don’t wanna die because people will be sad

@Autumn_wolf490

21 күн бұрын

Relatable 💔

@clidejosephgatela2040

18 күн бұрын

I have done 136 mistakes today

@River_fairy_dragon_puppeteer-

18 күн бұрын

@@clidejosephgatela2040 that’s ok 👌

“People aren’t crying because they’ve been strong for too long, they’re crying because being strong hurts them.”

@MiaSzatkowski

11 күн бұрын

Fr

@darkjumper9353

2 күн бұрын

Exactly

When you're dying.. When you're mentally unstable.. When all you want it a hug, they don't care. But the second you're dead, the second you're gone, the second they can't keep an eye on you, they're suddenly "sad." I don't know how many of you will need this today, but don't feel alone. There are many, many people out there struggling with the exact same thing. Find them, I promise you'll feel better just existing alongside them.

@katjustdied9293

2 жыл бұрын

@°•snowey•° I'm glad you could have this to read ^^

@Spxddesghxst

2 жыл бұрын

I actually tried to commit, and my friends who usually never responded to my vents suddenly just realized how serious things were getting and began making a change… dunno whether they actually wanted to but..

@katjustdied9293

2 жыл бұрын

@@Spxddesghxst If they only made a change once you tried to commit, they either needed a hard wake-up call, or they simply were just blind to you. I can't really say anything on their account, but I can mention that if they're changed now, maybe it's a good thing for going onwards

@TTwSaFP

2 жыл бұрын

@@Spxddesghxst I’m glad you didn’t commit, my closet friend woo was from my old school actually told me over text she had been having thoughts, and it hurt like hell, it may have been like that for them, and it hurts so much, but I’m glad they made changes and you aren’t gone

@Spxddesghxst

2 жыл бұрын

@@TTwSaFP thank you so much. It means a lot coming from someone who has a good heart like you-

"people who give advice but never take advice, do it bc they only know how to make others feel happy"

@-_MichelleAfton_-

Жыл бұрын

I give advice and this is true about me. I give advice but I get nothing in return

@nixx_swiftie

Жыл бұрын

AYO THIS IS LIKE RELATABLE !?!

@nopeyesdie

Жыл бұрын

welp, at least someone does

@Imgayashell741

Жыл бұрын

I’m that person.

@liz--zil8113

Жыл бұрын

I am this person. My friends seem to not realize it unless I say something about it..

I cant believe parents think they know us more than strangers from youtube.

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

it sadly tru what you said, youtube stangers knows more abt you then your parent's, i litterally have depression because i never gert genuine sign of care/affection, jsut a hello at best form my motehr or my father and a fake hug sometimes, they think i have getting affection and all, they're wrong, i hate received FORCED affection band jsut getting embarrased liek a normal human being! I'll jsut be happy if even for like a minute i oculd get a real loving hug, a genuine one, not a forced one from oen or or the other one,i knwo it won't be from the person i actually know, ot they do'nt care aenough abt me (familiy) or they don't carea bout finding i realyl am ("friends")

@emilylesnjak1671

Ай бұрын

​@@HexTheCommenter​ Either you wrote this so fast you made like 20 spelling mistakes, or you're very young, but either way we're all here for you ❤ and, if you like, I could give you a virtual hug! You don't have to accept it tho! 😄

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

As suicidal women, I agree. The pain from broken home, overwork, and society pressure eat me up. Strangers is better. They will not judge me.

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

@emilylesnjak1671 stop judge others and make your own assumption. If you have no empathy, then keep your judgement to yourself. Why are you being like a teacher now? Go somewhere else.

@emilylesnjak1671

Ай бұрын

@@Ordell1991 Ok. WOW. First off: I wasn't trying to be rude or start a fight. Second you never know what someone is going through, even if they are being mean so I keep rude comments to myself. Third, I hope you're doing ok, and unfortunately the best I can do for you is offer, yet another virtual hug ♡ as previously stated you don't need to accept it, but please please. Get your facts straight before you comment something 💟

0:00: Surf Curse - Freaks 2:42: Yot Club - YKWIM 6:14: where's my love - syml 11:01: I Love You So - The Walters 13:59: Ylang Ylang - FKJ 17:50:je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Waston 20:30: The Night We Met - Lord Huron 23:42: Where'd All The Time Go - Dr. Dog 28:03: I Can't Handle Change - ROAR

@Leopard4497

Жыл бұрын

thank you

@GermanyBall_

4 ай бұрын

Ty

@RabiaMidha

3 ай бұрын

Thank you so much!!❤

@SovietRussianFxrry

3 ай бұрын

THANK YOU I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS

@LunaTheDev

Ай бұрын

just replying to make u see how many people u made happy over a huge time span, great job man know that someone is proud of you. even if you don't know me, im proud of you man

They never know how much they need you until you're gone

@miamaroon5755

Жыл бұрын

yeah like my parents just wanna throw me away but when im gone they miss me

@-_MichelleAfton_-

Жыл бұрын

Like how I am with my feelings

@haroldinho9930

Жыл бұрын

but they don’t need me

@Asstlum

Жыл бұрын

Nah they never realise they don't care if I'm here or I'm gone 😍😍😍

@Imgayashell741

Жыл бұрын

People don’t care unless your rich, famous, or dead.

I’m that one ‘happy friend’ that my friend think is happy but I’m not

@EmilyHazbinHotel823

Ай бұрын

I am the ''Always happy friend'' too

@staytinymoagene

15 күн бұрын

i'm the friend who always listen to the others and help them but slowly my power fade to halp them, t do like i'm happy

@EmilyHazbinHotel823

15 күн бұрын

@@staytinymoagene Real. I'm the ''Happy'' and ''Helpful'' friend

@staytinymoagene

15 күн бұрын

​@@EmilyHazbinHotel823 if you want to talk i'm here ♡

@MiaSzatkowski

11 күн бұрын

I'm the one friend who sits in silence, listening and comforting them. I did it for a family member, too.

Trying to keep the tears from falling down in class is the worse..

@Zuukk

Жыл бұрын

I feel ya

@meganrohner9116

Жыл бұрын

I feel the exact same

@s1mp135

Жыл бұрын

yes

@D-gacha

2 ай бұрын

Feel you there fr

@Skyline_FnaFedit01

2 ай бұрын

I agree. But the worse part is where you can’t hold it in and everyone is just staring at you and so is the teacher.

Pov : You're dying.. All you want is a hug. But no one cares.. They all say you're too young to actually know how it feels.. The second you're actually dead. The second you're really gone. They're 'sad' I don't know how many people will see this but if you do, it'll be ok. There are other people going through this, like me. Find those people. They'll understand you. You've just got to find the right person, and it'll get better.

@imnom8142

Жыл бұрын

This is so nice, thank you

@Gender_DontKnowHer

Жыл бұрын

Real

@sammycat7452

10 ай бұрын

Thanks I needed this all my friends are scaring me because they say I'm "dying" faster than they are.

@NobodyknowsmeHEHE-ky8fe

8 ай бұрын

I'm dying it hurts I don't want to be alive anymore

@domisepik5178

3 ай бұрын

@@NobodyknowsmeHEHE-ky8fe You dont want to disappear, you just want to be found

Come here bud..hey hey its ok..ill be hugging you in spirit ..you may think you didn't work hard or didn't do anything but you do..and hey being tired..is ok..im here I'm proud of you no matter what you waking up today makes me proud ..you may not know me but hey..im here and I'm proud to say I'm happy your reading this I love you and I'm proud of you

@EMBERANDA

Жыл бұрын

Something about this made me cry sooo hard

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

thank you for that virutal text hug, it's ageninenly nice ot have message lite that that isnt' really explicitely for me but hey, iat leeats i got some more car from someepnn today

@MoonysArts205

14 күн бұрын

This made me cry since I have never been comforted like this before.. 💜💜

I always feel i want to die I cant control my anger sadness and fear I want to end my life I always fell like everyone is watching me I want to be the perfect child my parents always wanted I want to stop caring I cant keep living I dont know why people that i dont know treats me better than my own parents Am i good enough?

