I'm a doctor and I was listening to this song after working 20hs non-stop, with 4 more hours of work ahead of me. I was sitting alone, eating dinner at 4 am watching the window, and somehow the true meaning of this song clicked. It's an indescribable meaning of nostalgia, derealization, and calm. It's truly a window into a place I've never been before, but somehow feels really familiar...

@flightfacilities

2 жыл бұрын

❤️

@edvela3865

2 жыл бұрын

Goosebumps

@namastenation4890

2 жыл бұрын

💯🙏

@conanmcelduff3709

2 жыл бұрын

lets go champ

@GhostOfSlick

2 жыл бұрын

Somehow I think we feel the same thing. It’s something you can’t describe that only you know how good it feels to you. I only wish people felt the way I felt listening to this. I’m glad you felt like you weren’t alive for a few moments, but rather ascended somewhere until the song ended. I wish it were longer lol

Almost 4 years RIP Byron ❤ Thanks for everything you did for your community. I will always remember you my friend. 🇨🇷♥️

@GohanSSJZ

24 күн бұрын

This is crazy, I still remember like it was yesterday. 4 years went by so fast.

@gabriellegilbert5239

23 күн бұрын

❤😂🎉🤣💄💃💝👄🚥🚩🖍🌲❣️💝💌💘💘🙊🙊☺️😝🤪🤪😋😂🙂👾😚🤑💫🌱🥲💲💥💗🪙🗯💫🗣👻👾💗💥🕷💐🌸🐾🐤🐣🦜🦜🐉🐚🦈🐙🦑🐌🐛🐛🦋🐝🪲🕷💮💐🌼🥀🌺🏵🌺🦑🐞🐞🐞🙉🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🙊🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞💝🐞🐞🐞💖🐞🐞✨️🐞🐞✨️🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🦑🦑🦑🧨🙈✨️🦑🎊✨️🎈🎈✨️🎈🎎🎄✨️🎆🎎🎇✨️🦑

@TelevisionWarrior

13 күн бұрын

I always comeback to this song because of him. He needed us, and we needed him. His streaming career is immortalized and Im happy I was there for some of its best moments

RIP Reckful. This song will forever be a piece of you.

Love this song. RIP Byron.

i came here from reckful's spotify last song he played RIP

@danssu4449

4 жыл бұрын

Same here

@sorenh.6238

4 жыл бұрын

RIP Reckful we love you...

@maffapog

4 жыл бұрын

RIP

@Whatsit_Tuyah

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@user-wk8ix1vj2e

4 жыл бұрын

Never give up hope. You will get through this

This was the last song Reckful played on spotify. He might be dead but his spirit and soul will always live on. RIP Byron ♥

@sunflower-gj7jk

4 ай бұрын

I truly feel like this sing would be the best song to listen to before passing. It's so peaceful. It helped me work through some tough feelings after my miscarriage.

To me this song is about loss and the nostalgia for that which can never be replaced. It can be many things, a friendship, a death, a relationship, a place, a house that was lived and is no longer. A space, a street, a tree, all the places where memories were conceived and live on in our beating hearts of blood and bone and marrow. Time is fluid and endless and is cyclical, our souls are eternal yet we are trapped in a present plane where we must keep moving forward, pushed ahead by the hands of time. It’s very fitting that this film is at night, to me the night represents the safe haven for our secret dreams, broken hearts and longings for things which we will never speak in the light of day. I often sit in my car under the streetlamps and the moonlight, waiting in the stillness after the heady chaos of day, where finally there is rest to muse, muse on the wondering of existence and this human life of mine. What does it all mean, the pain, the suffering, the ultimate sting of death. I need the silence of night to ponder it all..

@notruetwo

Жыл бұрын

“loss and the nostalgia for that which can never be replaced … a friendship, a house that was lived and is no longer. A space … a tree” you wrote it perfectly. each of your words painted images of particular people, places, and things, specifically for me 🥺

@Cris_MT03

Жыл бұрын

Beautiful words

@blakehayes1978

Жыл бұрын

Everything we see or seem to see is yet a dream within a dream

@alanc7772

Жыл бұрын

Damn this is some good writing.

@Truone1980

Жыл бұрын

very poetic expression, i respect you aand on some level relate

This is one of those songs that feels like a gift to humanity. It truly makes you feel a certain way that I cannot describe with words, thank you Flight Facilities.

This song makes you nostalgic for memories you haven't shared, people you've never met, and places you couldn't dream.

@---------------1

6 жыл бұрын

There's a word for that! It's called Anemoia.

