Hello every one! Please feel free to vent or comfort someone, and thank you for 1.93k subs I’m really thankful for all your guys support. I hope you guys feel better - me

@angelabowles1414

Жыл бұрын

I would vent to someone but the person I vent to said I vent to much and said to stop..

@siennamontalvo9279

Жыл бұрын

Thank you❤😢

@graybain776

Жыл бұрын

Love the cover photo

@nobody_425

Жыл бұрын

@@graybain776 facts 💯

@MC-Heizou

Жыл бұрын

@@angelabowles1414Same but even worse it’s my fake friend

"how's your day?" "it's "fine"

@philippey4918

4 күн бұрын

the french equivalent of "it's fine" to that question is "it's going" which makes me not guilty of lying as it is going but it's not good

@tom-yg2yx

4 күн бұрын

I'm going to kill myself if I see a furry... 2:53

@GRAVE_DEVIL

Күн бұрын

Why must this be so relatable T~T

@TiernanHousman

3 сағат бұрын

​@@philippey4918 yes. My dad says that you can tell people to "Have a day" not necessarily a good one. but have one.

funny and heartwarming, how strangers in the internet cares for us better than people we was hoping to get care from that we all need so much.

@user-ok6dx4cb2q

3 ай бұрын

I agree

@vaterplays

2 ай бұрын

I agree. My mom called me a crybaby for crying after I got blamed wrongly by my sister and my mom got mad at me for not cleaning my table

@-Edward665

2 ай бұрын

@@vaterplays oof, damn-.. that's unfair. no one deserves to be treated like that tbh. are you okay now bud?

@KeyUploads

2 ай бұрын

you can laugh, nothing stops you :)

@-Edward665

Ай бұрын

@@KeyUploads k?

Pov: you just wait for someone to help you, but you know that they will never come to help you...

@elijahgarrett7860

21 күн бұрын

Honestly I used too and still feel that way a lot of times

@Noahwalter-bs4ts

10 күн бұрын

THIS>>>>

Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me. Rough day? I’m sorry kid. I can’t imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day’s the same problem and you can’t help but feel terrible for letting everyone down… but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow’s gonna get better and promise you, I’ll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!

@RogueMarine04

11 ай бұрын

I can’t wait to see that day you truly smile! 😊

@Daisylovesyoualways

4 ай бұрын

daddy issues going crazy rn (totally not crying)

@SarahFerguson-vo6tv

4 ай бұрын

I cried as soon as I read the hey kiddo my dad died around 2 years ago and it sucks so bad for me

@cooldod.

4 ай бұрын

Its not getting better tho but its ok man! Thx for some motivational speech i really really need it

@fantastick_69

3 ай бұрын

your profile pictureis so comforting

I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU.

@iliveunderurbed5204

Жыл бұрын

I’m proud of you for everything

@tsedotsedo2127

Жыл бұрын

thanks Mom...

@SpaceMaybe

Жыл бұрын

tanks, i really needed dis

@peek-a-boo1335

Жыл бұрын

I'm proud of you for writing this.

@mentallyunstable5359

Жыл бұрын

Thank you I needed this

i love how it’s random strangers from the internet understand me and how my parents don’t

@mary-rb4yd

Жыл бұрын

Ye...

@mary-rb4yd

Жыл бұрын

I just had a fight with them

@DumbChaoticFuck

Жыл бұрын

that sucks man i hope you can find your people soon

@levismith4542

Жыл бұрын

Ya I know what you mean

@aligg6029

Жыл бұрын

@@mary-rb4yd so0ry for that i send my prears

Being loved used to be normal, Now its a miracle 💗

@ImAnixity

5 ай бұрын

I know....

@SodiumInduction-hv

4 ай бұрын

real

@user-hu5kv4nu8e

4 ай бұрын

im starting to give up i dont think ill ever be loved

@SodiumInduction-hv

4 ай бұрын

@@user-hu5kv4nu8e same

@enderwei2101

4 ай бұрын

@@user-hu5kv4nu8e even if it may not seem like it matters or very miniscule, a lot of us random people on the Internet love you. Just get some rest tonight and know that many people hundreds of miles away love you.

“Pain for us, is like water for a plant. We need it to grow as a person, to get emotion, sensitivity, compassion, gratitude, & love. But too much can kill us.”- Zillion.

@twistedreality997

9 ай бұрын

water is good for plants, it's healing and nice in all ways, it's good, too much good can kill yes, but it certainly is not pain, pain is bad- and then just worse untill we can't take it any longer and die, pain is the lack of water if anything, pain doesn't make a person grow, people make themselves grow to avoid pain, it's not necessary to be good, at all

@Axeomeelonbarry_official

8 ай бұрын

His love was as sweet as any human could muster up if it wasn’t fake

@ZillionVoidSoul

8 ай бұрын

@@twistedreality997 Thank you for your reply about how pain is unneeded and so on. But my quote as a message in itself is pain , like water, can hurt when there’s too much. However, in the quote I put doesn’t speak about healing and being comforting to others. Instead it was metaphor for too much pain can kill a person, like too much water kills a plant. But the pain is needed for a person to grow true sensitivity for when others are hurt to give empathy, or sympathy in the correct circumstances. The pain is needed to have gratitude and love for the things you cherish the most, if you don’t value them in the first place, and realise that later. Sure it may be unnecessary to be hurt and so on. But the pain is what makes us human, it’s what makes us humane to others that are hurt. Comforting them when they’re upset, lending a shoulder for them to cry on when they are hurt, and loving them even with their flaws. The entire point of the quote is to show that pain is needed for others to grow and prosper in life, because that’s how the harsh reality of life is. Killing others or themselves when too much pain is inflicted, or being insensitive and accidentally hurting others. But when people are hurt, and use that hurt to grow as a person, like plant getting water and using it for photosynthesis, they can act with the compassion, gratitude, & love for others. This may not resonate for you or others, but it resonates with me and the people that may feel similarly. As for I was hurt many times by my ex best friend, before cutting all contacts with him after. But that pain taught me how to be compassionate, and love my current best friend unlike when I acted insensitive in the past, due to me not experiencing pain, & therefore not having any compassion or gratitude for the people I care about. That pain is what taught me to be sensitive when my best friend is hurt. That pain is what taught me to cherish and love them. That pain is what taught me to be humane to them and others. But I’m currently experiencing too much pain within myself from the pain that my ex-best friend had given me, as that hasn’t been healed or used to grow as a person. Therefore, it’s killing me inside. This is what the point of the quote. Thank you for reading, and you may comment even if your view doesn’t align with mine, but that’s what makes us humans. In life we are always hurt and have our own views, that’s what makes us human

@DumPixels

7 ай бұрын

He was a fart, and she was blown away 😔😔

@somethingisoddlybraindead6883

7 ай бұрын

As I slowly dissappear I see light granting inner peace and death to the body as I look of into the last of me I asked why? I answered because you're not weak anymore as I see the last bit if dust disappear the pain comes back as the light given goes dark as I accept that I will alway be in the bad ending as I finsh my last bit of faith I answer goodbye... As I no longer see truth and the family and friend that seemed smiling were not smiling as the void end I realize that the reality is that I am no longer able to enjoy nor smile the end is near.

To those who are isolated in their room and crying to these songs, know that you’re not alone and things WILL get better. It may not seem like that now, but it will in the future. When? I don’t know, but it won’t stay like this forever. There’s always some type of hope, even if you don’t feel it. I love you all. No one can afford to lose you in this world, no matter how horrible it is. You’re far too precious. Sending hugs to anyone who wants/needs one!

@flower7250

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for spreading kind messages, I'm sure you're a kind person who wants to give hope.. I appreciate it, really appreciates it.. I been gone through alot but I'm always guilty that maybe someone who has gone through alot worse than me still can smile and be nice to everyone. I hope god blesses you dearie 💙 take care!

@wilted.

Жыл бұрын

@@flower7250 awe tysm! May God bless you as well! :)

@EvanAngeli

Жыл бұрын

Ive only gotten worse. even after going to therapy.

