Hey Everyone! If you like Drum and Bass you should check out my new release called “impulse 82"! Streaming everywhere! _Join my Discord with so many lovely people to talk to!! I’m also very active in the chat!_ discord.gg/2Cmw2Xt pt. 2 kzread.info/dash/bejne/l2mI2a9-p8TZZLQ.html Timestamps: yw! 0:01 Mac Demarco- Chamber of Reflection 4:25 Sitcom - Still Life 7:40 Lily Potter - Oblivion 10:10 Jack Stauber - Oh Klahoma 13:10 Jack Stauber - Bubblegun 14:00 Current Joys - New Flesh 16:40 Cults - Always Forever 20:25 Molina - Hey Kids (slowed version) I hope this helps someone cope with stress or depression because that's why I made it! These are songs that help me. Also if you are seeing this it would mean the world to me if you could leave a comment! Even if it's just "first" it would be awesome lol. HERE IS AN EVEN BETTER PLAYLIST!! kzread.info/dash/bejne/ZKeT2pWDmNXHZ6g.html

@bio8333

3 жыл бұрын

Very considerate to leave that there, you are amazing

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

@@bio8333 ty!!

@yuuika11

3 жыл бұрын

this playlist has saved me a lot of times thank you :)

@Neoillia

3 жыл бұрын

Oh the title originally was "You dont exist" i suppose

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

@@indrejalam idk. Traumacore is more for coping. And in my opinion dreamcore is more just very relaxing

*”Actors make good money for being the person they aren’t, then why am I not rich?”*

@ibukimioda7437

3 жыл бұрын

yeah, why am i not rich?

@xknightx2001

3 жыл бұрын

Damn thats my current mood

@_angel_cakes

3 жыл бұрын

ooooo WAIT WHERE'S MY MONEY

@sofof9846

3 жыл бұрын

HEAVY cringe

@Nova-bv5qb

3 жыл бұрын

@@sofof9846 Shut, remember the person behind the screen

"we're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids to not end it."

@weirdestpersonguaranteed2244

3 жыл бұрын

Where does that quote come from?

@losonder136

3 жыл бұрын

that quote sounds nice

@odditycat2716

3 жыл бұрын

How I became close with my best friend!!! 3 years ago we saved each other's lives at our worst points and we've been each other's favourite person since.... I love them more than anyone or anything else /p

@Jasper-ni1ok

3 жыл бұрын

My chemical romance, right? How to know your tired of breathing is by listening to them. They acknowledge that your tired. They acknowledge that its okay and that you deserve better. They acknowledge that it doesn't always get better. But they also let you know that you aren't alone. Idk i may have even got your quote wrong but I know that Gerard said that in an interview and he really helped me. He helped so many. It's just nice to think I found another heh.

@Nova-bv5qb

3 жыл бұрын

YEP

It doesn't always get better. Sometimes it just gets different

@LyntzbartzkyPerez

Жыл бұрын

Im afraid not enough people realize this. Life is not an uphill slope, it’s like waves, there will be all time lows, but there will also be highs

@wickedchild8501

Жыл бұрын

different is better

@_6-6_

Жыл бұрын

Sometimes you’re up here, sometimes you’re down here, but as long as you’re going up and down, you’re good, that’s human

@AndyMandyBandy

Жыл бұрын

I like that. I hate when people say it gets better. I never made me feel better.

@idk_whyi

Жыл бұрын

​@@wickedchild8501 sometimes but not always

This playlist is two years old but I’ll never get tired of it.

@mxaz7928

Жыл бұрын

me too, everytime i am sad, angry, I came here

@t3r3n56

Жыл бұрын

same tbh, its pretty good

@foxyelfawkespirata1862

11 ай бұрын

Bendecidos somos nosotros, siempre volvemos a esta playlist porque representa algo muy poderoso en casa uno de nosotros.

@hannahbobadilla9507

11 ай бұрын

i was first introduced to jack stauber with this video

@huwballbot3978

11 ай бұрын

Dementia

Me: yea my childhood was pretty nice Also me: can't remember 80% of it

@adellel.3827

3 жыл бұрын

Yo same💀

@Sunny00002

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@Batidora-ku2ci

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@taq99

3 жыл бұрын

Same!!

@user-bl8pw6cn2d

3 жыл бұрын

I feel like you dont actully exist until like 4 or 5

My worst fear is having intense repressed trauma and not even knowing it until I do.

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. I hope you feel better! Sending you love! ❤️

@hungrydemoncreations2932

3 жыл бұрын

@@mxlion Thanks ! !

@rosie-ti9dt

3 жыл бұрын

I do and it hurts

@hungrydemoncreations2932

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosie-ti9dt I'm so sorry to hear that.. I hope you recover soon

@ihatepeople5765

3 жыл бұрын

yeh, i don't remember most of my childhood and i'm scared that i don't remember it because of some repressed trauma

I know this sound stupid, but I just wanna thank you for making this playlist. It *literally* changed my life

@mxlion

Жыл бұрын

Its not stupid! You are very welcome! I’m so glad it helped you!

@auraelbarkeater471

Жыл бұрын

No it didn't. They put 6 sad songs they've heard on a sadboi lofi playlist on KZread and are making money from it. That's all this is.

@friendlyauthor7435

Жыл бұрын

@@auraelbarkeater471 cease your tomfoolery you dastard fiend

@loremtod

Жыл бұрын

@@auraelbarkeater471 cry about that

@uch_a

Жыл бұрын

@@auraelbarkeater471 may be, but this playlist means a lot to me, regardless

Start to 4:28 : chamber of reflection 4:29 to 7:41 : still life 7:42 to 10:09 : oblivion 10:10 to 13:13 : oh klahoma 13:14 to 13:58 : bubblegun 14:00 to 16:42 : new flesh 16:44 to 20:25 : cults always forever 20:27 to end : hey kids x it's not fair (slowed + reverb) I just list the song name for anyone need

@nobody-ry9rz

Жыл бұрын

ty

@j_stach

Жыл бұрын

Fun fact, the song New Flesh is a reference to the classic 1980's surreal horror film "Videodrome" by David Cronenberg. Long live the new flesh!

@dustiemarzullo

11 ай бұрын

Thank you for creating this time stamp

@ihavenoname4139

11 ай бұрын

Who was the artist for oblivion? I'm having issues finding it online without seeing anything else other than Skyrim

@user--hooni

11 ай бұрын

​@@ihavenoname4139 it's Rufi-o

the worst feeling isn't the crying, but the period after where you just feel empty

@arkancer2210

3 жыл бұрын

that's the best, moron

@sillierthangooberous

3 жыл бұрын

both are good imo- numbness feels better than feelings going: ➡️↘️↙️⬅️↖️⬆️↗️➡️↘️⬇️↙️⬅️↖️⬆️↗️➡️ but also the crying thing is also cool- but then again if anything happens then i just spiral so yeah- but i think we’re forgetting the emotionally rebooting and then feeling better, and then spiralling again and then emotionally rebooting _again_ and feeling better until an inconvenience happens lmao

@okutann

3 жыл бұрын

that's when you fill that emptiness with some good ass dreams or something you enjoy doing

@wait-5905

3 жыл бұрын

@Elright 2 please stop

@julydelacruz5228

3 жыл бұрын

I think you are right

Growing up is probably the worst decision I made as a kid

@sangwoo933

3 жыл бұрын

Same.

