hii sweeties i haven't posted for like 8 months and i'm really sorry, i have been through hard times lately because of school and also because of personal reasons. i will try to be more active and i apologize again:(( anyway, here you are the timestamps: 0:00 rain - jack stauber 0:35 memoir #2 - may roosvelt 2:46 poison tree - grouper 6:20 just take my wallet - jack stauber 7:52 vas - jagger finn 9:33 you not the same - tilekid 12:16 cigarettes out the window - TV girl 15:55 look who's inside again - bo burnham 17:29 young - vacations 21:05 haunt me (x3) - teen suicide 24:18 in my head - bedroom 31:37 inside out - duster 34:17 a burning hill - mitski 36:14 i can't handle change - roar

@d0g_spt92

2 жыл бұрын

Take your time! It's okay. I hope ur doing well!! ❣️

@lilystarlight1

2 жыл бұрын

Just remember that school isn't everything in life, you can get far even if you're not the best at school! You certainly have a talent and something people look up to, and then you don't have to be able to solve an equation like, lol

@blueberrymacaron9116

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you are doing well, school is giving me a hard time too. your playlist really helped me ,thank you. take care

@orsolyacsintalan631

2 жыл бұрын

i wish you all the best, take care ❤️

@jayEliza

2 жыл бұрын

take as much time as you need❤️ Stay safe i hope you’re doing well stranger 💕💕

Pov: Everyone around you is getting confident, being happy and moving on and you’re still where you were a year ago…

@suz6290

Жыл бұрын

This cuts way too deep for me

@DaNi-rf9hc

Жыл бұрын

...

@SaltyFishGo

Жыл бұрын

4 years for me

@hailsilence2370

Жыл бұрын

That hit a lil' to close for me ain't gonna lie, thanks you

@Yuuriii-chann

Жыл бұрын

Why u had to do me like that? :(

Pov : you bottled up your feelings and now you don't know how to feel anymore

@warrir2310

Жыл бұрын

Accurate

@nightmare-sv9nj

Жыл бұрын

My parents are in a bad divorce and I still haven't cried since I been just been there

@Rayo_Raccoon

Жыл бұрын

ah yes. Been there, still doing that because I for some reason can't figure out how to stop.

@Miserablekid

Жыл бұрын

this is so related very depressing sir

@ashskusku5101

Жыл бұрын

Yeah

That heart wrenching moment when you realize your right back where you were before you thought it was getting better

@sup-vm9wp

9 ай бұрын

you ok?

@Lil-Prodigy

9 ай бұрын

@@sup-vm9wp hah nah

@sup-vm9wp

9 ай бұрын

@@Lil-Prodigy what's going on?

@obscenedeath

8 ай бұрын

nuh uh

@sup-vm9wp

8 ай бұрын

@@obscenedeath you ok?

Pov:you start to feel like you're losing your mind because of all the chronic mood swings and you can't recognize that these feelings are real or not

@sup-vm9wp

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

@birogrenci

5 ай бұрын

Yeah.I'm not me

@Nuthingspecial

5 ай бұрын

realest

@sup-vm9wp

5 ай бұрын

@@birogrenci you ok?

@sup-vm9wp

5 ай бұрын

@@Nuthingspecial you ok?

When you think everything is getting better. But then you realize, it hasn't got better...

@xeamphicriku

Жыл бұрын

Im with you. Lets fight it together

@corpusmarine3460

Жыл бұрын

Let us all fight together brothern

@philrei2797

Жыл бұрын

Actually, it's something that happen in my life recently... However, I don't want to give up now

@iameverywhere47

Жыл бұрын

@@xeamphicriku im tired of the gaslighting ...never seen it get better with anyone at anytime

@corncobbob2326

Жыл бұрын

hey is 4 Benadryl enough or should I take more? How many is enough to send me over?

Sometimes you're even ashamed to cry because it's all your fault

@ecbartistry7246

8 ай бұрын

this is beyond relatable

@appleitree

8 ай бұрын

​@@gru1168if you came here to diss someone, it's no use, the number of views explains it all. Sorry for my assumption

@gru1168

8 ай бұрын

@@appleitree disses ur misses

@people_hater

8 ай бұрын

@@gru1168 listen here you dont know what this person is going through so dont call them emo for not wanting to cry so try to cheer them up and not make them feel more down you are probably some 5 year old who just learned what emo is and doesnt even know what it actually means anyways dont feel ashamed to cry, its a normal thing that happens and its healthy to cry and not bottle up your emotions if anything it means you have been through a lot more than what others have been through i hope thing get better for you ❤

@appleitree

8 ай бұрын

@@gru1168 when someone is going through a tough time, you should know what they're actually talking about to judge whether they're emo or not

it hurts i dont even know what hurts, it just hurts.

@konstantindimovski2636

Ай бұрын

same

@brbrbrbrbbrbrbrbr

22 күн бұрын

Its been so long of pretending it doesent now i dont know if i should have stoped pretending becus now it just gets wors and wors

@jessysherif9363

8 күн бұрын

Everything hurts my brotha...

@s.a.w4528

7 күн бұрын

​@@brbrbrbrbbrbrbrbrI used to love playing pretend I'd make believe I had a father who wanted me by playing with dolls but imagination is so limited with reality

@Farukai-ij7my

6 күн бұрын

same...

“All you wanted was to make others happy but in the end you made them sad”

@sup-vm9wp

8 ай бұрын

You ok?

@Morgan_Illusion

Ай бұрын

True. Felt like I'm making my mother happy, but instead made her accidentally sad. I feel like ending it all, after all the work I put in, I still made her sad. Wished I could just end it all...

@smasherzgaming2376

21 күн бұрын

That's all I've ever wanted. It's always backfired on me in the end happened to me in a relationship, two friendships, and more, I'm about to give up this goal

@rodentsofrandomness9203

17 күн бұрын

This is how I feel all the time

@CDJ._

7 күн бұрын

fr

POV: You lived a normal life before everything started going downhill. *You lost your friends.* *You realize your alone.* *You don't know who to trust anymore.* *Your grades are getting worse by the second.* Your life is being ripped apart, you see everyone continuing on without you. Your friends don't talk to you anymore, you don't have good luck. Medical problems are making everything worse, *You've been betrayed, and by life itself.*

@registratejuega

Жыл бұрын

me... honestly me

@deadbydawn.

Жыл бұрын

@@registratejuega ratio ngl bro

@BAGON_H3AD

Жыл бұрын

I was always alone because I've always lied about who I am and the funniest thing happend after all that lieing I forgot who I am, just another shell? a man something greater something lesser?

@spqr05

Жыл бұрын

This is really accurate to my situation

@venti6192

Жыл бұрын

why is this so accurate

I just wish I could talk to someone about my problems without feeling judged. I hate this world.

@fatimashow3096

Жыл бұрын

same i feel like I'm gonna die with my words.......even my fam know nothing

@uwatak

Жыл бұрын

Yea I feel you it's hard when you have no one to vent too without feeling judged

@olafjambor5449

Жыл бұрын

Talk to a counsellor I’m still feeling like shit my parents saw my cuts and I’ve been grounded for some reason but therapy helps it’s a person that talks to u about ur problems without anyone else knowing it’s a big step but do it it’s definitely something that helps even a tiny bit

@-runa-7064

Жыл бұрын

It’s true o feel like I’m suffocating in my body and I just have a couple nights of peaceful sleep without crying until the sunrises without being bullied by my toxic family friends and being told everything is my fault it isinglass my fault....right?... and then almost getting sent to a mental hospital I just want this pain to end...

