This is for everyone watching this: I love you and I hope everybody is doing fine. Even if you feel lonely, depressed or scared you gotta stay strong and don't forget that there will always be a little hope in everything

@cone8347

3 жыл бұрын

@@silliestmanever I hope you get better soon, and that your not alone.

@aurora_boketto7746

3 жыл бұрын

thank you lovely

@Ultra_Hyper_

3 жыл бұрын

@@silliestmanever I will cheer you up if I ever can,buddy ✨ . . ✨ 💜 💙 . ✨ ✨ . 💚 💛 . ✨ ✨ . 🧡 . ❤️ . . ✨ | | Have this love :>

@taikonix_oni1679

3 жыл бұрын

kawaii..., but life will never be perfect

@FollowerofDuck

3 жыл бұрын

@@taikonix_oni1679 but we can do our best to make it as enjoyable as we can

Nothing hurts more when you're crying at night without making a noise and losing your breath with those silent screams of hurt. (PS thank u for ur lovely comments under my songs, means a lot 🖤)

@lillybiddle2925

9 ай бұрын

Yea and that’s just the truth😢

@cinnamoroIIz

9 ай бұрын

this is me rn lmao

@alicekat23

9 ай бұрын

I was trying to forget that

@Wolfsta

9 ай бұрын

@@lillybiddle2925 😔

@Wolfsta

9 ай бұрын

@@cinnamoroIIz 😢

depression: I hate living Anxiety: I'm afraid of death I can't win.

@sierrad5031

2 жыл бұрын

you can!:)

@williamhassan5110

2 жыл бұрын

I believe in you!! :) it will all be okay some day, i pinky promise :D

@chillgilli3200

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you, both of you. All the same to you and double

@user-2pysufs39

2 жыл бұрын

wow.

@aciel668

2 жыл бұрын

Same

“Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt, and being real gets you hated”-Johnny Cash

@user-qn6vi9di4z

11 ай бұрын

Но, дорогой, лучше упасть, чем никогда не летать:) Но что больно всë равно правда

@WallySnarling

6 ай бұрын

Thank you for the message

@notacoolguy5845

6 ай бұрын

​@@user-qn6vi9di4z what hurts is most true

@jaysonpicard-gravel5808

Ай бұрын

never has truer words been spoken before, i trusted people and got betrayed, i loved people and once again got betrayed and the moment i started being real i was hated for it. is there a single thing in this world that doesnt get you betrayed and hated?

it hurts when strangers on the internet understand you more than anyone you know does

@yy66utt68

Жыл бұрын

We are your family

@mentalcelstefan7086

Жыл бұрын

Yes, indeed...

@user-ms1oe2lz3q

Жыл бұрын

And that's how it is...

@nopolegamer2029

Жыл бұрын

I wanna oof (aka die)

@crimson0knight420

11 ай бұрын

It is what it is.

I thought being a teenager was going to be fun and now that I am, it sucks. I'm losing reasons to live everyday and I just wanna disappear lmfao.

@coolbinny5532-4

3 жыл бұрын

You have so many reasons to live plz don't die :

@exactly_518

3 жыл бұрын

i feel you, hang in there homie :(

@sweatysockzaha

3 жыл бұрын

If you need to talk lmk

@kae6597

3 жыл бұрын

@@sweatysockzaha can i?

@jenzo1627

3 жыл бұрын

let me tell you something, it wont get better it gets worse day by day, ive come to a point where i just want to die in my sleep and accept death if it is right in front of my face

"My child is fine," are they, though? They cry whenever they're alone, make up fictional scenarios to fall asleep, and wish they were dead. Are they really okay? No.

@GALA89

2 жыл бұрын

How are you?

@greenie7360

2 жыл бұрын

@@GALA89 Terrible, thanks for asking. You?

@GALA89

2 жыл бұрын

@@greenie7360 not bad, some anxiety for some exams, but good overall. Whats making you feeling terrible?

@artlimitless5688

2 жыл бұрын

@@eeinahyena1092 #relatable can we be friends?

@artlimitless5688

2 жыл бұрын

@@eeinahyena1092 :)

They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn't notice you were tired They didn't notice you were alone They didn't notice how attentive you were They didn't notice how sweet you actually are... They didn't notice how you actually Try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all of your mistakes Thay did notice all of your flaws They did notice you weren't g̶o̶o̶d̶ e̶n̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ for 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒 But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let them take you down And you knew they weren't good enough for you And thats what makes you stronger! -a random stranger

@lyeartschannel

Жыл бұрын

It's... It's beautiful❤

@achdaputriXXI

11 ай бұрын

Your text make me cry.

@itsanimechanmichaelsimp

11 ай бұрын

@@lyeartschannel thank you.

@M0ssy-on-pawzzz

11 ай бұрын

Ty, but it won't stop me from what im gonna do

@ZeusHadANOTHERkid

11 ай бұрын

@@M0ssy-on-pawzzzare you ok?

“Being tired and wanting to die doesn’t mean dying permanently,it’s wanting to leave that feeling” -me

"being a teen is fun," they said "these are your golden years," they said so why do we all wanna go back to being a child?

@_doring_5875

3 жыл бұрын

I really don't want to go back, way to much trauma

@moving8176

3 жыл бұрын

@@_doring_5875 same

@bibi161

3 жыл бұрын

I'd go back to me as a child to actually focus on my studies and not disappointing the shit outta everybody,, but at the same time I don't want to go back to childhood traumas. I just wanna die yknow

@cjthatsit

3 жыл бұрын

Ik I dont. Childhood was trash yo.

@BakuhoeLove2

3 жыл бұрын

A good childhood? What's that? 👁️👄👁️

“Were all just suicidal kids telling each other suicide is not the answer.” -unknown

@waterproofsocks1

2 жыл бұрын

True. I tell people good advice like, “hey your perfect no need to cover it up with makeup.” Or I say, “your body is prefect don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!” But yet I never follow my own advice I just have to same struggles as everyone else. I just like to help people :)

@haileywilson9764

2 жыл бұрын

I agree 100% but your body & face are beautiful with or without makeup, and I love youu!:)

@habibi8311

2 жыл бұрын

why tf is this so god damn true ?

@akemi_kozume2701

2 жыл бұрын

Ikr

@kion9714

2 жыл бұрын

no one follows their advice saly

My parents found out about my self harm recently and my dad is the only one who actually seems to care about it. My mom doesn't seem to care much and gives me a very annoyed face when I show any sad emotion or fear in telling her I'm struggling with math or something at all as if she truly only said those nice words when we were talking about my self harm because my dad was there and she didn't want him to know how little she cared. I don't know how I'm not used to it by now but it hurts a little bit. Stay safe now people, You made it this far in life which is amazing. I'm proud of you. -a random 12 yr old girl on the internet

@Viilikulho5555

Ай бұрын

i dont belive

@radiodust4life

27 күн бұрын

@@Viilikulho5555 hey, this person can be going thro rlly bad shit and u say "i dont believe" you spelled it wrong. dont be doin that. Love to the person that is going thro all that

@sbubwoofer

16 сағат бұрын

it probably makes her sad. She misunderstands you. She doesn't understand how she is supposed to react. Regardless of how true the assumption is, many people think that self-harm is a way of attention-seeking, so your mom probably thinks if she ignores it then you'll stop or do it less. I came back to this video after about three years. I was here when it was posted, when it was new. I was like you, and around your age. I don't know how to tell you how quickly things will get better, but you have a whole life ahead of you and it's hard to see that when you're young. It's heartbreaking, but you should try and understand the way your parents act in this crucial part of your life. Understand that you are at a point where them treating you maturely and them protecting you intersects. It may feel awful, but at the end of the day you will always have your family. There are a lot of younger kids here. If you could do anything for yourself, spend less time online or on social media, real-life friends are the most important thing in the world, take it from me.

