time stamps for the 3rd time because my comments keep getting deleted: 0:01 you are a useless child - kikuo 4:17 freaks - surf curse 6:40 break it off - pinkpantheress 8:14 aishite aishite aishite - kikuo 12:24 rolling girl - wowaka 15:35 nobody - mitski 18:46 hey kids - molina 22:37 my ordinary life - the living tombstone 26:25 your sister was right - wilbur soot 28:45 internet ruined me - wilbur soot 32:54 panic room - au/ra 36:46 the other side of paradise - glass animals 42:07 twin side mattress - the front bottoms

@sodalol1157

3 жыл бұрын

Hi

@sleepy8337

3 жыл бұрын

This is great!

@cherijuce

3 жыл бұрын

@@sleepy8337 oh thank you :)

@cherijuce

3 жыл бұрын

@@sodalol1157 hi soda

@jio_jio

3 жыл бұрын

Thank uuuu

“Did she finally come out of her room???” Gang (Edit: ppl with all pronouns r welcome! I was just using what my parents say lol)

@Human_boy_dude

3 жыл бұрын

🤙🏻

@luciddreemer1587

3 жыл бұрын

Present 🙋‍♂️

@cid3r-gt

3 жыл бұрын

Oh hi, I found my group

@lanadelreyismom

3 жыл бұрын

🙋🏼‍♀️

@lanadelreyismom

3 жыл бұрын

@@cid3r-gt hellu

POV: You're the kid who gives up on having perfect scores because you want your parents to be proud of you

@emilly.ortega

3 жыл бұрын

Where's the pov?

@danniRamirez68

3 жыл бұрын

Yup

@ka4ya506

3 жыл бұрын

haha

@arielpumpkin4229

3 жыл бұрын

Yup.

@blueberryfandom9432

3 жыл бұрын

This was the first year I completely gave up on my grades and got almost all c's. It felt freeing

pov: every family member said that they're proud of you, but then proceeds to compare, degrade, call you stupid, and asks why you changed. In short, pov: you're me

@mitsubasouske8169

2 жыл бұрын

:)

@mani-qj3np

2 жыл бұрын

are we the same person? what??

@kadeparker2926

2 жыл бұрын

>:D I've stolen your identity and you've stolen mine dang...

@inconspicuoushoodie4504

2 жыл бұрын

me: I'M HERE TO SWITCH LIVES!!! *swaps lives for a day* me: ahaha nothing happened

@soulrie3358

2 жыл бұрын

i cant possibly be you..

Pov: you're a previous gifted child that actually enjoyed school, but you ended up only using it as an escape from your extremely strict parents. After covid, you lost most of your friends and hobbies and now spend most of your days wallowing in how your life could've been better if you had better parents.

@elskyhdp525

2 жыл бұрын

wha-- are you? spying me??

@marupo9610

2 жыл бұрын

@@elskyhdp525 same looool

@t3girls317

2 жыл бұрын

Don't need to pov I can just walk out of my room

@reno8494

2 жыл бұрын

It's kinda more complicated than that, and now I'm 18, on my way to 19, and I feel like I wasted my youth. Everyday all I think of is how different my life would've been had I been born in a diff family. Jealous of my supposedly 'friends', who have supportive/ loving parents , who get to enjoy themselves and have fun,who actually have a life unlike me. Yet they complain all the time , while thinking that I have no problems cuz I keep shit to myself , when their problems are like a joke to me.

@A1zany111

2 жыл бұрын

Bro are u a stalker cuz like that's literally what happened with me but like with more trauma 😌✌

POV: you used to be the smart and gifted kid in Elementary School but now your just tired and burned out

@erikoleona239

3 жыл бұрын

BAHAHAHA,true lol

@anisomniac5931

3 жыл бұрын

Yep. I actually kept up the act all the way until 11th grade, when the pandemic hit me so hard emotionally that I couldn't keep up anymore. I've felt dead since 6th grade, but being within the building gave me enough mortal terror and motivation to where I still tried my hardest, conatantly staying up until 3:30 AM and giving up on all my hobbies. I even gave up all my friends from elementary for that cause. I feel like the light at the end of the tunnel, where I may finally find happiness again, is so far in the future that I won't make it. I made one good friend in high school, though. She was one of those emo kids, and the reason why we got along so well is because we shared a similar level of intelligence and we were both very depressed for similar reasons. She's also a very talented artist, and much, much smarter than me or anyone I've ever met. Through a stroke of luck, we still text each other sometimes, and she finally happily moved on from 12th grade, while I'm still stuck in the unending hell of high school. I feel so happy for her, but for me... *no.* If it weren't for her, I would be a lot worse off right now. That person was the first true friend I've made in my life.

@sleepygabbyy2834

3 жыл бұрын

Lmao not even a POV by this point, I always had good grades and I always followed the rules now I have to redo this year because I did so terrible and my room is a mess and I'm always a complete bitch to my family :/

@tired_of_your_bullshit730

3 жыл бұрын

Yep

@emxps2433

3 жыл бұрын

SAMEEE

It's kinda funny, parents always ask: "where'd my sweet little girl/boy/child go?" well, it's this simple: they grew up. they realized life isn't all that fun that it's painful. parents really can be dense lol Edit: thanks for the likes :3 I didn't think people would see this

@theblackcat7205

3 жыл бұрын

Yh the happiest people on the earth tend to be less intelligent, smarter people are usually sadder due to knowing lots more of the hard truth of the world. That’s why we tend to be happier as kids, we were lied to, we were dumb we didn’t see the world as it really is

@popitybopityboo

3 жыл бұрын

THIS!!!! ily

@coffewithbxnnie

3 жыл бұрын

@@theblackcat7205 well that explains a lot

@urhottestnext

3 жыл бұрын

and then now they fucked up their child's life and still fucking pretend on what the fuck happened even if it's their problem.

@udidntseemeherelol5064

3 жыл бұрын

i felt that 'lol' at the end like when ur just talking and u accidentally say something depressing so u add lmao at the end so they dont ask whats wrong or take it too seriously just for a good measure

pov: you got raised by the internet, people who you'll probably never really know,, you can tell your parents apart by their footsteps,, your parents ask "where'd my sweet child go? this isn't them-" and you laugh because they're literally the reason that you're like this

@shikuwasa4444

2 жыл бұрын

I can differentiate footsteps too, I learned my dad’s so I can put on a fake smile

@musicislife9216

2 жыл бұрын

Ow

@soot3903

2 жыл бұрын

yep

@ChordsVC

2 жыл бұрын

Bro- this hit home so damn hard- and even though it’s so specific I still relate to it 100%

@ChordsVC

2 жыл бұрын

@@user-lm7kd nope, just when you always have to listen for them, for example a lot of my friends don’t- I’ve asked them

“You were toxic,rude,disrespectful, everything bad towards me. But if one day you stabbed me or shot me, I’d still apologise for getting blood on ur shirt.”

@musicplayer-3598

2 жыл бұрын

"You broke me mentally, you dimmed the light I had worked so hard to brighten. But if you need help getting up the ladder, I would still be right there. Pulling you up."