@ako7647

2 жыл бұрын

You are good enough and everything is going to be ok ☺️ just please keep going and it will be better ,i really wish you the best

@angelicacenteno-white9296

2 жыл бұрын

yes you are good enough never think your not. you may feel worthless but your not your precious and I love you and I care and ik it may feel like your parent dont care and that is fine it will hurt knowing they dont but find people who do because they do i do because even my own parents dont love me but im slowly finding myself again throughtout all the trauma ive been thru with them please keep going stay strong be safe and take your time be patience listen to music to your heart content because it helps it really does

@lemonduckling5983

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly what I feel except I cannot feel some emotions anymore from past trauma.

@Pinkest_Popstar

2 жыл бұрын

this is what i feel everyday

@erenismine9266

Жыл бұрын

sad that i can relate to this so much

I’m the “cool kid” in my class but, what people don’t see is that I’m emotionally broken and if I ever opened up about it no one would understand because I’ve tried to talk about it to my parents and, they always just neglect me saying that I’m trying to be like my suicidal friends but, I’m friends with them because I can relate to them… when I listen to this I just lay on my bed and cry thinking about my problems and I feel so alone in this situation because nobody expects the “cool kid” to be depressed. Edit: I’ve found professional medical help. edit 2: its been like 2 years since i posted this, this is crazy to see how much i’ve changed since this comment, first of all im just not rlly sad anymore, i have friends that actually respect and love me and i can call them brothers to me because they acc care abt what i say, second of all i wanna thank my parents and my therapist for all the help and thats abt it

@iamloudmn

2 жыл бұрын

If anyone can relate to my situation let me know

@theofficialkokichiouma3143

2 жыл бұрын

I'm in the same situation and it hurts so bad cuz even my friends dont believe me or don't care

@kyle1617

2 жыл бұрын

I'm here for you, If you ever want to talk...

@iamloudmn

2 жыл бұрын

@@kyle1617 thx!

@imverybored_6097

2 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way because I’m the “nice girl” even though all I ever do is cry and fake a smile but no one will never know that

Hey you, yes youuuu, hi. I know life can get kinda hard, to the point where you feel like you can’t keep going. But next time you have that heavy sinking feeling on your stomach, take a breath, relax. Make sure you are taking care of YOU. Listen to some music and chill, sometimes nothing comes before you. I love you, so get some sleep tonight and tomorrow just you ok? Luv u!❤️

@brookematejczuk556

2 жыл бұрын

ty for this i was about to go do some not nice things to myself but your message helped ty again

@skull_susi9460

2 жыл бұрын

Love you too

@hazley5404

2 жыл бұрын

@@brookematejczuk556 I’m glad you didn’t do anything thing bad to yourself and I’m so happy that I could help with such a little thing. Keep moving forward. You got this!

@hazley5404

2 жыл бұрын

@@skull_susi9460 thank you❤️

@dadzeyka_

2 жыл бұрын

😭💗thank you very much for these words

0:00 Freaks - Surf Curse 2:41 YKWIM - Yot Club 6:13 Wheres my love (slowed) - SYML 11:00 I love you so - The Walters 13:58 Ylang Ylang - FKJ 17:50 Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson 20:28 The night we met - Lord Huron 23:42 Where'd all the time go - Dr. Dog 28:01 I can't handle change - Roar Pin pls❤

@goldensun.1

Ай бұрын

tyy

I love Playlists like this. Especially when I feel like my life's falling apart

@ashapignato8612

2 ай бұрын

Your internet family loves you, feel free to vent to us and we will support!

these songs make my chest hurt from emotional pain, but at the same time, they are so comforting.

@mlnkaia

2 жыл бұрын

random but love your username lol

@user-xn2nt4pw5w

Жыл бұрын

Same for me and like reading through all these comments are making me depressed bc there true

My brother is in the hospital. He's dying rn and I can't do anything to save his life. Thank you for this playlist. I'm really tired of all. I can only watch him crying in pain.. I don't wish this for anyone. It rlly hurts when someone form your family dies on your own eyes..

@clarascustoms4537

Ай бұрын

How is everything now?

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

May your brother rest in peace and God bless you. As someone who loss a dad, what I can do is make him calm and prepare face the death. Many ghosts reported to not able die in peace. Therefore, what I can do is keep him calm with hug and nice words. We can't pray for him cause he is dead already. As my religion said to pray for the living. So I hope he can rest in peace.

if they didnt care when you were alive, they arent allowed to be sad when you die

do yall ever feel like ppl only come to you when they need you or is that just me.

@VxmpXX

Жыл бұрын

Agreed. But when I go to them they ignore me. 😅

@stellaokane2703

Ай бұрын

@@VxmpXX i feel you

@stellaokane2703

Ай бұрын

its not just you it happens to me too and when i go to them they ignore me

@MiaSzatkowski

11 күн бұрын

The same thing happens to me.

LONG VENT: I feel like my life is falling apart Im so sick and tired of pretending I put on this mask everyday where i smile and laugh but the truth is i hate myself my life why cant i be better? Why cant i be like my friend? She has everything ive ever wanted in my life. I try so hard in school and have all a’s and b’s because i really thought that if i tried so hard in school and got good grades i would finally be praised and people would finally care about me that my parents would reward me and praise me But no. Oh you got all a’s and b’s wow, nice, good job. I really thought my hard work finally paid off but i guess it was for nothing. I always compare myself to everyone I hate my body I hate my life I hate myself People think that im fine when they ask me if im fine i always say yep im good But i cant take it anymore Last night i cried so hard i almost threw up The next morning my eyes were all puffy and i tried so hard to cover them and my friend at school was telling me what was going on in her life yknow how perfect her grades are how she got an academic reward how shes gonna start working this summer how boys always flirt with her and how boys ask her out, the usual. And i was so tired of hearing it everyday so i just answered blankly to everything she even asked me if i was high or smth cause i was answering so blankly and in a monotone voice and wasnt smiling anymore. My childhood sucked My parents divorced My dad was an alcoholic who mentally abused my mom Me and my mom left I went to a new school and i got bullied My mom remarried to my stepdad who always lectures me and always wants me to do better Why didnt you do this or that? Why are you always sleeping everyday? you do nothing all day. Why didn’t you wash the dishes? My brother attempted suicide He’s doing better now But i hate how my stepdad always lectures him and hates my brother because he’s 19 and still lives with us and i hate my stepdad for being like that to my brother. And always complaining about him to my mom. And my mom doesn’t do anything she always goes on my stepdads side And now my mom is pregnant and now i feel like im really gonna be ignored because now im gonna be a middle child. I didn’t even have a 14th birthday because i wanted a simple party and my parents kept complaining about the cost so i just told them i didn’t need anything When I don’t do something they tell me to never ask for anything from them again, when i never do anyways cause they always say no so whats the point? Haha 🙃 This sucks. Why does God hate me so much to make my life like this? Why do i have to work so hard to earn things (when i end up not earning it no matter how hard i try ) while other people dont have to do anything and earn them anyway? I hate myself so much i get made fun of for being too skinny and flat and being a late bloomer Im ugly Why am i like this? At the same time i feel like im just being dramatic and other people have it harder then me am i really being ungrateful and dramatic? Are all my problems really nothing? If so, why do i feel this way?

