That awful feeling.. It always hits u in a matter of miliseconds and takes u 3 days to get rid of..Sometimes I honestly wish I had no emotions fr...but then again it makes the good days even that much better..

@aimericr3885

Жыл бұрын

you need to have good days in the first place for them to feel better

@reinshindem7392

Жыл бұрын

honestly i feel the same most of the time, but instead i wish i could REALLY feel emotions because everything and anything just feels so numb. honestly it help sometimes but most of the time i put on a "happy act" so people dont know my personaly problems

@redheadelevi

Жыл бұрын

You don't want to not have emotions, I've forced my self to numb and then put on an act around my loved ones. Now whenever I drop the act they thing in bipolar because it's so different

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

@@aimericr3885 how tho?

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

@@reinshindem7392 i wish i was u

POV: IT IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE YOUR FAULT.

@toichey

Жыл бұрын

Lol imagine

@ohno5408

Жыл бұрын

POV: it's not POV

@HHMOON

Жыл бұрын

@@ohno5408 ye :/

@nixx_swiftie

Жыл бұрын

it's me ! :)

@EC_Emoji

Жыл бұрын

@@toichey rude much

I'm proud of you for sleeping. I'm proud of you for staying awake. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for eating healthy. I'm proud of you for drinking water. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for showering. I'm proud of you for getting dressed. I'm proud of you for talking. I'm proud of you for being quiet. I'm proud of you for being loud. I'm proud of you for laying down. I'm proud of you for getting up. I'm proud of you for playing video games. I'm proud of you for studying. I'm proud of you for writing. I'm proud of you for drawing. I'm proud of you for painting. I'm proud of you for doing your homework. I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for leaving. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for reading. I'm proud of you for watching TV. I'm proud of you for taking care of yourself. I'm proud of you for taking care of others. I'm proud of you for being yourself. I'm proud of you for not giving up. I'm proud of you for showing how you feel. I'm proud of you for crying. I'm proud of you for being mad. I'm proud of you for being happy. I'm proud of you for being sad. I'm proud of you for being proud of yourself. I'm proud of you for loving yourself. I'm proud of you.♡ Please be kind and spread love not hate or anger.

@JesusPerez-mb8ck

10 ай бұрын

Ty I proud of me and everyone else in the world ❤❤

@Ghost-zr6fd

8 ай бұрын

thanks man, really needed that

@mog5562

7 ай бұрын

Go Jim, it help when caveman saf

@CaLiagachA

7 ай бұрын

People like you make the world a better place o7

@beverlysutton155

4 ай бұрын

Thank you so much I actually really needed to hear that, you're amazing

it's that time, when you thought that you already managed to cope with this kind of problems, but you fall into a state, where it all awakes and you realise that you've just buried them deep inside you

@fredk4745

Жыл бұрын

This comment made me remember some more... All in all, hell always hangs right behind you, but theres no point in looking back, you already know its there.

@starryxmisa

Жыл бұрын

help i never managed to cope with my problems

@DaffaStillAwake

Жыл бұрын

@@starryxmisa i hope i can help you with your problem

@pigeon_

Жыл бұрын

i'm going through that rn

@hallwen_spirt

Жыл бұрын

Some times stuff just hangs out in my mind and I cant get it out of my sistom

“Deep breaths and peace my dear, that’s all we need now”

@senoritameowza6441

Жыл бұрын

This was a very nice comment, but my tears made everything blurry and I read the last part as "It's all weed now" And I just thought I'd share cause it made me laugh and hope it does the same for you :]

@bephany7678

Жыл бұрын

@@senoritameowza6441 LMAO THANK YOUUU It did make me giggle, so appreciate it.

@LunaTheDev

Ай бұрын

@@senoritameowza6441 thanks, its been a year since this post but i just saw it. wanted to let you know u just made my day ( ^-^ )

@shinplays2537

Ай бұрын

thanks broo the other comment made me laugh lol

I have no childhood trauma but whatever I do “wrong” I say “I’m sorry” “no it’s my fault” “sorry I’m so stupid” “I’ll just leave” “I’m just so annoying” “No I’m fine” “I just mess up everything.”

@soniahabtom1786

Жыл бұрын

i feel you

@OrcasProductions

10 ай бұрын

I know what it’s like because it’s the same thing for me plus the fact when I’m stressed I zone out so.. my mom just believes I have some mental disorder and this thing is I don’t even know what’s wrong with me…. How I feel, I don’t know what stress feels like because I can’t describe it in words! I always feel so dumb.

@sfsinfinity5862

9 ай бұрын

Same. I never change.

@ChaoticSanji

Ай бұрын

Same, I always say sorry to everything, since I don't wanna ruin anything, and I'm scared of making decisions bc if scared that that person is gonna hate me or smth.

I hate when ppl say ur to young for this u can feel the way you want to feel ..

@vlrn8170

Жыл бұрын

i can really relate

@alainegianan3468

Жыл бұрын

dont worry am always spoiled brat

@user-kz5ms7gj3t

Жыл бұрын

"you're too young to have trauma" - my mother who caused my trauma

@donnieaintbonnie

Жыл бұрын

"you're fine, you're only 11 you ARE ok, you are too young, you don't actually feel that way" - "B-but, I can't help it.. they ruined me.."

@pandaa677

Жыл бұрын

@@donnieaintbonnie ikr..😭

realizing that your the one who takes your self down, making yourself sad and blaming it on everyone

@andreaniehaus2655

15 күн бұрын

Real.

Thst moment when you realize you don't have any reason to feel depressed and upset Edit: please stop venting, if you have a reasons for your depression and mental health issues this comment isn't for you. I'm sorry but I don't want to hear what your family or friends did to you.

@silltfvckers

Жыл бұрын

Exactly..

@stxry_sky

Жыл бұрын

@@silltfvckers your username sums up my life

@MisMicrosoft

Жыл бұрын

Same, im laughing while i make this comment.....i don't think thats a good......

