Why am I not the first choice...?( a sad slowed playlist) - kzread.info/dash/bejne/rKSnt9lpd7OfqLA.html

@emmmmmm8938

Жыл бұрын

What is the artists name of the last song? :)

@reaganglaser9682

Жыл бұрын

😭

@damarianatrench

Жыл бұрын

@@emmmmmm8938 I really wanna know too

@emmmmmm8938

Жыл бұрын

@@damarianatrench oh I found it the title is To Die For by Sam Smith

@emmmmmm8938

Жыл бұрын

@@charlimihhalaki7489 fr

It's so funny how all of us think of a different person, different experiences and different stories yet we feel the same pain within us.

@spookidoxzsghost

2 жыл бұрын

Too true

@wanawshdarwish1451

2 жыл бұрын

Ikr

@sarafitjeans2257

2 жыл бұрын

i wanna to say that soooo true :(

@Chelsea10724

2 жыл бұрын

Most relatable statement every I used to be such a bubbly person until my father passed away and now it’s like I’m a completely different person

@russetblue1546

2 жыл бұрын

@@Chelsea10724 That must be so horrible to deal with. Im sorry for your loss

We gotta respect our pillow for catching our tears when nobody does

@ashweeb1947

2 жыл бұрын

That’s the sad truth…love yourselves. Things do get better. Stay strong for that one person, even if you don’t think there’s anyone who cares, there always will. They just won’t Amit to it. ❤️❤️❤️

@infinite5019

2 жыл бұрын

my bath waters doing that :')

@jfashion04

2 жыл бұрын

Ow stop.

@fionacorro7663

2 жыл бұрын

bro who hurt you.....I hope u feel better after u cry

@brendablanco9782

2 жыл бұрын

Yupp..😐

i’m not depressed but i’m not happy, i can go all day laughing and smiling, but when i’m finally alone i turn into an emotional wreck..

@idek_0752

Жыл бұрын

“Your body is honest. When you’re in physical pain, you cry. But the heart is a liar. It stays quiet even when it’s hurting. Then, when you’re asleep, you finally weep and whimper like a dog.” I related to your comment and then this quote popped into my mind

@tatumhansotia9890

Жыл бұрын

I relate too

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

@@idek_0752 thats an interesting comment

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

@@tatumhansotia9890 🙏

@lipimurmu4730

Жыл бұрын

Hate how much I relate to this.

"I just wanna disappear" no, you don't, you just wanna be found❤

@MoederPannen.

3 ай бұрын

Real

@BalaBala-ue5bp

Ай бұрын

This is so true 😩✨

@Meet_dhruv

29 күн бұрын

😢so true

@Rambo_gotit

22 күн бұрын

fr im lonely...

No matter how often you get told, that you’re loved and you’re not alone. Yet at the end of the day you’re on your own and you cry yourself to sleep.

@mayabianchi968

2 жыл бұрын

So true😞

@dd_chanel4912

2 жыл бұрын

You have to get out of your comfort zone buddy or it will hurt you forever go and do it for you and for your future family 🤞

@VipersBiteGacha

2 жыл бұрын

The one person you can trust is you pillow, it doesn’t judge you

@Motivated_Happysadness

2 жыл бұрын

@@VipersBiteGacha is a pillow a person? Lol but i understand you.

@elizabethchilders3194

Жыл бұрын

Yes that is true with me

Nothing hurts more than loving someone too much

@ashweeb1947

2 жыл бұрын

Then being used or hurt by them.

@addyslife4017

2 жыл бұрын

I know how you feel, and I just want you to know that you will get through whatever you are getting through. It may hurt in the moment but I promise you it will get better

@Gmk-864

2 жыл бұрын

It’s sad because for a while I thought I loved my gf less than she loved me and I don’t know why but it affected me

@khaleedan

2 жыл бұрын

@@addyslife4017 wht if it doesn't..... nothing heal if fall in ur abyss

@addyslife4017

2 жыл бұрын

@@khaleedan it will trust me it may not seem like it right away but it'll all make sense in the future

It's not the music that breaks me, but the comments under this playlist💔 But it calms me how people here are trying to help each other, and it's nice to know that someone will understand you❤

When someone asks how im doing, i replay with "fine". because there's no short way of saying "im alive, but if you hug me, ill cry"

@GhostK902

Жыл бұрын

Than don't reply

@d3adstar_600

11 ай бұрын

:,) true

@d3adstar_600

11 ай бұрын

@@GhostK902- wdym dude 😭

You are not the problem, you are not alone. We all love you.

@ameliecourtman

2 жыл бұрын

thank you

@viroyaal5173

2 жыл бұрын

You too brother

@spookidoxzsghost

2 жыл бұрын

Mhm. And we love you too.

@wanawshdarwish1451

2 жыл бұрын

I love you too

@4ate994

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you all

Our parents always say to not trust strangers but ... the stranger's are the only people who understand you ❤❤❤

@heilycicilia8089

2 жыл бұрын

Yup

@spoofrog

2 жыл бұрын

Not really, its that talking about issues to strangers give you less stress since they don't really know you well. I always talk to stranger online about my issues

@wanawshdarwish1451

2 жыл бұрын

Exacly tell them

@bubloonboy9764

2 жыл бұрын

My best friend and I took months to get close, we were both so scared of getting close to someone that we never tried but somehow we ended up together

@sky3086

2 жыл бұрын

agreed

When music comforts you more than your parents

@matthewrogers-qs6pu

Жыл бұрын

I understand

@saresameer1399

Жыл бұрын

Yas

@chanisgaming9730

10 ай бұрын

I can vouch for that.

@yvienjoki7163

10 ай бұрын

true

@fatduckingidiot346

8 ай бұрын

this ^

You know you're broken inside when it doesn't hurt or you cry about it

love how parents tell us 'oh you can trust me, you can tell me everything' then when you try to tell them everything, they talk over you, ignore your feelings, and don't even take them into consideration. but when they want to tell you everything, they expect you to listen? im sick and tired of the same shit over and over again, i just want to feel okay again

@marializamelachrinou4363

2 жыл бұрын

u aint alone. stay strong bud. i love you so much and im proud of you

@ashweeb1947

2 жыл бұрын

@@marializamelachrinou4363 you too stay strong, and their right parents do that all the time, and you can’t say anything about or they’ll just say that your play the victim again. Like do you even care about what I feel like?

@marializamelachrinou4363

2 жыл бұрын

@@ashweeb1947 can relate dude. im sorry to hear that. its gonna be okay one day though. keep it up!