@flower7250

Жыл бұрын

@@EvanAngeli i feel you.. I couldn't say I *understand* because I didn't experience what you're experiencing... but I hope you take care okay? You been so strong.. 🫂

@rosezmoon0321

Жыл бұрын

Thanks but I'm not aloud to Isolate my self in my room hell I spend one hour in there and my mom complains

I just wanna rest, i just wanna feel loved, i just wanna feel happy once again.

@WilliamTAfton

Жыл бұрын

*William Afton*

@fnafan1241

Жыл бұрын

Same

@ValerieneRH

Жыл бұрын

Hey stranger, its alright, you are loved, trust me. If ever feel like u arent loved, u are by me, and always will!! Sorry if this sounds strange or uncomf, ill be here to comfort u anytime. and remember that ill be here if u want to be friends, or if u got any problems. I may not be ur therapy, but ill be here to comfort u

@beanboi23

Жыл бұрын

Same

@aligg6029

Жыл бұрын

what is love

I’ve always gotten so excited when people compliment me, or anything positive. Then once, when my best friend said she was proud of me for beating her in our fav video game while she was at my house, i started crying. My parents asked why I was crying. I cry under any type of validation because my parents n e v e r gave me that validation I craved as a child. Here I am, 13, crying that my boyfriend tells me he’s proud of me for staying alive this long. Stay safe out there, love yall. -your fellow depressed child

@MrNoob_TheOne

8 ай бұрын

keep loving, ya doing a good job! 👍👍

@Its-ElyaK

8 ай бұрын

Im sure that you're amazing in every way

@FennicPaws

8 ай бұрын

You're amazing in every way! Don't forget that, because I'm here for you❤❤❤❤❤❤

@TeaCupToast

7 ай бұрын

I believe in you, always strive for the best be thankful for what you have, but try to get more.

@quack42069

6 ай бұрын

I feel the same way too! I dont usually get compliments or have someone say that they are proud of me, so the only few times that someone says those, I really really appreciate it and it stays in my mind and I never forget it. It feels great! :D

The comment section is reviving my faith in humanity, a lot of people are being so nice and supportive. I wish I could see more of this in the world sometimes yk?

@null0357

4 ай бұрын

YT comment section is polar opposite of Instagram comment section

@user-gt8di1et7x

4 ай бұрын

@@null0357 lol

@Therian-awarrness

3 ай бұрын

my faith in humanity will never be restored but it helps

@user-vk7zv3he1m

Ай бұрын

​@@null0357dont talk about insta

@DubiousDan

Ай бұрын

⁠@@null0357 that’s an understatement, YT comment sections are the polar opposite of everywhere else, including in the real world.

i wanna cry in someones arms and i want them to tell me ill be okay and just support me. but dreams dont always come true...kill me please.

@miyachinen5135

Жыл бұрын

Take me with you.

@reazonz9348

Жыл бұрын

I just want to cry free but my body won't let me lol

@asillygoofygoober

Жыл бұрын

I wanna hug you, warm and tight. A friendly hug. I want to hug like this all people who want one.

@spicypringle5272

Жыл бұрын

I’m no touchy person, but you can be an exception I’ll give you a hug bro. It’s going to be ok man

@madalivve

Жыл бұрын

Just wanted to let you know you aren’t alone on this feeling. I’ve been feeling the exact same way for a while. Things get better, I promise.

i just want someone to hug me, no talking just a long hug.

@marinamccann

Жыл бұрын

I wish I could give you one

@eliiinapapugova5557

Жыл бұрын

🫂

@GFoxStunting

Жыл бұрын

🤓🤓🤓🤓

@Merbrls228

11 ай бұрын

@G Fox how is he a nerd

@there-is-nothing.

3 ай бұрын

*hug him/her Hope it will help ya, it's a pity that is not real, but at least it's still something for you *Pet him/her softly

I want to fucking cry.. it’s upsetting that people on the internet can help us better than our parents, friends, or counselors.. what a fucked up situation this is.. I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow..

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

If you get this, you did wake up and you kept waking up. The sun rise is a beautiful thing, id hate for you to never be able to watch one again. Tomorrow is a new day, and im proud of you for being brave enough to see it.

@Ham-ee6hc

Ай бұрын

As a person who feels that way saying that may feel right but then you think how you are still backed up I meant one of my best friends online and they have helped me get through multiple crises but they disappeared and they where very depressed so I’m guessing they ended their life and even thinking about it makes me sad but I will care for you even though I don’t know you and you don’t know me but I will care for you and I know that the world is fucked and I just hope that one morning you wake up and are happy you woke up

@user-en9my6fq1e

25 күн бұрын

i want you to wake up tomorrow.

@slejkson9980

25 күн бұрын

i want you to wake up tomorrow too!

@user-en9my6fq1e

25 күн бұрын

@@slejkson9980 :> good job young soljur

the fact online people know us better than our parents or irl friends.

sometimes, its just easier to be feared than loved…

@epicjag3365

Жыл бұрын

So when you find someone who loves you- they'll love you for you- have a day- doesn't have to be amazing...just one you made it threw

@toasty295

Жыл бұрын

People say I'm scary, people say I'm a possessed doll, they call me frightening, something out of their nightmares and I just live with that, but I love I just don't get love back. I feel you

@Crazedmind

8 ай бұрын

Hahahahaha finally someone who understands me finally someone who isn't givin whatever they want when they want they want to fuck up are lives lets fuck up theres

@nb16zo_mono1

8 ай бұрын

Yea..

@finger5748

Ай бұрын

Indeed thats all we got now

My parents have been divorced for as long as I can remember. My mother wasn't really a figure in my life. She kept leaving, on and off again. She would leave for days, weeks, and even months on end. I never really missed her, as she was never really there in the first place. Whenever my mother was in the house, arguing, and fights would always happen. She would always attack my father, and harm herself in ways to make it seem like my father was abusive and hurting her. She tried to send him to jail more than once. I can remember vividly, I was 5 at the time and my younger sister was 2. We were watching a vocaloid music video, when I all of a sudden, heard cursing, and fighting, YET AGAIN for the 3rd time this week, (This was a Tuesday btw) Eventually I saw my dad leave the house for a while with my mother in the living room, pacing around, back and forth, muttering to herself. I, obviously as a child, didn't understand the situation, and my 2 year old sister DEFINIETLY wouldn't. I tried asking what was happening and why my father was gone and where he was going, because I wanted to go with him. I was brushed off. I remember having a really close and good bond with my father when I was younger. I guess that was because we were more of a family, even with my parents arguing and fighting all the time. After my mother finally packed her stuff and left, that's where everything went downhill. And I mean, *EVERYTHING*. Now, me and my father barely talk as we used to, and when we talk, it results in me crying or him getting upset, shutting me down, and making me upset/cry. I'm always being called an embarrassment, worthless, annoying, disgusting, or any degrading word you can think of, whenever I can't get something right. (I remember talking to my mother once during a visit, and I asked her why she left. She said it was because of my father. He would always berate and talk badly about her, it was like he was bi-polar. He was happy or fine one moment, then all of a sudden, he was upset, yelling, calling you names. I never really understood her because I believed the stories my father would always paint about her, that she was a bad person, and that he never did anything. But that's a lie, I kind of understand why she left. I know now, that none of them were saints.) My grades went down by a lot. (I used to score As on my report card and get 100s every single time without trying.) I felt so weighed down, tired, I had no motivation. How could I have been so happy to do all this when I was younger? My mental health is spiraling out of control. (Incoming trigger warning btw!) I've been self harming, as well as feeling suicidal and worthless, like my life has nothing worth going for me at all, or ever. I developed an ed as a result of constantly being shamed of my weight and looks. I used to eat a moderate to maybe a bit too much food (maybe that's the ed talking, I have no idea anymore), to not eating, or barely eating anything at all. It's caused me headaches, I've felt lightheaded, I've fainted/collapsed, blacked out many times before, as well was too weak at times to even lift a finger. My father constantly asks me why I do it, why I don't eat. And all I say is, "I'm just not hungry." He constantly says that I'm hurting myself and that I need to take care of my body. But how? How can I love and take care of my body that you now made me hate so much? Anyway. Whenever my parents would argue, or anything bad would happen when I was younger, I used food, drawing, music, and socialization as a way to escape from the cruel reality that I would, and could never have a "childhood." How else could I have coped when everyone in the household is like a turtle in their shell? Everyone puts up a mask and doesn't talk to anyone else about how they feel. I've thought about suicide, and have attempted more than once. I was never successful, and would always end up hurting myself more than before. But hey, I guess I deserve it, right? I've attempted to talk to my father more than once about me feeling suicidal, and my feelings overall, and I would always get brushed off. His most recent reply to me feeling suicidal was because I, "Wasn't able to do what I want". I feel like giving up, honestly. I feel like no one cares anymore. But I know that's not true. My younger sister looks up to me, calls me Mother, and always tries to help when she sees me upset/overwhelmed (Yeah, I'm female btw.) My friends always compliment and say how they miss me whenever I'm not in school, and they're just so supportive and nice- And my girlfriend. She's all I could ever ask for. (My dad is homophobic too, LOL) But for some reason, it's not enough. I feel so empty. So while you might be reading this.. Pretty long rant, I'm in a dark room, spilling out a chapter of my life story, while stressing out about school, and crying in my room. If you read all of this though, thank you, I appreciate it. Because, even though you can't really do much to help physically, listening makes a huge difference as well. So thank you.

