I didn't know that it was our last time together; playlist

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"This playlist is a poignant reminder of how the simplest moments can carry profound meaning. Each song transports us through an emotional journey, inviting us to reflect on the value of every encounter and the importance of cherishing each moment together. A collection of melodies that capture the very essence of human connection and the inevitability of goodbyes."
[ TE LAISSERAI DES MOTS - PATRICK WATSON] 00:00
[ WHERE IS MY LOVE - SYML (ACOUSTIC VERSION)] 2:38
[ TO BUILD A HOME - THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA] 6:43
[ COLOR ME BLUE - AKANE] 12:50
[ FOURTH OF JULY- SUFJAN STEVENS] 16:02
[ QUIET RESOURCE - EVELYN STEIN] 20:41
#PlaylistReflections #MomentsTogether #EmotionalJourney #CherishedMemories
#HumanConnection #GoodbyeMoments #MeaningfulEncounters #MusicalEmotions #ReflectivePlaylist #SimpleMoments

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  • @argeltal_thewordbearer
    @argeltal_thewordbearer3 ай бұрын

    Head to the gym guys, if we can't be happy, at least let's get ripped

  • @Rich-yy7ny

    @Rich-yy7ny

    3 ай бұрын

    👏👏

  • @hisam1110

    @hisam1110

    3 ай бұрын

    🙂👍

  • @LilySanixi

    @LilySanixi

    3 ай бұрын

    Mood

  • @Iminyourwalls.847

    @Iminyourwalls.847

    3 ай бұрын

    Real

  • @if_god5462

    @if_god5462

    3 ай бұрын

    Amen

  • @miguelcontreras-rivera5245
    @miguelcontreras-rivera52453 ай бұрын

    I didn't want it to be our last time together

  • @A-EonSaturn

    @A-EonSaturn

    3 ай бұрын

    Me neither.. she didn’t even know I was there. She probably thought I left her.

  • @LilySanixi

    @LilySanixi

    3 ай бұрын

    It happens we just have to try to forget and move on❤

  • @Amethyst904

    @Amethyst904

    3 ай бұрын

    Yeah i just woke up and she was gone i had to fake a smile so he would think i wasnt completely empty on the inside i got home to a house with 1 dog the downstairs now empty for once i wished i had to wait for her to stand up so i could open the door or that id have to step over her to get upstairs and that i could see her smile and hug her just one more time it was 3 days before my first day of high school my attendance was nothing and no one cared to ask if there was a reason they just disciplined me and told me to get up earlier now we have a new dog who loves hugs and is just as scared to be alone as she was sorry for the vent but her death hit me hard i had her for 14 years 😅😢

  • @beyondreality75

    @beyondreality75

    Ай бұрын

    I definitely didn't ever want there to be an end but here I sit all alone

  • @Keyproquo

    @Keyproquo

    20 күн бұрын

    You don't have to forget her mate but don't let that stop you from doing anything

  • @juliegagne6309
    @juliegagne6309Ай бұрын

    The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see anyone else suffer the way they did. 💔

  • @user-pc3ue9rl2e

    @user-pc3ue9rl2e

    27 күн бұрын

    I'm two of those the loneliest and the saddest I never show that I'm sad I never show that I'm mad I never show any emotions really inside though it's a different story

  • @gloryisthelords3712

    @gloryisthelords3712

    10 күн бұрын

    😊i’m

  • @Keyproquo

    @Keyproquo

    8 күн бұрын

    i don't think i'm realy wise or anything. But i've been hurt and i don't wan't others to feel what i felt.

  • @ClimberDuk

    @ClimberDuk

    12 сағат бұрын

    I think another part of this is that a lot of people sacrifice their own happiness to make those around them happier and then derive their own happiness off of those people who they make happy. Only issue with that is when those people leave your life you’re left with a massive hole that takes a lot of time to heal

  • @heatherhadley52

    @heatherhadley52

    32 минут бұрын

    @@ClimberDukLove that you saw another aspect. We all need to be happy on our own to truly love others in a healthy way all around; I’m working on this still. Nature and animals help, but it’s finding alone time in an environment we feel connected to that, in my opinion, often feels out of reach.

  • @alexanderhofer5690
    @alexanderhofer56902 ай бұрын

    Lost my dog today she ate something sharp which cut up her intestines. She had an emergency procedure but sadly she didn’t make it. I cried for hours and stayed with her for 2 hours until she took her last breath. I feel like life is not worth it I always loose what is most important to me. I hope you rest in piece Senta I love you more than anything in this world 😢❤

  • @ahsankabir209

    @ahsankabir209

    2 ай бұрын

    im so sorry for your loss:[

  • @tegandarrow7883

    @tegandarrow7883

    2 ай бұрын

    Life is always worth it, if not for yourself then for those around you. there are times where it may not feel like you are loved, but there are always people there. Stay strong.

  • @justasimp8650

    @justasimp8650

    2 ай бұрын

    I feel you on this one. Lost my dog suddenly to cancer and held her, on her last journey, the whole day, till we parted ways forever. Couldn’t eat or think for days without crying, cause she’d always be there with me. I know she’s watching and waiting for me and I have no doubt yours is doing the same now for you, but for a later time. Feel hugged by an internet stranger❤️

  • @fish.kokofish

    @fish.kokofish

    2 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry dont worry you will meet her in heaven thats for sure !

  • @blueberrybubble5391

    @blueberrybubble5391

    Ай бұрын

    I’m scared because my elderly cat has become super clingy to me and I know what that means

  • @ClimberDuk
    @ClimberDukАй бұрын

    Last time I listened to this, I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up. Now this is just a nice reminder that no matter how bad life gets, as long as you hang on, it WILL get better. I’m glad that I can say I’m back to enjoying life again, and I hope that anyone listening to this that’s in a dark place will have the strength to hang in there. You will come out a stronger person, I promise, just don’t give up. Please.