@ashweeb1947

2 жыл бұрын

@@marializamelachrinou4363 Thank you so much!

@marializamelachrinou4363

2 жыл бұрын

@@ashweeb1947 anytime!

Does anybody else hate the past? But not for the bad stuff, but because the good and happy memories were made then, and you can never go back to them?

@picollocorsa

2 жыл бұрын

@Mr. Noobi same

@coolbaconkid614

2 жыл бұрын

@Mr. Noobi Me to man

@MuscularPeterGriffin

2 жыл бұрын

wtf that’s what is killing me. all the good old times man. no sadness like this ever was

@kailani276

2 жыл бұрын

To be honest, I don't really have a part of my life I want to go back too. I don't really have any memories of good times, when everything was okay all of it is just bad. Even from the beginning. And I suppose that's probably what hurts me the most

@angelyramirez4165

2 жыл бұрын

Thats me 😢

Everyone else in my family sound asleep The T.V. off The windows closed The lights off The house full of silence Everyone soundly sleeps Except for me. I sit on my bed Rethinking my day Trying to calm my mind Trying to sleep I look at the clock 10:30 pm I draw to escape I listen to music to escape I read to escape I dance to escape I write to escape I look at the clock 4:30 am Another day No sleep…

@rizu8521

Жыл бұрын

Try doing something productive that will actually help you escape later on....... people usually loose their whole or maybe half good life just cause they want to escape the days frustration or anger by doing these small things.....I'm not saying these are bad ,these tasks may be comforting/escaping but it's just for a small fraction of time and you need to think ahed of time/in long run then only you can escape...it's the one and only thing you can actually do to change things you hate!

@Borrrrrrrredddd

Жыл бұрын

@@rizu8521 I will definitely try this! I have had trouble sleeping since forever, and I’m always looking for help. Thank you!!!

@peytonnnnnnn

Жыл бұрын

may i use this for something in school? please.

@Borrrrrrrredddd

Жыл бұрын

@@peytonnnnnnn of course!!

@peytonnnnnnn

Жыл бұрын

@@Borrrrrrrredddd thank you.!

Listening to things like this and reading the comments is such a surreal experience for me. Just months ago, I felt just like everyone else in this comment section. Like no one cared, like I was just a burden, like people would be better off without me. But I stuck around. I started living one day at a time, putting everything into just surviving until I could crawl back into bed. It was miserable, but it kept me alive for just that little bit longer. Just long enough for the right person to notice and give me an opportunity to get better. I know how hard it can be just to exist, some days. I have the scars to prove that I couldn't bear that pain. But I'm still here, and I'm improving little by little each day, because I held out. I know that sometimes, the pain feels like too much, like you'll never be able to survive it, but I _promise_ you can. Humans are so much stronger than we give ourselves credit for. You just need to hang in there until help comes. It might sound impossible but I swear it's not. Help is out there, it will find you eventually. It could take days or years but I promise _it will happen._ You may not be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel but _it is there._ Do whatever it takes to keep yourself going. Focus on the little things. Live for that book you want to read, or that game you haven't finished, or that food you want to try one more time. Just *stay alive,* and someday it'll pay off. Because tomorrow might be better, but you'll never know if you're not there to see it.

I'm listening to this at 4am lol, depression and anxiety sucks.

@that_one_weeb_72

2 жыл бұрын

I agree, every thing hurts all the time. I'm a kid, I shouldn't be going through this...

@viroyaal5173

2 жыл бұрын

You aren't alone man

@nienkekorthout1050

2 жыл бұрын

Jesss samee

@Rose-wn2pz

2 жыл бұрын

@@that_one_weeb_72 same and it is also 6am for me

@that_one_weeb_72

2 жыл бұрын

@@Rose-wn2pz yea, it's hard to sleep for me

“i think that mental scars are the saddest of all, because no one will ever see them and no one will ever care.” literally made me sob.

@pinkdog7970

2 жыл бұрын

OMG YES FR I COULDNT RELATE ANY MORE

@JejeRodrigues

2 жыл бұрын

Yea thats true

@supergirledits6973

2 жыл бұрын

Damn🥺💔

@urmum6943

2 жыл бұрын

@@pinkdog7970 same

@imnotok775

2 жыл бұрын

Ikr

Remember y'all, you are never alone. Even at your darkest there are many that will listen to your stories, you just have to find the light within your darkest hours and you will become stronger with every painful event life throws at you, keep moving forward and life will get better. I love you ❤️

You finally realize how numb u are when you're just sitting there in pain whating to cry but nothing comes so u sit there staring at the ceiling with thoughts that will never escape your mind

@manishacharya6411

7 ай бұрын

Just numb to everything.. i escape back to reality so fast that i can't even enjoy a moment.

It’s funny how i feel more connected with people i don’t even know than i feel with my parents.

@abijiththillaiyampalam9397

2 жыл бұрын

Hits hard

@brentgoris287

2 жыл бұрын

This shit hits hard i feel you

@addyslife4017

2 жыл бұрын

Same though. Its like I'm not even there....

@tavleenkaur7055

2 жыл бұрын

I was so tired of my parents being toxic that now I don't wanna be with them and therefore I don't sleep with them anymore aswell lmao . Since I and my brother don't have private rooms and ig our parents never trusted us to share a room , I usually sleep there and my brother is with our grandpa. Today he wanted to sleep there, I had no problem with that but when he said, what problem do you have sleeping with our parents , I was a bit speechless at first since I couldn't tell them the truth directly , I used the excuse that the bed isn't comfortable and now here I am, on the foldable mattress being depressed af lol THIS IS SO LONG DAMN IM SORRY BUT I JUST WANTED TO RANT

@addyslife4017

2 жыл бұрын

Its ok to rant and whatever you're going through you will get through it. Just keep your head held high

It’s only when you realize that music is your only source of comfort do you realize how lonely you truly are…

@noneedtoknow4909

Жыл бұрын

And when some people are trying to take away your this one and only comfort zone? .... Plz can you tell me how can I stop them. They are trying to take away my one and only comfort zone ; music by telling it's not allowed in the religion. :) Plz

@missamaoon

Жыл бұрын

Honestly this is so true and i hate to admit it I honestly have no one in my life that would care about me and it really sucks. Music is where i get my comfort from.

