my self esteem issues

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  • @chrissarah9174
    @chrissarah91746 жыл бұрын

    I know you know you aren’t alone, but here’s another reminder. We are with you.

  • @spkolala
    @spkolala6 жыл бұрын

    Honestly, over-produced KZread videos kind of separate me from the creator. I think the obvious amount of research you do for your videos is very evident and you project your content in a very genuine and real way which is why I enjoy watching what you make so much, and I'm sure most of your subscribers feel the same! I genuinly look forward to your videos, so please keep doing what you're doing ❤

  • @TeiChann
    @TeiChann6 жыл бұрын

    You are more than good enough for me

  • @TeiChann

    @TeiChann

    6 жыл бұрын

    I just want to give you a hug ❤️

  • @twinklefart69
    @twinklefart696 жыл бұрын

    This BREAKS my heart because you are seriously my favorite KZreadr! I completely understand the feeling, but Sarah, you are incredible. You’re definitely being too hard on yourself, you are so very loved. 💛

  • @pettysouvenir
    @pettysouvenir6 жыл бұрын

    You are the only KZreadr that I never wanted to unsubscribe from. Been watching you for a very long time, so now it feels like you are my actual friend! You deserve every single one of your subscribers and even more!!! Sending love and positive vibes 💕

  • @karenreynoso5461
    @karenreynoso54616 жыл бұрын

    Damn, Sarah. I felt like I was sitting in the passenger seat. There was a moment when I wanted to give you a hug or something but then it hit me that I am not in your passenger seat, I am in my bed wearing fuzzy socks. Here are some thoughts I had while listening to you: -A lot of us like that you talk about different topics. In my case, it's pretty much the reason I'm here. We might me a niche audience but niche audiences tend to be more enthusiastic and loyal. -I'm sure you know better than anyone commenting that filming allows you to cut and think about what you're going to say, kind of like when you're writing. I feel like the other KZreadrs you compare yourself with definitely know the power of editing. It's not a bad thing, but it's like looking at Instagram; it's curated to look better than it actually is. -Also, a loooot of people are really good and just being confident when they speak, so you believe them in the moment. Sometimes, a few days after I listen to one of these people I realize they're full of crap. -Remember how I said that I felt like I was sitting next to you? That is something that I feel big KZreadrs don't achieve. One of the beautiful things about the internet is that it democratizes content creation and I feel like the channels that have millions upon millions of viewers have kind of lost sight of that? But what you're creating, even if it's on a smaller scale, is important and unique and beautiful. Don't lose sight of that. And we're here for you.

  • @emmarisby

    @emmarisby

    6 жыл бұрын

    Oh, I hate when I can't like a comment because the phone won't allow me to. >< I really agree with you, you sound so wise and I agree with your point about Sarah's audience. 💛 Xx

  • @Keirabug
    @Keirabug6 жыл бұрын

    I can relate to literally every single thing you said in this video from depression right now, growing older (I’m turning 27 on Thursday) pressure to be a better youtuber and human being, achievement-based confidence based on what you are capable of doing or what you are not capable of doing especially compared to others and having that mean something in your head about your value. Questioning why the people in your life and all that you have is even there, like why do I have such a great life and great boyfriend? The speaking thing even. I used to script videos and I thought they would be so good but I ended up doing the same thing you described here, trying to write down bullets, then they turned into sentences and you speak them verbatim and it comes out different than what you wanted. It is hard to not have the skills to speak what is in your head in a way that translates well. I even tend to do what you described here when you hang out with friends. Bonding over similarities even if they are negative is, I think, a natural response in friendships and it’s normal to get stuck there until you realize you don’t like doing that. Every time I try to relate to a friend and tell them why I feel that I understand them, I also question whether that was being a good friend because I don’t want to take away from the safe space I want to hold for them and I don’t ever want to turn the attention toward me if that means they feel diminished somehow or I don’t know. I’m kind of doing that right now except you actually asked us if we have experienced anything similar so it is appropriate here. But I know what it is like to question if you’re a good friend or if that person you just hung out with is like thinking they don’t want to hang out anymore or confide in you or if they feel negatively toward you. Ugh I’m having a hard time too

  • @thatshot5909

    @thatshot5909

    6 жыл бұрын

    saaaaaaameeeee it's amazing to know that they are others who feel the same way

  • @meepmoopmeep1
    @meepmoopmeep16 жыл бұрын

    You are an intelligent, beautiful, creative, strong, and compassionate woman! You deserve all of the love and positive relationships that have come into your life ♥️ don’t doubt that!