The fact that I was very depressed 2 years ago and now coming back to this playlist I’m like wow I’ve come a long way and I’m happy finally!

@PainRL_LYH

11 ай бұрын

I congratulate you. You are very lucky, once again congratulations).

@erickmelara239

11 ай бұрын

Im happy for you @gabs6201 and try to not feel like those two years ago right now your happy and free You free now i love you bro (no homo tho) take care - YourUnknowedStranger.

@DazzleDaKid

11 ай бұрын

Soup.

@user-vj4kw8mx2o

10 ай бұрын

nice, good job you made it to happiness

@Lalaisurgirl

10 ай бұрын

Howw

“I’m just tired.” _”Did you not get enough sleep?”_ “No, I did. It’s not that, I’m just. Tired.”

@rawel_pedalamankece

2 жыл бұрын

HAY SEPONGBOB 🧽

@shade7115

2 жыл бұрын

Just tired.

@GeckoGacha

2 жыл бұрын

glad im not the only one whos mentally tired

@nycto5147

2 жыл бұрын

I never thought of this as a symptom of depression. I just beat myself over it because I tend to be more mentally tired during school. It's so hard to focus now. I don't know what happened. I use to be the gifted kid.

@jellyfish7806

2 жыл бұрын

Tired of life tired of being beaten up at school and coming home with bruises and hurting limbs can I vent here? I need a therapist

“I dont wanna die but sometimes I wish that I wasnt even born at all” -Freddie Mercury

@alexdanieloliveira2294

2 жыл бұрын

If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it by the way do not be shy to call for help

@casiii1275

2 жыл бұрын

@@alexdanieloliveira2294 sometimes it’s the family and friends that cause the suicide

@partygoer1930

2 жыл бұрын

"hee hee" edit: shit wrong person

@xxdekodyvibinxx1738

2 жыл бұрын

@@partygoer1930 I- uhm I wanna laugh but I think thats disrespect-

@partygoer1930

2 жыл бұрын

@@xxdekodyvibinxx1738 amongus sussy balls

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you. ❤

@valenntynedi648

10 ай бұрын

thank you bro you made my day

@rainy4967

10 ай бұрын

This is actually rlly nice

@kim-lee-jungofficial5879

10 ай бұрын

𝐓𝐧𝐱

@lordvoldemort_NSG

9 ай бұрын

😂😂😂

@user-sf1rb2dz8p

6 ай бұрын

this is what happens when you get bullied 🙄

To any kids here, I am older now but as a teenager this feeling felt suffocating and never ending. Don’t follow through with any dark thoughts, keep pushing towards the positive ones and I swear I come back to this feeling of depression and I feel a little lighter stronger and safer as I get control❤ I’m sorry we’re all here

@Nomi..is..g4y

10 ай бұрын

9yr old suffering here :))

@Mirage_Main321

6 ай бұрын

14 yr old here, about to go homeless. Don't see any positive moments coming up anytime soon.

@ashpuppeton

6 ай бұрын

@Mirage_Man321 14!? Holy crap! Are you okay now?

@Mirage_Main321

6 ай бұрын

@@ashpuppeton Idk still seeing what happens.

@ashpuppeton

6 ай бұрын

@Mirage_Main321 dang, hope everything goes well for you 🫶

I don't wanna stop living, I just wanna stop living like this.

@elobk1224

2 жыл бұрын

this.

@simpsrus8861

2 жыл бұрын

I don’t wanna live but I don’t want to die, I want to not be in this world but not die

@goranrojas6792

2 жыл бұрын

sabias palabras

@charlottelouise2208

2 жыл бұрын

this.

@skatblip7991

2 жыл бұрын

exactly.

"I always like walking in the rain, so no one can see me crying." -Charlie Chaplin

@arcban510

2 жыл бұрын

That hits soo different man

@luxqas

2 жыл бұрын

Ive done it before and honestly its amazing.

@turtlefact

2 жыл бұрын

waitwiat.. charlie chaplin said that??

@phroggy8563

2 жыл бұрын

woah

@rand0mg1rl57

2 жыл бұрын

o-m-g, what- si. SII, WACHO RE SI

It's been 2 years and ty y'all for the support and the comments. ( I hope all of you are doing better

@raelynwalsh2328

10 ай бұрын

I feel like I have the biggest pair of rose tinted glasses on that have on Lenses that keep falling pit and each time it does it just shatters till I glue it together I used to get little flicks and small looks or sighs to let me know I said something wrong near my mom it hurt a little I thought that was just like a spanking like just disabling but I told a friend sry a bunch of friends and only two thought it was normal and I panicked each time they looked at me with that look like I was some broken child it broke those glasses till I repaired them I cried a lot the last few years so much holding back tears behind those glasses that I never feel them slip out of my eye till they hit my shirt neck or cheek I’m fine … oh another tear….

@eva-ov8sp

10 ай бұрын

you ok?

@eva-ov8sp

10 ай бұрын

@@raelynwalsh2328 how are you?

@wixenlol9897

5 ай бұрын

Lifeless as always and i find no joy in living + no motivation to do anyting i just keep smiling and move on with my day Cool playlist (if your worried iw been lifeless without any emotions since iw been 8 or 9 shorty im turning 18 we will see what my future will look)

@haaheehuuheho

Ай бұрын

⁠@@wixenlol9897itll get better ❤ thank u for holding on

i really can't believe this is already a year old. let me just say this: thank you. this playlist helped me get through 2021. this gave me my taste in music. i still love it even so long after. i was in an extremely low point in my life when i found this and it seriously helped me. thank you for everything you've done for me rainy, and don't stop.

@rainy4967

10 ай бұрын

I'm glad ^^

Depression is being colorblind and constantly told how colorful the world is. -Atticus

@j0mana4

2 жыл бұрын

This comment is underrated

@fourearwolf3315

2 жыл бұрын

That’s actually a pretty interesting way to put it🤔

@sobhan6867

2 жыл бұрын

its facts that made me depressed

@_MR.KITTY_

2 жыл бұрын

@@sobhan6867 same

@mozartmozi7776

2 жыл бұрын

@@sobhan6867 you see scientists have studied and discovered that smart people tend to be deppresed more often soo....

"i dont wanna die. but im just so tired of life. so tired." -unknown

@victoriamalik9450

2 жыл бұрын

This.

@bymatteh_4093

2 жыл бұрын

pará señor depresion XD

@IvyFreeman

2 жыл бұрын

this.

@GatoHomosexual

2 жыл бұрын

@@bymatteh_4093 hmm es verdad que el comentario suena algo deprimente, pero realmente piensa: hay personas que se sienten así y quizás compartiéndolo por aquí se sientan algo mejor o al menos más "comprendidos" no sé. Además, ¿quién no se ha sentido alguna vez así? Pasa que nadie o casi nadie lo dice, pero yo creo que la gente se siente así, no toda pero si una gran mayoría.

@ilikecatsmeowmeow

2 жыл бұрын

This.