@victoriapeyla

Жыл бұрын

ily sm, good luck friend

@luhhvly_alt8715

Жыл бұрын

I know it’s hard right now but I promise you it will slowly get better If your still in school try to talk to the teachers and find small coping methods if your father starts getting (⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️) Abusive I suggest going to the police I hope things get better my friend

@RAMZOo0148

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry you had to go through all that, I really hope you get better soon

@randomnoob101flyhightweek

Жыл бұрын

I hope things get better for you

@-Nighty_Shxdows-

Жыл бұрын

you're so strong for getting through all this and im so proud of you (´▽｀) ♡♡♡ i know you can do it my friend i believe in you!! you're amazing ❤❤

I really don't like seeing others unhappy. But when I look at myself, I just don't feel like giving that attention to me. I want someone else to touch my shoylder and hug me deep. Whispering that its okay and I can have the best cry of my life. Because crying is a coping skill for me and I hope others find it just as helpful as I do.

@oliverwatson6634

Ай бұрын

I feel that too. I don't feel anything for myself, but when others are struggling, I need to try to help them in any way I can. While I feel the need to cry too sometimes, I would love nothing more than to help others who are hurting. Anyone who needs to can reply to this and I will give my best encouragement. ❤️

@DubiousDan

Ай бұрын

Fr, I don’t give myself any attention, but I do give all 100% of my attention on others, and they don’t even care or acknowledge it, and it’s an exact description of a very kind person, someone that gives no matter what.

@JaxxiKarnack12

3 күн бұрын

Please start giving your guy’s attention to yourself you all have so much potential you can really make a difference in your life it’s not just handed to you. You gotta work hard for it and trust me it will pay off I will gladly give you all a hug it really is going to be okay ig u want to talk about anything come to me I’ll listen and hear you. You guys are heard, respected, and loved I just hope a better future for all you kiddos

Is anyone else that one friend that is tild there that guy anyone can go to, to vent to, and that your kind and supportive, but your never anything more then that. No matter how much love you give you never receive the same love back. You will always and forever be "the caring friend" but never anything more

@jpro1693

Ай бұрын

I would kinda qualify as that type of friend because I only want the best for you and everyone else I will help you in any situation and if you are feeling down I will try and help

@astonsantics

Ай бұрын

That’s exactly me

Loving someone is so hard when you can't even love or except your self.

@peek-a-boo1335

Жыл бұрын

I realised something, its hard to love others when you don't love yourself but, its also hard to love yourself when others don't love you or at least don't show it.

@yourlocalennard5446

Жыл бұрын

If you can’t love yourself your heart has been emptied, there’s nothing to take or give, just emptiness. One day, there will be someone that will share their heart with you, you will both have one half, like a locket. It may take time to find that person, so let this digital version be a placeholder 🧡

like my mom and dad forced me to study when, I am tired

@Midmidas

Жыл бұрын

im so sorry about that, school sucks. i hope they realize they are pushing you to hard. i hope you do better ❤

@mushroomkitty9995

Жыл бұрын

@@Midmidas no joke but I'm actually crying because I've never ever see someone care about someone else before

@mycoplasma.gallisepticum

Жыл бұрын

that doesn't mean they dont love you, they want to make you have a bright future but they were being too hard on you, i hope they realize being too strict makes people feel unloved, sad. or maybe you can just do what their telling you to do so they wont be too harsh, strict to you that much lmk if u need something tho

@motelsinger

Жыл бұрын

@@mushroomkitty9995 people will always care, but sometimes they're just too scared to express how they feel so they Say nothing :)) they'res Always good people, of course theres bad people too ! But in this World, there Always has to be good and Bad people

@JaxxiKarnack12

3 күн бұрын

I would hate that too kiddo there being a little to strict with you and I hope they realize just how tired you are. I would give u a hug right now just try to enjoy your moments your still so young and beautiful! With lots of potential and better future if u ever need to talk abt anything at all talk to me I’ll listen

this made me to to a place that I didn't want to see ever again..

@Louise3901

Ай бұрын

Um... I'm five months late... But... Are you okay? 😭❤️❤️❤️

it's hard to be happy when you've been mentally beaten to the point that emotion is a foreign concept

@DragonsHaveAutismToo

Ай бұрын

Then dont be happy, be content. I dont know what you are going through or if youre through it already, but happiness is a journey, one step in front of the other

HELP I DONT REMEMBER WRITING THIS

@thecatthatstoleyourphone2915

Жыл бұрын

I'm soo proud of you for working so hard and getting this far! I know you worked hard my love but it's time to take a break. It's okay to not be okay. Remember to stay hydrated and TRY to eat 3 meals a day! You are loved and i'm proud of you for opening up in the internet! I love you and don't give up!

@epicjag3365

Жыл бұрын

even if you did something to be proud....sometimes just...knowing you did it is enough...........and hey- im sure someday you can tell someone about that thing and they say- "great job" ..and even if you dont belive my comment- at least your back at these songs to relax and cry again..right?.. have a good one

@Dinosher

Жыл бұрын

Hey, just know that this stranger loves you and is proud of whatever you've accomplished!

@sylandia6123

Жыл бұрын

Yeah

@YIPPEEEEE

Жыл бұрын

I don't know what you have done, but I'm super proud and you have been working super hard to get to where you are! Even if they are small or big steps in your life it can still be hard to overcome little steps! I just hope you have a nice day and know I'm proud of you, Dearly Danya

When i'm away from my family٫ I'm happier than ever.

@claire.coffee

7 ай бұрын

i hope one day you can stay away from them forever one day, and live the happier life you deserve. ❤

@Therian-awarrness

3 ай бұрын

same

@xenaserth1270

2 ай бұрын

same TnT

why does the internet understand me better than my family and friends?

@wordoneword2864

29 күн бұрын

Algorithm

@wordoneword2864

29 күн бұрын

But we all love u here, so don't LeAve uSs

@wordoneword2864

29 күн бұрын

Lol but fr random person online,..... Hopefully your doing genuinely well 😊😁

Im surrounded by people who love and care for me, but at the same time, I've never felt more alone

Timestamps + venting place! ✨ ♥️ = Timestamp 💙 = By whoever made the song! 💚 = Song name ♥️ 0:00 - 4:40 💙 Radiohead 💚 No surprises. ♥️ 4:40 - 8:59 💙 Yungagitta 💚 7 weeks and 3 days ♥️ 8:59 - 10:42 💙 Eyedress 💚 Jealous ♥️ 10:43 - 13:06 💙Teen Suicide 💚 Haunt me (x3) ♥️ 13:06 - 16:22 💙 Mr Kitty. 💚 After Dark

@Marbled_hands

Жыл бұрын

What a interesting way to put the timestamps very nice👍👍👍

@Fr_Kayla

Жыл бұрын

@@Marbled_hands ty

@gamergirl_sowhat9607

Жыл бұрын

Thanks! ♡

@Kari-ye7re

Жыл бұрын

Thank you

@jezabelleroberts6499

Жыл бұрын

TY

this comment section has honestly made me realize how often I avoid my problems and sadness and depression by putting on a fake smile, every tiny little feeling over the past couple months just came flooding back in

@limiterbxsh6535

Жыл бұрын

same man

@hazbinhelluvafan21

8 ай бұрын

yep, me too

@DubiousDan

Ай бұрын

Fr, but I ALWAYS have a fake smile unless I’m alone.

i love this playlist it gave me something to listen to when i want to cry and life has been hard but reading some of the comments made e a bit happier.