  • @stephanielaumon9633

    @stephanielaumon9633

    20 күн бұрын

    I'm in that position right now. I'd wish to fall asleep and to never wake up again. I'm so exhausted

  • @user-ks6ec9nz3x

    @user-ks6ec9nz3x

    20 күн бұрын

    ❤hang on in there ❤

  • @user-ks6ec9nz3x

    @user-ks6ec9nz3x

    20 күн бұрын

    @@stephanielaumon9633❤its ok not to be ok hang on in there ❤

  • @user-ks6ec9nz3x

    @user-ks6ec9nz3x

    20 күн бұрын

    @@stephanielaumon9633things will get better

  • @quasimodoisthicc259

    @quasimodoisthicc259

    2 күн бұрын

    It’s been months.

  • @Prutigee
    @Prutigee3 ай бұрын

    Ever worst when you couldn’t say goodbye

  • @EmmaPlayzRose

    @EmmaPlayzRose

    Ай бұрын

    When I readed ur comment I bursted out of tears I never gotten to say goodbye to my great grams before she passed away I loved her so much 😔💔 rest in peace great grams❤️🥺

  • @__Cecelia__1

    @__Cecelia__1

    Ай бұрын

    When I read your comment I started crying because when I was in 5th grade in the summer I was borad because I didn't really have that many pll to talk to and I was at the playground that day with my sister and she called out to a boy that was new to the neighborhood and she was like do you want to play with us and ofc I kicked her and said why did you say that because I'm a non socal person and me and that boy started talking and playing together everyday of the summer and when we got back to school he kept looking at me and one day when we where at the playground he started crying or blushing a lot I really don't remember but it turned out he liked me like he had a crush on me and I was like 10 so I was like what fo you mean because I didn't know what love was then so time went on and I and that boy started dating for like 2 months and he loved me so much but I didn't take it seriously because I just liked him like a friend because I didn't like him and time went on and we where at the park like normal and we where there till late and we said by see you tomorrow but the next day he didn't come to the park and it went on like that for 3 months and I eventually moved and there was still no sight of him so I moved with a heavy heart and in the first week of moving to the new place one night I was listening to sad music because I love the commfert it gives but all of a sudden I heard this one lyric and I bussed out sobbing and I couldn't control it and I did that till it felt like I was going to passout and that went on for 3 years and even now I am still heart broken over it and I'm 13 now and I understand and regret a lot now

  • @merlinalovesu2125
    @merlinalovesu212519 күн бұрын

    I'm graduating college soon. I wish my mom was here to see that i finally did it. i finally did something she could be proud of.

  • @kevinclarenceau986
    @kevinclarenceau9862 ай бұрын

    My ex broke up with me 4 months ago we go to the same University, we still see each other she still hangs out with my friends that I barely go to because I don’t know when she’ll appear but when she does, I get these waves of emotions ranging from happiness, joy, love, sadness, anger, and peace. Thank you for all you’ve given me I won’t forget the times and memories we shared together. I’ll always love you.

  • @safe_avacado

    @safe_avacado

    2 ай бұрын

    Are you alright? I hope you can feel better. Hope you can heal.

  • @riceechan8

    @riceechan8

    2 ай бұрын

    😔

  • @brookebaxter6662
    @brookebaxter66622 ай бұрын

    This playlist and title hits different when the love of your life is not on this earth anymore 💔

  • @livian407

    @livian407

    2 ай бұрын

    my deepest condolences, may they rest in peace

  • @Starclpud.-.Kimiko_edits

    @Starclpud.-.Kimiko_edits

    2 ай бұрын

    Just know the love of your life will love you regardless where they are…

  • @TaylorLenderman-yl5fy
    @TaylorLenderman-yl5fy2 ай бұрын

    I thought 2024 was going to be the best. The new year came by so quick and I was so excited to see what would happen this year, but God had other plans. My best friend passed away in a mottorcross accident and it broke me, she was so young and barely got to live her life. I know God had a reason to take her and he welcomed her into heaven with open arms but it still hurt. So spend every moment you have with you loved ones because you never know when that moment will be your last.

  • @brookiepeden3230

    @brookiepeden3230

    2 ай бұрын

    This is so beautiful God loves you im so sorry for your loss I hope your doing ok sending you lots of love!!!!❤

  • @SHIM0_IS_HUMAN
    @SHIM0_IS_HUMAN13 күн бұрын

    people who think leaving this world relives all their pain, but it really just passes it to your beloved ones..

  • @user-ru6ek2gq8s
    @user-ru6ek2gq8s2 ай бұрын

    Almost five months ago, on September 29th, my best friend killed himself. I remember where I was, I remember who I was with, I remember what I was doing, I remember my thoughts the day I got his last 'thank you for everything, you really helped me.' message. I hate myself for being mad at him the last time we spoke, I hate myself for not getting to say goodbye. All I ask for is one more minute, one more hug, one more I love you, and one more I'm sorry. edit;; to all of the people in the replies, please stop telling me you'll be joining him. it's insensitive and overall puts me in a worse state of mind. you should be telling a close friend, or a loved one, not a stranger on the internet crying over his BEST FUCKING FRIEND. the loss of my best friend is enough, i don't need multiple of you telling me how much you want to end it too.

  • @This_is_skid

    @This_is_skid

    2 ай бұрын

    I understand you very much, it's extremely difficult to lose someone close to you. I've experienced that too. I am from the city of Mariupol, which was destroyed by Russian aviation, I am very sorry for all those I knew from this city. I am sorry that I could not help, my house is in ruins, many have died, I will never see my home again, but the main thing is to remember that you are not alone and that you should not wonder, despite the fact that a lot of bad things are happening in the world, this does not mean that it is time to ask yourself, live here and now. Don't be afraid of the future and don't miss the past.

  • @Skz-zw5og

    @Skz-zw5og

    2 ай бұрын

    It’s alright I’ll go find him up there for you

  • @Peas_443

    @Peas_443

    2 ай бұрын

    @@Skz-zw5og dont go, from a stranger on the Internet, it's not worth it. Life is rough it always will be, don't let that stop you, keep going and remember there's always someone who cares

  • @Skz-zw5og

    @Skz-zw5og

    2 ай бұрын

    @@Peas_443 I just wanna end it I’ve been trying to hold it I just can’t can a heart still break once it’s stopped beating my parents hate me no one likes me

  • @Peas_443

    @Peas_443

    2 ай бұрын

    @@Skz-zw5og That's still not a reason, I've tried many times. Just The thought of leaving behind everything you love gives me chills. Again from a stranger on the internet, it's not worth it. You might not know me, but just know I care.

