0:00- Creep by Radiohead 3:56- I was all over her by Salvia Palth 6:39- Wet cigarettes by Strawberry milk cult 9:32- help_urself by Ezekiel 11:54- Shooting star by Dltzk 14:41- Washing Maching Heart Remix by Mitski 16:12- Sleep thru ur alarms by Lontalius 19:58- Michelle by Sir Chloe 23:28- Advice by Alex G 26:05- Tell me what to swallow by Crystal castles 28:18- haunt me by Teen suicide 30:36- Down the line by Beach fossils 33:20- Parking lots by Plums

@ukn0wn145

2 жыл бұрын

Tysm!!!

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

@@ukn0wn145 ur welcome 💜

@d3atht0ll15

2 жыл бұрын

@@myettt SUper random but I noticed your prof-pic and realized we used the same picrew lolol, dumb but I thought it was cool ig. Besides that tyty for the playlist.

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

@@d3atht0ll15 no it’s not dumb at all 😌

@rollypolly9784

2 жыл бұрын

@@myettt uh hey can i vent to you??

it hurts the most when you can't cry anymore.

@_csinti_

Жыл бұрын

take care, i wish you all the best 🤍

@Grandma2937

Жыл бұрын

No man it hurts worst when people just realize and start to treat you different

@_csinti_

Жыл бұрын

@@Grandma2937 i wish you the best 🤍

@alisedundure8167

Жыл бұрын

I also couldnt cry but my friends said mean things to me and i just broke down.

@orsolyacsintalan631

Жыл бұрын

@@alisedundure8167 i wish you the best 🤍

POV: You're slowly losing touch with the real world, don't talk as much as you use to, lose interest in the things you loved, can't even focus anymore. Zoning out is now your way of coping with everything.

@mrgxh9509

2 жыл бұрын

that's the most relatable comment i've ever read

@partycattheoneandonly4563

2 жыл бұрын

God this is my mood

@DeletedLaughter

Жыл бұрын

@xxxbrookxxx if you don't relate to it why reply??

@milan3226

Жыл бұрын

Being unique is boring and lonely i know, but that isolation is addicting, i dont want to mess with people

@xB41l

Жыл бұрын

@@DeletedLaughter I think they meant it's not a pov to them because of how much they relate to it

"If you cry, you are a crybaby. If you don't cry, you are emotionless." That's how society treats us people suffering from social anxiety and other mental disorders.

@overloadedoptimist

Жыл бұрын

Society can bite the curb. People should just be people. You can cry whenever you want.(:

@LEMON_AND_LIME_2010

Жыл бұрын

Yeah i have social anxiety

@rebecca_jones3412

Жыл бұрын

society, society says when a girl kisses another girl it's fine, but when I kiss my homies goodnight, society, SOCIETY SAYS I'M GAY!!!!!!!!

@overloadedoptimist

Жыл бұрын

@@rebecca_jones3412 society just really likes girl on girl action, I’ve been saying society is cringe for a while.

@rebecca_jones3412

Жыл бұрын

@@overloadedoptimist It was a joke.

It's lovely how random strangers on the internet understand me better than my own family

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

i know right :(

@hehehehkejejrbhr

Жыл бұрын

let's add my friends to go along with my family

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

@Keavy im so sorry🥺im here if you ever need someone to talk to❤

@qu1gsley

11 ай бұрын

yep:D

@sasagacha2414

10 ай бұрын

i post something on the internet and the only thing i got was hate cause i'm "too young"to be depressed 😔i wish someone could understand me also my mom is saying that i'm useless and one time i told her i did self harm she just scream at me and told me i was crazy.

when you’re slowly losing all your friends and motivation this hits different

@leaf7526

2 жыл бұрын

fr, and i hope you find really kind and loyal friends (or maybe you already do) and i wish you well!

@bryanjordan6871

2 жыл бұрын

True dude life is a fucking nightmare😞

@easybri-zy

2 жыл бұрын

you as well!!

@darktopic1442

2 жыл бұрын

Wonder who already does this fucking shit what it feels like 🥲

@Gman-nu1mv

2 жыл бұрын

Also when you start losing your motivation, atleast for me personally it meant that it wasn’t enough in the first place but that doesn’t mean that there isn’t a motivation for you out there just that you have to think on it differently than b4. But honestly I’m not finding anything right now so my “advice” is pointless

I just wish I had someone that was there for me and actually enjoyed being around me.

@ayakalibb

Жыл бұрын

If u need to talk I’m here and I will enjoy to talk with you :))

@reinerbraun6017

Жыл бұрын

Fucking same

@Depressed_Marshmallow

Жыл бұрын

Want to talk? If not it's okay but if ye then I am here if you wanna talk.

@pyrosharkoriginal6897

Жыл бұрын

Same... I feel like everyone's just uding me and trying to make fun of me

@achlyplays4885

Жыл бұрын

I hate life

Pov: u start feeling detached from the real world, u start zoning out for hours, not having anyone to talk to or words to say about ur feelings.. Suddenly find ur self searching, "i wanna die" in the middle of ur hangout with friends when u were just laughing a minute ago.. U don't know how to cry anymore, u r just always numb and detached from reality..

@ayakalibb

Жыл бұрын

Hope you’re okay if u need to talk I’m here 🤍

@nuIlsky

Жыл бұрын

for me this isnt even a pov, my friends keep leaving me or becoming different in bad ways. i keep zoning out more often, some friends stopped talking with me or leave in the middle of it, sometimes they leave because they found a better friend the world doesnt even seem real anymore but it is. and i keep getting called a crybaby if i cry but if i dont im weird

@-yue_wxy.

10 ай бұрын

why this is so relatable?

@leelakrishnan3531

9 ай бұрын

It’s funny how everything I read is no longer a pov

@lovely_beckett2

Ай бұрын

POV:it’s not a pov

It is only now that I realized how ugly it is when you have no one to come and talk to, seek comfort, no one to tell your problems, no one to listen. I thought, I'm gonna be okay, if I'm alone, I'm gonna be fine but it hits differently when you have no one to run to when things are starting to get ugly. I bet my life that no one would even come to my funeral aside from my family of course if that day ever comes.

@somebodywho_see7940

Жыл бұрын

I realise the same a few time ago and i cried so bad. I wish things will go better for us, it's never too late to meet new people.

@jakeforgey5378

Жыл бұрын

the sad part is i agree with most and thing that my family would only show up to my funeral to keep up appearances... maybe my dog Brutus would miss me, but he is a puppy he would forget me eventually

@jesusisking3814

Жыл бұрын

If you die tonight, do you know where you're going? Did you know that Jesus Christ is THE Truth, the life and the only way to Heaven? Revelation 20:15 ''Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.'' Through Jesus Christ, God offers you a FREE gift - forgiveness. All you need to do is repent, turn away from your sins and evil ways, from now on put your faith completely in Jesus Christ and be obedient to Him. Biblical explanation of the Gospel: God doesn’t want anybody in hell, but you must understand why we deserve hell and why those who refuse to live under His authority will go there. He gave us the law (Ten Commandments) not to make us righteous, but rather to show us our sin (Romans 3:20). God gave us free will and since Adam sinned in the garden, sin is the nature of our flesh and we ALL have sinned. (Romans 3:23) The law demands death to those who sin (Romans 6:23). Since we have all sinned, we all deserve hell. Revelation 21:8 says that all liars will go to hell. Yes, even if you have lied once in your life, you are sentenced to hell - that's how high God's standards are of moral perfection because God is holy and righteous, there is not one sin in Him. For someone to be justified before holy God they have to be sinless, that's why everyone need Jesus Christ - for He lived a sinless life, died on the cross and rose from the dead on the third day. None of us are good in God’s eyes, because for God good means moral perfection. We all have broken God’s commandments, we all have sinned in our lives so none of us are good. ‘’For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it.’’ (James 2:10). Our carnal mind is hostile to God; it does not submit to God's moral law and it never will (Romans 8:7). We hate the thought of God for the same reason a criminal hates a policeman - we know we have sinned against God and are guilty of it and we don't want to be damned. No good works will ever save you. You can't earn salvation by good works, because God will judge us for our sin. Good News is that Jesus Christ lived a perfect, holy, sinless life and He died for our sins according to the Scriptures, He was buried and He was raised from the dead on the third day according to the Scriptures (1 Corinthians 15:3-4) For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.’’ (John 3:16) We aren’t saved by our good works, but only by the grace of God through faith in Christ. ''For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9) Jesus said ‘’it is finished’’ (John 19:30) just before He died on the cross, which means He paid the fine for our sins (past, present, future) to be forgiven only IF we repent and trust in Him. This is how you can get saved from sin and hell - repent of your sins and trust in Jesus Christ. Get to know Him by reading God's Word. So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.” (Luke 11:13) ''What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law but under grace? Certainly not!'' (Romans 6:15) ''Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out'' (Acts 3:19) Repentance is a turning away from sin and all evil works, and it always results in changed behavior (Luke 3:8). Biblically, a person who repents does not continue willfully in sin. While sorrow from sin is not equivalent to repentance, it is certainly an element of scriptural repentance (2 Corinthians 7:10). Do not play a hypocrite. ''God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth.'' (1 John 1:5-6) (John 3:3) Jesus replied, "Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again." If you have repented and have genuine faith in Jesus Christ then you will receive the gift of Holy Spirit and be born-again spiritually. When you believed, you were marked in Him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God’s possession - to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14) Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him. (John 3:36) ''You will know them by their fruits'' (Matthew 7) If you have been truly born-again with the Holy Spirit and He has regenerated your heart, you will desire righteousnes - to do what is good and righteous in God's eyes, to seek God everyday in His Word and prayer, to strengthen your relationship with God. You will no longer desire to willfully continue living in sin but will want to obey God out of your love for Him because of His amazing grace revealed to us through the death and resurrection of His Son. ''Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.'' (2 Corinthians 5:17) ''For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.'' (Eph 2:10) You will have a testimony - of what your life had been before and how has it changed now when you have surrendered it to Lord Jesus Christ. As a declaration and affirmation of your faith in Jesus Christ, get baptised in water because He commanded us to do so. In John 3:5 Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.'' ''Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit'' (Matthew 28:19) ''Those who accepted his message were baptized, and about three thousand were added to their number that day.'' (Acts 2:41) ''And this water symbolizes the baptism that now saves you also - not the removal of dirt from the body, but the pledge of a clear conscience toward God - through the resurrection of Jesus Christ,'' (1 Peter 3:21) ''We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.'' (Romans 6:4) ''Having been buried with him in baptism, in which you were also raised with him through your faith in the working of God, who raised him from the dead.'' (Colossians 2:12) Please get right with God and get to know Jesus Christ personally today before it’s too late, because there’s not much time left! "But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.’’ (Mark 13:32) Get to know Christ through God's Word - Bible. At first I recommend reading Gospel of John and book of Romans. God bless you! Jeremiah 29:13 - ''You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.''