@Carl007Jr

6 жыл бұрын

Nikki Harris - wtf

@ephemeral783

6 жыл бұрын

Carl Carlson lmao

@DonCarlos590

6 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way 😞

@felixphilippe7224

6 жыл бұрын

Gay

this song makes it feel like reality is altered. Especially when you're listening to it like at 3 am in your room in the dark when everyone is asleep and looking through the window at the stars, the moon, and the trees. Looking at the street lamps. The silhouettes of the houses. The dog faintly barking in the distance. The sky getting gradually paler by the hour as the sun comes up and you know damn well you better go to sleep or you'll regret it. Every single object in your room. The warmth under neath the blanket. Your breathing

@shannonlirot6701

7 жыл бұрын

trust me I know what you mean

@mandatnguyen

7 жыл бұрын

I feel you too

@niaer5172

7 жыл бұрын

bruh I feel you this song always takes me places this would probably be my life song

@aemiliairene9158

7 жыл бұрын

I listen to this especially when I make my nightly trips outside my house.

@OpaFritz89

7 жыл бұрын

its 1:47 in germany. first time hearing this. what a coincidence

Time flies... so much memories. I was listening Clair de lune like crazy back in high school and now I am 29 yo. Damn.

@lukehailey8250

Жыл бұрын

Haha same college for me, where does the time go.

@yourvirtualdad

Жыл бұрын

this song?

@47beesinacrabshell55

Жыл бұрын

Same dude

@bitchimightbe3773

Жыл бұрын

28 for me🤧

@Roman-ln3ju

Жыл бұрын

@@bitchimightbe3773 same feel so old 😢😂

I'd go back to 2012 in a heartbeat. Look how far we've come. Look how hard life has hit us

@marcpeters4599

2 жыл бұрын

But if you did, then you'd have to repeat the "hard" part again - duh! Life is not easy, that's the point, you have to take the bad with the good, trust me, I know what I'm talking about since I actually gave up on life and decided to take my own at the lowest point of it. My ex told me the doctors said he's extremely lucky to be alive, the bullet passed MILLIMETERS from his heart. I was NOT lucky, I was given a second chance by God, still don't know why, but after a second try, if you believe in fate, I was only stopped because my estranged daughter texted me - she quite literally saved my life. My point is this, you will have trials and tribulations, just as assuredly you will have joy and prosperity, go forward in life knowing this and trying to make the best of your relatively short time on this Earth, may God bless you and yours🙂✌️

@NinetyTwoNoodles

Жыл бұрын

Better times are ahead.😪✨

@vidrepublik23

Жыл бұрын

Look how strong and resilient we've become!!

@jingweizhou2312

Ай бұрын

Sad and true

Back in 2014 my mom passed away I was 16 at the time and didn't want to live anymore i felt alone with dark thoughts of suicide. I was watching Byron during all these thoughts. Something told me to dm him so i did. He replied to my dm and told me it was never worth taking your own life, and that there are people himself included that cared about me and that my pain i was feeling would just go to the other people that cared for me. Needless to say he saved me and i wish i could have helped him like he helped me. Rest easy and peaceful Byron we will never forget how much you cared for others.

@steezx47

3 жыл бұрын

wow man, i'm really sorry for your loss. prayers to you, your family, and of course byron through all the hard times he helped us. he saved me as well from wanting to just be nothing and be okay with it, he pushed me to a level i never thought i could reach or had the capabilities of. Nobody can ever replace him

@frezxful

3 жыл бұрын

@@steezx47 Thank you. I hope you are also doing well.

@k3ags_4oo33

3 жыл бұрын

@@frezxful sorry to hear about your loss, I to lossed my biological mother due to a overdose. But I didnt watch Bryan but to see his fans sad kinda hit different. For some reason I will feel sad about it, but take care my guy.

@okidokiboomer

3 жыл бұрын

Sending lots of love, sorry i cant send any more i get too emotional over it

@iFlovz

2 жыл бұрын

" Everybody in your life will have a last day with you and you don't know when it will be. " Cherish what you have today, surroundings, things that inspire you, anything that makes you keep going. We are all strong human beings, but then again we all need some love and motivation to keep us believing and pushing no matter how weird and strange the life can be with struggles, difficulties, unexpected things and many more. I am really sorry to hear what you had to go through but at the same time I am happy that there was something to make your days keep going, and hopefully you will indeed involve and grow every single day and be loved, like we all are deserved to be loved even if there's more negative things than positive ones, - Just be you and do you!

Rip Byron. You meant so much to so many people, including me.