  • @darkaca
    @darkaca8 күн бұрын

    *The haunting beauty of dark academia melodies lies in their ability to capture the essence of unspoken longing and quiet contemplation, weaving a tapestry of emotions that linger long after the music fades*

  • @DrasQuick44
    @DrasQuick442 ай бұрын

    i am not even depressed but i like to listen such songs

  • @saanvirohikar5810

    @saanvirohikar5810

    2 ай бұрын

    Us

  • @JcPaul345

    @JcPaul345

    6 күн бұрын

    We

  • @user-bv2pq7wz7t
    @user-bv2pq7wz7t3 ай бұрын

    I dont really care if im happy anymore, as long as shes happy, thats all i want

  • @GaeleGatZ

    @GaeleGatZ

    3 ай бұрын

    dont be simp go do the fucking physical training

  • @Daddy-uw6ct

    @Daddy-uw6ct

    2 ай бұрын

    Fuck that. YOUR happiness is what’s important. Take care of yourself

  • @tegandarrow7883

    @tegandarrow7883

    2 ай бұрын

    she means the world, but you have to focus on your own happiness as well.

  • @nicecar69
    @nicecar692 ай бұрын

    i miss him

  • @stefan_ceausu

    @stefan_ceausu

    2 ай бұрын

    you are not alone i understand i miss her too sending good vibes

  • @marcey4207

    @marcey4207

    2 ай бұрын

    i miss him so much i can't stop myself from sobbing and going right into dissociation, i know how badly it hurts, ive started smoking because i can't handle the pain

  • @nicecar69

    @nicecar69

    Ай бұрын

    @@marcey4207 feel better and stop smoking please. i love you and you can't imagen how much, please push throuh it

  • @nicecar69

    @nicecar69

    Ай бұрын

    @@stefan_ceausu thank you

  • @celineching374
    @celineching3743 ай бұрын

    If one day you will go here, just know that she broke up with you but all of us will never let you alone again, love you ❤

  • @alfakynkillu8330

    @alfakynkillu8330

    2 ай бұрын

    But eventually everyone leaves. I'm utterly alone. No help, no support. I drink dangerous amounts of liquor every night hoping I die in my sleep

  • @Buddi3

    @Buddi3

    2 ай бұрын

    My girlfriend of 4 years cheated on me with my girl best friend.

  • @alfakynkillu8330

    @alfakynkillu8330

    2 ай бұрын

    @Scrumptios I feel your pain. My girlfriend of 5 years, asked me for kids a month before our 5th yr anniversary. She broke up with me on our anniversary, and a month later she got together with my 2nd best friend, a person I called an older brother.

  • @roxyhawk4876

    @roxyhawk4876

    Ай бұрын

    She didnt break up with me she is just no more in this world , i miss her

  • @invincibleskull4901
    @invincibleskull4901Ай бұрын

    I miss all my old friends .

  • @auntara2700
    @auntara27002 ай бұрын

    i really didn't realise it'd be the last time for so many people, places. i hope everyone finds peace.

  • @rorypinata265
    @rorypinata2653 ай бұрын

    To whomever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love your problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love your hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. from the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (not mine, but deserves to be shared)

  • @user-fi5nn6dm3e

    @user-fi5nn6dm3e

    3 ай бұрын

    I can't stop crying because of this... Tears just falling down and... Thank you for it. I love you too... Oh, my makeup is messed up now, heh)

  • @jozc4273

    @jozc4273

    3 ай бұрын

    Had to drop a comment. Hope you are well and successful in every goal you have set out for yourself. Take care of yourself as well. ✌️

  • @pirotehtv3563

    @pirotehtv3563

    3 ай бұрын

    I love u 2 ❤

  • @blueberrybubble5391

    @blueberrybubble5391

    3 ай бұрын

    I’m cry fr

  • @nonothehobo420

    @nonothehobo420

    3 ай бұрын

    its mine, im not made im actually happy im so happy my message is being spread through the inter net and how some words on a screen can make somebody so happy... thanks for helping many people you dont even know.. you are a true one, stay happy anyone who may read this

  • @loriecarmichael9158
    @loriecarmichael91583 ай бұрын

    This title of the video actually fits me and my dad. Context: so me and my dad were like forever besties, we did everything. Until when I was six, my dad had a heart attack. Me and my mom were rushing him to the hospital. My mom sent me away to my aunts so I wouldn’t have to witness the horror even though I witnessed half of it. And hour later I came back home, happy to see my dad and draw with him. Until I saw all my family members in my living room with my mom on the couch. She told me that my dad didn’t make it…my heart stopped and I just started crying nonstop. I didn’t care if people were watching I just cried. He was like a forever bestie who wouldn’t let go even if it meant taking his last breath for me. I now have trauma and cling onto my mother, thinking I will come home and the cycle will continue again…. { 7:51, Friday January 19 }

  • @Silly._Cinna

    @Silly._Cinna

    2 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry.. I hope everything at least got a bit better for you..

  • @stillloading5224

    @stillloading5224

    2 ай бұрын

    hey dear stranger online.. I'm so sorry to hear that, and I'm even more sorry that I can relate to you so much that I don't have any comforting words to say to you.. Maybe I feel sorry for myself too I too lost my Dad when I was just 13 , he was also my first best friend. it's been 12 years without him I wonder if he'll be shock to see me, since I'm not as frail and petite anymore. He was always worried for my health, since I was smaller compared to people my age and even people younger than me. But now, I grew tall, fit and strong Dad.. you don't have to worry anymore..

  • @kurisey8020

    @kurisey8020

    Ай бұрын

    Move on, sweetie. Your dad was a good dad, and good dads wish happiness for their little girl. Go ahead and live a wonderful life you can be proud of. Show him who you have become and can become.