@TerrenceTheolderbrother

Жыл бұрын

If you need, you can talk to me, I'll give you my snap and I'll listen, I won't judge, I won't try and solve all your problems, but you'll have someone to talk to, I won't tell a soul

@mnlight7470

Жыл бұрын

No cause I'm already planning that day

It’s funny how online, you can find people who are just like you, share your interests, and hobbies while your own family doesn’t realize your existence of pain.

@mokivalera3563

Ай бұрын

"No one expects the Spanish inquisition!"

POV: it’s not even a pov anymore. You wish to die so bad. But you can’t. Why is that? Your scared it’ll hurt. ( rolly polly can you stop asking ppl to vent?please.)

@violetavioleta2947

2 жыл бұрын

tqm no te entendi pq no se ingles pero estare aqui apoyandote espero sepas español uwur

@Chloe-mo6en

2 жыл бұрын

Well I am English, and tbh I feel the same. But I can’t do it because I don’t want to hurt the people I love. You need to stay too, don’t hurt ur friends, they care about you. and if you don’t have any friends, I’ll be your online friend

@v.s_starl1ght

2 жыл бұрын

@@Chloe-mo6en rlly? Aw ty

@Chloe-mo6en

2 жыл бұрын

@@v.s_starl1ght welcome 🙂

@sophiaferrari569

2 жыл бұрын

its more like,i feel responsible for a lot of things,and i have to live and suffer. also i can't die till i'm a bone-y queen

you know your hurt when every night your heart hurts but feels empty at the same time.

@bluepinkandpurple

Жыл бұрын

I felt this, I'm so sorry. I'm proud of you for everything you've gone through on your own! You're smart, kind, brave, beautiful, wonderful, fascinating, talented and so much more! Love yourself and others ❤️ take care of yourself, you're worth it! 👑

@raspberry9250

3 ай бұрын

you know ur heart cant have feelings its just a muscle thats like saying my fingers are pretty sad rn

@mokivalera3563

Ай бұрын

"No one expects the Spanish inquisition!"

@XGojoXGetoX

26 күн бұрын

Okay so much support I love you sooooo much but at the same time…. Seems like you got some pretty shitty heart burn medication. Can I recommend omepprosol? lol

@PascaleTomas

Күн бұрын

Womp Womp

It's so heartbreaking to see how many individuals are suffering from depression.

@vsplak9611

9 ай бұрын

yeah .. such a life.

@Imperial_Lizardgirl

2 ай бұрын

Так жахливо. І все це віртуальне, таке ж саме як реальне...

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

Special thanks to so called "family".

@mokivalera3563

Ай бұрын

"No one expects the Spanish inquisition!"

the best playlist for learning biochemistry

@ohno7852

2 жыл бұрын

Hobby surgery is one hell of a drug

@agaaa5376

2 жыл бұрын

so true

@ilgufo-secondarioscolastic520

2 жыл бұрын

can strangely relate

@pan._.con._.paltaa7887

2 жыл бұрын

In fact XDN'T

@asanii1820

2 жыл бұрын

I love biochemistry. Its history and geography for me😩

shoutout to my pillow for catching these tears while listening to this playlist, he’s a real one.

@JNB0723

Жыл бұрын

My poor pillows have caught so many

@qu1gsley

11 ай бұрын

amen👏

@kennethfieldsend1858

5 ай бұрын

They drowned :(

I feel like my life is a movie. A very sad one, very badly written, the main character (me) never gets a happy ending, everything is just painful and every scene is gut wrenching. Nobody watches it because they've never heard of it. Just like how no one knows me, or the war inside my head.

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

As for me, I always think that I am just an NPC and part of a game. I can't get out. Traps and being chained by something. Just exist to support someone. Therefore, that one will be the main character (mc) and shine throughout the game.

I dont wanna die. I wanna respawn, like in a video game, start a new beginning and leaving the old one behind

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

For me, I don't want to be exist because I know it will stay the same. I want to be disappear. Not want to remember. In short, permanent delete.

@eliontodi8929

Ай бұрын

@@Ordell1991 and for my "version" it would be like reentering again with my superpowers of plants and change THIS FUCKING WORLD FOR THE BETTER.ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!!!!!!

@0SomeDumbass

Ай бұрын

​@@Ordell1991 same

me: I am going to be fine everything is going to be okay. the first song* in emotional pain already.

@ihatemymom.1383

2 жыл бұрын

🫂

@ami-do5ku

2 жыл бұрын

🖤

@ninjaknockoffispsychotic2962

Жыл бұрын

I've cried to this song already so many times, creep. radiohead

@sugar_loaf2359

Жыл бұрын

@@ninjaknockoffispsychotic2962 i know right, its a song I still relate to

@meelonx7226

Жыл бұрын

yeah man this song makes me cry so much like i just hear the first guitar n im like qqq😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 so relatable

You don't want to die... You want to be happy

@HexTheCommenter

2 ай бұрын

I need to become or extrmeley rich (elon musk rich lvl) or being hte most popular and tractive guy ever to be ahppy nad having a gf And she shouldn't even care about me, just my wallet. . . So SH/kms is the option option (sh is uneffetive cuz i don't feel anyhitng)

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

I don't want to die. But. I want to just get eternal rest.

"i dont wanna die I just wanna get relief" -NF Personally I've stopped feeling things. Emotions. Pain. I'm completely numb to everything. I'm running away at 3am. I can't take it. The stress. They will be better without me. I'm just another one of the world's disappointments.

@bigmanbobsimon

7 ай бұрын

LMAOOOOO

@zaurem7689

7 ай бұрын

you should stick out your gyatt for the rizzler…

@Froggirl827

6 ай бұрын

Bruh typo

@Froggirl827

6 ай бұрын

I ment to say

@kira-2

5 ай бұрын

I hope you're still alright, it's been a while.

When I see the comments I realized that 4years ago I was exactly like yall and I didn’t even noticed how bad my mental health was. Idk how I got better but I just wanted yall to know that a lot of ppl care abt u even if you can’t see it... So now every time I feel bad I smile to strangers bc if when I was sad someone smiled to me it would’ve meant the world to me. Love yall ❤️

@price.23.very.loverr

7 ай бұрын

That actually gives me motivation to not die... It's nice someone got through it and is happy I'm proud of you dear

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

I tried to smile and say thank you. But there is a lot of people who hate me. They even write a 1 star review and said on whatsapp chat about me. They think I look creepy. But to be honest, I try to hold my tears and try to not keep thinking the problems. As introvert, it is not easy job.

I wish I could talk to people, but I’ve told myself that people don’t want to hear my problems. The worst part is that I’ve said that to myself for so long, that no matter how much people try to ask about my problems, I will still firmly believe they do not care to hear them. Because of this, I just live with everything and don’t say anything. The only reason I’m typing this is because I feel like this is the only time I will feel remotely comfortable to share something like this, and idk when I will ever bring it up

@_orsi_

Жыл бұрын

take care, i wish you all the best. please don't hurt yourself. do you want to vent? i'll listen, i'm here for you. your feelings are valid, you're important 🤍

@_orsi_

Жыл бұрын

keep holding on, God bless you 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (The list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

@biggie_taco202

Жыл бұрын

@@_orsi_ I don't really feel comfortable going in-depth and venting about my problems, but thank you for asking, I really appreciate it.

@user-eb1mt2ui4j

Жыл бұрын

Tired

@user-jd6cb1wg4k

10 ай бұрын

I feel you

It's hard, when you did something wrong in your past, and nobody can forgive it. You said sorry, you prayed so many times, you want to forget about it, but they just can't do it for you

@mylife7392

2 жыл бұрын

I'm going through this...

@puppyk1sses

2 жыл бұрын

The word sorry is meaningless to me now. I've said it so many times...it's just... Letters.