Words can't explain how much Byron meant to me. I looked up to him.. he was like a superhero to me. I always knew that even though he was everything i aspired to be he was also struggling with the same problems that i struggle with. He was one of the real ones. He didn't put on a show to please others. He was just himself even if he didn't like himself. He was vulnerable with all of us this whole time. That speaks for itself. With all that said i have a short story to share. Byron was the reason i made a rogue in world of warcraft. I wanted to be just like him. I made a rogue on tich and at around level 30 or so i was in org and there he was.. my idol was literally right in front of me jumping around on a mount by the pvp vendors. I thought 'oh man should say hi or something'.. but i was thinking 'ah he'd never respond'. I decided to to just say hi anyways. I remember exactly what i said. i said "hey reckful im a huge fan i really love your streams. i made a rogue because you make it look so fun but im pretty bad at it right now haha. anyways just thought i would say hi". I sent it thinking it would just get lost in spam. After a few seconds i watched his character stop moving. I froze. 'could he be reading my message?!'. A few moments later he replies. "hey thanks man thanks that means a lot. what about rogue are you having trouble with?". I was in absolute shock. He actually responded to me. I quickly wrote back that i was so happy he responded and told him how little i knew about the class and this man took about 15-20 mins of his time teaching some random noob how to play the class that i still play today. You were a beautiful person Byron. Im so sorry things ended up the way they did. I love you man

I’ve been searching for this song for years and I’ve finally found it. Never give up!

Oh man..wish this song lasted forever. Whatever you were dealing with can't hurt you anymore. Rest easy dad.

“Tell me that the lights won’t change” the meaning behind that: don’t tell me the moment is going to pass, don’t tell me the time, don’t let me leave this moment, let me stay in the moment. (Said by Flight Facilities themselves)

@stuartaxelbrooke9586

4 жыл бұрын

I hear it as a plea to the feelings in your heart that you know to be impossible. Every moment passes, every feeling fades, and the only inevitibility is change. To me it drips with sorrow, as if a partner knows that things won't work, and if they could just savor this moment a bit longer... But time will continue, the summer will end, and all they'll retain is the memory.

@piotrtrawinski4852

2 жыл бұрын

Naw

@BeingAngelic83

Жыл бұрын

Beautiful

@cooked.gaming

Жыл бұрын

Beautiful story brother, thank you from 4 years in the future for sharing.

@M077Y

2 ай бұрын

@@stuartaxelbrooke9586 "I hear it as a plea to the feelings in your heart that you know to be impossible." yeah, to me it "drips with sorrow" of knowing someone couldn't go on in life.

My Condolences to whomever passed away... I just love this song I hate to see so many sad people in the comments

I've listened to this song as a means of emotional release for 6 years now. I dont know how a song can pull so many feelings out of a person, but it never fails to do so.

for anyone who's interested. the audio sample at about 4:30 is taken from one of Alan Watt's eastern meditation lectures. it says "The experience you are having that you call ordinary everyday consciousness, pretending you're not it; that experience is exactly the same thing as it, there's no difference at all... And when you find that out you laugh yourself silly." there's more which is hard to make out but it's all taken from "you are the eternal universe" by Alan Watt's. a beautiful speech.

@Thebeastwithinusall

8 жыл бұрын

I sincerely thank you for your comment.

@HuntosDee

8 жыл бұрын

+David Hunt Someone commented asking for the specific youtube video. This is the edit that actually has the quote: /watch?v=5FELdBsixGg Or the full lecture without background music here: /watch?v=jX8PqznN0ao

@atypical_moto

8 жыл бұрын

It is a great realization to experience. We are our experiences. Me at the beginning of this comment is not the same as the me at completion of it. I've been laughing at how we are always worried about our futures. Do what you love RIGHT NOW.

@amaliiams

8 жыл бұрын

+David Hunt i love it ! :)

@fortyoz2freedom18

5 жыл бұрын

David Hunt thank you so much! I love Alan watts & in this song is so beautiful! I was trying to make it out thanks!

This song was possibly the last song Byron Bernstein (Reckful) listened to before taking his own life on July 2nd, 2020. Reckful is a thoughtful, kind, and loving person. I'm so glad I've gotten to know him through his streams. Mental stability is an important thing. If any of you are ever feeling down or unhappy, reach out to someone and then reach out to another if need be. Also if you know a friend is going through a struggle, then please help that person. Even if they don't want help and they might hate you for trying. Just help them, in anyway possible. Because with your efforts, at least that person will be alive to hate you. Lets take care of each other. RIP Byron Thank you for the inspiration you've given me throughout the years. You will be truly missed.

@uAozzie

4 жыл бұрын

We are in July dude

@Zeplitor

4 жыл бұрын

@@uAozzie thank you, i fixed it.

@svlgs3465

4 жыл бұрын

What's his spotify?