  • @mukreminbuyukmeric4650
    @mukreminbuyukmeric4650Ай бұрын

    I want to rite this coment in 2024 so i can look at this in the future and remember my past

  • @Youaregayboiiiiiiiiiiii
    @Youaregayboiiiiiiiiiiii2 ай бұрын

    I don't know why but i really want to cry from all my past suffering it still hurts me till this day

  • @letti381

    @letti381

    2 ай бұрын

    me 2

  • @lowry9569
    @lowry95693 ай бұрын

    i mourn in this universe and in countless others, as it is one where we are not lovers until the end

  • @xxplaid_blossomxx8117
    @xxplaid_blossomxx81172 ай бұрын

    Everyone else is commenting how their sad or if you listen to this your depressed but I’m just listening to it bc it’s calming

  • @otakufreak6926

    @otakufreak6926

    2 ай бұрын

    Faaaaaaaaaaxxxxx

  • @ahsankabir209
    @ahsankabir2092 ай бұрын

    this playlist reminded me of my grand father :[ i miss him...... he used to pick me up from school and buys me snacks but now its different may god look after him he was a good man :(

  • @ahsankabir209

    @ahsankabir209

    2 ай бұрын

    ty for 6 likes:]

  • @hanaaa_09
    @hanaaa_09Ай бұрын

    Of course I miss my friend, what happened to us? It feels bad to walk past her every day and act like two total strangers, I miss hearing her voice, I miss her hugs, I miss everything about her. Didn't I give her enough? Was I not enough? I really miss you, Addy. I know you don't care about me anymore, but you will always have a place in my heart.

  • @otherside_ivn
    @otherside_ivn4 ай бұрын

    all i want is just to live a happy life with her

  • @GaeleGatZ

    @GaeleGatZ

    3 ай бұрын

    dont be simp go do the fucking physical training

  • @cryformaggie
    @cryformaggieАй бұрын

    my favorite memory i've had was when i was 7 at my grandmas house. we would go there once and a while because she didn't live in the same state as me so we would drive out once and awhile. my grandmas husband, who i referred to as my grandpa back then because my grandparents were divorced, also lived with iya (my grandma) iya and grandpa had a huge house. there was a fish tank, a basketball court, a pool, a field, a pond, everything you could imagine. every year, my grandpa would throw a huge party every 4th of july and the whole neighborhood would come. i didn't even know the people there and everybody would come pouring in. everybody was happy. there was no drama with my family, we were all together. one thing about my grandpa is that he always loved fireworks. every occasion there would always be fireworks. and he would always set them and they would go off. my grandpa died of cancer when i was 9. even if i didn't even know back then or realize that we weren't even related, we still had an inseperable bond and he treated me like his own grandchild. the last moment i saw him I didn't know would be the last time. i never even got to say goodbye. so for the first 4th of july without grandpa. it didn't feel the same. instead of waiting for the fireworks to go off i ran into my room and sobbed. i will always miss him. cherish your loved ones while they are still here. ♥

  • @diana4277
    @diana42772 ай бұрын

    I didn't make a good last impression. That will forever be my biggest regret. Do you miss me just as much? For as many times as I have thought of you, you must think me mad, but I assure you that I am no more mad then as when you found me. So long, my friend. I hope you will reminisce about our fateful times together later in the path that guides you and may you forever know my name as much as I think about yours. Farewell and best of wishes - Your first friend.

  • @Stfwp
    @Stfwp3 ай бұрын

    That’s life people come and go and we can’t stop it sadly 🥹

  • @beyondreality75

    @beyondreality75

    Ай бұрын

    It still really, really hurts tho

  • @L0V3LYH34RTS-wh6pv
    @L0V3LYH34RTS-wh6pv3 ай бұрын

    10/10 to the creator for the most perfect playlist ever and for liking everybodys comments😭😭

  • @MINDFULNESSLOFI21AMBIENTMUSIC

    @MINDFULNESSLOFI21AMBIENTMUSIC

    3 ай бұрын

    I just want to see them better every day. ☺️

  • @LilySanixi

    @LilySanixi

    3 ай бұрын

    Fr

  • @emilyunknown3651
    @emilyunknown36512 ай бұрын

    It’s been 7 months, and I still can’t move on. I never got closure from her. We were best friends for 7 years, and then one day she decided that she didn’t want to anymore. No good bye. Just a “I’m done” and I had absolutely no one. I tried offing myself but failed. I got an eating disorder that almost offed me, but failed. I hurt myself to the point where the scars won’t go away after months and are so vibrant on my skin it’s makes me even more sick, and worst of all is she is completely fine. And I have friends now. I have rebuilt my whole life. But it means absolutely nothing without her. If I could I would go back to the last time I saw her and hug her so tight and never let her go. Even my boyfriend now, he’s wonderful. But I still would pick her over him. I would pick her over everyone. I just want her back. I want closeure. I feel like 7 months is enough time to feel healed

  • @mosanreveuseon3147

    @mosanreveuseon3147

    Ай бұрын

    the fact that you saw her everyday so when they get removed it will hurt it will hurt more than anything else because now your being thrown into the unknown and the unknown is needed for you to get your new reality . i feel sorry for your boyfriend love him more you know the meaning of being hurt so do not give it to him

  • @AnimeGuy-rj7uk

    @AnimeGuy-rj7uk

    22 күн бұрын

    This is horrible..i understand how empty you feel without her the worst thing is you cant replace her with anyone...i hope you'll feel better soon its not going to be easy but you'll see🍀🫶

  • @melon-ev6yv
    @melon-ev6yv23 күн бұрын

    She was only 13. I miss her so much.. some times I blame myself for her death. Maybe I could have helped. Maybe if we talked more. Maybe she wouldn’t have done it. It’s been 2 years. I can’t stop think about what I could of done.

  • @blueberrybubble5391
    @blueberrybubble5391Ай бұрын

    My cat is dying because he’s old I don’t know when he will go. He’s sitting pressed up against me and I’m crying and he knows I’m upset so he’s purring and it makes it worse, the fuck am I going to do without him

  • @chubbyemma

    @chubbyemma

    Ай бұрын

    It's ok hun. Be happy of the memories, everyone dies in life, I lost my bunny but that's what happens. Be happy and live ur life i happyniss❤

  • @MrFancy-nn5mc

    @MrFancy-nn5mc

    Ай бұрын

    I know it hurts. what someone once told me is when you have something that was really important to you and you couldn't let go be happy about where it goes next and the next adventure for that loved creation (: hope this helps 💕

  • @LockeLamont
    @LockeLamont26 күн бұрын

    Playlist hits harder when due to your own mistakes you lost everyone you knew.

