**Trigger Warning** Depression. General & Social Anxiety. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) Self Harmer. Self Hater. These are my own feelings and thoughts in the playlists. - You can talk to me by email : [email protected]
He is gone... my friend is gone. I dont know where he went but I wont ever see him again. We wont ever go on our camping trip that we planned with our class. He wont see me graduate, he didnt have the chance to graduate. I wish he was here even if I didnt talk to him enough. Even if I was annoying and persistent. Even if I deserved it, but he didn't, he never did.
@DAMA219F3 сағат бұрын
2:14 am... love pain..
@SamaelSmith-ml2wv6 сағат бұрын
She doesnt feel for me the way she once did. She doesnt laugh at my jokes with the same cute laugh. She has lost the smile on her face. Her spark has faded while mine still shines brightly. Was it something i did or something i said. Was it the way i act. Was it the people i hang around. Was it the way i speak. The way i look. If i could change everything i would. If i could see your eyes one last time. If i could hear your giggle. If i could call you mine till the end of time. If only you knew you. How i know you.
@Yass8427 сағат бұрын
You know what hurt me the most ? My own expectations..
@una77_12 сағат бұрын
he's gone left me alone
@hunter_the_geat5415 сағат бұрын
Its ok to cry its normal, remember that death is a permanent solution to temporary problems I love you dear stranger you can fight through this
@Yanz1015718 сағат бұрын
Cocok nih lagu
@Champignonsmith22 сағат бұрын
2:47 am. Thinking about the world, hope, despair, and if I wanted to continue on with the path I seem to be on. This playlist helped me take a step back and just exist. Thank you.
@KyleNothstein22 сағат бұрын
Guess wut time it is
@enderdragonslayer154Күн бұрын
Not long ago, I saw a question. It asked "If you could relive it all, would you choose to meet them or ignore them?", and I think it's such a beautiful, yet painful scenario to think about.
@Mrs.smilemoreКүн бұрын
It’s 2:33 am and I’m taking this as a sign
@cyan8989Күн бұрын
"People cry, not because they are weak, but because they've been strong too long" - Johnny Depp
@___-lv4zfКүн бұрын
what if i settle down with him but it turns out to be worst choice of my life? I don't want to turn out like my parents. or what if he IS the love of my life, but i miss him because i am blinded by my own greed? what if... what if i do not deserve a life-long partner? no marriage? just destined to be a single forever until the day i go six feet under?
@moonwolf3658Күн бұрын
When your emotions are a mess but the only ones you can make out are sadness..and anger. Thanks for the playlist
@Crystal_9799Күн бұрын
this is not depressing . I feel alone but not lonely and this music is straight up healing my soul
@sandracambronero3480Күн бұрын
Dime si hay algo después de la muerte. Porque no sé si lo hay pero si lo hay espero borrar mi dolor y lo quebrada que estoy. No sé porque siento que no pertenezco aquí por más quiero sentir y convencer si pertenezco y alguna conexión pero nunca lo he tenido siento que estoy no es real no entiendo mi existencia y como sobrellevar todo estás cosas son tantas preguntas pero pocas respuestas. Estoy con una maldita lucha constante de nunca acabar Posible tal vez si muero saco mis dudas o no lo sé que complicado esto
@WemersonCosta-km5lxКүн бұрын
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@PassionatewriterLivКүн бұрын
Y'all I'm looking through all these comments trying to be supportive and telling people reasons to live, but I don't see a single timeline😭
@ahgaseforever9664Күн бұрын
Found at 02:40
@iilluminumooconfirmed1676Күн бұрын
If you're here then your working on doing better, thinking about things. Keep being strong.
@BestMagasivaКүн бұрын
Darling the stars are bright tonight, and I see it in your eyes, my dear, you may not make it another night. So in your hand, I take, let you stand, but only if you can. And if not my love then I will hold you up, till you drift off my dear. Though the place in which we sway may be unusual and cold, as hospitals are. All we need is each other, your heart is my guide, my song. But I feel my favourite tune fade. Do not worry my hummingbird, you will be okay. Do not fret my songbird, you will be okay. Until the final ticks of the plastic clock tic, we sit. No longer do you have those strings tying you to machines attached, I know my love you do not like when they beep. You get colder, there is nothing I can do to warm you anymore darling. Goodnight my starlight.