@-runa-7064

Жыл бұрын

And then I hide everything from my family and I’ve just recently blown up on some of the people that hurt me

you’re lost in your 20s whereas everyone in your life is moving forward. All you want is answers and a reason to wake up

@Primelynoob

Ай бұрын

Damn 😢

@StTana

Ай бұрын

Jesus is our only hope brother ❤

@StTana

Ай бұрын

Believe he died for your sins and that he was raised from the dead 3 days letter and you shall be saved. Trust me there’s another life after this current one, and it’s beautiful.❤❤✝️✝️

@Alexander_Papadopoulos

Ай бұрын

​@@StTanafed up of god

@Alexander_Papadopoulos

Ай бұрын

​​@@StTanaplease tell something more comforting than the same thing i listen over and over again in every corner Tell me something out of bible or anywhere which gives me a real reason to live

Pov: You hear everyone over in the next room laughing, and being happy. But as soon as you walk in to join in on the fun, nobody is laughing anymore...

@user-nk7sd8vh1z

4 ай бұрын

i had this happen before, my brother made a joke that i had made before but i got in trouble for saying it but my brother didnt.., then i say a joke my brother once said and i get in fcking trouble again.., im just going to stop making jokes and stop trying to be funny because at this point im not feeling any better then i have been..

@Elijah_23YT

4 ай бұрын

@@user-nk7sd8vh1z that be happening to me too and i feel the same

@user-nk7sd8vh1z

4 ай бұрын

i feel bad for you but thx for telling me this, i hope you get better and you can get away from that

@angelswithme

4 ай бұрын

slide 3

@user-yg5mw6tm2i

2 ай бұрын

me

POV: your scrolling down the comments so you can find the time stamps 😐

@julakruzal9248

2 жыл бұрын

It's on the creators comment

@materialgworl5651

2 жыл бұрын

Fr

@ash-yf7cm

2 жыл бұрын

@@materialgworl5651 its on the creators comment

@materialgworl5651

2 жыл бұрын

@@ash-yf7cm oh ok ty

@96shawty37

2 жыл бұрын

not really... im only trying to find a comforting comment :D

Pov: You feel like you don't have any talents, hobbies or skills and you're just taking up space that could have been occupied by someone more worthy..

@Lee_Magik

9 ай бұрын

my talent is Craig McGill survived 47 months on a healthy, raw salad of live tree-roaches and stankroot.

@OneTime70

7 ай бұрын

I’m laughing because if you were so “depressed” then why would you search up an playlist?

@Duck_talks

7 ай бұрын

@@OneTime70It appeared on my recommended? Plus these songs are good to listen to as comfort songs or if you're just feeling down in general

@RochellBarbara4690

7 ай бұрын

@@OneTime70 can depressed people not look up depressing shit on KZread 😂

@jocosesonata

6 ай бұрын

@@RochellBarbara4690 Nah, you need a license for that nowadays. Who could've guessed feeling depressed and worthless needed official paperwork.

pov: you act happy and people genuinely think you're happy but instead you're the worst you've ever been.

@sup-vm9wp

8 ай бұрын

Hey are you ok?

@dominickplays2142

8 ай бұрын

nahhhhh@@sup-vm9wp

"I'm not a good person as I thought, I'm bad."

@EmmmKkkk

28 күн бұрын

​@@JonclashHq I feel you brother, hope u r doing ok

@acoonator3165

2 күн бұрын

Let me tell you something god make good and evil poor and wealth but you have option yo make it right to become hero

@adambahja

2 күн бұрын

@@acoonator3165 thx bro you're right

Pov: you think you’re finally starting to heal and move on when in reality, you’re just getting used to that feeling so it’s doesn’t bother you the way it did before 🙂

@TraumaTazed

Жыл бұрын

If you ever need someone to talk to or vent to I'm willing to listen because I want to try to understand what you're going through so I can help. You are human like the rest of us and deserve to be heard without judgement or backlash, because you matter 🤍 I'm here for you my friend!

@chisakurachi1809

Жыл бұрын

@@TraumaTazed Thank you so much, this made my day a lot better.

@TraumaTazed

Жыл бұрын

@@chisakurachi1809 okie dokes. I'm always happy to help and I'm here for you!

@davidsmusic31

Жыл бұрын

So true

@angelabowles1414

Жыл бұрын

Exactly how I feel.. my friend is a youtuber.. well I vented to much to her. She made a video about how she hated when I vented she said she couldn’t help. “Stop telling me” and stuff.. when I looked in comments I was scrolling for someone to stand up for me… I never found it. All I saw was “true! I see her comments it’s so annoying! She’s annoying “ or stuff like “I get you she’s really dramatic” well..I guess I am.

Pov: When you thought this year was going to be your best year but it becomes your worst.

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

I recently lost a loving Aunt and Uncle in the same year.. and I lost my grandma to Alzheimer's and covid 3 years ago... And I'm drowning in nothing but self-hatred and raging at the world for how it is.. So much corruption So much hypocrisy So much hatred These are the worst years of my so called life Wish I never saw reality.. and I wish I was never born Fuck society.. Fuck humanity I wish for nothing else but death

@OMSondos-sv1fi

Жыл бұрын

Exactly

@tahirkairys3744

11 ай бұрын

For now...

@jebslept8515

11 ай бұрын

every one year is gradually getting worse

@enaalovya

9 ай бұрын

frrr i believed in that for so long also..

Its crazy how everything could be going good for the first time and your smiling again and all it takes is one person to get u back to square one.

@just.myselfxoxo

2 ай бұрын

that one person is me

@littlebutterfly2144

26 күн бұрын

So true back to square one I guess.....

Pov: Nobody noticed when you started to become depressed, anxious and mad, until you went off on them and suddenly you're the "bad guy" Edit: tysm for 177 likes, I rlly appreciate it!! ♡

@alexiiconner

3 ай бұрын

communicate. first you may need to find someone you can, and that’s fine ❤ but it’s gonna be harder waiting for someone to notice. i’ve been at the point where i didn’t have anyone, but when you do, let them know. you won’t explode as much that way❤❤ helped me sm

@good_old_kamaji8769

3 ай бұрын

Someones intent holds just as much credence as someones reaction. You may not have meant for it to be hostile the flood gates just opened and the water came but you can't save everyone from drowning. Build a stronger dam and allow a small stream to form letting the water hold up will only crack the walls.

@MiyuKuhaku

2 ай бұрын

Worse. People notice. They still make you out to be a villain by driving you over the edge.

@Honk...

2 ай бұрын

​@@alexiiconnerCommunicate doesn't work. I swear this is a suggestion everyone gives for any problems, and to be honest, I think many people are with me in that, yeah, they've tried, over, and over, and over again. But it just doesn't work, ever. Nobody ever wants to, if you try, you're made fun of, or told you're overreacting. Every. Single. Time. I'm done with communicating, or trying to. It doesn't work, hasn't worked, and never will.

@georgedangmei3547

2 ай бұрын

Pov: it's not a pov anymore...

Pov: falling back into old habits making you wanna unalive yourself again

@BAGON_H3AD

Жыл бұрын

Realizing you'll never escape the downward spiral.

@Nightmare-blade

Жыл бұрын

Accurate for me

@ams_world4962

Жыл бұрын

@@Nightmare-blade sorry to hear that love 🫶

@annalysavela7145

Жыл бұрын

You realize you’ve always been the same and there is not bright path ahead of you;

@yosikujlev432

Жыл бұрын

again and again and ....... aga-?!?!