@lemonpie_vanilla

3 жыл бұрын

So so same

@hidethecrowd

3 жыл бұрын

turning 19 in a few days life has lost a lot of meaning the last few years

@Josh-qb9co

3 жыл бұрын

@@hidethecrowd I am sorry to hear that.. I hope you're doing okay on your side And hey you made it this far, There is something waiting for you.

@hidethecrowd

3 жыл бұрын

@@Josh-qb9co of course! if life aint got no meaning you gotta look for it thats just the way it is

i used to say the reason i exist because my mother kept me and i havent died but now i looked at my friends and thinks to myself "this is why i live so they wont be alone and let go of themselves as long as i'm here"

@ender7910

9 ай бұрын

Just remember to not allow that to be a shallow reason, make sure you give yourself a little credit, friends no matter what have a chance of coming and going of course. Thanks for being a good person despite life though.

@Depressedweeboo

2 ай бұрын

if only there was someone there for me

A feeling of emotional instability comes at evening and night while I feel numb during the day. I don’t know who I am sometimes and feel there is something wrong with me to the point I want to destroy “me”. Sometimes I think I don’t exist at all and can’t recall the past or important personal information. Thank you for the playlist and for comments that help each other feel less alone.

@sparkstudies1675

7 ай бұрын

Sigh, seems like this is happening to so many people ❤

@handletemplate

5 ай бұрын

i just wanna be freed from this curse (bpd)

@timothybolger6171

4 ай бұрын

This is like (almost) exactly how I feel, it’s so frustrating. The worst part is I know it’s going to happen and I know even after I fall asleep the escape will only be temporary

honestly, trauma core makes me comforted in knowing I'm not alone with these thoughts, but also sad because nobody should have to go through trauma

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

You are not alone! I’m here if you ever need to talk! Also I’m live right now if you want more! Also we can talk In chat!

@crowsinoto7889

3 жыл бұрын

@@mxlion Ah, thank you! It's okay though. I got a therapist to talk to :)

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

@@crowsinoto7889 that’s awesome!

@dreamers5084

3 жыл бұрын

same here, it makes me feel validated for what happened when i was younger.

@weirdkiddo6463

3 жыл бұрын

you're not alone, friend

You don't have to have trauma to feel sad guys It's okay if you don't

@Derpysaur

3 жыл бұрын

@Emma Schwartz ❤️❤️❤️ of course

@mika_7846

3 жыл бұрын

This comment was on time

@AZelene425

3 жыл бұрын

thank you a lot. Ive been really struggling with validating my own emotions and i keep finding reasons as to why im suddenly feeling like shit all the time despite having everything go really well for me. Hearing this coming from someone else gives me a lot of comfort

@Hes_Gone

3 жыл бұрын

i will save this♥

@annettebonteri3234

3 жыл бұрын

my roblox girlfriend broke up wit me

I'm almost 6 months clean of self harm. If I make it to November 9th without cutting, that'll be 6 months!!! Update: Its been about a year since i posted this and a lot of shitty stuff has happened and it made me relapse, but today im 3 weeks clean! It may not be as huge as 6 months, but i used to do it daily, so its a huge accomplishment for me. Jan 28, 2023: 1 month clean again!

@mxlion

Жыл бұрын

Congratulations! I remember when i started my journey. Keep it up! It might be hard sometimes but you CAN do it!

@wessd6204

2 ай бұрын

hey man! how's it going?

@yourlocalhornyhyena

19 күн бұрын

Ay bro! Hope you are fine, been thru some stuff like that. You can do it!!

This specific playlist keeps appearing on my reccomendation every few months. I love it

@mxlion

10 ай бұрын

Thank you!

Today, a very good friend of mine, who is fighting with anxiety, told me his new life philosophy: "I decided, that my purpose is to fight. For what? Anything, for my life or for my own sanity, I'll fight". I really liked it and decided to share it.

@xxbittersweetxx3332

3 жыл бұрын

Hey that helps....

@pulvenberg1709

3 жыл бұрын

All I have.

@templecatt

3 жыл бұрын

nice clover pfp

@davi.brasil

3 жыл бұрын

@@templecatt thnx

@davi.brasil

3 жыл бұрын

@@xxbittersweetxx3332 Glad to know.

Is anyone else afraid of their own family at this point? I can't be touched by them, look them in the eyes. I can't even hear my mothers' voice without getting anxiety. Sometimes I just wish it would stop, I wish it would just be quiet again. Like the good old days where there wasn't fighting, I didn't have to worry about tomorrow, I wasn't afraid of emotions, I could talk to people without getting anxiety attacks. I don't want it anymore, I know it probably sounds selfish, but I just needed to rant. I never like ranting, it makes me feel like i'm self-centered or attention wanting when in fact I get near a panic attack when any attention gets put on me. I just hate it all.

@Neoillia

3 жыл бұрын

Dont worry, i have issues with my family haveing conflict and everyone generally being a complete asshole to each-other, my family is an uncivilised cluster fuck. your not alone, i get my comfort from knowing when i have the chance ill just dissapear into the night when i have my own sustainable source of income, with just a note, "Dont worry im not dead or kidnapped, just fuck you is all." and a calculated amount of my debt or what they have given me free after charged rent, plus 200$, then i probly will not do that and just leave like a normal person but it give my comfort that i could and would do that. possibly adapt that idea to yourself, thats just how i get comfort, idk. just my shareing of my experience so possibly it could apply to you. and dont worry you not self-centered or even coming near attention seeking, your great and i wish you luck. you matter.

@nameshow2652

3 жыл бұрын

You are not alone. Everything is okay, wanting to be alone in quiet place is normal. My family was fighting since i was born, and my father was the real satan my whole life. Even now he got me that much traumas, that by the 12 years i already got to understand something in my mind is not normal. I won't speak about this now, because it will take me a couple of hours or smth :) Everything is going to be alright. I know, you was living with all of it for so much time, and I know you will overcome everything, you are strong, and i believe in you. One day, you will understand then everything is already far away, behind on the road, and by the time you'll look at this you might be calm and lonely.. More time would pass and you'll fing somebody who will care and love you!!! And everying is going to be alright!!!! I believe in you! You'll overcome everything bad, you are strong! A lot of people, even on internet (like me :P), believe in you!

@havingagoodtime2859

3 жыл бұрын

its fine to talk about your feelings here

@geeswithane7yrago303

3 жыл бұрын

You do not sound selfish I relate so much it'll hopefully get better. You will get away from those people at one point and be free from those that just chain you back.

@lexychan5096

3 жыл бұрын

Don't worry, i think everyone here that is listening to this music can relate to that and feel the same way as you but I'm sure things will get better. You know what i like to tell myself? that life is like a rose to get to the flower (being happy) you have to get trough Thorns (feeling sad or having bad moments) it may seem stupid but after crying i feel better, you just habe to be ok with yourself, don't mind your familly fighting, think about YOU before thinking about the others. I don't know for how long you've been living that but i'm sure that eventually things will get better!

Honestly, it's 5 AM. I'm just sitting here singing along and letting my hallucinations bring me company. I'd sleep but I'm scared they'll get me so I just stay awake and try my best to ignore the paranoia and the darkness.

