I have tried to commit suicide 2 times and both times I have failed. My mom looks so much like her, with her gray hair, her smile, her way of talking. I've seen this entire interview crying because I can't imagine that in the future my mom will be the one giving this interview. It's hard, and I've suffered too much, but I'm grateful that no one who loves me can say that I'm gone. I will keep fighting

@user-wz5ir9jl8q

Жыл бұрын

❤😘

@NikkiSaMoneforever

Жыл бұрын

Hang in there, you’re not alone

@mari7775

Жыл бұрын

You’re not alone, God will always love you and be there for you. Ask God and you will receive what you ask if it’s for your good. I have found incomparable joy in Jesus and nothing in this world compares. Ask God to give you his peace and joy, that’s the void that is often felt in our hearts when we have not experienced his love. Go to a prayer group and free yourself from such thoughts… God will heal you. I will keep you in my prayers

@selaniesanchez29

Жыл бұрын

Please keep fighting, please ❤🙏🏻

@mollyg4980

Жыл бұрын

You are loved ❤

Withholding the letter from her family and not even telling them it existed and then them having to get a photocopy of it is absolutely disgusting.

@quarteracreadventures855

8 ай бұрын

vile

@danielg6378

7 ай бұрын

I agree 🙏🏽

@JaNaeSmith-vk7uk

6 ай бұрын

Agreed

@kyliemack1131

6 ай бұрын

Especially considering it had information about what she wanted done with her body/last wishes. That was an important document authored specifically for her family, not the coroner.

@CoolStuff-pl9ki

6 ай бұрын

I agree. Suicide is very taboo and uncomfortable. To be honest the police and authorities treat it like… let’s clean up the mess and keep things quiet. It’s very secretive and hush hush. I personally witness how they handle it and they handle it almost like a cover up. So it doesn’t surprise me they withheld the letter. If you look at the numbers suicides are about to become the 10th leading cause of death in the USA. “They” don’t want to publicize this.

I lost my little sister to suicide when she was 19 and I was 24. She was my angel, the person I was closest to on this planet. Im middle aged now and the pain never goes away. I hope this lovely lady finds some peace. Perhaps all our lost loved ones are free now.

@angelbasham6631

3 ай бұрын

🙏🫂

@user-hw4cd6ks2q

2 ай бұрын

Wow really I'm very sorry for ur loss. RIP Beautiful Angel 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

@sadietaylor7065

2 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your pain 💔

@joannepatterson2682

2 ай бұрын

Rest in PEACE ❤❤❤

@SpiritualWars

Ай бұрын

🙏🏽 PRAY TO JESUS CHRIST ✝️

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

@fakiriayoub8087

15 күн бұрын

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

@HAMZAPINE

15 күн бұрын

Yes, dr.porassss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

@socialworkgroupa5256

15 күн бұрын

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

@fakiriayoub8087

15 күн бұрын

Is he on instagram?

@HAMZAPINE

15 күн бұрын

Yes he is dr.porassss.

As someone who just survived a severe suicide attempt & being on life support, this heartbreaking story helps me remember why I’m still going and fighting, despite how hard it is.

@LadyT06

Жыл бұрын

*BearHug*

@lifeoflw84

Жыл бұрын

🤍

@Ro.Mother-of-Pearl

Жыл бұрын

🫂 💚

@Ria.ray77257

Жыл бұрын

I may not know you personally, but I know that your life is far too precious to be cut short. There is a loving God, who loves you so much, that he sent his only son to die for you, so that you could be forgiven of your sins and have eternal life. The Lord Jesus Christ died for you, and he wants to have a relationship with you, he can give you a new heart with new desires and save your lost soul "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."John 3:16 "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord."Romans 6:23 If you put your faith in the saviour Jesus Christ and repent, which means to turn from your sins, you will be saved from your sins and given eternal life which is a free gift from God, and it is the greatest gift ever! Jesus said "Let not your heart be troubled: you believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. And you know the way to where I am going I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through me." Jesus can give you true peace in your heart that transcends all understanding and joy that nobody can steal from you "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14 I hope you will have true peace and joy and love in the lord Jesus Christ ✝️❤️

@Megan4real921

Жыл бұрын

Selfish

Depression and other mental health orders are real, everyone. For those of you who like to act like it’s “selfish” to commit suicide- you have zero understand of how severe mental health disorders can be. You have no idea how unimaginably evil it is to say that. God bless you Cashleigh. You were and always will be so loved. I hope you are flying free wherever you are, safe and warm. Your mama loves you!

@juicyjules7409

Жыл бұрын

Yes. Me my dad have he suicide in he Bel-Air car

@juicyjules7409

Жыл бұрын

Depression dad s chronic

@michaelbush9603

Жыл бұрын

We need to get down to what causes depression. Depression for the un-spiritual is a demon. Demons cause emotions like unhappiness, wrath, etc. They can cause people to have problems mentally too. Thats the problem. Mental challenges just don't happen. I'm homeless. Why I don't have. Mental disorders?

@yes55504

Жыл бұрын

100 percent it's caused by meds, they induced SI!

@stxrryd

Жыл бұрын

@@michaelbush9603 She was raped as a child. Depression can be genetic and it can also be caused by severe trauma. You’re so selfish making it about yourself… good for you that you don’t have it

My 20yrs old son took his life May 1 2023, sometimes the pain is unbearable until my chest hurts, right now I feel like I cannot wait to meet him again. I feel your pain.

@traybern

4 ай бұрын

You CAN wait. There is NO concept of TIME in Heaven!!

@sumiedisplay

4 ай бұрын

i’m so sorry.

@Noora52jsjs

3 ай бұрын

ربنا يرحمه يارب ❤️

@JosephCollins-mk5ro

3 ай бұрын

Very sorry for you…he would want you to live out your life as much as possible. Tragic happening though it was.

@0906blue

2 ай бұрын

That's how I felt having had my son taken from me and kept from me at 7. Now at 20 he's back in my life. He fights suicide and so do I. My biggest fear is something happening to him.

Not getting her Cashleigh's full note until months after her passing is horrible and in this case, I agree with the mom in saying, it should be illegal.

@sharons.6529

Ай бұрын

They also knew it was information in it her parent needed

I hope a person who did this to her realizes that they killed this poor girl and broke the entire family’s hearts 😞

@fifacraft49

Жыл бұрын

I bet he gets away with everything Scott free

@geekemedia

Жыл бұрын

Did this to her? She committed suicide

@wolfpack7871

Жыл бұрын

@@geekemedia because her meds made her irrational

@wolfiebby1304

Жыл бұрын

@@geekemedia please be quiet I beg of you if you’re going act like that stop. That child was hurt and as a result that trauma impacted her. Stop trying to be insensitive.

@geekemedia

Жыл бұрын

@wolfiebby1304 I wasn't being insensitive at all. I was genuinely confused because the video says she took her own life but the comment is saying someone did this to her. As an autistic person I can't always read between the lines. I didn't realize they were talking about the therapist changing her medication until the comment right before yours.

Being from a conservative black family: no one took my mental health seriously. I felt like I always needed to be defensive, I always had to protect myself or “prove” that I needed help. My family thought I was spoiled and didn’t have it that bad. I had to repress my emotions just to make it easier for others. Mental health isn’t a joke. It isn’t to be quirky or edgy. It’s real and it’s ugly and it’s terrible

@ZosiaSamosiaOo

Жыл бұрын

Exactly the same experience but from a conservative white European family. We are all on the same boat. I sometimes feel like I will never stop treatment because the specialists are the only people who acknowledge what I tell them.

@itz_.billi3435

Жыл бұрын

I am also from a black family. And I understand. Everyone thinks they know you and that you don’t know yourself. And that You don’t know what you’re talking about. So I understand.

@ironfist458

Жыл бұрын

Stop playing the race card.

@etoileshine1011

Жыл бұрын

​​@@ironfist458 How was that pulling the race card? It's true a lot of black families don't value mental health at all most of the time when SA is involved they'd rather keep it a family secret and create generational trauma. You clearly don't know what that word means because pulling the race card is only used to gain the upper hand in arguments not when explaining the trauma that comes with being raised in a black conservative household.

@Yourmom64582

Жыл бұрын

@@ironfist458How are they doing that its literally true most of the time coming from a black person

You can tell by her tears, she really loved her daughter . Poor lady, her story will help many other people contemplating suicide not to.

