these songs honestly just have a sad vibe. (slowed down songs)

sometimes, it’s not that person that we miss, but the feeling when we’re with them :)
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  • @alonelost2561
    @alonelost2561 Жыл бұрын

    Why am I not the first choice...?( a sad slowed playlist) - kzread.info/dash/bejne/rKSnt9lpd7OfqLA.html

  • @Cosm1cCream

    @Cosm1cCream

    Жыл бұрын

    Congrats its gotten over 6 million views so far. It's a good playlist and it starts off strong minded

  • @sakthi7178

    @sakthi7178

    Жыл бұрын

    Please make Spotify playlists with these songs

  • @eurichamaier4654

    @eurichamaier4654

    Жыл бұрын

    Yes pls a Spotify playlist

  • @igyeatx1755

    @igyeatx1755

    Жыл бұрын

    ​ 1❤////////////////////////////////////////////////////

  • @edvardsw1353

    @edvardsw1353

    Жыл бұрын

    fr why not

  • @imok.sadness
    @imok.sadness2 жыл бұрын

    this generation is broken.

  • @OpheliaBlackPotter

    @OpheliaBlackPotter

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sad truth :/

  • @closetweeb892

    @closetweeb892

    2 жыл бұрын

    This exact thought has been living in my head ever since 2022 had begun.

  • @Buddy420

    @Buddy420

    2 жыл бұрын

    Every generation is. Humans are just like that

  • @crackheadjinx1506

    @crackheadjinx1506

    2 жыл бұрын

    yesh sir 💀

  • @tomcatultimate

    @tomcatultimate

    2 жыл бұрын

    so what type of generation do you consider "not broken"? what's making your opinion on the modern gen so bad?

  • @rainnyday8633
    @rainnyday86332 жыл бұрын

    "We are all just teenagers who are tired of this life ,arent we ?"

  • @fivr.

    @fivr.

    2 жыл бұрын

    then get a better life bro, start watching hamza

  • @jolereplica

    @jolereplica

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@fivr. Bro just stfu. Learn to have empathy instead of telling someone to "just do something".

  • @madabaabbas7781

    @madabaabbas7781

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/qGlslZuhhdi6d6g.html Honestly try listening to this. It's really peaceful and gives me inner peace. I'm researching on this. play from :21

  • @hehhs9900

    @hehhs9900

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@fivr. "start watching hamza" 😂😂😂

  • @fivr.

    @fivr.

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@hehhs9900 yes bro he made my life better dont try to ridicule him

  • @soda9835
    @soda983514 күн бұрын

    Someone said “This generation is broken”. It really does feel like it, we’re being introduced to so many new things and new feelings and new situations.. It’s so hard to juggle them all.

  • @xeenoe
    @xeenoe Жыл бұрын

    I used to use these playlists to cry. Now I use them for writing and to calm myself down. It does get better, everyone. You just may not realize until you're okay again. I love you all

  • @Shahad.16

    @Shahad.16

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @xeenoe

    @xeenoe

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Shahad.16 no problem love

  • @lulugraham8998

    @lulugraham8998

    Жыл бұрын

    It did get better but all good things come to an end eventually and I’m back to crying my eyes out as my family sleeps

  • @scarletpetrucci9026

    @scarletpetrucci9026

    Жыл бұрын

    These songs are my comfort zone

  • @tuckerdubz2794

    @tuckerdubz2794

    Жыл бұрын

    My mum kicked me out, my dad sas im useless my brother says i should be put up for adoption, my step mum hates me and tols me to kms my step dad said he would beat me to death if he saw me, that was just this month.. never mind the rest..

  • @RoxasRokusasu
    @RoxasRokusasu2 жыл бұрын

    The moment you walk into your room and you realize that no one knows how unhappy you are

  • @jesh1640

    @jesh1640

    2 жыл бұрын

    sorry to hear that you feel that way, but if you need anyone to talk to I'm here and I hope you feel better soon, much love and God bless ! Psalm 34:18 "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted he rescues those whose spirits are crushed."

  • @anavitoria2307

    @anavitoria2307

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes...

  • @siennarichards3601

    @siennarichards3601

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel that way eveytime my door closes. I feel broken. I want to lay down and never get up.

  • @drwy19

    @drwy19

    2 жыл бұрын

    yah if only they knew how sick i was with this thing they called living.

  • @jesh1640

    @jesh1640

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@siennarichards3601 I'm sorry you feel that way, but would like to let you know things will get better eventually, you will smile and laugh again even if it seems far off. So pleaser never give up one keep on pushing, much love and God bless ! Matthew 11:28“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."

  • @kaitlynwagner7257
    @kaitlynwagner72572 жыл бұрын

    When you're finally recovering but one small thing happens and everything you've worked so hard for comes crashing down.

  • @manon1323

    @manon1323

    2 жыл бұрын

    When it happens, stay fixed on your positions. Stay strong and brave and find a reason to continue fighting. Life is that, a party where no one dances and you have to make a difference and start dancing. I don’t know who you are buddy but I went through this, if I succeeded you will also succeed. Love u man

  • @noa9786

    @noa9786

    2 жыл бұрын

    I can relate…

  • @saltychocolate8567

    @saltychocolate8567

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm sending lots of hugs

  • @fauldz6892

    @fauldz6892

    2 жыл бұрын

    ❤️

  • @lisalatham2833

    @lisalatham2833

    2 жыл бұрын

    This. This is exactly what happened to me today. On my bday 😭

  • @gerbie.
    @gerbie.8 ай бұрын

    100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. To hear “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong we all got sad times dont worry it will be fine

  • @yousrahizkil1616

    @yousrahizkil1616

    7 ай бұрын

  • @lolaliuo8876

    @lolaliuo8876

    7 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @2Bsyn

    @2Bsyn

    6 ай бұрын

    Reason to stay alive. Cuz i am.

  • @DraUgeN-yi9jg

    @DraUgeN-yi9jg

    6 ай бұрын

    what if you can't?

  • @ryz1102

    @ryz1102

    5 ай бұрын

    well i cried

  • @relaxingmusicandsoothingso6174
    @relaxingmusicandsoothingso6174 Жыл бұрын

    To YOU reading this, I pray that whatever is bothering and hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May all the negativity, dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind and may clarity replace confusion. May your life be filled with peace, love, compassion, clarity, and companionship.

  • @gromowdiman85

    @gromowdiman85

    10 күн бұрын

    Спасибо!

  • @kai_xie
    @kai_xie2 жыл бұрын

    isn't it depressing when pain starts to feel like home?

  • @shayna13

    @shayna13

    2 жыл бұрын

    Sadly I know this feeling and it's been feeling like home for idk how long , it feels like one day it gets better and you forget the pain until you screw up and it starts all over again it will get better I promise for maby one day or forever it will get better .just remember pain is where we think our home is until we find the actual road home we'll forget our bad memories from our pain filled days and start new memories in our new home . Hope this helps also I really do know what your feeling and it sucks just find at least one way to vent like find a vent playlist and comment what your feeling ik it helps me

  • @beelzemobabbity

    @beelzemobabbity

    2 жыл бұрын

    It’s just so much easier, it’s familiar. Being happy is hard but being hurt, crying never is

  • @ritalinrat2145

    @ritalinrat2145

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’ve gotten so used to having constant physical pain and always being lonely that when that starts to change, nothing feels right. Like things shouldn’t be that way. Pain just let’s you know youre alive, right?

  • @tahliabarker6557

    @tahliabarker6557

    2 жыл бұрын

    or when your just waiting for the sadness and pain to kick in after a happy day

  • @caseohswaffles

    @caseohswaffles

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes. Home isn’t home anymore.😕

  • @hodaelkashouty5068
    @hodaelkashouty5068 Жыл бұрын

    songs: I am here to let out your tears bed: I am here whenever you are tired mirror: I understand you rain: I am here to cry with you pillow: I am here to comfort you cloud: I am here to cover reality eyes: i am here to hold your tears

  • @alex_the_weird_person2341

    @alex_the_weird_person2341

    Жыл бұрын

    so true.

  • @gaspersnakes

    @gaspersnakes

    Жыл бұрын

    you describe me

  • @sovazz5320

    @sovazz5320

    Жыл бұрын

    cheesy asf 💀💀

  • @user-tw4xw9vs1c

    @user-tw4xw9vs1c

    Жыл бұрын

    Beautiful

  • @themattmen4205

    @themattmen4205

    Жыл бұрын

    And dont forget your stoffen animals you have since you were born Stuffed animals: we are here to help you

  • @unknownjenko7065
    @unknownjenko7065 Жыл бұрын

    If your reading this I'm so sorry. The pain your going through you is unbearable I know...but I'm so proud of you for being here today despite the way your feeling . That takes power and your so strong . I love you

  • @leahloves617

    @leahloves617

    Жыл бұрын

    tysm i needed this even tho i don't know you and all but ilysm and tysm for being so kind ily

  • @Ecomkhalifa

    @Ecomkhalifa

    10 ай бұрын

    Whats ur snap qt

  • @pseudosalmon
    @pseudosalmon2 жыл бұрын

    Dont yall just love how comforting sad music can be?