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating something, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! _________________________________________________ -Not mine, but pass it around!

@NamesAreBadness

7 ай бұрын

Thanks ^^

@user-sf1rb2dz8p

6 ай бұрын

who does homework at home fucking nerds

@Millerrobotics

6 ай бұрын

Thank you for the suggestion but I will have to decline. You see, I only do this wallowing every so often. Sometimes it's good to taste tragedy

i’ve seen everyone sharing stories. so i thought i would too. i can’t really remember a lot of stuff from when i was younger, i can only remember my parents always fighting when i was 3 and seeing my dad leave because of my mom. but i didn’t think much of anything until 2nd grade, bullying and growing up made me put me in a different mind. and i realized the trauma from when i was 3 was very wrong for such a young age. i used to dream of it and think about it a lot and i got scared of loud screaming for a long time, especially when people yelled at me. and my mom got worse throughout the years, yelling at me for no reason and always finding something to yell and hit at me for. and always making my mentality worse. “why can you be like her?” “stop eating” “you’re too young to feel like this” “i wasn’t like you” “things were different back then, there are kids who don’t have anything so stop crying” *always blaming me for everything* *always manipulating me* *always taking her anger out on me whenever she’s in a bad mood* i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety in middle school. i always thought of killing myself, and doing stuff but always backing out. pulling knives on my neck or holding pills in my hand. my first suicide attempt was when i was in 7th grade, i took half of a bottle of pain pills and a few of my own pills. i was listening to music and messaged my mom “i love you” even if she didn’t love me. she even admitted it one time too. i ended up at the hospital and they took me to a mental hospital and i was there for 6 days, lying when they asked me on how i was feeling. someone told me that if we tell them the wrong things or act a certain way they make us stay longer and i didn’t want to so i lied. i never told anyone how i felt. i smiled telling the doctor and nurses “i’m fine.” after, my mom didn’t talk to me about it. she acted like nothing ever happened. now im in 10th and i still have thoughts about kms, i recently found out that my mom was on birth control pills while doing the deed with my dad so i am indeed a mistake. my mom didn’t want to have another child, im just a burden to her. before i found out about it i tried opening up to my mom after i had a panic attack at school. she told me “i don’t care about your problems” and she was being a hypocrite, saying “do you wanna get thrown out on the streets?” and then she starts talking about taking her cat to the vet. my sister said “just throw the cat out of the house” “why would i do that? that’s so heartless!” oh. wow. so i had a mental breakdown when i got home and she left. i let it all out, screaming and crying and my closer sister comforted me while i felt like i was struggling to breathe and my mind was all clouded. crying out “she doesn’t care, she never did” “why am i alive” “please kill me.” my sister stayed with me, and now i trust her even though i have trust issues. i got into a fight with my oldest sister recently because she was talking about me to me so i did too. she starting hitting me while we were in the car and my mom defended her so i started screaming at them calling them names and telling them how they act. i didn’t even try to hit them while they tried hitting me because my sister is pregnant. i tried stopping them from hitting me and they did eventually but when i got home i got in trouble because my mom and my oldest sister said i was trying to hit her belly where her baby is. i didn’t get anywhere near her stomach so i just stood quiet and went to my room. i’ve learned to control my emotions and i just got out of hand so i calmed myself trying not to get mad. my brother came and got mad at me and tried hitting at me and i got out of control and started yelling at him so everyone came in my room blaming me for everything saying “you started this” but anyways here i am now just a few days after getting my phone back and going permanently virtual. this is probably too long and im probably gonna get trashed for this but🤷‍♀️

@mcqewanmcavoy

Жыл бұрын

Endure,in enduring grow strong.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

I hear you... i read the whole thing. you've been treated so wrong in your life. I'm really sorry. Words are failing me in this situation honestly. Do you have anyone else to talk to? Like a friend or counselor, or pastor... it may be good to get an outsider to help you. I've been through some similar experiences... too many to get into here. When I was at my lowest and nobody cared about me, Jesus cared. He showed me that he forgave me... he gave his life for my sins. He answered prayers in miraculous, impossible ways. He's been there with me as a friend and Savior, in the darkest nights of my life. I know he cares so much about you... I'm here to tell you. He loves you personally. He wants to rescue you. ❤

@user-pz1bx9np9b

5 ай бұрын

call someone. your clearly not safe there, so go and leave that house. please, consider it for me-no. consider it for YOU.

@Oul362

3 ай бұрын

Are you doing better? Are you out of this household because there are much better places for you.

@georgeluke6781

9 күн бұрын

Just don't do it, from one to another, for what its worth

I really need a 30 minute long hug from someone who isn’t my pillow. Edit: Thank you all so much for all the hugs!!!😭😭 HUGS TO EVERYONE!!!🥰

@user-fn1gd9yc8j

2 жыл бұрын

I really wish I could give you a real hug, but I can’t. Still sending a virtual hug tho! 🤗

@Shm3mo

2 жыл бұрын

@@user-fn1gd9yc8j thank you😭🤗

@jopyy.26

2 жыл бұрын

⊂( ◜◒◝ )⊃ soz it isn't a real one ♡

@b3atricks

2 жыл бұрын

I'm sending a virtual hug, pls wait.... I'm sorry it will take a while bc it's a 54 minute hug

@AREAYYN

2 жыл бұрын

**hugs** 💖👉👈💖

*When people in KZread comment sections are more supportive than family/friends* 🥲

@meguumy8747

2 жыл бұрын

i swear this so true

@3mmasilva821

2 жыл бұрын

i mean ur not wrong

@I_LOVE_LUCA_KANESHIRO

2 жыл бұрын

I know...

@SalemsForgottenWitch

2 жыл бұрын

I don't have either anyways

@I_LOVE_LUCA_KANESHIRO

2 жыл бұрын

@@SalemsForgottenWitch Sheesh.

YKWIM? - Yot Club : 0:00 - 3:33 Hey Kids - Molina : 3:33 - 7:24 Chamber of Reflection - Mac DeMarco : 7:24 - 11:15 Fly Out West - Yot Club : 11:15 - 14:04 Freaks - Surf Curse : 14:04 - 16:54 Landlord - Yot Club : 16:54 - 19:30 Oh Klahoma - Jack Stauber : 19:30 - 22:25 Still Life - Sitcom : 22:25 - 25:58 Can I Call You Tonight? - Dayglow : 25:58 - 30:30 I Can't Handle Change - Roar : 30:30 - 34:40 Devil Town - Cavetown : 34:40 - 38:00 New Flesh - Current Joys : 38:00 - 40:50 Somebody That I Used To Know - Gotye : 40:50 - 45:36 this is for myself

@comradeivan6444

Жыл бұрын

Thank you, hero

@vivianrypple5714

Жыл бұрын

Thanks anyways ❤️ hope you have a good day

@Edits-n-vents

Жыл бұрын

Thanks ❤

@Jinx_1359

Жыл бұрын

thanks mate, was looking for the stamps-

@wolterfox1332

Жыл бұрын

well now i know the song names, thanks!

As a 20 y.o. man. The world has gone to shit. I got stranded in the hole I dug myself into. "Sometimes the only way to get through your pain is to walk away from it" -SennaRose. A good friend named Senna said this to me in my darkest and deepest times. I have truly seen how horrible my home life has been. The abuse. The malnutrition. Thankfully, after that, 18 years of hell, I'm out. This playlist helped.