@k9khodi363

3 ай бұрын

It is touching but it won't change other people's experience.

@ilonamariaencs1560

Ай бұрын

It's unforgivable! ☝️🔥

My bf took his life in 2020 i woke up to it and it was the worst day of my life. I have ptsd from it and i still think about it every single day. We have a daughter and she’s 4 now. It’s the hardest thing ever. I just now am getting my life together and got me and my daughter an apartment just last month, I’ve been so fucked up for years. I still am but i am trying to give my daughter a good life all on my own.

@trippen4391

6 ай бұрын

Nahhhh in all seriousness bro, that’s so nice to hear hun… 🙏🏽you’re doing very good in life. I’m proud of you and I don’t even know you dear. Godbless.

She had never attempted before she started medication :( it’s scary how damaging the wrong meds can be, yet without trying to figure out what works, you can spiral. It’s so difficult

@soulkiss1013

Жыл бұрын

Crazy, right? I've recently seen a video discussing how these stimulants make people more violent and how in reality they make things worse for some people.

@chellesama8256

Жыл бұрын

When you start feeling better you can start to look ahead and try to plan again.. .and you see how much you lost and how much/ work/ is ahead of you. If you aren't expecting it, it's devastating.

@catarinarosario9867

Жыл бұрын

@@LyssieLysse Psychiatrists study the brain and its chemicals for nearly a decade before they're even allowed to diagnose a patient. Do you think you know more than them? They adjusted her medication several times because the ones she was in did not seem to work. That is just how this kind of medication goes, you do not know how it will affect your brain until you are on them. The only way to fully examine a brain is at autopsy. You have to figure out what works for you through trial and error.

@fran791

Жыл бұрын

@@catarinarosario9867 let's be honest medications are not an ethical method to heal people and also they don't heal, they just make you numb until enough time has passed. Yes they study brain chemistry for years, but humans haven't reached a point where they truly understand how brains work. And I think alternative methods should be used which have been found to be more effective

@helloisitmeurlookingfor5898

Жыл бұрын

@@catarinarosario9867 exactly. people always try to blame health professionals. geez, they arent omniscient beings people.

Me and Cashleigh were friends in 8th and 9th grade, never super close but we texted on and off. We had a few classes together, and when I found out about her death back in December I was so shocked I just couldn’t believe it. She was such a kind and funny girl, always full of life like her mom said here. Wish I could have gotten to know her more but I’ll always appreciate the friendship we had at the time. Rest in Peace, Cashleigh. Heaven has gained another Angel.

@RockJack-cs6vu

9 ай бұрын

Wht abt her father

@sinverrette9803

9 ай бұрын

❤

@helenburke3499

9 ай бұрын

❤

@TheOneProdigalDaughter

9 ай бұрын

Why are you here@@RockJack-cs6vu

@CanineGrowTime

9 ай бұрын

​@@RockJack-cs6vuJudging by how she looked - her father was black. Probably went to get the milk like most black fathers. Mom owned her own home and had a good job and took care of her kids... this is just an unfortunate situation.

I deal with suicidal ideation. Knowing what it would do to my mother is a huge part of what keeps me here. I don’t know if there is any more profound grief than that of the mother of a suicide.

@Nico5890

3 ай бұрын

You're a good kid. It gets way better. the world is sunnier, on the other side of this, than you can imagine right now. I speak from experience Take good care of yourself 💜

@kingrakim6351

3 ай бұрын

A mom who lose child to gun violence

@veeherreraJanecka

3 ай бұрын

I’m a mom of an adult child who took his own life. My life has been profoundly changed. I’m in pain daily and I cry regularly. I also feel so much guilt on why I could t stop this. Sending love to you. You are so needed and loved. Timmy s mom Forever loved 💙🕊🙏🏽💫🕯

@Blueballs517

2 ай бұрын

Same…😢😢😢

@bubblystar599

2 ай бұрын

My mom doesn’t care, or my father, finding other reasons is difficult

Your daughter sounds like she was an awesome human being. Her memory will remain

This is why paedophiles deserve life in prison/death penalty: they are murderers. They murder the innocence of a child, their blemish free future, and every potential for who they could have been without being exposed to evil. My thoughts on suicide are my own; but I will say: R.I.P lovely girl - I wish there was a way for you to finally get free 💐

@xxanimemixx4573

Жыл бұрын

unless they both consent, in my opinion but the only reason i say this is because they are immature and can't choose to have sexs, smoke, drink etc, yet its completely fine to rewire their brains into thinking lgbt is perfect. Either kids are immature and should be kept away from all those or they are mature and can be exposed to all these without consequence.

@strawberryseeds

Жыл бұрын

@@xxanimemixx4573what? You want a child to consent sex with an adult? LGBTQ people are real and have absolutely nothing to do with this but you crazies always find a way to bring it up.

@Coco-xq7zh

Жыл бұрын

They are indeed murderers of the soul

@kuromistan645

Жыл бұрын

​​@@xxanimemixx4573 what??? You should get your brain checked because I can't believe you typed all that out and thought it did anything useful. 😒

@SamStone1964

Жыл бұрын

How will they end up in prison if mothers like this one don't bother reporting the abusers to the police.

She is not lying about finding a therapist being extremely difficult

@sheriasha18

9 ай бұрын

Facts

@jenniehill4732

8 ай бұрын

After trying my first therapist, I went to another therapist for almost 2 yrs for my depression and anxiety. It never really got better. It actually got worse. I just stopped going one day and then hit rock bottom. I can't remember how, but I came across a therapist who practiced brain spotting. She absolutely changed my life. While I still have a lot of work to put in, without her and the skills she taught me, I honestly don't know where I would be. She helped me realize and connect dots I never saw before. And she did it all over FaceTime.

@traybern

4 ай бұрын

Ask your own doctor to send you to someone.

@traybern

4 ай бұрын

@@jenniehill4732 Brainspotting is a BIGGER hoax than PTSD. (Which I still have from the boogeyman being under my bed when I was TWO.)

@DeloresSteverson

3 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤❤❤

We lost our daughter 30 days ago. It wasn't intentional. I'm so sorry for this Mama. Although our daughter only made it to 24, she did have her dream come true of having a baby and becoming a mother. Even if it was for just a short amount of time a little over a year, that was one of many things we are so grateful for. We are now in the process of fighting for guardianship and removing her from the care of my daughter's physical and mental abuser. We sure have our crosses to bear in this lifetime that's for sure. ❤ 🙏

@StarGirl1616

2 ай бұрын

Im so sorry for your loss. I really do hope, you get guardianship of her daughter. I'm praying for you

@brendadickson9583

2 ай бұрын

My condolences to you n pray for you n your family n pray you get her child ❤

@Roses_777

Ай бұрын

❤

@beckyboo1433

Ай бұрын

I'm so sorry, I hope you get your grandbaby ❤️🙏🏼

Cashleigh you were so beautiful…may you RIP 😢

This poor mother was a single mom who gave her four kids a loving home. This is truly sad and devastating. I can’t even imagine how heartbroken she must of felt

@ceceslivinglife

Жыл бұрын

This mom allowed her family member to abuse her daughter and refused to hear her daughter’s outcries for help. She put her on meds and neglected to expose her to her fathers family where she would have been safer and loved. She cries as the victim but when her daughter cried and begged she told her that she needs meds instead of telling her sorry for allowing the pedo in the house that took advantage of her. This lady is disgusting. Her tears mean nothing, she is the reason her daughter isn’t here 😢

@Yassmiinn.

Жыл бұрын

@@ceceslivinglife do you know them personally? Because your comment is really disgusting

@somebody6907

Жыл бұрын

Blk men create single mothers everywhere they go..