@stfu-pi-ddk1ddo891

2 жыл бұрын

sorry for the message i just typed and erased, that's not what i think really, or well, maybe a bit, i just want to cause some pain, to someone, anyone

@misisflare5848

2 жыл бұрын

But if you don't apologize, won't they think you're being unconsidered? Rude? A person with no manners? With no empathy? But when you do, it doesn't even matter. I get you.

@owenartero6069

2 жыл бұрын

Take the courage to forgive yourself. It is the only way you can achieve peace in your heart.

The feeling never fades.

@vsplak9611

9 ай бұрын

maybe. does it matter now? it just hurts.

im just so tired of being sad all the time

@looney8005

Жыл бұрын

Yup:(

@raspberry9250

3 ай бұрын

stop feeling bad for urself

*All the things i hate about myself:* I am not spacial to someone, i am not enough, i can't do anyhing right, i am worthess, i am a wierdo, i am always anxious, i hate crowded spaces, i am ugly, i am childish, i am mature, i am silly, i am stupid, i am a burden to everyone, my smile is ugly, my body is ugly, i can't express my feelings truly, i am not strong, i cry often, i don't want to talk to people when i feel numb, i care and love too much, i am in my room 24/7, i feel emty, life is pointless, i know i can't achive my dreams if i don't study, but i have no motivation to do anything, i often hide everything and pretend that i am okay, i feel lost, i put people before myself, i seem like a child, i am short, i eat less, i oversleep, i am tired, and sleep can't help it.. *Oh yeah.. I should propably and better d!3..* *I am sorry if u feel it.. i hope it will be better for both of us

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

i feel and relate to everything you said. i know ur pain i really do. please don’t leave. you can talk to me. you mean so much to me. i really mean it. you are NOT worthless or stupid or ugly or any of those things. you are so much more

2 жыл бұрын

​@@myettt Thank you so much

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

@ it’s not weird at all!! ❤️

@gohhhhrr

2 жыл бұрын

1. You are special to me 2. You are enough, be you! 3. You are doing things right, you just cant tell. 4. The government values 1 human life at $10,000,000. You are worth something. 5. Weird doesn't mean bad. 6. I'm anxious a lot too! 7. Crowded spaces can be overwhelming. 8. Its like Picasso, you might not see yourself as this big model, but someone sees you as something beautiful. 9. Let it out! Be who *you* want. 10. Silly people are the best people. 11. Stupid people are always the funniest. 12. Not everyone, possibly some people, but they dont know you fully. 13. I bet your smile is the best one ever. 14. Who cares about size or shape? 15. Same! I have problems expressing them too, but I get through it. If I can, you can. 16. Everyone is strong in their own ways. 17. Crying is ok. (seriously) 18. Its okay if you dont want to talk. 19. Caring and loving too much is perfect, no matter what anyone says. (I like it at least..) 20. I am in my room too much as well, maybe you could try and do some stuff that could help better yourself, I tried that and wow... It helped like crazy. 21. Its okay to feel empty, something empty can be filled with anything that you want. 22. Dont say that. I'm being dead serious. Stop. You. Have. A. Meaning. (I'm gonna skip to the end here.) You should not "probably die". You dont realize how many people you will affect with that.

@lagpanzervi5466

2 жыл бұрын

its ok to be weak, its not ok to stay weak im short too, i was neither strong nor fit, not attractive, my parents got divorced, i lost contact with my friends, i barely went out of my house, when i was being buried by all the shit happening i found a song "help urself" by ezekiel, it hit me hard specially the lyrics when it says: " stay in dont help yourself" i realized that i had started to see my own house as a prison and my behaviour that was becoming more aggresive and antisocial didn't help, over the course of the next few monts i decided that instead of drowning in misery i would help myself to "git gud" so on christmas i asked for weights and started lifting, i had never liked sports to that point but i inmediately became addicted to lifting, i also began practicing boxing and started going to school again after 2 years of quarantine, i got rather fit, made new friends and laughed my ass off everyday with them and started talking with my crush sometimes the bad days and feelings come back but i dont let them stop me i hope this inspires you to "git gud" like i am trying to do good luck bro.

I don’t wanna die I’m fact I’m scared of dying but I don’t wanna live like these either …

@mokivalera3563

Ай бұрын

"No one expects the Spanish inquisition!"

When you no longer see any way out at all and do not feel anything, you begin to listen to this playlist in a complete emptiness in your head, every line cuts into heart

For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair or lack of I love your forehead I love your eyebrows or lack of I love your eyelashes or lack of I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth or lack of I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast. I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you.

@bebebonb0n

7 ай бұрын

thank you, and i love you too

@sockjammers4ever

6 ай бұрын

thank you so much. i love you too,

@Achakxx

6 ай бұрын

@@sockjammers4ever yw!

@Achakxx

6 ай бұрын

@@bebebonb0n yw! Ly

@MrZombiekiller666ism

6 ай бұрын

Thank you for this beautiful message ❤️❤️

This is perfect for when you're having a hard time eating and losing friends along the way.

@ihatemymom.1383

2 жыл бұрын

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

@milan3226

Жыл бұрын

"Friends"? No one of these mfers are your friends

@cndmrk2

Жыл бұрын

im sorry to hear that. but if you need to talk to anyone im always here.

@jelenaostojic7556

Жыл бұрын

I felt that

@Djf930

Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry i just laughed so hard🥲 I thought you said eating friends😭

What went wrong. My family life's gone to sh*t, school's about to start, and I'm tired as f#*%. It's not that I necessarily want to die, just a really long nap. I probably deserve it. The amount of snapping I've done at them makes sense. Huh? You're.. listening? Sorry for the strong words. Go get a snack, get some water, and get some rest. A short nap or a whole sleep, just get some rest. I love you and wish you the best bups✨️❤

@_csinti_

Жыл бұрын

i hope the best for you, stay safe. you matter 🤍

@neon_4444

Жыл бұрын

I dropped out of school and don't know what i want to do with my life. My family hates me and thinks I am a failure.

@lunlun3025

7 ай бұрын

we can sort anything out.

If I'm being completely honest it's hurts to be happy, to be confident, to be brave, to be okay. I just stopped being sad because what was the use of being a complete mess, but even if I try and forget about it I know I'll always be the same mess as I started way back when.

I remember i started crying because of how my depression kept getting worse due to my parent’s physical and mental abuse. Then in the blink of an eye, i stopped crying thinking, why am i crying…whats wrong with me? The same questions my parents asked me when they hurt me…

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

Ikr. There is no point for crying. As someone who are abandoned. That man is not biological dad. Only act like a dad figure. But even if I cry, he already gone. So what's the point. It's just empty.

@SpySxlar

16 күн бұрын

if you ever wanted to get rid of the suicidal thoughts, you need to cry. but not much, save them for later. swear at every single thing that hurt you and when your rage fades you can just take a nap.

Honestly hits different when you're at your lowest, and that one person you thought you could always depend on leaves - just like that. E d i t ; Woahh- I've never had so many likes on a comment, tysm

@antonioalgustool7909

Жыл бұрын

The person who said I can always count on her. abandoned me when I said I wanted to die and went to be with someone else.

@foolish_clown

Жыл бұрын

@@antonioalgustool7909 I'm so sorry about that..

@thegamerchampie8351

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry to hear that.

@tavinacook551

Жыл бұрын

fr

@sanyokk8024

Жыл бұрын

I feel you

It got an addiction to be lonely and be silent that I can't even get into a conversation and talk. I feel unworthy and haven't got the energy. I always get guilty for other that I feel sad and have everything. I feel ugly and never enough Never enough sleep Never enough beautiful Never enough good grades Never enough energy I've grown tired of this body in a young age and was always alone. My future gets darker and darker away Anyways .

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

i feel the same

@rollypolly9784

2 жыл бұрын

@@myettt hey can I vent to you?? Please

@Rand0mPers0n._.