@sahilchhabra2391

2 жыл бұрын

Hey, how're things going on?

@brostfu01

2 жыл бұрын

dont think like this man...

@VxmpXX

Жыл бұрын

Hi love. I'd like you to read this message carefully. I understand what you're going through. My mom's the same way with me. (I'm not trying to compare myself.) Please don't think this way.. don't listen to them. If life ever gets bitchy, come to me. I'm here for you, I need you to know that. You're perfect just the way you are. And no, you're not being ungrateful, yes people have it harder then you, but everyone goes through some pretty bad shit. I love you so much and I'm here for you.

@michalbyglewski2922

Жыл бұрын

Don't worry About this When your older Your family Is probably going to Be begging you to come back I am Sure They love You deep down in there heart I promise you your life will get better it will be alright remember you have your own life You don't need to get controlled You will be fine I will pray for You I hope Your life gets better

@michalbyglewski2922

Жыл бұрын

Goodbye!

I can understand this on a whole new level…. I feel like a ghost to everyone so.. I bet if I were dying no one would care

@hermionegranger2227

2 жыл бұрын

Honestly I can understand you completely. In school nobody really cares or notices me. And feel like a ghost and it sucks. I am just so tired of it.

@Nardotheawesome

2 жыл бұрын

@@hermionegranger2227 yea! It’s literally like being dead already!

@hermionegranger2227

2 жыл бұрын

@@Nardotheawesome Yeah like litterly. Its just so annoying and i don't know what to do anymore at this point anymore honestly.

@Nardotheawesome

2 жыл бұрын

@@hermionegranger2227 same! It’s just really sad

@hermionegranger2227

2 жыл бұрын

@@Nardotheawesome Yeah

“I forget how I’m supposed to feel” that’s the vibes this gives off for me or the evil sidekick that starts understanding and helping the main characters and the villain kills them for betraying them

just a little message to everyone here. if you ever want to die, die naked wearing a clown wig and makeup. if that's embarrassing, it means you still care what others think of you and you can't die yet. if that doesn't work, think about the negative impacts your death would have. if you make sure you're remembered by pulling yourself through it and sharing your story, your classmates won't forget you in under a month. if you end it here at a seemingly dead end, your name will be lost.

@smthjay77

2 жыл бұрын

Well i don't think my classmates whod even care they whod be shockt but only 1 person whod mabey care and mabey my life change so i wait now till i turn 15 :)

@tomy6974

2 жыл бұрын

Well, honestly I don't care what people think about me. I shouldn't feel so dead at 15.. this is so frustrating, I can't take it anymore. :l

@thehomophobickidsinclass6588

2 жыл бұрын

@@tomy6974 but it's frustrating, right? there's still reasons for everything, even if it's for your death. once nothing truly has meaning, not even murder or reason, i can't stop you.

@tomy6974

2 жыл бұрын

@@thehomophobickidsinclass6588 good, thank you friend. I feel dead, I want to escape this life imprisonment that my own mind has turned, but I can't die now.. not now. Thank you, have a good night! :)

@thehomophobickidsinclass6588

2 жыл бұрын

@@tomy6974 no problem, just chat to me if you ever need to!

It's sad how many days I've woken up to nobody. It's lonley. When you have no friends or when you have no people to talk to. It's sad and a terrible way to live. Yet I can't escape it. I begin to think "am I the problem?" , "am I boring? " the awnser to that? I don't know. But I assure you that you matter someone. I promise. It may not look like it but there is someone. If you think the is no one then you just need to keep looking. Never give up nobody's wants to be lonely. I'm sorry if you are.

@Sillylittle_boy19

2 жыл бұрын

You should just go up to somebody at school and be like "hey want to be friends and what's your name? " it can be like you went back to grade 1

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

then i should have a reason to amtter to them, tehy will still forget me in a week after i'll be dead anyways, i know that no one like me,I isolate myself online because no one caeres aobut me irl. . .

@124myth

14 күн бұрын

​@@HexTheCommenter Heya there. I'm preparing something big! Don't lose yet. You HAVE to see it! Though it will take years..... It is REAL! Something like Marvels.....but BIGGER, BETTER! Secrets of the Universe. I'll be pissed off if you don't see it! Just wait there! Wherever you are! Can't find you damn. Just wait!

@124myth

14 күн бұрын

Original Poster, you too! I want everyone to see it! Wake up everyday, say "that guy is still not ready, so i can't be" and carry on. One day, I'll be at your door. We'll talk. Stay there! Everybody!

I cut my arm in front of my friends and my parents… they said “stop being over dramatic” … they didn’t care..

@Raven_Ray9

Ай бұрын

I’m so sorry, I wish I could give you a hug in person 🫂

I love the way people online we don't even know make us feel better than even our parents..

@tiredmochi8966

Жыл бұрын

I KNOW ITS CRAZY

@2tired2domath

Жыл бұрын

bro yes. and everybody we meet online can relate to us

@user-gh3oy1df6y

10 ай бұрын

Fr

@kkittenn

3 ай бұрын

Fr it took me 3 months to come out to my mom put a week to come out to my online and lr friends

@ganchalaandradecelestedomi4876

2 ай бұрын

thats so real

Had relapsed and h*rmed myself last night and confided in my best friend but he just sorta brushed past it without offering comfort. This playlist genuinely helps me feel a bit better.

@thatoneyaoi6727

2 жыл бұрын

you need a better friend

@Zuukk

Жыл бұрын

I do it few times a day help

@s1mp135

Жыл бұрын

my friend relapsed a few times i didnt know how to feel the first few times and turns out that answer is sad

Someone once told me “ crying doesn’t mean your weak.. it just means you e been strong for too long..” I hope this can help you guys as much as it helped me, and don’t let others tell you otherwise.. have a good night/day people, and just know you aren’t alone.. 💜💜💜

This is a jam to listen to this while crying

@_insertusername_60

2 жыл бұрын

hope ur feelin better bud' :)

@gfhfh3578

2 жыл бұрын

@@_insertusername_60 Thanks I feel better now

HEY!!!! if you're listening to this playlist in the first place, you're probably in a really bad emotional state. if you wanna talk, yell, or just distract yourself, im here for ya. remember, youre loved so much and you deserve only good things. take care

@ts_art7810

Жыл бұрын

Thank you and I thank all the comments on this video... There are so many bad situations I've seen people in and I've heard stories about irl and in these comments.. and the funny thing is that I agree or have been going through similar or the same things and it's hard so when I see supportive comments like these it makes my day a little bit better one comment I read at a time.☺️

@Dr0pple_

Жыл бұрын

I hope you take care too and your right, I am in a bad emotional state, how did you know?

@standardhuman8675

Жыл бұрын

@Autumn4rt its because youre on a traumacore playlist, most people dont listen to this kinda stuff when theyre happy lol. is there anything you wanna talk about? im here to help

@Br0tH3rUn1v3rS3

Жыл бұрын

Ty I needed this

@tiredmochi8966

Жыл бұрын

I want to scream I really do but then people would just blow it off sadly that's what my family's like

Hello, if anyone sees this comment, don’t give up. You’re amazing and i love you. You’re so strong, i don’t know what kind of things you’ve been going through, but you’re so strong for going through this without giving up. Don’t forget that you are wonderful beautiful and great! I love you ♥️

@VxmpXX

Жыл бұрын

Thank you. 💜

@liz--zil8113

Жыл бұрын

Thank you. I will try my best.