@void2697

2 жыл бұрын

"You would hit me, starve me if i didnt get good enough grades for your standard, or if i disobeyed. But if you were hungry and craving meat i would still cut my own and cook it for you to eat" sorry if its too dark

@skatrboy9748

2 жыл бұрын

"You would f4t sh4m3 me, scold me, hurt me mentally, you would scream at me for the littlest things, but if we were stranded on an island together, I would give you my last bit of food."

@akithebee3851

2 жыл бұрын

"You insult me constantly, and when I confront you about it you say it's to 'keep me from getting bothered by bullying' even though it hurts. But if I failed to 0ff myself and was in the hospital, I would say sorry for being an inconvience"

@natelhyve

2 жыл бұрын

You never listened to me. You aways used my weakness against me. Made me do things against my will. Called me useless, lazy, liar, disrespectful and many many more. Even so, you were right about a thing. I am a liar. I am a liar to protect you from everyone, including me. Protect your ego from the problems you caused me, because when I speak about them, you just say that you want to kill yourself. Oh well, what a coincidence! May I help you one last time, mother?

Pov: Your parents act like you dont have feelings and think that theres not a reason your not doing your schoolwork

@yuma..x

2 жыл бұрын

yep

@cie_tothecloset8063

2 жыл бұрын

litterally, my mum came home yesterday after a doctors appointment- she left me with a list of chores i had to do for the day- and acted so dissapointed that i did nothing even tho i was being the therapist friend for my girlfriend's bsf and we were trynna keep them alive.. mum actually didnt care to even ask me why i didn't do the shitty chores instead acted dissapointed and annoyed whenever i was near.

@kittencat3386

2 жыл бұрын

@@cie_tothecloset8063 ya same my mom would always tell me to clean my room I have no space for anything no shelfs and my rooms small I have a lot of stuff I have drinks in my room and some old food I don't move them because when I come home I'm so exhausted I started falling asleep while eating dinner with them I barely have time to do my homework and I have lots of stress put on me I suffer physical and mental pain my brain keeps running and running I walk into, bump into things because I'm thinking to much it feels like having a car that won't turn of I think in a month I've cried so much my tears could fill a small water bottle but my mom doesn't let me just relax I'm always having to do things sleep is the only way out I feel trapped in a hole

@kittencat3386

2 жыл бұрын

When the internet understands you better than your own parents 😢

@booest_berry42

2 ай бұрын

Bro this is so relatable. Like one day I hadn't really had the best day, and was just so done, and I got mad. When my dad came and talked to me about it he told me "what's something that makes you mad?" and so I told him then he said "does that make everyone mad? And if it doesn't, why should it make you mad", basically just invalidating my emotions. Both my parents tell me "we want you to come talk to us" then tell me that my feelings are invalid, and that my grades are what matter not that fact that I understand what's going on, and then wonder why I don't talk to them

"what happened to our best little girl in the world?" "She" died. He replaced her and you shunned him for it.

@granitejohnson7741

3 жыл бұрын

Don't you just hate it when your parents don't even try to get your pronouns right?

@Coolest_Ade

3 жыл бұрын

I'm your parent now. Hello son :)

@Munchtreats

3 жыл бұрын

@@Coolest_Ade nope he’s my child

@Coolest_Ade

3 жыл бұрын

@Cloud Fluffed @Pickle Juice Triple parenting :) We are stronger together, Comrades!

@Vynnbee

3 жыл бұрын

I’m gonna adopt you Istg

“She never talks..” “She makes such a big deal out of everything” “Your useless” “Your to young to know” “Your just a kid” “This isn’t your business” “Why aren’t you sleeping” “Your not actually cutting yourself” “Your faking it” “I know your lying” I just wanna escape,there’s no safe place for me.I’m 12,your right I shouldn’t be feeling this way,so why aren’t you helping me?

@swampai8784

2 жыл бұрын

I'd come all the way to you to help you... Hang in there a bit.. I'm 16 and I'm barely here too

@froggirl9950

2 жыл бұрын

Same I’m 12 too and we shouldn’t be going through this

@duckbread6474

2 жыл бұрын

same

@vianeyverde

2 жыл бұрын

Can you tell me what to do? I wanna try to sound helpful, but they can also sound mean.

@angelinasalazar9266

2 жыл бұрын

@@froggirl9950 yeah , I hope everything turns out good with yall

Pov: your parents think you are just making a big deal about your mental health but your anxiety and probably depression are consuming you.

@michisaurii

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah, that's not a pov, it's my life.

@Xavier.699

2 жыл бұрын

My parents don't even know that I'm suffering inside. Though even if they did, they probably wouldn't do anything about it lol

@jixaw1275

2 жыл бұрын

I hate how my parents are being the one who made me like this haha

POV: your smart enough to compete with the smartest but doesnt have the motivation to study. and youre the disappointment in the family.

@ajpdubz7049

3 жыл бұрын

yeah thats me thanks

@randomstreetgum

3 жыл бұрын

Lowkey I get all A's but I just cant handle the work.

@LOVERBOY-wu5hf

2 жыл бұрын

Yup. Was the “smart kid” in my family but I’m so fucking tired and just want it to end. I barely even make it. The “good grades” are the cost for my mental stability.

@theroseghost9856

2 жыл бұрын

ME

@fatimasubhan8398

2 жыл бұрын

When and where did you hide cameras in my room

"you were raised right" yeah i was raised by a bunch of strangers on the internet who cared about me more than my own parents, i was also raised by strangers who dont even know me 😗✌

@peabrain722

3 жыл бұрын

Lol the internet raised me when my parents didn’t want to

@granitejohnson7741

3 жыл бұрын

Mood.

@abandonedacc420

3 жыл бұрын

mood

@forwhatpurpose

3 жыл бұрын

Fr

@th0mascat

3 жыл бұрын

say it louder for the parents in the back! parents dearest did not raise me, did not help to grow my person, that was the internet. the internet was always there for me to run to whenever i had a bad day, not my parents. even if there's so much red on here that i can't help but remember, it has always been my comfort.

POV: You're the kid that gave up on getting perfect scores and barley talk to family and relatives due to not wanting to disappoint even more than you already have

pov: you were that innocent, sweet and happy kid who couldn't keep the act up anymore and let your true emotions show

@zxroluck233

3 жыл бұрын

Howd you know

@yumikokatt249

2 жыл бұрын

haha...me in a nutshell. Since 5th grade, someone close to me died. Causing my anxiety to get stronger and taking over

“You used to be so motivated and good, what happened” I frickin lost every reason I had to live that’s what

@LOVERBOY-wu5hf

2 жыл бұрын

I got overwhelmed by all the pressure u put on me and all of the stress that was just circling and circling around in my head finally gave in

@justyuckyworthlessotaku6599

2 жыл бұрын

same

@willywonka_.

2 жыл бұрын

haha mood

@yuma..x

2 жыл бұрын

I cant even see my bff anymore just because of her ex :)

@aulak_ninaee137

2 жыл бұрын

true tho-

"why are you like this?" Because you made me this way. You decided not to fix your actions, actions that you used to find morally wrong, and so i decided to be against those actions. You raised me around harmful stereotypes, and awful ways of thinking, and I'm tired of it.

@rokoshoneo1008

3 жыл бұрын

You always wonder why I'm mad. Why I'm so hostile. It's because i don't know the woman standing infront of me. This isn't the person who raised me. Who are you?

@LOVERBOY-wu5hf

2 жыл бұрын

Why? Bc I’m literally dying and tired and don’t know how I’m supposed to feel and just want it all to end.