  • @Makamo_0n

    @Makamo_0n

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yea

  • @astridmiya5158

    @astridmiya5158

    2 жыл бұрын

    ofc.

  • @urlocalfolklorian

    @urlocalfolklorian

    2 жыл бұрын

    It’s like you’re not alone, I need that everyday

  • @avaheather1514

    @avaheather1514

    Жыл бұрын

    its so comforting. sometimes music can be a home..

  • @Hikanaru_Dies

    @Hikanaru_Dies

    Жыл бұрын

    yes

  • @youngko148
    @youngko1482 жыл бұрын

    To listen to this playlist, in bed, headphones on, ac blowing cold air on your skin, thinking about how far you've come...one of the best feelings ever

  • @snakergamingyt6884

    @snakergamingyt6884

    2 жыл бұрын

    🙂

  • @aaliyahalmazan4445

    @aaliyahalmazan4445

    2 жыл бұрын

    or phone under pillow, laying down with ur eyes closed, pitch black in your room, the ac or fan on (or both)😩

  • @ImCasper_12

    @ImCasper_12

    2 жыл бұрын

    Or in dark, looking at the ceiling, thinking about how you have barely accomplished anything, one of the worst

  • @madabaabbas7781

    @madabaabbas7781

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/qGlslZuhhdi6d6g.html Honestly try listening to this. It's really peaceful and gives me inner peace. I'm researching on this. play from :21

  • @agnesvang2093

    @agnesvang2093

    2 жыл бұрын

    Youre me but before me 🥺.

  • @Zyrox71
    @Zyrox71 Жыл бұрын

    If your reading this, I just want to let you know.. -Its ok to have a bad day -Its ok to be sad for a little while -Its ok to focus on yourself for a little while, instead of others. It may not feel like it, but there is at least one person in this world that cares about you and would do almost anything for you. You are enough❤ If you feel like giving up. Don't. Don't ever give up because surviving the storm will be worth seeing the rainbow. There is happiness waiting for you, once you make it past the pain. If you need to cry, then remember that it's ok to cry and vent to somebody about your problems, for once. If you don't have anybody to vent to, remember that you can always vent to people online or in the comment section right here :) Scroll down to reach the rainbow :) 🌧🌧 🌧🌧 YOU CAN DO IT!❤ I BELIVE IN YOU❤❤❤ 🌈🌈 YOU DID IT! ❤ I knew you could do it :) Now go and reach your rainbow❤ I believe in you.

  • @Rayn_terndo

    @Rayn_terndo

    Жыл бұрын

    Im dead

  • @Ex-yr6iz

    @Ex-yr6iz

    Жыл бұрын

    Bro u made me cry, like I'm thanking u cuz u are one amazing person!❤️❤️❤️

  • @lininili7910

    @lininili7910

    Жыл бұрын

    I love you so so much. You are amazing

  • @leahloves617

    @leahloves617

    Жыл бұрын

    aww tysm i really needed that here's a daily reminder: you are loved

  • @AdmiralSaul1810

    @AdmiralSaul1810

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this… 😔

  • @Hitkendlofi
    @Hitkendlofi Жыл бұрын

    ✨ To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. I hope peace and calmness fill your life.

  • @itzcarrot8008

    @itzcarrot8008

    Жыл бұрын

    Ily ❤️

  • @Hitkendlofi

    @Hitkendlofi

    Жыл бұрын

    @@itzcarrot8008 To the person who sees my worth more than I do, thank you.❤

  • @tayahosenko6160

    @tayahosenko6160

    Жыл бұрын

    ily thank you

  • @boizakhter7890

    @boizakhter7890

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm alone no friends I'm upset

  • @Hitkendlofi

    @Hitkendlofi

    Жыл бұрын

    @@boizakhter7890 I will always be here for you. I will always listen. I will give to you till the end of time. With me, you will never be alone.

  • @ina7233
    @ina72332 жыл бұрын

    We're all in the same game; just different levels. Dealing with the same hell; just different devils

  • @4th.hokages_son627

    @4th.hokages_son627

    2 жыл бұрын

    i like that one.

  • @Ratwith-ahat2.0

    @Ratwith-ahat2.0

    Жыл бұрын

    Yeah that’s a good one for sure. Basically explains this generation. Sucks to be us ngl.

  • @Hikanaru_Dies

    @Hikanaru_Dies

    Жыл бұрын

    Mhm

  • @saudiaarab4317

    @saudiaarab4317

    Жыл бұрын

    Holy shit

  • @user-is1si6is9i
    @user-is1si6is9i2 жыл бұрын

    when a playlist starts with "Je te laisserai des mots (slowed)", you know it's gonna be good

  • @emanoelyferreira2385

    @emanoelyferreira2385

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yup, this song is my favorite

  • @justadirectioner28

    @justadirectioner28

    2 жыл бұрын

    i just don't know how to feel about this song... it brings back so many memories but also breaks my heart every time i hear it. my boyfriend cheated on me the whole of our relationship. I really don't feel good because it was my very first relationship. Now I'm sitting here and crying because once again I wasn't good enough for anyone. don't ask why I'm telling this. I saw Hazza on the profile picture and just wrote without thinking sorry for the disturbance or something. All the love xx

  • @user-is1si6is9i

    @user-is1si6is9i

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@justadirectioner28 I'm so sorry to hear about this luv, we're all in this together. i honestly don't understand why some people would ever do such things so i don't trust people easily. tpwk & have a good rest of your day

  • @maroiswag1800

    @maroiswag1800

    2 жыл бұрын

    Literally that's my opinion

  • @imomen4134

    @imomen4134

    2 жыл бұрын

    Exactly , invokes indescribable feelings....

  • @snowy7080
    @snowy7080 Жыл бұрын

    sad songs always hit even when you’re not sad

  • @CIeansing

    @CIeansing

    Жыл бұрын

    Weird

  • @tanvigaikwad882

    @tanvigaikwad882

    Жыл бұрын

    Fr

  • @barcode2008

    @barcode2008

    9 ай бұрын

    I had one of the best days of my life at a party today amd once my sister played a song with the lyrics "if your sad and you know it and you dont really wanna show it clap your hands" literally close to the end i started crying and desperately seeked for comfort. So yes, this is just 100% true

  • @suckd1ckmf
    @suckd1ckmf Жыл бұрын

    0:00 - Je te laisserai des mots 3:11 - As the world caves in 7:20 - The night we met 11:02 - Apocalypse 16:33 - I found 22:10 - The wisps sing 27:59 - Only (by RY X) 33:45 - Hearing (by Sleeping at last) 39:12 - Where's my love 43:59 - Where is my mind (by Maxence Cyrin) 47:24 - Rosyln 53:26 - Heal 57:20 - Hurricane (by Fleurie) 1:03:14 - Nuvole bianche Its currently 3:10am and i am sleep deptived so just tell me if i got any wrong

  • @ludovicolaguardia5721

    @ludovicolaguardia5721

    Жыл бұрын

    thank u man. U deserve the best.

  • @addisoncooper2202

    @addisoncooper2202

    Жыл бұрын

    thank you so very much bro idk what i would do without u❤️

  • @pixiedqsty6688

    @pixiedqsty6688

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank u 🙏

  • @petartaushanov209

    @petartaushanov209

    Жыл бұрын

    Ur an inspiration to all of us . Remember that

  • @sebsxxo

    @sebsxxo

    Жыл бұрын

    God bless you❤️ i hope you have a great life mate

  • @chloee.shorts
    @chloee.shorts2 жыл бұрын

    Sleep isn’t just about sleeping It’s an escape from reality. Edit: this is me 1 year ago form when I posted that comment 7.2k is unbelievable thanks so much and to anyone that's struggling it gets better I promise 🫂

  • @denis370

    @denis370

    2 жыл бұрын

    even in my sleep everything haunts me....

  • @mhm8075

    @mhm8075

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@denis370 fr, getting to a point where u really want to escape

  • @crazyguy6663

    @crazyguy6663

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yess scaping in tjis society

  • @denis370

    @denis370

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@mhm8075 The difficult thing is there is nothing more where I can escape from

  • @mhm8075

    @mhm8075

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@denis370 yeah it definitely feels like there’s nothing left tbh, but i hope what your saying doesn’t have anything to do with hurting yourself hopefully.

  • @flor7828
    @flor78282 жыл бұрын

    I've genuinely never felt so alone.