@Som3Rand0

Ай бұрын

funfact, some of the most cheerful people are the ones with the most problems, so if your not doing good, go ahead and vent to me, I wanna try to make everyone feel better

Ylang ylang always gets me in the feels in one listen but this? This got me into a existential crisis (but somehow a good one??)and idk if thats good cause this playlist is beautiful 💀💗

these songs are getting more and more relatable..

@I_dont_know432

3 ай бұрын

True..

When no one uderstands you.. nobody sees you for who you are.. all of your family see you only for your grades, you feel like shit, you feel empty, your friends only talk to you when they are bored, not caring for what your going through, you feel yourself crashing down, dying.. even if they all see you.. nobody seems to care, not your mom, not your sister, not your dad.. they only want you when you're perfect, when you're being a good example, not when you're happy, not when you're sad, emotions? You have to lock them down, why? Because your hurting others, even tho you know you're dying, you dont say anything so you won't "hurt" others.. believe me, it feels like shit.

@cloudycafe-

2 жыл бұрын

As a child I was raised to be a person pleaser I have never gotten the glory of someone actually caring I was put on medication just so my little brother doesn’t turn out like me I can’t even get a day as a mental break for myself cause they only care about my grades and my little brother they have never cared about the fact that I almost offed myself two years ago it never worked clearly as I am commenting this. The medicine I was put on I can’t even feel many emotions the only thing I can feel is happiness and yet I can’t feel that I kinda just feel empty I’ve never really noticed how bad it was until like last year cause people were starting to notice it as well wasn’t a good look on me cause I was one of those kids who everyone knew the happy one the one who was there for everyone and yet I slowly went down hill the year before all of this because I had no one I was alone all by my self and now I’m here ready for anything to happen I could care less what people think the only think I care about is that if I have to live longer or if I can finally die now.

@WhyCantIBeHappy

Жыл бұрын

I’ve never seen something more reliable and something that made me think of my life so much...

@WhyCantIBeHappy

Жыл бұрын

This is my life in one comment...

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

hi man, this is litterally what i've seen as by my family and friends, expect that for my "friends" they sjtu talk to me when i need omsething, not when they're bored or abything, jsut to get something form me, i need to get good grades adn learn japanese so i move to japn and do universtity there to escape from my life, no mattter how muc hit cost, my friends, ok, seenig my fmaily, sure, the ydon't care anyways , onlymy grades, the only person taht could actuually care even sjut a little bit is a online friend that lives in japan, taht's it, no one else, not my parnets, not my "friends", no one

@B.W._INC

Ай бұрын

I feel you man.. depression is not just a "it sucks" its a mental hell

My friends have basically ditched me. I have better friends though. And everyone at our school says that I deserve better, and I think they're right. I do deserve better and so do all of you.

This playlist just reminds me, that whenever I do something that surprises people, like doing a small anime version drawing of them or drawing a simple flower for them, they would notice me, but other times, I'm just useless, they wouldn't even pay attention and soon enough, forget about me. Then other times, some of my classmates call me depressed and say ''Stop being depressed!'' I just try to fit in as a normal person, but I guess I can't, I just feel su!c!dal sometimes and try stopping myself from thinking that. And thank you for this playlist, it helped me understand that other people don't get the attention they want, even if they are in danger.

@Sillylittle_boy19

2 жыл бұрын

Your not useless, you need better classmates like I do But remember your not useless

@B.W._INC

Ай бұрын

felling su!cideal is common for me now I guess 7 years of loneliness and depression doesn't do no good lol

@B.W._INC

Ай бұрын

I keep trying to joke it off :)

@Exriu-Vendenna

Ай бұрын

@@B.W._INC aw, I hope you're doing fine. Please make sure to take care of yourself!

@B.W._INC

Ай бұрын

@@Exriu-Vendenna tyy

I know that there will always be somebody who will leave and lose their battle against everybody and everything, and it's very upsetting knowing that the person must have been going through so much that they put an end to all those suffering they thought they would fight against. I guess, everything in the end begins to seem as though it will burn away anyway at any given time, that is when you lose hope and end it yourself. It's been continuing for years now, and the time has just brought you torment, only wasted time. For what reason should your time come out of nowhere in which you would finally feel like you have a place on this earth? And you think, you ask, you beg and you let everything happen, feeling too frail to fight against everything by yourself, feeling sick realizing that you will feel awful for the remainder of your life, and you ask yourself once more, why you? And I wish I could answer myself, know why it's happening to you, and I wish to reveal to you it's another lesson life has offered you to learn, but once more, why you? You feel the hole hauling inside your heart, it's getting bigger everyday, walking with an opening in your heart that eats you alive, is this how it feels to burn? Your surroundings appear to be too far away to reach, you don't have anything to hold, to grab when you fall, and you ask once more, do you deserve this? And I wish to tell you that all those awful things that happened to you weren't because you merited them, it’s because life seems to drag you down until each and every evil presence gets to you, because isn't that how life functions? You fall, you grab, you stand up, get a couple of scars, and the circle continues to rehash itself. But it seems you already can't hear me. Between the two of us was only distance, I was unable to reach you, I could just watch you slowly losing yourself, and I could see you asking as to whether you are sick, trying to sort out what’s wrong with you. I wanted to answer, tell you there was nothing wrong with you, that you aren’t sick, yet you were unable to hear. I wanted to see you, however the person that looked directly back at me didn't seem to be the same any longer, and I can't help thinking about what they put you through that you didn't appear to see color. I tried to describe to you, I tried to make you smile, I tried to draw you so you could taste the person you used to be, and I tried to show you how to feel love again but you pushed me away, what happened to you? I saw your eyes, they look nothing like mine, aren’t eyes supposed to be the mirror of your soul? There’s nothing, so empty, so heartbreaking to see. And I have seen your dark circles under your eyes, I touched my face, I didn't have any. You must be awake all night, worrying, regretting, thinking, losing? And, your lips, you bite on them until they taste like blood, are you okay? I want to touch them, they seem to have pages of suffering behind, do they hurt? I tried to grab for your hand yet you wouldn't let me, you were unable to see any longer, you appeared to convey layers of darkness with you that you couldn't see light. I know this is anything but a game but don't we all have a second chance? For what reason wouldn't you be able to play once more? Yet, you shook your head, later, yet what happened to your 'later'? For what reason does your later sound like never? Also, for what reason do you just seem to sleep all day now, do you sleep so you could dream of getting away from your own world? That doesn't seem like me, I like to dream when I am awake, I like to live my dream. Yet, you, you are on your bed, and you struggle to awaken, you skip showering, brushing your hair and brushin your teeth and I can't help thinking about what it is? Why won't you tell me? Did I betray your trust? You shook your head once more, doesn't matter. What does 'doesn't matter' mean? You feel sick, I need to help you, how did your feelings start to lose their value? For what reason do you say it doesn't matter when it does. I need you to be OK. And all I got from you was, don’t bother, let me be, doesn't matter, later, and I considered what was so amiss with me that you were unable to tell me? Until one day I saw you on the restroom floor crying, and I stowed away in the corner and watched you slowly, and you said you didn't feel like belonging, so I inquired as to whether it was me who didn't make you feel like belonging. So I want to show you how to love once more, how to be you once more, how to smile again and how to be alive. So would you let me? And for the first time, you investigated my eyes, you seen me, you wanted to touch me but there's a wall between us that wouldn't permit us to touch, you gave me a weak smile that meant everything to me, I know you smile a ton when loved ones are near, yet this time, it seemed like a genuine one, even if it only stayed for a few seconds, it was enough. At whatever point you weren't looking, I was fighting for you, at whatever point you weren't hearing, I was trying to give you solace by walking close to you, at whatever point you weren't smiling, I tried to touch you, at whatever point you didn't feel like belonging, I gave you the sun, at whatever point you wanted to leave, I wanted you to remember me. Somedays, you didn't see me and other days you have seen me while there were other days when you attempted to look for me. I felt like a phantom and I was scared that I was dead in your eyes. Here and there you got mad at me, you wanted to burn me, you wanted to hurt me, you wanted me dead. But, I forgive you, because toward the end I had been you from the start, toward the end regardless of whether you weren't believing yourself I had faith in you. toward the end all I needed for you was to be alright, that at whatever point you were sleeping, my dreams for you would become reality. I wanted you to remain because you also wanted to once, I may have been dead in your eyes or lost, however I will consistently be younger, present, and old you, I will always be you, I will always fight for you until your world isn’t grey anymore. All I wish for you is to remember me whenever you want to leave I wish for you to remember me and not forget about me. Forgive yourself, forgive past, future and present you. Perhaps you will have hope sometime and a day or two ago everything seems lost. But all that matters is that you are here, not close to me, not in front of me, but rather behind this screen, and it makes me happy and proud to know that you are still here. We as a whole need somebody to remain, and that is you. I may haven't been in your shoes, and perhaps maybe you feel like I don’t understand you, but from what I can tell you that there is a home for you. That maybe life is a whole chaos by itself, but those little moments, when you see a butterfly fly or when you pat an animal are the ones you should hold deeply in your heart, that maybe it was never the bigger picture but rather the little ones. That you will feel like shit for days but will be able to laugh in the next few years. I can’t tell you why all those people are suffering for no reason, I don’t know how life works either, but from one stranger to another, maybe this moment makes life worth living. You are reading something I am typing for you, that is something to hold deeply in my heart, because you care as much as I care about you. Life can be bad sometimes, I agree. But at this moment, you are reading and I am writing, I hope you will be okay, I hope you are okay now. I hope you will keep continuing because even though we are strangers, you are still important to me, because I am not afraid to love you, I am not afraid to love and care about a stranger. So I will say it, I love you, and I will tell you that I care about you, and I will apologize that I can’t be by your side, and I will cry with you because I don’t want to let you down. I will look at the sky and think of you.. I will tell you the truth even though you maybe won’t believe it yourself. That you are loved, that you are enough, that you are doing enough, that you are worthy of love and happiness, that you aren’t weak but strong, that you hold so much strength, and that you matter, always. So stay, today, tomorrow, and many more days :)