@swagger_person

2 жыл бұрын

Parents these days need a school to learn how to treat they're child the right way.

@dumdumalli_3757

2 жыл бұрын

If only we had the courage to speak up and they would have understood.

@MrRandom-hn2li

2 жыл бұрын

For me is to just ask the world

POV: You're an ex "smart" kid who can't handle failure anymore

POV: You're finally starting to realize that no matter how hard you try, you'll always be alone. All of your friends are distancing themselves, your mother is nice but too busy and your father left and you can't seem to make new friends. You've always been the kid who wasn't invited to parties, the kid who was always left out, and the teenager that no one wants to be around because they find you annoying. And you're finally starting to realize that no one will stay by your side. It's not that you're rude or anything, you're just annoying and your fear will always stop you from feeling truly human like your peers. You're working to get a job where you can work alone so you can say it's your choice to be alone, when really no one would be there anyways. Your coping mechanism is DSMP and you know every song on this. You really do care about everyone here but you don't care about yourself. Maybe it would be better without you.

@yourgayass6152

2 жыл бұрын

where's the pov?

@notsophieeeee

2 жыл бұрын

Ive realized a long time ago.

@eeveerosedew8547

2 жыл бұрын

this is the most someone has ever described my life im sorry for anyone else going though this situation i hope it gets better for you

@SnasDeSnas

2 жыл бұрын

wtf how did you know

Pov: No matter how many times your dad says he loves you, you know it's not true

@tuturuandfrogs5428

3 жыл бұрын

welp ily and thats ong ig im not the same as ur dad but i like to think im superior to men :]

@alistair127

3 жыл бұрын

@@tuturuandfrogs5428 Well then ilyt!

@Itssgiulianaalessia

3 жыл бұрын

I feel this i love my parents and then i make a mistake...they yell at me...he says i love you and the cycle repeats im 11 and get yelled at for making mistakes like bro i am a child

@harpynii428

3 жыл бұрын

☝️

@steve-fk8mu

3 жыл бұрын

Norman you're not a disappointment

POV: your parents keep asking you what happened and where their "sweet" child went when it was their fault that you changed

@isabeljuarez6412

3 жыл бұрын

that's no POV, that's my life :'>

@crowwwwwwwww

3 жыл бұрын

WHERE ARE THE CAMERAS

@coolbinny5532-4

3 жыл бұрын

It's not a pov

@user-jz7yv9ds9s

3 жыл бұрын

And it hurts too cause you can't tell them (or rather not tell them) (ಥ ͜ʖಥ)

@alyxtsaa7793

3 жыл бұрын

true true lol

dont you hate it when your parents always say: “stop crying” or “you keep on crying” when you cry

@Cherryyyy8715

2 жыл бұрын

This is why I cut off all emotional interactions with my parents

@surfboard3795

2 жыл бұрын

When I was younger when I cried my grandmother would go "ok go to your room to pout by yourself" good times 😐

@user-wc9sw7mf5t

2 жыл бұрын

My mom would just say "stop crying "or" i will give you something to cry about"

@doodle_bugs7906

2 жыл бұрын

my mom used to say that all the time when i was younger and now she wonders why im so emotionally distant 😃

@SnasDeSnas

2 жыл бұрын

when i got hit by the belt for low grades, my mom would say "stop crying or I'll hit you more", and honestly that's going in my top 10 for stupidest quotes I've heard in my life

Pov: you were the perfect child, a smart and extroverted girl, everyone loved you. But now you barely pass classes, you isolate yourself and everything you do is waste your time in bed, scrolling through social media and listening to playlists about how you are a failure

@yumikokatt249

2 жыл бұрын

:D yep! Me!

@randomnoob101flyhightweek

Жыл бұрын

me, but i have friends and i pretend im doing okay and that im just online a little to much XD

@booest_berry42

2 ай бұрын

Yup🥲

POV: the kids with trauma still have the best music taste

@ivythealiencat

3 жыл бұрын

*cries*

@jhopesimportantbusinesseu369

3 жыл бұрын

true

@lanadelreyismom

3 жыл бұрын

Yes hellow

@pipo6432

3 жыл бұрын

And that's on periodt-

@randomstreetgum

3 жыл бұрын

Well of course we do

Who else barely talks to family/relatives 😗✌️

@eveething_.5387

3 жыл бұрын

I haven’t heard from anyone outside my nuclear family in well over a month✌️😗🤟

@kay8979

3 жыл бұрын

me, who hasn't talked a single minute with my father's family in ~6 months and has to meet them in a few weeks again: well hi there 😌✌

@EvilEnsembleStars

3 жыл бұрын

@Indiya I'm so proud of you

@jamieadams7883

3 жыл бұрын

I feel like a disappointment. Change my mind.

@umm9423

3 жыл бұрын

I only talk to my sister 😌

Oh man you guys have tough parents. For me it's the cycle of not being perfect and losing motivation in everything, leading to even more missing work. Stress builds up and it turns into lashing out on the people you love. You can see that you're hurting your family and yet they still love you and it's eating you up from the inside. Constantly lowering expectations, wearing a mask around the people you love as to not worry them.

"when u cry its drama but when they cry its emotions."

**proceeds to recognize almost every song** Uh-oh

@iateabee420

3 жыл бұрын

Same 😗✌️

@atlas6477

3 жыл бұрын

Haha- Same-

@hiyeshelp7658

3 жыл бұрын

Hah i keep getting recommendations of disappointment playlist-

@ChivoBean

3 жыл бұрын

@@hiyeshelp7658 me too qvq

@SpaceClownn

3 жыл бұрын

SAMEE

"i'm not a disapointment" *proceed to know all the songs in the playlist* i just- i already knew.

@pisskink6957

3 жыл бұрын

Your valid, you aren’t a disappointment

@janus3080

3 жыл бұрын

Off topic but did you get your PFP from the video-

@damian.1874

3 жыл бұрын

@@janus3080 no, i had it long before i saw the video, haha.

@wallythefirst7613

3 жыл бұрын

@@damian.1874 Hey where is your pfp from? if ya don't mind me asking

@giullia6399

3 жыл бұрын

@@wallythefirst7613 lee hoon from suicide boy

Pov: you never cry in front of your family members anymore and now only do it in your room and then blame your red eyes and nose on allergies

@zxroluck233

3 жыл бұрын

I silently cry in front of my family and they dont realise somehow

You know it's getting bad when your friends, strangers, and even fictional characters raised you more than your parents and those same people helped you raise your siblings

@denzel6170

2 жыл бұрын

Hah fact

@Cassycums

2 жыл бұрын

yep its getting worst :)

@SweetieBreezy

2 жыл бұрын

That's so true tho

POV: You can tell people apart by their footsteps

@hyo_unbf

3 жыл бұрын

THIS A SHOUT OUT OML U SHOULDN'T HAVE 🥺💞💞 Its fuckin horrible.

@the.midnightskies8908

3 жыл бұрын

Yea, ngl though every time, my dad's footsteps get me anxious

@peeledlimes7926

3 жыл бұрын

@@the.midnightskies8908 same tho, I don't even have to see/hear him sometimes, I just feel the atmosphere shift

@the.midnightskies8908

3 жыл бұрын

@@peeledlimes7926 yep, and the poisoning smell

@randomstreetgum

3 жыл бұрын

I know even when a guest Is spending the night, I can also tell If someone's leaves because of the sound of their keys.