You know it’s a good playlist when it starts with jack stauber

@anto_poto

2 жыл бұрын

I was gonna say the same thing

@gachanoob1012

Жыл бұрын

Fr

@gayforurparents2990

Жыл бұрын

fr

@PsychoChoop

Жыл бұрын

overused

@ausersucks

Жыл бұрын

@@PsychoChoop kinda agree

Pov: you did something really bad and now the guilt is getting heavier and the sadness from your old memories starts coming back to you, and you just want to disappear forever.

@hellothisisaftonfamily

2 ай бұрын

I can relate to this...😢

@tempejkl

2 ай бұрын

it was a mistake, i didnt know better. i hope i can apologise some day though.

@peepeepoopoovdbhxvbcc6683

Ай бұрын

@@tempejkl W mindset. Understand your mistake, find out why you made the mistake, then stop the root of the problem and grow as a person. Then you will be able to apologize. And they'll probably give the chance of listening to you.

@kookjtm

Ай бұрын

I relate and this hurt me. I never want to make this mistake but i did. I did and now i feel so alone and guilty. I dont want to hurt her one more time but she really want to stay with me. Sometimes i feel like a trash, like a deserve all of that.

When you realize no one ever talks to you unless you text first and you’re nothing more than an afterthought

When you think you're getting better but realise you have just found comfort in the darkness instead.

@duanyhatakeuzumaki6717

8 ай бұрын

How do you know that

@user-friklo2004

7 ай бұрын

+++

@KiroThePolyTherian

6 ай бұрын

Exactly

@_shoukokanamori

6 ай бұрын

secret syp or smth?

@jaushuagrahamthefloridaman1124

4 ай бұрын

Is that not better?

you know its sad when youd rather live in your dreams than real life

@Lee_Magik

9 ай бұрын

my dreams are luffy fucking zoro

@stiyp7485

7 ай бұрын

Whats sad is i dont even know know if everything is real anymore, i just want to wake up from this nightmare of a life. I just wanna die so i wont have problems anymore, i just wanna float in infinite void. I hope there isnt hell nor heaven for me because i dont deserve such conforting ideas of afterlife

@Lee_Magik

7 ай бұрын

@@stiyp7485 Dont kill yourself. Tell your parents and or contact a suicide prevention hotline.

@spriteman1925

7 ай бұрын

Dreams are sick tho

@saulcarvajal7911

6 ай бұрын

I’ve been living in a nightmare for the last 7 years. Day and night, torment after torment without a moment of peace. The only reason why I haven’t taken my life is because I do believe there’s a hell and if I do it then it’ll be much worse. It’s forever. There’s nowhere to find peace.

WE KILLING OURSELVES WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🔥💯

@yeqru

6 ай бұрын

💀💀💀

@Ratt.firstt

5 ай бұрын

YAASSS‼️💥

@NicolasCermak

5 ай бұрын

Yeah.....

@Ratt.firstt

5 ай бұрын

ok don't do that, you look really sad@@NicolasCermak

@avoid6485

5 ай бұрын

​@@Ratt.firstt🤓

“I don’t care if nobody likes me. I ain’t here in this world to entertain nobody.” Wise words from me

@alexiiconner

3 ай бұрын

i care bc i was born to entertain my mother and love her. but she’s a narcissist and i have bpd and we will never be compatible but i care bc i failed either way bc if i didn’t she would want me dead idk

@harryminter4708

2 ай бұрын

​@@alexiiconner sad to hear it, but just let her know how you feel idk maybe deep down she too wants to get on good terms with you

@tempejkl

2 ай бұрын

“If the world hates you, remember that it hated me first." -Jesus Christ

POV:When you realise that you can’t even die peacefully

@user-lj1ob1sj8g

Жыл бұрын

Wtf, you alr there?

@_m_995

Жыл бұрын

Nah i will tonight

@Reva2005_

Жыл бұрын

@@_m_995 Heyyyy pls don't

@AlLEMM

Жыл бұрын

@@_m_995 please don't trust me it will get better just please don't

@unknownsoldier4290

Жыл бұрын

@@_m_995 wish you good luck

pov: it's summer and you realize you'll spend most of your days in your room doing nothing my parents and grandparents refer to me as the pale one of the family since i never go out.

@mariliagabriela1239

Жыл бұрын

identify myself a lot, pleasure I'm Brazilian.

@Lynxy11111

Жыл бұрын

Honestly same man

@personne9953

Жыл бұрын

Same, i don't really have any friends to hang out with, and they always talk about their others friends when we talk on social media...Have a nice summer anyways!

@s.m69

Жыл бұрын

Same, I do have friends not many but more than enough and I just never go out and not bc I don’t have friends to hang out but bc I don’t have the energy for it I just hate to be outside maybe it’s bc I love my phone too much

@at08zena53

Жыл бұрын

bro wtf how are you spying on me ???

pov : whenever they tell you how sweet you are and how precious and it feels like a literal gunshot to the heart because you're fighting demons

@KING_LIRI1

2 ай бұрын

yeah... too familiar with that feeling. you know, the one you feel like you dont deserve anything nice? that even your loved ones should turn to other people? yeah... im here with you on that one...

@stormyplayswastaken

2 ай бұрын

trust, the only demon i have is an 18 pound cat stalking me when im getting food at 3AM im also probably believing a delusion that im fine

@tempejkl

2 ай бұрын

"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anyone else to feel like that" - Robin Williams

pov: The year started well, but by the end of the year, you have barely anything left worth living for. You don't want to end your life either because you believe something good might still happen. But in reality, you are falling deeper into the abyss.

Pov: on the outside you think its getting better but on the inside you know your only making it worse...

@everythingnothing2978

Жыл бұрын

Absolutely like 90%of the time .I actually need to go to theraphy

@corncobbob2326

Жыл бұрын

hey is 4 Benadryl enough or should I take more? How many is enough to send me over?

@weom1536

Жыл бұрын

@@corncobbob2326 hey, im guessing your benadryls are 25mg each. you wanna take around 250mgs to start really dipping into the other side. just remember to use safely because overuse can damage your liver and kidneys (and possibly your brain)

@AlLEMM

Жыл бұрын

@@weom1536 Wait what's that supposed to mean??

@corncobbob2326

Жыл бұрын

@@weom1536 thanks for your reply! tbh with the brain part, I'm kinda wishing for something like it bc some of my issues which I don't think there's a solution for (a solution that still saves everything else that is) and it includes me wanting to permanently erase thoughts and memories while burying some (there are some memories and thoughts that were good but had several bits that I wasn't happy about and want to forget) far far away enough that I won't take about it for many years even when I'm surrounded by things that can trigger/unlock it and bring it back.

To all the people, like me, who are much too tired to wax poetically about our heart ache: I see you, I hear you too. Your silence speaks volumes

@hamzabelmiloud232

Жыл бұрын

we use wax on hair not heart

@hi.ivy.

Жыл бұрын

thank you. that’s exactly how I feel. Just beyond exhausted everyday. I can hardly put my feelings into words and I can’t physically speak to tell anyone.

@pepsut

Жыл бұрын

Went to new school Wasn't able to make friends Ended up here knowing well that These 3 years will be hard

@deluded2630

Жыл бұрын

@@pepsut focus on urself my friend, find things you like and venture towards them. People with similar interest will find you. If anyone is mean to you, be kind they might want to be ur friend bc they arent too happy themselves.