@willowthesily672

Жыл бұрын

i thought i was the only one

@punmaster6571

Жыл бұрын

...Just sitting, back against the wall wondering if theirs something behind me, Evan if I know it's nothing

@pig276

10 ай бұрын

Damn paranoia is more common than I thought

@user-if1lq1ic2x

6 ай бұрын

I am literally doing the same

This was my first ever exposure to the dreamcore genre a year ago, and I can safely say it has changed the entire trajectory of my life. I love it.

the funny thing is, I don’t remember being alive only until after I was like 11...I don’t know how to explain it, but everything seems like it was all a dream- i still question myself if I exist, and get loaded with thoughts about the world and universe. it drives me crazy.

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

You do exist!!! You are valid! You are a human!! I had the same thoughts as you! I get how you feel! I wish you the best! ❤️

@etherealjupiter6944

3 жыл бұрын

@@mxlion awh thanks, unfortunately I do believe we are government studied aliens from a far away plant of Azorp, (just kidding lol) but I do appreciate that I’m not alone.

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

@@etherealjupiter6944 hehe

@etherealjupiter6944

3 жыл бұрын

@KØI_Flow glad to see I’m not alone...on a good note, I was diagnosed with some sort of scizotypal disorder which explains a lot of these rapid and reoccurring thoughts, (and much other symptoms that are far too complex to write all on here) hopefully you get some sort of well being or coping system as well.

@imannavieira

3 жыл бұрын

Oh, my God. As a person with depersonalization disorder, I can relate so bad with your comment. :( I'm happy I'm not the only one.

"the memories keep blurring, but i know they're there. somewhere."

@--_j_--

3 жыл бұрын

as someone with memory issues I love this hehe

@ri-gz6ye

3 жыл бұрын

@@--_j_-- awh thank you? I wrote this as i was realizing that most of my childhood felt like a dream rather than actual events :o thank you very much for relating, it made my day 💗💗💗

@Sunny00002

3 жыл бұрын

I don't remember my childhood i just have 3 or 4 memories from it and idk if 2 or them are a dream or that really happened

@--_j_--

3 жыл бұрын

@@ri-gz6ye aww ur so sweet xx

@weebsupremacy6291

3 жыл бұрын

Wow... that's some heavy words, for right now I can remember a lot of events from my childhood (including all the fighting) but I can admit they are fading away. 😔

Found this in my recommended I am now going to mention that the ‘car’ passing is the doot skellie and now listen to this on loop for the next 3 years :)

2 things 1) love to everyone in these comments facing difficult times. it’s hard at times to feel connected to this life or even keep going, but to know there are others floating in that same void is comforting. we’ll all get through this together 🖤 2) not a single comment i’ve seen has pointed out that the car light passing the person is the skeleton playing a trumpet meme

@elhaykadosh6666

Жыл бұрын

I freaking know i saw a skeleton 😂😂😂 i started doubt myself until that comment

@battlebuddy637

Жыл бұрын

Fuckin knew I saw doot. Thank yiu for pointing this out

@extremely.hung.individual2693

2 ай бұрын

_doot_

this comment section is the CEO of the saying “suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids not to die”

@Foible

3 жыл бұрын

Pretty much, we gotta look out for each other because no one else will

@xiao425

3 жыл бұрын

@@Foible mhm

@cupcakejack7375

3 жыл бұрын

True

@luanmantilla3575

3 жыл бұрын

the mofo'ing island of misfit toys

@okkotsuzs

3 жыл бұрын

@@Foible yep :(

the first song just makes me want to walk out my house and start everything over

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

same

@Megan-sf5vf

3 жыл бұрын

I kinda do too

@AlyZzz69

3 жыл бұрын

I just wanna run away with my friends and make a new life with them

@annaa4066

3 жыл бұрын

Same, I even dreamt about it last night and it felt so amazing to run away from everything/-one.

@bonetrousler

3 жыл бұрын

Fr, like just go change my name and live out on a barn

To whoever is feeling not good rn: Hi, I just want to say that no matter what is happening right now, no matter how bad it is or seems, i promise you are not alone in your experience. If you feel unloved right now i promise that there are people that exist that absolutely care for you and love you, even if you cant currently feel it. If you feel like things aren't getting any better i promise you they will. I wish i could tell you when but unfortunately i cant. But what i do know is that everything can and will get better no matter what. And if you feel like things are so bad that life isnt worth living right now, please please PLEASE keep holding on. Take this from someone who has felt all of this before. While whatever you're going through hurts right now, ending it all is not the answer. While you may not feel ok right now, i promise that you arent alone and that it will get better. Stay safe ❤

@hhabmowerfrookst

9 ай бұрын

Well it makes me more sad to know that others experience it too and i believe i shouldnt be loved, im a piece of shit and i feel sorry for everyone who does it, my life is shit because of me so it would probably be better to end it.

@Miyko33

8 ай бұрын

My father is gone forever beneath the earth beneath our feet

@HoppyMarombeira

Ай бұрын

Yes I'll do it. Furthermore, I want to have the pleasure of seeing my addictions and mental problems go before me.

This is a godly perfect playlist, god bless the person who made it, i couldnt make it without it right now, and it perfectly captures the character of the little blind girl

I wish us humans could trade perspectives like lenses on a camera

@dan.j.k5879

3 жыл бұрын

Humans all posses consciousness and our minds are nothing but containers and filters we have limited by our various beliefs. Meaning we are only limited by our imagination, so if say someone were to go into a deep meditative state of consciousness and did necessary steps to be in the right mental state to expand there own awarness and thus there own mind, they could very well connect there mind with someone in the same state. So who really knows god what humans could do at that stage. Thats all i can really say on this topic since it has not been researched that much. 👍

@XXdoubleReaperXX

3 жыл бұрын

try some dmt lmao

@elpathdigital4391

3 жыл бұрын

That reminded me of an anime song called “broken camera” it’s the ending of the anime Geneshaft. You should check it out.

@InVinoVeratas

3 жыл бұрын

That'd make life too boring and predictable. Also, I love my solitude, it's how I hone myself.

@saiyanprince6681

3 жыл бұрын

Its real actually, its called sympathy.

lol i like how the passing by thing is the doot skeleton

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

Hehe 🙃 yeah I didn’t make the artwork but i love it!! The character is called Poka blind girl. It’s a very sad manga but you can’t get a copy anymore. I’m not sure why but it fits so well!

@purrmagedon148

3 жыл бұрын

​@@mxlion probably because of the multiple polemics concerning Poka and the original artist popopoka, some people are trying to censure their art and the fact that bullying exist now apparently :/

@sweetlittledoll

3 жыл бұрын

1k like

@ghostmode9020

3 жыл бұрын

WAIT I DIDNT EVEN KNOW

@mikaylamarass983

3 жыл бұрын

Yea lol

"You exist for a reason." Now that's a title right there. I think so many people need to hear those simple combination of powerful words. It's stuck in my head.

Im at the point where i dont even know if ill be here for new years, but these playlists give me some ease of mind and a second to feel blank instead of in pain

@ashynix228

5 ай бұрын

I don't know what's going on and this may be late and also may be kinda stupid since you don't know me and I don't know you, but it would be nice to know that you'll still be here when new years come...

@sussyrat420

4 ай бұрын

If you read this, happy belated new years. May this year bring you peace.

I'm at home with only my brother. No stress. No parents. Not being forced to be someone. It's nice.