My parents told me “we miss the old innocent dee” Me: literally ashamed of something that wasn’t wrong

@lazybunz7417

3 жыл бұрын

ur parents do that too same

@aoi69420

3 жыл бұрын

same tho

@Emofishy666

2 жыл бұрын

same same same same same same

@LOVERBOY-wu5hf

2 жыл бұрын

“We miss the old u” WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT “SHES” NOT COMING BACK

@joythao2375

2 жыл бұрын

Nah that fr hurts my uncle said “what happened to the cool joy” “Haha she still here” regrettable abt what I said there

The "once gifted kids, now burnouts" really need to group up and make a group chat or something, like I had no idea how many of us there were until recently

@fireowe585

2 жыл бұрын

blep :p

@thesleepiithingqwq9371

2 жыл бұрын

ehhhh that would be great as long as I don't need to call and can just text because calling gives me too much anxiety

@LemonLuna

2 жыл бұрын

@@thesleepiithingqwq9371 no problem

Pov: You used to be the super nice and caring kid but now you've been hurt so many times and worn out so much that everyone you're close to thinks you're an asshole and verbally expresses it every day

POV: You want to do your homework, so you go and search a playlist on KZread. Suddenly, you realise that time passed by and it's already midnight. Your parents are staring at you, dissapointed, as you slowly pick up your pen, getting ready to start your homework. They take your phone away, while they yell at you for not being responsible. You turn around, pick up your pen and start writing. Tears are falling from your eyes, while you can hear them congratulating your sibling for being responsible, and doing their homework...

@Syvie_Syd

3 жыл бұрын

True

@skatrboy9748

2 жыл бұрын

"Omg! Congrats [brothers name]! We're so proud of you. "

@fireowe585

2 жыл бұрын

its not even a pov... its like this nearly everday,my fault for having such a low attention span amiright?

@krisislost

2 жыл бұрын

you made me cry.... that's me :')

@allyreads63

2 жыл бұрын

POV: you are awaken by your parent telling you to get up and get to work, there is much to do. They walk over to the next room to your sibling and you hear this "good morning my beautiful child" in the sweetest tone ever as you are about to get up they walk over into your room and tell you to get up and stop being lazy. You finish your chores and are ready to rest and then your parent calls you to do the dishes, you were raised feeling like if you didnt comply you would be disrespecting their authority and would get in trouble so, you do the dishes. It finally time to rest, you go on the phone with your friends whether it online, irl, or both, you feel happier and safer with them knowing that you feel like you'd never amount to anything.

listening to this while drawing and ignoring my pile of schoolwork really makes this feel like not a pov Edit: So we’re all just failing at life huh- 🧍 Edit two: so my last Day was yesterday and I failed three classes 👁👁

@wasntdeleted

3 жыл бұрын

^^ literally me rn

@thedead4586

3 жыл бұрын

Same, I have like 29 missing assignments

@Jordan.no.JakeSully

3 жыл бұрын

Pls I have eom test and at least 40 assignments ☺️

@looollaaui

3 жыл бұрын

**SOBS** STOP CALLING ME OUT 😭

@kristenskz121

3 жыл бұрын

WAIT YOU TOO??

I grew up way too fast. I thought being a teenager was going to be fun, but now that I am it's a living hell. I'm basically living knowing that everything will eventually be gone lmfao.

POV: you were a "gifted" kid and that built up expectations, making you feel like you have to succeed or you'll be a disappointment and now you're depressed, super stressed and feel like a failure because you aren't doing well so you feel like you're going insane from the pressure even though people keep on saying it's ok and you don't have to worry but they don't realize that you have abandonment issues and a unreasonable fear of failure because of them so you feel like if you don't succeed they'll leave you too.

@thesleepiithingqwq9371

2 жыл бұрын

OH FRICK IS THIS A CALL OUT POST FOR ME????????? QWQ

@whatarandomname8440

2 жыл бұрын

Cut the cameras-

Sometimes I think Japanese songs are cute cause of the voice and music but there's a dark side to all that..

@Ezzie-vt2rw

3 жыл бұрын

Holy crap- ty for the likes :o

@izzy-yz7th

3 жыл бұрын

@Indiya brocken #deepressed 😔💔 🥺🤧

@theblackcat7205

3 жыл бұрын

@@izzy-yz7th stfu

@TheSilverShowatnite

3 жыл бұрын

That's Japanese culture in general

@cookiekarl4638

3 жыл бұрын

@@izzy-yz7th LMFOAOOOSODODO THIS IS SO FUNNY

POV: your strict parents found out you did something they didn't approve of

@ivythealiencat

3 жыл бұрын

Like having poc and lgbt friends :')

@mothines3064

3 жыл бұрын

like woman

@queenoftherats2785

3 жыл бұрын

oh lord Did I breath wrong again??

@rebekahknee4248

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-eo7ek5lo8n wait same my phone got taken away too

@destroya-bucket

2 жыл бұрын

@@user-eo7ek5lo8n I got my phone taken away for a year bc I joined social media once (Actually just got it back 5 months ago...)

Pov: your sitting in your favorite place in your house wondering why you cry so much,wondering if any of the friends you ever had ever really liked,and if you'll make it next year. You're just kinda sitting there wishing you could keep a stable relationship and not be a total failure. You wanna know why your own blood hates you. You're just wishing you never existed in the first place.

You just wanted them to care. Now they don't. And its your fault for them because you got lower grades then they expected. Now you just want to go back time where everything was beautiful and fun. You're not alone.

pov: you've given up on trying to get better and just let depression take over and start shutting down edit: hello my fellow mentally ill gremlins feel free to vent with a reply that is all

@Asahikiyama

3 жыл бұрын

That comment made me realize something..

@mothbutgay

3 жыл бұрын

@@Asahikiyama can I ask what im just curious you dont have to reply btw jsdhdidj

@crowfeathers10923

2 жыл бұрын

Yup. Can I vent a little? Please I just really need someone to talked and I'm pretty much banned from talking to my best friend so...

@schizowuitzo

2 жыл бұрын

@@crowfeathers10923 I'm here!! I would love to help :]

@yuma..x

2 жыл бұрын

yee

pov: your parents call you a failure because of you being so tired of trying at life because you grew up too quickly and nothing seems worth anything anymore.

@Justapurpleman

2 жыл бұрын

this is all too real...

Listening to this makes me cry it makes me remember all my parents disappointment to me "Where did the golden daughter go?" "Why aren't you hardworking enough?" "Why are you like this?" "Where did your perfect scores went?" "Why didn't you get with honors like before?" "Your friends with people who are top achievers and you aren't you should be ashamed."