I almost felt something listening to this playlist. It's been too long. I think I forgot how to feel.

@Craftygamr

Ай бұрын

Well... I hope you know, that your loved by someone ❤ I don't know you, but everyone deserves to be loved ❤ I'm proud of you for living :)

just reminder to who reads this if anyone even does

@miyachinen5135

Жыл бұрын

Thank you. I'm in tears. These are the words I've been longing to hear.

@DeletedUseraa1612db

Жыл бұрын

@@miyachinen5135 aw im so sorry ab that ml 🙁 i cant promise stuff will get better, but i hope just the littlest bit you will

@miyachinen5135

Жыл бұрын

@@DeletedUseraa1612db thank you sm 💓

@DeletedUseraa1612db

Жыл бұрын

@@miyachinen5135 ofc!!

@Why_am_I_even_here

Жыл бұрын

Thx :')

To everyone who can't remember the last time they got a hug, And to everyone who needs a shoulder to cry on, It'll all be okay. Just hold on a little longer

@LumoonV

Жыл бұрын

But I can't... Me : Everyone tells me that I should try more harder but I don't stop trying ! Staying Alive is already one of them ! People : "Stop it you just want attention"

@jakieboi0216

Жыл бұрын

@@LumoonV One day it'll all be worth it

@Mixso-Orsetto

11 ай бұрын

I’m trying…but it’s getting harder

@Team-47M

11 ай бұрын

I'll try... I'll try... like I've always done

@mantrheman

10 ай бұрын

I eat bricks.

"We all had bad days... But we learn. And we stick together."

I've hugged a lot before, but I've never felt the genuine care from a hug. When i hug someone, it's mostly me putting my love and concern into it, not the other way around. It's like im praying for their safety and wishing the best for them. I've never really felt the "love" from a hug, the genuine concern for my health and safety, the looking out for my well being, the feeling of support, the feeling of their presence.

@Zynith0

11 күн бұрын

Same. I wish I could feel that but I can't

I just want to be loved by someone for real. To never fear of being alone again, to have a gf who's into what I like and be there to hang out instead of having to check a schedule for when they're busy. I feel like I'll never get that ever...

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Jesus is always there... you never have to be alone again when you're with him ❤ and he loves you, for real.

@Oo-sk5xb

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 not everyone wants jesus

@charlespryor

Жыл бұрын

Same bro

@mexico2561

8 ай бұрын

You dont need a gf to be happy, believe it or not. Thats what i thought, turns out; you only need a proper friend. Keep pushing brother.

hey, daily reminder that you deserve to be loved and happy, even if all you do is existing. love you :)

@marinamccann

Жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤

@lowintelligencespecimen1482

Жыл бұрын

Thanks kind stranger, i needed that. 😊

@chrisdjesus2905

2 ай бұрын

I'm never loved

I never thought i would get in this situation... but right now my biggest wish is to be able to look at the mirror at the end of the day and tell myself "you have done a good job today! You are amazing" truly meaning it...

i know some of you might not hear this enough, but i’m genuinely proud of you for even making it this far and reaching out to someone,even if they are just online.sometimes it feels like people on the internet understand each other more than their own family,friends etc.feel free to vent in replies if you want to.

That's what we give but don't get it back, always goes in one unique way..

genuinely, if everyone in these comments were people I knew, I'd die happily. everyone is so sweet ♡

@sophielily1

Жыл бұрын

That's because we're not afraid of being judged here, so we dare to show our true colors :) 🌟

@Its_a_bakugou_lover

9 ай бұрын

can i be your friend :D

@ciadel7718

7 ай бұрын

can we be your friend @@Its_a_bakugou_lover

@Atomic_Fudo

7 ай бұрын

I’d be happy to end up being your friend i kinda need more friends after losing most of them :)

this genuinely made me cry. i cry about everything, but istg this playlist really shows the feelings described by the caption. thanks for making this, and to all the wonderful people in the comments, for comforting people in need

@DubiousDan

Ай бұрын

Fr, but I’ve become dole to the sadness then randomly… BOOM, it bursts out for just a little.

@itsyuuma1116

Ай бұрын

@@DubiousDan yeah. but letting it out also is important. bottling up emotions isnt a thing thats healthy. :)

uh oh, i didn't expect to find you back here so soon. Things are getting bad again, aren't they? It's okay it won't always be like this. Things might not get better today or tomorrow but one day you'll feel okay, I promise. Keep your head up, won't you? You're not losing as long as you're trying. And don't stop trying I believe in you

If you're ever feeling useless remember that getting up and out of bed is enough. Even waking up is enough.

@sophielily1

Жыл бұрын

Wow. I've never thought of it that way before. But you're right, we need to stop setting such incredibly high standards for ourselves and everything we have to achieve. We are human beings with feelings, a soul and a mind. We shouldn't ignore the fact that we actually need to take care of ourselves in order to perform well.

@DigitizedGalaxyAlt

2 ай бұрын

Sometimes I just don’t even want to do that, but my dad forces me

@Som3Rand0

Ай бұрын

I wish I didn't wake up

@cameo_6

27 күн бұрын

Not to my parents...

this playlist screams me-- its my birthday today and everyone forgot, so this basically makes me smile bc the songs are my exact taste and i dont have to skip at all, thank you.

@serein444

Жыл бұрын

Happy late birthday! 💕

@Aida_berry

Жыл бұрын

I can't remember the last time i got a "happy birthday" 🤭 Happy late birthday ❤

@Mortal_Remi

11 ай бұрын

This was a month old, but happy late birthday!!!🎉🎉🎉 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 YOUR AMAZING!!!

@viperz3r016

11 ай бұрын

I maybe a month late, but happy late bday!

@leaff123

10 ай бұрын

im very late but happy birthday. i hope you're doing okay

The music here reminds me of elementary, Every grade, I would try to be a different person, to be someone new, to improve, yet till graduation i couldnt even improve a bit. I lost so many friends, some left remaining, about 2 or 3. I never improved, I was just short tempered, a little weird, stupid, i would always get angry from the slightest noise. I loved everyone i knew back in elementary like a family, the way they rolled their eyes everytime I try to talk to them, it felt like a spear piercing through my heart, everytime they did that It felt like I did something wrong, it eventually gave me a habit of slapping or punching myself, repeatedly, i became scared of failure at that moment, i punished myself everytime i did, yet I still tried to stop it. I eventually gave up after graduation. It was too late, I lost almost everyone. Im currently stuck in the past, yet i think ive improved. Im scared to lose everyone again, but ill enjoy every single memory i come across as it lasts.

@user-vk7zv3he1m

Ай бұрын

everyone takes their own time to deal with certain things, and no matter how long it takes, it's still okay the people that rolled their eyes on you never cared about you in the first place, and it's your job to move on, because they certainly never deserved you and your presence around em if they did care and changed while you were gone, talk with them about it but if it's stressing you out, don't. it's your choice to do so you did absolutely nothing wrong, absolutely none. even if you did make mistakes, everyone else has, and it's totally okay. never harm yourself, you never know how much someone cares for you and how much they wouldn't want to see the bruises you left on yourself never be scared of failure, for it is really a part of life. you only learn from failing and there's no other way, take things your way and relax, take it easy always take breaks whenever you need to, I'll care for you always, even if I dont know who you are ily

@Louise3901

Ай бұрын

​@@user-vk7zv3he1m that's beautiful 😭❤️❤️❤️🌹

@user-vk7zv3he1m

Ай бұрын

​@@Louise3901thanks

i usually feel sad or down, but this playlist always help me calm down, all i want to say is, thanks!..

Betrayed by my only trusted friend, feeling distant from everyone, failing every test and exams, disappointment, useless, I can't even focus on studying, skip school for weeks by faking sickness, laying in bed, listening to music, detached from reality, unable to do simple task, losing motivation, finding out every people I feel "closed" too are slowly disappear from by lives, can't even cry or feel anything anymore, I just want to sleep all my problems away

@Fenrir2883

10 ай бұрын

I feel like that right now, i was just hurt really bad by getting told by the person i love, that we should just remain friends.

@Imcrazyaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh

28 күн бұрын

You literally said all the problems I’m having these days. You’re not alone my dear, it’s normal to have these feelings, and it’s okay to have a break. I know you’ve been dealing with so much stress and pain, it hurts really badly. Do not give up, you deserve much better, things would be better. You’re not useless, you’re just tired and stressed out, keep going, you’ll be okay, everything will be okay!

POV writer Asra Frost at your service! You laughed as you shook your head, facing the ground. Your hands clenched at your sides so much they’re shaking at the pressure applied. Yet you smiled. Smiled and kept going, picking your head up to play your world of pretend. But this world of pretend is getting harder. Harder to keep, harder to hold onto, harder to fool those that can see. Yet as you smiled and carried on through the rain, not bothering to get under cover, you looked up and let lose the pain. You yelled at the sky as thunder clapped over your voice. The streets were empty today, the weather calling for silence other than it’s own war. But now, your done, letting the mask fall as you make your way home. The puddles of water calming you slightly as you walk through them. Oh how you wish you could fall through them and go somewhere else. How you wish that even if that happened, someone would care enough to look for you. And yet here you are. In the rain at 2am. And not one call. Not one text. Not anyone looking. “Hard to be worried when no one wants to see anything wrong.” You sighed and walked inside. Shaking the rain off on your porch before heading in. Your jacket and shoes abandoned at the front door. You made your way to the kitchen and begun heating up your leftover spaghetti. “Hm.. he used to like this.” You spoke to yourself before you once again let out a breath of air, grabbing a soda and sitting it on the counter before you headed upstairs to change your wet close before drowning yourself in movies. Todays like any other day. Alone to the world, isolated and fed up with the world. But, todays just one of many. Maybe….maybe it’ll get better. Just…hopefully so.

@fatfag2290

Жыл бұрын

i'm gonna write the bad ending to this so here you go. Since this is the bad ending, this obviously is not gonna end and be all pretty and happy and harmless. So heed warning. TW:Violence and alcohol. i also write so, hope you enjoy this. You believe nobody cares about you. Maybe someone does? But either way... It won't make the slightest difference. You peer out the window from your house, the rain is slow tonight, almost non-existent, it's faint taps reminding you of its presence. You ponder your thoughts. What reason do I have to keep going? This endless cycle of smiling, acting. Like you thought about earlier, people certainly aren't fooled anymore. What do you have to lose? Nobody cares. You ponder once again, then wander to your fridge. You take some scotch, and pour yourself a cup. You take sips as you walk closer to your closet. You think again. Then you remember. You take a seat as the movie you selected continues playing. You continue to drink, and fill another cup. Then another. And Another. Finally, you feel dizzy, and slump back into your chair. It's 2:58 AM Now. You blink, and almost as if time skipped, it's 3:05 AM. You feel lightheaded, and still a little woozy. You get up from your chair, the anger and hatred, hopelessness, following you with each step. Your fists clenched. *Nothing Matters Now.* The weight of your steps shakes the floor a little, as you finally reach your closet and with your might open the doors. You can't see too well, it's blurry, You need a light. As you walk over to get your phone that you left on the couch. You trip, and fall. You lift yourself up, after droning on the floor for a few minutes, that is. The screen flickers on, and you turn on the flashlight. You re-approach the closet, your vision blurred, it's almost like a glitch from a video game, when you look, the frames overlap. You reach the closet, see your cases. And Box. You scrounge through your clothes, you haven't cared enough to wash them.. .It's been what? A week since you last washed them. Who cares. Christ.. This is messy, how could You let this happen? It doesn't matter, you remind yourself of that fact. You grab what you need, but it falls over, and makes a loud thud. These minor incidences are only increasing your rage. You suppress it once again. You then grab your box, and put it down. You hear the rattling of the brass and metal inside, the textures colliding to make the sound. You open it, and are greeted with your supply. Neat, you see a old magazine, but you don't have time to read a magazine like that, you need to focus on the more important magazine. The blaring audio of the movie is like static, you block it out, that must be the reason. Your hands flap around, then you grab the magazine you want. You begin to load. Round, Round... Round... Then it's filled. You put it aside. And inspect one of your beauties. It glares in the faint light of the tv screen in the distance. You take it out, and set it down. You reach for more... Grabbing all them.. You then load again, and again, and again. Finally, you're done. It's 3:24 AM Now. You grab another one of your.. Possessions. Magazine In. You cock it, the bolt clacks, signifying a round is chambered. Then you load the others, then you take out their magazines, and replace the lost bullet. This is the end. The end for you. You can't be helped. Your fury is going to be released soon. You throw all your things to the ground, safety on of course. Right next to your beloved chair. This movie is boring. When? When will I do it?? Tomorrow... Tomorrow. That'll be it. You then realize you forgot your shotgun. You grab your slugs, and load it up. Now you're ready. You drink, some more scotch. Then you scream. Scream for a brief moment, and slump back into your chair. You clasp your hands together, and look downward, taking in a deep breath. You drink some more, and more, and more. You fade out. You wake up at 6 am. Your head hurts like hell, but your head is going to go through a lot worse pain today. You look around your room. It's still dark out. You fill up a glass of water, and down it, then a few more. You use the restroom. You reach for your guns, and begin to bag them. All this ignorance. Hatred. Fury. THe world will feel the pain that you have today. All those that have ignored you, stepped aside. It is time for vengeance. They will feel your hatred. You open your door, you breathe in, and out, your breath is visible in the dawn cold. You put one of your bags in the passengers seat, by the drivers. The others, they stay next to your leg. You check once again, it's all loaded. Ready. You drive. You arrive. People walk in, thinking it's going to be another unassuming day, learning boring things. But oh boy, you're going to make this day one they will surely never forget. You open your car door, sling the bag next to you in the passengers seat over your shoulder, and carry in the rest, another being rung around your torso. You don't wanna be seen... But nobody ever even paid attention to you in the first place. You go to the bathroom. Nobody else is in here. The noise of the zippers moving can be heard through the restroom. It's the only noise. You feel the cold metal. You switch it to fire. *It's time.*

@asrafrost89

Жыл бұрын

@@fatfag2290 this is amazing, but the ending wasnt finished when I did mine, I just left it on neutral for those that wanted to write their own endings and get ideas. I'm happy that you write as well! It's good to keep writing things you like. I use these Povs for ideas a lot do the time, and I was wondering if I can use mine ans yours as a backstory for one of my characters.

@fatfag2290

Жыл бұрын

@@asrafrost89 I had to leave it on the implied cliffhanger. You can guess what happens. Thanks for the compliment.

@fatfag2290

Жыл бұрын

@@asrafrost89 I also tried to keep it vague right up until the end.

@asrafrost89

Жыл бұрын

@@fatfag2290 well you did good I loved the cliffhanger without too much detail

Have no tears to cry so I just stare into the wall for hours till I fall asleep

y'know yt cares when it's showing ur favorite video in the recommended videos while ur listening to a vent playlist :,)

@GhostBoysInc.-ig6ds

21 күн бұрын

Even the algorithm is merciful sometimes.

The thing is, I have two boyfriends (polyamorous, I would NEVER cheat.) and they love me so much but I still feel not enough..my boyfriend always talks about pretty women he sees and never about if I’m pretty, my other one treats me the EXACT same as when we were friends. I just wanna feel fully loved.

@that_art_person3817

Жыл бұрын

Talk to them about it, you're so lucky that you were able to get into a relationship! But I completely understand your feelings, be open about things, if you're not how can they know the way you're feeling? If they respond negatively? Well then they're probably not for you! You sound like an awesome person and I hope your relationship works out!!