Жыл бұрын

I’m here :D

@jesusisking3814

Жыл бұрын

If you die tonight, do you know where you're going? Did you know that Jesus Christ is THE Truth, the life and the only way to Heaven? Revelation 20:15 ''Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.'' Through Jesus Christ, God offers you a FREE gift - forgiveness. All you need to do is repent, turn away from your sins and evil ways, from now on put your faith completely in Jesus Christ and be obedient to Him. Biblical explanation of the Gospel: God doesn’t want anybody in hell, but you must understand why we deserve hell and why those who refuse to live under His authority will go there. He gave us the law (Ten Commandments) not to make us righteous, but rather to show us our sin (Romans 3:20). God gave us free will and since Adam sinned in the garden, sin is the nature of our flesh and we ALL have sinned. (Romans 3:23) The law demands death to those who sin (Romans 6:23). Since we have all sinned, we all deserve hell. Revelation 21:8 says that all liars will go to hell. Yes, even if you have lied once in your life, you are sentenced to hell - that's how high God's standards are of moral perfection because God is holy and righteous, there is not one sin in Him. For someone to be justified before holy God they have to be sinless, that's why everyone need Jesus Christ - for He lived a sinless life, died on the cross and rose from the dead on the third day. None of us are good in God’s eyes, because for God good means moral perfection. We all have broken God’s commandments, we all have sinned in our lives so none of us are good. ‘’For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it.’’ (James 2:10). Our carnal mind is hostile to God; it does not submit to God's moral law and it never will (Romans 8:7). We hate the thought of God for the same reason a criminal hates a policeman - we know we have sinned against God and are guilty of it and we don't want to be damned. No good works will ever save you. You can't earn salvation by good works, because God will judge us for our sin. Good News is that Jesus Christ lived a perfect, holy, sinless life and He died for our sins according to the Scriptures, He was buried and He was raised from the dead on the third day according to the Scriptures (1 Corinthians 15:3-4) For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.’’ (John 3:16) We aren’t saved by our good works, but only by the grace of God through faith in Christ. ''For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9) Jesus said ‘’it is finished’’ (John 19:30) just before He died on the cross, which means He paid the fine for our sins (past, present, future) to be forgiven only IF we repent and trust in Him. This is how you can get saved from sin and hell - repent of your sins and trust in Jesus Christ. Get to know Him by reading God's Word. So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.” (Luke 11:13) ''What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law but under grace? Certainly not!'' (Romans 6:15) ''Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out'' (Acts 3:19) Repentance is a turning away from sin and all evil works, and it always results in changed behavior (Luke 3:8). Biblically, a person who repents does not continue willfully in sin. While sorrow from sin is not equivalent to repentance, it is certainly an element of scriptural repentance (2 Corinthians 7:10). Do not play a hypocrite. ''God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth.'' (1 John 1:5-6) (John 3:3) Jesus replied, "Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again." If you have repented and have genuine faith in Jesus Christ then you will receive the gift of Holy Spirit and be born-again spiritually. When you believed, you were marked in Him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God’s possession - to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14) Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him. (John 3:36) ''You will know them by their fruits'' (Matthew 7) If you have been truly born-again with the Holy Spirit and He has regenerated your heart, you will desire righteousnes - to do what is good and righteous in God's eyes, to seek God everyday in His Word and prayer, to strengthen your relationship with God. You will no longer desire to willfully continue living in sin but will want to obey God out of your love for Him because of His amazing grace revealed to us through the death and resurrection of His Son. ''Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.'' (2 Corinthians 5:17) ''For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.'' (Eph 2:10) You will have a testimony - of what your life had been before and how has it changed now when you have surrendered it to Lord Jesus Christ. As a declaration and affirmation of your faith in Jesus Christ, get baptised in water because He commanded us to do so. In John 3:5 Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.'' ''Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit'' (Matthew 28:19) ''Those who accepted his message were baptized, and about three thousand were added to their number that day.'' (Acts 2:41) ''And this water symbolizes the baptism that now saves you also - not the removal of dirt from the body, but the pledge of a clear conscience toward God - through the resurrection of Jesus Christ,'' (1 Peter 3:21) ''We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.'' (Romans 6:4) ''Having been buried with him in baptism, in which you were also raised with him through your faith in the working of God, who raised him from the dead.'' (Colossians 2:12) Please get right with God and get to know Jesus Christ personally today before it’s too late, because there’s not much time left! "But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.’’ (Mark 13:32) Get to know Christ through God's Word - Bible. At first I recommend reading Gospel of John and book of Romans. God bless you! Jeremiah 29:13 - ''You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.''

This was a note I wrote to my best friend and in my notes, she’ll never see it. To You know who: I hate you. But I can’t. Why can’t I, you ask? It’s because you made me happy once. Truly happy. But then you went and ruined it. I’ve only ever vented to you 3 times. I loved you. I cried over you. You say I’m dumping all my trauma on you? Well maybe I am. Not more than you have though. I have always comforted you. Always. But you? You answer my vents with one word answers. Or, “do you wanna be comforted or hear the truth?” What kind of “good friend” does that? Apparently you do. Apparently you know what I think. Apparently you know exactly how I feel at all times. Apparently you know that I only text you when I’m bored. But I know that this isn’t true. I know that I text and call you because you are my BEST FRIEND. Or were. Apparently I make everything up, and I lie. Yes I may have embellished a few stories. But you know what? You have too. Don’t act so innocent. Apparently I’m always asking to copy your math notes, or asking you for answers. Apparently I don’t do assignments and I just draw all over everything. You know what I actually do? I bake you cookies. Comfort you over ANYTHING. I plan special gifts for your birthday. I’m loyal to you. I defend you if someone says something mean about you. I call you to see if you’re ok. I give you answers. I’m doing everything I can and it’s still not enough for you. You want more. You want me to be your definition of a “good friend”. You want me to agree with you on everything(which I already do by the way), you want me to tell you I’m feeling upset, even though you’ll call me a pissy little bitch for it. I’m done sitting on the sidelines as your “friend” who’s only there for you when you’re bored with your life. I’m done being the one who gets stared at when they try to talk to you. I’m fucking done. I can’t do it anymore. You’re the one who only talks to me when you’re bored, you’re the one who asks me for answers and never gets assignments done, I have receipts. You’re the one with over 20 missing assignments while I’m sitting here with about 2. Stop being such a hypocrite.

I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ AND I LOVE YOU!!

@ExtrovertedPerson

8 ай бұрын

You don’t even know me.

@raspberry9250

3 ай бұрын

im not!

When everything in your life is fine and you feel so guilty for feeling this and there's no rational explanation whatsoever as to why you want to just end it all.

@poppypoppy6737

2 жыл бұрын

emotions don't have to be rational, sometimes they are just there, to be. maybe to inform you of mistreatment and injustice. sometimes they just are, without any explanation. sometimes you feel sad on days that you're supposed to be the happiest, we don't really choose our emotions and being an emotional person is not something to be ashamed of at all. look deep inside, if this feeling is constant and severe than there is a reason for that, and it is valid, no matter if you think that reason might not seem serious at first glance. if you're genuinely looking within, without judgement, without looking for a "serious" reason, you'll feel much better even if you find out it's because of some stupid person's words for example.

@ami-do5ku

2 жыл бұрын

There is a reason even if you don't understand it. And it doesn't need to be a big reason or a racional one. I feel the same. But we can't control what we feel as I would like to

@clowninkitty3854

2 жыл бұрын

just like me fr 😧

@alicegalati2455

Жыл бұрын

hey are you ok?

@chigwom7894

Жыл бұрын

I can’t stand the thoughts I have when I’m sober

god this playlist helps a lot i dropped out of school and im being picked on by my parents and my mum always calls me a bitch or something its just hard cause i got a bad past and well this helps a lot

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

i’m so sorry that ur mom says those things, that’s not right. but i’m happy the music is able to help ❤️

@denisamariamihaelajianu3636

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah. My parents ignore me and don't help me with school. And then they say "If your not good with school then work,, . I hate them...

@denisamariamihaelajianu3636

2 жыл бұрын

And yes i really want to die sometimes.

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

@@denisamariamihaelajianu3636 same but we can all stay strong together ❤️

@denisamariamihaelajianu3636

2 жыл бұрын

@@myettt Yeah i guess your right...Thanks..

i remember when i came from an exam and i was literally dying and i turned on this playlist and started crying (sob violently) and i thought my life is done and i remembered every problem i had. so this playlist is still getting big influence on me..

When your lonely and depressed to the point you isolate yourself from everyone even though that’s the whole reason your depression is worse

@adrianm7203

8 ай бұрын

Yeah, that's the unfortunate feedback loop of depression. I can tell you not to fall into it, I can tell you to try harder - but you already know that. So all I can really say is try your best to keep moving forward and take time to appreciate the simple beauty of everyday life - such as watching the sunset.

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

It is because our soul get so tired and want to get out from those toxic people. Just want sometime to get a little better.

It hurts the most when you know people are so tired of you but you can’t even get tired anymore…

@_csinti_

Жыл бұрын

i wish you all the best, stay safe. you matter 🤍

Bro when 'Creep' played as the first song I legit said out loud "You really just decided to punch me in the gut... ...Then hug me dafuq-" Fr though amazing playlist, I..Needed this lmao

might just go and lay down. Forever. Alone, with no one who understands what it is to be thrown around by people who only expect to see the better, more fun and joyful side of you, never even considering how bad it is until you just explode. And then, they will blame you for every single little thing you did wrong like it is a deadly sin. It hurts being yourself, because no one actually cares about you being YOU. Every single human being that you cared about will turn away from yoy as soon as you lose that little thread of control over yourself and your thoughts. And they never come back.

@Sophie_Starlights

8 ай бұрын

I'm sure the others feel the same as you sometimes... Remember that no one is perfect and everyone struggles with their own difficult thoughts and emotions sometimes. Please don't treat yourself as your enemy, try your best to treat yourself as your friend. Because there's only one of you and you're good enough just the way you are! :) I wish you all the best in life, believe in yourself and never give up! 💕

@Ordell1991

Ай бұрын

I also wanna go home and sleep. I wish never wake up.

@eliontodi8929

Ай бұрын

Yeah i can relate to that.I think that when they see the worst of me(for people who love me and understand my nature as a human being),the first thing they'll get away from and even don't want to be with me anymore.

I clicked on this playlist to make myself feel better after having alot of 'thoughts' and the first thing i hear is creep by radiohead. 0:00 it takes me back to the time my grandpa was singing this song to me, and playing it on his guitar. (No, not electric.) He has an amazing voice and it would kill me to lose him, infact it would probably make me worse in my situation right now. i love him so much and i know this comment is stupid but and pointless, but it made me feel even better. just the first seconds of the song.

@alicegalati2455

11 ай бұрын

how are you feeling?