@ledoxmedox

4 жыл бұрын

@@svlgs3465 "reckful2"

2 years man, your impact will never leave. Miss you Byron.

@Sherlo4

Жыл бұрын

😔

@rhinohornie

Жыл бұрын

always be kind

I didn't know you personally Byron, but I fought beside you in the war against depression. Death is closing in on me but I will keep on fighting for as long as I possibly can, just like you did

@JKeselicaNH

Жыл бұрын

Hope you are doing okay. 🖤 Byron was an amazing human being, I still miss him.. and can’t wrap my head around the fact he is no longer here with us. It still breaks my heart.

Can only imagine what you were thinking while listening to this. So long my friend. I miss you

@jadeduh4555

3 жыл бұрын

😔 ✊🏻✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿 💪🏽

@Abdul-qc9fu

3 жыл бұрын

I've been wondering this for a while now too, I'd hope he was at peace with his decision and that it wasn't a impulsive. If only he knew how much people cared for him

@raquelrock9132

3 жыл бұрын

who did what

@seifou

3 жыл бұрын

@Panic at The vanilla Palace A very og popular Twitch streamer

@noahesajas5445

3 жыл бұрын

still can't listen to it without crying

I can't believe Reckful is gone, I still can't stop crying. Been watching him and following his story for years now. He never even saw Everland get fully released. I just can't believe it man. Life is cruel, but hopefully he's found true peace on the other side.. Rest in peace Byron Bernstein, I love you from the bottom of my heart.

@TripleAgentX

4 жыл бұрын

Love you, you put it in to words so nicely. He was a huge influence to me, been watching him since 2013/2014. I always knew about his problems, and he even talked about suicide, but I just never could fathom the thought that this could happen. We should really really look out for each other more:( Stay strong!

@Applesgosh

4 жыл бұрын

@@TripleAgentX Absolutely, personally this has hurt me so much. I really haven't experienced anyone I know IRL dying so this is really tearing me apart. What scares me though is my brother mentions suicide about as much as Reckful did, and I never quite knew how to respond/didn't 100% take it seriously, but after today I will do everything I can to make sure he stays alive and listen to everything he says very closely. Love you too, we're all in this life together

@TripleAgentX

4 жыл бұрын

Applesgosh I can relate to the first part, I was very little when one of my grandmothers passed, so I don’t really remember that, and fortunately as of today people close to me and my family is doing well. So for me also, this is devastating. And I am so sad to hear that about your brother! I wish only the best for him, and I hope he will have the strength to overcome whatever is tormenting him. It is really good to learn from this tragedy, and you are doing really good to acknowledge your brothers problem and be there for him!

@gnarwolfy7617

4 жыл бұрын

the most down to earth streamer I've ever watched. Just watching his streams helped get me through some tough times, its just so sad. RIP Reckless.

@thomasr3378

3 жыл бұрын

Hopefully he's in a better place now. He helped me through my darkest times. In my opinion, his Spain trip with Sebastian, Nina and Polina comprise the best streams of Twitch's history. Gone but never forgotten. We love you Byron.

It's the first time the passing of someone (who I never met) impacted me that much.. It feels like I lost a friend. Man those Irl streams make me so happy, I'm always gonna remember you.

We miss you Reckful, i hope you are watching us all

@med8615

2 жыл бұрын

🤍

Goodbye Byron, you were inspirational for many. I feared this would happen one day, still can't believe it :(

rip Byron

RIP Reckful, still thinking about you

This song will always make me think of you Byron, I found so much nice music from you. RIP

Love you Byron, thank you for everything you've done for this world. You may be no longer here, but your legacy will live on forever.

@jeanwagner1977

Жыл бұрын

Magrudergrind ª

@InternetSettings

Жыл бұрын

started thinking about this song and Byron immediately came to mind, miss him like hell man

@charliegreen1347

11 ай бұрын

who is byron? genuinely curious

@bjossiunited

11 ай бұрын

@@charliegreen1347 Byron Bernstein, most commonly known as Reckful. Personally, he influenced my music taste a lot and introduced me to this masterpiece and this band as a whole and I'm sure he did the same for a lot of people.

rip Reckful, miss ya buddy wish I could have been there for you...

10 years later, and we still here. So much memories.

Still thinking about you Byron. I can only imagine what you were feeling when listening to this song. Rest easy friend

@user-of8gd2ix5i

Жыл бұрын

Every day. Stay strong Alex ❤‍🩹

@TelevisionWarrior

Ай бұрын

I still think about him till this day, find myself late at night watching his reruns, pretending in a way, im back in 2016, just enjoying a Reckful stream

R.I.P. Byron "Reckful" Bernstein May 8, 1989 - July 2, 2020

Hope you finally found your peace, Reckful. We will never forget you.