Hello stranger! If you're reading this heres a reminder: You aren't a stick, nor a cow. it doesn't matter how your body is shaped. You are perfect just the way you are and i know things are hard right now and i can relate to your pain but don't give up yet! I'm so proud of you how you keep fighting. You probably don't even know me and i'm probably many miled away from you but i just wanna give you a really long and big hug to show you how proud i am. Don't change yourself for anyone, you are perfect the way you are, even if you don't see yourself as a perfect person, i see you as one! You are so strong, look how far you made it tru life. Don't give up now! You've lost a person? I'm sorry to hear that sweetheart, just know they're watching from above. My grandma always used to tell me that even if you lose somone, they'll try their best to guard you until death. You may can't see them but they're always there for you! somone broke your heart? They don't deserve you, you're a wonderfull person and you should take more care of yourself. They don't appreaciate ( idk how to spell sry bout that sweetie

@royale.v

Жыл бұрын

Thanks

@akazebazinga1425

7 ай бұрын

thank you..

I love how comment sections can be so comforting. When I have rough days I read comments like these.

For many of us, the road is a difficult one, but the path is always there for us to follow, no matter how many times we may fall. -Joshua Graham

I had my heart broken today, and this playlist at least let me get a few minutes of escape from reality, thank you for uploading.

@ljplayzgamez

6 ай бұрын

What’s the name? Him/her? Do u still feel sad cause I do after around the same time.

To all of you in the comments, You are strong and be glad you made it this far!

@dreamy_drop7424

Жыл бұрын

You are too

@hihungryimdad

10 ай бұрын

the "!" made it look like it said fart and i had to take a double look.

@Savon_the_gallent_knight

7 ай бұрын

I don’t know if I can take it anymore

@user68851

6 ай бұрын

I just need to receive affection, love and a hug

feeling depressed about college, the playlist calms me down a lot. Thank you so much !

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Just so you know if you give up on yourself that doesn’t mean others will give up on you (I AM SO PROUD OF YOU ALL, and I always will be!!!

@gordonrams_into4539

16 күн бұрын

even if this is copy pasted, I still need this, it's getting really tempting, but there are all of these things I still need to do or need to relive.

To whoever reads this, i love you

@stamps19

Жыл бұрын

thank you

@CoolBreeze-fw8zz

Жыл бұрын

@@stamps19 no problem! I’m doing okay thanks, but I hope you’re doing good! Love youu!

@masonspeck8210

11 ай бұрын

Cant believe I'm crying thank you

@ZaskiSF

11 ай бұрын

Thank you very much for all this...

@CoolBreeze-fw8zz

11 ай бұрын

@@ZaskiSF any time, just know I love you so so soooo much!!!! You are enough, you are worthy, you are perfect in every single way no matter what. Keep being you, because I love you just as you are

hello whoever's reading. hope your day's been great. I'm sorry for venting. long distance relationships hurt especially when i am touch starved. everyday, i get to hear my boyfriend feeling sad that he has to leave for school. he knows how alone i feel when he's gone and there's barely anything he can do. everyday, his classmates frustrates him, his school schedule blocks the path between me and him wanting to just be together. im 5 hours ahead of him, that's why it's so hard for us to hang out sometimes. it could be 12 am for him when it's 6 am for me. I've never felt his touch and sometimes i really want to feel the warmth of his hugs on the darkest days of my life. i just want to be fully loved. i want to be with him physically. how much i crave him. it's all so painful. i really hope there's a way we could meet up; no more sorrowful nights without him next to me. thank you for reading, whoever's reading.

@melodyG.L.

Жыл бұрын

I feel this...I was in a long distance relationship myself and it didn't work out. I'm glad you got someone who actually cares and I hope you two eventually meet each other

@yourlocalennard5446

Жыл бұрын

Warmth is all we want in our darkest moments, the feeling of someone we love holding us. One day you will see him, i cannot promise but i can only hope.

@Team-mq4kw

Жыл бұрын

Stay strong . Sometimes it's hard but you guys can do it !

I know this is over a year old but, thank you for making this, I find myself coming back over and over, so thank you truly and have an amazing day/night

1 year ago I was happy as can be, now this is who I, a broken thing that just wanted to be loved but unfortunately we live in a hate filled world, thank u stranger of the internet I hope your alright

@Louise3901

13 күн бұрын

Likewise my friend, likewise! 😊❤

My mom told me that she's getting me a therapist today, she said that there's something wrong with me, it might be the fact that I've been in a fire, I've been in an abusive family, I've almost been killed by a classmate, I've dealt with depression and anxiety since I was 6 and I'm deeply in love with someone who hates me all before I've even turned 14.

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head. And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D -Not mine, but pass it around guys

@hayako3576

Жыл бұрын

@@ChloeMoon_ no problem! goodluck with the art homework!

@Eclipse_10

Жыл бұрын

Thank you, i'm gonna try to study for my exams that are next week and you gave me the perfect motivation I needed.♡♡

@jamescarmody5653

Жыл бұрын

not even this comment is unique i saw this already in another video

@BugBit3

Жыл бұрын

Thank you, I think I needed this

@dsmp4life671

Жыл бұрын

im really sorry but my problem is i cant sleep im trying to while listening to the playlist but thanks

I had a volleyball game two weeks ago, when I was done I just felt like trash I wish I could've disappeared but then my friend Grace hugged me that moment was special for me because she never hugs people I will remember this forever. Sometimes we just need a hug.

This is the playlist I listen to, when I'm feel sad, or depressed. I'm going to vent. You probably won't read this, or respond to it. I'll just vent. I've been lonely, pretty much my whole life, as long as i can remember. I feel myself having so many insecurities, so many underlying issues with myself, but i keep living everyday, and i don't tell anyone, because having someone that isn't a therapist to tell my problems, makes me cling to them, and turns them off, and away, and it makes me feel like a burden. It's one of the reasons i feel as if I'm incapable of love, romantic love, anyway. I understand that having a girlfriend isn't going to make me happy. I just have no social experience, and I'm bad at socializing, and I just long for contact with another person, as well as even touch. Someone randomly gave me a hug the other day, and I cried in their shoulder for about an hour. I'm 18, and i see so many people around me, my age, with friends, girlfriends, and mentors, and it makes me look at myself, and ask me what I've done all my life. And i realize, it's pretty much nothing. I haven't really done anything noteworthy. I think it's this, as well as my unattractive looks, my bland, boring, and shy personality, my lack of confidence, power, and masculinity, and my lack of having the capability to be dangerous, that makes me so undesirable. I know all this, yet, I can't muster up the motivation to take control of my life, and improve myself so I can be loved, which leads to me hating myself. I feel trapped. Trapped in a cycle of self-sabotage, and trapped in my head, filled with suicidal thoughts, and negative thoughts. I'm feeling pretty hopeless. I normally shut myself in, and just play videogames, but that's not fun for me anymore. I don't enjoy reading or writing anymore. I don't enjoy working out anymore. I don't enjoy much, genuinely other than this girl I've met, that I've been avoiding lately, because i findyil myself wanting to be clingy, and just think and daydream about her all the time, only because she likes to touch me, but she touches all her friends, because that's her. I overthink it, and it makes me sad, especially because she already has a boyfriend. I feel so, incredibly hopeless. I'm in the U.S. Navy, but I still can't even feel proud, because I know I'm not the best i could be. I'm a 'shitbag Sailor', as they say. I feel so incredibly hopeless. I've been told all my life, that it gets better. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of everything. I'm so fucking tired, it's killing me inside. But i hope some insane human being took the time to read my cringe, stupidly sad, and strange essay of a comment. Nobody really listens to me anyway.

@SodiumInduction-hv

4 ай бұрын

i read the whole comment

@onion-chipos

4 ай бұрын

i read it all, i wish i could give you a hug, or just be there for you. you seem like a wonderful person. I believe in you, though you probably wont just remember that even though i don't know you i care. If no one does i want to make sure your okay. I believe in you ml you got this

If your in your room crying to these songs,it’s ok let it all out I’m proud of you for being you sometimes we need to cry,and that’s ok ,don’t worry, do something that makes you happy,be have a nice relaxing bath okay :) *hug*

@mantrheman

10 ай бұрын

I eat bricks.

@frostydaboy

8 ай бұрын

Thank you im crying 😢 much love

@AnimeLover98006

8 ай бұрын

Thank you for the hug. ❤

@user68851

6 ай бұрын

I am crying now. I just need a hug and affection..

@KimberlyDawson-qi7eb

Ай бұрын

i used to be so emotional but lately I feel numb inside. I dont feel happy, angry, or sad. I only feel numb and tired. Idk if this is a good feeling because im not sad, but also not angry. Everyday feels like a loop that plays over and over.