@user-hu5kv4nu8e

4 ай бұрын

im glad your happy

@Oul362

3 ай бұрын

It's great to hear you're out of your home and actually living now. Also anyone who guys by aposingtf2merc is a chad.

“I lost myself trying to please everyone. Now im loosing everyone trying to find myself” - idk lol.

@killuazoldyck-bu2uz

2 жыл бұрын

Idk eather but its relatble

@jucycouture

2 жыл бұрын

Why is that my entire life in one sentence.

@bluewolfchicken7310

2 жыл бұрын

relatable

@Atazz06

2 жыл бұрын

My life Fr

@danajahwoodard5414

2 жыл бұрын

please why is this so relatable

'Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel.

@jok7723

2 жыл бұрын

go to a psychologist

@loquatic

2 жыл бұрын

"there's more than one purpose for those lips" -me

@-LoverGirl-

2 жыл бұрын

@@jok7723 go find your dad :p

@-LoverGirl-

2 жыл бұрын

Tbh this is true and kinda hits different, this comment deserves more love ❤️

@chuxchu1

2 жыл бұрын

such a writer !

I listen to this playlist for I think over a year now. i remember when I cried to this because I felt so bad. It was one of the worst times in my life, but I'm in a bit better place now mentally. I just wanted to say that this playlist still comforts me, and to this day, it still helps me with sleeping in. Ik it sounds weird, but it feels like a hug when no one can see what's happening inside of you. I love it. Thank you so much. You don't know how glad I am to discovered this playlist.

@rainy4967

10 ай бұрын

I'm rlly happy for you:>. I wish you the best

@springrolls4ever582

10 ай бұрын

@@rainy4967 Thank you sm! I wish you all the best as well! :)

Its been 2 years. I made it. Thought i wouldnt be here to say this, but, even though things are much rougher now, im doing okay. Well, even. I did it, i really pushed through, im really still here. And, honestly, it feels amazing being able to say that.

@daniADKapi80826

8 ай бұрын

Good to see!!! 💕💕💕

@Zysa28

6 ай бұрын

Having this comment liked is great, getting reminded to keep going strong because I've made it this far already ^^

@EditorCerealist

Ай бұрын

Keep going man. We, strangers on the internet gotchu.

@Zysa28

11 күн бұрын

​@@EditorCerealist tysm dude. A whole lot has changed since this comment, and things have gotten much much worse with me, but I'm still holding up 👍👍👍 hope ur doing well man

This is the perfect playlist. That’s all. That’s the comment.

@johannelouisebuduan2025

3 жыл бұрын

agree agree

@ellepete8267

3 жыл бұрын

Nice

@911.28

3 жыл бұрын

Agreed

@Dice_bunny-yn8uy

3 жыл бұрын

Agree

@Aurantiacus

3 жыл бұрын

Yes

Who remembers when you were like 5yrs old and you said you wanted to be 17 or 19 so you can do whatever you want? Yo- wtf why is this so popular-

@Yowdykowabunga

2 жыл бұрын

when i was 6 i wanted to cut off from my family , change my name to Zachary Williams ( hense the name ) live in a cottage or apartment in the middle of nowhere and either have a cat named Oliver or two boys named Oliver and Levi , i also wanted to a book shelve of bl manga entirely to myself , dream lasted for 4 years 😏

@meeme2447

2 жыл бұрын

I regret that wish now.

@alainacaresse2115

2 жыл бұрын

It sucks

@peopleareboring8737

2 жыл бұрын

Me 14 and now I regret it I don’t want to live anymore

@dnll.

2 жыл бұрын

i really want to be a kid again, where's the "back to 6 years old" button?

Nothing hurts more than laying in your bed, not having anyone, knowing your lonely, knowing you have 6 people in your phone and 1 real friend you don’t even get to see, going to school with a fake smile getting made fun of and that one friend being god.

@janellesucksballs

5 ай бұрын

whatup😎dog🐶I'm😏the😎alpha 🐺

*gives virtual hugs to everyone struggling because I know what it's like and want everyone to know that it's not their fault and that they're a wonderful person :3* (IDK HOW TO COMFORT I'M SO SORRY IF THIS SOUNDS CHEESY)

@-C3S1UM-

5 ай бұрын

It's fine.

@Lynx_luvscookie

5 ай бұрын

Thank you.. I needed this..

@alicsaep

5 ай бұрын

@@Lynx_luvscookie You're welcome

@B0btheweirdguy

4 ай бұрын

no way ghost give me a hug

@alicsaep

4 ай бұрын

@@B0btheweirdguy :)

“I don’t wanna die, sometimes I wish I was never born at all” _ Freddie Mercury

@ze4lda

2 жыл бұрын

I love him so much. I wish he was never dead :( ..

@sofiaiamne

2 жыл бұрын

@@ze4lda yes!! He was just so awesome!! :/

@Noah29431

2 жыл бұрын

Now that's literally what I think of everyday :)

@loquatic

2 жыл бұрын

without deez nutz you wouldn't have been born :/ -freddie

@okix2828

2 жыл бұрын

i put a happy face :)

remember those days when we pretend to be sad? haha, the table really took a backflip after we hitted our teenage years.

@Jasper380

2 жыл бұрын

I used to fake adhd and it backfired because now i have to take stuff for it because i actually have it

@dddamintyio4290

2 жыл бұрын

@@Jasper380 lmao samee, I truly regret it

@peopleareboring8737

2 жыл бұрын

Facts

@applebaby1968

2 жыл бұрын

I truly regret doing all that stupid shit

@Emmarhurt

2 жыл бұрын

Bestie are u okay? Drink some water and go outside. I'm here if you need me, but otherwise have a good day today okay? Atleast try. I know you can do it :)

“The internet ruined you.” No. The internet raised me. That was supposed to be your job. Why didn’t you do it? I get you love me. And that you wanted me. But love just isn’t good enough. Mum

Those feelings that your chest is heavy but not a single tear drop down

"you are just lazy" "you're lying" "you haven't had anything yesterday" "just be normal" "you have everything so silent" "you got it from your phone" "what other people would pay for what you have" "be sociable" "you just say that to make you interesting" "you just want attention" "you just don't want to go to school" Thank you to my great parents for such great support.

@Ash-lc7in

2 жыл бұрын

Same here...but hold on. It's gonna be okay. Believe me♡ be strong!♡

@ashtnoloi7523

2 жыл бұрын

Fuck your support, be happy that your alive

@thatoneking

2 жыл бұрын

this 8 year old kids is getting on my nervers with this bullshit

@toki4111

2 жыл бұрын

yea this hits home

@Maki_Itsune

Жыл бұрын

I can relate so much, not to everything but particulary to: "be sociable" "you got it from your phone" and to "you are just lazy".....

“You’re not depressed” “You’re not stressed” “You’re fine” “You’re not suicidal” “You’re cutting for attention” “Why are your grades slipping” “It’s a phase” “You’re to young for all of this” “That stuff you watch is messing with your brain” “Why are you so weird” “Why are you always in your room” “Why did you let your self go” “It’s that damn phone that makes you like this” “Just be happy” “Be normal” “Wear more girly stuff” “You’re making this gender stuff up” I wish parents would just shut up and stop being judgmental.