@ivysperothepuppy580

Жыл бұрын

Aye thats me and my regression are my only comfort zone but both I have to do in secret

@poprocks3411

Жыл бұрын

I’m having the same experience Mari, Ive been close to a friend I had last year , now they didn’t wanna be my friend anymore few weeks ago, but that’s ok for them because they chose to talk to someone else over me, now I don’t know how to feel, sad, angry idk, no one bothers to check up on me see if I’m doing ok, I just feel ignored by everyone around me , I wish someone could see I’m not doing fine and give me a big hug 😔

@sk1tt1xs

Жыл бұрын

@@poprocks3411 I wish I could hug u rn. I rlly need a hug too. I’m going through the same shi

*you can never know the pain, behind a smile* 🌷

@XTHETIC_STAR

Ай бұрын

True 💯🥀

i honestly can’t find who i am anymore. i feel like a whole different person. a person who overthinks,cry’s everyday,stays up on school nights,and has no motivation to do anything. i miss the times where i was little and didn’t over think or cry every night. i miss the old time. i wish i could go back. so i’m not depressed all the time 😕

When you're dying.. When you're mentally unstable.. When all you want it a hug, they don't care. But the second you're dead, the second you're gone, the second they can't keep an eye on you, they're suddenly "sad."

@fayzaanabdul3537

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah... Like why care when we dead, when we were already as dead and numb in the inside? But some people do actually realize the pain their loved one is in if they even contemplate suicide.

@mr.potatohead3756

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly. Then they go ahead and call you selfish for just wanting out.

@spookidoxzsghost

2 жыл бұрын

Lovely how that works

@coolbaconkid614

2 жыл бұрын

I've ask myself that if they would really care..

@coolbaconkid614

2 жыл бұрын

@@baanamousselli2550 yes

It’s when the tears struggle to fall do you realize how numb you have become to constant pain and disappointment.

@briannamazibuko5581

Жыл бұрын

I've just realized that 😭

@minji4471

Жыл бұрын

This, this right here explains the situation of a lot beings who do not know what to feel and have lost touch with them like myself

@k.s_era2467

Жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭😭

@jellysleepy_little_dragon668

Жыл бұрын

This and also when you don't know why your crying because you have no reason to :/

@adityarautela4330

Жыл бұрын

Ig! All we're hoping for us end and hope is a stupid thing...

To however reads this

@4444ANDYG

Жыл бұрын

That's a lot of love 🤗 much needed in these times

@DeathArc-iw8gg

Жыл бұрын

Love you more❤️🥀

@XTHETIC_STAR

Ай бұрын

Love you too 💗✨

00:00 Lovely 3:53 Arcade 7:49 Moral of the story 12:06 Falling 16:24 This City 19:50 Hold me while you wait 24:04 July 26:59 Past lives 29:46 Can we kiss forever? 33:10 Too sad to cry 37:17 To Die for

@aliabu_ajameih7136

Жыл бұрын

kzread.info/dash/bejne/qJ15k7F6Yryej5s.html

@HebekaMartins

11 ай бұрын

thanks

@ilovekallmekris

11 ай бұрын

they need to pin this

@OSTify0812

10 ай бұрын

Thanks

@StudyHero-ng9hl

9 ай бұрын

00:00 h

Sometimes it's the people with the saddest souls, has beautiful smiles...

@lockaveid7818

2 жыл бұрын

Hm but I think I'm different

@VipersBiteGacha

2 жыл бұрын

We have to, ‘hide the pain’ best way to do that is act fine and smile till the point you can’t anymore…

@Icedouthouda_111

2 жыл бұрын

That's true

@lonelyfran2091

Жыл бұрын

I don't have a beautiful smile I just can't stop the smile

@_valeria._

Жыл бұрын

cause we just don't want them to show our pain 🙂💔

I fought so hard to get out of that hole. Now I feel like I'm being dragged back in . and nobody can save me this time, not even myself.

@mr.potatohead3756

2 жыл бұрын

We have the exact same problem my friend. At this point I just want out.

@julesravenclaw7001

2 жыл бұрын

You got out once and i know you can do it again. It doesnt matter if it takes more time. You got this! (Sending you strenght)

@viroyaal5173

2 жыл бұрын

You are not alone man. We're there for you, when u need us

@wanawshdarwish1451

2 жыл бұрын

Thiss

@wanawshdarwish1451

2 жыл бұрын

@@julesravenclaw7001 happy new year

I had a friend, well actually a brother,we were the best of homies .we loved to party and have fun back in high school, but mostly we enjoyed playing football ⚽️ together, he was my greatest competition and motivation.he shortly died and now i feel all alone ,i lost motivation for football since he's no longer here with me .life just became hard ,my dad abandoned us ,im broke without any solution, bro was the only person who pushed me to see life in a positive way ,RIP Tebello💔

@anti-people00

26 күн бұрын

Man, I can't even imagine your pain😔 I'm sorry for your loss. My sincerest condolences. May his soul rest in peace🕊️

Anyone broken in 2024?💔…just me?

@MiniArtCraft-nv4uf

2 ай бұрын

Me too😅💔

@Edith-nx3ye

2 ай бұрын

Same💔

I wish I could escape this world and get lost somewhere far far far away Where I don’t have to worry about fitting to what society expects Where I don’t need to worry about anything financially, physically, or emotionally Listening to music laying down with my eyes closes in bed with the window open on a nice afternoon for a couple of hours is the closest I get to escaping this world

@Nancy-oq8ee

2 жыл бұрын

feel u.

@snakergamingyt6884

2 жыл бұрын

Same need to escape this world 🙂

@smoldragon8579

2 жыл бұрын

Felt that on a spiritual level my guy✨✨ 😔👏🏻👏🏻✨✨

@jess78231

2 жыл бұрын

This is me!😔

@Sara-zk5qo

2 жыл бұрын

Same here.

I think i can trust in every single person who commented this video, cause all us are broken, all us are strangers to each other

@natedrake1107

2 жыл бұрын

😪☝🏻

@VipersBiteGacha

2 жыл бұрын

Sometimes the strangers are the people who can save a life - life

@lizziebijl4477

Жыл бұрын

Yea. It feels so weird that all the people who even watched this, made smthng terrible in their life. I'm not english btw, dont mind that hahah

@kae2399

Жыл бұрын

i feel connected to every viewer here than anyone i know

@XTHETIC_STAR

Ай бұрын

​​​@@kae2399true 🌷

Nothing hurts more when you're crying at night without making a noise : )

@determinationincarnation

11 ай бұрын

WHAT A LOSER 💀💀🤣🤣🤣

I swear this is the last time I'm trying to carry on. Thank you for this mix. Tired of telling me every day for 19 years that things gonna be okie.. and I realized that , life isn't for everyone to live the fullest. 🙏

his eyes, warm. I want to hold his hand, cry in his arms in the middle of the night.