  • @TheGamingLeopard95

    @TheGamingLeopard95

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel like this every night

  • @varshaparghi3595

    @varshaparghi3595

    2 жыл бұрын

    You're nt alone

  • @Croctartine

    @Croctartine

    2 жыл бұрын

    If you think that, then trust me my friend, it means that you will never get that feeling again. You have to make that choice consciously, and start talking to people. And i know it’s really scary, but i recently started to open up more with people in my class, in groups. It’s worth it. You may not become best friends with them, but you’ll see that can make connections with just about anyone. You are never truly alone. YOU can change that

  • @flor7828

    @flor7828

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Croctartine Yeah. I was in a really long depressive episode, having trouble feeling my worth and detached myself from everybody, but at the end of last month the person that I thought I would die without left, (it was genuinely super toxic) and of course I cried, but I felt this weight lift off of my shoulders. Instead of feeling that I had to please him, it was letting go that made me feel so much better. I met some more people, and now I'm talking to a guy that genuinely treats me well, life is genuinely looking up right now.

  • @flor7828

    @flor7828

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Croctartine Nvm.

  • @Lava_Zoid
    @Lava_Zoid2 жыл бұрын

    To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

  • @luk4s_82

    @luk4s_82

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are great. The text is amazing and it really made me feel things. (I don't really know how to express my feelings right now and even less in a language different than Spanish but I think that feel things is a great "definition") I have to say thank you. I was going to stop reading a couple times, it's a long text, but I didn't, and I'm proud I didn't. You deserve a lot my friends, you deserve the fkicng world. I have to say thank you. Thank you from every person you have helped in your life, help you from every person' mood you have improved. I'm not like really depressed or anything, but even then the text is just... so perfect, so beautiful Like you. You are a beautiful creature, I hope you are proud of yourself, you will change the world (at leat a bit, I'm for sure) Lastly I want to ask you to apply your text to yourself, because I don't really think that that could be written by someone who is not / was not broken at some point. So I hope you are happy, you are doing well. I hope that everything is fine or if it is not that you at least are okey with the no-fine things. I hope you are okey, please continue helping people. You are a great person. Who knows? Someone could be alive because of you. See you my friend.

  • @lexijones3204

    @lexijones3204

    2 жыл бұрын

    you dont know how much i needed someone to tell me this im sobbing now but in a good way ur words are beautiful thank you, genuinely

  • @denistymchik4300

    @denistymchik4300

    2 жыл бұрын

    brother ... THANK YOU for your kind words. I want to hug you

  • @PEENUTSACOUSTIC

    @PEENUTSACOUSTIC

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so so much stranger i appreciate every word of this message. After months of not being able to cry and let it out i was finally able to again, able to let everything out and cry like a fuckin baby again because of this message. I wish you only good things. Thank you so much❤️🙏🏽

  • @maddiehainline7727

    @maddiehainline7727

    2 жыл бұрын

    You don’t know how much I needed this everyone tells me my life is oerfect and I have no reason to cry but my dad is a on and off drug addict and my mom is a now sober but she used to be a drunk but no one asks if I’m ok they just deal with my sisters problem no one ever asks me or tells me there proud of me thank you🥺

  • @CrabONFire1337
    @CrabONFire1337 Жыл бұрын

    Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn :)

  • @Thing4Art

    @Thing4Art

    9 ай бұрын

    i needed that ty❤

  • @KYOUKA_IN_ML

    @KYOUKA_IN_ML

    9 ай бұрын

    It hurts for me to think that I don't know how people be smiling and happy even they don't have achievements, I just don't know.

  • @CrabONFire1337

    @CrabONFire1337

    9 ай бұрын

    Action distinguishes goal from dream. Sometimes you don't need achievements. They only let you be happy for a while. But if you own or have something that makes you happy and smile, you don't need achievements, because it keeps you happy for a longer period of time.

  • @KYOUKA_IN_ML

    @KYOUKA_IN_ML

    9 ай бұрын

    @@CrabONFire1337 yk.. I thought when I was young if I got those (achievements) which I would basically be mad if I lose or I can't get it, I'll find what I want In life, but old habits die hard 💀 thank you tho, appreciate it ❤️ (sry I'm not good at thanking people, apologizing is even worst 😐)

  • @CrabONFire1337

    @CrabONFire1337

    9 ай бұрын

    @@KYOUKA_IN_ML Im also bad apologizing np :). Sometimes it's hard to find something but when you found something hold on to it ❤

  • @isabelladowney7162
    @isabelladowney7162 Жыл бұрын

    I’ve been smoking drinking doing bad things and I’m barely a teenager I can’t cry without music.I’m tired of being tired. I hate everything and everyone but the thing I hate the most is myself I go to bed hoping to wake up a different person. But every morning I feel empty with no purpose lol. Anyways to my fellow people going through a similar thing hope u feel better

  • @benbais8204

    @benbais8204

    14 күн бұрын

    How's everything been over the last year?

  • @SadVibesMusic
    @SadVibesMusic2 жыл бұрын

    sometimes, living in a world of imagination is better for you than living in this cruel world sometimes.

  • @qfqerhweaagfafdgafdg

    @qfqerhweaagfafdgafdg

    2 жыл бұрын

    cringe

  • @madabaabbas7781

    @madabaabbas7781

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/qGlslZuhhdi6d6g.html Honestly try listening to this. It's really peaceful and gives me inner peace. I'm researching on this. play from :21

  • @Mysterious_Person.87

    @Mysterious_Person.87

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@qfqerhweaagfafdgafdg Honestly People Are Bad 😭

  • @lostdracco6744

    @lostdracco6744

    2 жыл бұрын

    cringe, ur just lazy

  • @the.mushi_13

    @the.mushi_13

    2 жыл бұрын

  • @Yuliya1407
    @Yuliya14072 жыл бұрын

    This playlist sounds like heartbreak and freedom. I love it.

  • @katemedvedenko890

    @katemedvedenko890

    2 жыл бұрын

    exactly

  • @yessirski11
    @yessirski11 Жыл бұрын

    i have problems with sleep, with being calm in the night im sad all the time, this playlist makes me so comfortable and helps out so much

  • @elizxh

    @elizxh

    9 ай бұрын

    Espero hayas podido mejorar y te sientas mejor. La tristeza es solo un sentimiento más entre muchos, varias veces no podremos controlarlo, en otras ocasiones no podremos callarla, pero al final sólo es un sentimiento que forma parte de nosotros, hay saber hablar con la tristeza, hay que saber solucionar aquel problema que la causa y si no tiene solución se aprende a vivir con ella, porque sí, forma parte de nosotros. Tómala como si fuese una compañera de vida, pero no dejes que se apodere de ti, no dejes que se apodere y se vuelva monótono, intenta que se vuelva alegría, sonríe, pequeño/a. 🫂🦋

  • @nazinix538
    @nazinix53810 ай бұрын

    Everyone understands each other in the comments

  • @chillstreetmusic
    @chillstreetmusic2 жыл бұрын

    "I can't do it, i dont have motivation. im sorry i cant push myself" "no you're just lazy shut up."

  • @fivr.

    @fivr.

    2 жыл бұрын

    "motivation" dude u dont need motivation to push yourself u just need to do it. u need dicipline not motivation. self improvement > self pity

  • @leoprzytuac3660

    @leoprzytuac3660

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@fivr. You ralize That's not gonna help anybody? it's absolutely true, but you can only see that when you're fine. Saying that to someone whos having trouble getting up from bed isn't gonna fucking help. It just makes YOU feel tougher.

  • @leoprzytuac3660

    @leoprzytuac3660

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@fivr. You're supposed to let someone who actually wants to help (and knows how to) talk to them, if they want to. The problem is that you're oversimplifying things to the point that you can't understand how unhelpful you are. If you're depressed you can't "just do something", it's much more complex than that. I'm growing really tired of all that bro-psychology bullshit.

  • @jolereplica

    @jolereplica

    2 жыл бұрын

    ​@@fivr. You clearly do not know how it feels, do you? Being depressed is way more complex than what you believe it to be. It's like telling someone who is drowning "Just swim, I don't get the problem here". Maybe falling into it yourself would maybe make you realize how hard it really is. Instead of having the will to get out of it, most actually want to kill themselves because they cannot handle it. And all you are saying is "they should just get back up if they fall into depression" like if it was a switch in the back of your head that you can turn on and off whenever. Maybe learn t have empathy for others and not think everything is the easiest shit just because you possibly never went through it.

  • @jolereplica

    @jolereplica

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@leoprzytuac3660 I really do not get how some people think it's the easiest shit just because they never went through it themselves and lack empathy. I rarely am like this, but I honestly wish FivR falls into depression to understand how hard it is. Such an ignorant person.

  • @Katelyn0808
    @Katelyn08082 жыл бұрын

    You know that feeling when your just laying in silence right after crying for a long time? I've learned that this playlist makes it hit different.

  • @RelaxMusicForSleep_

    @RelaxMusicForSleep_

    Жыл бұрын

    Do you want to listen to music to relax, study or focus? I think you should listen to soothing music to relax. Please visit my neodic music channel. see you.🙂 🎹 🤎

  • @elenatockner
    @elenatockner2 ай бұрын

    He just leaves me alone when I need him the most..