@stephaniemckelvy4934

Жыл бұрын

It probably was someone on the fathers side of the family 🤔

@ceceslivinglife

Жыл бұрын

@@internetstranger- what’s weird is her daughter was violated and she neglected to get her the mental help she needed and the support. We love making the wrong people the victim. The daughter was the victim

I’m a clinical psychologist and it’s been so hard treating children like her through the pandemic. I’ve never been so worried about losing my teenage clients to suicide. It’s been very hard 😢

@linda1stimp

9 ай бұрын

I think that's when my son started having issues 😢that pandemic did so much harm. Prayers to all who suffer in silence❤❤

@chattycatty3336

8 ай бұрын

​@@linda1stimp you're absolutely right. I was just talking with my therapist today about how every since the pandemic happened, I've been social stunted and I'm incredibly hyper aware around others to the point that self isolation is the only way I feel comfortable. Which is crazy because I used to hate being alone more than anything

@aldousbrawndo996

8 ай бұрын

The pandemic was and is psychological warfare for global government advancement. The Illuminati released it and guided the whole reaction through the media 5 companies control. I need to quit dragging my feet and do it.

@Buzzzy-bee

8 ай бұрын

@@linda1stimpthought it was only me 😂😂

@PINKBOIKWEENOFSOUL

8 ай бұрын

This world is crap anyway... 🙄

My mother committed suicide when I was 13 years old from a drug overdose. I love you and hope you know your daughter is always with you. Guiding light ❤

I attempted twice and it scarred my mom. She's constantly wondering where I'm at and how I'm doing mentally. It gets annoying but I know why she does it. I come back to this video to motivate me to keep going. Thank you for sharing your story.

@Kierstens.littleworld

3 ай бұрын

I hope you are doing better 💕 I’m so sorry to hear that

@FIuffyXKittyYT

2 ай бұрын

I’m happy that you never gave up. You can do it!!

@bidishamanandhar8826

2 ай бұрын

Plz stay strong, life is precious and we get it Just once ❤

@exp-io853

2 ай бұрын

i cried so hard when the mother said "if you feel like youre annoying them, keep doing it because you continuing to offer support is not going to push them to take their life" because when i was so quiet my mom asked why but i kept dismissing her in a voice where its obvious im not okay...,i was distressed...i felt bad afterwards and i never wanna show it anymore so i act like im okay...i guessed it works a bit she wont ask anymore but i also wont be mentally any better with my ocd(not properly diagnosed yet)

@henriettaatkin1968

Ай бұрын

Please get lots of people to pray for you. I'm SO proud that you are thinking of others, and realizing the pain it would cause others. Yes, you are in pain, but at some point you will get a different perspective. You have touched so many with your bravery and the life that awaits is worth it. Pray and ask God for things -- you will get them! Hang in there. Your courage will pay off. P.S. Read a lot of inspirational books to keep your spirits up.

I lost my little sister to suicide and I am still so heartbroken and traumatized, I pray that Cashleigh has found peace with all the other sweet souls who deserved better. Life is so fragile.

@sashamoore9691

Жыл бұрын

What kind of ghetto shit name is cashleigh?)? Tf

@olivermutswiri1748

Жыл бұрын

Sorry to hear that.

@mevrouwaruba

Жыл бұрын

Hold on RIP I'm so sorry that you've lost your little Beautiful Sister. This video was for me very hard to watch because of the pain of her mother it broke my heart to see her break like that. RIP for her beautiful Daughter.

@phyllislindeboom2215

Жыл бұрын

So sorry Mika that you have also had to endure this same tragic loss! I pray that Jesus surrounds you with His sweet peace!

@georgebrady790

Жыл бұрын

God bless you love

The amount of lives that can be saved by getting rid of pedos is countless.

@SamStone1964

Жыл бұрын

That won't happen if we don't report abusers to the police.

@yuliyaaleks792

Жыл бұрын

@Sam Stone the police does nothing to them... pedos should be dealt with accordingly.

@Paula-um3js

Жыл бұрын

​@@SamStone1964 They're not caught anyway. Did you hear that famous story where the father himself shot his 4yo daughter's abuser to get justice for her because the police just didn't care? Even if the proof was there.

@rollingthunder8223

Жыл бұрын

​@@SamStone1964most times nothing happens to abusers

@Jenvlogs404

Жыл бұрын

And certain paths that teach disIike and everyone always makes excuses for.

I lost my boyfriend who I lived with in 2010. I was 21 and he was 22. He jumped off our 4th story balcony in front of me. I wish I saw the signs. He had attempted 2 more times but said he was joking when I caught him. I somehow didn’t realise. He was such a funny and kind guy. His mum was a single mum and he was all she had and they were so close. My heart still breaks for her. Suicide breaks my heart. My sister would also not be here if it wasn’t for her kids 😢

@jamielynngallegos9196

Ай бұрын

GOD BLESS YOU AND ALL THE BROKEN HEARTS ALL AROUND THE WORLD IN JESUS CHRIST NAME I PRAY 🙏

@RP-vy8st

8 күн бұрын

Oh my that's terrible I'm so sorry for your loss 😞

i survived MULTIPLE suicide attempts and im only grateful to god. i didnt stop praying...

@jamielynngallegos9196

Ай бұрын

SAME HERE 🙏❤️😊

@KristalLuevano-fj5mv

24 күн бұрын

Glad your still alive!

@HowardMutladiTlou

24 күн бұрын

@@KristalLuevano-fj5mvAppreciated 😃

Oh man her breaking down at when she found her daughter is so incredibly hard to watch. I'm so sorry Lana. 😢💔 I admire your strength even in the midst of so much pain and sorrow

@MzPuRRTy

Жыл бұрын

So hard to watch! I couldn't finish watching the video. My daughter is 11yrs old and is a cutter. Scares me so much! On meds! Meds make her worse! This lady is so strong!!! God Bless you and your family!!!

@annechris2677

Жыл бұрын

I couldn't take it.gona pray for her. She's so beautiful

@jacquelinejohnie2598

Жыл бұрын

@@MzPuRRTy I agree that meds make people in these kind of situations worse, yet certain medical professionals will insist on taking them daily and just renew a prescription every couple of months, without doing any proper and thorough mental evaluations. All you're constantly being told is to finish the course, which is a neverending cycle. My heart goes out to everyone dealing with these types of issues, especially this lovely lady. It's terribly sad indeed 😢

@andreadstapley9382

Жыл бұрын

Lana my heart goes out to you all… keep advocating as that will make change for her. She was a beautiful soul and your story hurts and breaks my soul. Xo

@Cravenn5

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for your comment~ 🙏🏽 I literally have to read before watching. prayers to this family❤️ I cannot watch see or hear tragic stories.

If you're reading this and you're feeling down or find yourself in the dumps. We are here for you. There's support everywhere. Stay strong and reach out.

@vanessakrugman2781

6 ай бұрын

That means alot to me..Thank you

@theonionqueen3519

6 ай бұрын

No you’re not. You’re not here for us. No one is you don’t know me or anyone else.

@albabjigarandrabi3166

2 ай бұрын

Please don't give up hope. You deserve the life that you want to live ❤️​@@theonionqueen3519

@michaelkuzmadutton7879

Ай бұрын

❤

@tonyporpora3589

Ай бұрын

Lie all you wish, the only one you fool Is yourself.

This is honestly why I’m still here I’m afraid of causing pain to others so I try to keep myself medicated and distract myself from my thoughts and feelings rest in peace to Cashleigh

@Talisman09

5 ай бұрын

Yes I'm sorry to say but it is a cowardly thing to do. Life isn't that long, just get on with it. Time goes faster and faster the older you get, and also it's true what they say -time does have an unexpected way of healing

@rrosevuki

Ай бұрын

Cowardly? Some situations don't change. ​@@Talisman09

My sister just commit suicide and she looks a lot like her. So hard to not cry. 💔 Rest in peace, Mel and Cashleigh ❤️🤍

@SpreadKindness432Hz

9 ай бұрын

Not sure your views on all of it but if you feel you have to release the emotions let it go. Last thing your family needs is for you to dwell in darkness. I'm sure they need you here

@mariahiller

6 ай бұрын

❤

@DefiantAngel87

6 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry

@user-bq6ek7lz7h

6 ай бұрын

People who have the will and guts to leave on thier own terms are to be admired. If you've ever tryed then you know.

@galethsaldor8293

6 ай бұрын

​@@user-bq6ek7lz7hDon't know about guts.. You could also argue that it takes guts to stay alive in a state like this... For me it's just little bit of pain in exchange for the release from this disgusting existence.. What I am terrified about is somehow surviving the attempt. That would shatter me into pieces. I don't think my sanity could bear waking up in this body again after executing my attempt...

The strength it took her to speak on this after losing her daughter only 3 months ago. I hope she can find peace soon

@SamStone1964

Жыл бұрын

Yet the mother didn't report the abuser to the police.

