I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my husband (a USAF veteran) in June 2023 to suicide by firearm. I can relate to many things you have expressed. You are very brave to share your story and experience. I hope you are able to continue healing and helping others through sharing your experience. I'm still having a difficult time with the grieving process but knowing I'm not alone in this experience has been helpful. Thank you again for sharing! 💜

@Hoax6

3 ай бұрын

Sorry to hear that.... Sending big hugs from #Switzerland ❤

I will repeat what I said in the chat. I am a born again believer in Jesus. I am so sorry for your loss. I pray that God gives you peace and that you feel His unconditional love for you! 🙏🕊❤️

This KZread censorship has to end with words. It takes away from a very important issue.

@sisharrington

3 ай бұрын

Agreed!

@wanyatelborn

3 ай бұрын

Absolutely agree

@taleena6615

3 ай бұрын

What was the misuse?

@Parodyzrus

3 ай бұрын

@@taleena6615can’t say suicide in the videos. Tons of other words that get censored that take away from the story to a degree

@karinasanchez3285

3 ай бұрын

Ironically, this channel is named “unfiltered stories” 🙄

I lost my brother October 2023 to a self inflicted GSW. I'm still living in trauma fog. I related to everything you said. Thank you for sharing your story.❤

@livmarlin4259

6 күн бұрын

He was too handsome to die!

You should do public speaking about this &Ted Talks

I'm so sorry 😢. I lost my 14 year old son. Crippling. I get you ❤

@Boricua..4

19 күн бұрын

My sincerest condolences to you ❤❤

MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS..BIG BIG TIME!! I’ve suffered with depression most of my life thank goodness for medication!! But I can say IM A HAPPY GIRL❤

@mpat100

Ай бұрын

blessings for you

@tammyhall1008

22 күн бұрын

@@mpat100 TY!!!

Thanks for sharing 🙏🏾 Condolences 🙏🏾 Prayers out for them and those trying to recover from their loved ones passing 🕊️ Prayers out for those struggling with mental health 🕊️

I'm very sorry that this happened to you. You're an asset to the world.

I'm so sorry for your loss. So tragic.

There are no words, really! But It is beautiful what you have done with this utter tragedy, by turning it around and offering your presence and life for others, to try and prevent other such tragedies! May you be truly blessed in your life, love and work. And may your wife have found the freedom and peace she sought. 💛

I'm so sorry for your loss I'm a veteran too I work a lot with veterans I hope you're in a better place and your healing❤ thank you so much for your story you are one strong lady

I am sorry for your loss.

Sorry for your loss my mom took her life 1-1-24 and it broke my heart I'm still trying my best to deal with it but it's so hard for me. I was very close to my mom.

@mpat100

Ай бұрын

blessings and strength for you

Alicia, I'm so very sorry for your tragic loss. Suicide leaves so much struggle and pain behind, and the healing journey can be brutal. You're strong, brave, resilient. I wish you much happiness and love going foward in your life.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

can we stop censoring words that are for adults just like the rest of your channel....

@justmeashley7923

3 ай бұрын

It’s cause KZread will flag the video and they won’t get paid

@Bucky_Winchester

3 ай бұрын

As already said, it's not the channels fault. They can get demonitized or penalized if they break YTs rules.

U will find love again girl….your a warrior keep her name alive

Condolences for your loss. Thankyou for sharing, I can see people engaging with you. You are a special person. - I have experienced emotional dys-regulation. Something I read recently and have taken on board, a change in terminology, one has poor brain health as opposed to mental health. Cause that is the case. Mental - the word in itself has a negative connotation. It’s one’s brain physically that changes, the neural pathways and neuro chemicals, resulting in cognitive changes & so forth, trauma changes brain development and a lot of stuff to deal with. Changing the name changed my perception of myself. The brain needs to heal is somehow a different, gentler approach. Great t - shirt. All the best with moving through and forward.

You as a human being are totally awesome I love you're aura ❤️ I hope you are ok and I'm so sorry about you're loss 😔

For my peeps who want to know the word they keep bleeping out it’s “ADDERALL” .

@hellaSwankkyToo

3 ай бұрын

thank you so much. that really helps w| context.

@MelissaModsMetal

2 ай бұрын

I'm seeing her lips say Gabepentin

@mistyjomay6272

27 күн бұрын

I was thinking it was Ambien. But the ADHD meds were probably Adderall.

@Kerplunk990

14 күн бұрын

Ambien

Oh wow! Sorry for your loss. Our wedding date is 8/17/08 🙏🏿

so sorry for your loss..

If anyone is wondering.. the pills she was abusing at the beginning when she couldn't say it without it being bleeped out is ambien.

Thanku for sharing I've struggled a lot for mnths n been in a really dark place

@SM12457

28 күн бұрын

How are you feeling now?

you can see the anguish on her face

"Unfiltered Stories" ...