  • @madsymads7493
    @madsymads74933 ай бұрын

    I'm lying in bed at 2:39 a.m and remembering the last time I saw him, he gave me a slow and lovely kiss, unfortunately I wasn't aware that would be the last one... Eventually we parted ways and I miss him so so much, I would have done anything for him... For us... (I never told him this so I'll say it here) I love you "R", I do

  • @Itz_Mannat02

    @Itz_Mannat02

    3 ай бұрын

    I hope you’ll see each other again wether that’s the after life or anything like that bcz idk the story but I hope you guys see each other again in some way.. xxx

  • @astudentfromcms
    @astudentfromcms2 ай бұрын

    just this thursday, my mom was called into the principles office to discuss me and my bfs issue, and issue of us being to clingy and close always. We were sitting on the bench outside the office looking at each other while crying because we knew that something bad was going to happen. 2 day after that i found out we were expelled and he is moved to a diffrent school and a diffrent house. Now we can no longer see each other. Thats not the only bad thing, i found out im pregnant and now he left me because he wasn't okay and realized he didnt love me anymore.

  • @wowthatscrazyman

    @wowthatscrazyman

    25 күн бұрын

    NO WHAT?? ARE YOU OKAY??? that's horrible, i hope you're okay now

  • @GetUnoReversedIdiot
    @GetUnoReversedIdiot3 ай бұрын

    To the greatest grandma out there...Thank you for your fried chicken, thank your for your homemade pizza, thank you for your smile, thank you for your penguin obsession, thank you for helping me catch frogs, thank you for giving me hugs, thank you for loving me, thank you for listening to me, thank you...for your last words..."I love you."...I just wish I got to tell you what I wanted to, because now I never get to. Just remember, cherish every moment with family that you can, even though it will hurt more when they go, it will feel so much better to remember them by other, happier things than their passing. ❤

  • @Roblox_foru611
    @Roblox_foru611Ай бұрын

    A few days ago my godfather died in a car accident I gave him flower. Still keep thinking about him. I have o much memories abt him🕊️

  • @Iloverats72
    @Iloverats72Ай бұрын

    I really wish I could have 5 more minutes with you, orange peel. I miss you more then anything. You were the light of my life and I was too stupid to realize that until it was too late. I love you so goddamn much. I hope you know that, wherever you are, my sweet hamster...

  • @user-gg7dd3id2r
    @user-gg7dd3id2r2 ай бұрын

    I wanted to tell you how much you meant to me when you kissed me that day...

  • @JinDiaron-xc1zi
    @JinDiaron-xc1zi3 ай бұрын

    i suffer in silence.

  • @asleep01
    @asleep012 ай бұрын

    i was 12 when my grandfather died of cancer,we where pretty close. when i found out he died all i did was sit there and scream...i felt responsible, like i couldve changed somthing,anything even..the years after his death make me feel like im sinking in a deeper hole. every birthday, every acheivement...it means jack shit now. i would give up universes if it ment i could see, or even talk to him again....then it was my uncle,he was on hospis after a 4 year struggle with cancer and i was there for every motion. was i too young? maybe,but i wouldnt change a thing. i was there to watch my younger cousins and provide comfort for my aunt (she has very broken english) i was even there when the nurse came by and explained the morphine and comfort meds... when he was slipping away, he took my hand...he wasnt able to open his eyes but he could hear...his hands where warm like a heating pad and he squeezed my hand. they had to pry me from his bedside as i cried and begged for them to let me stay...he died 3 days later...i wish they could see me now. im gonna be 14 in a week,i passed the HSK and i applied for early college...i find myself crying atleast once a night about their deaths...i still feel responsible...for the last 2 years i tried to pick up what i could and mend what was left,i dont know if i even want to try anymore.

  • @moonwateryt
    @moonwateryt4 ай бұрын

    i cried

  • @kianajohnson4271
    @kianajohnson42712 ай бұрын

    This playlist reminds me of all the last games I played with all of my online friends. The last times we defeated a boss, or got some kid mad on COD. I've always taken them for granted, never realizing how much of an impact they made on my life until they're gone. I miss them all, so so much. BirdyWheels and Swetman were my first online gaming friends on the xbox 360. We played for months and months, then suddenly Birdy disappeared. Then Swetman did. I've had countless online best friends. I havent spoken to half of these people since 2018. their accounts went cold or we just stopped playing. But i never knew when our last game together would be. It now makes me savor every game i play with my online best friends. because i'll never know if it's going to be our last. I miss them all so much every day, and I'm thankful for our memories together. I just hope they remember me just as much as i remember them.

  • @Tearingmyhairout
    @Tearingmyhairout3 ай бұрын

    I yearned for the feel of his hug but I didn’t get the chance to pull him into a embrace, it was raining that day and I walked alone home not knowing it would be the last time I would ever get to say I loved him again… 🙁

  • @Amethyst904

    @Amethyst904

    3 ай бұрын

    That's why goodbyes are unfair because when you say goodbye thinking youll never see them again you see them at some point but when you dont because you think they'll be there tommorow they disappear

  • @Puspawatiimidnightcal
    @Puspawatiimidnightcal3 ай бұрын

    We arent together anymore, because on 2023 christmas day, he commited, My love.

  • @chicken_42069

    @chicken_42069

    3 ай бұрын

    Sorry

  • @rebeccagarcia3627
    @rebeccagarcia3627Ай бұрын

    My heart is so broken that I can literally feel it in my chest 24/7. It’s a constant aching pain, I can’t wait till I don’t feel like this anymore.

  • @katiarocha994

    @katiarocha994

    Ай бұрын

    Tudo passa.