@KiyoshiBarryton

Жыл бұрын

Theres always a reson even someone saying there isnt a reson is a whole reson

@No-hz1yy

Жыл бұрын

Ther is a reason its just people go through worse

I’m tired of being “fine” And I’m tired of looking “happy” And I’m tired of sounding “cheerful” And I’m tired of touching “gently” And I’m tired of inhaling “the glow” And I’m tired of hearing “optimists” And I’m tired of thinking “straight” And I’m so, oh so tired of being goddamn “tired”

@MushyMushroomILY

Жыл бұрын

:( I hope you get better I know it's hard am suffering threw that too but I know anyone can get better it's hard to think highly about yourself when people look at you like your a disappointment. Please remember you don't have to smile you don't have to hold back your pain go somewhere where you can scream and yell let out your pain break something. Where you can cry where you can sleep. Where you can feel relief of sadness let it come over you. don't stop it from coming out. If someone doesn't like that than fuck them. Remember you are you. No one else just remember you never have expectation on yourself and only others. But you are not them you are you. Please sleep if you are self-harming stop if you are planning on kys don't do it. I may not know you but it hurts to know someone I could have helped died. Have a wonderful day/night. Remember ilysm! And I am proud of you. Go to your safe space:)

@artemka5523

Жыл бұрын

™:™:™'зггМШззмШХ

@That_Suicidal_Kid

11 ай бұрын

I know how you feel...I feel like that way too, I wake up and put a fake smile once I reach home again I can't sleep and stay awake to 3am crying on the bed and anyone notices that I sleep in classes BC I can't sleep at home for the time I need I tryed to end my life but guess what it didn't worked...I am strugelling to live but I still here fake smiling to everyone... Stay save buddy don't give up okay?..

@user-ot4bm9zl6l

10 ай бұрын

I feel u.. Be safe..

@JesusPerez-mb8ck

10 ай бұрын

I feel you but still we’re all Tired all you need is someone that you can talk to like friends or Family Or someone that really cares about you ❤❤❤

To anyone who is the backup friend, therapist friend, the joke of the group, or anything in-between...im sorry,im sorry that no matter what you were there when no one else was. Im sorry you were left out,made fun of, and only wanted when no one wanted the others,im sorry that on that day,the day you cried,no one was there for you, like you were for everyone else,so please, if you feel astho you are in pain,alone,forgotten, being replaced, or anything else,get to someone and get help, or if you need someone to talk to, this comment section is open, i can respond as soon as possible, so if you need to vent, please, dont hold it in From - someone who lost to much in life

@Th_FrGtTn_Ne

2 жыл бұрын

man this almost made me sob- it feels like you were actually talking to me- man it sucks that you know how this feels- im so sorry

@sylviesabater5025

2 жыл бұрын

thanks,i went through a lot and it seems like you did too, have a great day or night

@midnight_ty

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks, im the therapist friend who helps the others to make them feel better and to feel i can do something right

@havynandabby

2 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry but I realized when you said " and on that day, the day you cryed.." I only thought of Henry's voice line from Fnaf pizzaria simulator

@karineabdallah3984

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you ! For some reason, I have always been rejected/put aside at school, highschool and even college. Sometimes, I wish I could just snap my fingers and "fit in" instantly. People just didn't include me in their groups. I have also been bullied at school several times and sometimes all the classmates would join the bully. I feel quite uncomfortable venting but I know I'm safe here 😅 now I have a job I like and although there is a lot of pressure, my team is very supportive, friendly and I never had issues including myself in the team. Sometimes, society can be so messed up that it might be a blessing to be an outcast (does that make sense ?). I hope everyone finds their peace. Remember, it is all temporary out there. English is not my first language, sorry if my sentences turn out to be weird lol

sometimes i think im to young to have trauma- thx for the likes

@kjk386

2 жыл бұрын

same. :/

@tsukimi6130

2 жыл бұрын

youre never too young, dont let anyone tell you that :/

@ihatemymom.1383

2 жыл бұрын

@@tsukimi6130 aww tysm😅

@vinniewhiteout8052

2 жыл бұрын

Nahhh trauma is rated E for Everyone is in pain.

@tsukimi6130

2 жыл бұрын

@@vinniewhiteout8052 KJHFJSHSBVJHAKJ

"things are not always our fault... but for not being what they want... we will always be guilty.." -My mind 2022

@donnieaintbonnie

Жыл бұрын

"things are not always our faults" Oh but doesn't everyone make sure to make us feel like everything is..

@someonenotfoundhere5463

Жыл бұрын

that made me cry a lil :,)

Traumatized from my family, my childhood friends left me, my other friends betrayed me, I'm a gifted burnout kid, my current friend has her own problem and I don't wanna vent since it'll make her sadder and she won't care. I seek attention because I just wanna feel loved. Two people who only understand me left me. I wanna give up but I have promises to my parents, I have to make them satisfied, everyone satisfied. My mental health is unstable, and insecurities make it worse, I try to love myself but other people fucks it up. I'm tired, I wanna vent to a friend. But I couldn't since after saying my problem they'll say " Oh. I was like that too. " Then I'll be the one who'd comfort them instead of them listening to me. I don't need advice, just a person who listens to my problems. It's hard for a chatterbox who likes to open up to bottle up their problems to themselves . People who are similar like me but are still alive, or whoever that is reading that I wanna tell you that you're such an amazing person, I couldn't believe such a great strong person like you is alive. I'm a stranger but I want to tell you that I wish you the best and I care for you.

@ptdrjesuisswag3439

Жыл бұрын

You can talk to me,give me your insta, and if you don't want it's okay,I just hope you know you deserve better. I think If we all here on this comment section we all have our own problems, but it's going to be better,I'm sure idk when,but it will one day Im sure And any problems is smaller than a other,if you suffer you suffer like someone you consider as "worst " We all crying together today but tomorrow it will get better for a lot of us ,just keep trying

@YuriCassandraABasco

Жыл бұрын

@@ptdrjesuisswag3439 Aww you're so sweet, I'm glad a stranger is telling me those things, I;ll keep it in mind. I'll give u my insta soon, i forgot what my user iss ToT But thanks..

@ptdrjesuisswag3439

Жыл бұрын

Mohh you're cute

@ptdrjesuisswag3439

Жыл бұрын

@@YuriCassandraABasco I think it's quite important to say those things,bc they reel

@YuriCassandraABasco

Жыл бұрын

@@ptdrjesuisswag3439 I appreciate them a lot

When strangers understand you more then your friends and family

@user-ow3pp8fp3c

Жыл бұрын

It's funny that I understand that ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

POV: everyone thinks you were kicked out your old school but were actually being harassed by a teacher and screamed at by them and called worthless etc and they let her get away with everything

@ghostcat-

Жыл бұрын

Tf is wrong with people these days… I hope you are better nowadays and that people don’t still think that.

I will never be enough for my mum to love me and accept me the way I am and stop comparing me to others, I will never just be enough

@emscast2346

2 жыл бұрын

Hey you don’t need your mom to say what you are and what you need to be remember people love you!!!!!