@rebeccawildman8787

9 ай бұрын

Dude give the woman some grace. It happened to Cashleigh so her mom wanted to respect her daughter’s decisions in how to proceed. She already said she regretted it, she already tortures herself about it. Just stop.

@ktmualem

9 ай бұрын

​@@SamStone1964stop judging unless you have been in those shoes. Things are a lot more complicated when your abuser is a family member or close friend. Trust me, I know from experience, unfortunately. My experience was very similar to hers minus the suicide attemps (that never crossed my mind.) I was also very young when I was abused (in my case multiple times) and like Cashleigh, my mind blocked it off for years (It is a defense mechanism.) When I became sexually active with my now husband at 19 or 20, Pandora's box opened and all the memories started flooding back. I still have flash backs to this day (and I just turned 41.) It was awful and it still affects me to this day. For some odd reason (I'm not sure if I was threatened) I didn't tell my parents or anyone while it was happening, which to this day, I don't understand. I have very loving, caring and supportive parents so they would have taken action immediately. I was a young adult when the repressed memories of what happened came flooding back. People wanted me to go to the police but I didn't want to because I did not want to cause pain to my abusers' parents. What happened to me was done, the damage was done and going to the police all those years later wouldn't have change that (plus they live in a different country.) All it would have accomplished is to cause pain to their parents and I love their parents very much so i did not want to cause them any pain. Had I been abused by strangers, it would have been a lot easier to go to the police. Because my abusers and their families were very close to mine, it changes things. Plus, maybe they changed for the better when they became adults and I didnt want to wreck their lives if that was the case. I have forgiven them but I don't forget. One day I will confront them in private. Many victims don't come forward because it is traumatizing to have to recall every detail when going to the police and/or go through a trial. Many times victims aren't believed, especially when you finally speak years later and can't recall every detail. To this day I can't recall every detail of what happened, which drives me nuts. Some things are very vivid and I'm able to recall every detail and then all of a sudden the memory stops (kind of like when you are watching a movie and then pause it so you don't know what comes next.) I'm working through everything that happened to me in therapy and that has helped tremendously. Maybe this mother did not want to cause her daughter further damage by forcing her to come forward. You have no idea how hard it is to deal with these stuff is and I hope you will never find out.

I too am a grieving mum and the pain and heartbreak suffering sorrow endless sobbing tears everyday, there are no words just sorrow i ache every day and all these feelings and actions are all grief, and i too want to wake up and think just all a film, i am 16 months on and i just weep, so my dear lovely lady/mum i am sending you the biggest hug i can give and wrap you in love and all my love to you and your family, i wont give any wise words , but say let all the tears flow, we love our daughters more than words can say and tears soothe , much love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I‘m so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can’t stop crying right now because I know what I feel. I lost my beautiful daughter Michelle on January 2021. She was only 13 when she took her life…

@antoaneta70

4 ай бұрын

💔😪

She sounds like a really good mom.

I just found this today and I want you to know you aren't alone. I lost my youngest to suicide in 2010 at the age of 13 because of bullying in school. On February 24th, not quite 2 months ago, I lost his older brother to suicide at the age of 27. I never saw either one coming. Stay strong and that includes crying and whatever else. I still have their legos, and Transformers and clothes in their old closet. It's almost like a time capsule of when we were a whole family. I never imagined I would have to do it twice... God Bless you and your family.

@thriftedqueentv6687

Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for all that you have been through. I hope you will always find the strength and comfort you need. ❤️‍🩹

@ashleyshayia8087

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry and praying for you…💕

@nayakarimo8737

Жыл бұрын

Im so sorry🤍🥺

@kyms9390

Жыл бұрын

That is so cruel...I am so sorry, god bless you ❤

@beautiful10381

Жыл бұрын

that’s incredibly awful to go through not once but twice i pray you find prosperity this lifetime. i know you have many good memories of both of your sons. wow! ❤

What a pretty girl ... bullies are so terrible.... God have mercy...Christ has mercy.. the girl is in Heaven....God hears the pain....

@audreyheart2180

Ай бұрын

not bullies in this case; pedo that was family .. PTSD .. why the lack of s&x assault survivor counsellors?

Her pain isn’t your fault though. She was hurting more than you could know. You didn’t fail her. You did everything you could.

My son also took his own life right after his medication was changed. These psychiatrists and gp's need to be held accountable. If you Google the meds your daughter was on you will probably find suicide as one of the side effect warnings. Doctors never mention this.

@morrisonscott702

Жыл бұрын

Hello 👋how are you doing?

@morrisonscott702

Жыл бұрын

Hello 👋how are you doing?

@morrisonscott702

Жыл бұрын

Hello 👋 how're you doing?

@morrisonscott702

Жыл бұрын

@@erikarivas5506 Me too, I pray for her as well.. it's nice meeting with you here erika. Where are you texting from?

@SnapszDuhh

Жыл бұрын

They really do. They give you a pamphlet whenever you switch and think that’s enough. It’s not!

As a person who has been suffering from depression since 2008...I totally feel how Cashleigh felt..Depression is an illness...RIP sweet beautiful girl

@danas881

Жыл бұрын

GOD bless you 💕🙏🏾

@maririmussa2420

Жыл бұрын

❤

@user-mc2el4tx5c

Жыл бұрын

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” John‬ ‭3:16‬ ‭ ‬ “and saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel.” ‭‭Mark‬ ‭1:15 “The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.” ‭‭John‬ ‭10:10‬ Jesus loves you

@sheenakennedy9369

Жыл бұрын

People know you dealing with depression Don't take it seriously.

@maryannhope8276

Жыл бұрын

I understand. 💔

She was so beautiful . I’m so sorry for your loss. I actually cried listening to this story. Just heartbreaking.

I struggle a lot with my mental health and the only thing keeping me from taking my life is the thought of how it may impact my little sister. I could never do that to her.

@glenngwenya1084

4 ай бұрын

@Alana I am sending you lots of love and hugs, hang in there. I am glad you have someone encouraging you and help you continue this fight❤❤❤

@TroyJones-gu5pk

4 ай бұрын

Way to make it about u

@alanalovell1612

4 ай бұрын

@@TroyJones-gu5pkyou're welcome.

Oh Mamma 😢. I lost my son in 2017 to suicide. He was my youngest also. Sending you light in a dark place 🌄

@tinacollins9213

Жыл бұрын

My heart goes out to you big hugs 🤗

@alyssaloera9407

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤

@carlabarbosa8403

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry 🥺

@gd8740

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. May the Lord heal your heart. ❤️.

@janettewest309

Жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss. Mamma you did all you could. May God bless you. I hope that your will be an inspiration to others. This must be a difficult journey and the support group will help you and the other family member with grief. One day at a time Lord Jesus…

I didn't mean to watch this, but once I started I couldn't stop. Cashleigh's mom is so brave. She can't be praised enough.

@traybern

8 ай бұрын

GLAD she got RID of the husband!!

@Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa669

7 ай бұрын

Stop praising mediocre yt women who chase black men make black babies and if she had better representation she'd be here.

@combatduckie

7 ай бұрын

her mom did NOT protect her daughters mental health by going to police when it happened, she and mothers like her are GUILTY as well!

@stacyr4768

5 ай бұрын

@@combatduckieI have to agree with you .

@Caroline-qj8os

5 ай бұрын

If this gorgeous woman was my mom, and I don't look like her, I would kill myself too‼

My son took his life on November 15th, 2023, and feel every emotion that you've expressed. It feels like a horrible dream so I totally understand. The only rhing that is helping me through is my faith and therapy. Praying for you and your family.

@cailyndesouza483

4 ай бұрын

Praying for you and your family...hope your holding up okay🤍

Im beyond sad to have stumbled on this video and learned the grief you feel for your beautiful angel. I was sexually molested by a family member when I was little. I blocked it, like your daughter. I remembered in high school. I was ok until I had my own kids. My youngest is my sweet angel, little girl. I love her soooo much. I cried so hard hearing you speak on what happened. I can't imagine losing a precious baby. I'm so sorry. Like your daughter, I was told to take medications. It made things worse!! I hear these stories so often, I'm convinced medications make things much much worse. I swear, what saved me is talking about it, over and over until the effects of the trauma is better understood. Moving forward is easier when things make sense. I'm sending you love, wherever you are. I believe we will be together again in the end. ❤

This mother did amazing in this interview it was soooo fresh and she was still able to get through this interview. Mental illness is real! Prayer to the family and RIP Cashleigh. May your light continue

@SunnyDays70s

Жыл бұрын

Why focus only on the mental illness/ there was a cause- an abuser! Let’s call out that!