  • @user-rj9gk8ts1z
    @user-rj9gk8ts1z3 ай бұрын

    Every playlist which has four of July in it - DIAMOND. Thank u manager of this channel, this one was actually good

  • @vincetimongammad2742

    @vincetimongammad2742

    3 ай бұрын

    😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

  • @honeycomb937
    @honeycomb9372 ай бұрын

    hanging out together at a bus stop bench just far enough away from school that we couldn't hear it anymore, that it was just us in the quiet, eating lunch and laughing and watching the emptiness in the park several feet in front of us. music playing on their phone, backpacks on the ground, reminiscing about how far we'd come and how long we'd known each other. staying a little bit too long and rushing to class together. sitting at the same desk even though it was just for one person. and then everything changed, just stopped and shifted away from me, and we still talk but it's not the same as it was. because we were not made to touch for so long we would melt together but to mix just enough to change each other's hues and then part. i gave them someone safe and they gave me a whole new world to experience, and i think we loved each other, but we weren't made for each other's kind of love. and i didn't know that would be our last time as real friends, living in a real connection. i didn't know it back when we first hung out and walked along the train tracks. i didn't know it when i first tried vodka with them and i spat it out onto the snow. i didn't know it when we kissed and i didn't like the feeling. i didn't know when i did scary things i hated just because it was with them. i didn't know i did all of it, because i liked them. because they made it all bearable, even wonderful, made it all worth doing. i didn't have to like the rest of it as long as i had that one good part. and now the good part is gone, and i have to learn to love everything else without them, everything that they introduced me to and made me see for real. because of them i loved the world. but the memory is just a memory now. the sea is just the sea. i have no one to experience it with in the colour of love.

  • @flory9186
    @flory91862 ай бұрын

    It were the best cat in my live. From my born to her 16 years old. I really didn’t know that it was last time that i can see her ………. Sorry for my English but i can use my brain,i’m crying.

  • @LxstHxllxw

    @LxstHxllxw

    Ай бұрын

    i miss my cat aswell, i know how it feels.. i'm sorry

  • @Flora.Emerald
    @Flora.Emerald2 ай бұрын

    i really didn't know or expect that it was our last conversation

  • @shi5462
    @shi54622 ай бұрын

    I miss, my sunshine. I hope you are happy

  • @shiratelyo
    @shiratelyo2 ай бұрын

    to whoever reads this, i love you ❤ i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you 🙂 This is not mine but you can also copy this to make someone's day :>

  • @tellmewhyit
    @tellmewhyit3 ай бұрын

    Why... I'm still asking myself what I did to deserve all of this 😶😔

  • @EllukaKurokuwoka
    @EllukaKurokuwoka2 ай бұрын

    I wish your words matched your actions

  • @ILOVEBUNNIES888
    @ILOVEBUNNIES8883 ай бұрын

    I relate to this so much right now.. One of my friends died on Sunday, before the snow and they got into a car crash. I still don't know if she's dead or not because reports have not come out yet. I've been trying to call her, but it keeps forwarding me to voice mail and everyone else is saying she's dead... I can't take this.. Update: She didn't survive...

  • @albedo26

    @albedo26

    2 ай бұрын

    How is she?

  • @foreverduke4059

    @foreverduke4059

    2 ай бұрын

    Update? Did she survive or no

  • @ILOVEBUNNIES888

    @ILOVEBUNNIES888

    2 ай бұрын

    @@albedo26 She died...

  • @jennifersuzuki1331

    @jennifersuzuki1331

    2 ай бұрын

    reading this comment now, thinking it was from a long time ago but, it wasn't, im so sorry for your loss. @@ILOVEBUNNIES888

  • @Kerz05

    @Kerz05

    2 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss.@@ILOVEBUNNIES888

  • @anissakilledyoux
    @anissakilledyoux3 ай бұрын

    Je te laisserai des mots En-dessous de ta porte En-dessous de les murs qui chantent Tout près de la place où tes pieds passent Cachés dans les trous de ton divan Et quand tu es seule pendant un instant Ramasse-moi Quand tu voudras Embrasse-moi Quand tu voudras Ramasse-moi Quand tu voudras

  • @iluvbellaamor
    @iluvbellaamorАй бұрын

    i miss my dog. this playlist reminds me of the times i would go outside with a blanket and a book and lay down on the lawn chair and my dog would get on me and sleep under my blanket. it was so quiet in the mornings and so peacefull i miss those times so much i wish i was a little kid again

  • @Lonely.sky_
    @Lonely.sky_7 күн бұрын

    This is the reason you need to treasure every moment. Who knows the last day you’ll see the sunrise and set..

  • @hovanhiep5911
    @hovanhiep59113 ай бұрын

    Cái chết sẽ khiến tôi không suy nghĩ hay đau đớn buồn bã😊

  • @adarshpal8033
    @adarshpal80333 ай бұрын

    If i could have known that was our last time, i could have spent it more efficiently!

  • @Scott21
    @Scott212 ай бұрын

    I miss her

  • @user-cb8so8wm7q
    @user-cb8so8wm7q2 ай бұрын

    I still love you even though it’s too late now

  • @ChezkaBree110
    @ChezkaBree1102 ай бұрын

    If we arnt going to make it out together ❤️ out of this world ,maybe we have in another universe ...just maybe .

  • @raccioon
    @raccioon3 ай бұрын

    i just finished writing a letter to my ex who i am still in love with. everyone told me to burn the letter for closure. she has a boyfriend and i still wish it was me. i'm going to give it to her. i hope she falls back in love with me, no matter how selfish that sounds.

  • @bongo_868

    @bongo_868

    2 ай бұрын

    This made me cry, hang in bro, I feel the same, it would get better💖💖

  • @Extro2023
    @Extro20233 ай бұрын

    I'm lost because of you.

  • @lillylloyd8174
    @lillylloyd81742 ай бұрын

    Clicking on this playlist and the first song on it is the song we learned on the piano at the same time whilst we weren’t friends was actually gut wrenching

  • @That1Memer911
    @That1Memer9112 ай бұрын

    If you miss them so you know they miss you if they died or left they regret everything they did and wish they could've change to make you happy and more proud of them but they are so proud of what you have achieved and what you can become and they want you to fight in till you are on top you are number 1 they dont wanna see you feel they wanna see you grow and grow in till there is no more growing until there's love and passion so just to let you know I love you god loves and the loved ones that left your family love you in till great of dawn and death so keep your bloody head up and never look down unless you need to grow again so goodbye for now and until we meet up high in the sky's my friend.