  • @leechanaegi
    @leechanaegi Жыл бұрын

    The worst feeling is when you can't explain why are you sad💔 I like your videos so much 😊💜

  • @its_nadesh
    @its_nadesh2 жыл бұрын

    These songs made me realize how much my inner child needed a hug, such a bittersweet feeling.

  • @mn-um8tl

    @mn-um8tl

    Жыл бұрын

    Omg this comment actually made me start crying 🫠

  • @Clevenider.

    @Clevenider.

    Жыл бұрын

    May the peace of my Jesus be with you, don't be shaken by anything in this life because it is fleeting, don't get distracted by the useless things of this life, but seek God while He is close because He is eternal life.

  • @kimminsu2073

    @kimminsu2073

    Жыл бұрын

    😭😭😭

  • @Karolinaaa_yxz237

    @Karolinaaa_yxz237

    Жыл бұрын

    Sim...

  • @kebap5951

    @kebap5951

    Жыл бұрын

    take this L

  • @Leaaa5
    @Leaaa52 жыл бұрын

    We gotta respect our pillow for catching our Tears when nobody does

  • @bubblyblxssoms4371

    @bubblyblxssoms4371

    Жыл бұрын

    thats so true

  • @Clevenider.

    @Clevenider.

    Жыл бұрын

    May the peace of my Jesus be with you, don't be shaken by anything in this life because it is fleeting, don't get distracted by the useless things of this life, but seek God while He is close because He is eternal life.

  • @romeoromeo1120

    @romeoromeo1120

    Жыл бұрын

    mine took so much tears in it those days.

  • @lovemy_chocolatte

    @lovemy_chocolatte

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Clevenider. ❤

  • @ChocoMilk.o_o

    @ChocoMilk.o_o

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Clevenider. thank you so much for the beautiful message ❤ that nothing matters but god, through him, with him and in him, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, all glory and honor is yours almighty Father, forever and ever Amen.

  • @jamunasahu9054
    @jamunasahu9054 Жыл бұрын

    Our generation likes darkness, loneliness,and don't wanna attached with anyone 😔

  • @HeyMomonia

    @HeyMomonia

    3 ай бұрын

    It's not that we like it Some of us don't have a choice Life's been hard since i was born and it's getting worse When i isolate myself it's to not put down others with me I want to get attached but too often i got disappointed in people And when you've been in the dark for so long you have to learn to appreciate it to not completely lose your mind Finding beauty in this abyss is the reason i'm still here

  • @adriannaavillion6931
    @adriannaavillion69312 жыл бұрын

    Pov: You're in 12th grade, listening to this at 12:38 in the morning. Your room is incased in darkness, it's pouring outside. You have your headphones on as you lay on your side looking out the window. you realize slowly that school is almost over. that you will have to,well, be an adult soon enough... you're not ready. you want to go back, to the good old days as they say. you wish you could just re-live your entire life, you feel as if you didn't live it enough. you took all that time for granted. you thought this would last forever. you start to cry, realizing that you'll never be able to go back. you'll never be able to relive it again. you realize that these, right now, are the last moments. that right now, you're wasting your time when you could be doing something. but it's too late now." why try now?" you tell yourself. you cry knowing that every second you wasted in the past was a grave mistake. you soon fall asleep, wondering what you have done with your life to end up here, and why you didn't cherish the moments you should have. the words you could have said, the places you could have gone, the friends you could have made, along with the many memories you could have had right now if you had just chosen to live in the moment. I just wish I could rewind time, to live everything all over again.

  • @lilypad_2137

    @lilypad_2137

    Жыл бұрын

    tell me, are you living in the present now? instead of living through the memories of the past are you savouring every moment thats already passing you in this current time?

  • @yatansehrawat3570

    @yatansehrawat3570

    Жыл бұрын

    realatable af

  • @gurkensohnyt

    @gurkensohnyt

    Жыл бұрын

    your comment helped me a lot, thanks

  • @taylorswiftie.taylorsversion

    @taylorswiftie.taylorsversion

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm starting "real" high school as opposed to junior high this year. (my school is set up weird) but even now this rocked me to my core. I'm shaking and crying so much I can barely see through my tears. I think about things like this often, about how I've wasted so much time and how quickly everything is happening, it feels like I started junior high just yesterday. I'm so scared that my life is going to keep flying by this fast and that I wont be able to enjoy it before it's over. I'm so scared that I'm going to miss everything. I can't do that. I cant let that happen.

  • @dydyou1526

    @dydyou1526

    Жыл бұрын

    Your comment helped me a lot to understand a lot of things. even if it’s not a lot all I can say to you is thanks you

  • @Pupoet-Master
    @Pupoet-Master2 жыл бұрын

    Pov: ..You've been scrolling for hours on your phone, your tired and feel a bit out of it, a little sad. The wind from your fan blows on your warm skin, your blankets over you and keep half of your other body warm as you look for some sad playlist to vibe too and soon (hopefully) get right to sleep while it's still dark outside

  • @Raven_is_fruity

    @Raven_is_fruity

    2 жыл бұрын

    Fr tho

  • @seanigel2849

    @seanigel2849

    2 жыл бұрын

    literally me rn.

  • @iagocaoiolive1902

    @iagocaoiolive1902

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ayo, where in my room have you got the camera??

  • @Pupoet-Master

    @Pupoet-Master

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@iagocaoiolive1902 I'll never tell my secrets

  • @mauw7741
    @mauw7741 Жыл бұрын

    This just peace, it's a safe place If you're reading this, i really hope the best for u and your life. You got this ♡

  • @jordynstandafer1504

    @jordynstandafer1504

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you. I wish the best to you as I receive the best from you.

  • @mauw7741

    @mauw7741

    Жыл бұрын

    @@jordynstandafer1504 ty my love ♡

  • @Honeylungs720

    @Honeylungs720

    Жыл бұрын

    Thanks

  • @mauw7741

    @mauw7741

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Honeylungs720 you're welcome ♡

  • @doroti0912
    @doroti0912 Жыл бұрын

    This is absolutely comforting, i never realized how much these types of songs can comfort people. thank you for this playlist

  • @CIeansing

    @CIeansing

    Жыл бұрын

    Asked

  • @fuzzy1296
    @fuzzy12962 жыл бұрын

    I feel alone no matter how many people i'm surrounded with, it hurts a lot , but I'm so used to it.

  • @dextermods4019

    @dextermods4019

    Жыл бұрын

    If you reading this, God loves you so much, jesus christ he can heal the broken in you, He can give you new things that is better, he can save you and give his love to you, He died for our sins on the cross Believe in him, and everything will be okay! (Say this, Jesus christ i need you right now, if you are real Fill me with your love and peace, Show me how much you love me, i give my burdens to you)

  • @sakura_mochi5623

    @sakura_mochi5623

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel the same

  • @larsanor6653

    @larsanor6653

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel the same :(

  • @Pimmie0132

    @Pimmie0132

    Жыл бұрын

    Same but in my friendgroup we have an uneven amount of people so everyone has a best friend but i dont

  • @lia_faichney20
    @lia_faichney202 жыл бұрын

    I don't even know why i' m sad. nothing bad happened. I just god a random wave of sadness. this playlist is comforting to me though. I'm sitting in the dark with this playing in my headphones, just crying in silence. thank you for this playlist. I'll never get sick of your videos. take care of yourselves everyone

  • @stelllaaaaaaa

    @stelllaaaaaaa

    2 жыл бұрын

    honestly same, I just hung out with a friend and now I'm sick of them. For no real reason either, they are an amazing person and have amazing a personality I just don't like them like I once did. Now I feel like crap for it. I'm homeschooled too so it isn't like I can just find new friends I just have to stick with them. I've just been feeling like sh!t lately and I honestly don't know why. I hope you feel better soon and find people who love you :) -Some stranger on the internets

  • @goatscheese4968

    @goatscheese4968

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@stelllaaaaaaa u might not feel like that about them for a significant time, i get short waves of not liking my friends too. it does feel shit and i’m not sure why it happens (prolly to do with feeling crap) but it doesn’t make us bad people, cuz it’s not our actual attitude to them (normally).