@leigha3122

3 жыл бұрын

I have 6 siblings so it's kinda nice when that happens

@eunoiamorosis

3 жыл бұрын

I hate my brother cause hes an asshole

@f01732

3 жыл бұрын

same

@Nerochan18

3 жыл бұрын

Everybody gangsta till he forgot to add "Step"

@ashyroses

3 жыл бұрын

@@Nerochan18 Please use they/them😎👌

School has literally crippled my mental health and made me go in a spiraling hole of depression. Grades are so overwhelming. Deadlines are always so near. I hate it.

@ma.jbrony1754

3 жыл бұрын

Especially with virtual school....

@idfk695

3 жыл бұрын

@@ma.jbrony1754 yep... its really stressful. If you want to vent or rant to me you can

@ma.jbrony1754

3 жыл бұрын

@@idfk695 I'm actually feeling better, but thank you! I appreciate that. :)

@idfk695

3 жыл бұрын

@@ma.jbrony1754 of course! Glad that your feeling better :). Just know that there's always people that you can come for help. Stay safe homie

@ma.jbrony1754

3 жыл бұрын

@@idfk695 😊💖

me and my gf share similar traumas, and it doesn’t help much that were in an extreme long distance relationship, but this playlist makes her feel like shes closer with me and next to me.

@froxerii6825

7 ай бұрын

Yooo I can relate to this comment so much :((( Im also in a ldr with my gf and we’re both trauma victims, but our traumatic experiences are quite different haha :)) Hope you’re feeling alright tho stranger! ❤

@TheMountAndBladerX10

5 ай бұрын

I love the fact that you have a girlfriend and i hope you two will be happy together. A pillar of respite for each other. God bless your relationship

I remember listening to this during online classes. I was in a weird phase that time but I enjoyed it.

Y'all ever just sit in your room and think about you past and you feel empty...and then somehownthis weird painful feeling stucks you idk how to explain it lol

@user-xy3il3jk3o

3 жыл бұрын

I do this too. I rethink my whole past, to the point where I don't even feel anything .

@alegria1813

3 жыл бұрын

About the future too

@morganh2603

3 жыл бұрын

same here

@xpxthy

3 жыл бұрын

I either don’t have that sinking feeling, or is feels like it’s been sunken for a very long time.

@haphephobia

3 жыл бұрын

İ remembed staying up and wishing for, like, changing the past lol

I don't even feel sad I just feel empty devoid of purpose and emotion

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

I'm the same way right now. I hope you feel better!

@michthenutt2723

3 жыл бұрын

indeed, the feeling of emptiness, one i am o so familiar with, the sound of a clock moving, the sound of the ocean. All o so emty and dead to me, if i could take one thing away from this world, ironically, it would be the feeling of emptiness, for all we gain from it is a lack of feeling, and rarely does it ever amount to change. It just drags you down deeper into the lake, till you no longer see light, and all you are left to do is to choke at the bottom.

@alexchavezau1338

3 жыл бұрын

I just feel that a bother and i feel useless plus my problems are always with me in my house

@alexchavezau1338

3 жыл бұрын

The only way i can scape is trough anime feeling some ones Happynes as my own knowing perfectly well that its not real

@lovffle

3 жыл бұрын

Same. I have no friends and I’m too shy so that sucks. I wish I had friends. The only friend who actually understood me and was kind to me was an online friend who hasn’t talked to me in awhile since she is depressed and wanted to take a break from her phone. I miss her (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)

I’m not really struggling with any like trauma and that stuff, but reading some of these comments makes me realize how hard some things people go through are. Really I’m just lonely, but to all of you guys and girls out there who are struggling with anything, I believe you. I know it might not mean much and there’s the chance you won’t even see this comment, but know even if you do or you don’t, I still believe in you. Have a good night, I hope to see you tomorrow.

If you are reading this, I hope that day comes real soon where your wildest dreams come true. Where you finally feel that you are at peace with yourself and your surroundings. May your life be full of joy, strength, light, and ease. May you lead a life full of positivity and greatness. You got this.

The only reason I’m not dead yet is bc I made it a goal to outlive the fcking Queen of England and I cant back out now So I’ll be here listening to this til then

@rainwater.1493

3 жыл бұрын

Please don't go, even if she dies. I know i'm just a stranger on the internet, but I care about you so much.

@epicminecraftgamer69smith84

3 жыл бұрын

I know it may not seem like it but people care about you, I've never met you but I care about you none the less. Please don't go.

@iforgotoputausername

3 жыл бұрын

Bro u aint immortal

@carrotsd8735

3 жыл бұрын

@@iforgotoputausername but maybe we are so fight me :)

@TheBased_Department

3 жыл бұрын

Oi, gotta eat some healthy food cuz queen seems outlive everyone

jack stauber's songs makes me feel like i'm alone in a bubble, escaping from the reality.... and i love that

@Mars-rv9um

3 жыл бұрын

yeah. jack staubers songs are amazing. i feel safe while listening to them... edit was a spelling mistake-

@avery-vecnaswife67

3 жыл бұрын

Samee

@MsShowtime

3 жыл бұрын

Thats how i feel when i play video games

@jestertheclownfromthegayto4115

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@rickzadazx3458

3 жыл бұрын

Same 😪

I've been through a lot, sexual abuse, lack of basic needs. I've nearly ended my life and given up. But I'm here, 25 months into a mtf transition, much happier, with my bf and we got our own place. It feels really good to think I've done so much for myself in spite of it all. Also the lights of the car going past in the animation looks like a blurred out watermark of trumpet skeleton and that makes me smile

@gabed.2632

Жыл бұрын

keep going queen

@valentinbonchev7485

Жыл бұрын

if u rly transitioned, then u clearly lost the battle of saving urself

@TheKavuShow

Жыл бұрын

@@valentinbonchev7485 Vayne from League of Legends has some weird 2 month late takes

@sionenjoyer9746

Жыл бұрын

@@TheKavuShow FUCK ALL THEM VAYNE PLAYERS BRO, WHERE MY SION PLAYERS AT?????????? there is not getting rid of league players huh?

@ShesCuteButReallyDumb

Жыл бұрын

​@@valentinbonchev7485 If you really type like that you clearly lost the battle of getting an actual education

why does this playlist encapsulate my emotions and trauma so well 😭

@Ozzy-worsttaste

5 ай бұрын

Ohh you wanna relax whay i upload ? Music is share

birth is such a curse and a gift. we’re all so special for being here, yet terribly, terribly unlucky

@plum8810

3 жыл бұрын

@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ oh, this! you put it into words perfectly. i couldn’t agree more. but for the sake of “optimism” and us having the capacity to go forward, i think it’s vital to think we’re special in a way or another. the idea of consciousness is so strange, how the minute your heart stops beating your consciousness will be shifted elsewhere we don’t know of. but being alive is definitely not worth it in all honesty. we only live on for people, our emotions and our existence to keep being. we feel happy when good thing happen, and sad when bad things come. so ultimately, we live on for ourselves and to feel happiness. but what would you do if you still wanna die even if you’re happy? even if you have people that love you and you love them back? we were never asked to be here and the only reason i get out of bed is because i have to- and i won’t even have any gains at the end. or maybe there is a gain? who knows. whatever that gain is i don’t think it’s worth it either way. lmao whatever idk why this turned out to be so lengthy. maybe i should stfu and stop thinking u.u