@emscast2346

2 жыл бұрын

Oh and I forgot to say YOUR ENOUGH

@professionaloverthinker4259

2 жыл бұрын

@@emscast2346 thank you so much this means a lot to me,stay safe pretty stranger ❤

@manyatakesharwani2321

Жыл бұрын

believe me, man, you're ENOUGH it is her fault and loss that she can't see the greatness in you. I totally understand you my mum is always disappointed in me too and always favours my brother but it's okay. we are special and unique people and not everyone can understand our worth.💕💕

@user-zk8xh8im6b

Ай бұрын

You are worthy and you should be happy even tho it's hard try and talk to someone please don't think your not enough because your amazing the way you are and some day you will find someone who makes you happy and you can finally feel something that makes you happy and please know that I love you and you should try and tell your mom and say how you feeling and say that I am perfect the way I am and say your feeling say what you think and tell her to accept you for who you are because everyone is not the same and that you are perfect perfect the way you are please try and find your happiness

When you realize you have a very healthy life and you still have that feeling that everone hates you...

Im happy i made it another day...56 days without trying to commit suicide

@closetgremlinnamedace

2 жыл бұрын

I'm proud of you :)

@Valio-Game-Play-lol

Жыл бұрын

I am extremely proud of you:) If you want to talk, i'll be here!

@forest5171

Жыл бұрын

I am really proud of you. We all know how hard it is not to kill yourself. Just remember that we will be here for you.

My POV: She is constantly confused about why you told her you don't want to be friends anymore. She thinks you just used her. Nobody understands why you left her, all so suddently. You can't explain how she was toxic. You can't explain how she made you feel so horrible. Was it jealousy? hatred? Or the fact that she could change her opinion about you within 10 minutes? At one minute, she couldn't stop talking about how much more mature she was than you. But at the next, she couldn't stop talking about how much better you are at everything. You didn't understand your friendship. "You'll be friends with her again soon." They say. "I hope you are never treated the way you treated me." She says. Who to believe? Who even was she to you? An enemy, or a friend? You can't decide. The thought haunts you every day. And yet, next year, she'll forget about you, while you'll constantly live in confusion and regret. Was she manipulative, or were you? Was she toxic, or did you use her? You can't tell. All you can do is wish for it all to be over. For it to have never happened. For it to all dissapear. For the regret to suddently vanish. But you know, deep down, that will never happen.

@iqrasayed3476

Жыл бұрын

And this is the reason I stick with her. She's blamed everyone left her. I can't be the everyone. I can't even hate her... Why am i so useless. I just told her about something rly big which happened to me today and she started comparing... It hurt. But then again isn't it my fault for trusting people i know shouldn't be trusted.

@hitthat6120

Жыл бұрын

I relate so much but I have no words of comfort right now but I’m sorry you had to go through that

@trple412

Жыл бұрын

@@iqrasayed3476 same here. but i left i feel so bad. ima monster

@pinkrose441

Жыл бұрын

@@trple412 lol no ur not

@trple412

Жыл бұрын

@@pinkrose441 ty man ig ur right

Used to listen to these because I always cried at night but now I just listen to them for motivation. “Look how far I have gotten from were I came, without the help of anyone”

@FintyLovatt

11 ай бұрын

So proud of you!!!!!❤️❤️

I’m genuinely just exhausted. Mentally and physically. I don’t have the energy to do anything anymore. I don’t want to have to beg people to stay in my life.

@Mustdosotheycanhearotherducks

2 жыл бұрын

Same situation, I am tired of every single thing. I am tired of fake smiling, of keeping myself alive, I am tired of eating and sleeping. I just don't know what to do. Now I have exams and all teachers said to us today that we won't pass. I feel like shit and evryday it's getting worse

@futabasakura4480

2 жыл бұрын

@@Mustdosotheycanhearotherducks I know it’s not much coming from someone who doesn’t know you personally but, you will do good in life. I know that it seems hard and I know you are at your wits end with life. Know that you aren’t alone and that there’s small things to look forward to. Like your favorite food being made, more of your favorite music being put out, more games coming out, or nature even. Life gets hard but, there’s things that help make life a bit more livable. As for exams, make sure to stay hydrated and eat something. I know it’s tiring but, your physical health is just as important as your mental health. I hope things get better for you and I know that most of what I said was cliche but, as someone who deals with mental health issues, I support you. I want you to know that you aren’t alone. Even if the world is cruel and bitter, you have one person on your team. ❤️

@Mustdosotheycanhearotherducks

2 жыл бұрын

@@futabasakura4480 Wow thank you so much, but I have to tell you the same too. Enjoy small things like this playlist because that's what puts you in a good mood. Try to live the day as if it was your last. I support you because we are in a similar situation. We are in it for two❤

@hristevalexandragabriela7937

Жыл бұрын

im begging u,stay in ur life:(

i hate this world. no matter what i say there's always a different meaning to it. people take things too seriously. but there's always someone who doesn't take things seriously. i vent to them and they go telling everyone that i'm 'emo' and 'depressed'. they know who they are. i also get too attached to people. my boyfriend cheated on me two times, but i forgave him. i don't know whats wrong with me. i've gone through loads of 'tutorials' on how to focus on yourself and not others, but i never listen. i'm afraid of being left alone again. i keep comforting people when i cannot comfort myself. every time someone makes fun of me i just laugh along with them so i don't get embarrassed. i lie. i lie so that nobody will hate me. i lied that i was okay. i lied that i didn't need help. i feel so alone, knowing that there's other people in the world experiencing the same thing as me. i don't know why. i just feel so alone. i feel as if nobody understands me. i don't think anyone cares. i just wish he knew how much i've gone through for him.

@PumpkinGhostWasTaken

Жыл бұрын

I care. I hope you get better soon. You seem like such a kind and compassionate and empathetic person. I know I’m just a random stranger on the internet and you might never see this or these words might mean nothing to you. But I hope you do get better. You honestly seem like such a good person. But a hurt person. I’m not just saying this to make you feel better, I truly think this. And I know I don’t know you. And you don’t know me. But it’s been about three months, so how’s things been?? I hope your doing better. ❤️ ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

@scarasimp609

Жыл бұрын

The fact i feel the same and you say some how 98% of my story is just hilarious..I’m with you

@gtfruui

Жыл бұрын

I can relate to this too much, the friends calling you emo/depressed just cuz u vented to them that's happened to me and just don't take the hint soon enough they backstabbed me. I'm not going to tell you that things get better but I can promise that living is worth it and people here will always be here for you if no one else is. Be strong, drink, eat, and get some well-deserved rest

@johanneshauser8054

Жыл бұрын

I hope you find something or someone that makes you change the way you look at this world, something that gives you meaning, that makes you want to keep going, living

@XuliPaws

Жыл бұрын

i understand you and i love you... ~sincierly: your new friend!