My poor dog Rascal... almost 10 years ago now but this song....

@flightfacilities

4 ай бұрын

Our condolences, I'm sure Rascal had a beautiful life with you

RIP Reckful I will forever miss your streams. Theirs not a week where my strength grasp every moment I got to watch. As a nurse working in this tough time I sure miss seeing you go live. Thank you for everything Byron ♥️

rip Reckful

*4:29** - "But the truth is funnier than that. It is that you are looking right at the brilliant light now that the experience you are having that you call ordinary everyday consciousness - pretending you're not 'it' - that experience is exactly the same thing as 'it'. There's no difference at all. And when you find that out, you laugh yourself silly. That's the great discovery."* - Alan Watts

it still hurts 💔 R.I.P. Reckful 😢

I love what music can do - what it can make us feel. Ive read so many comments about nostalgia, or even nostalgia for something theyve never even experienced. For me, this sound feels like its whipsering a small window into the near future; something i can feel but not quite make out through all the dense fog surrounding it.

RIP Byron "Reckful" Bernstein

RIP Reckful you meant so much to a lot of people. You are no longer at war with your own thoughts. Rest easy

6 days. i messaged you 6 days before you took your own life , i dont know if you saw it or if it meant anything to you but i wish i could of said something. something that meant something. i miss you so much Byron, we all do . rest in peace buddy you meant the world to so many and still do , your live on forever in our hearts .

@med8615

3 жыл бұрын

🤍🤍🤍 We're all missing him with you. Take care man

@chasericker956

Жыл бұрын

Never knew about reckful before he passed. However, I'm blown away with how many people are devastated with his tragic passing. If people respond to my death with a hundredth of the sadness that they did for reckful, I will have done something unreal with my life. I hope you're all doing well, I wish I could have interacted with reckful when he was alive. - Chase

I miss you bro, you had such a beautiful soul, hope you're in your everland

Gonna miss you so much reckful. I'll never grow tired of that voice and dumb laugh. Such a genuine human being

Monthly Cry done. Rest easy Byron.

@med8615

3 жыл бұрын

🤍

RIP byron, I will never forget you. The first streamer I followed 5 years ago.

@cryvsspy

2 жыл бұрын

Funny how all the comments about mr. streamer are from the same time, 1 year ago. Not a single person who "will never forget him" have written a recent comment

@nazgul7914

2 жыл бұрын

@@cryvsspy ahhhahaha dude

@Lambdaphile

2 жыл бұрын

The first streamer I've watched on twitch

@ElduCraft

2 жыл бұрын

@@cryvsspy yikes

@Sjaapdespaak

2 жыл бұрын

@@cryvsspy We haven't forgotten.

RIP, we will see you in everland.

I find myself coming back to this song quite often. RIP Byron (Reckful)

@matusmagyar5282

Жыл бұрын

Me too brother

@aquathief1574

Жыл бұрын

I miss Reckful so much. RIP

@slumplordx2669

Жыл бұрын

just cried like a baby 2 years later still unreal to me. Talk to your homies if you struggling

RIP Dad we’ll meet again... 3/11/1960-9/11/20

listen to this song just makes me cry my eyes out... rip Byron i love you

RIP the friend I never met, love you Byron. I'll always remember the joy you gave me.

R.I.P Bryon. We will miss you.

I'm not crying your crying! RIP RECKFUL YOU ARE MISSED

you'll always be the godfather of Twitch, Byron

@Clairenl

3 жыл бұрын

Let me go Let it go Let me go Wherein gold...

@joshuajackbrown

3 жыл бұрын

@@Clairenl oki

@yair62666

3 жыл бұрын

How is he the godfather of twitch?

I showed my bestfriend this video last year cause I love the song but I told her the music video reminded me of us, of how carefree we were but also cause we’ve been hurt in our life & now it’s been a year since she’s been gone…Rest easy V🕊

@foreveryactionthereisacons1683

Жыл бұрын

Keep talking to your friend. Departed loved one's are always aware of everything going on I'm one's life. Absolutely nothing is private... I hope you have many dream visitations.

@erinnelikewoah

5 күн бұрын

I wish I'd been able to show this to my friend 😢❤ you're so lucky you 2 have this together despite the pain you endure ❤

This song gives a voice to the parts of me I forget still hurt. It's actually helped my healing. Thank you

Rest In Peace Byron Bernstein.

R.I.P Byron "Reckful" Bernstein May 8, 1989 - July 2, 2020 This song hit so hard now, hopefully he's in peace now

@sunofpeter2

3 жыл бұрын

Who was he?