@plum8810

3 жыл бұрын

@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ yeah, i guess so. we’re not special as in anything extraordinary, but maybe we’re a bit special in being extra unlucky for being born, y’know? yet no matter what we do and how high we go, we’ll never find a meaning or an answer, that’s just how the universe is constructed, i think. growing up religious then thinking this way suddenly- that yes, gods and traditions and ideas are constructs we created for own solace, it’s quite a turn. it’s a bit depressing too, thinking everything humans have ever reached is ultimately pointless. so living with meaning isn’t the right answer because there is no meaning. killing yourself isn’t the best reaction to being alive either. what the fuck :)

@plum8810

3 жыл бұрын

@LUCIA INES BUENO MARTINEZ i don’t think killing yourself is bad, but like i said, it’s just not ideal. i’m not talk about staying for the sake of others, but for the general concept of life which is to keep on going. i will never find a meaning, and frankly i don’t think any human will. “meaning” as in what life TRUELY means, without including your own opinions and prejudices. therefore, the only wise thing we can do is to go on, regardless of how much happiness or pain we’re in. to me, dying is the only thing i actually look forward to. i can kill myself right now, it really isn’t that hard. but it’s so easy, had i killed myself when i was like 12 or something it would’ve been fine but.. i’m too far into this and i think you are too? idk ahhah. maybe it’s wishful thinking, but i would like it if all this misery doesn’t go in vain hahaha. how about you, though? if you think that killing yourself isn’t bad, then what makes you stay here? what keeps you going? idk if this comes off with a mocking tone but i’m genuinely curious, because a part of me thinks just like you do

@ozymandias8242

3 жыл бұрын

CRINGE

@-toriizaka46

2 жыл бұрын

@@plum8810 hope is what makes ppl stay, if u didnt have my faith idk what i'd do tbh

I'm home alone, No stress No family I can take a walk if I want No problems No work Only calm vibes, just laying in bed

@haphephobia

3 жыл бұрын

Ayy this is early-pre-demo heaven-

@annamcdearmond19

3 жыл бұрын

Your lucky u can go anywhere I cant even go down town by myself yet

@_sleepy.catz_

3 жыл бұрын

@@annamcdearmond19 im not either but my mom wont know if shes not home

@Lillaiss

3 жыл бұрын

i miss this feeling

@oliwiakl615

3 жыл бұрын

Me too.. 😞✋🏻 Thanks god we have calm vibes then

i found this song in a strange time of my life i always knew something was wrong with me but i didnt know at the time. I knew i had depression but there was something else following me now i know its OCD, it feels a lot bettter knowing whats wrong with me rather than wandering around. And now im not longer a girl, and i am a different person than the person who first found this video. for anyone who is wandering and reading this, it gets better, coming from a person who tried to committ years ago, it gets better. Just hang in with yourself and it get better and soon itll be all worth it.

This playlist helped me through one of the toughest moments of my life. I’m still recovering and come back to it every once in a while. Thank you for this

i wish that night time could last forever you know

@syrimcbubble4224

3 жыл бұрын

Bro yes

@goodycat3062

3 жыл бұрын

The planet would freeze and everything on it would die

@poola5858

3 жыл бұрын

Eu queria que aquela noite pudesse durar para sempre com você

@addskum

3 жыл бұрын

@@goodycat3062 ngl i wish it would for a day.

@madeli.4779

3 жыл бұрын

People with sleep paralysis could never

There is two reason why I exist. 1: my parents wanted a child. 2: I haven't died yet.

@pianoman7753

3 жыл бұрын

I hope things exist positively for you right now, and if they dont, I hope you find the strength to overcome Whatever obstacles impede your path. I wish you good fortune and happiness and easy resolution to the things you face. I wish you the best, friend. Feel the music to it's best extent. We wish you the best here, friend. Not everyone is here for themselves. Some are lost like you, some seek resolution or thought provocation some are here to learn or grow. You only get one shot at being here, make the most of it even if most of us cant understand it I love you even though I dont know you

@tiitelitam8662

3 жыл бұрын

@@pianoman7753 thanks. And I love you too.

@tiitelitam8662

3 жыл бұрын

@@pianoman7753 this really means lot to me. Because nobody haven’t said they love me in a very long time.. I hope you have a wonderful day or night and please take good care of yourself. ❤️

@daughterofchrist5764

3 жыл бұрын

Jesus loves you ❤

@chrisdiddis9461

3 жыл бұрын

Wow :0

My emotions have been such a rollercoaster lately and it’s been hard to cope. Every time I see old pictures or movies I liked and stuff from when I was little I end up having an existential crisis of sorts about how I’ll never get that time back and how time never stops moving and nothing will ever last forever. I end up becoming so unmotivated and feeling so empty that nothing seems interesting anymore and all I can do is sit and spiral deeper and deeper. This playlist is so helpful for grounding me and bringing back to reality and remembering that there are perks to getting older, and this dull feeling will pass with time. To whoever needs to hear this, take a deep breath and remember it’s ok to not be ok. Every breath and blink you make is a sign that you’re trying, and that is perfectly fine. i think I can say that me and everyone else in the comments is proud of you. Whatever you’re feeling or experiencing will pass with time. Keep going, brighter times are ahead! When you’re at rock bottom, the only way to go is up ❤

Though my youth is in my past now, I have no regrets. I feel for the people that have had life rough, just know that I'm not happy because I'm tougher mentally or anything like that, it's the opposite. In fact, your tougher you've made it this far, all this bad and traumatic experiences and you're still here. Why not keep going and see what life brings you, so many wonderful people that you'll meet and care for you the way you care for them. You'll meet them I promise you that. So keep going not for what has happened in the past, but for the amazingness that awaits you in the future.

"why are you tired? you don't do anything"

@thesaddestdude3575

2 жыл бұрын

"Ugh are you depressed or somthing, fucking get up you lazy piece of shit, wakey wakEYYYYYYYYY!" ughhh.... - My family

@bugface3132

2 жыл бұрын

oh shit this one hits way too close to home

@funcionario

2 жыл бұрын

@@thesaddestdude3575 I'm sorry:(

@thesaddestdude3575

2 жыл бұрын

@@funcionario So am i... Its wierd they used to be supportive.

@funcionario

2 жыл бұрын

@@thesaddestdude3575 when we are children they are then we grew up and started to understand (I'm sorry if I don't understand what you mean, I'm br)

I like being alone but i don't like the feeling of being alone

@brown-axolotl7244

3 жыл бұрын

I can relate to this so much.

@itzrainingtac0s920

3 жыл бұрын

@@brown-axolotl7244 mhm

@12dar12

3 жыл бұрын

I understand this all too well😂

@shreveport3134

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@chwdpjd100

3 жыл бұрын

i like drugs

Really want to thank you for making this playlist. I got sick today and listening to some calm music made me feel a lot better.

Everyone else: -talking about the actual subject,bad childhoods,no childhoods, trauma isnt an Aesthetic, Meanwhile me: hehe funni skele trumpet

imagine being thinking about life and suddenly a ball of light passes over your face over and over again for 25 minutes

@bazzfromthebackground3696

3 жыл бұрын

Spooky scary skelemons.

@motivatedvergil2725

3 жыл бұрын

Ha, Doot Doot

@Mars-rv9um

3 жыл бұрын

theres alsoo a person in the background.

@maciethestore9590

3 жыл бұрын

LOLL

@katherineridings3909

3 жыл бұрын

its a train im pretty sure

Remember the time when we all wanted to grow up? Now we all want to go back to being as a kid because we didn't know back then that growing up meant having to fight a battle *every single day*

@jaydewithsomebeans4068

3 жыл бұрын

Kids who wanted to grow up to leave their parents quicker: chaa chaa real smooth. But fr, yeah I do, I miss being a young toddler and not understanding half the things going on, just kinda chillin and drinkin chocolate milk or somethin. When we grow up, shit just gets worse because we start to realize how shitty stuff is. Wish you the best.