(completely hypothetical not me at aaalll) Pov: you're a 15-16 year old who is listening to this at 1:44am still thinking of how your parents wish you were perfect but no matter how hard you try they find something to be disappointed in you

@Quinn3151

2 жыл бұрын

Hello Stop calling me out pls Having a breakdown atm ;w; Lol

@fireowe585

2 жыл бұрын

close enough.im 14 and letting my internal faucets run at 2:07am whilst tryna finish math worksheets

Pov: ur parents dont get why u want to get help with ur ed and ur anxiety bc they think its selfish and stupid. They ignore that ur losing ur mind bc u cant and won't leave the house. And that ur failing all of ur classes bc u hate school and are scared of the people there:) (srry i just needed to get that out.) Jeez thank you for all of the support and for the nice comments

@sleepygabbyy2834

3 жыл бұрын

No need to be sorry bro, parents can just be dense as fuck, sometimes they just can't seem to understand, and bro I'm sorry that's happening to you, the same things happening to me I get it can suck and feel like no ones there especially your own family, I wish you the best of luck!

@queenoftherats2785

3 жыл бұрын

your not alone ( im in summer school bc I failed almost all my classes) so Im the stereotypical disappointment

@praxis_v3l606

2 жыл бұрын

@@queenoftherats2785 same but this time i fucked up and im doing my due assignments

@queenoftherats2785

2 жыл бұрын

@@praxis_v3l606 I'm actually doing pretty well in summer school but apparently a 88 isn't good enough so i've accepted ill always be a disappointment to my parents but i'm not actually a disappointment, they just have unrealistic expectations for me like so many other parents.

@olivergarden3675

2 жыл бұрын

Parents saying "Most people are more worse off than you, you're just a selfish attention seeker" gang

Pov: you probably were that naturally smart 'matured for their age' kid but now u have anxiety/depression or both and mommy/daddy issues or both without a real personality so now u act 'immature and childish' as how other people describe it 😍‼️

POV: you're trying really hard to cry but you can't, somehow. I think it just rather proves how broken we are and how misunderstood we are. It hits hard but damn bro.

listening to this while drinking apple juice is a vibe ngl

@JakauYT

3 жыл бұрын

IM DRINKIN APPLE JUICE TOO

@Axel-rh7io

3 жыл бұрын

@@JakauYT APPLE JUICE SUPREMACY

@lixxil6484

3 жыл бұрын

Wish I had apple juice rn

@user-sz4mn7ut2u

3 жыл бұрын

Apple juice is the best 🛐

@sprayz390

3 жыл бұрын

and i stole my mom's wine to spike some grape juice. :,)

POV: your parents tell you that they are tired of seeing your depression everyday and tell you to either be happy or move out

@nothingspecial2739

2 жыл бұрын

mhm thats were iam now qwp...

@yuma..x

2 жыл бұрын

yep

@liz-ku7ht

2 жыл бұрын

honestly i wish my parents kick me out, they are so fucking abusive, it would be a releaf if they kicked me out

@rita_3967

2 жыл бұрын

@Sweet.Dreamer Thank you, I’m doing a little better know luckily

@skatrboy9748

2 жыл бұрын

hah lol dead childhood go brrrr

Isn't it weird that I'm scared to cry? When tears began to roll down my eyes, I'm scared because my family loves calling me all the time for some reason and when they see me crying they ask me "Why are you crying?" and I just tell them, "My favourite character died..hahah" and they just get irritated by it and shoo me out. Favourite character= what I used to be when I was young

POV: You keep trying to reach the expectations they set, but the more perfect you become the higher they get

POV: You're me listening to this during school, knowing later mom is going to explode me with chores and will tell me to go down for nothing.

@Sama-zr5ww

2 жыл бұрын

I'm actually in camp currently 😰

Pov: you are a disappointment to your friends and it hurts more than being a disappointment to your family

@yumikokatt249

2 жыл бұрын

That's what I feel like when my friends ignore me or talk over me or leave me alone on the swings. And I'm only 11

@analtperson3866

2 жыл бұрын

this isn't a POV this is reality

@sullimellow8736

2 жыл бұрын

Used to being one in my family but to my friends, ouch.

@sugarsailors.5939

2 жыл бұрын

Absolutely. Except I’m worried I’ll become a disappointment so I’m super paranoid around people, it sucks.

@BitesforNugget

2 жыл бұрын

Oh. *Ow.* That- that hurts.

pov: youre into/were into one of the following: my little pony eddsworld countryhumans warriors/warrior cats foxcraft madness combat baldis basics in education and learning sally face manuel samuel castle crashers pokemon digimon literally any anime animal jam (play wild or not.)

@manicpanic1

2 жыл бұрын

I forgot about Animal Jam!

@r0tt3n.br34d

2 жыл бұрын

hooooolllyyyyyy crap

My family: "You can tell us anything! We'll help you" Me: "I think I have depression and I'd like to go see if i'll get diagnosed,and school's been hard and stressful so I was wondering if I could move sch-" My family: *"You're over reacting. You're a kid,these are the best years of your life."*

@Anna-dj6nu

2 жыл бұрын

my parents lol

@-hera-8504

2 жыл бұрын

These are our good times, it means that the future is bad, why do I live if I'm going to see worse in the city

me: *explaining to my mom that i have anxiety/social anxiety* my mom: ugh your so picky,go out sometimes,stop being like that me whos literally afraid of socializing： ：//

@zxii5757

2 жыл бұрын

hi we seem to be the same

@ezoozzz

2 жыл бұрын

same i have very bad social anxiety and i mean very bad. If you want tips to help listen to music when you go outside, talk to nobody (unless you really really have to) and wear a mask. I know we already have to but for me i don't have that much social anxiety when i wear a mask. I feel "safe and calm" in a way.

@sapphirechan_xd1113

2 жыл бұрын

@@ezoozzz Thank you!! : D

@sapphirechan_xd1113

2 жыл бұрын

@@zxii5757 yupp

@ezoozzz

2 жыл бұрын

@@sapphirechan_xd1113 yw! Hope it helps:)

Pov: You listen to these song's because your parent's make you think they care for you.When you know they dont so you listen to this to help you.

@shea7370

2 жыл бұрын

this is honestly such a mood

POV: you dont want to be the most perfect child that everyone loves, you just want your parents to accept you

To the guy that calmed me down when I had my first a panic attack after being late to school and overhearing my teacher call me a lazy person when I was 8 THANK YOU

Can’t we all just stop fighting over who has it hardest? Oh the oldest has it hardest, no it’s the middle! It’s so dumb, most parents are emotionally and sometimes even physically abusive. The middle gets ignored, the oldest has to do everything and gets left to take care of the rest, sometimes that applies to middle and the youngest get overlooked, and are forced to do everything the first 2 did (go to a certain school/tutor, do certain optional tests etc). Sometimes I question why I live. I’ll die anyways, so why not now so I don’t have to go through all this bullshit? I have friends, yes, but if I’m dead they won’t apply to me. Why can’t I just die?

@haphephobia

3 жыл бұрын

As the oldest child, i get emotionally @bus3d every.single.day.

@granitejohnson7741

3 жыл бұрын

Don't die, we need to gang up on the enemy: only children.

@katep4656

3 жыл бұрын

@@granitejohnson7741 SOMEONE NEEDED TO SAY IT

@ivythealiencat

3 жыл бұрын

@@granitejohnson7741 twins are valid tho.. They just have a nice vibe

@minorumineta2359

3 жыл бұрын

I’m the youngest and I’m nowhere near good enough for them. it’s always my sister :>

Pov: You feel like a stranger when your with your mum. She brings up every mistake and flaw. Your brother is more favoured. She adopted you and wants to take you back. Life seems too long. Being an adult seems a lifetime away. Everyone hates you. It's getting worse.