@nova__3138

Жыл бұрын

i’m balling my eyes out.

POV:nothing can hurt you the same way that hurt, nothing will be as bad as what happened…..nothing…

The second melody was literally crying. I never knew music could actually cry.

So I'm locked in my room lying in bed while I'm thinking about what I did and what I said, I feel like my heart is going to stop with every beat it gives

@lol_iwannadie

Жыл бұрын

I understand that, but stay strong, I feel the same, if u want we can be friends, we can sit alone in our rooms talking thru the comments :) I'll always be here

@thecreature916

Жыл бұрын

Stay strong mate, when you have hit rock bottom, theres nowhere to go but up. Life finds a way.

@ayoubjones7545

Жыл бұрын

legalise nuclear bombs

@hamzabelmiloud232

Жыл бұрын

change room

@tomiokayuki9564

Жыл бұрын

@@hamzabelmiloud232 stop being heartless people are depressed if you won't say something nice then your silence would be better

I thought, I really thought I was becoming ''somebody'', I dropped everything again, I blacked out to rebuild myself... I reached the bottom and looked at a lost boy. there is nothing else

@hyprr.7559

Жыл бұрын

It always get better brother. Im struggling too but you need to understand that there's always something that will turn you around. You need hope as much as it seems there is none. Think of the things that bring you joy. Or the people that truly do care about you even wjen you feel like they dont.

@PsychoChoop

Жыл бұрын

goofy ahh emo

@weom1536

Жыл бұрын

@@PsychoChoop stairs

@hamzabelmiloud232

Жыл бұрын

great speech mr president

@ami-do5ku

Жыл бұрын

All your friends have left and are much happier, they have changed, they are different, but you... You're still that same person, but this time you no longer have the strength to hide the sad and depressing emptiness hidden in your true face, so now everyone says you've changed and that you were never like that, but they don't really know you, they don't know the real you...They don't deserve you, but you keep trying to make them like you, even though you know they're toxic...They don't deserve you..They don't deserve you, They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you They don't deserve you THEY DON'T DESERVE YOU...and you know that... In your mind, you created a wonderful character, that everyone likes, that everyone loves, it could be a famous person, actor, singer, voice actor, whatever... in your mind they love you...

@hiranursariisik3112

Ай бұрын

felt this so bad

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@Just_Cikofte

4 ай бұрын

I love you too :'> you made me happy

@tikkispotson5233

4 ай бұрын

i farted

@HigashikataDio

4 ай бұрын

thx man...

@Alien_editz28

3 ай бұрын

No problem y’all

@GIGACHAD-dk7zs

3 ай бұрын

You made me smile

A supportive family and friends, no traumas, no toxicity, yet here I am wasting it all doing nothing while my life is going downhill. It's rough when you're disappointed in yourself.

@fairykeibani9155

Жыл бұрын

I’m sorry. (also I’m sorry I don’t have anything to say that would help you.)

@EternalSleep69

Жыл бұрын

yeah, i know how that feels mate. it didn't get better for me, but i hope you're doing fine out there. and remember that we all suffer in our own ways, and our problems matter (even if you think that they dont, or you don't have them)

@potatoyt1801

Жыл бұрын

Stay strong king 👑 you can do it

@alexandranewman7769

Жыл бұрын

We have the exact problem. I hope you have learned to forgive yourself. You got this

@margarin279

Жыл бұрын

same. and i dont see a way out...

Credit to my pillow for catching all of my tears and being there

@fwoop4848

Жыл бұрын

Same here. Pillows a real one.

@introvertedtallperson6398

Жыл бұрын

@@fwoop4848 yeah thanks pillow for being here to catch my sadness

@Normelniere

Жыл бұрын

Always there for me, pillow u da real mvp

@mastowl_7112

Жыл бұрын

Same but my pillow is also torn up because i thingten it into my arms just to feel some warm. 'cuz i've never been hugged in my life

@Vomiting_Being

Жыл бұрын

Pillows are those who just take every single tear of yours and just don’t hesitate for handling anyone’s depression

I’m so glad people on the internet actually know and understand what people are going through.

It’s been a year since i was raped, 5 since i lost a father to addiction, 10 since my family became a narcissistic dynamic, and 17 since i was brought into this world. I have been waiting all my life for a reason to keep going. I’ve been waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel. I am so fucking lost

@unicornfromthemoon

11 күн бұрын

Don't lose hope, ask God to ease your pain. Take your time to heal, it's not your fault. It's okay to be lost, you will find your destiny one day. The world is a better place with you in it.

Pov: Strangers telling you your enough doesnt work when all you want is a hug from someone who understands and wont just feel pity for you

@TheProAtPUBG

10 ай бұрын

It's not love anymore. It's only pity, maybe disgust. You deserve better.

@Kay.naileen

10 ай бұрын

THIS.

@HelloKitty.123.

6 ай бұрын

Relatable… all I need is hugs…

@Chocymilk990

6 ай бұрын

*hugs everyone in the replies.* here, have a virtual hug. Y’all need it :3

@TheMelofia

5 ай бұрын

honestly everytime someone says that kind of thing to me I have to hold back the urge to tell them to stfu that's all

Pov: You trying your best but nothing is standing by your side... You feel coold inside your heart and you wanna cry but you can't

@ayoubjones7545

Жыл бұрын

pov: you are reading all these comments from the saddest scum of the earth

@hi.ivy.

Жыл бұрын

couldn’t have said it better myself.

@Zl0ize0

Жыл бұрын

Wow dawg.

@i-love-cats75

Жыл бұрын

🤓

@Dismayxo

Жыл бұрын

That was me for 3 months long. I just lost my Guardian 3 years after my mom. This was in February this year. Im 19 almost 20 this December and I lost my childhood home, was just drifting through life in houses that werent mine nor a room that was mine and I felt so empty and lonely and afraid. I cut out a lot of people for a while because I needed to "focus on myself" but I just didnt want to care about anything anymore and just disappear. Now that those 3 months are over, I got a more stable place to live and I regret everything I did during that time because I cant get that time or experiences back ever again.

as someone who just managed to get out of the worst period of her life, baby believe me when i tell you it gets better. it takes you to learn the skills to cope and for you to apply them, and once you realize that the world just gets a little more color. no matter where you are right now, honey i only hope the best for you..i hope you are well and enjoy the life you were given. everyone deserves joy, including you, and you especially since you have endured the toughest parts that life has to offer. do not stop when you've made it another day, my dear

@Louise3901

22 күн бұрын

Thank you so much for this! ❤ This is beautiful and very true 😊❤

@sunflie1823

22 күн бұрын

@@Louise3901

I want to be happy again, but don't think I can ever feel happy again.

@syd_9764

Жыл бұрын

Ik exactly what you mean

@ayoubjones7545

Жыл бұрын

dope shit like that jerm

@hamzabelmiloud232

Жыл бұрын

be happy be rusky

@SlapStyleAnims

Жыл бұрын

I know the feeling

@kolyaneustr

Жыл бұрын

we are never gonna be happy as we were

POV: you're slipping away and trying to find a reason to hold on just a little longer

@DoseOfRandom137

Жыл бұрын

It was easy to just come up with a reason to be happy. But now its becoming harder and harder to find a reason for anything.

@TheProAtPUBG

10 ай бұрын

Is there anything to hold onto anymore?