@anveshamaikhuri7317

2 жыл бұрын

i hope someday

@name-ic8up

2 жыл бұрын

Same!!!

@tkhadoanh1555

2 жыл бұрын

me too....

@julijanastokic9146

Жыл бұрын

Same 🎧

@CIeansing

Жыл бұрын

Alright what are you 13? There’s billions men get fucking over it

I bet we are gonna be better parents than our parents ever have been 🙃💕

@pixxie0

2 жыл бұрын

This generation has seen it all

@the_army_stay-08

2 жыл бұрын

I don't wanna be a parent I don't wanna marry anyone this world is fake so fake 😂

@imnotok775

2 жыл бұрын

@Jυɳɠƙσσƙ¡ frr. so many fake ppl, I hate it. but u will find someone who is not fake. trust me, I promise u that u will

@the_army_stay-08

2 жыл бұрын

@@imnotok775 it will be possible if we will have that life and society but i guess ........yeah and atb for ur life dear be happy no matter what and may god blast u with happiness 😊✨✨😙

@kizoru8493

2 жыл бұрын

My social anxiety is so bad, that I probably won't find someone.

you listen to sad music to try and get yourself to cry. like you've been hurting for so long that you can't let that feeling out. am i the only one?

@XTHETIC_STAR

Ай бұрын

No you're not the only one :)

Everyone is so kind here,i wish all people were like you guys🫀

its ok to not get good grades its ok to do mistakes its ok to not be perfect whatever that may make u sad is gonna go away trust me bad marks doesn't mean the end of the world u always can retry :))

@ghzlab4745

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks.. I really needed that

@neham1208

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks.. I really needed that

@kylaiscool6076

2 жыл бұрын

tell that to my mom

@Cloud-oo8xu

2 жыл бұрын

I love you thanks for this

@annanymous8372

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for this.. new month I have exam but I cant attend due to fam bussiness

When your the person everyone talks to about their problems, putting their problems before your own, them always expecting for you to be there when they need to talk, but no one is ever there for you, so you just keep your feelings to yourself, and lie to everyone saying your fine, when your just lying to your self. Anyone else like this?

@jess78231

2 жыл бұрын

This is perfectly me😓

@VipersBiteGacha

2 жыл бұрын

I get told all sorts of crap, from ppl saying how the j7mped from a bridge but was saved to ppls life story’s, It’s hard

@kimlili3052

Жыл бұрын

Yes its me

@chanceusealeena7952

Жыл бұрын

Exactly,I listen to everyone but when I have problem no ones listen no one there to available

@kae2399

Жыл бұрын

me

To everyone here, myself included honestly, sending virtual hugs your way. It's okay to lay down, cry, feel upset. It's what makes you human after all. But remember that the fact you're here is a beautiful thing in itself. Some humans never got to have that chance even before they were born, and some have spent their last day with their last breath. Cherish what got you to push yourself this far in your life.

@LiamODell-qy2hx

9 ай бұрын

I’m growing up in a family where crying is only acceptable when you’re alone not in front of people so crying and stuff like that is like a foreign language

The way I’m breaking down to these songs but have to keep stopping to skip ads 😭

I knew it was bad when I had to cover my mouth when I cried so no one could hear me

@jackbarber1451

Жыл бұрын

Tell me, why do you cry? Remember that I'm with you. I have always been.

@xxxxxxx0816

Жыл бұрын

yea lol me rn

@liya6118

Жыл бұрын

me rn

@DawnDoMinecraft

Жыл бұрын

my parents room is right beside my room so I have to cover my mouth to keep them from hearing me...

@id10cyy

Жыл бұрын

Same. I wish i was never like this. I wish i was never stuck in my personal hell all the time. I wish there was a way out :(

Sometimes I hold my tears back because I’m afraid my parents will see me And ask me why I’m crying and the problem that I’m wondering that too, I’m wondering why I’m so sad like an year ago I was so happy ,I’m wondering why I’m so insecure , I’m wondering why I’m so ugly and fat is like I’m afraid to express my feelings to someone cuz I’m afraid they will laugh and make fun of me…. I wish I could be like those girls that have the perfect life ,perfect face ,perfect body like I hate myself so much I may look happy but I’m not

@viviii7765

2 жыл бұрын

I really felt this..

@bendover-ge5he

Жыл бұрын

trust me no girl is perfect they only show their good side to make themselves look perfect :) ur beautiful the way u are

@slutfor2d

Жыл бұрын

So relatable.

@zehrahamdani7176

Жыл бұрын

I feel like this all the time i am very bad at explaining so i dont have words to describe what i am feeling but this... this is exactly what i feel like💯❤

@kelseylister7686

Жыл бұрын

U are beautiful in your own way darling you will heal princess 💗

Listening to music n reading comments making me more emotion 💔

it's strange how people you don't know understand you like know one can

@lizziebijl4477

Жыл бұрын

Exactly. Everybody in this Comment section understands me more then my own friends and family.

@CIeansing

Жыл бұрын

Ess tee eff u

me? oh yeah im fine. well actually *they continue to walk away* oh ummm ok.

@bxnnybxy7241

2 жыл бұрын

Hey, it's okey.. Someday someone will look at you and realize how down you are, how you really feel.. Someone will notice and be there for you, they will love you the way you are. Thank you for being on earth, I'm proud of you

@beekilpatrick183

2 жыл бұрын

@@bxnnybxy7241 I hope so

@figure3790

2 жыл бұрын

Lol

@jazcey1122

2 жыл бұрын

"Pats you on the back gently." Come on. I know this great coffee shop just down the block. You look like you need something sweet. ☺️

@beekilpatrick183

2 жыл бұрын

@@jazcey1122

I got a mental scar today at school and the worst part is I don’t know what I did wrong. I was at school and walked up to my friends and they yelled at me telling me to go away and ignored me for the rest of the day. Sometimes I just wished to be loved.

Im not a sad person and i honestly just came to this playlist to chill and seeing all of these comments just motivates me so much to be happy and greatfull with what i have , i saw this comment saying that if youre here and having a tough time , theres a lot of people here with you and for you and that just warms my heart❤

To the one's hurting we gonna make it we just gotta stay strong and keep moving on I love you all please stay safe

@idkwhhaatt

Жыл бұрын

thank you so much! this helps people a lot so thank you for taking your time and doing this for us! Your a beautiful person thank you.

moral of the story hits hard when im a mistake myself

@idkwhhaatt

Жыл бұрын

don’t say this!! You are not a mistake, nobody is and you need to realize this. If you feel down don’t make yourself think that your a mistake bc your not don’t let negativity get to you. I know you got this! Please be strong and one day you’ll get through it!!

A dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it’s your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For Me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s a night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how lucky he/ she/ they are :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words today tomorrow..

@Superjcat75

5 ай бұрын

Thank you 🙏

@rose_blush4098

5 ай бұрын

Your welcome @@Superjcat75 😇

0:00 - i thought I found a way 3:56 - broken heart 7:49 - moral of the story 12:10 - again 16:32 - city 19:58 - stay away 24:12 - im not enough 27:07 - dream 29:54 - pain 33:10 - sad 37:23 - pink lemonade This took me only 5 minutes hope you enjoyed

@ItsVitsuneHello

Жыл бұрын

hii thanks for making this but the first one is called lovely

@AngelWhittington

Жыл бұрын

the first one is lovely by Billie Eilish & Khalid 😁😁

@404-username-not-found

Жыл бұрын

You did not just call lovely thought I found a way

@404-username-not-found

Жыл бұрын

Bro you got like half of these wrong The second one is arcade

@christyy5710

Жыл бұрын

@@404-username-not-found no she just copied them from the video time stamps

Hey, comment section I hope each and every one of you is doing ok. While I was listening I wrote out my emotions and what is going through my head right now, You don't haft to read I just needed a place to share. I struggle to decipher the difference between feeling sorry for my parents and being annoyed at them. I know I'm not ok but they don’t seem to get it at all, they say it’s just about being a teenager but I know it runs a lot deeper. It’s weird because I find it easier to be silent. I can't be bothered to explain and justify to people why I feel like this. With my parents, I wished nothing more that they would understand but they don't. And they will never, I have a better bond with some of my teachers than I ever will with my parents. That’s the thing they don’t understand my pain they think I want attention when im struggling. I thought mum would understand the emotional side of it more considering she had anxiety and depression before but she’s far from it, she isn’t the type of mum you can talk to. I don’t even think that she notices it but she is so unintentionally judgey that you feel embarrassed or ashamed to tell her anything. Dad, we have a good relationship I guess but he always takes mums side even though he is hardly there to see it for himself. He always accuses me of being a moody teenager, when I’m, not they are simple warning signs that im not doing ok. I feel as if I tell my parents everything I will just be reprimanded, they say their techniques are so great and righteous but if they were I wouldn't be so afraid to tell them what is going on inside my head. There’s no point because they wouldn’t get anyways. On one side of my mind, I feel sorry for them, especially my mum I know she was expecting me to turn out like my older brother again I don’t know whether she realises she’s doing it but she is constantly comparing me to him. But the truth is im not him, im nothing like him at all. Maybe if my parents acted differently then I could tell them everything, but I can’t because they don’t. But on the other side of my brain, I am so mad at them because I am constantly holding my tongue arround them as I know I can’t tell them anything. I wish they were more understanding sometimes. Well after tonight’s shit show I Know that I have destroyed the relationship I have with both parents. Before that made me sad, but I know im not their little girl anymore, Im tired of trying to get their approval or making them proud. It’s better this way because when I leave (move out as soon as I can) they will expect it. They might feel betrayed or hurt but trust me I know that feeling they WILL get over it SOONER or LATER.

@mentallyunstableram3652

2 жыл бұрын

OMG I'm going through the same thing too. My parents blame it all on being a teenager and even one time when I admitted that I think I might have depression my mum got so pissed at me, I just cried alone in my room. My dad is the same but like u he's not really there to see anything. No matter how much I help them: get them water or help with translating into English or help my dad with writing an email or whatever, they can't help my emotional state at all. Even when I told them what I was feeling, they completely dismissed it and made me feel like shit so now I just stay quite around them and never tell them anything bc if I do ik they'll just compare me to my older brother who was problematic as a kid. It's so weird that a stranger on the internet understands me better than my own parents but it's reassuring that there's someone else out there going through the same shit as me. I'm wishing u the best Wow that was long but I really needed to vent 😅

@anshee_15

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you broke their fucking heart and they regret all the shit they have and haven't done to you I wish you all the the best and I can tell you that I understand what you are going through 💕 It's funny how those 'strangers' in the comment section understand you better than anyone. Love you so much I wish you the best love❤

@aishablizzard_1097

2 жыл бұрын

@@anshee_15 ik It's been ok ig. So little update: I told my parents they said they didn't know and I have a doctors appointment, im 1 day 11 hours clean, I just got broken up, like 2 hours ago, but my ex is helping me through it, we are really close friends so ig that is good.

@anshee_15

2 жыл бұрын

@@aishablizzard_1097 that is GREAT I hope you you feel a much better And I'm sure that it's going to get better soon I wish you all the best in the world and I hope your ex don't fuck up again if he did in the past oh and btw what kind of doctors appointment?( If you don't mind me asking) I love you❤

Just remeber when you are lonely and feel afraid, you are not the only person on earth who isn't ok There's millions of us just like you, like you, like you...

@Ss_Sails101

2 жыл бұрын

I love that song and message!

@user-gq8mz3ek9x

2 жыл бұрын

@@Ss_Sails101 me too🙂

@spookidoxzsghost

2 жыл бұрын

We're all here for each other.

@user-gq8mz3ek9x

2 жыл бұрын

@@spookidoxzsghost true🙂

@asher4809

2 жыл бұрын

@@spookidoxzsghost yessss and we will make it through

im 12, the worst feeling I’ve ever had was when I was 5. my mother told me “don’t you dare call me mom again, call me by my name, and im not your mom anymore!!” people can say that it’s normal for everyone, it’ll come for every person, including me. 7 years went by and those words are still killing me from inside..

It shocks me how upset I actually am. And it mostly shocks me how I put on this facade so well and nobody notices. It shocks me how lonely I am. But I am lonely. I have to hold myself ,and just pretend it’s someone who actually cares about me, to eventually fall asleep. I know I’m gonna get past this. It just doesn’t feel like there’s light at the end of the tunnel yet.

the worst feeling is when u don’t really cry anymore, you just sit there with no expression and tears are just rolling down ur face

@kenlen-wv4sm

Жыл бұрын

Yes this happened when I’m on the toilet constipated

@kenlen-wv4sm

Жыл бұрын

And with diehereah

@cassandrawebb195

Жыл бұрын

I still feel like that :(

@GhostK75

2 ай бұрын

I feel the same

Ik this is gonna get lost in the comments. But, you’re good enough Grades:they’re numbers Friends: they’re people, just like you Thoughts: its your imagination, don’t be scared if your own brain. The scariest possibilities, are so small, they’re more scared of you than you are of it. But I’m sitting here, suicidal, and I’m telling everyone else it’s ok. Cause I’m the end, we’re all just a bunch of kids telling each other it’s ok, when it’s not, and it’s never been ok.