@Tomagatchi

2 жыл бұрын

hey,if you need someone to talk,just look at the comments

@kyomodachiee9717

2 жыл бұрын

Same and sorry to hear

@everynno

2 жыл бұрын

Edgy mmmedgy edgy

@ella-xz6el

2 жыл бұрын

you are valid. your feelings are valid. dont let those assholes tell you otherwise. if only they knew what you were actually feeling, i am so sorry that you have to go throigh that. at the end of the day, yolo. you only live once, so fuck it. don't listen to them, you're so much more than them :) also youre NEVER to young to feel. feelings happen for all ages, im sorry you have to go through that. i am going through a similar situation right now and i am only 11, it sucks. it really does, but i believe in you. i truly do love you, and wish you all the best! good luck on your journey, remember your mindset is key. if you genuinely want to get better, fake it till you make it. change your mindset to _day one_ instead of _one day_ ! i love you, and you are so fucking valid. i hope you know that youre very loved and don't need to SH, i know it is so addicting but truly, hurting yourself is never the answer. it is A answer but it isn't THE answer. good luck, and wish you the best.

@danyinn

2 жыл бұрын

indeed.

There are a lot of people in the comment section who are in... not good places mentally. For all of you, I swear it can get better, I'm someone who got through it: after years of getting worse (up to self punishments and attempts of ending it all) even with the "help" of various psychologists, I got a diagnosis for anxiety and depression and finally found the help I actually needed. It was scary at first, feeling... sad, like I had given up, the worthlessness, they were better than the numbness of feeling almost nothing at all: it was like the void left by their absence was too big to be filled by anything else. Eventually, though, with therapy (one of my assignments was to participate in group projects, then I met a few times a therapist) and the few friends that sticked around even when I started spiraling, eventually it was enough. I won't say the Sun seemed to shine brighter and the grass was greener, it doesn't work like that: instead, it felt like I finally wasn't being carried around, dragged by the current, or that my feet moved mindlessly on their own, but instead I was the one walking, I was the one speaking, not just a voicebox, I found myself wanting to do something with myself for the first time in a long while. I found myself crying easily, instead of not having any more tears to spare, and even the laughter sounded more genuine to my friends. It's okay to be depressed, it's okay to fall and it's okay to rest for a while. It's okay to feel worthless, it's okay to just not want to be there. It's fundamental to understand, though, that nothing stays still, even if it appears to be so: we are always changing, for better or worse, and it's beautiful, as it allows us all to find new paths, wherever they might take us. I'm not trying to "cure your depression" here, I know it doesn't work like that, I just wish that, if you read this far, you could find something to hold on to, someone to confide in, and allow those who care about you to help. Because one of the things I learned through this and even later looking back, is that even if I felt alone, it was actually a wall I ended up building myself after getting hurt one too many times and I had made it too high. I'm 22 now, the scars I have on my arms are white, almost invisible, against the light tan and I have a new diagnosis in a folder, ADHD with a sprinkle of autism and I can't help myself sometimes and I think that, had I known it earlier, it would have saved me a lot of issues. All in all, I can finally say that I'm alright. Not the happiest person in the world, sure, but it's enough. I'm enough. You are enough. If you can't talk, then write, draw, play an instrument, sing: I don't even mean about you and your experience, it can be about anything. Just let it out.

Traumacore music are the only playlists I can listen to while having a migraines. It hurts physically to think but my mind can’t stop driving a hundred miles an minuye. This helps me sort of daze off. Thank you 💜

@Callie-gd8un

29 күн бұрын

That is exactly what I’m doing

“whats wrong” i can’t tell you without being silenced.

@loquatic

2 жыл бұрын

silenced by deez nutz ONG BRO

@3o29wje

2 жыл бұрын

@@loquatic wtf this ain't a joke

@loquatic

2 жыл бұрын

@@3o29wje this ain’t build a bitch :/ you don’t get to pick and choose :(

@user-0613

2 жыл бұрын

@@loquatic we

@lesserafimlover69

2 жыл бұрын

@@loquatic can i have ur alpha pp🥺🥺🥺

Yeah pretty much- it sucks too :/ aren't we teenagers? I thought this was supposed to be the best years of our lives. Yet here we are, in a pit that will probably be the death of most of us.

@toshinoriyagi6263

3 жыл бұрын

Ya I wouldn't be surprised if I got a heart attack and died because I eat so much to take my mind off of them so anyways bai💖

@strawbrryribbon

3 жыл бұрын

Nah.... I'm a regular 14 year old and these songs really calm me. So no I'm not depressed. Hope your doin good tho

@hintofall9354

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah, it's hard to live up to our parents expectations. They want us to grow up but when we do they tell us we can't make decisions because we're kids. I really don't get it

@kownampla8035

3 жыл бұрын

Im just 13 and pretending to be fine. My friends knows that but still they’re trying to cheer me up but im not feeling like it. I felt like it’s just me here who dont wanna live anymore. I felt sorry for them but i just dont wanna breathe anylonger

@davionnit5211

3 жыл бұрын

bruh i have dementia and i am still happy fuck depresssion [i forgot what i wanted write here]

I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ not mine, just passing it around for people who need it the most

@pubbynib255

5 ай бұрын

Thank you

@breadgodofzeus6454

4 ай бұрын

at least someone is proud of my efforts

It’s been 2 years now, time moves on fast doesn’t it? This playlist got me through so many things, this playlist is one of the few reasons I’m alive. And for that, I am grateful internally it always helped me de-realize and think of alternate dimensions where I can be happy and that’s my goal. Life comes through with many obstacles, it may seem quite literally impossible to get through some. But just know that no matter what if you’re willing to try, if you can reach out, just know there will always be people who’ll be there to have your back. I completely know that not a lot of people may revisit this video after a few more years but to those who do and come across this comment I hope you’re having a wonderful life. I’ll be more than happy to give advice and reach out, but that’s only if you’ll try

@Lisaisboredagain

7 ай бұрын

I love you so much! 🧡 You're inspiring! 🤗✨

@layall.

7 ай бұрын

For the first time in a long time I decided to read the comments and your words... I really needed this. You made my day better, thanks ❤❤

Traumacore isn't supposed to be an aesthetic, it's a coping mechanism. That's the point of this playlist, but sadly, there are some people who think its "edgy", thanks for making this playlist btw,♡

@juliar4804

2 жыл бұрын

literally every "alt" girl on tiktok made traumacore an aesthetic like wtf

@joovsf

2 жыл бұрын

@@juliar4804 alt ppl can be toxic sometimes, but some dont make it an aesthetic

@ioveoru

2 жыл бұрын

core means a type of aesthetic but okay

@Emmarhurt

2 жыл бұрын

Calling it "core" means that it's an aesthetic. That's why so many people are complaining. Before the word "Traumacore" even came to be, people still used music as a coping mechanism. It doesn't mean we need to suddenly call it "traumacore" because all that does is makes is easy for people to glamorize trauma and that just puts a heavy influence on kids these days. We can't let them grow up in a society where they want to have the traumacore aesthetic. Because most of us here know that having trauma isn't all sunshine and rainbows. (But it also doesn't mean that you can't come through it in the end!) I'm just saying that we shouldn't normalize the word "traumacore" because it's messed up to throw it in the same category as cottagecore, kidcore, clowncore, goth, "alt" , etc. Because those are all aesthetics. See where I'm coming from?

@Emmarhurt

2 жыл бұрын

@@juliar4804 although I would fit the stereotype of "alt" I don't agree with making "traumacore" an aesthetic.

