11:27 forgot to mention: my cousin actually had his meds with him, in view on a side table when we first saw the doctor. When he went to ask about the night meds being lost, the nurse ending up then taking his day meds and refused to give them back when he needed them. 1:22:44 I take that back, it did not make sense because now that I remember, the tea party was after the whole meditating part and we actually were sitting in a circle and talking while having tea, it was part of their practice where they have a discussion after, so we really could have just used words… The guy's channel I mentioned (his book - Awake: It's Your Turn) www.youtube.com/@SimplyAlwaysAwake

is this a real sharing of emotions to randoms why, internet is a cesspool of degeneracy

@alissabeingme

16 күн бұрын

Showing/talking about my experience with trying to process emotions, working through anxiety, shame, and sharing what has worked for me to overcome rumination, if that is considered 'degeneracy' in your opinion, I do not care... I do what I want here on my channel, shame free. My channel is literally called 'alissa being me' because that's what it is, me being myself. And that includes 'sharing of emotions to randoms'. Definition of degenerate: having lost the physical, mental, or moral qualities considered normal and desirable ^Trying to be 'normal' and 'desirable' gives me the ick, ew. Thank god I'm not doing that anymore.

@PuppetMasterdaath144

16 күн бұрын

@@alissabeingme When I had a spiritual awakening I knew that it was pointless to talk to others because they would filter/view it as an attack, maybe you're right maybe I did judge you, but trust me the nuance of that is not that there is something wrong with you, I mean by that logic I'm also using the internet and talking. But that's the quota of sharing before it gets awkward. Just quick lol, I think I also used that specific adjective a bit to test if the algorithm/AI deleted it.

@PuppetMasterdaath144

15 күн бұрын

Verse] They call me weird yeah I wear it proud In a world so loud I stand my ground With my quirks my style I’m shining bright Every day and night I’m taking flight [Verse 2] But damn these other weirdos got me trippin' Their odd moves and grooves keep me slippin' They creep up and freak me in the zone Like I’m not alone just a different clone [Chorus] Weird vibes in the air we feel the heat Marching to the beat of our own funky street We’re weirdos yeah we stand tall and shout But even weirdos can get weirded out [Verse 3] In the mirror I see a reflection so wild Strange like a child but it’s all worthwhile Others stare and glare with their odd flair But I’m still me living free without a care [Bridge] Late nights all the freaks come out Strange lights as we twist around no doubt On this ride where the weird unite But even we get surprised in that night light [Chorus] Weird vibes in the air we feel the heat Marching to the beat of our own funky street We’re weirdos yeah we stand tall and shout But even weirdos can get weirded out

@alissabeingme

4 күн бұрын

I'm pickin up what you're putting down. For me, if people filter/view my nonsense as an attack, that's irrelevant. The fun is putting myself out there and not trying to control the narrative anymore. If people take it as an attack or whatever way, that says more about them and their perspective. Like me interpreting your comment how I did. Not me posting a whole video on it before seeing your response, lol oops😅 kzread.info/dash/bejne/gKCtzamliabFl7A.htmlsi=dAu6j6v05yM3_WKc

@PuppetMasterdaath144

4 күн бұрын

​@@alissabeingme The degeneracy video was hilarious! I have to admit I liked watching it haha, you have that 'I've seen you before,' look' like you're famous or something. You're also doing some shadow work that will help you it seems.