@SamStone1964

Жыл бұрын

So fresh and not a single tear.

@fran791

Жыл бұрын

@@SamStone1964 have some humility this is not the place to be edgy

@ceceslivinglife

Жыл бұрын

The mother is disgusting for protecting the person that violated her daughter!

@SamStone1964

Жыл бұрын

@@fran791 The mother is highly narcissistic. If you search the term you'll find an abundance of videos on the topic which explain the behaviour of this woman.

I lost my only daughter to suicide July 15, 2022. It's been incredibly difficult to cope. She was 24 and left behind a twin brother as well as an older and younger brother.

@jendayiKa

Жыл бұрын

💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚🙏

@jojonandy682

Жыл бұрын

Oh dear, may the good Lord strengthen you..sending you warm hugs

@theharshtruthoutthere

Жыл бұрын

@@jojonandy682 Not everyone is religious.?! Souls,None is called to become religious, cause all are called to back into reality, through repentance and new birth. That`s good news. And nor am i religious, nor was i ever religious. And nor do i follow or believe in a religion. All religions are masons made up stories, just to keep mankind confused and busy believing all kinds of nonsenses, the most is known, that into heaven goes many ways, That is masons lie. Masons build up many ways into heaven, which are all known as religions. Search about them, for they are your enemies, they steal - destroy - kill. Masons = children of devil. John 8:44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it. Only through the ONLY BEGOTTEN SON OF GOD, CHRIST - can we go into heaven. John 14:6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. But there is few buts: Matthew 7:21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. That verse sifts out the lukewarm christians, who proudly scream out and letting others know they believe, yet they do not do so in their hearts. Christians = saved souls, who go and sins no more and until their deaths or the returning of CHRIST, are all doing daily the will of GOD: KEEP PREACH WATCH EXPOSE + being daily in a battle agents his own flesh. For every Christian must walk after the SPIRIT and not after the flesh: Romans 8:1 There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. Romans 8:4 That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. For no Christian are called to just believe but to be also a doer of THE WORD :James 1:23 For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass: These are the 2 buts. Again i say, it is good news that you, dear soul, are not religious. And if we`d be to take a Christianity as a religion, then no soul be saved for real and Christ either died in vain or not at all -- that is a lie, stating that Christianity is a religion and not a reality is a lie. For it is a fact that no religion saves. Christianity do saves, for no soul becomes a Christian, until he have gotten saved, called upon the name of the lord, which proofed the needed faith to be there.

@leelanyenwoe7321

Жыл бұрын

Madree p, I am so sorry and may God continued to be your strength

@maryannhope8276

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry. 💔

I am heart broken for you. My daughter attempted to take her life at 16 and we got a miracle when she survived. The fear every single day after they survive is nothing you can explain. Every moment you are afraid they will try again and succeed. My heart aches for you. I'm praying for your healing. I talk to my kids every single say about their mental health...weather they think I'm annoying or not. I ask if they are okay. Every day i pray it's enough. God bless you mamma.

I'm still dealing with the grief of losing my husband over a year ago. In my (admittedly not professional) opinion, this was too soon for you to talk about this. It's very brave of you and I'm more sorry for your loss than I can express to you. Please please PLEASE give yourself some grace. Love from an internet stranger who hopes the last few months have been kind to you.

She was my age, she was beautiful. I’m sorry for your loss. I thought about suicide a few months ago…but seeing this video really put the aftermath of suicide into perspective.

@imkataclysmvods

Жыл бұрын

I don't know you, but you're needed in this world ❤

@ceceprincess4758

10 ай бұрын

God loves u. Keep fighting

@carmenl163

9 ай бұрын

Talk about your thoughts. You are not the only one who experiences these feelings. There is nothing to be ashamed of. Call a helpline. They have helped me in the past. Please don't make things harder for yourself. ❤

@SpreadKindness432Hz

9 ай бұрын

@Venus-cd1kk We're happy you are still with us. Hope you are finding your Light in this world.

@AlexandraBolz

9 ай бұрын

I feel you. I’m suicidal myself and that’s why I watch videos like these too. And she also was my age too.

Thank you for this video. In 2020 I divorced after 28 years of marriage. In 2021, my youngest daughter killed herself. In 2022, I had cancer surgery. Two weeks later, my sister best friend, killed herself the same way. I have been in extreme pain but I feel like nobody understands nor cares. I feel alone in my loss. But God has truly helped me. I believe in the resurrection so I look forward to seeing them again. God bless you.

@a1kevin72

Жыл бұрын

My heart breaks hearing your story, but the Lord is never far so take comfort in him. He will walk with you every step of the way, cling to him, and he will watch over you. I send you nothing but love, prayers, and condolences. May your angels Rest In Peace!🙏🏻💙🕊

@ladyindaroom

Жыл бұрын

Dear heart you are not alone! Listen to me, the Lord will send you good people just ask him. I’m telling you ❤

@nightsky3981

Жыл бұрын

I am sorry for everything that you have been through. 😔😔😔

@lelesandra

Жыл бұрын

I thank all of you for the encouragement. ❤️

@ikare4868

Жыл бұрын

I care and I am so sorry for your loss and ordeal. …I will continue to pray. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

I am a mother who has gone through the same thing. With my son, who was killed. The police were uncooperative, wouldn't give us any information, in fact they have treated us with such disrespect and will not answer any questions. My sons personal belongings all went missing or were stolen. I agree that things need to change, parents should be given priority and given their children's personal things. It has gotten to the point that they are telling us that we need to stop asking questions and pretty much 'go away'.

I’ve tried taking my life many times, the last time I remember I was at a party when I was 19, I was in the bathroom all alone and after self harming myself/ burning, I told God if you don’t help me, I'm going to find a way to go through with this somehow. After I had told God this I heard the Holy Spirit say, hold on. I didn’t know it was the Holy Spirit at the time. So I did hold on and God showed up for me and really helped me get through these horrible thoughts/ tendencies.

This lady has the most BEAUTIFUL soul!!! She's such an amazing momma. May God help her through all her grief.

@glamsky3257

10 ай бұрын

One big question is, she did not mention anything about reporting the abuser to the police. Is it because she didn't want to report a family?

@caroline5576

9 ай бұрын

​@@glamsky3257she did mention it; when she and her daughter were discussing the abuse she told her they could take it to the police if she wanted. I assume she didn't want to, which is her prerogative.

@Nimue333

9 ай бұрын

IKR she is a great mother! Many people wish they could have a caring mother like her.

A few years ago, my oldest brother attempted to take his life. He took a bottle of sleeping pills (in his truck, he's a truck driver), and then he realized his kids would be without him and we would too.. So he called 911 and saved his own life. Im so fortunate that we still have him. He's so much better now. Im sorry for your loss.

@vdussaut9182

9 ай бұрын

Wow, what an incredible turn of events-I’m so happy to hear your brother was able to save himself in time and that he is still with you and doing well! Wishing him continued peace and protection from the darkness that can sneak in and lie to us and make us feel so unworthy… God bless ❤️

@sadietaylor7065

2 ай бұрын

So happy to hear the end…

I lost my son 12/22 to suicide. I’m praying for u. It will always hurt but It gets easier. ❤

I can't tell you how sorry I am for you and your family. My only child who was only 14 yrs old past away 08/27/2022. My heart goes out to you. Many hugs and prayers to you all!🙏🏻

I am so sorry. Your story saved my life today. The plans I had were very real but hearing your pain I realised this is not about me alone. I know it will never bring your beautiful daughter back. This sounds screwed up but through her passing and your sharing she has saved a life. Thank you Cashleigh

@Kristen-ek9rz

Жыл бұрын

I wish you peace, love, and healing. Know that you are loved, and please reach out for help if you feel that way again.

@mamacass8970

Жыл бұрын

Don’t lose hope there is more than this right now you are loved and you are important

@marietaylor5174

Жыл бұрын

Please, hang in there Belinda because no matter how difficult it gets it always gets better. I will include you in my daily prayers.