  • @DogesWrld

    @DogesWrld

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@stelllaaaaaaa I feel the exact same way with my old friends I try putting in effort to get back what we used to have but it will never be the same and it makes me sad

  • @stelllaaaaaaa

    @stelllaaaaaaa

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@goatscheese4968 it feels good knowing it’s not just me now :) I think it also has something to do with the difference in mental age too, I am so so much more mature then them, but I’m not saying anything. I did something recently and I got to hang out with people older than me and I felt amazing, like finally, people I can connect with, but it only lasted a week and after that I was back to hanging out with people so much mentally younger than me. I just wish I could have at least one real chance to find someone who’s like me. I also went through a lot of trauma at a young age and had to grow up fast so it’s hard. I really hope it gets better for you darling

  • @earth444lily

    @earth444lily

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Lia Faichney tbh same here but tysm and i hope your taking care of urself too

  • @gizemli..sahs..654
    @gizemli..sahs..654 Жыл бұрын

    Feeling alone at home and feeling alone among millions of people on the street is not the same feeling, this is a very crushing feeling. It is true that if a person loves himself, even if he gets used to loneliness, he prays for those pure love stories in the world to happen to him, but it is completely different if he is afraid that this prayer will come true one day. it's a feeling, I hope and wish that everyone can find their soulmate, even if it's difficult, even if they look at a screen in a place, you should know that your soulmate exists. It's not your spouse, on the contrary, you should be happy that you didn't spend your life with the wrong person, and now everything will be the other way around. Avoid attaching meaning to every person, because you can't give your life and your life to every person you pass on the street, in this case, you will be exhausted and you will waste the energy allocated to meeting new people in your life. Please take advantage of my words. And don't forget whatever you are in, water crazy or innocent, strong or weak, whatever situation you are in, there is someone here in Azerbaijan who understands you, you are loved :)

  • @km10023
    @km10023 Жыл бұрын

    to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend. “Water Fountain - Alec Benjamin” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. -love kay

  • @vlcvt

    @vlcvt

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you. You're such an amazing person

  • @alexxvr4260

    @alexxvr4260

    Жыл бұрын

    if i could give you anything you wanted on this earth id do anything to make sure you have it. you are what this world needs and more

  • @Anselmarlo

    @Anselmarlo

    Жыл бұрын

    Jesus Christ i didnt ask for a long sentence☹️

  • @km10023

    @km10023

    Жыл бұрын

    @@alexxvr4260 Much love

  • @firehoming2101

    @firehoming2101

    Жыл бұрын

    too long didn't read 🤡

  • @tahliabarker6557
    @tahliabarker65572 жыл бұрын

    this feels like running away from all the toxic people in your life and having earphones in playing this at a bus stop in the rain/ dark waiting for something good to finally happen.

  • @skylabradley3209
    @skylabradley32092 жыл бұрын

    you know its bad when crying feels better than smiling

  • @quintonjones5419

    @quintonjones5419

    Жыл бұрын

    Well sometimes there is nothing to smile about

  • @aiyorii

    @aiyorii

    Жыл бұрын

    @@quintonjones5419 exactly

  • @sunrise9291

    @sunrise9291

    Жыл бұрын

    Sometimes its rlly better to cry. And let out ur pain.

  • @PurpleShadowWizard

    @PurpleShadowWizard

    Жыл бұрын

    Or when you cry yourself to sleep, and hope you never wake up, but live in your dreams.

  • @theconsciousmovement9669

    @theconsciousmovement9669

    Жыл бұрын

    Its even worse when you feel like this but are unAble to cry

  • @avadawn1478
    @avadawn1478 Жыл бұрын

    My dad was the best dad I could ever ask for, I love him so much and he was my best friend. He struggled with alcohol addiction and passed away in March, a day after my birthday. My sister and I were the ones who found him. Before his funeral my sister got us these necklaces to hold his ashes in. It’s a little box that says “forever in our hearts” with an Angel wing. I’m currently holding it over my heart, it brings peace to me that I can have him so close to me, but yet he is gone. I miss him so much but I will see him again. fly high dad, I miss you everyday. 🤍🕊

  • @cultgames4023
    @cultgames402310 ай бұрын

    If you are lost and alone and arrived at this message. One day I was like this but I have something for you, God he filled what one day I thought things or people fit. if you feel more alone or lost, on the contrary you will always have company and purpose that for many will be madness, but for you it will be the purest achievement you have always sought!!

  • @randomuser3476
    @randomuser34762 жыл бұрын

    You know its getting bad again when you wind up back on these playlists

  • @angelcarlazegorl9451

    @angelcarlazegorl9451

    Жыл бұрын

    This comment legit made me realize that the feeling I dreaded coming back, came back as I wanted to listen to these playlists again.

  • @angieacabal7942

    @angieacabal7942

    Жыл бұрын

    but they make being sad more comforting tho

  • @Clevenider.

    @Clevenider.

    Жыл бұрын

    May the peace of my Jesus be with you, don't be shaken by anything in this life because it is fleeting, don't get distracted by the useless things of this life, but seek God while He is close because He is eternal life.

  • @ITSMEYAYAY

    @ITSMEYAYAY

    Жыл бұрын

    Just relised it never stopped :')

  • @seifcool

    @seifcool

    Жыл бұрын

    that's damn true, just been running through some shit and suddenly I'm back on these playlists again :')

  • @Lea-dv7ox
    @Lea-dv7ox2 жыл бұрын

    I'm not depressed, i just find these kind of songs very calming lol

  • @robertmclaughlin2402

    @robertmclaughlin2402

    2 жыл бұрын

    Fax

  • @nina-chan1488

    @nina-chan1488

    2 жыл бұрын

    How does it feel to be okay?

  • @realstepper2291

    @realstepper2291

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@nina-chan1488 it feels easy to be honest if that makes sense. Everything just feels good, like a smooth road.

  • @rosepierce9382

    @rosepierce9382

    2 жыл бұрын

    Weird flex but okay

  • @mrwallet1671

    @mrwallet1671

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same here lol

  • @maysara_helfawi1078
    @maysara_helfawi1078 Жыл бұрын

    I wish it was friends or a heartbreak it’s seeing ur family sad and losing each other

  • @itslit7141

    @itslit7141

    Жыл бұрын

    Keep your head up I love you 🤞🏽

  • @OperatorTate
    @OperatorTate Жыл бұрын

    Anybody reading this depressed or mentally distressed. Anybody would be depressed if they were you, you’re not a specific failure. You only feel this way because its unnatural, your body and mind are trying to communicate with you. its up to you to listen to it or not. but i guarantee if you had improved health, fitness, friendships, lovers, family, finance, hobbies,skills. YOU CAN NEVER BE DEPRESSED. Remember you’re probably only 1/5th through the journey of life. start with your body and food. you have a long way to go.

  • @sonnnnnnn
    @sonnnnnnn Жыл бұрын

    When none of your family household members is able to understands you and have no idea what you’re going through and are always complaining that you never get out of your bedroom makes this music even more confortable.

  • @gaspersnakes

    @gaspersnakes

    Жыл бұрын

    so true my mom don't give a f about me she called me ugly fat dumb all the time and my classmates are annoying

  • @calm694

    @calm694

    Жыл бұрын

    @@gaspersnakes feel bad for you, I also have a lot of problems which are torning my mind apart and regretting me to live

  • @gaspersnakes

    @gaspersnakes

    Жыл бұрын

    @@calm694 I get how you feel Hope it gets better soon

  • @turtlewinstherace

    @turtlewinstherace

    Жыл бұрын

    @@gaspersnakes wanna share it with someone, brother?

  • @vinobebo9448
    @vinobebo94482 жыл бұрын

    One of the reasons why I love music is that it sounds different to everyone, depressing fo some , calming for others etc. everyone hears their own version of the song even though we’re all listening to the same thing. It’s incredible.

  • @mrnoobkingyt7686

    @mrnoobkingyt7686

    Жыл бұрын

    Fr

  • @itsresattv6656

    @itsresattv6656

    Жыл бұрын

    It shows you what you really feel and have in your heart.

  • @nataliechia6503

    @nataliechia6503

    Жыл бұрын

    this playlist calms me down so much 🕊️

  • @kf5505

    @kf5505

    Жыл бұрын

    That’s so true

  • @kf5505

    @kf5505

    Жыл бұрын

    That’s so true

  • @logandodson5041
    @logandodson5041 Жыл бұрын

    you know its bad when you feel like you want to feel sad instead of being happy and playing you want to sleep and listen to sad songs, and instead of smiling you want to frown. It just feels better to get it off your chest rather than holding it in.

  • @Izumi911
    @Izumi91110 ай бұрын

    ❤To Those Who Need It❤: Just be yourself. No matter how hard you try or act, you can't be someone else. They yell, and they preach. You've heard it all before. "Be this." Be that!" You've heard it all before. "Big boys don't cry." Shoot low, aim high. "Eat up, stay thin." Stand out, fit in. "Good girls don't fight, be you, dress right. White face, tan skin." Stand out, fit in. Society's expectations are too high, and they all apply gender and whatnot to everything. A guy could be minding his own business, maybe wearing "girly" clothes or something, and will be judged for it without reason, or maybe a guy could be crying about whatever it is that's got him upset, but people will judge and say: "Oh, stop crying and being so dramatic. You're a man, get over it." Or maybe a girl could be doing something like joining a sport, people might say something like "What are you doing? Only guys play sports." Or something stupid like that. There are people who probably call some of you overweight or say that you need to exercise more, or- something along that line, and I just wanna say, that regardless of what they say, you aren't overweight, and I know some of you are probably thinking: "oh but I am." Or "you're just some stranger on the internet, what would know." But I mean what I say- regardless of whether or not I know you, I don't view you as "overweight" I more so like to think of it as more personality, or more love that you're able to give. [Sorry if that didn't make sense-] Regardless of what anybody says, you are who you are. Why care what others think? If people don't like you for being yourself, they're probably just jealous that they don't have the confidence to do the same. Just know that all of you, reading this or not; You matter. You're important. You're beautiful/handsome. You're not ugly. You are valid. You're cared for. You are loved. [I know there's a lot that I've missed, and there's more to than what I've just said, but I'm writing this at- 1am, and I'm tired lmao. Whether or not I'll end up editing this, i dunno.] Even though I'm a stranger on the internet just know that I love y'all. ❤

  • @valentineobodnikov4988
    @valentineobodnikov49882 жыл бұрын

    You know I live in Ukraine, and every hour or so I hear sirens, explosions. To keep my sanity I put my headphones on and turn the music on, but only the sad one is one that makes me feel like home.