  • @tamizu_7701
    @tamizu_7701Ай бұрын

    Playlists like this help me let go of those tears I often hold in, while relieving painful memories, laying on my bed at night. This helps me let go, understand, and accept how priceless those memories were, memories that won't happen again. Slowly allowing painful memories turn into a reason to smile to yourself. “You never know the value of a moment until it is a memory” is a quote that I didn't even realized was guiding me my whole life. I'm grateful for meeting all those people, friends, lovers, and many more along my way. Thank you. Thank you for reading, remember there's a path you must go through leaving still unknown on it's end. Peace.

  • @yeahimkayla.
    @yeahimkayla.Ай бұрын

    I started crying before even clicking on the video. Just reading the title made me break down.

  • @itzem.lolzzz
    @itzem.lolzzz14 күн бұрын

    i miss my ex sm. he made me so happy. i miss his touch. i remember the first time we met i just knew i loved him the second i layed eyes on him. i just had to fuck everything up. i need him. 💔

  • @carlpts

    @carlpts

    2 күн бұрын

    Remember that most of the time it’s not the fault of one, but rather the fault of both or even the fault of god, maybe you weren’t supposed to be together yet, maybe you can make it work, there’s no shame in trying again or I’m just trying to forget everything. Anyways whatever you do, you gotta remember that there’s always a Soul which will care for you maybe it’s not your ex but that’s okay, sometimes we have to take different paths and it’s no one’s fault. Everyone is here for a different reason, but in the end we all try to make it and live life to the fullest. So don’t get lost on things you can’t change, try to change as much as you can and try to improve yourself as much as you can. I believe in you and may the lord will help you and give you the needed strength and mentality to overcome your pain 🙏

  • @thegamingmoe7206
    @thegamingmoe72063 ай бұрын

    Yes sir thought i was gonna have another chance till she told me now im sad, hurt, depressed. Thanks for the playlist it helps a little

  • @Diana-gw6cu
    @Diana-gw6cu3 ай бұрын

    The anime is Sonny Boy. Great show.

  • @aeliodas6774
    @aeliodas67743 ай бұрын

    Like a bright star that once shine so bright, brighter than any star it has ever come across until it met you. That star did everything for you but yet you left in a heartbeat. Once a bright star now a dark and cold star, that star was me and now I am just a body living a soulless body trying to find the light it once had…

  • @GabriellaRegelous
    @GabriellaRegelousАй бұрын

    Today my friend had to leave with her family far away i got to say goodbye but i was friends with her for years and she was my first best friend.I will miss her so much.

  • @user-ym9gt9fo8z
    @user-ym9gt9fo8zАй бұрын

    My love, my heart, my everything, You're gone, and I'm left with nothing, The memories of our love, they linger, But they're tainted with pain and sorrow, my dear. I reach for you, but you're not there, I call your name, but you don't respond, I search for you, but you're nowhere to be found, I'm left with nothing, but a broken heart. I wish I could turn back time, To when you were mine, To when our love was new, And our future seemed so bright and divine. But alas, fate had other plans, It took you away, and left me with these tears, And now, I'm left to pick up the pieces, Of a love that's lost, and a heart that's broken into bits. My love, I'll always cherish the memories, The laughter, the tears, the joy, the fears, You will always be in my heart, Forever and always, my love, my dear. I'll wander through the streets, With a heart that's heavy and weak, I'll search for you, in every face, But you'll never be there, my love, my sweet. I'll think of all the moments, We shared, and all the memories, The laughter, the tears, the joy, the fears, But they'll never be enough, my love, my dear. I'll cry until my heart is dry, I'll weep until my eyes are blind, I'll mourn until my soul is free, But my love for you, will never die. My love, you will always be, The one that I'll never forget, The one that I'll always remember, The one that I'll never regret. I'll hold on to the memories, Of the love that we shared, And though it's gone, It will always be there. My heart will heal, But it will never be the same, For a piece of it, Will always be yours, my love, my sweet. So let me cry, let me mourn, Let me weep for what could have been, For I've lost the love of my life, And my heart will never be the same again. The pain will lessen, With time, they say, But the memories, Will always stay. My love, goodbye, My heart, my everything, I'll always love you, Until my heart stops singing. But now, I'm left with nothing, But the memories of what we had, And though it's over, I'll always love you, my dear. My heart is shattered, Into a million pieces, I'll never be whole, Without you, my love, my everything. I'll wander through the night, With tears in my eyes, Searching for a glimpse, Of what we had, my love, my sweet. But it's gone, And I'm left with nothing, But the memories, Of what we shared, my love, my dear. I'll always love you, Until my heart stops beating, My love, goodbye, My heart, my everything, my sweet.

  • @themaik6169
    @themaik61693 ай бұрын

    Actually... we knew it.

  • @bobbieulch3468
    @bobbieulch34682 ай бұрын

    I wish it wasn’t our last but you don’t like me and if you don’t like me then I love you and when your ready to come back I’m right here…❤

  • @SchwaWasHere
    @SchwaWasHere2 ай бұрын

    "Long Intimate Relationships often confuse us. We may lose the sense of where our individual boundaries are. we confuse our desires and our pain with another person's-- spouse or lover our parents siblings or child and that relationship changes when the other person dies or leaves or forms another intimate bond we may feel wounded unsure of who we are. The blurring of boundaries is never healthy for us- although we may not feel the damages at first. Some relationships are carefully made; we enter into them without giving away our own authentic responses to life. When Relationships change of course we may feel pain but we do not need to feel the awful confusion that comes from having given pieces of ourselves away"

  • @maiya9345
    @maiya93453 ай бұрын

    I never got the closure I deserved but I forgave you, not because you deserved it but because I needed to move on.

  • @frejawennberg3454
    @frejawennberg345425 күн бұрын

    When I saved this playlist I needed it. I knew when meeting him it was the last time because I knew I needed to break up with him, but still hoped for more regardless. It has now been over 6 months and I saw an image of him recently and realised I don’t love him the same anymore. Makes me a bit sad though cause I want to have someone to love like that, regardless of how much it hurt.