@happysoul118

Жыл бұрын

Belinda, I am glad her story helped you. I am sending you lots of love and good energies. Be strong please!!

@asyburon442

Жыл бұрын

Please be strong and know that you are loved. Try to pray and know that Jesus Christ is the one who can help us through difficult situations, talk to him daily stay strong and you will one day look back and say I don’t know how I did this. Life is never easy but with God we can do it. Stay blessed dear

I lost my daughter to suicide on December 6th, 2019. One day before my 50th birthday. You have all of my love and prayers. No one who hasn't gone through this can't comprehend how extremely tragic this is. She left 2 children and a Husband behind along with so much family. God Bless you. I am praying for you. ✝️🙏💜

@kaistencarter6548

9 ай бұрын

Rip 😢

@Teenywing

9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for you. My biggest hugs❤

@AlexandraBolz

9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry to hear that. That’s also the day of my birthday and it saddens me that it happened the day before yours.

@jenniehill4732

8 ай бұрын

My heart goes out to you on your tremendous loss.

@Heidi_K_Girl_444

8 ай бұрын

@@jenniehill4732 Thank you very much. Xoxo

I am so so sorry for your loss! This video breaks my heart. I lost a sister to suicide, and sadly had a week long stay in the ICU after I too attempted to take my own life. Seeing this from a mother’s perspective and being older and a mother to three beautiful children…I appreciate your raw and honest video. I pray your heart heals and feels less heavy! ❤

i tried to take my life twice. I am still thinking about taking my life. I don't know why I am watching this.

As a suicide attempt survivor who is still struggling with suicidal thoughts, I really can relate to your daughter's mental illness... It's a really tough challenge to survive every day as a mentally ill person that you can't even imagine what it's like...There are very few words to express them. Dear Lana, this has turned your daughter into a truly combative warrior. I am so sorry for your loss and stay healthy! I send you lots of love! ♥️

@yes55504

Жыл бұрын

We're you on meds? If so, it's the meds that caused you to have SI

@JosedeJezeus

Жыл бұрын

Human beings evolved to live in Matriarchal Tribes, not patriarchal marriages. Our incorrectly structured families are the root cause of your human dysfunction.

@belle3055

Жыл бұрын

I’m fighting too

@josephadams115

Жыл бұрын

Jesus loves u 100%...

@arnavgupta364

Жыл бұрын

Stay strong, we are all here for you, can reach out to me at any given time ❤

I'm in my 60s and still deal with the pain of childhood abuse, sexual, physical, emotional, mental and spiritual abuse. I can understand that it was more than she could bear. She is at peace now, no more pain, no fear. You did a good job mama. Not your fault. We live in an evil world. And you're right about trying to get into therapy. It's ridiculous. I've been on a waiting list for over two years. Those of us who are survivors are living one hour at a time...one day...I've made it through another week. Medicating young people is very difficult, too often the side effects are worse than the illness. Bless you mama. Your beautiful daughter is always near...she isn't gone, she's in a lovely place and you'll be together...🌹

@morrisonscott702

Жыл бұрын

Hi how are you doing?

@MacChicken-up2rl

Жыл бұрын

I’m sorry you experienced this it’s nice to know I’m not alone 😢

@miapdx503

Жыл бұрын

@@morrisonscott702 I'm doing well, thank you 🌹 I have my children and grandchildren always near...I've been blessed with a lot of love in my life. To me, that's the definition of success. They say that the best revenge is success...to me, success is the ability to love and be loved. Love is everything. It might come from my neighbor, or my chihuahua, but love is everything. 😏 I hope you have an awesome weekend 🌹 thank you for asking 💕

@morrisonscott702

Жыл бұрын

@@miapdx503 That's true you said 💕. I'm so glad you've people around who love and care for you that's enough. It's nice meeting with you here... where are you texting from?

@ginapierre6656

Жыл бұрын

God does not want anyone to commit suicide because one cannot ask for forgiveness after they killed themselves...

I feel so bad for your loss, there's nothing like it. Our family lost my brother about 14 years ago. It's just so hard, know that people are caring about you and love you and pray for you. Keep telling your story because it's gonna save lives.... I wish my brother would have left a letter. My father every day would check the mail. And think maybe it was coming, but it never did. God bless you and your family

My daughter committed suicide a week ago, I’m not sure how to carry on. So tragic and so sad

@RandotMS

4 ай бұрын

When my parents died I also don't know what to do. Feeling not so directed in life, feeling lost... But yeah, for me I just doing my things like usual until... I shut my self for month and figure things out. I know nothing about your feelings right now neither do you, but for me... Figure things out just seeing what the future hold. The future when I indulge in sadness, the future when I just continue my usual life, when I have wife, and have child. Well, for me right now all of that just feel meaningless. Right now I just have a conviction... and that is to help people in need and don't care about getting money, I have no one that I care for now and maybe I will die alone. But my thanks for you if you read all of this, because at the end... Whatever the results, I hope you find your conviction. Hope this help you as much as telling you this helping me now.

@RobPaytonstewart-xw2xs

3 ай бұрын

Thank you

@mulletdaddyyy

3 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss❤

@MilaLalia499

3 ай бұрын

My condolences to out to you and your family. ❤

@HSassyk2

Ай бұрын

I just lost my 24-year-old son to suicide last week. He was my world and my only son. I am praying for God to help us all through this. Jesus help us.

Heartfelt sympathy to you. My husband committed suicide on his second attempt. It took me ten years to get over it. As a child, he was sexually abused twice, once by a neighbour, and once by a doctor. At his first attempt at 50, was hospitalized for two weeks; he too was on depression meds, followed up with his doctor regularly for 17 yrs to no avail. Do not blame yourself; it was her decision. The fact that she tried it three times shows how determined she was. Do not focus on what could have been; focus on the joy she brought in good times. Remember her for who she was, not on how she died. Love and hugs to you. 💕

@BABiiB420

Жыл бұрын

When you said “It was her decision” really got to me. My best friend took his life and it completely broke me. All the “what ifs” and should have, could have, and would have” ran through my mind every day until one day I spoke to his mom and she said “There was nothing anyone could do, it was his decision”

@ifs1613

Жыл бұрын

@@BABiiB420 My heart goes out to you; may you have peace in your heart and mind. I speak very openly about it. It is not a death to be ashamed to speak of. Because I speak openly about it, I have had 2 people who lost a brother, and 3 who lost a husband open up about it. Suicide is all around us-usually defined as ‘suddenly at home’ or ‘a heart attack’. It is devastating irregardless. Focus on the good memories. How your friend died does not define his life.

I’m very sorry for your loss. I’m 21 and I lost my 18 year old sister almost a month ago to suicide. It’s very sad and difficult but I’m doing my best to keep going one day at a time and to be there for my family. I hate that losing someone to suicide is becoming a relatable topic. I wish you the best of luck in your organization it sounds like a wonderful idea.

@jendayiKa

Жыл бұрын

💚💚💚🙏

@AnastasiaEs.

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss 🙏🏾💜

@maryannhope8276

Жыл бұрын

(((hugs))) 💔🙏🏼🕯

@stellafil1848

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss 🫂🫂

@mandyellis876

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your terrible loss 💔

I lost my son two and a half months ago . Listening to your daughter's story, what's identical to my son's. He dealt with anxiety, depression, and the list goes on . I'm now just trying to learn how to navigate life without him. 😢 Loosing a child is the worst pain me & my husband has ever felt .

@KassieL-yw1rj

5 ай бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss, prayers to you and your family.

@Dani-fc1hc

5 ай бұрын

Sorry for your loss

@staceyb.9936

5 ай бұрын

Thank you so much ❤

@AnitaD28

4 ай бұрын

My son the same he dealt with depression and anxiety and substance abuse. He took his own life 10/30/22. I’m still struggling with a bit of denial. Hard to accept. Peace to you.

@KristalLuevano-fj5mv

24 күн бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss!

I'm crying with you beautiful mum. Lost my daughter in Jan 2023 anorexia.