Clicked this by accident, but I love this. My cat died infront of me today, and this really calmed me down. Stay safe, everyone

@RachelleTalamantez

3 ай бұрын

Omg I am so sorry that happened to you. This comment reminds me of the time when my cat ran away and was the cat I got for my birthday, but I hope you feel better.

The moment you realise there shoulder is not there to cry on anymore

@user-it5fv8py1y

Ай бұрын

Fr😭😭

I feel really bad for everyone who had vented here, reading your story makes me feel sad. But I'm 100% sure that you guys can fight it! Stay strong, ily

@toichey

Жыл бұрын

That feeling when the person who wrote this comment doesn't know lots of these are fake just for likes and so they get attention:

@sploinkyy_

Жыл бұрын

@@toichey Really?. i thinked they all were. atleast. why they want to get attention that much. atleast i dont need attention THAT much..

@euix1q

Жыл бұрын

@@toichey it's not fake get ur goofy anime pfp out of here

@toichey

Жыл бұрын

@@euix1q Mans don't even have a pfp. And it's true, not all but some of these are heavily exadurated stories so people can get more attention, and more people saying "awwe :(, I feel so bad for you! *virtual hug* " or something.

@euix1q

Жыл бұрын

@@toichey true-

I’m done. Im done with people asking “are you ok” and putting on a mask and saying yes. Im done with feeling like people hate me and only keep me around for benefits. Im done with pretending that I’m ok when I’m not. Im done with wondering what my point is.

I feel like the smallest mistakes I make brings me down the deepest

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)

Time for my life story. When I was 13 (im 17 now), I started getting abused by my parents for my behaviour at school and for being an antisocial kid. My parents didnt know that I was even a boy. They raised me up as a girl and I started to get sick of them misgendering me. My name is Noah and my parents forgot my name was Noah. They called me Nova. Even when I told them that my name wasnt Nova, they said that I am a mistake and i should've never been born. Keep in mind that their homophobic. I had my boyfriend over once, (he was abusive and his name was Kenji) and then he started kissing me then my parent came into my room and scolded me on the spot. Kenji was laughing his head off and calling me fat and same with my parents. I then started to develop Anorexia (an eating disorder) and started eating way less food like I used to.Same with drinking water, i drank barely anything. I also couldn't get any sleep because of Insomnia and also because I had these things I made up called Crying Sessions. I wont explain about the CS (crying sessions) yet. I looked like an emo girl a few weeks later and I was getting bullied for that. I then eventually found out that my friend killed herself. I was crying for days and then i tried and that was a mistake. That caused my parents to scold me again and it hurts getting called a mistake. About the CS, It was something that I made up because my previous therapist suggested it. My therapist now, on the other hand, doesnt give a shit about her job. I just want to say to everyone with problems, please just reply to this comment. I will try my best to help you because I've went through so much trauma. Ill explain more soon. But, its time for my CS now.

@glittesparkel

Жыл бұрын

i'm so sorry! i havent been through this bad as you so idk what to say but i rly hope u found someone better then him. *virtual hugs* also, how are you doing now? ❤

@maevadaumerie1529

3 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry for you, you deserve all the happiness in the world, take care of yourself, heart on you ❤

@petrimal

Ай бұрын

Hey... I don't know if you'll ever see this, but I sincerely wish you all the best. You're a wonderful person, and you deon't deserve any of that abuse. I hope you find some great people like you that'll be there for you, because you deserve to be loved. I wish I could give you a hug man, and that you find people that will love you for the way you are. Because you're wonderful

@asxhii.

Ай бұрын

@@petrimal thank you so much. I have healed, not fully though. I’m glad that I am healing and that no one has tried to hurt me. I have dealt with my problems luckily

@petrimal

Ай бұрын

@@asxhii.I'm really happy to hear that

It's fine. I'm fine I'm just listening to, this definitely not crying, not thinking about the people I've lost mentally and physically : ) it's fine everything is totally fine.

@pinkrose441

Жыл бұрын

If you need a friend or literally just a stranger to vent to I can give you my discord, I feel like we could all use a conversation sometimes.

@myleghurtsow7364

11 ай бұрын

i hope you get better soon i promise you it will get better

@lovelyandrea2189

10 ай бұрын

I'm fine.

POV: having a mental breakdown to this playlist.🥲

@cartoonylooney

Жыл бұрын

I relate 👍

@fallenking2733

Ай бұрын

Same

I don't want to know how many people wanted to tell a story here in the comment section but then deleted every single word and just were enjoying the musik. Dont worry, youre not the only one... here a virtual hug lyyyy sm❤❤ From a person who belives that you deserve way more than just this bullsh♡t that happend in your life ( and from someone whose english is bullsh♡t too :> )

i just realized everything is my fault

Moments you realise how much people suck and you want to be sad for losing all your friends but can't cos you expected it 👍🏻

Damn, when I realized how much of a problem I really am… I now realize why everyone I care about always leave me. It’s not because of them…it’s because of me….

listening to this after a failed attempt 😍

@beanisnumber1

Жыл бұрын

Hi I'm so sorry if you want to talk pls talk and i really hope you are doing better pls for me i need you

the feeling when your surrounded by people yet feel so lonely that feeling when your always viewed negatively that feeling when people have too much expectations for you that feeling when you can't move on that feeling when you get attached so easily and they just throw you in the dirt

(Venting) I’m going to be sharing my trauma even tho it’s probably not the worst. My grandma doesn’t like my moms side of the family. When I was little I went over to her house and she would tell me bad things about my mom and her family and ofc 5-6 year old me believed it. I grew to not like my mom because of that. A couple of years ago my mom told me that all that stuff wasn’t true. I was mad/ sad at my grandma, so I started to not go to her house that often. Two years ago it was the day of Easter. I had two places to go, my moms side of the family’s place and my dads. My brother(he’s 2) my dad and me(11) went to my moms side first. My dad told his family that we would be there at a time( idk when) but we were 20 minutes late because my dad lost track of time. Ig they had a Easter egg hunt but the chocolate was melted by the time we got there. I already ate but they had food for us. I was in a good mood when we arrived but that all went downhill. My grandpa was looking through the window and it shocked me a bit cuz I didn’t know he was gonna be there. I walked in and said hi and stuff like that then I said “grandpa creeped me out a bit when he was looking through the window” she said back “I think he was just looking to see who’s here:)”. Ofc he heard it, I wasn’t trying to be mean. My brother and dad came up the stairs then my grandpa came out and greeted me sounded disappointed. The next thing I new he was yelling at me/ my dad saying “well your daughter thinks I’m a creep!” By then my brother was crying because he was overwhelmed just as much as the rest of the family. I took my brother downstairs with tears flowing in my eyes heading for the car. I hear a voice behind me saying “at least stay for the eggs..” I turn to see my grandpa. “Okay” I said with my voice trembling. We didn’t hunt the eggs it just got worse. My uncle has a disorder with his stomach that makes it hard to eat sometimes. He started to yell at my dad saying how late he was and complaining about how long he waited to eat for us. He started to talk bad about my loved ones on my moms side. My dad, brother and me were all just sitting there, listening. I wanted to leave so bad. My dad was owning up to things that weren’t even his fault. My uncle said something that I will NEVER forget. “Well F U C K them.!” At that moment, I wanted to scream. I’m not sure how my dad had us stay. I wanted to leave to bad. I will never forget that day..