POV: you're the older sibling who's parents got high expectations even though you know your not going to be a successful person in the end

im literally doing my assignments while listening to this playlist and ngl, it really hits different when your final grades are due in two days but you've been failing this whole year so now your turning in all the assignments you can, hoping for a decent grade-

@lemondemon8737

3 жыл бұрын

ay- im doing the same exact thing but im dealing with strict parents that get onto me the entire time and they don't understand that I stress out easily so they use yelling as a solution =\

@joycedingou8962

3 жыл бұрын

Same. It’s almost 1am and I procrastinated all day 😭

@gwenstephanieestimizo2065

3 жыл бұрын

Same.

@anisomniac5931

3 жыл бұрын

Same. In fact, imma vent about it when I have the time- (-_-,)

@_pyxeled

3 жыл бұрын

Same man. I'm so screwed but hey what's the worst that can happen? They don't care about my mental state in the slightest. Only if the work is done. Thanks school system! Really appreciate that!

POV: You are slowly going insane, while your parents and friends keep yelling at you for "being such a dissapointemt".

@mono2859

3 жыл бұрын

im being driven insane by love, trauma and self-hatred, it's painful

When you privileged getting good grades because your parents told you were "gifted" but then realize years later that all it did was making you lonely without any friends.

Pov: Your parents act like you're a robot. Can't feel any emotion. Never get tired. Can't make mistakes. Never disobey to them.

POV: Your father doesn't take your feelings into consideration, barely respects your boundaries, and blames your grandparents for why you hate him. He gives you gifts and says nice things, but you know it's all fake: an attempt to win your favor and get you to forget the awful things he's done. You have to spend 4 weeks with him over the summer, and are considering jumping off the roof to get out of there.

@jasper-does-not-exist.

3 жыл бұрын

I thought you said this is a pov not my life story damn

@granitejohnson7741

3 жыл бұрын

@@jasper-does-not-exist. there is only one daddy issues. Ig we have to share :(

@Shion_Leaf

3 жыл бұрын

My father dead...so I don’t know how he acts if he is mean or not

@sleepygabbyy2834

3 жыл бұрын

No bc this is literally my dad :/

@leafmicah8151

3 жыл бұрын

@@granitejohnson7741 then you guys will have to share the daddy issues with me (sorry you have to live that btw, i know how it feels and i hope you can get out of that situation soon

man they were right... everything is fun until you get past the age of ten...

@ajpdubz7049

3 жыл бұрын

shit you got me

@x0_jolli.b

2 жыл бұрын

For me its past the age of five...

@isla.luvs.skellies

2 жыл бұрын

i mean... it stopped being fun when i was nine and now its been 2 years, its all gone to shit and i hate basically everything about the world.

Somewhere near the end of school while I was doing my homework at the kitchen table and I put my head into my knees and my blanket... My mom had asked me what was wrong. I looked up at her with tears in y eyes and all over my face, I just couldn't do it anymore. I was so done with all the stress of 100 homework assignments and final exams. I just wanted to cry and hide. I had felt nothing but shame and disappointment in my parent's eyes. I had no motivation and didn't want anything to do with school. I had no more happiness in me. I had no way of dealing with stress. I am also A lesbian and I had listened to this song and it had me crying and wanting to tell my parents but then I would be even more of a shameful person. I couldn't handle the world anymore and I had started cutting my wrists to feel pain. I was so amazed and I did it to my legs and at that moment I had realized something. My life isn't as hard as other people's. And I was just a pathetic person who was weak and had no self-control. I then started hiding from people whenever I got the chance. I was done and gave up on myself so sometimes. I stopped and had a long thought period. I realized that so many people loved me and cared for me and me... I cried more and more and screams into a pillow. I then got enough courage and worked on myself. If you feel any of these things like I did. Please know that so many people love you and care for you. Please don't let go of yourself. You are strong and you can stay strong. But most importantly love yourself more than anyone loves you.

"why dont you talk to us as much, where did my smiling little girl go?" you ignored her mental health and made her your personal therapist thats what 👍

When the song "your sister was right" I know it was wilbur voice

@wolfiedrawsstuff8715

3 жыл бұрын

yup

@catarinaa412

3 жыл бұрын

hes just every were now and i love it

@reapingwillows

3 жыл бұрын

i love when any song from your city game me asthma comes on

@glitchbreak4970

3 жыл бұрын

yes-

@itwasnevermenttobe354

3 жыл бұрын

Yup

"Where did my sweet child go?" Well, your "sweet child" realized life isn't that fun.

I got called a disappointment yesterday. My mom took away my phone because I am 'on my phone too much'. She also threatened to leave me home by myself while she and my brother went to my grandma's house for the weekend. When I woke up the next morning she had left without telling me. I went to go look for her and when she wasn't there I started panicking. So I went to her room to get my phone and called my mom but she didn't pick up so I called my grandma and told her and she said that if my mom came to her house without me she would come and pick me up. After the call, I went to my brother's room to see if he was there because I didn't check if he was there before and he was asleep. So I called my grandma to tell her I wasn't home alone and called my mom and she picked up that time and she said she was just at the store to get food and she was going to be home in 10 minutes. When she got home she walked into my room and was telling me that I shouldn't have gotten my phone and called me a disappointment for not listening and getting my phone and I started crying. She told me to stop crying because I had my phone and then left to put the groceries up. I think I'm going to grow up with abandonment issues because this isn't the first time she has done this but this is the first I didn't have my phone with me. This isn't the only thing I need to vent about but I don't feel like typing anymore.

@flordorada8063

2 жыл бұрын

I know your pain but it's My younger brother calling me all sorts of names

Getting called "disappointment" just because i didn't meet they're expectations makes me want to stay in my room while the word "disappointment" repeats.

@FmboyDutch

2 жыл бұрын

literally haaaahhahahaahgh

Almost all of these songs being in my personal playlist: Me: why do u have call me out like dat bro 👁💧👄💧👁

@steve-fk8mu

3 жыл бұрын

XD

@missgrantz5304

3 жыл бұрын

@@steve-fk8mu i wanted to say you that I love you pfp, adorable

@steve-fk8mu

3 жыл бұрын

@@missgrantz5304 Thank you!

@txcrayn5237

3 жыл бұрын

@@steve-fk8mu omg! I love drawing and my name is emely so ppl call me em

@steve-fk8mu

3 жыл бұрын

@@txcrayn5237 You do? That's so cool!! Some people think my name is Emely even though it's not xD

when your parent’s dont realize u exist, they’d only give attention to your younger brother

@crowfeathers10923

2 жыл бұрын

Fr. My younger brother is overly sensitive, and my little sister is my mom's favorite, she doesn't even notice that all I do anymore is lay in bed on KZread, unless she wants me to clean something

@_Ajax

2 жыл бұрын

im an only child, but yes my parents are too busy for me.