I genuinely can't hold on much longer, I can't even lie. I want to be people's favorite person, but I can barely handle going to school because of the people in my class. Then I'm slowly closing myself off of everyone, losing friends, making everyone hate me. I just can't do it anymore, I don't get why I'm doing this. I want to be people's favorite person but I don't have the motivation to try, so I'm just waiting until they forget about me so I can just properly leave.

@ninjaknockoffispsychotic2962

Жыл бұрын

it's gonna be okay man, I feel you..We're gonna get thru it

@ninjaknockoffispsychotic2962

Жыл бұрын

I hope your still Here..

@Rand0mPers0n._.

Жыл бұрын

This is the most relatable thing I’ve ever seen omfg thank you so much

@azucena-hm2wo

Жыл бұрын

hey u doing better?? just want to check in on u

@Rurple

Жыл бұрын

Do you think Hitler became a dictator by failing his passion in Art? You need to try and connect with at least a few other people if you want to be someone's favorite person. It's also totally fine to not be anyone's favorite person.

I can relate to this playlist. I wished I was never born all the time. I lost all my friends. Parents call me a mistake. And more. 🙂

@cruz_123

Жыл бұрын

Hey, I read ur comment, and i get it I cant imagine what ur going through, and Im sry for everything thats happened, ur not a mistake, if ur parents call u one let me tell u right now they are dam wrong, ppl change, friends change, but everything is going to be okay, you can do it, your a amazing and terrific person, keep your head up okay? Sending all love❤️

@favsavvy

Жыл бұрын

@@cruz_123 Ty, this means alot

@cruz_123

Жыл бұрын

@@favsavvy ofc, if ur feeling down, ever u can reply and I can try my absolute best to help u out❤️

@orsolyacsintalan631

Жыл бұрын

@@favsavvy don't give up please. you matter 🤍

@orsolyacsintalan631

Жыл бұрын

God bless you 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (The list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

When you got used to being yelled at so hard that you never cared anymore and never cried infront of them. But;you only cried in your room.

@ayakalibb

Жыл бұрын

Hi hope ur okay !! If u need to talk I’m here :)

If I tell someone that I want to die they just say "Why don't you do it?"

I cried so bad while listening to this

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

i’m sorry

@jakeforgey5378

Жыл бұрын

it hurts when your too tired to cry... when your too tired to even muster up a token resistance to the whispers in your head telling you to grab the sleeping pills nearby and just go to an eternal sleep, but your just too tired to even muster that much energy to actually follow through with your desire of not living like this anymore...

28:18 This is a vent comment particularly off of my childhood trauma and relation to this song. Tw: Domestic Abuse, sexual themes, disassociation, suicide. This is also kinda just a story of my childhood, i just want to be heard. As a child I could've sworn hearing the opening beat of this song. Its engraved in my memories, but i dont know where. I was born in 2008, lived in the presidio district of san francisco and grew up in a renovated army home next to a coastal forest. Keep this in mind. As a young kid, the opening beat of haunt me x3 was something i hummed often, and heard in my dreams. But it confuses me because the song didnt come out until after 2012, couldve been later im just too tired to check. I had never heard the song at all until around 2020. As a young women with ADHD, I often-sometimes relive memories like this. I grew up in my own little world sometimes this song just plays on repeat in those memories. I know I never heard it, but something about it just brings back nostalgia. It reminds me of when I would stay up all night playing on a shitty leapfrog tablet my mom got me. I'm convinced people dont even know what the fuck those are, lmfao. Either ways, my earliest memories was being visited by my very own "friend". Well, I didn't consider him a friend and I never did. He was what I assume to be an incubus, he would beg me and beg me to befriend him and i always said no. Even though i was like 3-4, I just. Always. Said. No. I dont know why, but when id see him in my dreams there would be a dark figure who would stand next to me to distance me from the incubi. I felt safe with that person, but i dont know who that person is. I have no intent with trying to contact either. Incu (ill just be calling him that from now on) left eventually. Everything in my life after that fucking crumbled. My father became domestic and I always felt that even that I had an *ok* childhood, that it was still not good. My mother shortly became domestic too. Like i mentioned, I have adhd. Despite most women being innatentive only, I am VERY hyperactive. It added fuel to the fire. Despite my father having adhd, no one ever understood. I wasnt diagnosed until i was 12, and even now (im 14) no one truly gets anything. Back to incu, that wasnt the only thing that happened when my life crumbled. This is where I will bring in a TW for sexual themes. When I was 10, on new years eve I met a 27 year old male named anthony. He taught me things I didnt and shouldnt have known. I developed serious mental issues, and forced myself to grow up. I already had disassociation at the time, but it worsened and now currently in my day to day life I have episodes of a type of disassociation called derealization every single day. It persisted until I went to bed one night and saw incu again. My life turned into hell. He leaves me alone now, but the memories cause pain. This is my present day views and vents. I know I'm young. I know I'm 14, but I just can't be my age anymore. Even when I was 11-12 I felt the same way. Ive endured so much trauma to the point where all I know as a fucking kid is pain, suffering, and endless mental issues. Every kid thinks its so funny to fuck with me and make fun of me but the minute i get angry and show them what i am everyone truly sees. I don't like what I am, and this has caused me to attempt many times. From my view, it sucks worse because I'm not that beautiful, I'm fat, and I'm a muslim hijabi woman. No one just ever leaves me alone, and I always get targeted even by teachers. I feel like im losing grip of my own life lmfao. Ive been caught so many times stealing small sharp objects in my own home and my whole family locks up anything I find. I can't recover tbh. I take prozac, ive taken it for months. It's done nothing, most its done is let me be more aware and not so zoned out with what im feeling. It's childish to say things like this, but I have never wanted to scream "I want my mommy" more than ever. I don't have a good relationship with my mother and I wish I could but it's not happening anytime soon. I find myself clinging to my girl best friends and becoming touchy (not sexually, just needy with hugging and hands). I just am so deprived of any decent human contact, it kinda sucks. Haunt me x3 has been a song that means a lot to me. If a song defined your childhood, it would be that. Thanks for reading, hope ur doing ok luv.

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

i completely understand. i deal with dissociation and derealisation as well daily so ur not alone ❤️ i also relate to not having a good relationship with mom. it’s very hard. im still coping but i draw or journal sometimes cry in a teddy bear. i also have two small pets (guinea pigs) if it’s allowed maybe try getting a small pet they can also be therapeutic. also i know how frustrating it is when meds don’t work. i take lots of meds and none really work 😅 i wish i could offer help in that department all i can really say is keep switching meds until u find the right one

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

as for the bullying i was severely bullied in school too. what helped me get through it was focusing on trying to get good grades at least. i also would tell myself that i must be very special for everyone to want to give me so much attention and hate. sorry if my advice sucks but i hope i helped a little bit

@ami-do5ku

2 жыл бұрын

🖤

@gamingwithdoge2511

2 жыл бұрын

I'm 14 too I was born 2007 though but, I understand your pain I too feel the pain of having a horrible childhood I would try and summarize my childhood but it's difficult to I'm not good at typing and conveying what I want to say online... I hope you understand

@makz2700

Жыл бұрын

I have a similar story, I was also born in 2008 and most of my childhood I was bullied, I was considered a outcast, no one wanted me, it's been the same, I've always been a outcast, I once was in a abusive relationship online with this guy, and I once dating this guy that was at least 16 maybe older when I was 12, he taught me a lot of stuff that I probably shouldn't have known and bullied me to send him you know what, my parents recently went through a horrible divorce and I just got dumped, I don't know what to do with my life, I might end it all soon, I don't know. I'm being pushed to my limit and it's really affecting my life, I'm underweight and probably losing a lot of weight because of all of this.

Utilizaré esto como una clase de desahogo. La razón por la cual estoy en este video, escuchando éstas canciones es porque no tengo a nadie con quien hablar y necesito sentir que hay algo o alguien a mi lado, el tener la pantalla de la computadora encendida reproduciendo estas canciones mientras lloro y leo los demás comentarios para identificarme y para tratar de ignorar mis pensamientos... Me tranquiliza y me hace llorar al mismo tiempo. Llevo lidiando con la autolesión desde hace varios años y últimamente he estado lidiando demasiado en mantenerme limpio. (llevo 12 días sin autolesionarme) Con la mínima cosa estresante, un enojo o una sensación de vacío hace que me quiera lastimar y tengo miedo de volver a recaer. Mi relación con mi familia es pésima, el hogar... Siento que no tengo lugar de pertenencia. Odio la escuela, a mis compañeros, las clases, las tareas, los exámenes y la entrega de calificaciones. Tengo muchos pensamientos negativos hacia mi persona. Sinceramente es el ser... O la cosa que más odio en este mundo, sin tan solo fuera suficiente o si dejara de ser un peso en la vida de los demás. Mis pensamientos suicidas regresaron después de unos meses. No estoy seguro de lo que pueda llegar a pasar muy adelante. Pero si probablemente es algo de lo cual me termine arrepintiendo, entonces quiero decir que lo intenté, espero que alguien lo entienda... Porque no puedo describir lo difícil que es lidiar con esto todos los días a todo momento. No tengo palabras para aquellas personas que pasen por algo similar, desearía que me crean cuando les diga que estoy muy orgulloso de ellos, por seguir aquí, por la historia que tienen que contar, por ser tan valientes... Lo tanto que valen como seres es indescriptible... No tengo nada más que decir, ni por más que lo intente...

