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  • @Mr.happy689
    @Mr.happy689Күн бұрын

    Yo! if anyone needs to come vent or smth like that, i will always be here, I am here for you 😁 🫶 Love you stay strong You are not alone 😘

  • @rushjobinc8063
    @rushjobinc80632 күн бұрын

    This is part of who I am

  • @MORALOREL_STAN
    @MORALOREL_STAN6 күн бұрын

    I got to this by playing a quiz

  • @GolAcheron-fc4ug
    @GolAcheron-fc4ug6 күн бұрын

    Yeah my purpose to be used by those who don’t love me. That’s it. Fuck that.

  • @EggiesGodsLikeEGG
    @EggiesGodsLikeEGG7 күн бұрын

    Anyone still listening to this?

  • @GentlemanBrawler
    @GentlemanBrawler7 күн бұрын

    Poka is a good girl.

  • @Cheaposhila
    @Cheaposhila9 күн бұрын

    Yeah after years still comfortable

  • @mrdemian1890
    @mrdemian189010 күн бұрын

    just imagine having broken home, bullying because im a outsider,no friend,even my familly hate me and when i cry someone told me to man up Im lonley even if i have friends my overthingking will kill me again with...i think he just pitty,i think he use you,i think he only be with you because hes lonely Almost all of ny friends do that to me

  • @ucgaofficial5339
    @ucgaofficial533910 күн бұрын

    If I exist for any reason its to be an example of what not to become.

  • @theconchinator2680
    @theconchinator268011 күн бұрын

    Dream Core this, Internet core that How bout THE REACTOR CORE IS GOING TO EXPLODE

  • @PixelDreams-94
    @PixelDreams-9411 күн бұрын

    still such a banger playlist. been a minute since I've returned, but I have 0 rergerts about it

  • @UserName-we3uh
    @UserName-we3uh12 күн бұрын

    Life is meaningless.

  • @kaykybritogama1958
    @kaykybritogama195811 күн бұрын

    Life is brilliant. Beautiful. It enchants us, to the point of obsession. Some are true to their purpose, though they are but shells, flesh and mind. One man lost his own body, but lingered on, as a head. Others chase the charms of love, however elusive. All men trust fully the illusion of life. But is this so wrong? A construction, a facade, and yet... A world full of warmth and resplendence. But the question remains... What do you want, truly? Light? Dark? Or something else entirely... There is no path. Beyond the scope of light, beyond the reach of Dark... ...what could possibly await us? And yet, we seek it, insatiably...

  • @UserName-we3uh
    @UserName-we3uh11 күн бұрын

    @@kaykybritogama1958 Life is just absurd. We need to get the fun out of it and move up with the life we prefer. We need to embrace life not for its meaningfulness, but in its meaningless core. So, there is no existent meaning nor a need to search for meaning. Many of the ideas we make as "values" like getting to a good career, love life, friends... etc is just a void and empty thing that we humans made to runaway from the true emptiness of life. Yeah, I am having a mood swing and personality change but that is how is survive. I doubt I feel any different at heart about the meaning of life. When life does not offer you anything good for ages, it would be terribly hard to contain the pain you got, the lies you heard and the scars you had and act like everything is okay. Now I think seeing life absurd and not thinking about the depth of it since it is meaningless, but to focus on what really matters for me is a ultimate goal.

  • @Mr.happy689
    @Mr.happy68920 сағат бұрын

    I agree life is meaningless. But then again, what isn't? So... Let's just enjoy it, while we can that is : p

  • @UserName-we3uh
    @UserName-we3uh12 сағат бұрын

    @@Mr.happy689 True. Used to think a lot about future and its events and it would stress me out a lot, but knowing the difference between excessive planning and looking one step forward was a big lesson that I learnt, plus finding out that the life is meaningless. Very hard to see myself having a reason to be in this world unless the reasons are my personal ideas and goals. In that way, maybe there is a reason for my living which I defined it myself and it shows that other events and people are and must be ineffective in the way we think and shape the world around ourself.

  • @khzharevan
    @khzharevan13 күн бұрын

    The gray sky the sence of my existing like its will disappear whenever

  • @luigi7373
    @luigi737313 күн бұрын

    Change is the scariest thing of all But it's apart of life . . .