As A Survivor Of 3 Suicide Attempts, This Reminds me when it's so important to continue fighting. I was born on December 2nd, And I'm sending you all love and light.. I know there are no words to ever take away the pain of losing someone to suicide, But I'm just praying that everyone reading this Knows just how loved they are..❤️

@SpreadKindness432Hz

9 ай бұрын

Great advice, and you are loved as well. I hope you are healing well

@juicydaboss418

8 ай бұрын

Awww thank you that means so much !! It’s good to know that wonderful people out here like you exist and you uplift others instead of bringing them down !!! God bless you honey

@traybern

8 ай бұрын

WHEN are YOU going to realize that???

@cry_baby_

8 ай бұрын

@@traybern What do you mean??

@traybern

8 ай бұрын

@@cry_baby_ So…the FOURTH time is the CHARM???

Depression & mental health issues are more common than we want to admit. This story hits home in so many ways. My boyfriend took his life. My mom tried to take her life a few times. Lana, I feel your pain.

@evelyncaldwell4743

Жыл бұрын

I'm praying for you.

@maryannhope8276

Жыл бұрын

We have more in common than we "think ". 💔

@bbpoItergeist

Жыл бұрын

Be strong

So sorry for the loss of your daugther, I know it hard with differences, God always has a plan for every one of us.

I just wanted to say that If you have suicidal thoughts or mental trauma or even if you don’t or your just going through something ajust know that I love you and your loved by many and people and if you think that might not be loved by your family or people you know or just anyone just know they might even love you even more than your think. You have a purpose you are beautiful, kind, just be yourself and go after what you want to do. You are amazing, you got this, and things will get better in your life, you will do great things, and so many people and I are proud of you. Your future is bigger than your past and your past does not define you are awesome and a warrior. Don’t hate yourself simply because of your past, forgive yourself, love yourself no matter what because you deserve the world and the great things in it. I love you Have a wonderful beautiful nice day. Also how are you and your family doing today? Thank you so much for your service.🙏🏽❤️ Never forget you are not a mistake you belong in this world and you are light of the world and you are the true meaning of kindness.

Wow! Heartbreaking. Take note to the general public: PSA Sexual abuse is a soul killer. I know people know this but it can’t be said enough. It was not your fault Sis. The perpetrator bares the responsibility of their own actions. Let them. You gave very wise words of advice with the subject of suicide. You have a beautiful family Sis. I’m praying for you. I posted to my Twitter account for awareness Sis. To honor your daughter and her memory. Shalom grace and Godspeed in Jesus name. ❤ from Northern California.

@missingmygirl_csgfe20

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so very much.

@cantbeaslave

Жыл бұрын

It is a soul killer and there are people that want to make it legal.

@annechris2677

Жыл бұрын

Was she raped or molested? They don't have a father figure too.

@marisolsanchez3088

Жыл бұрын

​@@missingmygirl_csgfe20 🙏💝💕💕

@motherofanangel1143

Жыл бұрын

Amen beautifully said 🙏🏼 ❤

she's a supportive loving mom. I had none of that love or support and yet I never felt suicidal. sometimes people just have struggles so difficult that no love can save them

@mygirldarby

Жыл бұрын

Maybe.

@ravinderjitjuss1351

Жыл бұрын

You are right

@elba317

Жыл бұрын

God loves you all… always!!!❤

@sophine7189

Жыл бұрын

I think this mom had too much on her plate and didn't give her the proper care as possible bc she was too busy.

@riggs20

Жыл бұрын

@@sophine7189 What a horrible, insensitive thing to say.

I am sorry to hear about your loss. My daughter (Aleia) took her life when she was 16, last year. She also had three attempts, and the third was the final. I struggle every day - wondering why I am even here. I want to be with her so bad - I can't wait for the day I leave to be with her. May your daughter and mine bump into each other in the heavens, and become friends. Rob

@traybern

4 ай бұрын

Too many vowels?

@smcbeth7

4 ай бұрын

"When a man die his thoughts perish." You will not know each other anymore..Enjoy them now while you have them on Earth.

@Walklikeaduck111

3 ай бұрын

Im so so sorry. Im sure our loved ones are at peace now. But our pain goes on.

Im so so so sorry you lost her. No words are enough. May she rest in peace and you and your son heal from this and treasure her memory. She sure was a beautiful young woman. ❤

I have chronic depression. Suicidal thoughts are often comforting for me but I've been this way for as long as I can remember honestly. I love to sleep and hate when I wake up to see another day. I go on and off medication, my therapist sucks too, and it doesn't help with the bullying, jealousy, and harassment I get online from people who don't know anything about me. This is a beautiful planet filled with evil people. I'm so much older than Cashleigh, I wish I could have given my life to save hers; she was beautiful, and I pray for her mother's broken heart to heal

@lawandabrown3472

10 ай бұрын

You deserve to be here don’t give up and stay away from negativity like comments online.. You are Loved ❤❤❤❤

@PolinaNohai

9 ай бұрын

Your life is as precious and valuable as Cashleigh’s ❤ You can make it 🙏

@Anewceen

9 ай бұрын

You are beautiful. Pray and push grow closer to God. This world is full of evil and ugliness but it is some beautiful an encouraging people. If you ever want to talk or vent I can be that ear out of no judgment.. @ceen2.0 praying for you.

@FaizaFarah-pj4dz

8 ай бұрын

hi seen you on Lamonts channel aswell. Sending you ❤

@fernemcallister6774

8 ай бұрын

Please, stop going on line and posting. If people are bullying you there that’s the last place you need to be. Cut those toxic people out.

I also have a daughter who went through trauma and tried suicide many times. The mental health care systems is awful and things need to be change. God bless you and your family

@humbleyourself6875

7 ай бұрын

Go on a fast with her. Just fast a meal together and pray.. the fastest way to get to God is sacrifice.. and u can use ur body as a sacrifice (not eating).. wash ur face and anoint ur heads with a little oil and tell no one wat ur doing and I guarantee God will heal her 🤞🏿

@makeart-notwar-6732

4 ай бұрын

@@humbleyourself6875 who the hell are you to shove your religion down people's throats when they need it THE LEAST???

@makeart-notwar-6732

4 ай бұрын

@@humbleyourself6875 religious fanatics like you are the reason why less people are coming to church

@SamHowell7582

4 ай бұрын

​@@humbleyourself6875Thanks, but God doesn't exist. A therapist does

@sandramolina1177

4 ай бұрын

En Argentina pasa igual una salud mental cara para el q es pobre para el q tiene obra social algunas reciben otros no t cobran millonadas x una secion los medicos pdiquiatras solo son comerciantes solo plata x lo q juraron o estudiaron no es lo q aparenta si tnes plata o no Dios t ayude y los medicamentos peor y con milie un presidente psiqyiatrico es peor Dios nos ayude cuando tengamos q comer mychos van a byscar medicos y no alcanzaran

Cant even gather the courage to fathom how excruciating this has been for you dear brave mama. I hope and pray the upcoming years in your life serves you with an ocean of kindness, hope,love,Togetherness. You deserve it all. Keep being brave. You are amazing.

This spoke to my heart. I just lost my only son 7 mths. He was my world. No I am lost and empty. Its the most cruciating pain I have ever went through. It doesnt go away. The pain stays inside of me every second of the day. We have to learn to live with it.

I have romanticized suicide over 5 years but it's really hard to cope with it I'm like 38 years old which people would judge I'm laying here in bed with tears in my eyes I'm sorry about what happened to your daughter she was beautiful the only thing that keeps me away from committing suicide is knowing that it would hurt my family tremendously

@the.seagull.35

10 ай бұрын

💔 you know it would not just hurt your family. It would hurt God tremendously. And I'm not saying that to make you guilty... Not in the least bit. I just wanted you to know how dear you are to God's heart. In Isaiah 49 it says that God has "engraved us on the palms of his hands." I think that's literally true. Because God loved us so much that he actually became one of us. Jesus loved us enough that our sins were engraved into the palms of his hands, when he was nailed to the cross. Jesus sunk into the lowest depths of misery and condemnation for us. And God loved us enough that Jesus Christ rose from the dead, to become our faithful Savior "who always lives to intercede for us." so I just really hope you know and understand the magnitude of God's love for you. ❤✝️ "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." Romans 5:8

@karlebersberger2835

9 ай бұрын

Please, please, please, find yourself a therapist! Please do it. I know the feeling of suddenly remembering what hope is. It will change your world. So much love ❤

@Divineparadigm

8 ай бұрын

Same!