@ragtagboyrebel

3 жыл бұрын

@@sunofpeter2 A gamer, streamer, and of course much more to some people.

@oatsbro5948

3 жыл бұрын

How'd he die..??

@fakenYNWA

3 жыл бұрын

@@oatsbro5948 He took his own life :(

This song is an absolute peaceful, meaningful song. It is absolutely beautiful. Flight facilities did an absolute amazing job making this masterpiece. I absolutely love how they added the Alan Watts dialogue about being yourself. I love it

Still thinking about you Reckful, we miss you

RIP RECKFUL

RIP Reckful, his last song before his death.

@whomegalul102

4 жыл бұрын

WTF MAN, still can't believe it. I never knew his personally but was watching him since Japan streams, such a weird felling

@radberry2639

4 жыл бұрын

Shine on you diamond, shine on. RIP Reckful

@user-wk8ix1vj2e

4 жыл бұрын

Never give up hope. You will get through this

@Tatuzka

4 жыл бұрын

@@user-wk8ix1vj2e Thank you for posting these. Hopefully some of these numbers will save someone from the dark.

@Phobicsleaguechannel333

3 жыл бұрын

i was there....

For many years this song has a lot of trauma related memories attached to it . I broke up with my partner after being with her for 5 years , and this was the song that was playing on triple JJJ It has always been associated with a melancholic dream , a dissociated state of sadness, numbness ,anger and bliss all bunched into a single feeling . The feeling is like DPDR when you just exist your world has been ripped from you , you have tried to control things in your life and just have to surrender to whatever happens . At the same time its a new beginning a fresh start , but the sadness of the heartbreak lingers, feelings become blended and thoughts become blurred . In a dissociated state the melancholic vibe is like a drug , your neither happy or sad , your just existing , existentially having thoughts outside of your physical body giving you the feeling of bliss. Earsdropping on your own conversations with yourself and being detached from reality externally , but also internally as your new personality has to start blossoming as you move on as a new person. Words can't really describe it , but if they could I hope that makes sense to how I interpret this song. I also suffer from DPDR - so I tried my best to describe how It all feels as best as English can describe colour to a blind person

@blakebland6482

Жыл бұрын

I'm now a truck driver, going on 1yr & 5 months and I can say that i can relate to your message. But the only thing is my reality is different then yours, but some how they beat at the same past, sound, touch, sight, & hear in the galaxy......❤👽

@melodies92

8 ай бұрын

i had severe DPDR for a couple of years my senior year of high school and freshman year of college. "Eavesdropping on your own conversations with yourself" is such a great way to describe the feeling of hearing yourself speak as though it was someone else speaking. I would speak words and it didn't feel like it was coming from me, it felt like it was coming from someone else. Such a bizarre and painful state to be in. But this song definitely has an aura of dissociation to it, but in a more calming way, I think

From Australia, I came here because a company named Telstra used this as a jingle in their adverts. But after reading the comments, and learning that this was the last song a streamer listened to before ending their life, shifted my view drastically. I send my condolences to Byron’s family, friends and fans. I’m sorry it had to end like this.

@claytonsmoothy314

Жыл бұрын

I'm the opposite,loved this song before Telstra used it,now I can't get the same feeling/goosebumps from it, whoever was responsible for selling this version to Telstra owes Australia an apology.

@mezykin

Жыл бұрын

telstra brought me here too

@cooked.gaming

Жыл бұрын

@@claytonsmoothy314 Hahaha I couldnt let them kill it, but still EVERY TIME I put it on someones like "hergh hergh the telstra theme"

Gone but not forgotten, Byron. You brought way too much good into the lives of others to be forgotten. I hope you're at peace and I can catch you streaming in the next life brother.

Driving alone at 3 AM with this song makes you in a the dark paradise

@JonathanRodriguez-hf9ds

6 жыл бұрын

tell me about it......

@mickersatz5768

4 жыл бұрын

I see a lot of light ;)

@NLS4REAL

4 жыл бұрын

Puts you in*

I discovered this song back last year when Reckful died. Its been on my playlist ever since and in a weird way became one of my favorite songs, I've played it hundreds of times. If you are struggling just know you are never alone.. Love and peace.

@biankalatoma4775

5 ай бұрын

Reckful?

Still brings me back to those 3 or 4 days in July 2020 when Reckful died and I just felt dead inside, it's crazy that someone can have such an impact without even knowing the other person.

Anyone else crying rn? Doesn't matter why - be glad you can connect to reality and the universe so well you produce emotional tears. Stay vital. I love you.