@Someone-ms7my

Жыл бұрын

Wow that is really stressful situation to be in especially at so young. I'm sorry that you had to go through all that

@jordanlinder2884

Жыл бұрын

That’s got to be really hard to get off your chest and open up to strangers like that and I’m so proud of you for that! This trauma never should have happened and I wish we could turn back time and undo all of it. That’s probably the worst feeling in the world and I hate that your brain won’t forget it. You are loved, you did all you could. I love you and I’m hoping you can forget this stupid memory. ❤❤❤

@user-sk4kz3zk3j

Жыл бұрын

im so sorry that happened to you. family is a difficult thing and it can be hard to accept it but its just a part of life ig. i hope ur ok now :)

Why can't the world just let me be happy. I have a fine life, but nothing ever goes my way. I get something new? It breaks in the next few days. I find my mutuals? They start ignoring me. I start to feel confident about my singing? People turn around and glance my way telling me I'm singing to loud and being obnoxious. I fall in love for the first time? They don't like me very much. I think I'm good at something? Everyone around me proves me wrong and that they're better. I feel confident about my face? I look closer in the mirror and see my acne, my cheeks, my hair. I think I'm losing weight? I look at myself in the mirror and see someone fat. I try to make friends? No one wants to be my friend. Someone TRYS to be my friend? I'm boring and they never talk to me again. I want my life to be happy. Just let me be happy. Please. Please. I can't lose anyone. This is to much. Please just leave me alone world. I want someone to love me. Please.

@lemontree8175

Жыл бұрын

Pls take my hug!

@agrima9304

Жыл бұрын

Hey stranger. Here a virtual hug 🤗 hope you're okay , if you want you could talk to me

Let’s just say if I vented we would be here all day. Ily guys and hope everything gets better, by someone who knows these feelings and went through similar things. It will get better! I know it doesn’t seem like it but trust me it will. You guys are so brave to vent and tell your stories. I’m proud of you all! ❤

@yuireed5971

Жыл бұрын

But what if it doesn't get better..?What if it's so bad it'll never get better..?

@astro5710

Жыл бұрын

@@yuireed5971 Then find people who make it feel better...people who care to know you, and care to help you...there are more of these people around than you would think 💕

Not in this playlist but "This city looks so pretty. Do you wanna burn it with me?" Vent: I'm never good enough for my "family". I'm always treated like a confused child. I'm terrified of them; from fear and hate. I'm an adult and they see me as some "displeasing thing". All I want to do is be myself and not fear that I'll be hit or ridiculed... I have only my mother now... grandma is gone and I'm losing my supportive loved ones 💔

@plaguedocjay

2 жыл бұрын

...I have no grandparents left... I'm only 22. Why do I feel numb? Why am I not sad? Is it from all the previously losses? I shouldn't feel this way... right?

@0_0bonita

Жыл бұрын

It’s ok to feel numb it happens when you hurt badly and trust me the pain will soon be gone even if it feels like it won’t I know how you feel just focus on the things that make you happy.

@Sammi-zn3gb

Жыл бұрын

I felt the same thing but I haven’t lost anybody yet, but one thing I want to say is that what your going through is ok, it’s ok to feel like this, it’s ok if your hurt,it’s ok to fear, just…talk to the closes person. If this is something that you have heard already many times then listen to it even if it’s annoying just trust me, but don’t tell the wrong person-

@empressvengeance513

Жыл бұрын

my dad just past away a month ago and i tried to ignore my feelings and prioritize everyone's emotional well being to the point i was busy calming my mother at his funeral that i didn't even get to cry and for the past few weeks i try my best to help them in anyway i can but i just end up making things worse and because of my ptsd, anhedonia, imsonia and weak body i was always on the constant state of numbness and can feel myself feeling sicker and sicker as days went on and sometimes i don't trust myself to be left alone in a room anymore i just hope i get better soon

@plaguedocjay

Жыл бұрын

@@empressvengeance513 I understand your situation and can tell you it will get better. It'll take awhile but it will eventually happen. Sending you hugs and best wishes

I’m tired of people saying this to me {depressed} {sad} {why do you look sad what’s wrong?} {you used to be so happy, what happened?} {your so rude!} { jeez calm down!} { your weird } This hurts a lot, but I try my best to be as happy as I can . May you all be blessed and be happier than me 😅

this is what i feel everyday

@P1nkb4tz

Жыл бұрын

same.

> 0:00 -- I can't handle change [ROAR] 3:50 -- Freaks [Surf Curse] 6:44 -- I love you so [The Waters] 9:46 -- Where's My Love [SYML] 14:38 -- I love you [Billie Eilish] 20:08 -- Touch [Sleeping at last] 25:15 -- When the party's over [Billie Eilish] 29:05 -- Broken parts [Clide] 32:40 -- Listen before I go [Billie Eilish]

@blurryfaceandicare11223

Жыл бұрын

Thank you

@Rose_Loves_Music29

11 ай бұрын

Thank you so much I have been looking for time stamps!

@denkithedhmislover

8 ай бұрын

Thanks

@kissmyaxe-

Ай бұрын

Tysmmm you’re my savior

small vent: TW:Homophobia, Car crash,Panic Attacks,Trauma,Wanting to d1e i had trauma when i was 8 because of my dad being in car crash but about when i was 11 i knew i was bi already and asked my dad what does he think of girls loving girls and he said so much horrible things and homophobic things and he didnt even know it was hurting me. Now when i was 15 the real panic attacks start i always had high grades like 2 or 1 mistakes but then i failed an exam ONE time and my parents talked about it the whole week and it was so hurtful and made me hate myself and now i get panic attacks whenever i think i get a failing grade. Next my dad always says something hurtful to me without even realizing it and when i cry in front of him he will make the "conversation" longer so the only time i can cry is when i go to bed or in the shower i wanna end myself but then i remember im only 19 and have a long life ahead of me so please if you wanna end it please remember you have a LIFE ahead of you :)

@ptdrjesuisswag3439

Жыл бұрын

You're quite strong and young, keep going im proud of you for all those efforts

@HelloItsMe_29

Жыл бұрын

@@ptdrjesuisswag3439 Thank you

@STAR_SAM711

Жыл бұрын

Im so sorry ur parents did that to you and im so glad u havent k!llef y*urself yet and i hope u continue living

When I'm in a good mood and listen to this songs i realize that I'm making myself believe that I'm happy when I'm not..