  • @ItsSpeedy7

    @ItsSpeedy7

    2 жыл бұрын

    hi :) I hope you are doing okay. It must be tough hearing those sirens and explosions. I live in America so there still is the blessing of peace, but to be quite honest I don't think this peace is doing to last. Anyway, I just wanted to say that I am praying for your country and now you. Love, a stranger ❤

  • @kari5688

    @kari5688

    2 жыл бұрын

    i hope you are staying safe in these times! stay safe my friend

  • @lizcreatesthings5342

    @lizcreatesthings5342

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hang in and be strong. No human should have to go through what you are. No matter how bleak find hope. More importantly find safety for yourself and the people that you care about. I hope you and your country find peace and freedom from the watchful eyes and controlling hands of Russia. Stay brave, keep your sanity, and most importantly keep your hope.

  • @l0v3r.a62

    @l0v3r.a62

    2 жыл бұрын

    Praying for you and everyone out there! stay strong. stay safe love

  • @Fatimah_

    @Fatimah_

    2 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry no one deserves to go through this i am praying for you i hope your country can find the peace and freedom trust me everything is gonna be okay i love you

  • @SteelerBunyion
    @SteelerBunyion2 жыл бұрын

    Listening to this while I talk to my friends and smile and laugh, it makes me so sad knowing that I can never go back to the past where things were always smiles and laughs

  • @RelaxMusicForSleep_

    @RelaxMusicForSleep_

    Жыл бұрын

    Do you want to listen to music to relax, study or focus? I think you should listen to soothing music to relax. Please visit my neodic music channel. see you.🌼 ☘ 🌷

  • @Clevenider.

    @Clevenider.

    Жыл бұрын

    May the peace of my Jesus be with you, don't be shaken by anything in this life because it is fleeting, don't get distracted by the useless things of this life, but seek God while He is close because He is eternal life.

  • @shunsukexz_
    @shunsukexz_ Жыл бұрын

    Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying Mirror: don't worry I know your true self Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad Blanket: Hug me if you're sad Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS LOVE YOURSELF 🖤

  • @_csinti_

    @_csinti_

    Жыл бұрын

    i hope the best for you, stay safe. you're important 🤍

  • @-.yourlocalfriend.-1079
    @-.yourlocalfriend.-1079 Жыл бұрын

    That one feeling where you just want someone to be proud of you and you dont want to feel so alone. That feeling is a constant pain and the only way to cope is just draw. Drawing and drawing and zone out to the music and feel numb. Just me? And notice how out thousands and thousands of people have different ways to cope? Its honestly amazing to see our perfect minds work beautifully. Isn't it great to just be you sometimes? Does it feel almost relieving to know you're safe? May god bless each and every one of your souls. And hopefully sleep well. Afterall, we all are special in one unique way.

  • @apostleM1
    @apostleM12 жыл бұрын

    I write this message to all people who may stop by and read this, or scroll over without a second thought. I even write this as a reminder to myself. The days may feel long. Long nights may be cold, and your blankets may not keep you warm. Warm weather will be coming, and it will stay for you. You may be in your feels, or just feeling enough to want to be somewhere. Somewhere out there is a place for you. YOU. ARE. HERE. And here may not be the place you want to be. Being yourself is a place you want to stay. Stay here, wipe your face, fix your shirt, stand up. Up in the sky, countless stars live. Living everyday may be hard, trust me I know. Know that you are loved. Love can come from everywhere, from the people around you, or the thoughts of people who you may not even know yet. Yet, you know you’re loved. YOU. ARE. LOVED. When times may feel like it’s slowing, then take that moment to yourself. Wipe your tears, look at the sky. Watch the white dots move. Listen to the wind blowing. Smell the air, look at the vast space above our heads. I know that wherever you are, no matter who you are, or who you want to be. Love will find it’s way to you. Remember, the first step to receiving love is to spread it. Share a hug, give someone a compliment, or just smile and wave. Show someone around you that they’re loved. And you’ll be on their mind that much more, and you’ll receive that positive energy. Soon, you’ll be amazed at what you find in your future. You’re loved. You’re needed. Thank you for staying here beside us. We thank you. I love you. Read it again. I love you. Say it again. I love you. I’m so very proud of you for bringing your emotions to us, and giving us your trust. You are your own person, and we will always respect and love you. Although we are all alone and lost, one day our own Apostle will find it’s way to our feet. And you’ll get the love you deserve. I just know it. Just trust yourself first. Take your own steps at your own pace. Don’t force yourself, you got this. Thank you for being here. You’re free to read this message again, and again, and again. I hope you stay with us. I love you. Thank you for everything. Take good care of yourself.

  • @maxbailey4079

    @maxbailey4079

    2 жыл бұрын

    I love this

  • @da_fapper_skuzz3845

    @da_fapper_skuzz3845

    2 жыл бұрын

    love did find its way huh. a Brazilian woman. thats my love

  • @gapaax9745

    @gapaax9745

    2 жыл бұрын

    damn, those are some deep and beautifull words. I went through some stuff lately and a few days ago i spoke with the one person that was causing the "damage". It helped a lot. I got what i was looking for... an explanation of why she did what she did. Its still a bit sad and all but at least i know why now. And it makes me happy to know that maybe one day we gonna be close friends again... Maybe. But if not, at least i got some pretty memories.

  • @Fatimah_

    @Fatimah_

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are amazing i love you sm for this i hope you’re safe and happy and achieve all what you want idk but i feel like you are so kind and cute person irl your family,friends etc..are lucky that they have you have a wonderful day

  • @Prollyhlgh

    @Prollyhlgh

    2 жыл бұрын

    love you bro got me crying in my room lol

  • @Xxnonymuz
    @Xxnonymuz2 жыл бұрын

    I know we don’t know each other and I don’t deserve your time but if you’d spare me a few minutes I’d really appreciate it. Im sure it’s late at night and you feel alone just listening to this playlist. I know it hurts, all the pain, the built up anger, the sadness, you wanna just give up on everything because your life may not be going the way you want. I know you’re strong enough to get through it, there’s going to be days that pain still hurts but ik you can push through it, fuck what everyone else thinks about you and chase your fucking dreams, don’t ever let anyone try bringing you down. You gonna meet fake people down the road but you can’t let them take away your happiness, you can’t be depressed if they cut you off, you gotta remember this is your life and the next second isn’t promised but you have to make the best of every moment you can. I know you don’t think you can do it, but if no one else does I believe in you, cuz I’m experiencing the same thing…

  • @user-uq2mx4sw4e

    @user-uq2mx4sw4e

    2 жыл бұрын

    thank you

  • @chrysoulascollection7659

    @chrysoulascollection7659

    Жыл бұрын

    i got emotional while reading your message :(

  • @exojvy
    @exojvy8 күн бұрын

    i feel numb to almost everything so when i hear anything sad i love it bc it actually makes me feel something

  • @amycampbell6042
    @amycampbell6042 Жыл бұрын

    from someone who is struggling rn i’m praying for all of you guys who are here for the same reason as me.

  • @YazairaG
    @YazairaG Жыл бұрын

    I pray that every single person listening to this music who is broken hearted, may heal from that and find true joy and peace! I promise you it gets better

  • @sl00f_xx10

    @sl00f_xx10

    Жыл бұрын

    It gets better before it gets worse

  • @Trauma_zooted

    @Trauma_zooted

    Жыл бұрын

    How does it get better without them ❤️‍🩹

  • @erennrmakk

    @erennrmakk

    Жыл бұрын

    It wont

  • @HeyMomonia

    @HeyMomonia

    3 ай бұрын

    It didn't get better for me I'm 28 and it's getting worse and worse Sometimes someone likes a comment of me from years ago And all i can think about is "buddy you don't know how it'll get" I think if i showed my younger self where I'll get i'll probably just paint the wall in red I'm so close to being completely broken if it's not already the case

  • @earlgray7920
    @earlgray79202 жыл бұрын

    Often times I find myself sitting, in my room, my car, just staring off and thinking. The day replays in my head, and I can't stop it. I rethink events that happened years ago that were so trivial. I wonder where my life is going. I wonder where I would be if I had done something different. I drive as fast as my mind will let me, and it helps. When I'm alone on an empty highway, with my sad music playing, I can truly think. No one to talk to, no one to think about. It's just the road, my music, and me. Oddly, on every drive, the urge to slam into a guardrail at 140mph creeps into my mind. I have to keep pushing it out. "I have to keep going", I tell myself, though I never know quite why. Great playlist, this will be added to my driving list.