@444oneka

2 жыл бұрын

thank you so much for this.. and I would like to say to you that everything will be okay & im so glad that you’re still here I love you

@VipersBiteGacha

2 жыл бұрын

Indeed, we are all people trying to lift up those who struggle We are people who are there for others But we are people who can’t smile, can’t laugh

@ManageMayhem

Жыл бұрын

That's very well put, hope you're doing better, this has made me feel better, I appreciate it alot. 🥲

@gabbybrewton5456

Жыл бұрын

hey, i love you. it's gonna be ok. i know it hurts, but hang in there for me. we all have different stories and experiences, but are all experiencing the same pain. As i'm writing this, i have tears streaming down my face, because i'm finally breaking from the pain, but i'm not going to give up and i don't want you to either. i know it will be hard, but i believe in you, i believe you can do it

@DaarIsAltydHoop

Жыл бұрын

One thing, dont ever end yourself You wil just go to hell if you do

Listening to this from last 8 months, and will listen always

I have no tears left in my eyes from crying💔

Parents always say they will be there but I feel like they will judge you. Your friends don’t care. You don’t wanna annoy them or your bf. So here I am laying in bed listening to this playlist reflecting on past mistakes and doubting myself but I feel like the people on here understand better than anyone that is why I come on here. Thank you

@fa555e

Жыл бұрын

Yu are strong 💪 ❤️

@kenlen-wv4sm

Жыл бұрын

I know they judge me about my poo couler and type

@lili_yaa1297

Жыл бұрын

My friend, I really feel you. Don't worry, I have hope that we will get through this and become much better❤❤

@fall179

Жыл бұрын

People will judge for you and not everyone will care, unfortunately that’s a part of life. I think it would be better to clear your mind and try not to care about that. I know it’s hard but I’ve been able to get passed the storm my life was in and come into calmness, and it feels nice. I wish you well, and I will be here if you need me❤

@Anjalii303

Жыл бұрын

Friends are so fu**** fake ...

🥺 there are people who really do care... don't be afraid to admit you are confused, lonely, scared, or sad, or just need a friend. I'm sorry you're hurting

I like this playlist because it is the only thing that i feel understands me deeper than the personality of this happy person. When there is so much more happening on the inside that nobody can see.. Expect this playlist and the comments. ❤

To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, even when it seems they will never go away, it will get better. Life has ups and downs, maybe right now feels like a forever down but it i will go back up again, just keep on living and you'll go back up eventually, it'll be okay :) You are so strong and I know you can get through this! I believe in you, I believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself, _you_ are so strong and resilient, you have withstood so much, I'm so proud of you! Keep going! You are so special and unique and beautiful, don't forget that

when you're happy you enjoy the music. when you're sad you understand the lyrics

@CIeansing

Жыл бұрын

Ok well so you’re saying people who know basic English are sad?

@AchtungMann

Жыл бұрын

@@CIeansing I'd think he's trying to say, that when you're feeling down your pay more attention to the story of the song than the rythm

@CIeansing

Жыл бұрын

@@AchtungMann obviously

@jakato9689

Жыл бұрын

@@CIeansing bro

I pretend it doesn't hurt I act like it's nothing But really, it's everything, and it's killing me.

@anassnettach8301

Жыл бұрын

I was doing good with her i even invited her to cinems until she confess that she like someone else Broo i don't know what to do

@dkjikookie5241

Жыл бұрын

Me too

@kimjk1292

Жыл бұрын

​@@dkjikookie5241 i find an Army in every video's comment section

@kimjk1292

Жыл бұрын

Dont suppress or fake ur feelings , it will turn u into a stone n it makes u feel empty

@dkjikookie5241

Жыл бұрын

@@kimjk1292 correct

Pov: you’re relaxed listening to this and an ad comes on

@sk1tt1xs

Жыл бұрын

Thanks for hearting my comment

This is how i found this playlist. It was actually night time and I'm covered in my sheets crying because I've procrastinated once again when i promised to do better. I cried to my mom and said my mind is always full even if i don't want to. I've developed an anxiety when going and in the school. Always praying that I don't get called and answer the wrong thing because all of my classmates would probably look at me and laugh, even though they help and are supportive when you don't get a lesson, especially math. Oh, i hate math with a passion, but i do want to become good at it. Even if only math. That's all i want, to be better at school. I want to be strong, but I can't. They have high expectations for me, which I can't reach. Though i wish i was at that level, I'm only on the lower rank. Never an honor student, had a line of 7 once, and average is always 88 or 85. I want them to know that I'm trying, too much that i cry myself to sleep almost every night, that sometimes i cry while doing late homeworks, that i feel stressed, and only has 4 hours of sleep. I'm tired. Very very tired, but I can't stop because I'm pushing myself to become perfect, when all i want is understanding. I'm only human, and i deserve to be heard and listened to. Edit: it's Sunday, day before going back to school after academic break. And i feel like my stomach is full of butterflies 🥲

@derechte5723

11 ай бұрын

How is life going now?

@Arunneyy

7 ай бұрын

Scoring marks is not important bruh. The amout of education you get from it is important. So don't study just learn

Hey everybody, You all are doing great, don't give up. It's okay to feel sad It's okay to feel empty everything is okay, everything will be fine I swear. Ily all

@pixxie0

2 жыл бұрын

This made me cry. Tysm

@Ritodoggamer

Жыл бұрын

just you saying this makes me feel better. That just shows you how much I hurt. Just words from someone I have never even met make me feel better and cry.

@gfrezz303

Жыл бұрын

I know u are trying to help but it’s so fucking hard i am losing myself i am losing everything

@tojasandra2044

Жыл бұрын

Tysm

@pradhanduet9754

Жыл бұрын

Ily thanks so much it's weird how random ppl on the Internet care more than our friends. Then fucked up people say the Internet has no good side

Its okay yall im hugging yall cause you guys deserve it:D

@7mollya

2 жыл бұрын

yess!