  • @user-hw5ys6ng1l
    @user-hw5ys6ng1l6 жыл бұрын

    Baby girl, not one single 28 year old that I know has their shit together... Myself included. I feel like my late 20s (😦😦) have been harder than my early 20s.

  • @moonireads

    @moonireads

    6 жыл бұрын

    Kristen Hudson THIS. I only started to feel like I kind if got it together once I turned 30 last year and I've never been more confident in my life and my life has never been more "together." Oh and it's crazy because at 28 I was still not THERE, you know?

  • @TheChloclo

    @TheChloclo

    6 жыл бұрын

    This!! NO ONE TELLS YOU THIS! You always hear people say that teens and 20 somethings think they're living their best life but really you will be much happier as you get older and 30 is like this fantasy age where you finally know who you are, found your place in the world, start a family, have a cat and dog and gain a magic certificate at adulting. Well I spent all my teens being a top student, knowing what the next goal was, feeling on track... Now, almost 28, no job, no idea what do do next, no cat, no dog, no certificate... Not asking to be pitied or anything, it's just really reassuring to know that you're not alone in this and that even if no one in your real life goes through the same thing, people, somewhere do.

  • @muxajetaptocom

    @muxajetaptocom

    6 жыл бұрын

    Kristen Hudson truth! In my early twenties at least I knew where I was supposed to be, I went to school and I had faith in my future and my possibilities. Today, as the opportunities and time slip away, I feel more and more like a headless chicken. I'll get there, later that everyone else, but I'll get there

  • @user-hw5ys6ng1l

    @user-hw5ys6ng1l

    6 жыл бұрын

    Waking up to these 3 responses made me feel so much better about my life... We are not alone guys and we will get there eventually! Here's to our 30s being a helluva lot better than our 20s 🍺 Much love and luck to you all ❤

  • @monicafajardo3110

    @monicafajardo3110

    6 жыл бұрын

    Im turning 28 this month. You have no idea how much this comment relieved my heart and soul. THANK YOU 💚

  • @heygabbymae
    @heygabbymae6 жыл бұрын

    I don't think self esteem is something you ever really get over. Something my coworker told me (and I don't know where she heard it) is that life is separated between three phases. The okay/good phase, the bad phase and the phase of getting better. The bad phase is always the shortest, and the getting better part is the longest. If you can get good at getting better, you can handle anything. I've been a viewer for years now and when you open up like this it reminds me to open up, too. You may feel like others are smarter than you, or better than you. But they're not you. You're authentic. The best thing about you is that you open up. You share, you help us. You provide resources. I only hope we can give you the same support back. I have so much love and respect for you.

  • @morganweaver308
    @morganweaver3086 жыл бұрын

    Gosh I love your videos! Anything. Anything you do lol.

  • @amedeiros5703
    @amedeiros57036 жыл бұрын

    I struggle with major depressive disorder and I'm currently going through one of the worst times of my life with my mental health. Sometimes I find the hyper-positivity that many youtubers constantly feel the need to keep up in their videos triggering because my own life seems bleak and boring in comparison. I identify and am comforted by your content because I feel like you are being genuinely you. I just find it helpful to be able to watch someone who has similar struggles and doesn't try to fake happy because depression feels incredibly lonely most of the time. I just wanted to say thank you for making your content because it means quite a lot to me. Sending you all my love and support because you've helped me feel less alone.

  • @Hedvigu

    @Hedvigu

    6 жыл бұрын

    Alanna Medeiros I second this. Too true. Nicely put.

  • @gabrieladelgado2172

    @gabrieladelgado2172

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yes, same with me

  • @L1FE1SG00D42
    @L1FE1SG00D426 жыл бұрын

    I turn 25 in May... I have been feeling all of these feelings - it's overwhelming. Thank you for the talk.

  • @jcbmama5016
    @jcbmama50166 жыл бұрын

    I'm 44 and still have days where I don't feel like I'm where I should be in my stage of life! But hey, I just wanna say; don't beat yourself up or tear your work down. You have subscribers because you are you!! We all have shitty days and that's okay. It's the strength of getting through those days that in the end matters most!!

  • @tobazko5491
    @tobazko54914 жыл бұрын

    *”they said when I got older all my fears would shrink, but now I’m insecure and I care what people think”*

  • @READYTOGLARE
    @READYTOGLARE6 жыл бұрын

    Sigh, I'm so sorry you feel this way. Comparing yourself to other youtubers is something I struggle with as well. All your differences make you so special and interesting though!