POV: when you see a happy family anywhere and remember how you're treated at home

@emmelytorres9485

Жыл бұрын

Whenever I see a happy family eating ice cream together, going to the amusement park and just laughing with each other.. I tend to feel a sadness deep inside.. I find it hard not to stare and wish I could be that little kid who’s holding dads hand and being so carefree and happy.. I crave the love I was never showed while growing up.. I just want to be loved…❤..

@elijahgarrett7860

21 күн бұрын

Yeah seriously I spent my childhood up until now being 16 living with my addiction mother or my manipulative, mentally, and emotionally abusive father or both of them together. Seeing happy family’s honesty makes me depressed.

@euinswoo

20 күн бұрын

@@elijahgarrett7860 I'm sorry to hear that lovely. I wish you the best in life, the very best.

@elijahgarrett7860

17 күн бұрын

@@euinswoo thanks that means a lot

yall i recommend the vocaloid collab song called blessing it sounds like a warm hug one of the lyrics is "even if you cant love, even if you arent loved, even then, i want you to live." and it makes me tear up every time

Do you ever feel a hopeless pain? Like your hurting, and it's almost unbearable But you have to bear through it Because you can't find a way to end the pain Except... But you can't do that People depend on me I matter to them But do they even really care about me? "You must love yourself to be loved" But it doesn't really matter The people who love me the most Who I love the most ... It makes it even worse when they leave But even worse is the feeling that It was best for them That they should have left me I don't deserve them! They don't deserve me! They deserve better then me. I deserve better then me. I should be better. For me too. I need to work on me simply for me. Not for anyone else. I feel like that one Jack Stauber video "Rain" "What in the world?! No I- I went under the awning its... Its still raining! Why is it still raining?! I did what I was supposed to... Thats not fair..." In my life, Its raining. Its sad. And I do what I'm supposed to do. But. It. Just. DOESN'T. STOP. And it's not fair. So I complain. And vent. And try other things. But... It. Still. Doesn't. Stop. And at one point you begin asking yourself "What's the point?" You can't do anything. There's no hope. Like the Mandela catalogue. The one sentence that the first victim(I forgot his name) wrote "Who have I been praying to all this time" It sums up the whole catalogue Because the whole time, god was an alternate And it was completely hopeless. There was no hope. So he killed himself. He did it. He did the only thing he could to stop it. He did it. In both examples, there was no hope. No winning. But one of them only felt pain for the rest of their lives. But the other felt nothing, and no longer had a life. Neither of the options are good. And thats... Well, "Thats not fair" And it isn't. When one option is better, you pick that one. Either let myself suffer. Or let others suffer. Its like the trolly problem. There technically is no right or wrong answer. Its a question about your own personal morals. If you have a set of morals. But I don't really have one.

Appreciating what I have now isn’t that bad, it’s just tiring. Apparently one “are you ok?” can make you cry. Healing is a long time process but it’s worth it. (Sometimes) I hate being burned out, I always feel so tired, lonely and lazy. I miss the people who comfort me through screen. I love making someone happy, but why can’t I be happy? The impact for someone who’s being compared is heavy, it’s more than carrying a bag full of books. It’s like you’re carrying a mountain on your back that you cannot put down because the whole world might shake. I’m tired.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Thats a striking image... I'm sorry for your burdens. If you can, go to God and pray about it. Ask him for his help to bear that burden for you. “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28‭-‬30 ❤

I’m a living doll that my parents control. Told that if something is wrong to talk to them. If I do, I’ll be called names and made fun of and called names forever. I know that if I tell the the truth I’ll be kicked out. I’m trans and a pansexual. I hear enough slurs and yelling every day. School is tiring. It makes me want to go home, but home is tiring. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror without feeling disgusted or wanting to tear my hair out. My smile bothers me, so does my laugh. I want help but I’m too afraid to ask. I get sewer slidal thoughts from the moment I wake up. Music is the only thing that calms me or makes me happy anymore. My friend thinks I’m annoying. He talks bad about my other friends and he can get aggressive toward me. I hardly ever feel emotion anymore. I can’t cry, but I want to let it out. It’s gotten worse. Everything is just tiring anymore. Everything is boring now. I’ve tried and tried to be happy, but I just can’t seem to muster up the energy. I’m. just. so. tired. I’ve tried to leave this world but it’s never worked. My brother even tells me everyday that I should kms. I want someone to understand. Please. I just wanna smile again. I feel trapped, like a dog. Only leaving the house to go on walks and doing as I’m told. I want to run away. I want to be a stray cat. Go where I want, when I want. To be free.

@katsuhira8387

Жыл бұрын

Lmao thanks 🌝

@meltedice3484

Жыл бұрын

damn, this is the deepest one ive heard. wish i could help

@arkathe_artist

Жыл бұрын

It's alright, one day, you'll finally be free from the cage and you'll be able to fly far and wide. Stay strong bud, we're cheering for you

@eli-ch5bl

Жыл бұрын

i keep a journal. i keep it in a place where no one knows. no one knows about the journal or its whereabouts except for me. it helps me express my feelings and feel like im being heard even though im just writing. it feels nice to express your feelings sometimes. ive felt like i was in a cage for the longest. i was always told by my parents that our house was a safe space but it never felt like it. if i said something wrong that they didn't agree with it felt like walking on egg shells. journaling might not help you. i dont know you after all. but it sure as hell helped me feel heard. even though it was just a dumb book and i was writing to no one but myself i felt understood. all my feelings explained and written. it was comforting in a sense. the purpose of writing this is the same purpose of writing in my journal. im being heard. im explaining my feelings. except this one is on the internet. for people to see. but thats ok. its okay to express your feelings and concerns. its okay to not feel ok sometimes. if you felt happy all the time that would be unhealthy too. im glad you and i made it this far

@yeguybroc17

Жыл бұрын

you're in america right? go do some of the things america allows

Now a days its like impossible to find the people that love you the way you are...

I was always the 2nd choice. My best friend told me to let her go but I can't, I am afraid of letting her go because all I want is her to be happy in life, because she deserved it and I want to be there for her, even if she will never love me back and will always see me as a friend. I will always listen to her problems, Ideas, things that happen in her life and even if she need someone if she feels lonely. It's okay if I will never be happy as long as she will be.

To who ever is reading this you are enough don’t try so hard to make them proud if they can’t appreciate your hard work then that there problem you’ve always been enough

@royale.v

Жыл бұрын

Thanks

@arihantjain5882

Жыл бұрын

I like your attitude, you're cool

I know it's tough, but you can't give up! You are your very own person. A person worthy of love, care, kindness, happiness. You deserve the things that can make you happy... You deserve to feel the warmth of the sun on your body. You deserve to enjoy the little things in life... You deserve all the love and care from the people that you care about, especially me. so please don't ever give up. (Love y'all so much have a great day!!!)

I've put on a mask and lied to myself for so long i don't even know who i am anymore.. too tired to walk so i wait for someone to pick me up and care for me.. I know it's not a solution, but it's just so hard..

i wanna spread my love to others gonna call a beautiful girl and ask her out. Hope everyone here can get the love they deserve.

I FELT LOVED. REALLY, REALLY LOVED FOR FIVE MINUTES. I HAVE NEVER FELT THAT BEFORE. AND NOW IM REALISING HOW FCKING EMPTY I AM ALL THE TIME WITHOUT IT. THIS ISN'T ME. THIS ISN'T ME. WHERE THE HELL AM I? HOW DID I GET HERE? HOW DO I GET OUT? IM DONE, IM DONE I WANT TO LEAVE NOW. THIS ISN'T MY LIFE, IT ISN'T MY STORY AND NOTHING MAKES ANY SENSE.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Hey its been a few days, I hope things are feeling better rn

@charlo333

Жыл бұрын

@@the.seagull.35 yeah, im doing alright now :) thank you for checking in dude

@myleghurtsow7364

Жыл бұрын

real

All I have to say is, I didn’t ask to be born. I never wanted to be born. I just want to exit life, it’s the only way people can’t argue with me. I just want a hug, a real one. I’m done wiping my blood and tears on my sleeve. I’m done being called a crybaby for “little things”. I’m done being treated like a human built with no feelings. I’d do anything risky, I don’t care if I die. I hate my life. Edit: things are getting better, i hope it doesn’t turn around.