@summerbe

Жыл бұрын

love you lots :)

@AvToonz

Жыл бұрын

I don't get alot of hugs thank you

Came across this when I was feeling sh*tty and wanted to cry myself to sleep. Whoever made this playlist, you're a lifesaver ❣️

@aliabu_ajameih7136

Жыл бұрын

kzread.info/dash/bejne/qJ15k7F6Yryej5s.html

this is the best playlist I've ever heard before, thanks

i hope we’re gonna be parents our kids will feel free and safe to talk to so they know they’re not alone and won’t ever be cause we’ll always be by their side they will maybe hurt, but they won’t feel this kinda pain cause we’ll be wiping their tears every time, over and over again

@edunomad

2 жыл бұрын

To be honest, after such experience of parents, I don’t want to have kids…I feel that I cannot even struggle with me, myself. How can I give my kids love and attention, when I can’t do it with myself…

I can't believe that 3 or more Years ago I was an innocent little kid enjoying life to its fullest. now I'm a broken mess and when i think of all those happy memories its makes me so sad and makes me feel so alone. to the strangers reading this, youre not alone. :(

@321hat

Жыл бұрын

@Nishali Dhanushika indian😂?

@321hat

Жыл бұрын

@Nishali Dhanushika so what

@321hat

Жыл бұрын

@Nishali Dhanushika why you are here?? broken

@XIN_5_fanpage

Жыл бұрын

Time passes so fast😔🖤

It does hurt when you love someone you cant have but it also hurts when you love someone you shouldnt have 😭😭😭

I want to leave this comment for people who say they can't, and who can't get out or be happy, I know you have difficult parents and that your friends aren't real, I know that even if you look for help no one is there, that when you needed comfort when you were crying at 3am, when you screamed into your pillow asking for help, but remember in life it's just you and you, i know it's hard to get out of bed, out of this loop, but I give you advice from a person who has been in your position who has tried to kill himself to end the pain, that you don't have to follow their advice to be happy, you can do it your own way, you may not have help, but you have yourself, it doesn't have to be their way, be your way, dream because everyone deserves it, try to achieve something that is bothering you, if you feel ugly or ugly for any part of your body that is and wants change , fight to change because you can make you happy, only you can get out of this hole that you are, if you think you can't pass a test, look for reinforcement try to study 5 hours a day even if it's difficult, manage to find a way to get what's bothering you, knock it down barriers that prevent you from walking, before you say you are not worthy or you are not the person who can get you out of there, remember every day to believe in yourself, because you don't realize your efforts and your values ​​now, because you you are blind from darkness, fear, and lack of support, if you are angry or any other feeling you are feeling use this to get up, tell yourself that you will go up and rub it in the face of those who don't believe or didn't help you, show that despite the difficulties you are better than they say and believe only in you because if I get out of this situation, why can't you? Just because you're not strong like me? This is bullshit, each one is strong in their own way, so don't take your efforts because someone said you're not good enough, because you are but you still need to find your little star that's waiting for you, you have to find your light , and she has not abandoned you and is not far , they are very close to you

@atmanimarwa941

2 жыл бұрын

thanks

@jess78231

2 жыл бұрын

trying is all I can do 😓

@mel-rx3ox

2 жыл бұрын

I love you .

@nabiha7955

Жыл бұрын

Thank you, stranger. That helped

@idkwhhaatt

Жыл бұрын

I want you to know how amazing you are doing this for us! Your really an amazing person, I hope the best for you!! :)

it's so hard when everyone is there, but yourself is not there for you. you'll feel so lost and confused... you'll run away from them to find yourself, but keep losing yourself more. you won't know where to go.

when i feel the way i do like rn, i listen to these kind of playlists to try and calm my mind and my anxiety. but tn is different. i’m just trying to remember all the memories i’ve made with my bsf before he passed. and it hurts bc he’s been gone for a year now and i’m slowly forgetting how his voice sounds like and i’m slow forgetting the memories of him. like i can barely remember anything like it’s all fading away in existence. and i just can’t let them go yet. i can’t let him go. i just want to hold on a bit longer even tho ik he’s never returning home. he was like me little brother and when he left, a part of me left. he took a part of me that my friends and family will never see again. i just feel so alone and lost without him and it hurts. it really hurts. i pray for the pain to go away and for me to finally let him go but all i feel is pain and all I want is for him to come back home… LLS🕊️🤍

Thanks it really helped after letting that all out and bursting in tears ,i have been having continuous breakdown everyday recently and this helped to let it all out in one go

I was always told "never talk to strangers" but the people I don't know understand me the most.

@haniah751

Жыл бұрын

same

parents say to never talk to online people or strangers but.. i met my best friend online, and he has been there since day one, he actually understands where im coming from

@neham1208

2 жыл бұрын

how did it go????

@avabush3507

2 жыл бұрын

How was it!

@alinajuliajagic3831

2 жыл бұрын

I wish that this happend to me my story was the same but he said goodbye to soon

???: "Why do you listen to sad songs/music so much?" Me: "because I can." My heart & mind: "because there's a sense of comfort in knowing so many strangers feel the same, and actually understand when even those who are close to me don't."

It hurts when you lose someone who that understands you😢

the people who are meant to love and support me instead discourage and gaslight me. i’m a freshman in college who has no idea what she’s doing with her life because for the past nineteen years i’ve always been told what i’ll be. other people’s expectations have become my goals. i don’t know what i want to be and that terrifies me to my core. my future is so unpredictable and it’s hard to live in the moment because every second i am reminded of their words. i get scared thinking of my future, thoughts of ending everything sometimes creeping in my mind. but then they win and i get nothing. this upcoming year i really want to find out who i am, without the past holding me back. for everyone dealing with discouraging family/friends, you and i will get through it. i promise. we will be successful and make our own decisions and be who we are. let’s learn to not let anyone hold us back. we will grow. we will live.

I feel like only my bed knows how much I truly cry.

@Amy-jg6vu

Жыл бұрын

sadly its so true and the next day I go to school and put on a fake smile and make them laugh...

@kenlen-wv4sm

Жыл бұрын

Yes me too I’m the only one who knows how much I cry on my bed because I lost my v bucks on the fortnite battle pass because I forgot to finish it it has been 7 days since this happend I’m still sad this has made a bit indent on my life

This is the playlist i needed to hear...🥺🥺Keep it up bro👍👍

I'm not sure what's worse. Crying or having to cry quietly because you know that if anyone heard you, they wouldn't understand..