  • @ivette22
    @ivette226 жыл бұрын

    I just wish I have a friend like you right now. I'm 27 and I have no boyfriend, 2 close friends and that's it. I feel alone and my self-esteem is so low, I feel like I'm alone because I don't deserve good people to be around me 😔

  • @sweetchocolatesecret

    @sweetchocolatesecret

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ivette Chipuli Like...are you me? Because I feel the exact same way. 23 no boyfriend (never had one) and only 2 really close friends. I totally understand how you feel.

  • @ivette22

    @ivette22

    6 жыл бұрын

    sweetchocolatesecret It's good to know that I'm not the only one and someone else understand me, when it's so hard to explain this feeling. Much love to you 💕💕💕💕

  • @kickesuki9140

    @kickesuki9140

    6 жыл бұрын

    I feel the same as you both, feel alone and everyone around me seems to be having the time of their lives while I'm doing nothing. Anyway I hope you girls feel better very soon, you deserve great things💖

  • @IbarraAlejandro

    @IbarraAlejandro

    4 жыл бұрын

    I feel the same way and dealing with severe depression

  • @SyntheticGhoul666
    @SyntheticGhoul6666 жыл бұрын

    I feel you on the age thing, I'm going to be 30 in February. But for me it has nothing to do with looks. It's more so what I planned and wanted for myself when I was younger for around the middle/end of my 20's and here I am 29 and none of what I wanted has happened for me and it's almost like I've failed myself, you know? I can relate on the looks thing too though and I've thought about plastic surgery myself, but I just don't know if it's me. It is a lot easier to write things down, but do what you feel is right for you. :)

  • @ndjshsh737bdhyi83
    @ndjshsh737bdhyi836 жыл бұрын

    This breaks my heart but I adore you and I’ve always considered you to be very intelligent and well spoken. I know exactly how you feel. I’ll be turning 23 this year and I feel so left out. I don’t have any friends, I don’t go out, I’ve never been to a party, never been kissed, never had a boyfriend. I just recently got dropped from my school for missing to many days. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I don’t feel smart enough or good enough to even try sometimes. I completely understand. This is coming from somebody who has been watching your videos since 2014, YOU ARE AMAZING, SMART, KIND, BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT, YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON, YOU ARE WORTHY, YOU ARE ENOUGH (SO MUCH MORE THAN ENOUGH) AND I ADORE YOU! ❤️

  • @PrincessValhallaHawkwind
    @PrincessValhallaHawkwind4 жыл бұрын

    This video is 2 years old and you probably won’t even read this but i was shocked to find out that we have almost identical thoughts when it comes to depression and anxiety because I always thought you were better than me at every aspect of life....you’re beautiful, you’re in a romantic relationship, you speak so intelligently and genuinely in all of your videos. All of these things that I just don’t have and can’t do. I’m so sorry you feel like you’re not enough but you 100% are enough and a lot of people love you, including me

  • @MeteoricMarlin
    @MeteoricMarlin6 жыл бұрын

    I can’t speak for everyone else on here, but I for one enjoy your videos. I think your content is interesting and unlike everything else on KZread. There’s only so many Barbie types you can take before you need a break and want to watch someone real, someone you can relate to, someone like yourself.

  • @noviredhornet1085

    @noviredhornet1085

    6 жыл бұрын

    MeteoricMarlin omg, you're right, i think she is so real, and i can feel close to her like a friend, and most of the youtubers don't do that, they think that they are better than anyone else and that's absolutely disgusting, they forget that they're just humans

  • @kitykatnat249
    @kitykatnat2496 жыл бұрын

    you are by far my favorite youtuber, so real and genuine! i love you

  • @myprincessbunny
    @myprincessbunny6 жыл бұрын

    I'm not hating on people that get work done but I'm subscribed to you because you're a refreshing face to look at as well as an intellectual, and realistic personality. A lot of people are trying to reach this "heightened form of beauty", when they do this they lose their uniqueness. Changing their faces and bodies at the snap of a finger..it's okay but I wonder if they ever look in the mirror after and miss what they're meant to look like and the face they grew up with. When the botox and injections start to fade , do those flaws become worse , do other issues breed from there? In a society where accepting what you look like as you age is foreign, realize that what you think you are missing, you truly gain. It's hard for me to see such beautiful people pick themselves apart , it instills that insecurity in myself as well. It's okay to not like everything about yourself, there are people that, without you even knowing.. like those things for you.