@grandstarstudiosYT

10 ай бұрын

@@DoseOfRandom137 you said that right -GSS

@user-oq4ss5nm1m

5 ай бұрын

it like hanging from a little string that could snap at any moment @@grandstarstudiosYT

@peepeepoopoovdbhxvbcc6683

Ай бұрын

I don't know if you're still here, but if things haven't gotten better, I need you to remember that you can still drink flavoured milks (chocolate, strawberry, banana is my personal favourite) and that you can make microwave popcorn so those are two really good reasons IMO

Pov : you had a rough childhood ang your parents is “trying to be nicer” to you but now you can’t feel anything bc of them…

@Louise3901

27 күн бұрын

It's important to remember that YOU are YOU no matter what life decides to throw at you! You can choose to let it go or let it consume you. Grow from it all, don't let it destroy you.

@ayanami1008

3 күн бұрын

Fr oh god

@Louise3901

3 күн бұрын

@@ayanami1008 um

@ayanami1008

3 күн бұрын

@@Louise3901 what

@Louise3901

3 күн бұрын

@@ayanami1008 what?

im not happy, but im not depressed. i have a good family, good friends, yet i always feel tired, tired of everything.

I genuinely thought I was getting better, but then I realized that I have never been worse than I am now. It just keeps getting worse, I dont want to do this anymore

@terzo_is_daddy

Жыл бұрын

Same honestly.i realised i just got used to this feeling, i'm not getting any better. I just fucking got used to it

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

One says they've had enough Months later one responds don't leave Another one just claims too relate Why are humans like this? 🙁

@Chuuyasn1dog

Жыл бұрын

The one who responded months later didnt See the Video before 💀

@williamandrews6615

Жыл бұрын

​@@SirPigingstin sadly it was the other way around. Always was

@peacemanpabs4910

11 ай бұрын

Me too..

nobody notices how we cry and suffer every night but they notice the smallest mistakes weve made

@Lee_Magik

9 ай бұрын

my dog went missing

@junxinggames555

6 ай бұрын

yep, every time i help and get nothing back, i feel moody and i get scolded to hell, i am just a little bit out of order or whatnot and get yelled at ig.

@IwouldIfIcould

4 ай бұрын

It’s true😢

@Thefutureee1

3 ай бұрын

Real

@user-tn8kb9jb2m

2 ай бұрын

We’ve

mfw I do my best to improve, make people happy, be a good friend... but I mess up. I always do. I'm tired. I just want to make everybody happy. But I don't know how.

@her0in.

2 ай бұрын

you're not here to entertain anyone

@cranegd2674

2 ай бұрын

No way, I feel the same too LMAOO

@tempejkl

2 ай бұрын

you wont always be happy. it will come to you if you improve yourself. dont bother with making people happy when you are not, when a plane depressurises, you put your own mask on before helping others, no? Dont think too much, just do what makes you happy.

I thought everything was getting better, I thought I got myself on track, I couldn’t be more off. All of these negative emotions that I chose to ignore all came back to me, I thought I got better, but I was only brushing it off, I was lying to myself so that I would feel better. I never escaped these horrible thoughts, I just simply convinced myself they weren’t there. They were always here, growing stronger while I became weaker.

@ProperPyromanic414

10 күн бұрын

Fr

"I dont even know why you cry." "Your life is litterally fine" "Dont be so ungrateful" "My life is worse then yours and im not crying" "Stop trying to get attention" Humanity is so fucking disgusting.

@boiifyoudontfaggumas4648

Жыл бұрын

Literally, my older sister told me "I have no reason to be depressed" when I was being somber in the car a couple days after my nan died:(

@heheRika

Жыл бұрын

@@boiifyoudontfaggumas4648 Ouch. My condolences.. Your sister behaved, to put it mildly, ugly.. I am glad that my relatives are alive, and I am very afraid of losing them. I'm from Russia. I am Russian and proud of it. it is very sad to see now what attitude Russian people have, many people suffer in other countries only because of their nationality. Music helps a lot :)

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

existence doesn't feel real too me Why's reality like this?? What did I do to deserve being put here!! 😣 I wish I was aborted!!! I hate it I'm hating everything!😖 I just want it all to go away dammit😩

@thehale_

Жыл бұрын

@@Nobody28817 I don’t know what you’re going through, but please: don’t give up. No matter how bad it gets, no matter how long it lasts, keep going until the very end. Because in death, everything is over. When you reach that point, it’s eternal for all we know. But when it comes to life, it’s finite. In other words, there’s a time for death. And it is not now or any time soon. If you keep going, you may live to see your life become better. You can be happier. There’s no guarantee, of course, but there’s only way to find out. Never give up.

@wolfbanesons

Жыл бұрын

classmates told me that i always get into conversations and said that thats why they arent that close to me anymore. someone keeps screeching and yelling at me when i just want to talk to them about kicking me away from talking to a close friend of mine just because shes talking to her. i feel like shes controlling her, because we are really close at art school but not at school. i usually sit alone in school break, after i eat i just play prisoners (game). i got accused of spreading rumors atleast 2 times but i didnt i just asked 1 person. they say make new friends, but no one is like me and i dont like talking to random people. i want to get back with my real best friend but she got new friends and we dont have anything to talk about, teachers separated us too by putting us in different classes for the first time a group of girls even makes fun of me for my humor and for being bad at something i cant control (my singing (it sucks yea), my choice of clothes, my fixation on bugs)

Pov: You thought you had gotten better, that you changed, but your the exact same as before, everything and everyone is falling apart around you.

@ayakalibb

Жыл бұрын

Don’t you worry I’m proud of you , of what you’ve done you’re here today and it’s amazing :)

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

This world deserves to fuckin burn

Am I still in my nap time in kindergarten or was this all a dream or a nightmare

@420o

5 ай бұрын

dudeeeeeee im high as fuck and you just kicked me out of existence

i cant do this anymore thx for everything

@true0man

6 ай бұрын

🫂

@slthewolf

Ай бұрын

please tell me you're ok??

@XFleX-wx9dv

28 күн бұрын

This was 5 fucking months ago please tell me your fine no i dont want someone to kill them selfves just cause of some stuff that happend to them i will admit i had the knife and ready to go but its not worth it dont please

🧠 “Save the crying for after everyone goes to bed, no one wants to see how ugly you are” 👁 “Oh ok… thanks for letting me know…”

@venti6192

Жыл бұрын

i shall give you a vitual hug altough i know that wont help i just think you really need it

@M3DKIT-1SNT-H3R3

Жыл бұрын

Hey,if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here for you. I will understand you. That’s all I’m good for anyways..

I dont remember the last time I looked at myself and felt happy, or the fact that I've cried more times in the past few weeks than the amount of times I've felt happy

@XxPeachyXxHD

Жыл бұрын

Honestly same..

@cobalius

11 ай бұрын

Not same. But it's still horrible here. I've to convince myself to eat and drink almost daily again...

@errebusaether

11 ай бұрын

At this point, I am no longer crying, I only feel empty and just tired…

@user-ir2jc5qy4l

9 ай бұрын

I am feeling happy, because death is getting closer and closer 😁

@mangirdasgrauzys1504

9 ай бұрын

That's rough buddy but I know how it feels. It's a horible to have that happen. But you gotta try to find something or someone who can help you get through tough times. I hope you get better and find some kind of happynes to fill your life (eanglish isn't my first languige so sorry if there are any mistakes other then me)

That feeling when you lose the one You loved, but are still friends So close yet so far, you had a life together, something and someone to live for Now there's nothing, unsure of how to feel A mask is all there is when you go out, people say you look happier now Well I'm not happier, but thanks for the compliment I guess No I'm not ok, I haven't felt something in months, not even sadness, I barely miss her That's how little I'm feeling, I want to miss you, to feel the emptiness that you left in me, but I can't I wanted you to be happier, that's why I said ok when you said you wanted to leave But what about me? Do you still want me? Who am I without you? How can I live?