@miriambarragan7864

4 жыл бұрын

This comment literally just made my day. 😭❤️

@brittanyoliveira8897

2 жыл бұрын

I love you to

RIP LEGEND

today is officially that its been a EXACT the same date(july 2nd 2020 and now its july 2nd 2021)so its been a year,and this is the last playlist he used on his last stream, hope you are resting well reckful and lm honoring you for listening to this song.

This has to be one of the most beautiful, nostalgic, best sound designed tracks i have ever heard. Ive listened to it for almost 2 years non stop and not once have gotten sick of it. No other thing in the world puts me in a calm state like this song does and when those first chords begin it hits me and i tear up. Thank you flight facilities.

@ericphalen7109

Жыл бұрын

Same

One thing I love about music is that when you listen to something that you've never heard before and it sounds so pretty, you can sense the magic in the music. And it gets you so hooked that you want to listen to it over and over again. This is exactly how I feel with this song.

@karowinter789

7 жыл бұрын

i felt the same the first time i heard it bro

@daytonreyannmason1349

7 жыл бұрын

yes I know exactly what u mean I do the same thing ;-) haha just sit n listen to it

@olenkas.c.2974

7 жыл бұрын

I feel the same ♡♡♡ This song is just so many things at the same time

@audiointerference

7 жыл бұрын

I just discovered this song a few days ago and it's all I can listen to right now. Seriously, for hours. It makes me feel like I can fly..... you'll find me in the stars....

@bambel4997

7 жыл бұрын

what if i told you this isnt an original song

The dark haired girl never actually leaves her house. Which is why they show her painting her nails the tub while also painting her nails by the car while the blonde smashes apples. (The apple doesn't fall far from the tree). Also while she beats the store clerk (and kinda likes it) we see the milk spilling over in the house while the blood is spilled on the floor of the liquor store. Their nails are painted exactly the same because they are the same person. She is depressed and alone and never actually left her house at all. She imagines this bad friend(self) that she can never be. And at the end of the night she realizes this hence both cars colliding. Her imagination collides with her reality.

@Gbzinho35

7 жыл бұрын

Wow

@jonaahthan

7 жыл бұрын

I think we've all been there before.

@brynh2714

7 жыл бұрын

Lola G she leaves her house in the beginning?

@maddielee5306

7 жыл бұрын

this just fucked me up a lil bit

@mitchell598mauro

7 жыл бұрын

I think the blond hair girl dies in the car crash in the end, the dark hair girl is mourning her friend passing that's why she says DONT GO, TELL ME THE LIGHTS WONT CHANGE,TELL ME THINGS WILL BE THE SAME. Thinking and reminiscing the fun past they shared with each other, wishing she was still alive. its just never the same when you lose someone close.

Given the fact of how much I listen to this masterpiece I wouldn't be surprised this would be my last song as well... RIP Reckful

@ericphalen7109

Жыл бұрын

I’m sorry

Rest in peace, Byron. Thank you for everything you gave us while you were here ❤️

@med8615

2 жыл бұрын

🤍🤍

@Itslorena_618

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry

"What do you do when a champion falls? You fucking pick up, and you fight. You fight. You don't give up." ~ Dr. K We will fight for you! RIP Byron Reckful Bernstein

This song is so powerful it was one of my best friends favorite songs , she passed away and we played it at her funeral her senior year. Earlier last week I almost died in a car wreck the same way she passes away but I was wearing my seat belt and this song just so happened to be playing .. Kari was watching over me 💓 I’ll always listen to this song . Kari’s Song.

@kennylunaaa5596

5 жыл бұрын

She didn’t deserve it. Life isn’t fair-it will never be and I refuse to believe it is a human construct. The universe is a jar of questions with no answers. Kari Macedo was a beautiful human being

@jeeraindica

5 жыл бұрын

That's so heartbreaking

@FrostyMiller

4 жыл бұрын

I call bullshit.

@pabbywrks2175

4 жыл бұрын

May your best friend rest in peace for she has used almost all of her energy to save you.

@Eldomibori

4 жыл бұрын

To the two negative people above. Just because you live a sad life doesn’t mean you have to take it out on other people. Get a life.

It amazes me (but perhaps it does not) that this song also affects so many others at such a deep level. This song has always struck such a deep chord within my soul. Words fail to relate the depths to which this song penetrates. The soundscape evokes a portal to the unknown, an alternate realm deep within my mind. It is both incredibly nostalgic and sad while also beautifully awe-inspiring. It represents an "in between" of heartbreak with contemplative elation. This song is truly a beautiful masterpiece. I have read a plethora of comments below and I can say that I am glad that we all share in profound emotions and appreciation stirred by this song.

I know everyone in this comment section is saying this song depresses them, but to me this song sounds very calm and peaceful, like a lullaby.