@Verylazylazylazy

13 күн бұрын

I don't know what to write, so I'll just write thank you ❤️❤️

@MrSunshinee

12 күн бұрын

@@Verylazylazylazy Of course. Keep your head up!

I really dont mind being forgotten. I’m already at that point where I dont care what happens to me. Where dying doesn’t seem too bad. It’s scary how easy it would be for me to step in front of a passing car with no hesitation.

@_csinti_

2 жыл бұрын

Don't give up, I wish you all the best. Ask for help if you need it, talk to someone you trust. Take care 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️

@heidimoses2629

Жыл бұрын

Don’t give up

@hakurere3337

Жыл бұрын

Real. im the same with you right now. Motivational comments dont affect me, and even help at all now. I just want this to end.

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

ther's only one thing stopping me from ending myself : not knowing what's after death,if i know, even itf it's a bad thing, i'll be dead bvy now, i i get reincarnetead whitout my meomries, fine make sense, if i waneder in the infinte void, ok i'l lbe able to cry the ttaeears i held since chioldh- newbornhood, if i get into my nightmare, i'll jsut accept my fate, anything

I have 4 brothers and all they do is neglect me on how I look how I act and even my dad does the same I always question what did I do wrong as a daughter my mom is the only person to appreciate me in my family my dad has never even hugged me before :(

@Sillylittle_boy19

2 жыл бұрын

You should show your emotions maybe even force your dad to hug you everyone needs a hug, even yell at your brothers if you have to

@Bomboclat694

2 жыл бұрын

@@Sillylittle_boy19 no that would make me a terrible person

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

i ahve 2 bro and 1 suis, im' the second child (aka middle child) i can't trust anyone becaus emy big bro snitches on my non stop, my lil bro ans sis act lie victims to get me punsihed for them entering my rom and stelaing my stuff, i have good grade sbut because 2 of my classes after like 10% less (still good grades tho) i'm liek a piece of crap suddenly that doesn't matter, just today i was called a problme because i can't wake up early because i spend my day online to tlak to peopel that actaully care (spoiler, they don't) i can't do it anymore, i just want a hug from someoen taht really loves me for who i am, after that i could die whit no regrets at ALL nto even from not acheinvemtinug my drea mt ogo live in japan, work at nintendo of tokyo and stuff

My entire life changed after covid, family died, I changed schools twice, I’m not in contact with any of my old friends, all my siblings have moved away from home… nothing is the same as before, pressure keeps building up and I don’t know how long it is until I break, I dont even feel the same anymore. I just want to be *me* again, and to be *happy* again, like I used to, because I don’t know how much longer I can last. Nobody has really asked me how I feel, because I am constantly trying to look positive, but that positivity is dying, that person *ISNT* me, and I don’t know what to do, because I’m just a moody teenager that spends all day in their room. *How do I survive*

To whoever reads this, i love you

@Max28070

Жыл бұрын

Big thanks❤

@Kira_Lia0.0

11 ай бұрын

Thanks..

@BellaThompson-kp4xp

Ай бұрын

:)

@TotallyNotAMorty

15 күн бұрын

No you're not, you just copied that from another video.

You know your fucked when you don't even feel sadness anymore, Just pure *emptiness.*

@CARROTOFDESTINY2529

2 ай бұрын

Is this really true because if that’s the case I’ve been fucked up for to long

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

i'm trying to cry for the past hour but i'm so used to hold abck my tears the only one i get is forom bad sleep, ican't cry nbnymor, i CANNOT, i can't do it anymore

@MiaSzatkowski

11 күн бұрын

Fr

Sometimes I remember songs have there own meanings and what you think about it

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

@ayy_its_brookie_the_cookie

5 ай бұрын

Until tommorrow. Thank you, my friend.

@_.JustIza._

4 ай бұрын

Thank you

@oliwia8715

4 ай бұрын

I love you and I don't even know you.

@JaytheBard13

4 ай бұрын

@@oliwia8715 I love you too

@icer1318

4 ай бұрын

thank you for making this,it may actually prolong my life a little longer!

Playlists like these can bring people comfort by seeking it in complete strangers than the people they know in real life. Because strangers who have gone through the same thing can relate and have better understanding. That is just the sad truth, and it hurts 😢

Yet again, I should be doing homework, but I don't know how. I'm dissociating from reality and I can't focus. This assignment is 4 pages long with 21 questions. It's like a test...dammit, why'd I have to be that stupid fall out kid who isn't smart anymore. I used to rise above the others in grades just to plummet to my doom in high school. Right before college, where my grades matter. I'm gonna fail because I don't know what to do. Pre-ap classes suck, don't take them. I don't care how smart you are. It puts way too much stress on a child. I've been working on homework all day, and I fucking threw up this morning. So I'm not even at school. I have to write an essay every fucking week while I have to read 12 chapters of this book by next week. I also have math and jrotc to worry about, not to mention theater and drama club. Which I am also in talented art. My week is filled up to the brim with assignments and other shit from school, I don't even have time for myself, let alone friends. I have too much stress on me, I can't even tell this to my parents or friends or they'll think I'm faking it. I've had a past of a really toxic person, so I can't mess up again. I have to stay happy for them, for my family. For everyone. It's slowly breaking me, and I know it. One day I'm just gonna break and cry in the middle of class...I swear.. I hate this so much. My friend just got broken up with and I have to comfort her, while a couple of my friends want to off themselfs. I have so many things on my mind, and I can't help anyone or myself. I'm digging myself into this hole, but I can't even put down the damn shovel. I don't know what to do. I can't sleep. I can't talk. All I do is study, but yet again... I just procrastinate. If I don't get my grades in check, I'll be forced to live somewhere else. Somewhere where there is an abusive family member I don't want to talk about. Anyway, I usually do this every now and then. It's not really for anyone to read. But you can if you want. I just write this down so I don't go crazy. Maybe I can situate my emotions and make a plan on how to get my stress levels down? Idk, whatever happens... I need to prepare for it. I hope to god something bad happens to me so I can die.