Parents:where is the old u? U changed Idk man u killed her she's not coming back -,-

@myree8700

2 жыл бұрын

Bro same i-

@awesomebatman

2 жыл бұрын

Im so sorry, bestie

@waterproofsocks1

2 жыл бұрын

This comment is relatable.

@akemi_kozume2701

2 жыл бұрын

Yea...

@user-lu9ey9ir6k

2 жыл бұрын

oh- I am sorry to hear that

Traumacore playlists really help me cope with the ptsd I have. Tysm for making these

@DazzleDaKid

11 ай бұрын

Soup. Gray. 😂.😅. Orange. Yeet.

If anyone sees this I just want to tell you, that it will hurt today, and it will hurt tomorrow, it will probably hurt the day after and after and after but, eventually it doesn’t hurt as much

“ People will leave you without a single reason and come back with a million excuses. “ - Unknown

@ashnjake

Жыл бұрын

so true

@metalfamilyfanandqueenfan

Жыл бұрын

Yea true

@AnneDalton82

Жыл бұрын

Everybody fighting their own battles. Empathy for yourself starts with empathy for others as well

@lordvoldemort_NSG

9 ай бұрын

😂😂😂

@nb16zo_mono1

6 ай бұрын

Holy shit... that's real

We are all slowly dying just some faster than others

@Viilikulho5555

Ай бұрын

yes yes very real quete of the day

Kid me: I wanna be older now Me now: can I be a kid again.. no? Okay.. My mind in school: don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail don’t fail My mind at home: why are my parents screaming at me I did nothing.. My mind with friends: what if they are fake friends I just wanna vent to them I try they never listen to me they only vent to me why can’t I never vent My mind with my crush: I love them just stop being scared just tell them you love them.. oh they moved away I never got to tell them…. My mind: GO JUMP OFF I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN SCHOOL IS THE ONLY FUN PLACE IM A CRYBABY BITCH I FEEL LIKE EVERYONE IS STARING AT ME

@Millerrobotics

6 ай бұрын

The static of facade mask the noise of the cries and pleas. Don't kneel. Don't submit to death. That's exactly what it wants you to do.

@user-pz1bx9np9b

5 ай бұрын

be strong. look at those who are hurting you, and laugh. the second you love someone, just see if they don't despise you, then become friends. tell your parents to give you space, or to leave you alone. just listen to your friends, then slowly release small stories about yourself, venting that way. be strong, get better, rest, eat, drink, hug a stranger, anything... for those who secretly love you.

I just found this playlist while I browsing for music so I can write my letters. I feel empty and tired of living this life and I just don't want to keep going. I was comforted with this playlist and was able to have a good cry. I think I was saving all these tears and to finally let them out is a relief I haven't felt in so long. I may feel depressed and suicidal but this playlist and the comments I read have given me a little more motivation to keep going. Thank you 💗💗

@user-pz1bx9np9b

5 ай бұрын

hey. stay strong. make a friend, have a good cry, get a hug from a stranger, anything. be tough, get better, rest... small things mean everything when your like this. i hope your a little better.

@Oul362

3 ай бұрын

You still there?

"The obsession with suicide is characteristic of the man who can neither live nor die, and whose attention never swerves from this double impossibility." -Emile Cioran

@AbrahamLure

2 жыл бұрын

Wow this quote hits me hard. Thank you.

@andrewborgman6693

Жыл бұрын

ahh the double edged sword

for anyone who cried thru this me too dude :(

@averyburn

3 жыл бұрын

I hope you feel better:) get some rest and try to pick yourself back up:) I know it rough but try your best:) even if it seems hopeless Lmao sorry I just feel like your going through something. And if your not I'm sorry for bothering:/

@amityblight9448

3 жыл бұрын

same bro

@keiramartin8185

3 жыл бұрын

I cant cry anymore.

@cjthatsit

3 жыл бұрын

TvT

@Balloony222

2 жыл бұрын

I’m currently uncontrollably crying, holding a pocket knife, contemplating cutting myself

If you think you are useless, your not. Think of the white colored pencil. Everyone called it useless but its perfect for drawing on black paper or for blending other colors. You are a bit different like the white colored pencil. Sure you may not be as good at things as most others but you are far from useless. Keep going. If not for yourself do it for the fact that you mean a lot to someone out there. You may not know them but out there you may be someones world. So dont stop. It doesn't matter how slow you move as long as you keep going. ❤

@nebulaticbee

Ай бұрын

This, This is what I needed, I actually started crying reading this...

To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, you are so strong and I know you can get through this! You are worth so much and you deserve happiness! Always prioritize your mental health, take breaks when you need them! You are doing great, I'm so proud of you

@wolfywolves

9 ай бұрын

"a lot of people care about you" you know the reason a lot of people are depressed and suicidal is because they DONT have someone

@jemjem461

9 ай бұрын

@@wolfywolves I'm sorry that my words hurt you, that was never my intention. I thought that sometimes some people don't realize that others care about them and will listen to their problems. I thought maybe giving a little reminder that there are people that care about them would help. But perhaps I thought wrong or my execution of the message wasn't good. Is there is any way I could say it better or is there is something else I could say? Again I'm sorry for hurting you and/or others with my words. I hope you have a good day and that things get better for you

“Happiness is temporary” -unknown

@ritzysky6413

2 жыл бұрын

Reminds me of the song Sacred Elements by Mr Tree (yes, younger oliver tree if you’ve heard of the dude) Might be good to check out

@Annuld

2 жыл бұрын

Happiness is temporary, but so is sadness.

@lydiamountz3093

2 жыл бұрын

I guess I'm not temporary

@patrik011_sk8

2 жыл бұрын

“But depression is eteral” -me

@mochiweeb6870

2 жыл бұрын

@@patrik011_sk8 LMFAO YESSIR

"The internet has made my child gay!" No, the internet accepted me, which should have been your job.

@Exot1cArtss

2 жыл бұрын

that's dark

@Mel-ws7re

2 жыл бұрын

@Professional dumbass no, dude can't you see how straight her comment was? Do some interpretacion classes for god's sake

@kityclip

2 жыл бұрын

@@Mel-ws7re yea like it was so straight

@thegogglebros.9655

2 жыл бұрын

oh shit

@therobloxiweebs5512

2 жыл бұрын

THIS.

Playlists like these help me a lot when I start to dwell on my past. I have lots of medical and mental health trauma, so hearing these songs and seeing positive comments always helps me. ^^ And for those who say that traumacore is disgusting, please understand that it is for those like me who have had traumatic experiences and need help calming down. It’s not an aesthetic that is being glorified.

i remember listening to this aproximately 1 year ago im just glad its better now if anyone is reading this it gets better never lose hope no matter which situation you are in right now

@htsgm

9 ай бұрын

look at where im at again dont lose hope if anyone reads this

@htsgm

11 күн бұрын

im never going to get better am i

"I rather be alone then be with the wrong person"- L from deathnote.

@ChaoticVine

2 жыл бұрын

I forgot he said that. So sad to see now

@aris9547

2 жыл бұрын

@ruupaduuri same ;/

@aris9547

2 жыл бұрын

@ruupaduuri ??