I’ve never done this before or shared this to anyone before.. but.. here I am, about to share the hardest time of my life to a bunch of strangers I feel strangely connected to.. i feel as if my “emo phase” was the absolute worst pain I’ve ever been in. I’ve never felt that kind of pain ever and i felt so empty & alone. i still remember it was during quarantine, there wasn’t anybody around & I saw a bottle of pills.. I still remember that same day, the exact say feeling I felt in my heart, my mind.. I was going to do it.. I was just thinking “am I really about to do this.. what will afterlife be like.. will my pain finally be over?” I didn’t have anybody that I could mentally think about other than myself in that moment. that may sound selfish but it’s the truth.. I couldn’t think of my parents, I couldn’t think of any friends.. not that I had any.. i couldn’t think of my cousins or siblings… all I could think about, in that moment, was that bottle of pills.. now you may be thinking why am I still here if i was so close to taking the pills well, I ask myself that same exact question every single day.. “why are you still here? why didn’t you just take the pills?” I’m not sure why I didn’t.. I’m not really glad I didn’t.. but there are some moments in my life, now, that I feel somewhat glad I didn’t end it. I sometimes do, somehow find myself missing the deep deep sadness I felt in that period of time in my life. i miss the aching feeling of myself crying in my room at night wishing I was dead, wishing I didn’t look how I look, wishing I wasn’t who I am. i wouldn’t say that I’m happy but I wouldn’t say that I’m depressed.. I still struggle with my inner thoughts & I still sometimes find myself crying.. staring at a pill bottle.. but hey, here I am, writing this awful paragraph about my awful life to a bunch of strangers. thank you..(?)

@SHAMAN0

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so proud of you...keep going. your life is worthy so don't end it...ur so strong everything's gonna be alright soon i promise. i also feel the same way sometimes you're not alone...ik it's been 2 months now i just wanted to reply since no one replied you. i'm not good at replying to people sorry for that if that doesn't make sense or something.😅 but i hope you feel better and i hope you see this :)...hope you have a great day💗

@Blurb-playz

Жыл бұрын

Not thinking of others is not selfish, it just means your finally thinking of yourself, even if you had before, for this it’s different, please don’t come back to this sadness, it would break most the second time….. I bet if this happens my entire life or it stops then starts, I’ll break, so please try not to go back, it would lift me up to know that there’s an example to follow out of the darkness

@Ada-pc3nt

Жыл бұрын

hey, i had the same experience in 2019 but here i am fully happy and really grateful that i didn’t end my life, but sometimes i have a days like this this, and remember life gets better you need to trust the world

@BlaBla-no6el

Жыл бұрын

I love you sm and I'm so proud of you!!!

@lili_yaa1297

Жыл бұрын

❤❤

"The scars on my skin are not a suicidal intendency, They're my mental scars carved into my wrist and fore arms so they won't get ignored like how they were once before." -A gone forever friend Better explanation; I had a very old friend who had scars in her skin. Like I have now. Last thing I heard from her was the quote I quoted from her. I hope to see her one day.

@natedrake1107

2 жыл бұрын

🚶🏻‍♂️. I hope so.

When you're in physical as well as mental pain that hits hard! And when fucking you have that one person you love the most in your mind and you guys messed up and you need that person so bad and miss them and want them to be with you hug them so tight and say sorry for all the mistakes you made and tears they had in their eyes cuz of you unintentionally and you want to end up the fight and be in good terms you really need this playlist at midnight! Wanted to sleep in their arms and listening to them, cuddling, saying eachother ilys ,soft touches, caressing eachother hair and then peacefully sleeping we r here instead listening to this playlist 🥺Btw Best playlist so far!! Needed this so bad!🥺💜

What a nice piece of art you made 🖤✨

Im not mad im not sad im not happy im not worried im not scared i fell nothing . No mood idk what feelings is this is anyone agree with me ? Do you guys have the same feeling with me or just me...

@jemisha4056

2 жыл бұрын

yea i do

@jemisha4056

2 жыл бұрын

it just... i cant describe it tere is so much questions in my mind but can t find ansewrs all i wanted is a hug . my problem is i love a guy very very much but he dont even know that i exist i wish he knows how much i love him i wish i can see him one day and hold his hand for once 😯😧 if you still here you should know that you are special i dont know you guys but i know that everyone needs another chance . dont stop you worked all of these years to make yor dream come true you cant just stop now . i know what u feeling , iknow its hard to fake a smile every day but you have to work dont stop make you dream come true and do not ever care what people say you are the best .😊 ♡SMILE♡

@yukipop1386

2 жыл бұрын

@@jemisha4056 you make me smile so much today :) im sorry from what you have been tru , girl its okay maybe he is not the right guy for you :( but im sure one day you will find a guy will be so caring to you and give you so much love and you will fell special but you already special ^^ its okay to cry , because if you cry pain can go away little by little and if you think you cant find your happines its alright just wait because it not the end . If you think your really ugly girl noo your beautiful even tho idk how you look like but your very beautiful god work hard to make you and you just say your ugly :( no its not like that okay , ily < 3 *sending you warm hug!*

@jemisha4056

2 жыл бұрын

@@yukipop1386 thank u soo much you rlly made my day :)

@yukipop1386

2 жыл бұрын

@@jemisha4056 have a good day hun

It’s crazy how we all feel so down at one point in our life’s. Just imagine if there was no pain we would never truly grow up without pain. I’m not saying having pain is fun. I feel broken and that’s why I’m here like so many other people. I just thought about how many of us have the same problem we’re not alone.

sometimes strangers on youtube help/comfort you better than ur closest friends...

Thanks I was just crying rn this helped, I smiled .

Hello to the person reading this with a heavy heart: ) Hang in there dear I know that it'll feel like you're falling down your knees straight to distancing from the world (coz you feel like no one would understand you)but you know what? You can get through this Remember that after every storm there's always a brighter day Sometimes the sun rise brightly but it gets dark as the storm rolls in But it isn't dark forever Like wise life is all about downhills,uphils,silent battles,unseen tears, judgmental stares,fake smiles But what's important is that you should never even think of giving up coz some years later you're probably gonna thank yourself for not giving up becoz of how amazing your life will be^_^ Its all gonna be okay and you can cry dear let all those pain get out of your shoulders, you're carrying too much: ) But just hold on there brighter days are to come🖤 Edit : everyone has got their own Stories to tell, I hope this reminds you that you're not trapped alone in this castle of grief. Be there when no one else sees your hidden tears and no one else hears your untold stories. Sometimes your presence is the reason why someone feels alive. You're all that really matters.❤️

@akiratakeo4011

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so so much... I really needed that.

@non_of_your_business_

Жыл бұрын

Thank you soooo much i really really need that cuz i don't have anyone who understand me.

@rituparnasamal535

Жыл бұрын

Had me in the first part ... Just read "hang in there dear" and I just burst into tears ..

@Oak89804

Жыл бұрын

Why are you the only nice porson that has tryed to help me

@noraizahnase7493

Жыл бұрын

Hoping that someday I can finally feel genuine happiness