@katjustdied9293

2 жыл бұрын

It seems insane... whatever "it" is, I don't know and I'm not sure anyone else does. When you fall down a rabbit hole like that, it's almost impossible to get yourself to crawl out, digging and clawing at the problems around you with no one to act as your ladder. My honest to goodness advice is while you're in highschool, don't tell your friends anything. Their was of comforting you, which doesn't work, is to relate. To say, "Oh, well Yeah. This, this, and this happened to me so let's talk about that." I don't know what the mindset behind it is, but it's just how people work. I'm truly just.. amazed.. how people can be so just.. *petty* to tell someone, someone who's struggling, tell them "Stop faking it." People baffle me, and writing it all out like this truly help. I hope you have a good day, and that nothing bad happens. Not to spite you, but to genuinely help you.

@ji.310

2 жыл бұрын

A classic scenerio of the person that comforts others and seems the happy the most, actually needs the most help and is struggling most. Maybe dropping out of a few clubs will give you more time to relax and focus on your mental health and school. I'm not an expert, but it's helped me a lot. Gives me time just to lay down on my bed to gather my thoughts and process everything; to understand what's happening in reality. I don't know what you should do about school assignments, since I'm going through the "same-ish" as you are. I'm struggling with school too. Sometimes I have tiny bursts of motivation to study, but mostly I just want to lay down and do nothing. To fall into a trance. If you have someone you trust, or anybody that you know would never expose secrets, talk to them about it. Even if it's your dog or pet or something. Just spilling out how you feel makes you feel better. Way better than online. Sure, it might feel weird talking about stuff like this to others, you feel embarassed, ashamed basically. But there are a lot of people out there who can relate to you someway or another. One of my friends, we're not super close, but she always seemed to have the best life. Obviously she didn't, her father died from chemotherapy, and she was going through some tough stuff. We talked to each other, and it got better. Sure, ofc I'm still in a state of anxiety and depression, but I guess it wasn't as bad as before, knowing that a lot of other people can relate. It's upsetting to see so many people like myself spilling and confessing personal things from our lives because we don't want to tell others how we actually feel.

@WHAL-E

2 жыл бұрын

@@ji.310 Thank you. So much. It means a lot to me.

@WHAL-E

2 жыл бұрын

@@katjustdied9293 Thank you Kat. You’re really nice. Today I feel better. It’s been a bit since I wrote that..and things have been moving smoothly. :)

@Sillylittle_boy19

2 жыл бұрын

@@WHAL-E you should tell a family member or your family members anyway about life even if you were toxic back then! If you die it's like telling people who love you a really mean word

Your sad and dying on the inside but know one knows or suspects it because you are always happy and energetic

At school I tell someone I'm sad they don't believe me because I act happy but they just don't fucking understand this pain because their happy but I'm not and it feels unfair but I finally realized theirs other that go through the same which is worse than it being just me...

Who ever is out there having a tough day and tough life i hope you get through it you may not know me and i may not know you but i know harming yourselves is not good for you i hope you get through your tough time

No one shows their love until you’re gone.

@wow01516

2 жыл бұрын

:’|

2 years ago this playlist was made and in 2 years one thousand people have said the same thing '' We are hurt '' We never undertsnad why we are put here.. My own mother killed her self after lockeding me in a room for 6 year i was hit / cut and other thing's and today im still affected by her , Im going to give advice i will never use thats how it works we help others like us then slowly die or be forgoten , Your loved . not by your friends maybe or your family.. By us all 1,397 people here love you the one u thats here so take this and share this message your not alone out here we can hug and cry dont be scared to cry.. LOve u Guys

i just need a hug :')

@SSSS-xs1mg

2 жыл бұрын

I can't hug you in the real world but... *hugs*

@Spilt_milk4251

2 жыл бұрын

@@SSSS-xs1mg aw thank you! *Hugs*

@redstretchy4061

2 жыл бұрын

Alright bring it in come on virtual air hug

@Spilt_milk4251

2 жыл бұрын

@@redstretchy4061 aw thank you \(･◡･)/

@trivia000

2 жыл бұрын

*gives you a screen hug* 🤗

It's sad that strangers care you about you more/ comfort you most of the time Than your own family ♡

@trusted_alex5673

Жыл бұрын

Fr

@ganchalaandradecelestedomi4876

2 ай бұрын

fr

*"Come and watch the skinny kid with steadily declining mental health as he attempts to give you what he cannot give himself"* -Bo Burnham ,Make Happy

@Raven_Ray9

Ай бұрын

Why is that so true? 🫂

solo se juntan conmigo cuando soy divertida y alegre, pero cuando me siento sola ya nadie me habla

@wow01516

2 жыл бұрын

why this is so true :’(

@RabidRaccoon-XS17s

Жыл бұрын

Yeah

@valen2258

Жыл бұрын

siempre fui la persona invisible de la clase queria hacer amigos pero a nadie le agradaba entonces me quedaba pidiendole de rodillas a todos que no se alejaran de mi dandole miles de oportunidades,una completa idiota y sumisa

One of the worst feelings I’ve had so far is the feeling of being alone, being forgotten by not only my parents but also friends. The thought of that all of it isn’t real and just in my head due to the fact that that’s what I was told when I was younger. Music, mainly acting a story along with it, is one of the ways I’ve been able to not give up yet. Ps: you are all amazing, your doing great and not only me but a lot of other people are proud of you. Take care of yourself and go treat yourself on your fav. food or a movie!

@_csinti_

2 жыл бұрын

take care

@fe.ixx_

2 жыл бұрын

@@_csinti_ you too take care

@liz--zil8113

Жыл бұрын

My personal worst feeling is of when I am left alone.. My friends progress in life, but im left behind. This has happened so much that, I- I have stopped trying to be social with others... They just leave me alone again.

@fe.ixx_

Жыл бұрын

@@liz--zil8113 I get that feeling, it's shitty and dreading, but just know that just like those friends you're also progressing and sooner or later you'll end up in a place with even better friends that do stay! Friends that stay because of who you've become and because they know there's not much progress to be done anymore!

@AzumiPiera

2 ай бұрын

OMG NIKOLAI R U OK???? (I am sorry I just felt like it) DID FYODOR HURT YOU?????😱😱😱

Do you ever feel when you've been so sad you've cried so much tears, and screamed so much, that you can't cry or scream anymore because the pain you've experienced was so unbearable that now you are just prepared for the next mentally traumatic pain you will experience, and its just a never ending cycle.

I myself always get the attention since I bring a lot of food in the class, they always ask for some so I have to act good but sometimes I can handle myself, I always cry in the bathroom or something, and when someone notices I just say I ate a lot of hot stuff so I'm tearing up... I just don't know how to tell them 😞

When you are not sober and vomiting alone,this is perfect lol

I wish I can download this playlist to listen to it every night....