  • @ryoshein.4498

    @ryoshein.4498

    2 жыл бұрын

    Damn Earl

  • @isaacjames5526

    @isaacjames5526

    2 жыл бұрын

    i feel you

  • @user-jq5vl9fx6y

    @user-jq5vl9fx6y

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yo, sunshine❤🌺🌺🌺! will look stupid, but suddenly there are good people here. I really want to become a musician and follow every song, very much as I discover it! If you suddenly want to listen to my results, I will be very pleased to be on this channel in the playlist. Thank you very much, have a nice day and warmth!!! You do NOT need to sign and so on, I'm not for it, I just want my work to at least somehow manage to hook you, for me it will be a sincere and sincere joy, thank you, hug

  • @tot_waz_here4666

    @tot_waz_here4666

    2 жыл бұрын

    i’m glad you’re still here

  • @jesh1640

    @jesh1640

    Жыл бұрын

    hey hope you doin well or a little better then before, and sorry to hear that you feeling that sort of way, and I assure things will get better eventfully, and happy that you keep on pushing it just shows you have more to experience and more things to live out, But if you need help I think you should get it, and if you need anyone to talk to I'm here, I Pray things get better for you brotha, much love and support, God bless ! Isaiah 41:10-“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

  • @eddiethehero6699
    @eddiethehero6699 Жыл бұрын

    it hurts the most when everyone makes you feel so special on your birthday but ignores you the rest of the year..

  • @Diego-dg6lm

    @Diego-dg6lm

    Жыл бұрын

    have a great life🖤

  • @mgeisertgeisert1377
    @mgeisertgeisert1377 Жыл бұрын

    even if I'm not sad or anything, this is very calming to sleep 🧍🏾‍♀️🙌

  • @xd_hudsina1538
    @xd_hudsina15382 жыл бұрын

    It’s crazy how all of us live different lives but we all feel the same. You’re not alone so stay strong!

  • @miggymiggy1178

    @miggymiggy1178

    2 жыл бұрын

    ♥️

  • @xd_hudsina1538

    @xd_hudsina1538

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@miggymiggy1178 ❤️

  • @myladynoirr853

    @myladynoirr853

    2 жыл бұрын

    you too

  • @lacyparrish9389
    @lacyparrish93892 жыл бұрын

    I am literally being pushed to my breaking point by almost everything and everyone in my life right now. Nothing is okay and I feel so alone. I finally got some of my built up emotions out and just cried for a while. This is my new favorite playlist to listen to when I feel like this so thank you

  • @your_mom465

    @your_mom465

    2 жыл бұрын

    im sorry, but your really not alone if you think about it and ik it feels like everyone you love has turned against you but..... They havent. So many people love you you just dont relize it....

  • @zoekempton7161

    @zoekempton7161

    2 жыл бұрын

    hey this was posted a little while ago but i just wanted to say i feel what you are but i just can’t get those tears out yet and also i love you and so dose everyone else they push you bc they know you can do it and you just dont know that yet💖💖 stay safe and remember we love you I love you❤️🫶🏼

  • @juliannahuitron91

    @juliannahuitron91

    2 жыл бұрын

    This playlist makes everything better and hit different but also makes me want to cry more yk

  • @saltychocolate8567

    @saltychocolate8567

    2 жыл бұрын

    I promise it'll be okay. I went through this exact same thing, rly I feel as if I was reading my own thoughts from a year ago. It still isn't perfect but I feel much better and I believe you will feel better too eventually 💗 💓

  • @lisalatham2833

    @lisalatham2833

    2 жыл бұрын

    Exactly my life rn

  • @Jhonselw
    @Jhonselw Жыл бұрын

    "Nunca se prenda as memórias, elas podem sugar a sua energia e matar a sua alma".

  • @daniellokungbowa7145
    @daniellokungbowa7145 Жыл бұрын

    I was praying and crying at the same time listening to this song>>>>>>>

  • @unicbaby7399
    @unicbaby73992 жыл бұрын

    "Everything is gonna be fine" Still wanting for this moment

  • @sadlover2445

    @sadlover2445

    Жыл бұрын

    Same. Im sorry your going through that

  • @unicbaby7399

    @unicbaby7399

    Жыл бұрын

    @@sadlover2445 that's nothing to be sorry about, we just gonna went through it And everything is gonna be fine, isn't it so?:)

  • @sadlover2445

    @sadlover2445

    Жыл бұрын

    @@unicbaby7399 yah :)

  • @Honeylungs720

    @Honeylungs720

    Жыл бұрын

    Hopefully

  • @imaghost5811
    @imaghost58112 жыл бұрын

    When you don't know what makes you sad but somehow it feels like home ...

  • @eddiethehero6699
    @eddiethehero6699 Жыл бұрын

    music and sleeping is an escape from life, you feel good, bad, sad whatever when listening to it, its an amazing feeling.

  • @gabrielybarbierimoreira6828

    @gabrielybarbierimoreira6828

    Жыл бұрын

    This is real , I'm brazilian , see when of people who go through different situations, different realities, and seeing the comments and not being able to do anything for anyone is so sad . And these songs become comforting

  • @itismehimani5566
    @itismehimani5566 Жыл бұрын

    I just wish i could give yall beautiful depressed people a hug :(( Ik how it all feels like 3 years of it taught me but yk what else it did? It made me strong, it made me realize that life has ups and downs, it made my other problems feel easier, at a lot of point gave me hope that even the worst days can get better, it made me realize that you dont need to go to the hospital, therapist but recover with the love and support of your family, and ik that life can get hard but you just gotta hold on, good days will comee, your mindset is something to be aware of I just wish youll get rid of that pain soon too.. Cmon keep your head up and try to get better at least bc lifes really beautiful and whoever you believe in (god, your bsf, family anyone) think about them and know that there are so many people who truly love and care about youu

  • @elenapappa6961
    @elenapappa69612 жыл бұрын

    It just hurts. Feeling that you're loosing your best friends because they are closer so you don't matter anymore, that you will fail, being compared with the kid that you used to be feeling like you're causing troubles to your family and friends, felling unwanted, feeling like you're the second option, that you will never be pretty enough, you will never be good enough...

  • @mariaagkk

    @mariaagkk

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thats what I feel rn...

  • @elenapappa6961

    @elenapappa6961

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@mariaagkk I'm so sorry love. I feel you

  • @madabaabbas7781

    @madabaabbas7781

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/qGlslZuhhdi6d6g.html Honestly try listening to this. It's really peaceful and gives me inner peace. I'm researching on this. play from :21

  • @elenapappa6961

    @elenapappa6961

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@madabaabbas7781 thankss

  • @elenapappa6961

    @elenapappa6961

    2 жыл бұрын

    @~bellak_editz~ that sucks I'm sorry 😔

  • @liberty5427
    @liberty54272 жыл бұрын

    These audios are amazing. This might sound weird but at 1:30AM on a school night,and a teenage girl that needs to escape reality for a few hours. Who needs to express her feelings so writes them down while listening to these audios. This helps all of it.🙂🙏☺️

  • @presimurgueytio7443

    @presimurgueytio7443

    2 жыл бұрын

    Also is 1:30 but im a university guy

  • @loosywoosy6526

    @loosywoosy6526

    2 жыл бұрын

    00:31am suffering from bad thoughts. i just wanna leave.

  • @liberty5427

    @liberty5427

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@loosywoosy6526 I’m very sorry to hear that💕💕 hope everything works out🙏🙏

  • @kakashihatake7216

    @kakashihatake7216

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm reading this comment now at 1:30a.m.

  • @naoiafo

    @naoiafo

    Жыл бұрын

    3:36am here but yeah am also just a teenage boy

  • @carlosntsako
    @carlosntsako16 күн бұрын

    to think that we are now just strangers with a lot of memories eats me up every night, 2024 there is still a sad soul listening to this, i hope you guys are doing better though

  • @kaeyllasuriyaganesh7713
    @kaeyllasuriyaganesh7713 Жыл бұрын

    you know its bad when sleep isnt just sleep anymore when sleeping becomes an escape

  • @user-fj6bf7oq7c
    @user-fj6bf7oq7c2 жыл бұрын

    I am from Ukraine, listening it rn and it hurts so much, the pictures of my past happy life coming with these songs

  • @denizz358

    @denizz358

    Жыл бұрын

    God bless you

  • @CarmenRamirez-ou1ss

    @CarmenRamirez-ou1ss

    Жыл бұрын

    Just know, you’re safe in my heart. Some of my great friends are Ukrainian, and I now the pain. I cry and pray for you everyday. Just know we’re on your side.