  • @stephanieregaliza
    @stephanieregaliza6 жыл бұрын

    Everything that you talked about I've related so much too and I'm so happy that you posted this. I really hope you don't take it down because this is such a small glimpse but so important to discuss. I love your videos and they make me feel less alone and you're just so real. You aren't alone. Hopefully it gets sunny soon. 💕

  • @laure8847
    @laure88474 жыл бұрын

    This is exactly how I've been feeling these days... It's nice to know that it happens to other people too, and that I'm not going crazy... Thank you for that

  • @ellac4264
    @ellac42646 жыл бұрын

    This video makes my love and respect for you grow so much. I've been going through a shit time recently and gives me so much faith for my own future because you are so human. Thank you so much

  • @ramilomb6142
    @ramilomb61426 жыл бұрын

    You are one of the few youtubers I love to watch. I can relate a lot to you and you feel like a real person. I love how you edit and the topics you choose for your videos. It’s unique and not overproduced

  • @MelanieSlay
    @MelanieSlay6 жыл бұрын

    I feel like watching you vent has really helped me feel better, as I can relate to everything you've just talked about. I hope it makes you feel more at ease knowing that there are others going through the same thing! ❤️

  • @TarynRMartin
    @TarynRMartin6 жыл бұрын

    As someone who lives with clinical depression, anxiety, ADD, and (periodically) terrible self-esteem, I struggle with so much of what you're going through. When I get too self-critical, I've been trying to look at myself as I would a friend or family member. And I would never in a million years think so negatively about a loved one. It's so important to practice self-love. If someone you love expressed the insecurities you're having, I know you would assure them that they're worthy of so much love and success. So, Sarah, even when can't see it, you are young and beautiful, intelligent, inspiring, brave, and worthy of all the love and success you have received (or ever will).

  • @robinfernando5970
    @robinfernando59705 жыл бұрын

    Sarah, you're doing amazing sweetie. You're one of the few KZreadrs I genuinely love and can relate to. You're just so real and I love the way you do your videos.

  • @carolinesantiago-reyes1595
    @carolinesantiago-reyes15956 жыл бұрын

    I can relate to feeling not good enough and not knowing if I’m “smart” enough to do things. I’m glad you shared this and I hope you feel better ❤️❤️❤️

  • @blumaroo
    @blumaroo6 жыл бұрын

    This is the video that made me subscribe to you. I love how self-aware you are and it honestly makes you very likable.

  • @littlepinky101
    @littlepinky1016 жыл бұрын

    This is so relatable. I completely understand the way you are feeling - everyone has these thoughts, regardless of if they talk about it, or not.

  • @sophielamay4462
    @sophielamay44626 жыл бұрын

    This video resonated with me so much. I've been feeling very similar to most if not all of the things you mentioned, especially about worrying about being too self-centered around friends and all of that. I've been struggling with this for so long but it felt really good to watch this and know that it's not just me feeling these things, so thank you for sharing this video!

  • @renee7006
    @renee70066 жыл бұрын

    Aw Sarah. I'm so sorry. I love you sm and you're more than good enough to me and tons of others.

  • @hispringtime
    @hispringtime6 жыл бұрын

    I've been watching you for 6 years and the more I do the more I love you and want to be your friend. 💙 Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings, it means a lot.

  • @taylorb322
    @taylorb3226 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing. I can relate to a lot of what you’ve mentioned, feeling like a bad friend/partner, not being smart enough/as smart as others, etc. I hope you’re able to feel better soon. 💗

  • @breeismyname1
    @breeismyname16 жыл бұрын

    I have NEVER related to a video more. I thank you for posting this because you helped me realize I'm not alone. Sometimes when you get too into your thoughts you forget others think the same way. I needed a reminder. I'm glad you're not like most youtubers. Your open and I appear that. I hope you're able to find peace, if that's what your look for.