@ytrtea1089

6 ай бұрын

Everyday feels the same, different things but it doesn't change Should I move to another place? Make a new life far away from you and my memories with you? I can't even be in my own bed without thinking of you, I can't cook food I can't eat, all of it, I i see you in everything I do I can't eat, I feel so hungry but I can't anymore, it hurts too much I'm going to leave everything soon, not because I want to but because I have no choice I promised I would wait for you to come back, but you never will anyways

@Jhondoe0105

6 ай бұрын

I am going through something similar except I dont know what we are now. We are like strangers who share memories. When she left it broke me in a way I didnt know was possible and it still hurts to this day. BUT you can get through this, I am still a work in process but it has gotten better. It took a lot of time and tears but I am no longer drowining in darkness. When I see her I still have a Thousand questions but you Learn to live with things being unsaid. Take it one day at a time. You will find yourself among all the shit. We can do this

@naomihageman3297

5 ай бұрын

Same here only a bit different. He doesn't want to be tied down so he ended things, but he constantly reminds me that he loves me. Constantly telling me that when he was in a relationship with me he was always worried about me, and now hes happy that we broke up like the weight has been lifted. But he still keeps wanting to kiss me, asking to sleep together, wanting to cuddle... why does he keep doing that with me, constantly making me hurt more. It doesn't help that we live together since he hasn't found a new place. We also keep arguing over misunderstandings and because of that he says im manipulative, while ive been constantly giving him space being busy with work and studies, im drowning myself to keep you off my mind and that apparently manipulative. Going behind my back telling my friends to not listen to me because im manipulative, what did i do tk deserve this. I dont have parents i dont have any other relatives, i recently moved and lost all my friends. I dont have anyone and he said that to the first friend that i was making and now shes gone

You're going through something worse yet you still cares and think about someone who is also going through something and you hope for them to be out of that darkness. Just the thought of them getting out makes you smile. It's fine even though you're gonna be left behind...:)

Pov: your just sitting there watching people around you being happy together without you...wishing you could be with them but you know that wouldnt happen because they hate you.

@tiger13190

10 ай бұрын

ik how it feels

@TheProAtPUBG

10 ай бұрын

You deserve love, but they won't give you the recognition. Strive to be better.

@TheBlacklightq93al

9 ай бұрын

thats how ive felt since ive been stationed, i see everyone around me be happy but when they talk to me its another mood it seems fake, idk how but i can tell just how they look at me

@Lee_Magik

9 ай бұрын

i remember a time when my dog jumped off the eiffel tower, drowned, got hit by a boat, guts everywhere and a fucking shark came in and ate the hell out of the remains

@rockstar._.bonnie34

9 ай бұрын

happened to me i thought i had a best friend just to find out she was a girl i put my trust in talking shit in my back

Imagine you wake up after having a terrible nightmare. You run to your dad’s room, wake him up, and he comforts you after you told him how scared and afraid you were. He tells you: “You’re safe in my arms, Son. There’s no need to be afraid. I’ll always be here to protect you no matter what.” You go back to your room feeling very comfortable now that your dad made you feel better, and you lay down and fall back asleep with ease. You wake up that morning feeling very odd, as if something didn’t feel right last night. You get up to go make cereal in the kitchen, but you stop at your dad’s bedroom. The door is wide open, revealing an empty bed and vase full of your dad’s ashes next to it on the nightstand. A few tears run down your face, as it hits you like a brick. Your dad passed away 6 years ago. I miss you, dad.

@scumfulnpc4459

Жыл бұрын

That made me cry man

@fatfag2290

Жыл бұрын

death sucks my grandfather died 3 years ago but im over it, you don't always get entirely over it but yknow

@LilGalaxy_Nox

Жыл бұрын

Me: .. i dont have a father :,D

@OnlyBulletsss

Жыл бұрын

@@LilGalaxy_Nox damn well i hope u have ATLEAST a parent that can carry u threw ur life 😁

@Yegros1972

Жыл бұрын

@@LilGalaxy_Nox dodged a bullet got hit by another

It's such a strange feeling, knowing how you're going to die. What a cruel world.

Thank for the song bro. This really cured my depression. Because I sad my 2 baby cat and my mother cat it got thrown away by my mom..

I cried for the first time in a pretty long while last night, and today, I just feel numb. Like life is just a black hole slowly sucking us into into insanity.

@lukehiggins2282

Жыл бұрын

cry some more

@Soggy-water

Жыл бұрын

@@lukehiggins2282 I can't

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

Existence doesn't feel real to me I'm so lost 🙁

@Ralsei6969pro

Жыл бұрын

im crying rn fr

@Soggy-water

Жыл бұрын

​@@Nobody28817 it's like we don't even have a purpose anymore. The world is all just and endless illusion.

For me is that awful feeling where you don't wanna live but you're too scared to die, so you're just stuck in the middle tormenting yourself. If that isn't hell then I don't know what it is.

@SirPigingstin

Жыл бұрын

Damn man you good?

@sarahlethabo2823

Жыл бұрын

😢

@generalsubs1359

Жыл бұрын

@@SirPigingstinobviously they’re fucking not

@AceCJay

Жыл бұрын

I wish sometimes that I didn't exist but then I remembered how much joy I've given to others and those thoughts disappear because I have a sense that I am something to someone. I made someone happy, and if that's the only reason I am on this earth then so be it

@Yasmin-vq9dz

Жыл бұрын

Wow i have this problem rn as well. I hope you are well :(

It reminds me of when I cried, cried and cried so much. That the dark part of my eyes when one cries is already part of me. Now I can walk out after crying and no one will notice. Everyone asks me, "how are you?" And I tell them "I'm very well and you?" But it's a lie... I'm not fine and I don't want to worry anyone... I just... :')

You know, when I see songs of this playlist I cry, didn't even feeling sad because I listen this songs when I was in my bad moments of life, and this doesn't change like, I remember trying to do something already at a certain period of my life but it was so difficult and I didn't want to tell anyone because I know my friends won't help me, they just won't be able to and I realized that I was to blame for my problems and had to do everything myself but it's so hard for me, I'm not doing anything anyway, and it's I'm not morally going to It seems to me that I lost myself, my identity, a long time ago I even want to come back when I'm at least worried about everything, think about it, I needed it, what was I thinking about but I have already started so much that there are not even happy stages of life as usual I do not know where I am going or where it will lead me and even now, I think that I will give the essence of this comment for myself and maybe I will choose words that will make my condition clear but again I'm not satisfied with what I said, hoping again to think that someone will write under this comment and at least ask if everything is okay?

@MIRAGE_autobots

4 ай бұрын

ARE you okay? And don't lie...I want to know if you are actually okay...you matter...you know that right? You do realize that so many people care about you, even me, someone who has never met you before cares about you

@user-pz7iu3ub5m

4 ай бұрын

@@MIRAGE_autobots nah, I'm still not maybe a little bit

@MIRAGE_autobots

4 ай бұрын

@@user-pz7iu3ub5m well, I hope things work out for you! And please, remember, YOU MATTER♥️♥️♥️

@user-pz7iu3ub5m

3 ай бұрын

@@MIRAGE_autobots idk about that but thanks

@MIRAGE_autobots

3 ай бұрын

@@user-pz7iu3ub5m you DO matter

That moment when you realize that it doesn't matter to anyone whether you live or die, everyone is living their lives at fullest, and you're kinda happy for them, you don't feel sad, or distressed, not even depressed. You... just don't feel anything.