I'm not even scared of suicide, I'm scared of surviving the attempt. That's mad embarrassing bro 😭⁉️⁉️ like all that for nothing???

@adrianm7203

10 ай бұрын

Keep living and make something of your life. If you are at the point where you are considering ending it, there are many good things you could attempt to do instead that would be far less effort. Volunteer somewhere, take a road trip, meet new people, make new friends, ask that cute guy/girl out. What do you have to lose? Why not try to live a little? Certainly it's far less daunting than the alternative.

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

hey are you ok?

I love cosplaying. It's one of those few moments where I enjoy being myself, because I feel like I'm actually someone I look up to and a desired character. It's the kind of thing where I don't feel like myself, yet I feel like that's the best version of myself. I love fiction so much. I'm not sure if I'm escaping reality or bringing reality to life. It feels so good when people come up to me to talk about the fandom the character is from. I feel confident and relevant. There's always this small voice inside of my head, though. Telling me I only love this to escape reality because I'm weak and can't handle anything. Telling me I'm just wasting money on cosplay for no good reason, and I should just end it all because nothing can change my identity, no matter how much makeup, wigs, or clothes I put on. No matter what that voice tells me though, I'll never let it get to me. Cosplaying is my true happiness and the reason I'm still alive. I don't even care if I'm cosplaying around my neighborhood and get weird stares, because I feel beautiful.

@bobyu9785

2 жыл бұрын

mad respect for staying true to yourself, life's too short to care about what others think

@ninjanailgirlinatube

2 жыл бұрын

Doing something that makes you happy and makes life feel worth it is something to hold to, don't feel ashamed for doing that. Be proud that you have something you love and put your whole heart into.

@AdriftInTheWatersGorge

Жыл бұрын

Thats beautiful I wish I had that confidence 💕 take care of yourself hoping I get the gumption of grit to do cosplay again too but oof I'm nearing 30 and idk who I'd cosplay next

@e11ie24

Жыл бұрын

You are important:)

when a playlist starts with radiohead you know its gonna be a good playlist

Vent Disclaimer: I don't need you guys to comfort me but if you feel like it, it's ok I don't have bad parents, and they are not abusive parents but when I was younger my dad used to ignore me when I tried talking to him and he also used to spank me whenever I did anything bad, my mother was never really around. I mean I don't blame them my mom worked 2 jobs and my dad had a bad childhood so it's ok, I mean I guess he changed? He doesn't hit me anymore and my mother spends more time with me, but I guess The damage has already been done. I'm scared that everyone will leave me if I don't do what they want or need, I feel so lonely but I have so many people that are there for me. I hate feeling like this, I can't even talk about it because everyone else has worse problems than me and I don't want to bother them with my own. Sometimes I do stuff I don't want to do because I feel that people will like me more if I do and that way they won't leave me. I want to die but I'm so scared that I won't have a second chance at this. That's the only thing keeping me alive, fear. I'm in so much pain.

@yay4kat

Жыл бұрын

I love you, I beleive in you and i hope you have a great life kiddo

@omar007.

Жыл бұрын

Bro I feel you we are traumatized even though they stopped hitting us stopped insulting us or are even out of are life the damage is done. We just have to try to heal and find healthy coping mechanisms but shit life is just fucking hard but we gotta keep going I know I really can't help but at least I hope it helps someone feels the same I guess but I can relate to your situation Alot.

@yay4kat

Жыл бұрын

@@omar007. do you ever try to make someone else feel beter because you dont want them to go through this too

@omar007.

Жыл бұрын

@@yay4kat I do it all the time but the sad truth is that it's so common now everyone is traumatized.

@yay4kat

Жыл бұрын

@@omar007. Yup but yknow parents are always right they say its just a phase and its my fault so I will blame myself :)

I listened to this the night of my attempt a long time since and I’m better now but I still listen to this every day when I clean my room and when I take a nap. I was 11

@ayakalibb

Жыл бұрын

Happy you’re better today 🤍

I’m really glad a playlist like this exists

Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears. I want to give you a big long hug and tell you everything is going to be okay, that you´re not alone, even when you feel like your world is falling apart, I'll be here to help you rebuild your hope, hope that everything will go its place, hope in you, because I have hope in you! I know you're an amazing person, who deserves a lot of love, deserves to feel loved, deserves to eat, to drink, to be healthy, to be happy and be alive...this world would never be the same without you, i want to see your smile, I want to see your eyes shining bright again like they once used too, I want to see your dreams coming to true and I want you to stay. Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

this is so sweet

@madwitchy5674

2 жыл бұрын

@@myettt

@veetlil7719

Жыл бұрын

I crying....

@madwitchy5674

Жыл бұрын

@@veetlil7719

@tavinacook551

Жыл бұрын

fr

I'm not scared of dying, I just don't want to die in pain. I just want my suffering to end. I have no hope left.

@clinaa227

Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry to hear this. It hurts so much to see, how much people are suffering and how sad life can be. You are not alone in this. Please don't leave💗 I know, that depression makes you forget that, but the world wouldn't be as beautiful, if you would leave. Please hold on. You are worth so much and you deserve to have happy life. If you need to talk to someone, please reach out to me. I am here to help you and comfort you. Thank you so much for being here. Thank you so endlessly much for being so strong and for still keeping to fight. Thank you so much for just being born and for living in this world.💗 Please be proud of yourself for continuing to breathe. I am so proud of you. I wish you all the love. Please feel hugged, angel.

@bluepinkandpurple

Жыл бұрын

Listen to me my friend! ❤️ Joy, memories, new emotions, knowledge, art, laughter, friends, helping others in need, enjoying the warmth of the sun, swimming, dancing, singing, acting, watching movies, running, making art, creating something new, finding solutions to new problems, giving warmth, becoming stronger for whatever comes after this life. This is probably a test before your next life so stay strong and enjoy your days here! If nothing matters in the long run anyway, why not just make the best of being here? It's now or never my friend 💞 Think about all the positive things and people in life, find peace within yourself and you'll be able to see the beauty of life again, trust me. Think about all the opportunities, experiences, and emotions you're missing out on if you just give up everything you've fought for, what's the point of that? There is no point in that. You deserve to be here! :) ❤️

The mental pain hurts more than physical pain mental pain sometimes hurts worse Cause u can overthink and even cause your brain to always think that way

God I cried my eyes out listening to this It's hard to feel anything at this point but I found a guy who I grew to love over the time we knew eachother, surprisingly he liked me too But my best friend the one person I thought I could fucking trust ruined my entire relationship with him and now he hates me, along with the death of one of my friends and fighting my ed and sh I'm beginning to get THOSE thoughts again. I fucking hate this. I appreciate the playlist, I see it as a safe place now and I'll most likely be coming back a lot haha..

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

i’m so so sorry 😞 i know how it feels to be betrayed by a friend it’s one of the worst feelings ever. also condolences to ur friend i’m sorry they’re not here anymore but they will always watch over u ❤️. i wish i could help more but i’m glad the music is helping u cope and vent and i’m i’m always here if u need to talk more

@misdazewoken

2 жыл бұрын

been there done that, i got through it but it definitely still sticks with me. best of luck to you, im here for different reasons now

@willferris3411

Жыл бұрын

im a guy and im just saying they didnt deserve you if they hate you now. im sorry about that. you know how many times ive cried today over other peoples problems? alot. im being hypoctritical if im saying this life is worth it

@JNB0723

Жыл бұрын

@txichrg14 I know what it's like to lose all your friends and find out some of them never cared about you. I'm so sorry. I know there's not really anything can be said, but if it brings you comfort, someone understands.

Whenever I stand infront of the doors that go into my school, I sigh so loud in my head before I take a step in :,)

vent/strong topics ahead I've been dealing with emotional problems since I was 7, and it affected me in ways that i didn't expect. Yesterday, I got into a crisis and I genuinely tried and almost kms. I was scared, sad, and anxious. I didn't know what it would feel like, and i took ten pills, i didnt know how much i needed, but i couldn't do it anymore. It didn't work, after some minutes, i felt the same, then some symptoms came in- but they weren't strong. I went to class, joked a bit about everything as i felt a weird feeling in my head. It was all okay, just walking clumsily, but in biology, I started to feel some parts of my body start to go limp. Im not gonna lie, i was scared, my day was actually going alright. I started to drift off, and i couldnt hear my friend well, i told her i felt my body going limp and i cried a bit. She asked the teacher to let me get out for a bit, and i sat down on a bench. A friend of mine walked by, and he asked what was wrong, I hesitated, but i eventually told him. He obviously got confused, angry and worried, both of them took care of me until I feel better. I dont remember anything well, it all seems fuzzy. But i know the fear and regret i felt instantly, and more when i saw the worried and angry expression in my friend's face, he knew i was taking pills, but not that I would try to overdose. In our walk home, he made me talk about my problems, and when i tried to deny i felt bad, i couldn't hold back my tears. He hugged me from time to time and asked me what i felt. It was nice. It felt good to know i have friends that care about me. If you're thinking about doing something bad, think hard about it before doing it. I know that this isn't probably going to stop you, but i hope you know, if you're lonely. Im here to listen, i know im a stranger, but if you just wanna vent, im here.

@adrianm7203

11 ай бұрын

It sounds like you have good supportive friends, I'm happy for you. I'm sorry for what you've gone through and I hope things get better. I'll be praying for you, just keep trying to see the good. The world is beautiful but you have to make an effort to see it.