  • @pateticoYapatico
    @pateticoYapatico8 күн бұрын

    there's so much true in your words. . . . . wait luigi?

  • @kakioinhua938
    @kakioinhua93814 күн бұрын

    My existence is just a coincidence

  • @DAZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI
    @DAZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI15 күн бұрын

    😭❤️ЭТО ПРОСТО ВЕЛИКОЛЕПНО! СПАСИБО ВАМ ПРЕОГРОМНОЕ АВТОР ВИДЕО 🫂

  • @itzream
    @itzream14 күн бұрын

    YES 🗣️

  • @Ithel-gd7ex
    @Ithel-gd7ex16 күн бұрын

    We exist because at least one of our parents was horny.

  • @Mr.happy689
    @Mr.happy68920 сағат бұрын

    With my situation it was only one 😀

  • @Quietmeme
    @Quietmeme18 күн бұрын

    what is the name of character behind? I liked his/her hair style

  • @kirukakundes1573
    @kirukakundes157318 күн бұрын

    Kmp

  • @thekinginjello
    @thekinginjello20 күн бұрын

    Is that the fucking "doot" skeleton as the gust of wind?

  • @Katie-hj5eb
    @Katie-hj5eb21 күн бұрын

    It's been a while, hope you're doing alright.

  • @mxlion
    @mxlion20 күн бұрын

    Thanks Katie! Yeah It’s been a little rough. I’m going into college here soon in the midwest and It’s gonna be a bit of a move. I was gonna make some new playlists but they don’t get the same traction they once did. Hope you’re doing well!

  • @hankitypanky2130
    @hankitypanky213022 күн бұрын

    The beginning feels uplifting like a wake from a peaceful good dream only to be followed by the sad tune of Mac demarco chamber of reflection where the sun ray fades and the clouds cover the light and the bags around the eyes sag deeper and the energy upon waking slowly fades to a tiredness of endless depression..

  • @Prisma_713
    @Prisma_71322 сағат бұрын

    Hey nan, that's a beautiful way to describe the feeling!!! I never thought about it like that!

  • @colton2266
    @colton226623 күн бұрын

    I come back to this playlist every now and then when I am feeling down. I am a junior in highschool and in 3 days I will pass my junior year and technically be a senior. Today was also the graduation of one of my closest friends, and so many other people I knew in highschool. I've almost always been the youngest one in my friend groups, but usually I also have the best grades and they usually think I am smart, and usually I take the compliment, especially when I think about how it is coming from people older than I am. However, with so many of my friends having graduated now, I look back at when people have called me smart or mature for my age, and I realize that I really am not. I am utterly terrified of growing up, and I just can't think straight anymore. So far during highschool, I've never had a GPA lower than a 3.25, however it seems like this year will be the first time it goes below a 3, and I really want to go to college, but I am scared my grades will keep dropping, and I'm scared that I really don't actually know much at all. I feel like a child compared to some of my friends even though we are only a few months apart, for example, my friend Gaspar has had some of the best grades I've ever seen yet nobody aside from me realizes how smart he is, my friend Jordyn is incredibly smart but because he makes goofy jokes and is pretty outgoing he doesn't really look it at first and I've not really heard people say that he is as smart as he actually is, my friend Tan is very smart and confident but he is so outgoing and extroverted that people don't think about that at first with him, yet with me it seems like that is all they can talk about, but compared to them? I am nothing. I make worse grades than all of them, I don't have a proper hobby like any of them, and it seems like my mind is usually all over the place compared to them, so why do people think that I actually am smart? I wouldn't have this problem nearly as harsh as I do if I made better grades, if I were more confident, or if my friends were just as much told how smart they are. I mean, they are all hardworking people, 2 of them have jobs, and the other is very hard working academically, more so than anyone of us. I want to get money and a job, it's not that I am not hardworking, I am just afraid of losing my childhood too soon, but by being scared of that already, has completely backfired and I lost it even sooner than I originally would've, but then I look back at how a job would be and then I get even more scared about how my schedules would aline, or how overworked I'd be. I feel stupid, I feel empty, I feel wimpy, and I feel lonely. I have friends all over the place, but I just feel like I am not like them at all, the person I am closest to emotionally is Jordyn, but we function differently as people, then the person who is most similar to me as a person was a year older than me so he's now out of school and I will have to go my senior year completely without him. Gaspar is always there beside me but I feel like he can't understand what I feel without actually being me because it is so hard to explain. And Tan seems to not come by my house much at all anymore, I wish he would, I care about him just as much as anyone else I've mentioned. I feel like I'm just stuck in a loop of wake up at 7am, go to school at 7:40am, get home at 4pm, play some computer games until 5:30pm when my mom get's home, do some chores, play some more games from about 9pm to about 11pm, go to bed around 11 or 12, then proceed to not be able to sleep until 4:30am regardless of if I am on my phone or not, drank caffeine, or what. I think I need help, but I am too scared to ask for it, so I vent sometimes and that helps, but often times it's only a temporary thing, I can't keep going like this for forever, sooner or later something is going to happen, weather it's me going to therapy, or me losing all emotion, more so than I already have.