@analtperson3866

2 жыл бұрын

it's worse when your an only child and moms a-bit of an alcoholic

@they.luv_k4ylee

2 жыл бұрын

vent ig: NO SHUT UP THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS MY PARENTS DON'T EVEN CHECK ON ME AFTER I'VE BEEN IN MY ROOM FOR HOURS NOT TALKING TO ANYONE

@1dontuseth1sanymore

2 жыл бұрын

I'm a only child and my dad isn't around. Also my mum is boasting about the people she works with instead of me Dang am I jealous? Probably. Do I really need to vent? Idk

guys, just because you know all the songs doesn't mean you are a disapointment! it's just songs it shouldn't affect your opinion on yourself! i know all the songs too, but i say to myself that "nothing can stop me in my life because i'm the one who decides!" try to tell yourself positive stuff everyday: mornings/noons/evenings and trustme life will be a bit brighter! and if you feel sad, bad, or just want to disapear under the covers then try talking to someone you trust! everything will be okay, one everything will come to an end and no one will suffer from anyone. and if you feel better try giving good advices to others who feel like that too, they need help and i'm sure they can be new heroes rising. our generation and others generations have heroes but most of them hides themselves, so instead of hiding in the shadows, show yourself to the world and stand up for those who need your help and that are loosing hope! make them hope again! give them hope! and things will get better ! have a good day/night and stay safe because the world needs you heroes!

Pov: you were happy until you started secondary school and got into a really toxic friendship for a year and eventhough it's been 2 years you still cry over it ... or is that just me lol

@aleeeesa_http7342

3 жыл бұрын

SAME THING HAPPENED TO ME KSHDKSJSHDJS

@Xavier.699

2 жыл бұрын

Not the friend part, I have nice friends, but just secondary school in general. Much harder than elementary.

This is no POV man. 😗✌️I can’t look, talk, or be in the same room with any of my family without sounding or looking like a disappointment. Out of all of my siblings I was the one that is and was never good at anything. In school and in hobbies in general. After not having anyone to talk to and always being told I’m useless I decided to hurt myself. Out of everything they still don’t know what they did. I only had my thoughts and I actually felt like everyone hated me. I did and still do want to kill myself but I have no courage to do anything, thinking I might fail. 😅

@yaoiaddiction2696

3 жыл бұрын

But like... Are u OK?

@yaoiaddiction2696

3 жыл бұрын

You are worth it please don't hurt or kill yourself

@jouwu

3 жыл бұрын

same haha life sucks

@rissaiscool1138

3 жыл бұрын

i hope you accept my hug and my love

@Mimi.C07

3 жыл бұрын

Your not worthless trust me you may feel like this now but you are definitely worth it just because you aren’t the smartest doest mean your worthless your amazing the way you are you don’t have to meet anyone’s expectations just be yourself :)

To all the people in the comment section: know that you’re not a disappointment, you’re all wonderful in your own and unique ways and know that there will always be somebody out there willing to love you. Have a nice day! ^^ (This is a little bit cringey but it’s a nice reminder to have)

@LOVERBOY-wu5hf

2 жыл бұрын

Ily tysm u angel ♥︎

@kimwallace9101

2 жыл бұрын

People like you keep me alive so thank you

@MK-qy3dq

2 жыл бұрын

You two just made my day ^.^ (If you wanna talk then just let me know!)

@kimwallace9101

2 жыл бұрын

Well you made mine I hope you have a amazing life!!!

@MK-qy3dq

2 жыл бұрын

@@kimwallace9101 Life? Hahah! Thanks!

"I'll never see her as my son, i raised a daughter," then proceeded to shout at me when I protested :,)

I like the fact that I have a 19 year old mom online we also play genshin together it's so fun She raised me better than my real parents

Listening to this after my mom called me a freak and "not normal" while staring at me like I'm some sort of disgusting creature after I said no when she asked me to wear the clothes she wanted me to😗✌

@destroya-bucket

2 жыл бұрын

I'd take that as a compliment Fuck being normal When you can be yourself🖤🖤

@ty1er._.

2 жыл бұрын

@@destroya-bucket Thank you so much😭😭

@sharkskin9728

2 жыл бұрын

I fucking hate those kinds of people, hell the term person can be arguable at times

@th0mascat

2 жыл бұрын

undiagnosed kids: we don't even have to try! welcome back to another episode of it's either adhd, autism, bpd, a combination of the above, or something else and i want nothing to do with it

@gamercarmen3957

2 жыл бұрын

My dad called my a pycho-path

This is a vent, but it's easier to put into a POV ××× POV: A family member has called you a disappointment or they called you an idiot, even if it was indirectly. Calling others you care about names too, and they don't realize what the fuck they're doing. It continues to make you resentful and you continue to think: "They really think I'm a disappointment, huh?" ××× Sorry if this might be something sensitive, I just wanted to get that off my chest Also sorry for the edits too, I just want it to look nice

@-y2kpup954

2 жыл бұрын

i can relate to this

Thank you for making this playlist. I discovered songs I've heard of before but didnt know the name of, discovered new songs, and even found one song, Rolling Girl, that I used to love like 6 years ago but I forgot about. (Idk how long it's been actually, just been a fucking long time.)

When you’re trying your best but still not being enough to make your family/friends proud 🥲🔫✌🏼

*me complaining about being a disappointment* also me deliberately not doing schoolwork and finals :)

im sitting here ignore the piles and piles of schoolwork i have i feel so bad. my family belives in me, and yet i dont believe in myself. im too afraid to ask for help. i cant even look at my brother or mom without feeling bad for not doing any work. my brother gave me a bet so i could possibly finish my schoolwork, but i still havent done anything. i want to give up so badly and just k//l mys//f. i wish i could, but i cant. ive gotten so close multiple times. this sucks. i wish i was a different person.

@tuturuandfrogs5428

3 жыл бұрын

kinda i relate tho my mom says im so great and ive never failed a class before i can dO this but ik i cant do anything... and her saying i can makes me feel bad abt not getting the energy just to complete hw. also get therapyyyyy i did and love my therapist and she just listens to me rant and doesnt get mad at me for being mean to myself or anything. :P just get therapy it helps :]

@enyeto8181

3 жыл бұрын

@@tuturuandfrogs5428 i cant get it because my parents wouldnt allow me + its too expensive

@haphephobia

3 жыл бұрын

Well, same. My family hurts my feelings but i think the problem is with me...

@ollie9089

3 жыл бұрын

I relate way too much to this

@Idk-rm7zp

3 жыл бұрын

Same then they yell acting like its gonna make you more motivated 😐

lyric: you are a useless child me: * dancing happily like an idiot *

I like how I was the sweet and nice girl back when I was younger, and now I'm just a burnt out gifted child who's mentally and physically exhausted in every little thing I do

vibing to this while my mom stresses out about my future in the next door ,, haha edit: yall why tf did this get 174 likes

@zuki9911

3 жыл бұрын

Same

WHat I hate the most is that i feel that my sister who had failing grades her entire life and was even part of gangs is more of a child of pride than I am sometimes. She wants to be a doctor and I simply want to draw for the rest of my life. All my family values her future above mine and although my mom says that she is proud of me, I know she wants to give up on me and she might one day. I was that kid with awards and high grades but now I'm just average and don't try hard to be the best. I can tell my family thinks I am a let down due to the fact I was the kid born in America the land of dreams and never took advantage of that. What they don't know is how much pain they have caused me over the years and that one day it came rushing in and never got rid of its hold one me..