@mayautumn4900

3 жыл бұрын

@@jaydewithsomebeans4068 This makes me want to curl up on the couch with some chocolate milk and watch Disney now 🤣

@ozymandias8242

3 жыл бұрын

CRINGE

@casey3889

2 жыл бұрын

I don't want to be a kid again. It wasn't much better. I'm in a better spot now. I just wish my mind was as well.

@Nova-bv5qb

2 жыл бұрын

*laughs in wanting both*

I've been listening for this mix for a while now and i'm grateful to have this in here

Love the animation. It fits so well with the music. There is kind of a lonley, calm, soothing feeling to it.

Do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and go: "Oh... that's me" look at your hands and just realize the figure in the mirror is you. It's such a strange feeling, I don't know what it is, it feels so weird like I realize I'm alive. edit : it's only been a month and I didn't expect so much comments and likes thank you all

@MY-mx7si

3 жыл бұрын

@@listlessdandelion3587 Right ? Like oh yeah this is actually MY body 😭

@BlockyBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah, been there. I exist inside my head more than the outer world- At least, to me.

@haphephobia

3 жыл бұрын

İ kinda live in my mind, daydreaming. Y'know about another universes and questioning if they exist, if they can after i die i want to enter them without any memories. Would be hella cool :>

@BlockyBookworm

3 жыл бұрын

@@haphephobia The answer is either "no" or "theres no way to take anything over, including evidence".

@jax8352

3 жыл бұрын

Same! I get those moments every once in awhile and it’s like “oh shit, I’m really here”

“i’ve gotten so used to ignoring my feelings and pretending that they don’t exist that i unintentionally ignore them for weeks and eventually i’ll have a day full of mental breakdowns and such” gang rise up

@bobwasowsky270

3 жыл бұрын

I feel you, no idea where that came from, but only recently I noticed that my natural reaction to any emotion, when I'm not by myself, is to repress it immediately, to not show I've been moved by anything. How does that even happen? How to rid of it? I want to be more truthful, more myself, not hide

@ultratfk7479

3 жыл бұрын

You too huh

@jacobsmith8017

3 жыл бұрын

same

@ifuckingloveyou4703

3 жыл бұрын

Here

@ifuckingloveyou4703

3 жыл бұрын

Im here 💀

Something my mama always says, and i will forever stick by. “People go through shit, no matter who it is, others are just better at hiding it. Be kind. Help them, and they might just help you.”

i've loved this playlist for so long tysm for it

my worst fear is slowly forgetting everything, and sadly that is happening right now. i cant do anything about it, but i keep forgetting things. important things like what day it is and my friends names. i dont remember what i did yesterday, i never do. and im just sitting here, losing important memories.

@randompotatoo9268

3 жыл бұрын

Same, i forget about chores, what someone just told, what day it is, or even for me i think that the days are repeating so its ok i feel the same way too

@dioincenerito

3 жыл бұрын

I seriously hope it's not dementia, but if it is, i'm so sorry for you :(

@saumensch4347

3 жыл бұрын

i feel like thats kind of that i have i could be on my ipad, phone, computer whatever and my parents ask me to do something and immediately i forget it(i may be because im watching yt and stuff lol but i forget really important stuff not long after i get asked)

@nightm4res372

3 жыл бұрын

I already forgot about the 98% of my childhood bUt lIke iM sTill oN mY chIldhOOd 😃🔫

@ladyart3375

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same.. I'm literally forgetting everything. I don't know what I did the day before and what I even ate. I don't remember if I already said something to someone and I don't know if I don't repeat myself, because I just simply don't remember.. Sometimes I even forget that I'm hungry- Oh and ofc I never (I mean now- I knew that before..) know what day it is now. It's so strange.. like I'm slowly fading from this world..I really wish to just disappear and I want everyone else to forget me huh.

Is no one going to talk about the glowing trumpet skeleton that flys across the screen every 8 seconds?

@korusooooo

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for enlightening us with this information.

@moschino8754

3 жыл бұрын

LMFAO

@brunop.8745

3 жыл бұрын

thank you, i thought nobody was gonna mention it

@Nova-bv5qb

3 жыл бұрын

OMFG I THOUGHT THAT WAS A MOTORCYCLIST

@zora3599

3 жыл бұрын

i thought it was a car or somn-

The audio quality is quite unlike anything I usually encounter and it's phenomenal

My mom does not reconise me as family , only calls me for work, never apreciate what i do. Life is falling appart. Fiction is my escape from reality

@thewhitesakura597

Жыл бұрын

I hope Everything gets better for you! My best wishes for you! Don't give up!

Personally, the worst type of trauma is the type when you know it’s wrong, but they give you mixed signals and confuse you on wether or not what they did is wrong. I have that type. And I can’t figure out what’s wrong with me

@sugoish9461

3 жыл бұрын

I'm not sure exactly what you went through (of course), but I went through pretty bad emotional abuse as a young child. I used to sit and feel like my head was just swirling and I was constantly dizzy from not being able to come to a decision whether I was in the right or not, and not feeling like I couldn't drop the question because it was so important. I've gotten help through a good therapist for the past year and I can just say, I don't feel that at all anymore. I'm so fricking thankful I got through that. So, just saying here, so can you. It may take time, it may take a lot of energy and effort, but you can get out of that feeling. I remember how horrible it was, but it is escapable. Sending love

@Lazyeggcake

3 жыл бұрын

@@sugoish9461 Thank you for your advice and help. I do hope I get pasted this one day. :)

@l.symone3611

3 жыл бұрын

My whole entire family and everyone around me. They say it’s me and at this point I think it is, I just want to float if that makes sense

@Lazyeggcake

3 жыл бұрын

@@l.symone3611 me too man. But Im sure it isn't you. :)

@loi8921

3 жыл бұрын

turning it on would not be good I think you should take it as a lesson and I know you feel horrible but calm it can only be a scenario although it can come back as many times as you want

Sometimes I feel like there’s no value to life at all, we’re all gonna die anyways, and other days I feel the there is big meaning to life and it’s beautiful... it’s like an ugly tug-of-war 😭 edit: thank you for the likes,comments and words 🙏🏻 it’s really hard to release sometimes but I do think there is value in life, when I’m older I just hope I don’t regret what I didn’t push for because a lot of old people actually regret what they didn’t do more than what they did do. We will never live this life again and I think that’s a good reason to give it all we’ve got 💪🏼 humans are an extremely complex and complicated species and society is beyond fucked so know you are far from alone

@Jasmine-ww9tn

3 жыл бұрын

I understand you. I feel the same take care friend ♡

@Neoillia

3 жыл бұрын

The mortality and ending of life give it meaning, makes the time alive matter, because its in rare quantity. just like gold is valuable because of its scarcity, time is as well, and in turn life is included. both have meaning because both are finite.

@nathanwong103

3 жыл бұрын

There's no meaning to life cause we all die anyways. Just make the best out of life! Work hard, have as fun as u can, find love, build relationships, and be selfish. Life is all about the happiness u can achieve with others. It's worth living.