@BestMagasivaКүн бұрын
The rain is so loud, the winds howls are so dull, the thunder is so frightening. Where did you go? I didn't realize you were gone till it rained, the cold is so cold with no one to hold. Your gaze that left me warm, that sheltered me from the storm, sends shivers down my spine, you are not what I remember. You are a husk, only to crumble if I touch. I'm so cold... where has my warmth gone? turned its back like ice, don't leave me here cold on the floor not knowing what went wrong. you fly and I lie on the floor clawing at the remanence you left shattered and sharp.
@emmanuelble6753Күн бұрын
To all who read this message left me to tell you Jesus loves you. I went through these anxieties, these depressions, these harassments at school and one day I saw in the Bible in John 14:27 Jesus said I give you my peace I told the Lord I want this and he changed my life
@Dilav-qy7upКүн бұрын
I turned 15 (8th June) and it was so different I literally felt so empty…And I don’t know what’s wrong with me but the world is so cruel I wish I could just disappear..
@threadknewКүн бұрын
I felt that a second ago. But you just have to open your eyes a little more.
@user-on3zr8ul6yКүн бұрын
It’s 23:51 2024 feeling so lonely, hope this ends one day
@user-no2wb1yn1kКүн бұрын
❤
@JakesyourgtagКүн бұрын
This is recommended for me 😅😅😅😅
@rino1065Күн бұрын
Wait and wait! You are preparing for the best!! Really
@rhocdashmua7432Күн бұрын
Why do I need someone so bad 😓
@aritrakoner858Күн бұрын
I think we are not alone God always with us.🤍🙂
@ivansantillan4791Күн бұрын
4:18AM
@ekim49262 күн бұрын
where did you find the background picture?
@soychakot14312 күн бұрын
La tipa...
@auqillaabdulqhani50122 күн бұрын
3:15am
@auqillaabdulqhani50122 күн бұрын
It’s time to end things 💔 because I love us both enough to do it now
@joisitepu67092 күн бұрын
what is name of the first song ?
@dear_panda320 сағат бұрын
je te laisserai des mots
@lonemythic2 күн бұрын
The memories of everything, it all hurts when it hits at the most vulnerable times of my life. I miss him, I miss them, I miss her, I miss the ones who all make it better. But I want everyone to not let anything get to a lethal part of your mind. Keep your head up, don't stop now, it is not over. It may hurt, and there will be many more times it may hurt, but it will get better. If you are in a similar situation to me, just understand that this is where we learn. Use this time don't let it pass without acknowledgement of your future success.
@swiftieforlive132 күн бұрын
This hard...life is hard..I feel lost and alone.. Remember you are an amazing person,yes you, You are beautiful, smart,loved, perfect, you matter. Please go eat, take care of yourself ❤️
@Eternityalt-ur6sb2 күн бұрын
You sir are a lifesaver Literally.
@hi_im_sag41142 күн бұрын
idk why but I love the feeling on being by myself all alone, late night,lisent to this kind of music, it just feel so nice.
@tugbabaran31182 күн бұрын
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@Strawberryvyunaa2 күн бұрын
first somg name?
@philosopher8722 күн бұрын
2:38
@Muehlebach.photography2 күн бұрын
Thank you for this. It's hard to calm down... describes how I feel
@Eternityalt-ur6sb2 күн бұрын
Sometimes i just wanna lay down and do nothing. The music is quite comforting.
@fanny__6842 күн бұрын
i never felt so alone
@neomi_basel2 күн бұрын
U are never alone❤
@Qeen_N2 күн бұрын
Good night people ❤
@iamelectrical67712 күн бұрын
It's 2:56 am and yes
@Ello9272 күн бұрын
Close, it's 2:27am. Life isnt the best. Unemployed after graduating college after being the straight A kid. Still feel the hope in the people around me but I feel so alone. How can I live up to their expectations. Every month I hope it will be the last of this limbo of suffering. When will I feel that happiness. Of having an offer letter to show. The worst part is that I will lose if I accept help. Deemed incompetent for being firm in my beliefs. A journey I have to endure myself. Have endured myself. I feel like I can do it but I felt so for the past 6 months. I'm starting to doubt but I have to hold onto that sliver of hope and power through. Hope someone can see my passion soon. Hope I can convince someone of this soon and I can sleep without overwhelming my brain to suppress my emotions.