  • @MsUndead96
    @MsUndead966 жыл бұрын

    Your content is a blessing to find. I know you know this because these are topics not everyone talks about even with their families or friends. I came across your channel a couple of years ago when I was going through a rough breakup leaving a toxic relationship. That video, how to deal or get over a breakup truly just did something for me. It wasn't bullshitt advice, and everything you said rang true within me. If it's about being perfect, we all know it's nearly impossible to please ourselves but we, your subscribers, appreciate the work you put in. I admire you for doing what you do and being who you are even more so while dealing with your own personal business. Depressed since 14, am almost 22 now and still coming to terms that this is life for me. it's such a relief to see people like you out here doing good in the world we love you 😇👍

  • @EileenDarling
    @EileenDarling6 жыл бұрын

    i love when you do videos like this, it really helps me a lot

  • @MadalineMacabre
    @MadalineMacabre6 жыл бұрын

    I experience all of those things too! Will be 27 this year and I really feel the older I get the less happy with myself I become. I have to keep on telling myself every single day that I'm worthy and good enough and people who I love and care about appreciate me and that all of the doubting and putting myself down is just me in my head and it's not the actual reality, but damn why is it so hard to believe in this and finally relax and be happy! Our mind is our own worst enemy.. Love you Sarah, I've been a subscriber since the very beginning and you grew so much as a person, a KZreadr and you are beautiful! Thank you for being so real and being yourself online, it is so rare these days. 🖤

  • @lexi1234567890000
    @lexi12345678900006 жыл бұрын

    You do what makes you happy! I've loved your channel forever, and we'll love your videos as long as your heart is in it. As far as being a bad person, it's apparent you're not a bad person. You're having the thoughts about yourself, which is normal, but what sets you apart is knowing that it isn't about you, and trying to help them and consider their thoughts instead of being so self absorbed that you don't care about their problems. Your consideration of them alone shows you care, and your self awareness. Great honest video !

  • @OrdinaryPaula
    @OrdinaryPaula6 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much. I needed this sooo badly today and I feel like we are in the same boat. Its horrible but so good to feel not alone. You are one of my favorite youtubers because you are different and film unique videos. Keep up the great work, so proud of you. xo

  • @diedin1qq2
    @diedin1qq26 жыл бұрын

    You are such a beautiful person! Everything you said is so relatable, the fact that you're so honest with your viewers is truly precious. In fact your realness is the reason why you're one of my fav youtubers over those with perfect filming skills, super thought through content, etc. You really feel like a friend to me and i love you!

  • @notsafeformiranda4271
    @notsafeformiranda42716 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry you're going through all this. You're such a talented KZreadr and amazing person. You deserve your friends, family, boyfriend and subscribers. Ilysm you are such a great person and you deserve so much. You are beautiful no matter your age, weight or literally anything. You are beautiful, incredibly smart and I'm sure you're an amazing friend. I would be honored to be your friend and I'm sure they are too. If you need to talk you can always talk to me. You can do this. Don't let your depression and negative thoughts hurt you like this- you deserve to love yourself just as much as everyone else loves you. Be kind to yourself

  • @XAFinalFantasyX
    @XAFinalFantasyX6 жыл бұрын

    I love every video you post and I always look forward to them!! Everytime I see that you uploaded I immediately watch. You are good enough!!! You can overcome those feelings, you're amazing!

  • @stylecauldron
    @stylecauldron6 жыл бұрын

    I need to thank you for making this video because I feel a lot of the things you do. The issues about being a good friend, and being smart, and being well spoken in videos. I try to remember that I probably don’t sound intimidating and hopefully some people like that.

  • @Byhermirror
    @Byhermirror6 жыл бұрын

    Ugh, thank you so much for sharing this - it was really comforting to hear so many of my worries are shared by someone else! I just want to say that I think you are beautiful inside and out, and that this is my first comment after watching for a good five years... thank you for your work 😘

  • @whenthesunlightdies
    @whenthesunlightdies6 жыл бұрын

    You are so real, it's so refreshing. Take care of yourself, you're doing great

  • @sofiezombie
    @sofiezombie6 жыл бұрын

    i never comment on yt videos but i relate to this so much with this crisis that i've been going through. It's like you read my mind

  • @mattsaracen7
    @mattsaracen76 жыл бұрын

    You are my favourite KZreadr!! All your different videos are so good and well edited and enjoyable. Honestly I could watch you talk about anything. You're so good at articulating your opinions and theories and your promotion of ethical life style choices inspires me. I always look forward to your videos. Also I relate to absolutely everything you're saying.

  • @lexygv
    @lexygv6 жыл бұрын

    Seriously love all of your videos. Thank you for sharing your thoughts because it not only helps you but us, listeners as well. By the way, you are the very first person I subscribed to many, many years ago! ❤️

  • @emmav.6826
    @emmav.68265 жыл бұрын

    i relate to you so much. I have a lot of the same insecurities as you and its nice to hear other people struggle with what i struggle with because it makes me feel less alone. thanks for making yourself vulnerable for our sake :)

  • @ashleyrogers6759
    @ashleyrogers67596 жыл бұрын

    This video hits very close to my heart. I’m right there with you. You’re not alone, girl!