POV: You did try to reach out but nobody cared and was too fixated on their own thing you just become numb to all of the 'friends' you have and stop wanting to be alive altogether once you found out this life is meaningless

Being a gifted athlete and student burnout hurts. I feel like a completely different person. So much, yet so little, happened to me to make me change. Fuck mental illnesses lol. Hope ur all doing okay ❤️

@_csinti_

Жыл бұрын

i wish you all the best, stay safe. please don't hurt yourself. you're important 🤍

It's hard when you have something bad and it just grows on you and ruins everything.

I'm tired of everyone around me expecting something good from me I'm trying my best but I can never achieve their expectations I just want the feeling of people always unsatisfied with me and the feeling of doubt I have.

I was supposed to be dead yesterday. It looks like I will unfortunately live to see Christmas alone again.

@adrianm7203

5 ай бұрын

I'm glad you're still here. Maybe this Christmas you're alone, but that doesn't mean it has to be this way every Christmas. You'll find people who care about you, but you might have to do some searching. Maybe a small first step could be just attending a Christmas service or event somewhere, you don't even have to talk to anyone. But practice getting out and doing things, that's how you form bonds with people.

creep was a beautiful way to start this playlist

As a diagnosticed depressed person this hit different.

@raec8218

Жыл бұрын

cant relate lol

@alternate2721

Жыл бұрын

@@raec8218 thats cool for you

@kamronpeete602

Жыл бұрын

@@raec8218 good for u ig?

@cherrigittens4647

Жыл бұрын

Fr

@qu1gsley

11 ай бұрын

i feel you 100%

To the lovely person reading this. I hope you get better soon because whatever you are going through.. you do not deserve. You are an amazing human being and you deserve all the love and care in the whole world. Maybe ur mad at someone else or yourself. Maybe your sad because something happened with family or friends.. whatever it is.. if it’s something small or something big! Or maybe just something in between. Either way you do not deserve it. The world isn’t always nice and your life will not be perfect. There will be times when you feel upset, sad, scared, mad, confused, disgusted, bored, depressed, etc.. but yknow these feelings are what make us human. And it might feel like a horrible curse but you going through these things and still being able to wake up every morning and live your life.. that just proves how brave you are. You will get through these tough times and there will be light at the end of the day.. you wanna know why? Because you are special. You were not put on this earth for no reason. You are you! And you are beautiful. You should be so proud of yourself for how much you have accomplished. I really do hope you get better.. and even if you aren’t having these feelings right now just know that they will come.. and sometimes we will not be prepared for it. But we will be able to get through it. Getting through tough problems are what makes us so brave and beautiful inside and out. Everyone has some good days in their life right? Man for me this has been the worst year ever.. but there were some happy times like meeting my online friend, seeing my cousin after years, going on vacation for the first time.. these were such spectacular moments I will never forget.. so what im saying is.. even if you are having a horrible time.. there will always be some happiness and a bit of light in between but you just gotta know where and how to find it :). Yknow there are a lot of people out there who probably had a bad day today.. probably billions of people.. think about that. You are not alone.. there are other people out there who knows how it feels.. and speaking of there are also people out there that care about you.. there are so many people in your life that loves you and cares about you weather it’s friends, family, maybe a therapist?, etc.. just know that if you give up then those people that care about you might be a little disappointed. Wanna know how to make them happy? Be yourself, love yourself, love the people around you, show kindness.. because those small things can make a huge difference in your life. Find something that makes you happy.. for me I like shows, painting, and music! Those things bring me to my happy place whenever I feel upset.. so what makes you happy? If you are ever sad do what makes you happy weather it’s listening to music, going for a walk, talking to friends, playing a game, etc.. I know I’m just a random stranger on KZread but if anyone ever needs some talking to whenever your upset.. I’d be happy to respond :). Grab some water, a blanket, maybe a snack, calm down and listen to these songs, scroll through these nice comments.. and I promise you that you will feel at least a little bit better :). ❤️

I don't even go to an on-campus high school. I went to one for a day and couldn't take it. Now I've holed myself in my room and lost all the people who cared for me because I just gave up. I don't know how I'll ever eventually be an adult. The only person I ever see anymore is my mother because I don't leave the house. I don't really desire online friends, let alone can make them. I live in a small town with no opportunities and don't really have any money so I'll never make it anywhere anyway. I guess I'll just rot here then.

when you realize you’re in love with your best friend who is in love with a girl you know you could never compete with.

@_csinti_

Жыл бұрын

i hope the best for you, take care 🤍

@mx2523

Жыл бұрын

Same

@northstar92

Жыл бұрын

tired advice but its not a competition. never know which attributes appeal to whoever

@orsolyacsintalan631

Жыл бұрын

@@northstar92 i wish you the best 🤍

Every day I wake up and go to work and hear the same bullshit "how have you been, you look tired" and its the same answer 'oh I'm just tired'. Im just waiting to rot away at this point. I haven't eaten in 2 days, I have a week off from work and haven't moved since I got in. Its been about 27hrs since I came home from work. Still in my clothes. I'm so tired. It's not the kind of tired that goes with sleep, it's exhaustion to the bones. I feel so empty and hungry, yet I'm so sick an nauseated I can't stomach anything. The best thing is that no one takes me seriously. And honestly I just don't have the energy anymore. I'm too tired. And at this rate I'm just waiting to fall asleep and not wake up in the morning, but I do. And then the cycle kicks off again. I wake up after a few hours of poor quality sleep, get ready for work, then come home and sleep.

@lorenz0_3ald0

2 жыл бұрын

same thought...realizing before going to sleep that I need to wake up and go to school knowing that in 4 years I didn't do something special or especially something for myself destroys me every entire day and yes I overthink too much since I open the eyes from bed and thinking...oh well another same day (lots of problems for real) or that I didn't socialized properly in these 4 years with my classmates and asking them only things for school and not "ehy wanna go out and have fun?"...but well no...school even destroys your hobbies but now I'm not going to explain every single detail cuz are too much things and I don't reply to someone in these cases but I did it and I think that other people just want to talk and that even them would write much more.

When strangers and online friends on social media comforts you and knows you better than your family and irl friends:

why can i never be good enough for them? why am i always the one left out? why am i always the ugly one? why am i the stupid one?

@myettt

Жыл бұрын

you ARE good enough

@engellyr14

Жыл бұрын

@@myettt aww thank u so mutch i needed that

@giubbottorosso5206

Жыл бұрын

​@@engellyr14 I don t understand... How did that work? Are you actually better now? Myet said that without knowing anything about you but it s still enough? Sorry if it s a weird question, but I m actually curious. Don t have to respond btw, I understand it s strange

@engellyr14

Жыл бұрын

@@giubbottorosso5206 i mean no im not beter but im still thankfull that she said something even tho she does'nt know me. (srry for the late response i did'nt see it)

pov you just turned 18 and are getting thrown out all alone not even knowing how to be an adult

i can't even cry anymore. only numbness is left

fucks you up when you can tell your best friends seems to not like you as much they claim they do, leaves out of the options to talk to you on the regular rather choosing random people over you, I am sorry I might not be the best at giving you solutions but trust me I will flip the whole world for you love , all you need to do just ask .

@ayakalibb

Жыл бұрын

Hi if u need to talk I’m here :)

3 months ago my little kitty died...tomorrow i need to set to sleep another one... maybe for some ppl thats not a big deal, but for me...they are my everything, only they made me smile and feel like im here and im alive cuz i needed to take care of them. Now its over, i have nothing. Im nothing. Im usless. Im worthless. I dont know if i can do this anymore, i stopped goping to school 3 months ago and im just playing games on my pc, doing nothing but just sleeping, playing and living. I just want to be happy.

@Lua0x07

Жыл бұрын

It's okay bro, life is like that sometimes

I’m feeling this way again. I was like this about 4 years and the feeling never really went away but became a lot less about 2 years ago. Rn I’m in a diffrent high school than all of my friends and I feel so fucking alone, I hate how no matter how much I want to say something I can’t and thanks to that I look un-approachable and I hate that because I used to be such a happy loud confident girl, and now im just fucking pathetic. My school is really strict and im getting picked on by my teacher and she just keeps calling me things and embarrassing me infront of everyone. I can’t do this anymore but I have to for my little sister. I don’t belive anyone would really care, nothing would really change if I left, but ik I would be devistaded if anyone I knew and loved did. So im stuck in this cycle where im not happy and I just want it to end but I can’t.

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

ur not pathetic, ur so special and valuable. i know it’s hard to see that but it’s true. ur so strong and resilient for continuing to be here and battling everyday. it’s not an easy battle. ur little sis will look up to u and appreciate u. i know it hurts when u see how much you’ve changed from trauma and events but u have to be easy on urself and learn to accept and love urself no matter what. healing isn’t linear but ur not alone ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ we can make it thru this

@auxiliomedesmayocallesevie1718

2 жыл бұрын

@@myettt hey thanks a lot for checking in on people. Even a random stranger from the internet Can really help someone. Thank you :-)

Whoever reads this, I love you. keep trying. It'll get better. I promise.

@theendofenzo

2 жыл бұрын

Not without medication it won't.

@asheatspoolnoodles

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you I love you too

@aila3578

2 жыл бұрын

@Jellymonster22 I'm sorry ml. Things get worse before they get better. Just focus on yourself and you'll be just fine

@aila3578

2 жыл бұрын

@@asheatspoolnoodles te amo, take care of yourself ♡

@raerae2310

2 жыл бұрын

Roller coasters aren’t fun with out the long fall, you still have you whole life of riding that roller coaster. Just wait for the time it goes up again.