Its funny actual people on discord have given me more comfort than my dad has ever given

im not a sad/depressed person, im just an italian guy who like so much this type of MUSIC if you're reading this, well, congratulations, you've got a good taste of music

@meganrohner9116

Жыл бұрын

Thanks I do like this music but i also am depressed and have really bad social anxiety so thank you for this comforting comment ❤❤

@vale-il7gx

Жыл бұрын

grazie mille,l'unica differenza è che io ci piango ahahah

@rupdeepsarkar1627

11 ай бұрын

yoo thanks dude im also just an indian guy who like this type to music too .. not any depressed kid

I spent so long bottling up my feelings after having them hurt over and over again. I haven't allowed myself to cry, so now when I feel I deserve to, I struggle. And I've always been very close with music. So I use these songs to help. But god is it difficult. I want to scream so loudly, to lose my voice, to drown myself in my tears. I have to dig my nails in so I don't scream. And I shake and it hurts. But at the end, I feel better. But then I restart the cycle again. So every time I cry now, it hurts so much more then it ever should.

I trauma dumped a bit about my childhood and my friends just looked at me speechless

You know, reading the comments and listening to the music makes me feel so confident that here I go. TW: Self harm and a really long text. The truth is that high school was a very difficult and disastrous time for me, I really hate it a lot, I felt so empty that I felt I didn't alive, I just breathed and that's all... there were people who made me feel less and talking about the work, exams and homework It was so much that I didn't eat or sleep to the point that I fainted from it at least twice, but in any case, no matter how hard I tried, I felt that my effort didn't matters it didn't do something, I felt I couldn't achieve anything and I began to look for something to feel better then I returned to a habit that I thought I had left behind but no, I was wrong, I began to self-harm again with knives and lighters on my thighs, arms and abdomen. Doing that made me feel so alive and relax that I did it almost daily. Ahhh I remember this so vividly, one morning before I left for high school my mother was cooking, my father was watching TV and I was tying my shoes when out of nowhere my mother says to my father "Honey did you know that your daughter hurts her OWN arms and wear bracelets and long sleeves to cover it up?" hearing that I finished tying my shoes and just froze, I stayed crouched looking at the ground trying to think of something to say then my father slapped me on the arm and said "hey why are you doing that?" waited for an answer but at the time I opened my mouth I couldn't answer because my mother said "It's just that her life is a misery see how she suffers, poor little baby" in such an annoyed tone that I only froze more, after that there was a time of silence until my father decided to break it saying "don't do that again, that's wrong" I just thought to ask him who the hell decides that? but I didn't say anything, when I finished looking at the floor and calming down a bit, I looked up at my mother who was in the kitchen determined to tell her how MISERABLE, EMPTY AND ALONE I FELT but NO, I couldn't because at the time I open my mouth to speak (again) on TV they showed an announcement for a game of Dodgers (Yes the baseball team) and he asked mom "Hey when are they going to play? how much are the tickets? We have to go to see them" and then she replied "I don't know, you can look on google" AND I FELT SO IGNORED, I FELT THAT THEY DID NOT CARE AFTER THEY BROUGHT THAT FUCKING TALK ABOUT THAT TO ME, thanks to that I felt that they cared more about a baseball team than their own daughter and I decided to shut my mouth and keep my reasons to myself, after that I left To high school. In the following days they asked me again about that? No Try to talk to them about it? Yes but they always avoided it I kept self-harming? Yes, until I graduate from high school We never talked about it again... well just once more time and it was my brother who make fun of it because it seems my mother told him about it, once during dinner my mother said she felt a bit sad , then my brother told her "why don't you make like my sister to make you feel better?" "What?" she said to which he made a sign with both hands he did as if he was cutting a wrist with the other hand, he passed it over it as if it were a saw, then my mother just said "ok" uHhh sorry for so much text guys... I don't think you'll get this far but in case you do, thanks for reading take care, eat well, drink water and remember resting well is also an important part of the work to be able to continue, don't be like me.

@smthjay77

2 жыл бұрын

I did Read it all and i feel so sorry for you. But i kinda feel better now after i did Read that ... i didin't know that it gives so much people whit the same Situation like me.

@desspuente

2 жыл бұрын

@@smthjay77 Thank you I really appreciate it. And I'm glad that it helps you to feel better even if it's a bit and let you know your not alone, hope your situation get better if you need to talk you can tell me.

@angelicacenteno-white9296

2 жыл бұрын

I read all of it and your welcome and yea ik it imporan but i dont eat,sleep,etc. im really numb but im working on it carino

@desspuente

2 жыл бұрын

@@angelicacenteno-white9296Thank you for reading all, hope you be better soon and I know it's not easy but we can still do an effort

@emilianosalvado6196

2 жыл бұрын

i read it all and i can say that you're not the only one that goes through something like that to my mother, if i feel bad is because i'm an idiot and a snowflake and don't know waht sht else she pretends to care about my mental health and then laugh at it and see it as if it was the most ridiculous thing ever and it's not only my mother, emotional/psychological issues are not taken seriously by most of people, they see it as a joke and/or look at the people who suffer this way like if they were week, well, i can tell that they couldn't stand a f day in the shoes of one of us, they don't realise how strong we are, and they can't see the big achievement that is to make it this far and as they won't say it, i'll say it, congratulations, for making it this far, you even graduated from high school even with what you were going through, it took a couple of years more to me and i don't know what exactly are you doing with your life rn, but i'm sure you can make it through, and f*ck those that can't see how strong you are

missed the opportunity to put ‘nobody’ by mitski in this

Wiener hahahahaha

@dadzeyka_

2 жыл бұрын

Sunshine

@nightowl2767

2 жыл бұрын

why would you change yourself in the first place

@Sillylittle_boy19

2 жыл бұрын

You should be who you are Never give up you would hurt others We just have to live

@lunaphoenix1785

Жыл бұрын

I’m glad you keep going, the main reason I’m still alive is my sisters are suicidal as well, and I can help but think if I kill myself they will too, and they have so much to look forward to. We all just keep trudging along, but maybe we can do it together.

@rainyday8846

Жыл бұрын

please don't do it, it's really not worth it. I've tried, so please trust me on this one

"I'll give you everything i know i loved and have.... Just let me have a break for once. I cant understand how... I help people but they dont help me."

This is perfect for someone who is on the brink of snapping or is sad or depressed (aka me)

0:00 - freaks 2:41 - YKWIM? 6:14 - where's my love 11:01 - I love you so 13:59 - ylang ylang 17:50 - je te laiserral des mots 20:30 - the night we met 23:42 - Where'd all the time go 28:03 - I can't handle change

@jasgjwbxhywu

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@zanes_squad3307

2 жыл бұрын

thank i can relate to the playlist so needed it👍

@Grillmeatloool

2 жыл бұрын

I love y bro!!

@froqqie

2 жыл бұрын

Did u know YKWIM stands for “you know why I’m mad”

@zanes_squad3307

2 жыл бұрын

@@froqqie yeah if you dont you do not know this song

I love how all these vent/trauma core playlists have all my favorite songs but at the same time it’s concerning

You're amazing. You're beautiful. You're precious. You're strong. You're powerful. You're smart. You're loved. You're cared for. You're valid. You're supported. You mean the world. You mean the universe. You did your best. You are enough.