@dpq_2 күн бұрын
It's clear that you're going through a challenging time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and alone, especially when faced with uncertainty and setbacks. Transitioning from college to the professional world can be tough, and feeling like you're not meeting expectations can add to that stress. Remember that your worth is not solely defined by your job or academic achievements. It's okay to feel uncertain about the future, and it's okay to ask for help and support during this time. You don't have to navigate this journey alone. Consider reaching out to your support network, whether it's friends, family, or career advisors, for guidance and encouragement. They may offer valuable insights and assistance in navigating your job search and coping with the challenges you're facing. Additionally, try to focus on small victories and accomplishments, even if they may seem insignificant at the moment. Celebrate your resilience and determination in persevering through these difficult times, and remember that setbacks are a natural part of life. Hold onto that sliver of hope and keep pushing forward, one step at a time. Your passion and dedication will shine through, and eventually, you'll find the opportunities you're seeking. Keep believing in yourself, and don't hesitate to reach out for support when you need it. You're not alone, and there are people who believe in you and want to see you succeed.
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He is gone... my friend is gone. I dont know where he went but I wont ever see him again. We wont ever go on our camping trip that we planned with our class. He wont see me graduate, he didnt have the chance to graduate. I wish he was here even if I didnt talk to him enough. Even if I was annoying and persistent. Even if I deserved it, but he didn't, he never did.
2:14 am... love pain..
She doesnt feel for me the way she once did. She doesnt laugh at my jokes with the same cute laugh. She has lost the smile on her face. Her spark has faded while mine still shines brightly. Was it something i did or something i said. Was it the way i act. Was it the people i hang around. Was it the way i speak. The way i look. If i could change everything i would. If i could see your eyes one last time. If i could hear your giggle. If i could call you mine till the end of time. If only you knew you. How i know you.
You know what hurt me the most ? My own expectations..
he's gone left me alone
Its ok to cry its normal, remember that death is a permanent solution to temporary problems I love you dear stranger you can fight through this
Cocok nih lagu
2:47 am. Thinking about the world, hope, despair, and if I wanted to continue on with the path I seem to be on. This playlist helped me take a step back and just exist. Thank you.
Guess wut time it is
Not long ago, I saw a question. It asked "If you could relive it all, would you choose to meet them or ignore them?", and I think it's such a beautiful, yet painful scenario to think about.
It’s 2:33 am and I’m taking this as a sign
"People cry, not because they are weak, but because they've been strong too long" - Johnny Depp
what if i settle down with him but it turns out to be worst choice of my life? I don't want to turn out like my parents. or what if he IS the love of my life, but i miss him because i am blinded by my own greed? what if... what if i do not deserve a life-long partner? no marriage? just destined to be a single forever until the day i go six feet under?
When your emotions are a mess but the only ones you can make out are sadness..and anger. Thanks for the playlist
this is not depressing . I feel alone but not lonely and this music is straight up healing my soul
Dime si hay algo después de la muerte. Porque no sé si lo hay pero si lo hay espero borrar mi dolor y lo quebrada que estoy. No sé porque siento que no pertenezco aquí por más quiero sentir y convencer si pertenezco y alguna conexión pero nunca lo he tenido siento que estoy no es real no entiendo mi existencia y como sobrellevar todo estás cosas son tantas preguntas pero pocas respuestas. Estoy con una maldita lucha constante de nunca acabar Posible tal vez si muero saco mis dudas o no lo sé que complicado esto
top
Y'all I'm looking through all these comments trying to be supportive and telling people reasons to live, but I don't see a single timeline😭
Found at 02:40
If you're here then your working on doing better, thinking about things. Keep being strong.
Darling the stars are bright tonight, and I see it in your eyes, my dear, you may not make it another night. So in your hand, I take, let you stand, but only if you can. And if not my love then I will hold you up, till you drift off my dear. Though the place in which we sway may be unusual and cold, as hospitals are. All we need is each other, your heart is my guide, my song. But I feel my favourite tune fade. Do not worry my hummingbird, you will be okay. Do not fret my songbird, you will be okay. Until the final ticks of the plastic clock tic, we sit. No longer do you have those strings tying you to machines attached, I know my love you do not like when they beep. You get colder, there is nothing I can do to warm you anymore darling. Goodnight my starlight.