Vent If there’s one thing that fucking hurts is to physically not be able to bring myself to share my feelings with other people without them either making it worse or telling it to other people. I shared a lot of things with this one friend and she told it to the entire friend group, she matters a lot to me but that was the last straw for me and my trust issues. Ever since then I haven’t told anything of what I’m feeling to others. Even growing up I’ve never shared a lot on how I feel with anyone, not even my mom. I only worried about how other people were feeling. I can’t bring myself to vent about things I’m feeling to other people without feeling weak or selfish. Other people go through thing much worse than what I’ve been through and they take it on silence but here I am whining about it to other people. I constantly judge myself and I’m my biggest and most cruel critic. I always have so much to say but I’m feeling so much, I’ve felt so much that I don’t even have words to say. It just burns in my throat. The things I want to say, the comfort that I’ve always craved for, the understanding I’ve always needed. I don’t deserve it but I still want it except I’ll never tell anyone about how I’m feeling. I just want to scream until my throat is raw most of the time. I can’t take it. Suffering in silence is painful and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone because I know what it’s like to experience it first hand. Even now as I’m writing this I feel so bad for sharing this on the internet because people go through things so much worse and I’m here complaining. I feel like I’m shoving my problems down people’s throats. The internet is the one place where I am actually able to even do things like this and write about how I feel. When people treat me so carelessly but they don’t know half the things I’m going through. My mom tells me that I’ve never experienced what it’s like to be tired or to be actually struggling. If only she knew. If only she knew how much her daughter struggles every single day to simply not end her own life because she can’t take it anymore. If only she fucking knew.

@adrianm7203

8 ай бұрын

I don't see anything selfish about it, I think everyone at some level wants to be understood. Life is full of suffering, just because others have suffered worse doesn't mean you don't have a right to have feelings or speak your mind - if that were the case then no one would be able to speak who isn't a holocaust survivor or war veteran. Even if your issues are smaller, talking them through with someone else can be a huge help in understanding and fixing those issues and growing as a person. Unfortunately, you aren't wrong. With this modern age of social media and distractions it is very hard to find people who are willing to take the time to sit down with and listen to someone else. Though if you are willing to listen to them, they are often much more likely to hear you out in return (though some people are very selfish). If you can't find someone to talk to then I'd recommend finding a creative outlet to express and make sense of those feelings. Could be story writing, could be drawing and art, could be just writing a letter addressed to no one explaining your thoughts. Doesn't matter if you are good at any of these things, personally have done all these things in the past and I suck at them ha ha. The point is to lay out what you are feeling. Otherwise yeah, technically talking to strangers online is kind of a solution. Though, be careful because you can attract some very dark types that way. I'm more than willing to listen if you have anything else you want to get off your chest, but for your own good I'd recommend trying the above suggestions first. Best of luck!

I don’t understand why I have it so bad, what did I even do to deserve this. I’ve never felt so alone man.

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

i understand completely. ur not alone tho. i don’t know why we were dealt with these tough cards but we can get through them together bit by bit ❤️

Everything will be okay. Life is so beautiful, like when you go to some park and seeing people having such a good time kinda gives me hope. I LOVE YOU GUYS ♡♡♡♡♡

@user-mm4em1rr7n

2 жыл бұрын

oh , you so pretty 🥲

@SillySamWho

2 жыл бұрын

Life Isn’t Beautiful Anymore. NOTHING, Of This Is Beautiful. Not Even Me. When I Say No One Can Help Me, I Meant It. Not Even Myself. (My Opinion, Please Don’f Start Saying Shit Like “It’s A Positive Comment. No Need To Bring Negative Positive” NEGATIVE IS EVERYWHERE. If You Don’t See That, That’s Fine.)

@SillySamWho

2 жыл бұрын

@@05am. Oh, I Don’t Know. Probably Suicidal Thoughts And Telling Myself I’m Not Being Responsible And Will Never Good Enough? The Usuals, Why?

@hunnybee_.9381

2 жыл бұрын

That's actually really nice, not that I'm going trough some stuff but just to think abouth it brings me a smile to my face, thank you! :•)

@Rat-ir4sr

2 жыл бұрын

Liar

No matter what I do to try and make myself worth something, it's never enough. I get bad grades in school, even if I enjoy a subject, I'm insecure and dysphoric with my body, I hardly have any friends, nor do I know how to make them... I feel like a failure. I don't deserve to be here. Why should anybody care? I'm annoying, and oversensitive, and too quiet in public. My interests are strange, which is probably another reason I hardly have friends. I just want to be better... I just want to be worth something... to feel like I'm worth something.

@CaymenEditz

3 ай бұрын

everyone is worth something to someone. you’re strengths and your flaws mean the world to me even if i’ve never met you irl ❤️

POV: you're tired, you feel trapped, you feel overwhelmed, stressed and its tearing you apart, your frnds, your parents, your life and your school feels like a burden, you wanna die but can't because you don't wanna hurt others and you wanna live at the same time.

@grimaceshake453

10 ай бұрын

You ok?

@bmoon432

10 ай бұрын

@@grimaceshake453 now im kinda better than yesterday, thanks for asking

@grimaceshake453

10 ай бұрын

@@bmoon432 if you ever need to talk i'm here

@bmoon432

10 ай бұрын

@@grimaceshake453 thank you sm

Man. You posted this video a month ago and I saw a comment from you that was 1 hour old. The fact that you're still active in these comments made me smile for the first time today and it's already 11pm

@myettt

2 жыл бұрын

yes i love interacting with my viewers and talking to them. this is a safe space

I’m actually loosing myself slowly i honestly am scared to tell anyone I’m like daydreaming just to get out of all these situations I’m in .

@_orsi_

Жыл бұрын

take care, i wish you the best. please don't hurt yourself. do you want to vent? you matter 🤍

@_orsi_

Жыл бұрын

God bless you, keep holding on 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (The list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

@swaggityyy8039

Жыл бұрын

@@_orsi_ you are the best dude I don’t know you and you don’t know me but I love you so much

Hey, don't do this, imagine how your loved ones will react, don't do this action that will only bring more sadness, please, love yourselves, value yourself, don't let suicide beat you, you are stronger than him.

@eggynuts

8 ай бұрын

i really dont think my ‘loved ones’ care tbh 😭

I'm tired of crying, it hurts my eyes I just wanna stop suffering At this point I don't care if I go to heaven or hell I just wanna disintegrate into nothing I am emotionally and mentally hopeless But it will be over soon For everyone

its better when u know all the songs by heart. Hearing them come on randomly is like a wave of emotions and memories. It hurts so good

Hey to anyone struggling I promise there's a reason to go on all of you matter so much on this earth and I promise there are so many reasons to go on even if things are hard right now we're all here for you if you ever need to vent I promise things will get better and you have every right to live for the wonderful unique human being you are and don't ever be guilty or ashamed or think you're a burden cause none of that is right you're struggling and that's ok we're here for you whenever you need

@raerae2310

2 жыл бұрын

Also to those who read that ^ remember that plants live off of Carbon Dioxide, therefore if you commit, then you unalive a plant too! Sorry if that made like no sense but wtf, the moral of the story is: I love the fnck out of you. Pick up your crown 👑 and live you royal life! Muhwa 😘 🤗🤗

@mercurytheplanet3326

2 жыл бұрын

@@raerae2310 yeah! Pick up those crowns yeah!

@ifingerwomen

2 жыл бұрын

thank you, thank you so much

@mercurytheplanet3326

2 жыл бұрын

@@ifingerwomen Anytime!

@kitgin5943

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks, I will try but the only thing that make me happy in this world has gone and I don't know if I will support for any longer but thanks for making me feel better, you are a great person

ever since my nana passed away ive been isolating myself from everyone, i dont even speak to the rest of my family anymore. i dont go outside. I spend everyday coming in from school just crying for hours and hours. she raised me, she was a better mother than my real mother ever could be.

...Everyone in my class hates me because I like anime and I like to vent to ease my suffering...My friends don't talk to me for fear of their reputations being ruined like mine, as if I were contagious... . Everyone bullies me... My parents fight with me about everything... My family hates me... school is killing me... I want to give up...

i've reached that extreme point where every once in a while i feel like i've hit rock bottom just complete despair, i would sometimes just sit and stare at something for a long time happened yesterday night and i clearly remember the time being around 1 am but when i snapped out it was like 6am.. This is really dangerous since i become like this at any place congrats to everyone who got out and good luck to everyone who is in the same boat as i am

@_orsi_

Жыл бұрын

i hope the best for you, stay safe. please don't hurt yourself, try to hold on a little bit longer, okay? do you want to vent? i'm here for you. you're important 🤍

@_orsi_

Жыл бұрын

keep holding on, God bless you 100 reasons to stay alive: 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your moms smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. Your dreams 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Travelling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating you house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️ (The list is not mine, but i think this is an important message)

I might have lost all my friends but this playlist keeps me at least a bit busy. Thank you. :]

@_csinti_

Жыл бұрын

i wish you all the best 🤍

@myettt

Жыл бұрын

❤️ ❤️

So, is this the life?

it sucks when your family blames all your problems on being a teen and thinking your just going through "a phase"