@-jay-sam-

2 жыл бұрын

@ruupaduuri so? They said same? It ok if they have L as a confort person.. Pls stfu

@mandyko

2 жыл бұрын

@ruupaduuri light yagami isnt the best example of a comfort person lol

"Wanting to die isn't wanting to disappear forever, its wanting to go to a better world, a world you wished was better that this one" -- me

@oilman6937

2 жыл бұрын

you can't quote yourself unless someone else quoted you first

@KIDDO-kid

2 жыл бұрын

@@oilman6937 oh really? I didn’t know that

@KIDDO-kid

2 жыл бұрын

@@oilman6937 should I fix it?

@oilman6937

2 жыл бұрын

@@KIDDO-kid nah i gotchu, quoted you outloud to someone so you can now quote yourself

@KIDDO-kid

2 жыл бұрын

@@oilman6937 ooooh ok cool :)

A few years before I was born, my mom almost drove herself into a light pole. Now i sit here knowing that if i did something, then people would be sad, but it hurts knowing that my dad is off living his life with his wife and daughter. A daughter that is better than me. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough dad. I'll try better next time...

@iLeviathan

5 ай бұрын

I do hope you know that youre not worse than her, nor inferior. It is not ever caused by such a black and white issue, nothing is that simple. You probably are not even fully aware of what caused this situation not to defend him, but just so you realize you dont need to try for that.

Tbh I found that Video only today and I was Just listening music and reading comment's, and they make me cry (or music,or both but Who care if even I dont care) and I reiterated the fact that there would be no false comments under such videos, just to get attention. We are just strangers to each other, maybe even from another country and speaking a different national language, but we are united by this type of video. Thank you to all the authors of such videos, you make our lives That is filled with hatred for people and fatigue better. Thank you so much. Love you all

ah, they said being a teenager would be fun. not being sexually harassed on the internet.

@pablo_giustiniani

2 жыл бұрын

Get out of Discord, like, yesterday

@harpermerritt13

2 жыл бұрын

@@pablo_giustiniani wre you yelling me to get off discord ?

@pablo_giustiniani

2 жыл бұрын

@@harpermerritt13 Pro tip: don't EVER interact with strangers in Discord, people there are sad people at the very least, irredemable degerates at the worst

@cannedsodapop7047

2 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry are you okay, I don't know how it feels to be in that situation but I hope you are doing better now.Best of luck.

@harpermerritt13

2 жыл бұрын

@@cannedsodapop7047 i’m okay now ! :)

This playlist makes my chest hurt, but no matter how hard I try the tears just won't come out :/

@hccharliex

3 жыл бұрын

Its gonna be alright bud', you just got tired. Ily

@imviix.q

3 жыл бұрын

trying your best to stay quiet, so no one can hear you

@leonaswwife

3 жыл бұрын

same im numb

@youraverageartist1588

3 жыл бұрын

I’m crying rn, that’s an achievement.

@brooklynweeks3503

3 жыл бұрын

same bro

Honestly I’m not depressed I just wanna look for good music and this is the best thing right now

@gachalusaxxx.770

10 ай бұрын

damn, true tho, and sometimes some heart-hitting music is what you need.

@Article_99

10 ай бұрын

@@gachalusaxxx.770 DAWGGGGG THAT WAS 11 MONTHS AGO CHILL TF OUT

@gachalusaxxx.770

10 ай бұрын

@@Article_99 I AM CHILLL!!

@Millerrobotics

6 ай бұрын

Outlier

Tysm for this I well always play this cuz these are my last 2 month in this earth but for who ever is reading this live your life to the fullest and have fun while u can and always remember that you are beautiful no matter what ❤

@eva-ov8sp

10 ай бұрын

are you ok?

@nikolasschiro9758

2 ай бұрын

Thank you so much

“It’s not goodbye,it’s just see u later”-cavetown

@jbenji2739

2 жыл бұрын

Well it's always a see u later, becouse we will mabey meet each other in hell,heaven or by the rebirth

" think about it, suicide means you killed the most important person. *yourself* " - monokuma

@roozufahkerson729

2 жыл бұрын

@@will_byers9246 same lmao

@tsuihozaki9788

2 жыл бұрын

@Filip Sobczak nobody is useless, we all have something to do in life. you are someone's important person without you realizing it. even if i don't know you at all, i genuinely care about you as well.

@a.lexbeaulieu

2 жыл бұрын

@Filip Sobczak you alright bro?

@a.lexbeaulieu

2 жыл бұрын

@Filip Sobczak you're strong, you got this!

The internet is basically my home. There's a lot of toxic people, but there's people that understand me more than people I know irl. Honestly, it hurts. I don't know why people that know me more than strangers don't understand my pain, but strangers do. I always wanted to talk to someone about my problems, but nobody in my life ever did. Only the people on the internet. One person in real life that would talk to my about my psin, and would relate to me is my best friend. I'm so grateful for her. But then again, why can't anyone else do the same?

@nebulaticbee

Ай бұрын

Yeah... pretty much...

It hurts when even your close friends seem distant.

"it's impossible for someone who's always happy to be depressed" Yeah mom, I've been faking my smile for so long that u can't even tell the difference, thanks for reminding me

@alien4855

2 жыл бұрын

then she gets mad at u for not being happy

@teletubbie5478

2 жыл бұрын

''how can you be depressed?! stop making stuff up'' i love you mom, fuck you

@vasupboi9713

2 жыл бұрын

We all see your struggle, we are with you! You'll get through it, you're so strong. Drink, and eat something.

@Annuld

2 жыл бұрын

It might be beneficial to not lie about being happy, you know?

@harmony3289

2 жыл бұрын

my parents in a nutshell.... at first i was acting weird but after a while they just figured it was normal. nope just me pretending i am actually happy...

Okay pls tell me I’m not the only one who uses daydreaming, books, and art as a way to disconnect with reality cuz I low key hate it here lol

@rostumbellosillo1549

2 жыл бұрын

ur not the only one bestie :)

@wil8743

2 жыл бұрын

not the only one. For me those escapes feel more real than reality

@fhrog

2 жыл бұрын

it's the only way I cope lol

@ImazuKyoko

2 жыл бұрын

That's free therapy for me. Yes

@Sunkisfather

2 жыл бұрын

your not, i do the same

I like reading the comments and seeing some where people are becoming friends with each other we gotta take care of each other because nobody else will👍

I don’t want to stop living, I just want to live in a world that fits me. -me

i love how this has 1M views. Shows how lowkey depressed our generation is god DAMN!

@whiteeyedshadow8423

2 жыл бұрын

Every generations been like this, the thing about the internet is that it makes everything visible the world hasn't gotten any more racist, but we know more about it, same thing here.

@avuaronar6815

2 жыл бұрын

True but it's just me having this on loop 24/7, half of the views are mine 😩😩

@avuaronar6815

2 жыл бұрын

@@jackie4734 im not a girl bestie

@gleesyy

2 жыл бұрын

@@whiteeyedshadow8423 well said

@trinity121_fire6

2 жыл бұрын

2.1 mil actually

y'all know that feeling when you're crying and, at a random point, you just go find yourself a mirror then start doing weird faces to laugh at, later realizing how miserable your life is, or is it just me??

@jopyy.26

2 жыл бұрын

(っ^_^)っI do that too

@jok7723

2 жыл бұрын

go to a psychologist

@skatrboy9748

2 жыл бұрын

yeah, except I'm like ✌😗💧✌

@plshelpme4475

2 жыл бұрын

@@jok7723 woah so cool, telling everyone to go to a psychologist like it means something

@tfabrygel

2 жыл бұрын

@@skatrboy9748 And i found the dsmp fan i was looking for in the comments :>

Happy because I'm not alone through trauma, sad because nobody should have to go through it.