@MissLis2011

10 ай бұрын

😊

@MissLis2011

10 ай бұрын

😊

@MrPhilthys

9 ай бұрын

That means your depressed, hate to break it to ya. Certain tones invoke things in our head, look up the paper chase s one about rattler talkers

@xephael3485

9 ай бұрын

👍👍

@twinklybubblybits

8 ай бұрын

I’m too happy seeing most comments stating the opposite the longer it’s up. It’s simply bittersweet. Dream pop at its best in my teeny opinion❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥🤘🏽🥰💫

rip reckful my dude

its both chilling and scary to think about all the scary shit going on in his head while playing this

Sometimes you just know a songs going to be a classic the first time you hear it.

Damn. 8 months and it's always the same feels/pain/admiration when this song come across my playlist. I wish I had told you how me and everybody cared about you. Really hope you're joking and laughing out there like you used to. You were and are still an inspiration to all of us. Always positive, helpful with everyone, and your genius man... What you accomplished is just amazing. You helped a lot of people (including me) becoming what they are now. Always the best taste of music, even with this last one. When you left this world, I was devastated and maybe it's destiny or smth but the next morning, my wife told me she was finally pregnant. I was so happy and I swear to you, I'll raise my daughter with all the kindness and happiness you gave to us.

I swear this is one of the most incredible songs to ever pass through my ear canals

@Man-Dy87

4 жыл бұрын

Listen to... odesza-it's only ...you may like that one too

@chrisbowlesy

4 жыл бұрын

Wait till you hear it live!

@TC-cr2fm

4 жыл бұрын

Yessss. This and Ocean Eyes remix

@s.2124

4 жыл бұрын

@@Man-Dy87 Odesza is pretty nice too

@bob.from.accounting

4 жыл бұрын

All of you try Afterglow by Phaeleh. If you all love Odesza, this song/artist will blow you away.

RIP Reckful, the realest homie i've ever met and friend to thousands. love you bud.

RIP Byron. I feel there is more to this reality - after death. You are somewhere smiling in heaven, enjoying the afterlife I truly believe it.

@TheSupaQT

7 ай бұрын

the song is so perfect for thoughts

@ifidontforget

7 ай бұрын

Who is his because i came here of aussie mobile devices

@AlleviateWoW

6 ай бұрын

@@ifidontforgetReckful was an extremely influential Twitch streamer (one of the first) and WoW PvP’er. This was the final song played on his Spotify before he took his own life. He’s missed by many.

A full year has passed and it still doesn't even feel real. RiP Byron.

I want to be grateful for the memories, but this feels so unfair.

Everyone is so emotional about this song but us aussies can’t feel the same way cuz of the real reason we’re here

@emilia-ig2fd

4 жыл бұрын

LMAOOOO

@Will-pm1bu

4 жыл бұрын

Telstra ruined it for us

@renogamiing

4 жыл бұрын

Gotta give it to Telstra,they chose a good song

@frankbeans5921

2 жыл бұрын

Big corporate always choose good indie songs to promote their products.

I leaned on this song after the death of a loved one and the end of a relationship. Everything fell apart at once. This song was the closest thing I had to express what I was feeling ~ whoever is here, I hope you know you’re not alone. It will get better

@lynaala8863

7 ай бұрын

❤

@poetessbritt

6 ай бұрын

I was legit just laying down, feeling sooo alone. There are 2 kinds of loneliness, in my estimation: the full, longing, yearning MELANCHOLY of desire, which contains HOPE and PASSION for a lover..and that one is okay, because it contains poetry and the meaning of life. The 2nd kind..the one I'm experiencing, is the type where you are in a house you can't afford but can't sell..you just painted the walls from your last tenant..you work at Payless ShoeSource, smell of feet, back-breaking sweat, slave-driving management, customer expectation, and just...EMPTINESS. i know this is oddly specific, but I don't work there....I just feel soo sad when I go there or Walmart. For some people, that is their entire LIVES. Anyway..thanks for making me feel slightly less alone.....

Rest in peace Byron. I will never forget you

Does anyone else listen to this when they're sad?

@thefreegamer1338

8 жыл бұрын

+Luke Nero sure do

@UnderscoreCare

8 жыл бұрын

+Luke Nero I usually just listen to this at max volume whenever I feel lonely or depressed. Helps to disappear and forget about life for a while.

@mefistoteles78

8 жыл бұрын

of course!

@lanaalshihabi1098

8 жыл бұрын

same

@marlinrossii5038

8 жыл бұрын

Sad, happy this song can make you feel many different ways. It's beautiful....I need to seem them live A.S.A P

R.i.p reckful you meant more to us then you could ever know