@XuliPaws

Жыл бұрын

same here...

@ItsEasierThenTellingTheTruth

Ай бұрын

Yep, same

how do you get to be someone's first choice? The one no one could be able to replace? The person you'd want there by your side forever? Why can't I ever be that person.

It’s not your fault, you can get through this I’m oh so proud of you getting through this, this feeling will pass, I love you❤️

I always feel like im not good enough for my parents. This song hits hard when your sad..

@TheLostduck-rb5nq

4 ай бұрын

I feel the same

This may be one simple thing but just know, I’m proud of you, and I will always be proud of you ❤ Your doing your best I know, take a break now, drink some water, eat full meals, and sleep, please even if it’s hard, I love you and I’m sending virtual hugs. You did good today ❤ Edit: I’m so happy this could help sm people, I wish everyone the best

@wynterfleury2798

2 жыл бұрын

I wish my mom would tell me that

@Azmo_Cozmo

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you, even though I don’t know you, thank you.

@kokushibo2005

2 жыл бұрын

I wish I can tell myself this

@edaterrr9937

2 жыл бұрын

thank you i needed this.

@adriannaavillion3520

2 жыл бұрын

I don't like how everyone online says this, but nobody wants to actually say it out loud to someone.

What i do is after a long day after school, i go to bed, and put on a vent playlist, and put in my bluetooth earpods,and close my eyes, it feels magical, especially when im crying. I dont know why.

Let go of a friend I realized was toxic recently, but I could always vent to them. Got my stuff thrown at me and got yelled at by my mom. Crying. None of my friends are online now and I feel dumb for depending on them so much. I've gotten so used to having someone there, that when no one's around it just feels so lonely, there's no one around to listen. Now I have to resort to whining on the internet.

Long vent yay :/ ~ I haven't felt happy in so long and sad has become so normal that I can't really feel it anymore. Every time I feel sad I know there's millions, if not billions, of people who have it so much worse than me. I know they say not to compare trauma and I would never compare someone else's but it is absolutely pathetic that I am this depressed when my life has had such small traumas. I have guilt tripped myself out of being sad and it is even more miserable. I've lived in between, pretending to be happy, sad, angry, excited, etc. to benefit those around me. Somehow my reality is to try and please everyone but myself and thinking myself too lazy to help anyone at the same time. I'd rather work out other people's problems than my own. I'd rather give people a chance at being happy when I know mine has passed. I physically cannot cry for whatever reason. Maybe the bottling it up finally worked. Seriously, I've watched the saddest things I can find and they just don't make me cry anymore. This is for the best until I actually have time to feel sad. Every hour of the "normal" day is filled with school or another extracurricular which I cannot leave. My free time is the time I should be sleeping. I get about three hours of sleep on average, sometimes more or less. Nothing I do is enough for myself and sometimes those around me. Anyways, ugh this is so long. Have a wonderful day/night wherever and whoever you are!

To all the people that need it: Hi! welcome to the internet where you can be yourself and let it all out, if you haven't already, make sure to brush your teeth, i haven't in a while so i probably should, take a shower, i will too, and lay down or sit down, get comfortable, whichever position may make you feel comforted. Listen to the beautiful music of the internet and cry if you need, let it all out, you can cry here, you are amazing and i can see that you are trying as hard as you can. Make sure to sleep, keep your sleep schedule good so you can have good performance at work, school, or just any day so you don't get stressed out. We all love you here and you are seen and heard here! (make sure to eat 3 meals a day at least and drink water!)

I just always feel so good after a good cry you know?

I don’t know who needs to here this but it’s not your fault, you are enough and you’ll get through this.

As the world turns dark, as your friends turn into someone you dont know, as expectations that once helped you up brings you down. All you wanted was a chance to relive the fun times in your memories. All you know now is- what do you know? Like a thick fog covering up a witch's hut or a secret garden. Yet, the farther you venture through it, the more lost you get. And all you remember is- ? Being lost is one of the worst things to feel, so that's maybe where humans need fantasy. Memories made up to create a beautiful story and a nostalgic feeling. You long and long to go back there. You want to just turn back, but you just get stuck in circles with no sense of direction. Stuck in disappointment of going nowhere. Lethargically moving hoping for an ending to this confusion. To this pain. Yet, no help seems to arrive. You want to scream. You want to beg for someone to get you out of this misery, but the echos stop you. The echos that say that you are nothing but a disappointment. Nothing but a burden. And the longer you stay, the deeper you drown. And the deeper you drown, the farther you fade away. -Kezia

when you realize you apologize for their faults-

That time when your fear of being replaced and thought of how replaceable you are to anyone and everyone was solidified by the person you thought of as your best friend replacing you and seaming happier than ever because you were no longer in their life when you did everything in your power to make them the happiest person on earth

That moment you realize that nothing can help you at that moment, the moment you have a dream about that trauma and end up breaking down and wearing dressed or anything revealing makes you feel like a little kid and makes you remember that trauma. Those 5 seconds in the morning you have when you don’t remember who you are, then you remember, you remember the scars, the try’s, the fails, the therapists the bad grades, the yelling, everything that happens / has happened comes flooding back to you.

for everyone that vented or has had come to this playlist because of something that happened im so proud of you! you go through so much in ur life and ur still dealing with it, I know its bad right now and u never think it will be better but wait you will be ok, it will be ok i send virtual hugs to all of you❤️‍🩹

Remember the time when everyone hated u abused u mentally and physically well that time is now and we got to live through it even tho it’s hard we need to learn to love ourselves more that others bc they will just bring u down at this time

it's sad how theres younger people then me that are hurt more then i am...

@XuliPaws

Жыл бұрын

i understand...