@RitaMcCloud

Жыл бұрын

:( * silently nods head slowly.

@Karolina-ql4oh

Жыл бұрын

Что тебе мешает жить на полную катушку как другие?

@murilobarroz

Жыл бұрын

@@Karolina-ql4oh Наверное, результат моего выбора

@nnnadyfskellingtom4877

Жыл бұрын

... yeah...

@corncobbob2326

Жыл бұрын

Any advice because I’m wishing I can switch off emotions and just not feel at all just like what Cyborg did in Teen Titans. I feel too much that I can’t regulate my emotions which causes issues for others and I also feel too much in the sense that I feel lots of disappointment, anger, sadness, worry, and frustration and it doesn’t help every time I end up remembering stuff without conjuring them and every time I realize something new that’s upsetting. You’re like a tough cantaloupe whereas I’m an overripe fruit that’s been bruising a lot and bruises easily yet still not being squashed out of its misery.

Realizing you’ll never be a normal person really destroys your chances of making any kind of relationships.

Hits me hard realizing these were the exact songs I listened at my lowest

Listening to this while my parents fight I cried to this playlist for the whole playlist

My mother always gets comfort when she's crying in a drunk state yet when I was crying my eyes out in front of her, everything she did was just "stop crying, you're a man." "You know why they all comfort me? I gave birth to you! That's what I achieved!" Guess I won't have help and support unless I "achieve" something

@jeremiah6945

8 ай бұрын

This reminds me of my own mother.

@cheesygrilkaboomyawoman

8 ай бұрын

Fuck them all, you living everyday is an achievement in and of itself. If noone seems to love you just know that at least my love goes out to you!

@JosephCummington

6 ай бұрын

Giving birth to someone is not an achievement. Being a good parent is.

@UltraDumbass

6 ай бұрын

i mean as a man you shouldnt cry that much.. (im a man too, its just i dont have many reasons to cry for, and not many to be happy for.)

@theonebman7581

6 ай бұрын

You lose your emotional rights once you've been born a boy

finally a playlist that has music that fits the title, swear playlist will have titles like this, then like super exciting energetic music, but anyone whose felt this way knows, energy is the last thing you'll be feel when youre this low

@realname4625

Жыл бұрын

@Mom almost like the people making them are trying to cheer us up. It just comes off as smarmy imo

@natiart

Жыл бұрын

I know right? + They are repeating over and over the same songs and doesn't adding new song to the playlist

Worst part about being friends with someone smarter than you, you constantly feel the need to score better than them. And when you don't... You feel like shit. Maybe... I'm the problem.

@Angry.-.

3 ай бұрын

Same here.. maybe there something wrong with the both of us. We should make a club lol ):

sometimes I just want to disappear.

I asked myself: "What's the point of loving people if they always have to leave?"

@martket_maker

Жыл бұрын

Suicide

@egemenberkakdag3467

10 ай бұрын

same here. 15 years old soon-to-be-sophomore. there was a girl on my school bus who was a junior. in my country (turkey) seniors take two exams called TYT and AYT which determine your university. thats why they often stop doing everything and focus on their studies. I loved this girl on the bus and knew I had almost no chance of meeting/talking with her other than the daily bus ride. we became friends. about 1 month before the school closed my mom told that we were changing districts. I was going to use another bus. I didnt want to tell her this at the time since our yearly exams were near and I didnt want to worry her. I told her about it 2 weeks before the holiday began. she was shocked. she then told me that she wasn’t going to come to school on the last week. that meant that we had just one week before losing touch. I was never good at the “art of texting” and phone calls just didn’t feel so genuine to me. I guess she had similar feelings about them as well since she had called me only once so far. and on Thursday I was beaten up by a classmate. my glasses were broken and my eye was cut. my dad came and we went to a hospital. I had to get stitches. 7 of them to be precise. after that I was sent straight to home. I couldnt go on Friday as well. I had lost her. I had lost my only chance at seeing her for the last time. The last week was also trash. My classmates, the people I called friends, stood with the bully. They said that I had tried to suffocate him and that he had defended himself. I got a one week suspension. I am alone. I got betrayed. I have no one. I hate myself. It’s all my fault. I wish I was dead And thank you, kind stranger, for reading this. I wish you a very pleasent morning/afternoon/night/day ! And please forgive my poor use of English. Still a learner

@catnip_wcue

10 ай бұрын

@@egemenberkakdag3467 Oh im so sorry! (Your English is rlly good btw!) That is very.. betraying.After all you just wanted to at least say goodbye before you lost touch with someone.. I hate bullies, I hope your eye is doing better and peace has been restored, and your life is going better. I'll be praying for you stranger. Yet again, im sorry!

@hondusa3639

9 ай бұрын

I had a close friend, told me she loved me. Then my parents decided to move away and she blocked me out of her life

@egemenberkakdag3467

9 ай бұрын

@@catnip_wcue thanks dude. last month has been better for me. the damage on my eye wasnt permanent and it’s fixed. I also finally mustered up the courage to finally call her. turns out she was curious about me but she was also shy about calling me. we talked a bit and decided to meet again once the school opened. But other than these two events nothing else has changed much. but nevertheless, I am waiting for the school’s opening. since I cant do anything else in holiday. And thank you for worrying about me kind stranger. We will probably never see each other outside of this replies section but your reply to mine was more genuine than 90 percent of things my friends told me. I wish you a very pleasent day, night or whatever time of the day you are reading this in. And I thank you, once again, for your precious reply.

I was depressed a year ago badly and just wished I was invisible. This was during middle school 8th grade when i stopped hanging out with people that just didn't care about me or just made "jokes" about skinny shaming me, calling me names, etc and I just felt trapped in that little school and saw them every day in hallways or classes and I just hated it. When i got to high school I thought "finally now I won't see them everyday at least" and made new friends that were nice. I hung out with them, laughed, joked, and we're always choosing each other as a group. I used to have a friend in 8th grade that was actually nice but we didn't talk anymore because of not having same classes so we drifted apart. I saw her in my gym class and introduced her to my friends so she wouldn't be alone. They now started hanging out without me, grouping together, sitting at lunch without asking me to join them. I used to ask if I could sit with them but they barely payed attention to me anymore on what I said. I felt like I wasn't there at all. I was so happy and wouldn't go a day without smiling. Now it's back to the way it was and all those positive thoughts meant nothing. I'm now starting to cry every day again and feel like I'm completely alone. I always have the nerve to cry if someone isn't looking. I hate the way it has to go like this all the time. But now I'm switching schools cause of my parents wanting to get a better house. When i told them about it, 2 stayed silent and only 1 was like "oh. That's sad" they seemed like they didn't care at all. But I can't wait to move now. I used to care but now i don't anymore because there's nothing left for me in that school. I pray to god for me to some how find a best friend that will never leave me behind. But time goes on and it'll be too late as everyone has their own friends and I'll graduate soon. It sucks so much. I hope to find someone in the school I'm moving to now. And remember that it might get better one day like it did for me. But now I'm back to the same old way not wanting to talk to anyone anymore. My therapist told me to socialize but whenever i do, it seems as if they don't care. I won't care too then

When your relationship finally starts to become good again, but your temper ruins everything and they hate you again

i need a hug.