  • @nie.8058
    @nie.805825 күн бұрын

    i dont but the music is good

  • @nito8066
    @nito806625 күн бұрын

    and life's good again

  • @mdc7108
    @mdc710826 күн бұрын

    test

  • @Mr.happy689
    @Mr.happy68920 сағат бұрын

    Testing testing *1* *2* *3* can you hear me?

  • @taromc4166
    @taromc416627 күн бұрын

    At 7:40 what is that like static noise? Is it part of the song or is it added?

  • @RedBricked
    @RedBricked27 күн бұрын

    *Am I ever really good at things?*

  • @fem_crusader
    @fem_crusaderАй бұрын

    Honestly i dont know where else i can put this so ill vent here life has been hard my depression has been the worst than its ever been the love of my life said she just doesn’t love me like that anymore im trapped in a abusive household with no escape and honestly i dont know why i haven’t ended it ive grown apart from my friends and i just want everything to be over but i just cant do it and its a horrible life and i have no clue what to do so i sit listening to music and just kinda drift by a shell of my former self

  • @ItalyClay
    @ItalyClayАй бұрын

    I am leaving a comment here as you asked! >ߜ<

  • @kodahyphenlee
    @kodahyphenleeАй бұрын

    dreamcore this, oddcore that, BAH! wheres my ijustwanttofeelcomforted,honestly.likeeverythingfeelssostressfulandcrowdednowandijustwanttofeelthecomfortthatisbarelyaffordedtomenowcore, hmm?

  • @Superluigi881
    @Superluigi881Ай бұрын

    I exist because I have to. Not because I want to.

  • @NepsterWX
    @NepsterWXАй бұрын

    GOAT fr

  • @evelyn_ishere
    @evelyn_ishereАй бұрын

    idk what it is about this little playlist I found back in 2021 but it has provided so much comfort and peace since then

  • @khylerrodriguez1443
    @khylerrodriguez1443Ай бұрын

    This a good workout Playlist

  • @dapzz1999
    @dapzz1999Ай бұрын

    Estaba buscando este video hace meses

  • @Efectos_Secundarios
    @Efectos_SecundariosАй бұрын

    ¿Es confuso verdad?, sin embargo sabes perfectamente cuando estás mal, todo tu cuerpo física y mentalmente te lo hace saber, te notas flojo con pensamientos fatalistas esa sensación que todo está perdido, qué ya nada será como antes, te torturas recordando una vivencia pasada aleatoria en aquel momento ni siquiera parecía un buen momento pero comparado como te sientes ahora podría incluso decirse que... Fuiste feliz sin saberlo I know english speakers won’t get the reference but idc

  • @Ellie_09
    @Ellie_09Ай бұрын

    I exist as an example of what not to do, and once I die and nobody remembers my advice and warnings there will probably be another kid that'll get the same purpose and kinda become life's punching bag! This is just a guess tho, I will never know why I exist until my time's almost up and I get to look back on my life and figure it out, or I might not even have a purpose other then to simply exist in the background of more important people's lives, I don't really care which one it is though as long as a few people can remember me in a positive way!