  • @BethRosalie12
    @BethRosalie126 жыл бұрын

    Sarah, I love your videos. Unlike other youtubers you are very genuine and I think that you truly deserve all of your viewers so do not worry about it :) we love you, you are awesome human being, genuine and kind and I think that your friend are lucky to have you as a friend.

  • @ellahodge5692
    @ellahodge56926 жыл бұрын

    Yes girl ! Can relate to this so much. I love how you are talking about this so openly ! Just remember that you are enough 💕

  • @marniedaynes9503
    @marniedaynes95036 жыл бұрын

    Sarah u r not alone, we r here for u thru this the good and the bad and we love u

  • @saraestalote
    @saraestalote6 жыл бұрын

    I am very glad I found your channel. I enjoy every single video you put up, so don't feel bad about yourself! You are awesome :)

  • @ladyem1939
    @ladyem19396 жыл бұрын

    Everything you said hit home for me. Everyone has good days and bad days when it comes to self-esteem. I always try to take it one day at a time and not to beat myself up for the bad days. You are one of my favorite youtubers and just wanted to say that you are awesome!

  • @kvogrinec
    @kvogrinec6 жыл бұрын

    endless love for you babe! you are an amazing person and i am grateful af i found you! you inspire me and others to be patient with myself and others, to let myself be sad and to appreciate the good days. to be real, even if it means crying for a day or eating pizza for breakfast. i love and appreciate you! we ALL do!

  • @alexatisdale6572
    @alexatisdale65726 жыл бұрын

    We love you Sarah! You're an amazing KZreadr and your content is always so fascinating and interesting and we all love you so much!!

  • @jadewhitehouse9401
    @jadewhitehouse94016 жыл бұрын

    You’re literally the only KZreadr that I’ve continued watching over the years. Your KZread presence means a lot to me because I appreciate the topics you talk about and the way you are so considerate towards others’ feelings. I relate a lot to the struggles you talk about in your videos and vlogs, and would like to thank you staying true to yourself over the years. Sharing the good and not so good aspects of life on the Internet is hard. You are honestly my favorite KZreadr xx

  • @HannieSwagga
    @HannieSwagga6 жыл бұрын

    This video couldnt have been more perfect and it was posted at the right time. Especially for me. Literally how ive been feeling too, girl thank you for making this and not making me feel alone on this.

  • @aine9349
    @aine93496 жыл бұрын

    Sarah you are one of my favourite KZreadrs for years. I watch your videos first over every other in my subscription feed. Your content is great I love it as do so many others! Do your videos the way you want and whatever way makes you happy! You're more than good enough for everyone in your life

  • @stay4309
    @stay43096 жыл бұрын

    Literally this. Just turned 27 and everything you have described is everything going on in my mind. Thank you so much for posting this because (selfish-ly) it’s nice to have someone to relate to. I truly hope this year gets better for you and that you can find some positive ground.

  • @alainalecole9363
    @alainalecole93636 жыл бұрын

    I freakin' loved this video. You were so honest and REAL. So relatable, thanks for making the rest of us feel less alone!

  • @xXxNoXGirlyXGirlxXx
    @xXxNoXGirlyXGirlxXx6 жыл бұрын

    Oh, Sarah, I just want to give you a big hug!

  • @gabrielemendoncas
    @gabrielemendoncas6 жыл бұрын

    I just want to share with you that you're absolutely my favorite youtuber, I found you through your magenta tutorial and I started watching your other videos and I felt like I found a safe place where I could learn more about psychology (which is super interesting) and hear super valuable advices about self-esteem, anxiety!!, and other stuff i've been dealing with. You being different from other youtubers is what made me love your channel and feel so absolutely safe here. Sending you all good vibes

  • @missileakneeus
    @missileakneeus6 жыл бұрын

    I can't explain how much I needed this video today. Thank you for always being brutally honest with us about your struggles and insecurities. Your words reach more people than you know.

  • @ashleighnicole5933
    @ashleighnicole59336 жыл бұрын

    I'm so glad you made this video. I'm in a really low place right now and it's nice to know I'm not alone. Thank you.