@Valera_Kot

Жыл бұрын

Man, I'm feeling it I wanna to hug you Sorry for bad english, I'm just learning👉👈

@avashapava1528

Жыл бұрын

@@Valera_Kot Thank you very much. 🙏

@LumoonV

Жыл бұрын

Everyone Call me cry baby. But it's not my fault ? I can't control my eyes !!

Love is unreachable and untamable people use our feelings against us and our pain against us it’s hard to find one true love

sometimes i wonder when i will be able to hear and read the things i say to the people i loved romantically. the "you can talk to me about it!", the "i'm here for you always < 3". i look at the other people who receives this treatment and i feel genuinely happy for them but i can't help but wonder if i'll ever be treated like that. i'm afraid that when i find someone that will treat me like that, i'll start to push away because i'm not familiar with it. i'm afraid that when someone treats me well, i'll be the guy that can't treat the people that i love romantically, right anymore.

@birdeater_7755

26 күн бұрын

hey bud, im hoping your ok. just wanna let you know im here for you an cheering you the whole way.

I just want someone to hold me when I cry that shouldn't be to much to ask for , right?..

@sophielily1

Жыл бұрын

It shouldn't be something you long for. I'd hug you if I was with you 😭 *Hugs* ❤️ love u, stay strong and never let others bring you down with them, you deserve more. 👑

@Aizen_33

Жыл бұрын

@@sophielily1 please . Dont make me cry 😭✋

@sophielily1

Жыл бұрын

@@Aizen_33 I promise you, I will never! 😭♥️

@Aizen_33

Жыл бұрын

@@sophielily1 this was srs a very comforting conversation hope you have an amazing life whoever you are and ty 😭♡

@sophielily1

Жыл бұрын

@@Aizen_33 aww, thank you so much! I wish you all the best in your life too. 🌟 You and me, we're best friends now. We just, we get it. We are the cool beans! 💕

My parent’s love can be brutal, cold and psychologically damaging. They created a defective son with people/social problems who tries to attempts to break the cycle weekly, the son struggles to be different but starts fighting a side that reflects his parents each time he helps his siblings. He was raised by the internet and kids at school and the least his parents, he’s left broken from them all. He’s treated as weird for trying to mimic what he thought was the norms. He’s more sadder each year but somehow climbs back a little different each time like nothing has happened but doesn’t know how much more stress, anxiety and pain he can take. Each journey is more painful than the other, yet complete despair can’t take over him yet. Despite how hollow he can be, he gets emotional for his siblings for fearing they become as fragile like him and as hollow as his parents. He has dark thoughts about his own life and wishes he could start all over to see if he could actually find the same nostalgic happiness he had as young child and help his family before they turn out the way they have today, he’ll never know and is forced to keep on trying in the present but keeps on day dreaming what could have been a happier life. The ending is up to him but not every ending he wants is achievable without having restarts, which is as fictional as all his dreams. Let’s just hope he doesn’t give in. As he types, he’s fighting another battle.

@Craftygamr

Ай бұрын

It's been 4 months since you left this comment. I'm proud of you for hanging in there ❤ I may be just a random stranger online, but that seems to be the only ppl that understand or care. So yeah, I'm proud of you ❤ hang in there ❤ hopefully, one day, it will get better ❤

I've been feeling numb for way too long, I just want to feel something once again

You know there's something wrong when you make everything about this fantasy world you created where you'd dream to be.. I just want to feel something other than anxiety and numbness is that too much to ask?

@yourlocalennard5446

Жыл бұрын

It’s not too much to ask. You deserve no anxiety and numbness, your fantasy worlds are your oasis, never lose them, they are a place where you can go, just close your eyes and let your mind wander to your lands. If no one is there for you to turn to, remember there are countless people in this KZread chat willing to comfort you, and even join you in your beautiful oasis. You are loved. I love you.

@Zepyqw

Жыл бұрын

yes

@JaydenCross-gf9xc

11 ай бұрын

Glad to know I’m not the only one. :’)

I hate my mom and my grandma. They try to put me into a mold I cannot fit and, make choices for me when I'm perfectly capable of making my own choices. The amount of times they lectured me because I liked something they didn't is tiring. I'm so tired of them. I'm so tired with trying to live up to their expectations. All I want is their validation, acceptance, and love and yet, no matter how hard I try, I get their feelings of disappointment and shame in return.

@epicjag3365

Жыл бұрын

my mom and grandma are the exact same way!- my grandma is a hateful person sometimes who gets at everyone and thing and no matter what me or my mom do- she always finds something to nag about- and my mom is just a bit controlling- you should do this- or that- thats not correct- you cant do that- and any time i wanna talk to her about stuff like that- or stand up for myself- oop- now shes the victim crying- i under stand how you feel and theres gonna come a point where you jsut gotta...go do your own thing......even to there chagrin.....and once you do maybe they will reconsider things...........who knows? anyway- sorry about the rant just ive never heard anyone complain this close to home- have a good day-

"It seems like life no longer has meaning...Humans need love but why do they hate each other then?"

For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies

@Citrusfriendishere

9 ай бұрын

@SodiumInduction-hv

4 ай бұрын

ty, fellow therian

i wish i could have this version of No Surprises on a infinite loop. Anyway, what i came here for, I just feel left out by most people. I've got about 2 to 3 people who care about me besides family, and thats pretty much it. Nearly every day is a struggle to do something productive, even if its just in a game getting progress. i just wanna have the friends i had back a few years ago, where i had fun with them. Every day of school is annoying and boring, feels like time wasted. Sometimes, It feels like my life is just a miserable pile of junk thrown to the sidewalk. Suicidal thoughts a few times a month. And then i met these two people, and i think they're the reason im being able to sit here on this video and write this comment. i've loved every second i have spent with them, and each day i get excited being able to talk with them.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

I'm glad you found those two people to talk to... that's cool.

@Eclipse_10

Жыл бұрын

I'm glad you found those two people, I haven't found my saviors yet but I know they'll be there. Sooner or later.

You shall motivate you're self,we all believe in you,we are all proud of you 🫂

@xxxvr7

Жыл бұрын

I have tried.. but everytime i do i just climb up this ladder and eventually fall down..

@totem_gray

9 ай бұрын

🫂

Hey guys this is for all the girls out there dealing with Puberty. Please do not get embarrassed About it , Don't let your mom make you embarrassed about it or sad or anyone else because it is the way life made us girls no girl is stupid or disgusting or ugly when they go through puberty it is the way god made us to be.

idk why I am listening to this, but I just feel like I can relate for the rest of my life...

Im waiting.I’m waiting so long,nothing comes nothing changed.I’m still feeling empty for so long,so long…Idk anymore

@sophielily1

Жыл бұрын

Find something that you feel like you master to feel more confident and happy my friend! You can draw, write, sing, run, exercise, dance, be with friends/family. Remember to take care of yourself and those around you. Stay hydrated and active, eat enough and healthy. Go out for a walk and remember to be careful. You are worth a place in this world, never give up hope you can make a difference. You are strong, brave, independent, kind and genuine. You deserve to live a good life as much as anyone else, good luck on your journey! 💞

@infinitelogicmachine8587

8 ай бұрын

I know… it’s been rough as of late

It hits 12am and all the negative thoughts hit so hard, thoughts like how I’ll never be a decent human being, it won’t be long before my friends all hate me, etc.. I can’t even take my mind off of it anymore. I was sitting here on a call with my friend, crying, and trying to be quiet about it while we do a try not to laugh (it was mostly us being silent watching TikToks) so I wouldn’t alert them. I feel like such a piece of garbage for not even remotely being able to contain that.

“Well?” “Well what?” “Do you miss being loved by your father?” “Yeah. I do” “But not as much as i miss being loved by you.”

It's always nice to have something to vent with for me it's always music like these and videogames but for my friends, it's drinking so part of the reason I avoid getting drunk is to take care of them and be there when they want to vent out their feelings not that I'm glorifying myself here it's just nice to see them get the load off of their chest. they apologize to me quite a bit though for something I've already forgiven them for a long long time ago so if you guys somehow got here don't worry about what happened before I'll always love you guys to bits that goes for everyone here as well.