  • @theunderzz8441
    @theunderzz8441Ай бұрын

    Everyone that feels alone, remember God is allways with you, no matter what you do. You making a mistake doesnt matter. The world hasnt ended. You can still learn. Youll never truly be alone ❤

  • @kainaris
    @kainarisАй бұрын

    my heart feels heavy right now, this feels nice

  • @hadeszitos8903
    @hadeszitos8903Ай бұрын

    I wish to be a pre-teen in 2021/2022 again. I would do anything for it to last one more year or one more month. 2023 was my worst year and I hate being 15 years old (i am going to turn 16 this year). I want to stay home and watch some random streamer play minecraft. I want to play my favorite games for the first time again. I want to discover my favorite artists again. I want my old friends back. Those two years were the best and i will miss them for the rest of my life.

  • @riri-ev4bx
    @riri-ev4bxАй бұрын

    feel u too I miss that time the lockdown era was such a fever dream I took spending at home doing nothing for granted and now nothing hits the same as it used to

  • @Noahwalter-bs4ts
    @Noahwalter-bs4tsАй бұрын

    The reason why Im alive and trying not to kill myself is because of my sister she said she would kill herself if I was never born so that's why Im here to stay wth her from doing anything.... I love her sm

  • @Teo22294
    @Teo22294Ай бұрын

    You're a good man, good man

  • @Noahwalter-bs4ts
    @Noahwalter-bs4tsАй бұрын

    Indeed I am Im rude and mean on the outside but in the inside Im kind and sweet

  • @liamacosta2879
    @liamacosta2879Ай бұрын

    yeeey

  • @alvaroquero7120
    @alvaroquero7120Ай бұрын

    walking on pathologic

  • @PuppyPup-vx7tj
    @PuppyPup-vx7tjАй бұрын

    TW warning . . . . . Hey everyone, I just wanted to say I know this is going to get lost in the comments but I’m not going to make it to adulthood because I have to go but everyone please live, live for yourself no one else. I know I am going to be forgotten but that’s ok, I don’t know what to say I have over 1M words to say but I guess they will just stay in my mind. This is for people who Are bully’s please don’t bully others I know you won’t listen to me but that person could be going threw something you wouldn’t even understand like I am so please please stop. This is for everyone I don’t know you but I hope you have a good life even when it seems hard just look at the sky and take a moment for yourself try doing things you like if you can’t find anything you like well I hope you find something, I really hope you do. Everyone I love I’m sorry, friends, I’m sorry. Strangers that care I’m sorry. I just turned 16 so I’m close so I’m scared out of my mind. I’ll stop yapping goodbye I hope you guys will be ok💙.

  • @mindartthai1012
    @mindartthai1012Ай бұрын

    I know i don't know you but Cheer you up!💗 : )

  • @pichu9474
    @pichu9474Ай бұрын

    I thought about you today, thank you for these playlists, they made me happy three years ago and even as today

  • @max_level_raider
    @max_level_raiderАй бұрын

    My Purpose is to Suffer

  • @Mr.happy689
    @Mr.happy68920 сағат бұрын

    Life is suffering... Welp

  • @nessieplodocus482
    @nessieplodocus482Ай бұрын

    YES. YES! FINALLY SOMEONE USES A DEDF1SH SONG IN A WEIRDCORE PLAYLIST. THANK YOU. The Octo Expansion soundtrack is so good for this kind of thing but nobody ever uses it. THANK YOU. (I am way too adamant about this statement)

  • @splakbor
    @splakborАй бұрын

    i found the anime, its noragami

  • @monsterkingadversity6662
    @monsterkingadversity6662Ай бұрын

    That image is adorbs x3 Yet ANOTHER fucking anime character that looks like me lol You’d think I’m some sort of default on a character customization screen…Except THIS ONE captures my FEMBOY personality! So thats a rarer find! I have many versions of myself inside my skull…I’ve lost track of how many versions of myself are in my brain… This is just the type of crazy shit I comment at night…Come to think of it I’m not much saner in the day though…See some people are suicidal but thats not an issue for me. I just go more and more insane lol My borderline IMMORTAL curiosity, motivation, and desire to discover something truly amazing beyond boring ass human society keeps me VERY MUCH ALIVE!!! So I just end up venting in random spots for strangers to find and either send me insults, death threats, or kisses lol Sometimes all three…Yeah I’ve seen it all…I’m bored…I’m bored of everything guys. All I have are these images, videos, sounds, and the madness in my skull for at least two more years…My job doesn’t count. It’s boring like most things. Sometimes I wonder if it’s even real xD But it makes money appear in my bank account and thats what matters! Real or not… Also hi :3