Mental health is affected so much by not just cultural stigma, but by the culture itself. I’ll be honest as a male health, professional prescribing anything like Adderall to someone with any type of trauma in their history, is unethical, and that doctor should be accountable for contributing to the loss of your partner, it is a pharmaceutical methamphetamine, and when you give that to someone that already has hyper vigilance, anxiety, depression, and the type of history you briefly described it should never have happened.

Vicodin,censored word here is Vicodin!

Sometimes, the meds. they put you on makes you feel worse. I've been there. I've contemplated suicide because sometimes life gets overwhelming. The pain and the stress get to be too much. You feel like there's no way out. Death seems like finally you will have peace. No more expectations from others, no more disappointment when you can't make everyone happy. No more complaints. Just peace we want peace. I lost friends to suicide and it still hurts me years later. I understand your pain. I'm glad you found love again. Most of all I hope you find peace. Keep moving forward.

So sorry for your loss. So sorry about some of these stupid comments.❤

It looks like she’s saying ambien.

so much for honoring her children as their stepmother… they lost their mom just like you lost your wife, except you’ve moved on and they aren’t able to just replace her like that.

@rizzwifey05

Ай бұрын

I was thinking the same thing

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So sorry for your loss. Is it Unfiltered Stories that chooses to blur her face?! So unnecessary

🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏🙏

It definently looks like Ambien for the censored word.

@mistyjomay6272

27 күн бұрын

That's what I thought too

Seek out Jesus in prayer. He loves you and will take away all the pain and sadness. I know how heavy it is, i fought depression for years unsucessfully.. medications nor therapy don't help because depression is spiritual and you can't fight it off with physical treatments. When i came to Christ He lifted off all the heaviness and not just that but gave me peace and hapiness which i never felt in my life. True peace and true hapiness, also otherwordly warmth of pure love. Since then i never felt suicidal again and depression didn't came back. So in order to be free you have to understand depression as it is - spiritual battle. And that battle we can't fight with our own physical weapons and strenght. We need Jesus who will fight it off for us, just let him do it. Make a first step reach out to Him and accept Him into your heart. He will set you free and give you joy peace and love ❤ God bless you and protect you, know that you are precious and do not give up on yourself ❤

big Colorado energy. "the springs" is an evil place

@user-je7qx6ft9i

3 ай бұрын

I felt it when I visited…something is very off there…

@jbaby007

2 ай бұрын

Yeah it was like number 5 in the country for suicides at one point. Heavy with meth labs too back in the day

She was on drugs ? And you were scared to be around them after she passed?

@MrsGump

3 ай бұрын

I think it's was alcohol she asked the cop to take away

Im sympathetic to your loss of someone you loved, but marriage is between a man and a woman no matter what the world says..Blessings

Read the Quran sister. Talk to God. You will find Peace.

@Yamezzzz

3 ай бұрын

That won't help, she needs to read the sacred and holy Vedas. The truth, written 2000 years before the Quran. I'm kidding, but it's a little bit of a coincidence that Mr Al Junaibi thinks Islam is the "correct" religion. Closer to Scientology or Mormonism lmao Don't spread your brainwashing to other people and other people will leave you alone to live your life too. It's extra funny when your silly book advocates for the stoning to death of women for adultery, which will bring peace to sisters. I understand you aren't going to change when your religion locks you in by making apostasy = death.

Why was this the related videos when I ended up on a weird 70s German porno which shouldn't be on KZread in the first place? That's how I got here. Clicked in disbelief.

You probably should be saying that you lost a friend. There is no way that you as a woman could be a husband. Do you think she sank into depression and death only because of medications? A young child could well be looking at you, for the physical evidence that a man possesses. Do you think you could be introducing CONFUSION?

@kaci-leeiles6825

2 ай бұрын

That was her wife

Sorry for ur lost, but that relationship was an abomination unto the LORD.

@proudblackwoman4824

3 ай бұрын

People like YOU are the reason this world is the way that it is. Go repent honey. You need it.

@rainingonyourcharade

3 ай бұрын

The only abomination here is this comment. What a foul thing to say.

@wanyatelborn

3 ай бұрын

God is the only one that can judge And a true Christian would never say that to this woman

@a_ghost

3 ай бұрын

Your grammar is an abomination Dolores!

@darkangel7589

3 ай бұрын

Oh, leave them be

I’m sooooo sorry to hear this I be telling people that your mind 😢is very much play a big role I use to be in that same thoughts

13:10 You should really consider adding purchasing a mirror so I can see just how ridiculous my hair looks to the “where I’m at now…” portion of the video

The Kindness this video means to signal and that seems to resonate with you: how shallow or how deep is it? Im 26 now and LITERALLY have nothing to live for but if that's as wrooong as all suicide stories ever declare it to be, then surely this can be tested, no? I can ask a zero-money-cost and near-zero-effort-cost thing in a Matter that really bothers me @k8tina