  • @wilmi8668
    @wilmi86682 ай бұрын

    i might never see you again, even tho i loved you so, might even still do…

  • @ezfamily5546
    @ezfamily554616 күн бұрын

    Every so often I come onto these sad playlists for inspiration. I am a writer, and I too have empathy. I enjoy reading the stories of the listeners. It's the strength to relive and express the sad heartbreaking moments that inspires me. So keep it up :)

  • @AnnaLofiStudy
    @AnnaLofiStudy3 ай бұрын

    🧩 As an artist, I find these tracks to be the perfect background for my creative process. They help piece together my thoughts like a beautiful mosaic. 🎨

  • @Ghost.19.
    @Ghost.19.Ай бұрын

    Currently 14 and lost my mother in november, I'm kinda lost in life because I cant imagine me being happy without my mother who was my everything and it doesnt feel right for me to have a happy life without her

  • @alkkey1506

    @alkkey1506

    Ай бұрын

    держитесь.. вы сильный человек!! не думаю, что ваша мама хотела бы видеть вас грустным(-ой), наоборот.. хотела бы всего самого лучшего для вас 💔💔

  • @dariok2577

    @dariok2577

    Ай бұрын

    Make her proud! We love you! ❤

  • @Mehmet_GOKDAG
    @Mehmet_GOKDAGАй бұрын

    To my most precious, my most beloved one. ♡ It's been about a month since we lost him. We liked each other a lot, and we were always flirting. We were made for each other, and we got along very well. I would go to his school every day without getting bored to see him and wait for him to come out. Afterwards we would walk around and eat. I was the first to open up to him, I was the first to tell him that I was in love. He told me that it was early and that we should wait a little more time. Afterwards he said he had to move to Switzerland and couldn't come back again, I couldn't stop him. Miles passed between us, we were only talking on the phone, and I became a complete phone addict. When I got worse in my studies, my family took my phone away. I was secretly writing to him from everywhere, and we got along very well. One day he told me that he loved me and that he liked me very much from the very beginning. Of course I agreed and we continued talking, then he said he had to go for some work and he told me He said he would come in an hour. We said goodbye and finished the conversation. And in the evening of that day, his twin sent me a message. He said that he was hospitalized as a result of a car accident, and his condition was very bad. I spent all my days just crying and listening to this and similar playlists. I just wished for him not to die, but God did not grant my wish. I asked about his situation before the sun had even risen, and I received an immediate answer. They told me he couldn't stand it and died. I lost myself there, I felt very dizzy and I think I fainted. Afterwards, I didn't speak out for a long time, about 2 weeks. I didn't talk to anyone, I skipped school, I didn't leave my room, I didn't eat, which is still the case. I hurt myself, and the wounds are all fresh. I can't handle his death, so I want it to end right here, this second. I'm writing this here too, because maybe someone will read it and understand a little bit how I feel. No one understood me, only he could, and now he is gone. I miss you so much, I love you so much, I'm glad to have you, I'm glad to have you. Thank you for reading this far, person I don't know, but I know why you are here. ☆

  • @user-dp7rl7rv3u

    @user-dp7rl7rv3u

    21 күн бұрын

    hey it’s been 3 weeks how are you

  • @mikejuniorabbottmulti-task5493
    @mikejuniorabbottmulti-task5493Ай бұрын

    I didn't want it to be our last time together. I wanted to be hers forever. But she didn't.

  • @Oliwiaaa_123
    @Oliwiaaa_1232 ай бұрын

    It's extremely inspiring to see how many of us have such different last times with someone close to us and how it is a completely different story, not just a romantic one. Mine is like this, I abandoned someone I love because of my bad mental state so that he would be better off without me, but now I feel bad without him, I hope he is happy and that one day he will understand me and my decisions, because I did everything for him

  • @nicecar69
    @nicecar692 ай бұрын

    i miss him and ive been wanting to end it soon and i might

  • @Archie88851

    @Archie88851

    2 ай бұрын

    Don't

  • @nicecar69

    @nicecar69

    2 ай бұрын

    why there's no point to stay@@Archie88851

  • @wimblyninetynine6315
    @wimblyninetynine63154 күн бұрын

    I wish I never woke up from that dream... I was so happy with her, like I never was before... and everything collapsed in a couple of months... life is already so empty and gray...

  • @turtoque3629
    @turtoque362914 күн бұрын

    I listened to this video 3 hours before my best friend died in a car crash. Since then This has been the only Video I watched just to Remember her.

  • @spidey_boyx1605
    @spidey_boyx16053 ай бұрын

    i lost her and i wish i could have a second chance with her.

  • @arcobarone630
    @arcobarone6303 ай бұрын

    The sad thing… I knew it was the last time… …she didn’t

  • @naintham5849
    @naintham58498 күн бұрын

    i am never going to write about two frinds, listening to this playlist anymore.....

  • @danielgrimm5960
    @danielgrimm59606 күн бұрын

    Just over a year ago, My best friend took his own life just 2 weeks after my birthday. I never would've guess that that phone call on my birthday was the last time I'd hear his voice. I was in my college dorm when I got that phone call and it broke me. I collapsed into my roommate's arms as they held me throughout the night. The thing that hurts me the most about his passing is that I never got to tell him exactly how I felt towards him. I was in love and that's ok. I know there's nothing I can do to bring him back but I would give anything to hear his voice, feel his warm hugs, see his smile. Anything. I just want everyone to know that there is someone out there that loves you. It not worth to spread pain on others just because you feel like everyone would be better off with you gone. Grief is the worst pain anyone can experience. If no one has said this to you today, I'm proud of you. I'm proud of who you are and all of your accomplishments. I love you.

  • @APL314159265
    @APL3141592656 күн бұрын

    Well, last week we were together on a beautiful day, the sun was shining she was beautiful, I shall never forget her smile and the sound of her laughter. I just found out I will never see her again and part of me wants to lie down and never get up, but I can't. I have to go on. I can change to live by night, the sun only reminds me of her smile that I will never see again. I need to go on, making the motions as though I am alive, but she was my last love, she was my life and my life is gone.

  • @jennie_blackpink9154
    @jennie_blackpink91543 ай бұрын

    I'll come here again to tell u guys 😶✨if we still together...

  • @Naytionality
    @NaytionalityАй бұрын

    Grief is weird. I didn’t cry when I found out my grandpa died. But yet I cried at his funeral and broke down in tears in 2nd period because someone said something that he used to say all the time. I miss him so much.

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