  • @Tjnovakart
    @Tjnovakart6 жыл бұрын

    You actually have one if my favorite KZread presences because you seem really relatable, and I feel a lot of your viewers would agree! And since you usually do topics that are more factually based it makes sense to script

  • @gee111.
    @gee111.5 жыл бұрын

    you are exactly the kind of youtuber I love to see. I love seeing genuine people on here, talking about and sharing the things they re truly interested in. your videos and channel never seem fake or forced to me and I love seeing that. I love how your channel actually makes me feel okay about being different or feeling different. I always feel less alone and like I understand myself, my mind and my feelings that little bit more after coming to your channel. it brings a sense of comfort that I don't find with other youtubers. please keep being you and creating the content you do because this channel feels so real and there needs to be more of that on here. love you and your videos :)

  • @MorganEloise
    @MorganEloise6 жыл бұрын

    Sarah I just wanted to thank you for always being so genuine with your subscribers. I have been watching you for a few years and it is crazy to see how much you have grown as a person. You are someone that I really look up to and are part of the reason I went into psychology as my current college major. Things are tough right now and it can be really hard to find the good in yourself but I just wanted to let you know I think you are one of the most intelligent and beautiful (inside and outside) women I have ever seen. Keep your head up and just know that the future holds so many amazing things for you!

  • @chelseaann5938
    @chelseaann59386 жыл бұрын

    This video made me so happy. Thank you for being you.

  • @paigea234
    @paigea2346 жыл бұрын

    This is hugely inspiring, thank you so much for making me feel like I'm normal for feeling these same exact things, I think you're an amazing you tuber, keep doing you!!!!

  • @amberxraeee
    @amberxraeee6 жыл бұрын

    I can relate to sooo much of what you talked about. Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing this because I feel less alone and I know I’m not the only one feeling these things. I’ve always watched your videos and thought you were really well spoken and I’ve even thought to myself while watching you ‘wow I wish I could articulate opinions and views like that.’ I know you don’t feel good enough, but honestly you’re one of my favorite youtubers because you’re so relatable and live an “average life” like a lot of your viewers. I appreciate everything you talk about and definitely encourage you to keep doing what you do. Don’t worry, you won’t always feel like this. ❤️👼🏾

  • @michellemartinez6375
    @michellemartinez63756 жыл бұрын

    You are a very genuine person and I love you as a KZread and you represent a good human

  • @yessismiles
    @yessismiles6 жыл бұрын

    Sarah we all love you!! I really love your videos and I like that youre different. You are good enough, for your family, for us, for those who matter to you 💜

  • @RachelTheArtist
    @RachelTheArtist6 жыл бұрын

    The fact that you are so thoughtful, so self-aware and do things out of love says a lot about the kind of person you are. We all see it!

  • @Bowieblast
    @Bowieblast6 жыл бұрын

    Basically everything you mentioned resonated with me so much. I feel that we are really similar in regards to our thoughts/behavior which is why I love you and your videos so much. Just know that you're subscribers are here for you, we are subscribed to you because we love you. When you think self critically just remember how far you've come and remember you are not alone. You have people that care about you so much! xoxo

  • @missamberlynnn
    @missamberlynnn6 жыл бұрын

    These kind of videos are so refreshing. Love you 🖤

  • @jacquelinemoncivais744
    @jacquelinemoncivais7446 жыл бұрын

    Just know that you are not alone. I relate so much to everything you just described. I struggle with self esteem issues too. I am going on 27 this year and i constantly struggle with feeling like I haven’t achieved as much for how old I am and comparing myself to people who I believe have achieved more than me who are either my age or younger than me which I know I shouldn’t do. I think it is so important that you are talking frankly about your experiences with all of this. Most of us get so wrapped up in how things look on the outside, we see these KZreadrs with these seemingly amazing lives and we think there is something wrong with us for not living the same way so sometimes it causes a disconnect. But we don’t know what they are going through behind the scenes. Thank you for your genuine messages and for showing all of us who struggle with depression, anxiety and low self esteem that we are not alone and that we are good enough 🖤

  • @thesama02
    @thesama026 жыл бұрын

    I could not relate more, it's been a ruff winter. stay strong sarah! We love you and support you don't forget that ❤✌

  • @unspokenvoices3399
    @unspokenvoices33996 жыл бұрын

    I love that you talk about subjects that are seen as taboo in society and thankful that you're bringing awareness to the subjects that are usually hush hush.I enjoy every single one of your videos and have learned so much from you 💙💙

  • @cowsquack16
    @cowsquack166 жыл бұрын

    I totally understand this struggle (including that damn PMS)! Your authenticity is the reason why we love you! There's nothing more brave than being true to yourself and that's what makes you (and everyone else being real) awesome!