@filmsbyeffy

3 жыл бұрын

You don't have to be good enough for other people, they don't get to decide your worth. Only you get to do that. Be good enough for yourself. Life is hard and in the end the only person who will fully believe in you, is you. I know that it hurts because they're your parents but do you know what will feel much better than having to fight for their praise? Pushing yourself past your comfort zone and then realizing that the baby steps you took over time added up and you are left with a life that you truly enjoy. And that you did it all on your own. Along the way you will meet many people who lift you up and make you feel better and maybe it will be enough for you. It was for me.

@m.meghana2365

3 жыл бұрын

Same . My sister ran away from home , passed all classes on the brink , have always lie to mum , fights with mum for no reason yet mum forgive her everytime and accept all her mistakes .... I asked to cut my hair ..... Gets yelled on and threat to not give meal and nobody taked to for a week ...... One small fucking mistake and that's what I get ????? Why???? I was never rewarded even though I was top of all the classes did amazing in extracurricular activities , always obeyed EVERY FUCKING THING ...... and that's what I get ..... Your tantrum on my one small mistake

@obviouslyollie2049

2 жыл бұрын

the exact thing is happening to me, except my sister has never been in ⏃ gang and other stuff, yet she bullies others and her friends pretend to like her, and im just living life, and honestly ⟟ don’t know what ⟟ did wrong. ⟟’m struggling with my grades because of having to deal with the stress of toxic friends and online school and everything else, and my parents blame it on my partner and my phone since those are the two things keeping me stable. the thing keeping me going is knowing it’s going to get better, and trust me, it will. just know it will. everything will go how you want it to at some point in your life. you matter

@crowfeathers10923

2 жыл бұрын

My sister is the youngest andy mom was the youngest out of her siblings and the oldest in her family was apparently treated like a god and she and the middle child weren't so she babies my little sister and brother while this time I'm the bad guy. I'm the disappointment. And I never did anything wrong I just fantasized about my future where I'd do the things I wanna do, not what she wants me to do

who knew strangers on the internet can be so relatable..

The fact that I recognized these songs right off the bat

Hello internet. I never knew what feeling empty meant until recently. I used to be such a bright kid filled with emotions, and now I go through most of my day feeling,, like a paper with all the words roughly scratched off. The main things I feel are either just- the occasional calm or intense bouts of sadness and anger when my parents act like elementary school, immature bullies. I lost all of my friends and my trust when I realized all the red flags. One of them pretended to be my friend for two years. Another let me spill my heart out to him, only to decide to tell someone else nearly everything. The other two are... fine, but I can hardly even look at them anymore. I feel sick. How can they still continue being friends with these people? Why is it so hard to trust anyone I meet? Why can't I just be bubbly and easily make new friends, like I used to? I'm turning 18 and about to graduate highschool. And I have nothing. Covid wiped away any grade 12 experiences, I lost my friends, I don't have any job or job experience because my parents never let me, no scholarships because there's always a better artist than me, no college or university decision because I thought I should take a gap year. I dont clean my room. Frankly i wish i could just lay in bed all day- and often i do for hours on end anyways. I recklessly got most of my hair chopped off and now I look like shit while it slowly grows back. My mind keeps telling me to do things to harm myself and the only thing stopping me is my cowardice. And fear of death and even more emptiness. Oops, I'm beginning to tear up now. I know my parents are probably concerned for me, and I know they MUST love me in their own way,,, but why do they treat me the way they do? If I need time alone to heal there's pounding at my door and either screams or his scarily quiet voice. I hate my dad. I fear him. He's never physically harmed me, I don't know why my brain is so fucking stupid towards him but I just.. can't not fear him. I hate how they talk behind my back when i leave the room. I can still hear you, you know? I hate how my mother is trying her best, and I've seen her break down and cry over me. I hate how I'm such a stupid fucking previously gifted child. I wish she understood me better. I wish i wasn't too scared and tight on money to go see a therapist. I wish I would stop crying at little things or feeling absolutely nothing. I wish i would feel like drowning and shaking and gasping for air around some people. I don't think anyone can help me, because I can't help myself.

@babaeggue

3 жыл бұрын

Hey bro i actually feel the same a lot of the time :(

@rewritingmiracles

3 жыл бұрын

Wow, I'm surprised someone feel like me! So read this, please just read this. Maybe things won't be happy now, I know it's complicated a probably our lifes are gonna be like trash, but look at yourself, do you think your a horrible person? Analize all the things you did in the past, cry if you need, scream if you need, let it out everything. It will be get better, when? i don't know, everything has a light, even the most darkest zone has light.

@storm5951

3 жыл бұрын

my discord is Jupii#1350 if you ever wanna talk, you seem like a genuinely good person and i'd like to be your friend.

@destroya-bucket

2 жыл бұрын

Ok here's my master plan. Please read this. (You don't have to do this but I think I might be able to help, even though I have no idea what I'm doing, very reassuring, right?) Take a year off. During that time get a job. Don't buy stuff you don't need (Save money) Go out every week, and I want you to try to meet new people, maybe you'll find someone who can change your life. PRACTICE!! You mentioned that there's always someone more talented, well then just beat them. I'm guessing it's drawing?? But I might be completely wrong, especially since art is everywhere and can be anything! But if it is drawing or painting, there are many tutorials online. You should also try making something without erasing your mistakes, that helps. If it's another art like dancing or singing. Just practice and persist!! Instead of listening to this music, I want you to listen to upbeat music. It's true that the music you listen to changes your mood. Everyday you get up, this is what I want you to do. Make your bed. It's a great way to start off your day. And then eat a nice healthy breakfast. Get back on track with a healthy sleeping schedule! And please take care of yourself!! Also clean that room of yours. A clear room means an, at least clearer mind Back to the meeting people thing, if you manage to actually become good friends with them maybe you can ask to be roommates? To get away from your parents. Which reminds me that you said you wanted to engage in self harm. Believe me, I know, it feels a little relieving but scars last. So instead start journaling. Write down your feelings. It's not a great substitute for a therapist but it helps. Or you can keep venting in safe places. And also, I bet you are BEAUTIFUL, short hair or even shaved hair is so beautiful, AND FUCKING BOLD SO SLAY. (As a little break in this just know that I'm so sorry if my 'Master plan' seems everywhere) Some times it's scary putting yourself into the world (in general) but you can do it. Start exercising. It helps a lot of people feel better. If not just go for a walk everyday. Also if you didn't pass this year (school) Study harder!! CAUSE YOU CAN DO IT!!!🖤❤️🖤❤️ Just remember, if that motivation is nowhere in sight. Start off with one thing at a time, baby steps. Le I said, make your bed. Get up out of bed, be on your way to be the amazing human you were born to be! I know you can do it. And if you don't feel like it, just search "Motivational Lizard" Lol it helps. Also remember to stay hydrated. DRINK WATER!! Eat food, not too much though, please. I want you to be happy and I really hope that this helped. I hope you are doing ok. Oh and here's a super random tip if you're crying and want to stop: Just listen to medieval music, YOU CANNOT CRY TO THAT😂 Just do me a favor, stranger. Try to cheer up. Listen to "Happy" or idk "So what" those songs cheer me up. (Lol help) And you should also try smiling more. Look in the mirror and smile at yourself, babe. And anyone else reading this, feel free to take my advice!!! Remember that you matter! *Virtual Hug* -A friendly stranger on the internet who cares😘 (P.S HAPPY PRIDE MONTH❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍 AND HAPPY LATE/EARLY BIRTHDAY 🎂🎉🥳)