Anyone else feel so empty, like the feeling of knowing there’s an inevitable death waiting for you one day, and you just accept it without shedding tear. But you’re not happy about it, but not sad. Like you’ve lost everything, including your emotions. And you have to fake it on a daily basis? People tell you to “fake it till you make it” but you’ve been faking it for years now… nothing works. Nothing ever will.

*"Your to young to have problems." My parent says*

@usernameisallfull

2 жыл бұрын

you're never too young to have problems, emotions, opinions, anything honestly. All that matters is how much you know, or how much you've been through. And that's different for everyone. If you want to vent a little here that's fine with me. Stay safe.

@atun6161

Жыл бұрын

Babies can have problems like wtf

Mom: what happend to you? Why can't you listen? *You're the reason why I'm upset.*

@Jasper380

2 жыл бұрын

exactly I hope things get better

@gone7734

2 жыл бұрын

@@Jasper380 Ty ☺️

@paradoxpmc

2 жыл бұрын

you're*

@steph.17b

2 жыл бұрын

Same for me but dad instead

@waylonhategroup1974

2 жыл бұрын

And then she starts gaslighting 😃

"traumacore" didn't know trauma was an aesthetic

It really hurts when you’re giving hints left and right that you’re depressed or when you’re not comfortable but some strange reason no one ever notices

@eva-ov8sp

10 ай бұрын

are you ok?

NEVER EVER DELETE THIS

@deleted-test

3 жыл бұрын

dont worry, a part of you will remain here

@wakeup_deni

3 жыл бұрын

@Zoaholic this is one of the nicest comments I’ve ever got omg...

@deleted-test

3 жыл бұрын

@@wakeup_deni :d

@hana770

2 жыл бұрын

hsbbababab

The only good thing about when i'm alone is the fact that I can imagine a perfect life, Without screaming and shouting coming from the other room.

@leorichard7955

2 жыл бұрын

if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.

@stronglylondon4180

2 жыл бұрын

i hope you feel better i know i can't do anything about it but if this keeps happening try listening to a song that you like or cover your head with a pillow so its not as loud, i know this may not help..at all but hey just remember even if that goes on were ever you are just know your loved and you should not harm yourself because of this. stay safe

@mishmishglicher5283

2 жыл бұрын

well , when my parents had fights i was playing video games to ignore it

@mymdice9795

Жыл бұрын

😢

@Chiswum

Жыл бұрын

I come to this video often,, I suit this comment with my parents yelling at my brother, him yelling, just a web of in-humane screaming and threats. All I can do is try to stop it or sit down and cry

"you just need to learn to see the colors of the world, no one can teach you how to see them, only you can notice and see them" -Me depression is something that can only be healed by yourself, you cant expect for things to just get better, make them get better, no ones life is meaningless, we were all born to write a message to the world, and our lives are that message, so stand up and write the beautifulest message, i believe in you, and im proud of how far you've come, im proud of you, i really am.

As a person who suffered from bullying and self harm this playlist tells me to not start violence or start to hurt people or innocent people in a violent way...

when i was a kid all i thought was "oh i cant wait to grow up!!" "i cant wait to be a teenager!" oh boy how was a wrong..all i do these day is stay up until 6 in the morning and wake u at 4pm and never leaving my room..9 and its been like this for almost 2 -3 years now and my mom is always saying to come out of my room, and she'll come to me asking if i need therapy but i just dont like talking to people and not seeing someone for about 1 year the social anxiety has gotten even worse.. and then there is my sisters who "joke' around and say stuff like "OMG PLS BAHAHA SHE ACTS DEPRESSED IT HONESTLY EMMBERESING" do you know how much that hurts to hear from your sisters? honestly sometimes i actually do think about leaving the earth but then again i dont want to die yk? i just want to be somewhere where i dont have to care or think about anything no stress, no parents yelling at me, no school, no nothing in general somewhere where i can just sit and read without anything to care about in the world...

@furballscave4431

2 жыл бұрын

same especially that last part, thats all i want, to not stress, not have to worry about the future and everything, not feel trapped, etc.

@MarissaChillya

2 жыл бұрын

@x.soph.x1111-tiktok

2 жыл бұрын

Uno reversee

@goroulatte2645

2 жыл бұрын

i still wanna grow up. that way, i can go out and escape from “home”.

@Thatduck4life

2 жыл бұрын

You alright? But listen here.. sometimes talking to strangers about how you feel are better then talking with a therapist nothing too personal just talk about how you feel and they’ll understand you so well! That it feels like a dream knowing a stranger knows you and understands you more well then your own parents!

"I lost my mind loving that one person...Then I lost them"-Me

@apotropagic

2 жыл бұрын

I like the wordplay you used with lost, not to mention an incredibly relatable quote.

@Sakura.Tree.

2 жыл бұрын

@@apotropagic thank you :) how was your day?

@querico9006

2 жыл бұрын

"I lost myself... and then i lost everything I love" -me

"Happiness is a mindset, you can be depressed and still be happy but joyful is a feeling and depression takes that away" - stranger on the internet

this playlist has helped me feel related to and understood to some degree for the past two years through the end of high school to college. thanks for making it.

Just a reminder to people: traumacore isn’t an aesthetic, it’s a coping mechanism Edit: not trying to ‘gatekeep’ in anyway, just wanted to put this out there so people don’t treat it like a style e.g goth, cottagecore, Lolita etc Edit 2: ur all missing my point lmao. Traumacore is a creative coping mechanism, where you can create playlists or audio or images or literally anything. I understand there’s creativity and a sort of beauty in it but again, it’s not an aesthetic.

@DvrkLv4R

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly.

@malikazimulinda5810

2 жыл бұрын

the songs i fire but why make trauma aesthetic. 2021 is whack at this point.

@andrewkvk1707

2 жыл бұрын

Don't idolize the bad, but the art can still contain beauty.

@OfficiallyOtto

2 жыл бұрын

Yep

@cupidcuts3558

2 жыл бұрын

mhm, i hate it when people make it as one, it's truly sickening.

I don’t want to die I just want to go into an alternate reality where everything is perfect All people are nice All food tastes good All days are weekends Everyone is friends Everyone is happy Everyone is kind Nothing is wrong…

@crowdycrowded2278

2 жыл бұрын

There is no such thing as a perfect world... that is why I must erase it... *play Chosen By The Planet* Walks away in a wall of flames "COME BACK YOU FIEND! COME AND FIGHT!"

@ajarofworms7

2 жыл бұрын

@@crowdycrowded2278 YES

@leorichard7955

2 жыл бұрын

@@ajarofworms7 If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going forward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because I worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" by the way do not be shy to call for help...

@meatperson9949

2 жыл бұрын

If the world was perfect it also wouldn't be because people would take it away, good and bad are nonexistent

@ajarofworms7

2 жыл бұрын

@@leorichard7955 ok, but the thing is, I said in the very first line I don’t want to die- Bc if I die my friends and family will be sad Also living is kinda, cool

My comfort characters understand me more than my family does. They get me, not being able to communicate properly and getting yelled at for it, feeling like everyone will just leave me in the end, not wanting to leave a toxic relationship because you’ve been their friend for so long you can’t bear the feeling of losing them.