  • @korahmak6803
    @korahmak68036 жыл бұрын

    You have always been one of my favorite KZreadrs because of your unique style and way of speaking. I know it’s easy to be critical on yourself but I wish you knew how truly amazing you are and could see it all the time. I always find myself talking about my experiences when giving advice to friends and that makes me really insecure too. I know I only mean it as a way to say that I know what they are feeling but it makes me feel selfish. I don’t really know what to do about it but it does help to know that others feel the same. I hope you feel better soon. You deserve it! I am always so amazed and happy with your work and I hope you can learn to be too!

  • @darcy62
    @darcy626 жыл бұрын

    Love you so much! I really relate to this even though I’m in university. Lack of relationships, friends, and future jobs really puts a damper on my self esteem. Then I have physical insecurities that affect my self esteem also. You’re not alone in this. I admire you as a KZreadr because you release unique content, have an honest personality, and talk about taboo things that really need to be talked about. Even if you think you don’t deserve your viewers or your channel, we don’t deserve you! Love seeing your videos, don’t feel bad for feeling the way you do.

  • @maikecohrs866
    @maikecohrs8666 жыл бұрын

    I Feel you and what helps me is to try not to compare to others. Its hard but i try. And you're a Great KZreadr because you share your Feelings! (And your other Content is great too!) Its so important that one does not Feel alone with the Feelings or Thoughts they have. Love from Germany

  • @vanessavictoria3504
    @vanessavictoria35046 жыл бұрын

    Sarah, you are my favorite youtuber and you inspire me a lot. Sincerely, I've always considered you very smart and genuine and your psychology videos are the best. You are definitely a friend I wish I had in my life. If only we humans could stop believing the lies our brain tells us! I also have my issues and multiple times I feel like I'm not enough too. I hope things get better for you, stay strong! Xx from Brazil ❤

  • @K_tja
    @K_tja6 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, I really feel bad about myself lately and especially about my body. It helps to know that I'm not alone with that. Stay strong, you're a great person

  • @haylieghperks8902
    @haylieghperks89026 жыл бұрын

    You're more than good enough, Sarah. Your vlogs and the subject matter of your content is my favorite! I really relate to this. 👌🏽

  • @LuluG245
    @LuluG2456 жыл бұрын

    to make you feel better: I've subscribed to you for years now and I have o say that you've NEVER disappointed me because we all see that youre an amazing human with a lot of creativity and love and now I wanna give it back to you

  • @tinnamashina
    @tinnamashina6 жыл бұрын

    Sarah, you are amazing, beautiful person. You are one of my favourite youtubers to watch as you`re such down to earth person and so easy to listen to. You don`t need to change anything.

  • @LauraIsabell18
    @LauraIsabell186 жыл бұрын

    You're by faaar my favorite KZreadr ever! I love everything you do and everything about you ♥

  • @katelyn9484
    @katelyn94846 жыл бұрын

    I was literally just crying because I was feeling this way, and then I go to my subscription page and see this. I relate to all of these things (except I don't make youtube videos because I'm too scared to even try) and I don't have many people around me right now, so it was nice to see this. I hope you can get past it soon. ❤ I love your videos btw.

  • @wakemeupinside83
    @wakemeupinside836 жыл бұрын

    Honestly I’d watch anything you’d make, your content is always entertaining. Keep up the good work ❤️.

  • @justlikeheavenx
    @justlikeheavenx5 жыл бұрын

    You probably won’t see this since it’s an older video but I’ve been going through a lot recently with my self esteem being so awful, and i remembered this video and went back to watch it. And even though i know i have a lot that i need to do to fix what’s going on with me, starting with seeing a therapist, it is still nice to hear from someone who deals with the same things and the same struggles with their self esteem with relationships and friendships. So thank you for making this video, it’s always good to feel a little less alone.

  • @kyomifujita
    @kyomifujita6 жыл бұрын

    I relate so much to this. You are not alone, Sarah. I hope you start feeling better

  • @xMelodyMassacre
    @xMelodyMassacre6 жыл бұрын

    I could watch you whole day, everyday. Youre my favourite person on KZread and youre more than good enough for me❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for all your videos and for your honesty. Embrace yourself cause you are the best! 💖 sending love&hugs from Poland

  • @vannessa12ily
    @vannessa12ily6 жыл бұрын

    You ARE good enough! Actually your more then good enough! You’re gorgeous, funny, smart and honestly the most down to earth, relatable and most real KZreadr out there! We love you Sarah!!! 🖤🖤