@geeswithane7yrago303

3 жыл бұрын

I litteraly sit up crying nights cause I'm just thinking about my own existence. Why it's useless. Even go as far to thinking I should just end it cause it's no point to this life right? Everything is shit right now why should it get better? But it might actually get better once that's why I just live now for a better time in the future

@clammqwq

3 жыл бұрын

It all just feels so blurry that i can't even differentiate whats real and whats not from reality and my dreams time to time. Some days i'd just blanl out and snap back and remember "ah i'm here." i feel like verything is just caving in on me time to time i can't even remember how i spent the day and just get really woke at night trying to distract myself and watch my comfort streams, they feel so nice to fall asleep to. All i know is just to get through another day and just live there's still a part of me that wants to see if there's anything really waiting for me and if there will be a home i'd go to.

Starting off this magical playlist with an beautiful sounding rendition of the intro of "Chamber of Reflection". Simply ethereal! :D Great work! :)

idk what it is about this little playlist I found back in 2021 but it has provided so much comfort and peace since then

my biggest trauma is holding my father in my arms when he was shot dead because of his skin colour. being constantly harrased and belittled because of my race really made me bitter and self-hating for every little thing. helps to have music like this that helps me remember i have a purpose beyond being someone's 2-dimensional villian. also helps to have internet strangers to vent this too, since i can't afford a "real" therapist anymore. hope everyone here finds success and happiness in life, one way or another.

@the-letter_s

3 жыл бұрын

@@tehepookie the fact that you cared enough to take the time to type this is actually really comforting. thank you, my friend. i'm doing a decent bit better, especially since his killers got their dues.

@user-0613

3 жыл бұрын

i’m so so so sorry that happened to you, just know that you are absolutely beautiful and i’m sure your father was too. nobody deserves to be shot because of their skin color. nobody.

@the-letter_s

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-0613 thank you, my friend :)

@glowingnettles4689

3 жыл бұрын

It’s so disgusting what happened with this beautiful planet that people die because of their race,what isn’t even important. I’m really so so sorry for you I know I can’t do that much with my words but I just want to tell you that I’m here for you if you have any problems. Lets not wish this happens to your family again even if it’s so sad again that we can’t just forget racism because so many racist exist on this world and I want to burn them down so bad. All bad persons need to go to jail so the peacefully ones can life their life’s, but I also think not racist or not homophobics or not murders have their bad side let’s just all die and let the earth regenerate because it’s a unique planet and people don’t care about that. Ehem yeah I write another poem again sorry for that. I love you and we all hope racists will get jail for 10000000000000years. Stay safe

@the-letter_s

3 жыл бұрын

@@glowingnettles4689 people have been killing each other in the name of such irrelevancies since the days of Babylon... i don't really have any family left for the most part anyways, mostly for the same reason my father passed. i absolutely agree with you though, people who do such rotten things for such rotten reasons deserve an "equal and opposite reaction"... can't say i agree with everyone dying though, humanity is capable of living alongside nature instead of on top of it if we just remove the malefactors keeping us all down... you don't have to apologize, i appreciate you taking the time to write a response, my friend. thank you, and stay safe as well

In the city you're never alone. That's the weird part. Being alone in a place full of people, but unable to be truly alone to be sad in peace.

@pandaishh5292

3 жыл бұрын

Wow

@olshay8767

3 жыл бұрын

I like to call this "Crowded solitude"

@schweinefleischteinvonreic5573

3 жыл бұрын

now that i recall, i remember feeling less lonely when i lived in the countryside, life quality wasn't that of great but the friends, the neighborhood, the animals, lord... the mf landscapes..

@Hes_Gone

3 жыл бұрын

Feel alone in a place full of people is the worst that actually be all alone, in solitude at least you can heal, you can work your way to the top.

@minchyoda1602

3 жыл бұрын

they don't know you though; most of those people don't know you, but being just there will cause consequences, just as everything else here

Coming back here after got back to being empty ~

This is the greatest playlist I found in years, gives some vibes I've always had but never really managed to find

i see people comment something around the lines of "why do i feel bad? there's nothing wrong", and i just want to say that there doesnt need to be something wrong in order to feel bad. the reason its so important to identify trauma is to treat and heal said trauma. you dont need trauma in order to feel depressed, or anxious, or suicidal, or detached from reality, or paranoid, or anything. you are valid, and you aren't hogging the spotlight or stealing resources or anything like that. you are allowed to feel these things, always.

@kleineitalien4246

3 жыл бұрын

I don't even think it is some trauma that they have, but some lack of meaning/purpose. Only a few come here to listen while feel sorry for themselves for some problem. But I wish they find the way to change, because it's not only about solve problems, but how you see them and all else (appealing to knowledge of philosophy, here).

@linal00l

3 жыл бұрын

i love u for saying that man u are certified cool

@waka5795

3 жыл бұрын

thanks

@ice_cream_mochi

3 жыл бұрын

reading this genuinely helps, so thank you. i doubted myself a lot after i tried going to a therapist for the 1st time, and when she realized i didnt suffer from trauma (just lots of anxiety) she told me I didn't need to be there lmao

@templecatt

3 жыл бұрын

i feel empty but whenever i say that my brain thinks im saying that to myself for attention. my parents are nice. my sister is nice. home is good. school is okay sometimes. im spoiled, i shouldnt feel empty so maybe i am hogging the spotlight

"i exist for a reason, but what is it?" "that's only something that you can decide."

@cringeer7853

3 жыл бұрын

Fair enough, our God never told us our objective, so now we live to be happy, or live for thee unknown.

Bro i listened this playlist every day i studied programming in 2021. i liked these songs in the past, now they just bring me a feeling of loneliness...

thanks so much for the playlist man it helps me a lot during this thing im going through at the moment.

My mother yelled at me before this so I started to cry and then I found this and it made me feel better

@mxlion

3 жыл бұрын

Oh I’m so sorry! I’m in the same boat as you so I know how you feel! I’m glad it helped!

@misschuckito1311

3 жыл бұрын

I get yelled at a lot to the point that I'm used to it, it's weird hearing someone cry about it when for me it's nothing new.

@caspertheghost4458

3 жыл бұрын

Sheesh I got yelled at to before I fell asleep on the bathtub

@hanac5586

3 жыл бұрын

@@misschuckito1311 Some people are more sensitive and it's an okay thing to cry about. But I feel you, if it happens a lot you just stop caring. It's still stressful and annoying but you get numb. The sadness turns into annoyance. That was actually how I got the courage to get the police involved. I was mad and wanted to do something about it

@isislimbaco4264

3 жыл бұрын

I get yelled a lot by my family and sometimes by my friends people even call me a crybaby

That day when you realize you don’t live in the “real world”, you live in your mind.

@hyperion7419

3 жыл бұрын

i love this comment it made me open my mind for a sec

@aikeiaikai162

3 жыл бұрын

@@hyperion7419 oh yeah same

@DankyStanky

3 жыл бұрын

holy crap you just made me realize that and think about that for a while

@mossgoblin5507

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah. These last few months I’ve been living in a hazy state. I’ve been maladaptive daydreaming a lot, almost constantly. I’ve just recently realized how fast these months have been passing. December felt like yesterday but also at the same time like it was years ago.I feel like this is wrong and I want to get back to who I was but at the same time I don’t want to leave. I just feel so safe.