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

my parnets trate me liek crap cuz i had slighlty worse grades on the 2 hardest classes i have (one of which are geogrpahy and history in a anothoer langauge)

For the people who are broken inside, just breathe, think for a second, try to make yourself feel better. I know its hard sometimes, i know how it feels also. Please, if your going through something try to ask for help, i know you feel like you cant be helped but you can! Its never to late you know. I know i shouldnt even be talking because i dont take this advice, but its good advice. I hope someday you can find someone you can relate to, vent to, and they care for you❤

To everyone beautiful person who clicked on this video! You are great! Your loved and needed! Your beautiful!!

@leeflavellan

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you that's means a lot❤

You know you're fucked when you already know and relate to every single song here-

We need help... But it's so hurt to call out when you're breathless, your words are lost in a wall of dark grey clouds blocking your way to freedom stumbling over obstacles to strive to keep you from your goal.

I've been acting up recently and last night my dad looked at me and said, "I'm trying to be nice to you because I know that you're going through something." I started crying because nobody has ever recognized that somethings wrong, that I'm going through something.

The worst part about your best friend being the problem is that the only thing you can turn to us music. And you seem so happy on the outside so no one bothers asking what’s wrong because on the outside nothing seems wrong. Everyone always sees you as the funny kid or the popular one who doesn’t face any issues but they can’t tell that on the inside you suffering and dying. If you are listening to this playlist and reading these comments I hope you know it gets better, even if it doesn’t feel like it now, it will❤

@SaviPerez

4 күн бұрын

One of my “bffs”only hangs out with me on Fridays after school because I’m forced to go she never hangs out with me anymore

I don't know if anyone can relate but.. I have some friends sometimes bestie but whenever I give a hug to them they always push away then they say they are a good friend.. ALSO I HAVE A STRATEGY If you need a hug, hug a pillow it really helps me at night, I always cry in my pillows arm while hugging, ik its weird but trust me it will make you feel a lot better

@Abril_free2019

2 жыл бұрын

hello this is my answer for you. like you say that your friends push you when you give them a hug that doesnt mean that they are not friends in my case sometimes when they give me a hug i fell so bad and sad that i start thinking that is fake everything. you have to understand them , yes there is people that need huggs but theres people who fell suffocated about it, maybebecause they have traumas and yes sometimes maybe they would laugh after push you, but they to it to avoid it . it is someothing very sad because yes when im crying the people tries to give me a hug and i start needing space and yes sometimes i have panick attaks and i need it so it is confuse but we have to understand.

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

the long pillow that have aorund the same witdh as you are the best for that, kinda like body pillow sized, it's really good to hug them and cry, if i still ahd tears left

All of us just need someone who understands the pain that we go through it just sad because most people think that oh you are ok but really we are not ok.

I love ppl in the comments are comforting as always 😢😢 thanks for trying to save a life you don't even know 😭😭

Its gotten so bad to where crying feels absolutely amazing. I’m only 11 years old. :)

@_csinti_

2 жыл бұрын

Keep holding on, I wish you all the best, stay strong. Take care 💕

@SunnyTheSimp

2 жыл бұрын

@@_csinti_ thank you, have an amazing day. 💕

@birthfart_

2 жыл бұрын

@@sillygoofball815 STOP 💀💀

to the person who made this playlist: this is the best vent playlist i’ve ever come across so thank you friend.

just got over my recent attempt and im talking to a therapist. i quit s-h for 2 years now and im still going strong. it gets better. it may take years but it gets better. all you need is to ask someone for help. nobody will hate you for feeling like this okay? i love you all.

@Luci_197

2 ай бұрын

ik this comment is 10 months old.. But IM SO PROUD OF YOU for quitting self h@rm

They never truly realize how much you're suffering until you start taking action on it, then they think your insane... That's when you start isolating more and more until you end up so isolated that you don't know how to socialize and start being extremely attached to the people that you trust, even if they're only people on the internet... Sometimes those people on the internet are better parents to us than our parents ever were, even if your parents tried, or one of them did, that will never change how much you've gone through, and we all need a hug at this point in our lives

@adrianm7203

2 ай бұрын

I don't have much to say. I'm sorry. I hope things get better and you are able to make connections in the real world.

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

my parents doesn't even give a crap about mye anymore becuase i have slithgly above average grade in the 2 ahrddest classes i ahven jsut because of that i'm treated liek crap by them, i don't matter to them, i cna't even cry since i'm so use to no cry when they hit me for when i did something wrong like getitng mad because my lil sis goes into my room and steals my stuff i do'nt matter to anyone at all

@adrianm7203

Ай бұрын

@@HexTheCommenter You do matter! It's okay not to be perfect all the time. That's just part of being human.

everything will be ok

These songs reminds me of when i was so sad and couldt take care of myself, i listened to these songs every nigth crying bc i missed my ex so so much..

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

you had hte lucxk of having someone that loved yotu, even for a while, me even my own parnet's(the have obth psycologist degrees) treats m like garbage cuz i have sliglhty lwoer classes in really heard classes (60%) the reast was 80-95% !! but i doesn't matter, tehre'st the nmumber 60 txwivce on a piece of aptper, it's more imppotant tha nym mental health,i never had osmeonw that truly loved me, not even for a day, the nciest thing i've heard ofrom someeon that didn't faked it was litterally "you're wallet looks nice" form a rnadom girl passing by at high svcchool after buying a can of ice tea,teh nicest thing i've heard heard towards was forom a tranger i saw once! not my familen,, not my firend, a passer-by!

This playlist is just something that comforts me. The only reason I'm still living is because of my dog. I don't know what I'd do without him. I cry and he's the only one there for me. It's like he understands me more than anyone even though I've known him for very little time. If he's gone, then I'm gone as well.

Don’t fear your enemies that fight you Fear your fake friends that hug you

the chat is so kind and i feel better now :)

Buena selección de canciones 👍

its crazy cause i havent had an ounce of happyness in my whole life and now that things are getting better all my childhood trauma is catching up. its like i can never truly be fine. something always has to be wrong. its kind of ironic how even at my best i still feel terrible.

You're slowly drowning, your expressions start to lessen, you've truly started to go bland. You lost enough. And now they've lost you, your smiles, your brightness slowly fading into a void of emptiness. Even the bright days turned into numbing days of mere pain and suffering, you don't show any expression anymore, they start to try to talk to you "I miss the old you, but I,I wish you were like you 2 years ago" you slowly dissappear into the waves of people, you've blended in completely, you've lost yourself you're happiness. You've become the background character... It is quite the life. And you wake up to feel nothing, eat the same, listen to the same, do the same... Until you truly fade into nothing

Im goin through some $hìt at the moment. Love the music

I've been feeling dead since years ago, however I thoght that things were getting better but that's always a lie, I thought I found a friend that I could rely on for the first time but that didn't worked, he doesn't care anymore, the last hope I had is gone now, I'm starting to think again in that plan that I left behind months ago, the bottle of tablets is still in my closet

parents tell us " tell me anything, we support you and help you with everything you need!" then it all ends up being a lie, for example when you tell them you're sick , they never believe you. and whats more astonishing is that, even a stranger can comfort us and help us more and better than our parents do.

I just want to cry everything out, I want to vent to someone but I'm too scared to. I'm only a kid, I don't want to cry in front of people and I started to cry nightly after I got reminded of my trauma and cried in front of a few people. I keep crying for no reason lately in front of people and cry even more when I see that people care for me, I don't want this to happen

@HexTheCommenter

Ай бұрын

since i'm barekly a teen, ica n't cry ohterwise my familu will ehar me, i only cry when i'm alone i nthe hwole house, my parent's done'st care abotu me becuase i had slitghly lower grade in the really hard courses the n before, but the besat 80%+ the two classes in qusetion at like 60%+ they ahve psychology master degrees (booth of my parents) but they doesn't seems liek ti at all