@NiftyMissi

3 ай бұрын

Last night I begged my husband for a hug. He told me he didn't love me anymore, and to get out. I've known that he didn't for a while but I'm just. Packed, staring, waiting on my ride. I wish I could hug you.

@LightLeaaks

3 ай бұрын

you deserve the world and I'm sending you a big big hug right now. I love you

@user-fh7dj7dp9b

2 ай бұрын

This is a big hug for you! ❤

@user-yg5mw6tm2i

2 ай бұрын

I need one too

@kittycatrittycatalt9523

2 ай бұрын

i'm sorry i wish i could give you one irl but i cant i cant i need it just as much as you i reallywish i could give youone

Pov: you realize u hate you and feels like you can’t rlly get out of the loop of happy.sad.mad.repeat. And see you have so little friends and wish everything could be different.

I can't cry, my eyes have been dry after so much.

@sup-vm9wp

8 ай бұрын

Hey you ok?

@umaizjaan

7 ай бұрын

I love u bro ❤

@sup-vm9wp

7 ай бұрын

@@umaizjaan how are you?

Its tough wanting something and trying your best to get it but realize that you failed over and over again its tough realizing that if you dont chase the people they will disappear because they simply dont care its tough questioning if the thing you call your purpose is truly what you were made for.

Everything is getting worse. They say it's my fault but... I really try to be better. I really try to improve. I'm not lazy, I really try to be nice to them... My heart hurts so much that I can't cry anymore. The tears don't come out. I just wanna be happy and peaceful.

@alkdkbs5434

Жыл бұрын

I feel you... it's really sad to hear theres so many people like this. It feels like you do everything and yet somehow it's never enough and it just adds more stress and you end up going in circles. I'm sorry and this is very late but I truly hope you one day can find that happiness because I believe you will find it and you deserve it. Even I struggle everyday wondering if it's even worth it to keep going because I get so overwhelmed. Just keep living and take care of yourself even if it's just the basics. Drink lots of water. don't forget to eat enough and get nutrients in your body. It's ok to take breaks and you don't always have to be working directly towards "getting better". Get up do anything and just live life because you only have one to live my friend. You can do this! (Sorry if you don't want to hear this I just want you to know that people are listening and hoping the best for you)

Lately, everything feels like a chore, even for something that's supposed to give me joy. Hanging out with friends or playing games are things that make me happy but once it's over, I feel empty. I'm left alone with nothing but my thoughts that only tell me I'm a disappointment and I should hate myself. I even repeatedly tell myself I hate myself outloud when I'm alone. I don't feel hungry and whenever I eat it feels like I'm swallowing a pill. I can't talk to anyone but the internet because I feel like I'll be a burden. My lover doesn't wanna talk to me and I'm afraid my friends will ghost me and become distant. I feel like everything will revert back to how it was where I'll be by myself again and everyone around me is disappointed and the only comfort I could go to is my bed and phone. I just want the weekend to come where everything doesn't feel overwhelming.

@rollypolly9784

2 жыл бұрын

@BLaH bLah BLAh Hey...uh can i vent to you?

@rollypolly9784

2 жыл бұрын

@doomer pill Can i vent to you??

@justsomerandomintrovert

2 жыл бұрын

i get that. you are not alone. hope you get better soon

@rollypolly9784

2 жыл бұрын

@BLaH bLah BLAh I ummm...i had a horrible thoughts about my past friends...you see they were my internet friends and ummm I'm having a hard time trying to move on from them... what do i do to forget about them??

@IzukusGorgeousThighs

Жыл бұрын

r/I'm14andthisisdeep

Everything is getting hard again. I keep relapsing and it’s not fun. I kinda just feel like I’m taking up space and oxygen

@khzier

8 күн бұрын

same im addicted

Tried to apologize after a fight I started and they weren’t ready to hear it… now just driving around feeling sorry for myself

I feel like I always go to the sad playlists. I tend to cry a lot and just listening to them at night help me get all my emotions out. I hope everyone’s doing ok ☺️

@Val_kx

2 жыл бұрын

i hope you get better

@aspirespire8847

2 жыл бұрын

I listened too it while I worked out and it definitely didn’t help 😂

@onceupxn

2 жыл бұрын

this

@zane_nighter2322

2 жыл бұрын

Hope your doing alright ónò

@rollypolly9784

2 жыл бұрын

@@Val_kx HEY can i vent to you real quick?

When you feel like you're dying, you want to speak up, and then you realize that you're not bad enough to earn the right to complain without reproaching you.

@theonebman7581

6 ай бұрын

... Fucking hell dude... why do you have to hit me so perfectly... My life is collapsing around me and has been so all my life and yet I can't feel worthy of a better life because too many people would say "yeah but there are others who have it worse" when I tried talking to them I can't get myself to ask for a scholarship because there's someone out there who needs it better, I can't get myself to ask for a hug because girls have it tougher, I can't enjoy food or life anymore because there are some who have none I want to feel like my life is too easy and I should have it worse, even if one more bad thing happens in my life and I'll lose it I'm fine, everything's fine, there are others who have it tough, my life is too easy, I must feel guilty when I'm empty

@isabela7109

5 ай бұрын

@ThePneBMan7681 *I'm here! *I can be your therapist!* *You can always vent to me!*

Pov: you want to have fun but they are still there and thoughts are starting to take over. You start to lose touch of reality and nothing feels real.

pov: you think you're happy but you just got worse,and when you try to get better you get worse and worse.

@sup-vm9wp

9 ай бұрын

Hey are you ok?

POV: you finally feel you’ve accepted the fate of a loss but then another comes and hurts even worse…

I never understood what people meant that it’s worse to feel numb then other emotions.. but now i understand them completely. What happened to me? I was such a happy little girl..

I'm trying my best to continue swimming but I was never taught how to swim so I feel like I keep drowning anyway. Every time I finally get the strength to keep my head above the water, a wave is ready to pull me back under. I usually laugh it off but it's getting hard to laugh when there's nobody swimming with me. I look insane. Things would be easier if I just learn to float but floating doesn't get me anywhere. It just makes it easier to get pushed around by the tide. I don't understand how people who don't like to swim continue to swim better then me, or even how people who were given everything don't bother to swim and just buy boats. I'd love to have a boat but I don't have what they do. This has nothing to do with swimming. I simply just didn't want to admit my lack of skill.

I’m so sorry Erik

My therapist told me a couple of days ago that I am now symptom free and we should strife to hold the level of "happyness". I don't feel better at all, I still randomly break down in tears when at home, wishing I could just disappear from my existence.

@addyhuman

Жыл бұрын

I’ve felt like that too, it sucks. I hope you find true life eventually. It might sound cheesy but i found life in Christ. I’m still depressed but uniting my suffering with him gives me comfort.

@localplaguedoctor

Жыл бұрын

That's just another shite therapist with shite advice. I'm gonna try my hardest to give you some advice. Don't make a gratitude list. Make an ingratitude list and get angry at it. Get so angry you make that change. Happiness isn't smiling all the time. Happiness is feeling content and safe.

@tartagalicious

Жыл бұрын

Therapists are fake, sorry they are just wrong they are bad creatures they wanna torture you and they lie the lie they lie all they do is lie.

@localplaguedoctor

Жыл бұрын

@@tartagalicious yep.

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

existence doesn't feel real to me anymore 🙁