The rain is so loud, the winds howls are so dull, the thunder is so frightening. Where did you go? I didn't realize you were gone till it rained, the cold is so cold with no one to hold. Your gaze that left me warm, that sheltered me from the storm, sends shivers down my spine, you are not what I remember. You are a husk, only to crumble if I touch. I'm so cold... where has my warmth gone? turned its back like ice, don't leave me here cold on the floor not knowing what went wrong. you fly and I lie on the floor clawing at the remanence you left shattered and sharp.
To all who read this message left me to tell you Jesus loves you. I went through these anxieties, these depressions, these harassments at school and one day I saw in the Bible in John 14:27 Jesus said I give you my peace I told the Lord I want this and he changed my life
I turned 15 (8th June) and it was so different I literally felt so empty…And I don’t know what’s wrong with me but the world is so cruel I wish I could just disappear..
I felt that a second ago. But you just have to open your eyes a little more.
It’s 23:51 2024 feeling so lonely, hope this ends one day
❤
This is recommended for me 😅😅😅😅
Wait and wait! You are preparing for the best!! Really
Why do I need someone so bad 😓
I think we are not alone God always with us.🤍🙂
4:18AM
where did you find the background picture?
La tipa...
3:15am
It’s time to end things 💔 because I love us both enough to do it now
what is name of the first song ?
je te laisserai des mots
The memories of everything, it all hurts when it hits at the most vulnerable times of my life. I miss him, I miss them, I miss her, I miss the ones who all make it better. But I want everyone to not let anything get to a lethal part of your mind. Keep your head up, don't stop now, it is not over. It may hurt, and there will be many more times it may hurt, but it will get better. If you are in a similar situation to me, just understand that this is where we learn. Use this time don't let it pass without acknowledgement of your future success.
This hard...life is hard..I feel lost and alone.. Remember you are an amazing person,yes you, You are beautiful, smart,loved, perfect, you matter. Please go eat, take care of yourself ❤️
You sir are a lifesaver Literally.
idk why but I love the feeling on being by myself all alone, late night,lisent to this kind of music, it just feel so nice.
.
first somg name?
2:38
Thank you for this. It's hard to calm down... describes how I feel
Sometimes i just wanna lay down and do nothing. The music is quite comforting.
i never felt so alone
U are never alone❤
Good night people ❤
It's 2:56 am and yes
Close, it's 2:27am. Life isnt the best. Unemployed after graduating college after being the straight A kid. Still feel the hope in the people around me but I feel so alone. How can I live up to their expectations. Every month I hope it will be the last of this limbo of suffering. When will I feel that happiness. Of having an offer letter to show. The worst part is that I will lose if I accept help. Deemed incompetent for being firm in my beliefs. A journey I have to endure myself. Have endured myself. I feel like I can do it but I felt so for the past 6 months. I'm starting to doubt but I have to hold onto that sliver of hope and power through. Hope someone can see my passion soon. Hope I can convince someone of this soon and I can sleep without overwhelming my brain to suppress my emotions.
It's clear that you're going through a challenging time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and alone, especially when faced with uncertainty and setbacks. Transitioning from college to the professional world can be tough, and feeling like you're not meeting expectations can add to that stress. Remember that your worth is not solely defined by your job or academic achievements. It's okay to feel uncertain about the future, and it's okay to ask for help and support during this time. You don't have to navigate this journey alone. Consider reaching out to your support network, whether it's friends, family, or career advisors, for guidance and encouragement. They may offer valuable insights and assistance in navigating your job search and coping with the challenges you're facing. Additionally, try to focus on small victories and accomplishments, even if they may seem insignificant at the moment. Celebrate your resilience and determination in persevering through these difficult times, and remember that setbacks are a natural part of life. Hold onto that sliver of hope and keep pushing forward, one step at a time. Your passion and dedication will shine through, and eventually, you'll find the opportunities you're seeking. Keep believing in yourself, and don't hesitate to reach out for support when you need it. You're not alone, and there are people who believe in you and want to see you succeed.
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