  • @kudzwai._.mutabeni-.

    @kudzwai._.mutabeni-.

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope everything’s okay and going well, prayers from South Africa!!!

  • @shadowarmy2351
    @shadowarmy23512 жыл бұрын

    *Sitting on a tree alone at night isnt that bad.. Until you realize how lonely you actually are..*

  • @madabaabbas7781

    @madabaabbas7781

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/qGlslZuhhdi6d6g.html Honestly try listening to this. It's really peaceful and gives me inner peace. I'm researching on this. play from :21

  • @ryoshein.4498

    @ryoshein.4498

    2 жыл бұрын

    Nah you ain't lonely you got all the little creatures to hangout with

  • @shadowarmy2351

    @shadowarmy2351

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@ryoshein.4498 true.. but your still lonely. even if you dont feel like it

  • @lilypad_2137

    @lilypad_2137

    Жыл бұрын

    have you ever found a cure yet? im still sitting here on this lonely tree of my own

  • @hannahkamillia7041
    @hannahkamillia704111 ай бұрын

    The biggest lesson I learned this year is not to force anything; conversations,friendships,relationships,attention,love.Anything forced is just not worth fighting for,whatever flows,flows.What crashes crashes. It is what it is. Acceptance is the hardest part but needed.

  • @irene_mena
    @irene_mena Жыл бұрын

    hey everyone! Everything will be ok❤❤

  • @Seen-sb2ci
    @Seen-sb2ci2 жыл бұрын

    Honestly sometimes I feel not sad, not angry, not jealous but just nothing, I feel empty and numb and I know that no matter what I do this feeling won’t go away because yes sometimes it passes for a while or gets distracted but it always comes back and I hate this. Honestly if not for boxing and music I’d have nothing left, music and boxing are the only 2 things that make me feel happy and clean my mind for a bit even if it’s just for a little while it’s worth it.

  • @jesh1640

    @jesh1640

    Жыл бұрын

    hey man sorry that you feel empty, but I mean have you tried religion ? God helped me not feel that emptiness, I'm sure he could do the same for you ! but in all hope things are getting better for you or at least a little better, and if not that's all right don't stress it, you feel happy and joyful soon, it will be when you least expect it, much love and God bless ! Psalm 46:1-2“God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea” John 14:27“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give it to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."

  • @RelaxMusicForSleep_

    @RelaxMusicForSleep_

    Жыл бұрын

    Have a good day. If you want to listen to soothing music to relax, please visit my channel. Thank you💖 🎵 😄

  • @Clevenider.

    @Clevenider.

    Жыл бұрын

    May the peace of my Jesus be with you, don't be shaken by anything in this life because it is fleeting, don't get distracted by the useless things of this life, but seek God while He is close because He is eternal life.

  • @guys_im_trying

    @guys_im_trying

    Жыл бұрын

    It hurts because you know you should feel something, yk?

  • @dumbois4230

    @dumbois4230

    Жыл бұрын

    @@jesh1640 I need him but I just don’t find him I don’t look for him I just feel horrible like I’m fat and ugly and stupid and nobody gives a damn for what I do I have friends that are around but I am still just a kid I need god

  • @halimajalil4852
    @halimajalil48522 жыл бұрын

    it hits different when its blasting in your ears and tears are falling down ur cheeks.

  • @CIeansing

    @CIeansing

    Жыл бұрын

    cringe asf don’t comment anything to do with this again

  • @mmareacts691
    @mmareacts691 Жыл бұрын

    When you’re finally allowed to go out with friends. It’s not bout hanging out it’s about getting away. Small things like sleeping, getting out of youre house and being with friends, is always a little reset. Just know whoever is reading things you’re not alone.

  • @aha_a_depressed_froggo5442
    @aha_a_depressed_froggo5442 Жыл бұрын

    “Trust gets you killed, love gets you hated, and being real gets you hated”-Johnny Cash

  • @elisababy8408
    @elisababy8408 Жыл бұрын

    To the people struggling with mental heath, remember that there’s always a rainbow after the storm. Keep going and always fight for what you love. I hope you all find peace and happiness because you deserve it

  • @MJ-oo5

    @MJ-oo5

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you. Was desperately in need of this reminder

  • @kitkatartstuffz5091

    @kitkatartstuffz5091

    Жыл бұрын

    This storm had gone on so long, that I don’t think anyone will be around to see the rainbow. And it’s scares me

  • @musicismywholelife3014

    @musicismywholelife3014

    Жыл бұрын

    That’s the thing my storm hasn’t stopped…. :(

  • @joshcrisps8851

    @joshcrisps8851

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you x

  • @__xander_

    @__xander_

    Жыл бұрын

    But... the storm is not ending. It's taking too much... it's painful... I don't know if I can actually make it to the rainbow. At least I hope someone will be able to see it and find happiness again.

  • @aylinssmz8176
    @aylinssmz81762 жыл бұрын

    Hey, I was just diagnosed with major depression and blumia. And for my suicide attempt I was hospitilazed. I discovered your channel a couple days ago and it gives me pure sofness to listen to these playlists. At night. When i’m all alone in my room, this playlist become my escape from reality. Thank you for that. U cant even guess how much this helps me to fall asleep.

  • @jesh1640

    @jesh1640

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry to hear that, I hope and pray things get better for you, hang in there and God bless ! Matthew 11:28-30 "Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”

  • @iagocaoiolive1902

    @iagocaoiolive1902

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey! How are you doing?

  • @aylinssmz8176

    @aylinssmz8176

    Жыл бұрын

    @@jesh1640 thank you i believe in god i am muslim and this means so much to me love u❤️

  • @jesh1640

    @jesh1640

    Жыл бұрын

    @@aylinssmz8176 All thanks be to God, glad to hear it helped ( Glad to hear in another person that believes in God but I'm not Muslim, I'm Christian) , hope you doin well or al little bit better then before and in there and God bless ! John 3:16-17 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him"

  • @rebeccavanwel3340

    @rebeccavanwel3340

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope you’re doing better. God is watching over you, you’re not alone. I’ll pray for you tonight. Stay with us. You will be missed more than you would think. Even I would be heartbroken if you’d leave this world. There are gonna be better days, believe me. I love you ❤️

  • @relixmeme
    @relixmeme Жыл бұрын

    I thank God for the rain and thunder this truly help with stress may God continue to bless each and everyone reading this

  • @gigib8203
    @gigib8203 Жыл бұрын

    To anyone reading this, I hope you have a lovely day. We will have bad days, but we'll also have good days, and those good days are worth fighting for. Keep your head up, you're so so strong and I promise that whatever is bringing you down will leave very soon, and the blue skies will come find you :)

  • @sleepycoffee4201
    @sleepycoffee42012 жыл бұрын

    Some feel empty, Some feel hurt, Some cry, Some scream, Some stay quiet as the pain for pain is all they’ve ever seen. Regardless we live on for a possible escape, even if it’s for a moment. We live in the songs of sad just to feel seen for even a moment..

  • @JonCarlo_
    @JonCarlo_2 жыл бұрын

    play some sad music and suddenly everyone's a poet

  • @jxshie2102

    @jxshie2102

    2 жыл бұрын

    ratio

  • @JonCarlo_

    @JonCarlo_

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jxshie2102 job

  • @Amanda-xk4jk

    @Amanda-xk4jk

    2 жыл бұрын

    😂lmao. you're right though😂😂😂

  • @azatich8323
    @azatich8323 Жыл бұрын

    Sometimes sleep isn't sleeping, it is an escape from reality

  • @samprice2607
    @samprice2607 Жыл бұрын

    I’ve realized I’m really just a night owl because I can listen to music like this without the threat of my problems creeping up on me and without the fear of the consequences for my actions catching up to me like they do during the day

  • @ghoustygoul_7792
    @ghoustygoul_77922 жыл бұрын

    For anyone struggling, just listen to this part of a story which I like to think about and that has helped me: A boy leads his wise horse through a dense forest, the forest becomes much thicker and almost seems like it is impossible to get through. "It's too dense, I can't see a way through," he says to the horse. "Can you see where to take your next step?" The horse replies. "Yes," the boy says back. "So just take that..." That's all we need to do in life. If you are struggling to see a way to reach your end goal just see where you can take your next step.

  • @makixoxo7286

    @makixoxo7286

    2 жыл бұрын

    Love you friend, thank you for this🌺

  • @aurafeeling5604
    @aurafeeling5604 Жыл бұрын

    This is the only nontoxic and beautiful community on the internet, I love you guys

  • @highlights7324
    @highlights7324 Жыл бұрын

    Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.

  • @HLee460
    @HLee460 Жыл бұрын

    im not depressed, i just find comfort in sadness