Yeah nobody says it to me at least, and I’m glad for the people who go online and say stuff like this. People need this in the real world sadly I know because I’m one of them and people who are the ones who are the saddest seem to be the only people who do say stuff like this because they know how it feels it’s a real mood booster and helps people get through another day. So thank you truly

Este tipo de canciones me hacen sentir triste pero al mismo tiempo me tranquilizan

Bro I'm on my tree rn and I'm chillin

Some days are better, some days are worse. Look for the blessing instead of the curse. Be positive, stay strong, and get enough rest. You can’t do it all, but you can do your best

@_avaa_

Жыл бұрын

thank you so much

@Hitkendlofi

Жыл бұрын

@@_avaa_ Glad you enjoy it!

vent time (not doing this for attention i actually feel this way) So for a long time i havent been feeling the same . my dad started doing drUg$ again . my mom started smoking again . i feel like my world is falling apart bc all i do is sleep and yell at people . im starting to get mad at every slightest thing . i dont know what is happening to me . i found a new lover but nothing seems to help my mental health .ik im a fun person to hang out with but sometimes im just a total bitch . and idk why . im slowly turning into my dad... and that isnt a good thing . i need to stay strong but its just so damn hard bc i get treated like shit . i cant even eat anymore infront of people because i think "what if they body shame me" so everytime we go out to eat i just get a drink and play on my phone . oh yeah and i get grounded for defending my self at school . its rlly dumb . ive stayed for this long im just so proud of my self bc i promised my self a while ago i wasnt gonna stay any longer . but i changed my mind bc i rlly feel like staying for my sister . she has been my number one supporter . through everything she helped me . there wasnt one thing that i didnt involve her in . i love her sm and i couldnt leave her . And my step dad has his days where he wants to be an absolute bitch to me and nice to everyone else . i like cannot do this anymore . i wanna live with my dad but i dont wanna turn out like him . bc im trying my hardest man . and im not gonna let that mess me up . :)

@hyekat

2 жыл бұрын

ily, stay strong no matter how tired of living you get

@bellapearson2432

2 жыл бұрын

@@hyekat thx bb !!

@xxthemaskeddancerxx1476

2 жыл бұрын

Ily, your a strong beautiful person let no one tell you other wise your beautiful just the way you are. Hope you can recover from all you've been through. I'll pray that it will get better for you.

@khloesowers2049

2 жыл бұрын

why is this the most relateable comment:(((

@spilltheteesis5512

2 жыл бұрын

hi bb! i just wanted to say that life is tough but you are tougher! im so proud of you for holding on this long and i love you! someday this will all be over! but until then, stay strong like you have been this whole time. i love you!!!

"This there really any value, to this thing we call living?" - Dazai Omsau (I dont remember how to spell his last name) Vent: Its my fault i started the arguements with him... Its my fault that i made my family mad at me, Its always my fault right? I cant help but keep repeating it... But for no reason at all... I faint for no reason at all??? I always starve myself to see if I die I only eat 1 thing and its not that much... (My family makes me eat :( I cant starve myself if they make me eat) Am I really no one at all? I just want to run away free... I cant handle the abuse that my friend gives me.... I am just a freak?... I can't stand the life. I just wanna die?....

@ashclouds3662

2 жыл бұрын

please read this- there is value in living, and there is beauty in life even if you don't see it right now. the fact that your family makes you eat, it means they love you, even if it doesn't seem like they do- or at least that they want you alive, which is a positive. i'm sure you are beautiful, by the way. and you aren't a freak, you are unique. there's no other person the same as you. and that's a good thing- and we need that one of you here on this planet. you are loved. stay strong, and stay safe, friend

@ashclouds3662

2 жыл бұрын

and- it's not your fault. i feel like that all the time, about everything. but the truth is, it's not our fault. someone always has to tell me that before i realize it, so i'm telling you. you only think that because it's been put in your head by someone else, but it ain't the truth

@Tryanpo

2 жыл бұрын

@@ashclouds3662 Tysm..

@Tryanpo

2 жыл бұрын

@@ashclouds3662 Your a really nice person you know that? I see in your future that there is something good coming up :)

@ashclouds3662

2 жыл бұрын

@@Tryanpo thank you... that means a lot to me thank you for reaching out and responding

Honestly, I've been told that It's not my fault and that sometimes... Shizness just happens... but I can't help but feel like it was my fault. Or I had a part to play in why it all went wrong... I know it's not my fault, but I can't shake the feeling that it is... Anyways... Thanks for coming to my ted talk. Hope you have a wonderful Day/night

everyone always says to tell someone about it, but I'm scared. I'm scared they would just laugh at me and make fun of me and then I would just have to laugh it off with them. I'm scared they would be annoyed and leave me and then everyone will think I'm weird or attention seeking. I'm scared when I finally open up people will hate me.

vent? idk it's not really trauma but it makes me sad. imagine: its the last day of 8th grade year. everyone is in the gym, saying our goodbyes for the last 15 minutes of the day. people are crying and hugging, and I've said bye to the people I've wanted to, so I'm just standing around. I see my friend (who was basically my best friend that year- i didn't have very many.) sitting at the top of the bleachers. i go up and sit by them, but they just keep staring ahead, with their chin in their hand. I tried to talk to them, but they didn't respond. Their brother came up to us eventually, but they still wouldn't talk. They started shaking and hyperventilating, so i was like "omg are you okay? what can i do?" because i didn't know how to respond to a panic attack. they just got worse, then i asked if i could hug them, they nodded, so i did. I could feel them trembling. Then the bell rang. I was mumbling 'it'll be ok' and stuff, but the crowd was too loud for my friend to hear me. then they shook me off and screamed. Like, super loudly. i was kind of shocked, because how do you even react to that? so i just kind of looked at them. and then they stood up super abruptly, grabbed their brother's wrist and stomped down the bleachers and out of the gym. i haven't seen them since cause they don't have a phone, so i have literally no way of contacting them. them storming away was the last memory i have of them. i feel kind of responsible for it though. because if i would have just comforted them better, if i had just spent more time with them when i would have, we would have had a better end. it sucks, but whatever, i just hope they're doing ok. if you are called London and know who i am, hello, i just want to know if you're doing ok, you don't have to talk to me ever again, just want to know. so if you are called London, hello :)

That moment when ur venting to your friends, and you stop and think "but their problems are so much worse than mine..." :)

@lemontree8175

Жыл бұрын

Your problems matter as much as theirs. Here's a hug also!

@mysteriously_elora2857

Жыл бұрын

@@lemontree8175 😊 thanks

I relate to this so much. I'm the one that's blamed for everything. I'm not allowed to cry. I'm not allowed to show any sort of emotion at all but yet I'm call fat literally everyday. It hurts like hell. I'm tired of needing to be the one without any mistakes. I'm tired of being the therapist. I'm tired.

I don't feel alone knowing there's other people with trauma

This is such a great playlist for anyone going thru hard times just know that your not alone in this world no matter what happens you’ve had a purpose in life so keep fighting until you get to where you want to be and don’t give up keep trying till you get there and even if you can’t try day by day it’ll get better soon I promise if you put effort we can all make it and I believe in you that you can make your dream come true don’t let anybody ruin that and if your friends or someone leaves your life it’ll be ok because sometimes you have to let go of the ones you love it may hurt but you’ll be better I promise I ended a friendship because of it being toxic and now I’m getting better and I know you can too :) ❤️

@missyanne1586

Жыл бұрын

thank you for this.