@juicydaboss418

8 ай бұрын

Amen and you’re so brave and courageous keep on fighting you’re worth it we need beautiful people like you in our lives ❤❤❤

@theindiespotlightphilly

8 ай бұрын

​@@juicydaboss418❤❤

As a mother my heart is aching I can almost feel her pain. May God be a comforter 🙏🏽💕🥺

@lilyj9924

Жыл бұрын

MY EXACT SENTIMENTS 💔 & AMEN 🙏

I feel your pain. Im so sorry. She's in peace and no more pain. It's heartbreaking. May she fly high ❤

@chrisc1896

2 ай бұрын

We r in a fallen world.

This breaks my heart so so much. How this beautiful family are coping to move forward with the strength that they can muster is beyond incredible. So much love and strength to them xxx

I lost my brother to suicide. It's extremely traumatising for the whole family. I really feel for her. I'm also so angry that they held onto her final note, and didn't tell them her wishes. How absolutely disgusting of them to do that.

@Roma-SRyan

Жыл бұрын

Your anger is misplaced

@nothanks1239

Жыл бұрын

@@Roma-SRyan How? They had a funeral for her and only afterwards did they give the letter, which said the wishes of what she wanted done with her body. Losing someone to suicide is extremely traumatising. Having that put on your shoulders afterwards, when it could have been avoided, is unacceptable.

@Yassmiinn.

Жыл бұрын

@@Roma-SRyan be kind!

I’ve struggled with suicidal thoughts for many years, especially at Cashleigh’s age (I’m 32 now) and was sexually assaulted as an adult - not an identical situation to Cashleigh’s but I still feel like I can relate in many ways. I keep returning to this video. I watch KZread all the time and this is easily one of the most powerful videos I have ever seen. I’m so struck by her mother’s love and devotion, as well as Cashleigh’s beautiful heart and spirit. I know my mother would react exactly like this if this ever happened to me… Lana, you are saving lives and honoring your daughter in such powerful way. Praying for your peace and healing until you see Cashleigh again. ❤️

@ghostisalegend

8 ай бұрын

I have struggled with depression for 8 years I did try to kill myself many times. But luckily I didn,t but I got rid of the depression

@nazishs.8327

5 ай бұрын

I hope you've gotten rid of the suicidal thoughts

@xButterfly_xxx

3 ай бұрын

im 16 and same.. i didnt think i was going to make it to 16 but i did sadly... i hope i dont make it to 17 tho

@rozaliafortuin3643

3 ай бұрын

​@@xButterfly_xxxplease get help sweetie. BIG 🫂 reach out and get help and reach out to God too.

@JosephCollins-mk5ro

3 ай бұрын

You obviously have had a horrific trauma after being Sexually Assaulted. Have you got any Therapy for that pain you are feeling. I call it psychological Pain.

I lost my daughter too. I’m sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your hurt and hope with us.

She was so gorgeous! So sorry your family is living with this pain. I cannot begin to imagine how horrible it's is to lose a child. I hope that you sharing will help others.

My heart broke when this sweet mother started crying. It came from deep within her soul, but yet she wanted not to let her emotions take over her. Because she wanted to tell about her precious daughter. I am impressed by her wanting to help others. Can't believe the family wasn't informed about the last wishes.

@SamStone1964

Жыл бұрын

There were no tears.

@leoniehendrickson2530

Жыл бұрын

Please

So sad!! You can tell her mother was there and did everything she could & depression still won 😢

I am a grandmother. I am so sad about your beautiful daughter departure from this life.. its soo good that you are sharing your loss as there are many people in the world who have experience living with kids who afe suffering from different firms of mental health anf depression. Where we live in Africa mental health still has a big stigma and we have very few psychologists and psychiatrists to assist all the children who are suffering. Medication is also very expensive .Since covid and before there are so manyproblems with employment, the nature of the jog, lack of resources at work tomakea job meaningful. You have raised your children well and you supported her when she needed it. Lets pray that she is in a better place.

I been struggling with depression and anxiety and hit rock bottom I know my mother would miss me but i feel with me being here im causing her problems everyday with my mental health so maybe she would be at peace no more stress and no more struggling for me. it’s a really hard decision that’s eating me alive

@daliamontoya2783

7 күн бұрын

No please. Im here for you. Talk to someone please.

@VicMeep

4 күн бұрын

🫂❤️‍🩹

Life so hard for young ppl now. I could not save my son either . Hugs to everyone who has lost a child 😞 and feeling this horrible pain

@alexia8977

Жыл бұрын

❤❤ stay strong mama

@amyshaw444

Жыл бұрын

Oh goodness I'm so sorry...praying for you 🙏

@katarina5233

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. May your son rest in peace.

Your story brought me to tears! I’m so very sorry for your loss ma’am😢I lost two brothers to suicide in the same year, and that was in 1983. I lost another five of them between then and 2016. When I lost my mom (2006) I thought I was going to die from grief. Today, I still smile, and laugh and cry when I remember them, and our time together. I cannot even begin to fathom losing my son or grandchildren. I pray that GOD heals your heart, and that your daughter rests in eternal peace! You never really get over it, but with time comes acceptance, and a certain type of serenity. You rack your brain and wonder if you could have done more to prevent the tragedy, and then you…or, at least I came to understand that it was fate. Because…if it was meant to have a different outcome, it would have been different. So be kind to your wounded heart, be patient with your grief and, hold dear your daughters goodness and light! It can help to see you through each day. I know the pain is so intense (I wanted to reach through my phone and comfort you.) Such pain changes you in ways you could never imagine. You grow, and realize that the idiom ‘God never gives you more then you can bear.’ Is true. I came from a large family of 10 siblings, all but three (including myself) are living, and they all had short and challenging lives. With loss we are the ones left to suffer. Our loved ones…I’d like to believe are free of suffering and in a better place. I don’t know your faith, but what has helped over the years was to create a sacred space for my loved ones who have transitioned. An image of them, flowers, a candle where you can sit and pray for their souls. I Chose a place where I can see them and know that they are still with me in spirit! They are my ancestors now. Also, taking walks in nature! Nature is a powerful teacher, and healer! Whether at the ocean, in the mountains or hills, or groves of trees. It can be a place of solace and insight to the meaning of life and death. I hope you don’t take offense at my suggestion, because many people believe that once someone dies that that’s it. But, it has brought a lot of comfort for me. Your daughter was beautiful as are all the rest of your adult kids! I’m sure they are in a lot of pain too, so I’m sending blessings prayers of courage, and peace of mind heart to you all. The one consultation is that she no longer suffering. I’m sure she doesn’t want you or her siblings to suffer either. Wishing you all the best, 😪😕🙏🏽❤

@GraceDollesin

Жыл бұрын

Beautifully said! ❤❤❤ Thank you.

@ayeshahussain4440

Жыл бұрын

I hope you are doing well. ‘God never gives you more than you can bear.’ , this is so beautiful, it's also a verse in the Quran, and I have it right by me, to remind myself that I am strong, and I can get through it.

@ItalianAngel21175

Жыл бұрын

I felt the same when my mom died! For 9 months I could barely get out of bed, eat, or function. I know there is no greater pain for a parent than to loss a child, but I do believe with all my heart "There is no greater pain for a child, then the loss of a parent! 💔🌹

@sureiamboo

Жыл бұрын

Sorry my dear . Sending you love

Your hurt and pain is palpable!!! I pray for your strength. I’m crying

I cried with this fellow mother as she bravely told her story. I wish her peace and healing.

My 17 year old son Lee hung himself in April 2020 there are no words to describe the horror and depth of grief that remains with the death of your child 😢😢I'm so sorry for your loss 😢😢❤

@ellaella5537

Жыл бұрын

Im so so sorry :-(

@NavigationForDailyLiving

Жыл бұрын

I lost my dear brother to suicide. Sept 2021. My mom found him as well & I was called to assist because she was having a hard time. We all miss him so so much. He was an amazing soul battling mental illness in a capitalist world. My heart goes out to you and your family.

@Kristen-ek9rz

Жыл бұрын

@@NavigationForDailyLiving I am so sorry. My mother found my sister in May 2021. I understand this pain. May we all continue to heal. It is quite a process, but possible.

@Kristen-ek9rz

Жыл бұрын

I am so, so sorry.

@loverainthunder

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss ❤