@CharlottePearceProductions

3 жыл бұрын

this just made me sob and hit me with so much realisation bc i really do live in my mind and in different reality’s more than my own

With all those "cores" I thought my head was about to explode from the shockwaves emitted from my headphones. But this is also nice.

i just wanna thank you, this playlist genuinely got me thru hard times during covid. i ain gonna trauma dump, but it really sucked for. so thanks again for this playlist, its just perfect

if childhood is the best time of life, why is it filled with such despair

@syrimcbubble4224

3 жыл бұрын

I feel u : )

@ashyroses

3 жыл бұрын

Ik. Its depressing not the fact my life is great. I have nice friends although my parents are on the line. But it's not as bad as other peoples lifes.

@eunoiamorosis

3 жыл бұрын

Nagito: *I'd like you to repeat that again* * loads gun *

@stupiddog5637

3 жыл бұрын

Your to young to understand that despair until later

@judgmentalanimal

3 жыл бұрын

@@eunoiamorosis xD

I kinda like how the leaf on their head just kinda splats into existence after the light goes past haha

@Sai1ence

3 жыл бұрын

This video is a never-ending loop of the doot skeleton stealing the head leaf then running away.

Can't say I'm in the best place atm but I've been on this roller-coaster long enough to know that I can't have the good times without the bad. Love to see such a supportive comment section - it's clear that this playlist really resonates and finds people when they need it most (I absolutely wasn't looking up any mixes, but kept seeing this pop up).

This is a very good playlist, probably one of my favorites. The vibes I get are really something. The songs are a bit different but they all share the same eerie feeling but very chill and i'ts amazing.

Meanwhile people are talking about trauma and nostalgia “Did anyone else realize they’re a tall man standing beside the lamp?”

@haphephobia

3 жыл бұрын

This is hella scary, good thing i can't see it-

@Mars-rv9um

3 жыл бұрын

thats what i keep saying...

@sariel632

3 жыл бұрын

I thought I was the only one

@amanwithnoname4657

3 жыл бұрын

Also the thing going by the screen is Mr Doot

@craigtucker3273

3 жыл бұрын

Yes. its my demons

I have zero trauma, really great parents and haven’t been bullied for years, and even when I was it was really tame. All that does is make me feel all the more guilty for being as messed up as I am. I have no good reason to feel like this, but I guess I’ve been a lost cause from the very beginning, which I don’t want my parents to realise after they put in so much work and love that I’m unable to give back

@mikaregen7658

3 жыл бұрын

same bro. I'm privileged as fuck, but still I often feel like shit. I can't even name one single reason for why there is so much hate and anger inside of me. Whatever. Hope you have an okay day. Bye

@riddim3824

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the exact same way, have family that love me unconditionally, friends that are always there for me, yet all I want to do is die, really wish someone else had my spot in life and took advantage of it instead of me.

@merlinian209

3 жыл бұрын

I understanddd I feel the same way, but just know you don’t need a reason to have issues, mental illness can effect anyone it doesn’t matter how good your life is it’s okay to feel bad and you’re just as deserving of help as anyone with trauma. And you’ll never ever be a lost cause I know you’ll feel better one day with the right help and people. You’re doing amazing and your struggles are valid I love you and have a really amazing day or night

@area51raider50

3 жыл бұрын

Same. Both loving parents and great friends but somehow I just turned out different. Like, really really different. Both messed up and guilty. I don't even know if I can return the love I was shown because of my own flaws. But even so, the fact that they still care about me after all these years makes me want to tear up.

@emmar.7716

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the exact same way.

Happy to see this back, was in my downloads for a long time and noticed I couldn’t watch it anymore.

This is the most soothing playlist i've ever listened

I feel like I'm watching myself In 3rd person. everything feels like a vague memory, slow and distorted. It's amazingly horrible, life...

@nveah7468

3 жыл бұрын

i know what your talking about, like when you think back about things you see things in 3rd person and it's like your stalking yourself.

@jojonapton

3 жыл бұрын

@@nveah7468 yeah kinda, it's hard to explain it because we all experience things differently even if we experience the exact same thing we take it differently.

@bubbeline8217

3 жыл бұрын

i think u both have depersonalization! a lot of people have it, so don't be scared! i just thought u 2 might want to check it out, so you can get explenations and stuff! :) love u

@bubbeline8217

3 жыл бұрын

@@nveah7468 this is a short description of depersonalization from wiki

@jordyncalloway7149

3 жыл бұрын

Derealization or depersonalization is what I’d say it is :)

why can't i remember? why can't i forget?

@klarakrass9160

3 жыл бұрын

gucki

@won2600

3 жыл бұрын

ascend and achieve monke

@fllowerboy

3 жыл бұрын

@@won2600 i dont think i understand sorry

@Hannah-um4gh

3 жыл бұрын

If you can’t remember then you can forget you just did it.

@fllowerboy

3 жыл бұрын

@@Hannah-um4gh there are things i cannot remember and there are other things I cannot forget, i do not know which one is worse

Thank you for making this, so much. I'm not a huge fan of these artists, and those aren't my preferred music genres either, but I just have a huge connection with every song in this playlist. I heard it for the first time when it came out, and it was at a really important moment in my life. It genuinely feels like this playlist is part of me now, I feel like it really helped me overcome things and get to where I am.

honestly, this playlist made me feel all the emotions I never considered feeling, thank you

ngl the only thing worse than memory loss is when memories get unlocked and they still don't explain why everything's wrong

@consmith9000

2 жыл бұрын

PTSD is a bitch.

@milk4254

2 жыл бұрын

It would be nice to forget stuff more easily

@bitemyshinymetalass7393

2 жыл бұрын

hah hah.. fuck thats true.

@somegirl9673

2 жыл бұрын

@@milk4254 it is but forgetting to much could also lead you to forgetting the good memories. My memories are weird and vague with both good and bad memories. I’m not sure why it’s like that but I wish I could remember things more clearly even it it meant me remembering the bad stuff clearly as well.

@DeadlyEnough

2 жыл бұрын

Handing out diagnoses won't help anyone. However perhaps you're viewing the world through someone else's eyes. Perhaps your standards do not meet with how you actually view the world - and that is why everything seems off. It's not too uncommon to have your life's values and expectations set by others. So, in slight optimism, perhaps review your perspectives - what is important, what feels right and wrong. Sometimes that helps more than reflecting upon the past.

I don’t think that I’ve gone through anything traumatic but I still feel so stressed out and kind of empty for no reason. It’s frustrating that I don’t have anything to pin this on or to blame. I think my parents love me, I don’t really have friends but that hasn’t bothered me until recently. I don’t know why. This playlist helped me a bit. Thank you

@Lulu_0809

3 жыл бұрын

Same, idk if I should be commenting this, but it’s nice to know I’m not the only one. Hope everything will get better one day

@PurpleDove777

3 жыл бұрын

That sounds a lot like me... I hope things get better for you though. Remember that even if there's no specific reason for feeling that way that you can think of it doesn't make your emotions invalid or any less important somehow. I'm sorry if this was written weirdly, but I really do hope you feel better. Good luck with everything.

@qualityname2055

3 жыл бұрын

yeah same. i dont have a reason to be sad, or anxious, or angry so why do i self-deprecate myself :/ i feel you 100% ur not alone

@alittlebitd3ad

3 жыл бұрын

@@qualityname2055 this is literally me- I really want to know if there's a name for this because I want to get rid of it

@alecs9884

3 жыл бұрын

same boat.

Im so glad i found this on my feed again. I was missing this mix and thought i just couldnt remember the right name.