I’m honestly using this playlist for a project in class but this is relatable

@katelynntull4167

11 ай бұрын

Using it for a character in my book

hello / good evening when I write this message it is currently 02:54 in the morning at the base I am not allowed to have my phone after 9 p.m. except that there I managed to keep myself to listen to This music which is totally incredible to anyone who will see this message know that you are beautiful and don't doubt it it's the truth take care of yourself and take good care of yourself ❤️

@Killua_Zoldyck3407

Жыл бұрын

Hi twinsy 🥰 i like hxh to

currently sobbing. Im somewhat glad tho, cuz i really needed to fucking cry. life has been so so hard, im letting everyone down. What hurts is the 2 people in this world who are supposed to always be there for you, arent for me. they are here, they are alive, they just dont care. they arent proud of me, they have almost really hurt me on multiple accounts, they have threatend to let me starve, and they have also threatend to kick me out twice. im 14.

@Oliver-cf9mn

2 жыл бұрын

but its ok. i have ruined there life right? this is what i deserve, probably. Karma is a bitch as they say. Sorry for writing this, nobody wanted to hear my sob story

@idkwhhaatt

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you have to go through this, I’m sorry that the 2 people who were supposed to be there for you weren’t and they treated you like that when they shouldn’t have. Just know it’s gonna be okay! If you need anyone to talk to im always opened:)!

@Oliver-cf9mn

Жыл бұрын

@@idkwhhaatt Thank you, it's been rough but I'm glad there are still nice people like you to make me smile :)

@idkwhhaatt

Жыл бұрын

@@Oliver-cf9mn your welcome, I’m glad I can make you smile I hope the best for you:)

I’ve watched this about 100 times its so comforting I’ve been going through a hard time and I love this playlist so much♥ :to everyone im proud of you. You deserve to be loved: XOXO♥

(vent??? I think?) everyone else in this comment section is venting and here's me: not thinking my life is "hard enough" because I've only related to one comment and my parents are nice people, sometimes I feel like I'm doing all this for the attention but I know it's not that because I hate getting attention from people and most of the time I just want to be left alone to fall into a depressive hole only to come out of it and do the things I was supposed to do before, hell, I'm doing late assignments after not doing any school and skipping the whole month of April because I got away from a toxic partner and that drained most of my mental battery. I know most people have it WAY better than I do so I'm not going to say my life is the worst, but I have it bad enough for me to say things like this, I have some things that I don't enjoy and things I like doing I've stopped doing entirely because someone put me in a bad mental state. I'm sorry if I seem like I'm trying to get attention but It'd be nice to have someone in real life to say this stuff to so I didn't have to pour my heart out to a KZread comment section at 4 in the morning when I feel like doing so.

@jellyfishcat1728

2 жыл бұрын

No need to say sorry❤️ stay strong

@anne589

Жыл бұрын

i can relate , if you want we can be friends :)

Many people might see this but theres just so much things happening to the point where all my bottled up feelings just burts and i go into tears. Ive tried to commit it many times but im still here, my boyfriend broke up with me and my depression and anxiety has gotten worse. Ive been getting over him and i still have something in my heart for him but my new crush said he liked me back but ive been overthinking so much that i cry every night thinking if he likes me or not. School has been so stressful ,im drained from all that has been happening. Ive been getting hate and treats because people were blaming me for a recent fight that i didnt start. Im losing my mind at this point

What really hurts is understanding there’s no truly getting better, I can get better friends, coping mechanisms, skills, jobs, toy, stuff, ideals and thoughts but I’ll never be able to change my brain, no matter how happy I become I will always fall back into this horrid numb sadness that consumes me, the only solace I have is knowing I’ll always come out of it but that becomes less and less reassuring when I remember that means I’ll also always fall back into this black pit of emotions, it could be days weeks months but I can never truly be better because my brain is wrong and that, that’s what really hurts. it doesn’t matter how much i do I’ll be forced back here.

this is a good vid bc i cried to it, just bc i cant talk to my gf in a while and we would call every night and now we cant and it hurts alot

Im trying to come here to cry and i get a Home Depot ad

To everyone venting in the comments I hope you try not to overthink a lot like me and make sure you are living ur life to the fullest and I love that your still alive I love everything about you and I mean it❤️ Now if it’s night try to sleep (from a stranger that decided to right this at night) Love you whoever is reading this❤️❤️❤️ Make sure you try to have an amazing life you guys❤️❤️❤️

That moment when you never mourned over your brother leaving and 7 years later you sob about him and cry for him to be okay and to come back for you.

Listening to sad songs while you shit is the best thing ever. Not only am I crying because my asshole burns, I’m also crying because of how fucked up my life is👍

I love this!!!! It's amazing and I wish you the best of luck

"Nothin' i do is very good enough, nothing i do is enough." "Leave me, alone. Leave me, alone..leave me alone." :/

Thank you, it's my favorite sad playlist now!

Your playlists just hit different 😪💕

This is very inspiring! I really like your song choices

I just let all my sadness out by crying to a sad story… I wanna know why strangers on the internet understand you better than your own family…

I feel like everytime I try to help people and try to make them happy all I do is make them sad.

The moment u realize that u have friends.... But none of them are close for you to open up to like this isn't a aesthetic it's just really F4

This playlist is awesome and you are too I love it

Mentions of //self harm, overthinking, raped This playlist is good, i am mentally and physically tired i was bullied almost all of my childhood and like i stayed quiet and i let those things get to me and i was raped and my parents didn't believe me and saying i was crazy. i started cutting myself and i was taken to the doctors they gave me pills and im still taking them now but they aren't working and i have a boyfriend and i dont want him to leave me because of my depression and so i have to happy for him and like help him keep his mood up and i help him so much with his feelings and make his day while im at my worst but i try my best but one thing that did hurt me was when my mom said i needed help but she said it in a way like she was ashamed of me and now im thinking maybe im better of dead.

@idkwhhaatt

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry this has happened to you, everyone should’ve known better! And you shouldn’t fake your happiness for anyone, I’m sorry your mother was ashamed of you when she shouldn’t have been, I’m sorry you have to feel like this. Just know everything well be alright and i care! If you need anyone to talk to im here! And I’m proud that you’ve made it this far, keep it going and everything will be okay :)

One thing I learned that I never cared about growing up that I wish I did was not hating on others, life is too short for that...❤