Mariah Carey was literally who I thought of when I heard Birds of a Feather lol. Love you and your reactions!
@alissabeingme11 сағат бұрын
Thank you for commenting!
@kristinedonklingvids54034 күн бұрын
austin powers
@m.czandogg95764 күн бұрын
Idk why this was recommended but I like it lol
@mwagaha33435 күн бұрын
it just means someone who isn't trans. That's all it means. You aren't trans so you're cis. It's not an insult
@amangurjar97145 күн бұрын
hey in which are you residing ??? are you depressed if yes do yoga and meditation and you are looking beautiful
@alissabeingme12 сағат бұрын
Thank you! I’ve started a daily meditation, 20 min. It’s helping!
@amangurjar97143 сағат бұрын
@@alissabeingme your are from which part of the world ( means country)
@potatokinishes74796 күн бұрын
never watched ur channel before but this video popped in my recommended and its so validating to hear you talk openly about struggling w/ neuroticism, anxiety, and shame!!! im totally in the same boat atp, if im a degenerate so be it, trying to fit into this very constricting box of normalcy has honestly KILLED me, i just want to live freely. thankful to you for making this video, keep doing what ur doing
@susanarowe39314 күн бұрын
I second this!!! I need this kind of content rn
@alissabeingme12 сағат бұрын
Your comment is so validating for me, you made my day! Appreciate you sharing and the support. It felt so wrong for so long to be me/accept all the things, anxiety, neuroticism and all, but it caused so much more suffering. I finally realized nothing was ever wrong. It still feels wrong/panicky at times to be this vulnerable but I know those feelings are just a part of the conditioning and not the truth.
@alissabeingme12 сағат бұрын
@@susanarowe3931yay! I shall bring the neuroticism to the KZread. You ain’t seen nothin’ yet lol😅
@adamawad24466 күн бұрын
Hi beautifull girl❤
@alissabeingme6 күн бұрын
“people are like killing each other” me editing: can people really kill EACH. OTHER.🤔? I think only one gon be ded… maybe if they time it right? k stop.
@fightingwords89557 күн бұрын
So Fun 😍
@Trumpsdispatcher20247 күн бұрын
Well then you have fart fetish peeps can't get a girl to fart for them...I'll take any girl fart ..anytime
@PuppetMasterdaath1447 күн бұрын
is this a real sharing of emotions to randoms why, internet is a cesspool of degeneracy
@alissabeingme7 күн бұрын
Showing/talking about my experience with trying to process emotions, working through anxiety, shame, and sharing what has worked for me to overcome rumination, if that is considered 'degeneracy' in your opinion, I do not care... I do what I want here on my channel, shame free. My channel is literally called 'alissa being me' because that's what it is, me being myself. And that includes 'sharing of emotions to randoms'. Definition of degenerate: having lost the physical, mental, or moral qualities considered normal and desirable ^Trying to be 'normal' and 'desirable' gives me the ick, ew. Thank god I'm not doing that anymore.
@PuppetMasterdaath1447 күн бұрын
@@alissabeingme When I had a spiritual awakening I knew that it was pointless to talk to others because they would filter/view it as an attack, maybe you're right maybe I did judge you, but trust me the nuance of that is not that there is something wrong with you, I mean by that logic I'm also using the internet and talking. But that's the quota of sharing before it gets awkward. Just quick lol, I think I also used that specific adjective a bit to test if the algorithm/AI deleted it.
@PuppetMasterdaath1447 күн бұрын
Verse] They call me weird yeah I wear it proud In a world so loud I stand my ground With my quirks my style I’m shining bright Every day and night I’m taking flight [Verse 2] But damn these other weirdos got me trippin' Their odd moves and grooves keep me slippin' They creep up and freak me in the zone Like I’m not alone just a different clone [Chorus] Weird vibes in the air we feel the heat Marching to the beat of our own funky street We’re weirdos yeah we stand tall and shout But even weirdos can get weirded out [Verse 3] In the mirror I see a reflection so wild Strange like a child but it’s all worthwhile Others stare and glare with their odd flair But I’m still me living free without a care [Bridge] Late nights all the freaks come out Strange lights as we twist around no doubt On this ride where the weird unite But even we get surprised in that night light [Chorus] Weird vibes in the air we feel the heat Marching to the beat of our own funky street We’re weirdos yeah we stand tall and shout But even weirdos can get weirded out
@C246807 күн бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@scy11a177 күн бұрын
Is alissa related to qt or something? I swear she looked like qt.
@alissabeingme6 күн бұрын
I am not but now I am intrigued who this doppleganger is.
@markadams80418 күн бұрын
I was thinking today about the butthole surfers and their song, I Saw an XRay of a Girl Passing Gas.
@alissabeingme7 күн бұрын
LAWL
@alissabeingme8 күн бұрын
4:39pm [text to Jill] - 'I ended up finding another solution so no need for me to come in again. Hope everything is okay. I thought maybe something happened to your phone.' **sense of relief**
@mads5972 күн бұрын
Proud of u
@Heyy-kt1sv10 күн бұрын
DREAM GUEST ON MY PODCAST? OOOUHHH LETS SPICE THINGS UP A LIL, MY EX
@alissabeingme10 күн бұрын
11:27 forgot to mention: my cousin actually had his meds with him, in view on a side table when we first saw the doctor. When he went to ask about the night meds being lost, the nurse ending up then taking his day meds and refused to give them back when he needed them. 1:22:44 I take that back, it did not make sense because now that I remember, the tea party was after the whole meditating part and we actually were sitting in a circle and talking while having tea, it was part of their practice where they have a discussion after, so we really could have just used words… The guy's channel I mentioned (his book - Awake: It's Your Turn) www.youtube.com/@SimplyAlwaysAwake
@maskros43410 күн бұрын
i like it!!
@JakeLayman-md4fw10 күн бұрын
I don't know, anyone creative enough to come up with "poo self" is definitely a people pleaser in my book, srry
@alissabeingme10 күн бұрын
HAH!🤣💩
@jasmin942111 күн бұрын
Your video came up, and I was like I’m supposed to see this 😊Don’t worry the cut can be sorted. It is however uneven I can tell straight away. So regardless of how you style your hair outside of the salon. As a hairstylist to make sure the cuts precise I would have blow dried it straight and then gone in and just evened out anything. She should’ve pulled your hair towards the front to see how it would fall and if anything else needed to be tweaked. One time of getting your hair blow dryed or a bit of heat won’t damage the hair. I’d go to someone else if you’re not being respected, getting your hair done isn’t cheap! And you deserve for your money to support a salon that listens to you and to have an accurate cut x
@alissabeingme11 күн бұрын
Thank you for the support, taking the time to comment and share your expertise! Since the 2nd and then 3rd cut I did myself (documented in the next few livestreams), I still hope it can be fixed😅 I feel like I made it tolerable and that a few final tweaks by someone experienced with this style could result in my dream hair. The second time she cut it dry and she let me know she was not comfortable/experienced in the style I wanted with the wolf cut layering so we decided to not attempt it. I do think she made it better but the mid and lower section was just still too thick for my liking and what looks good on me.
@mads59711 күн бұрын
Jill sounds very self-focused. Which is fine, whatever, not a fatal flaw by any means, but I think that type of personality can be needlessly distressing upon others who are more prone to placating/or are hyper vigilant of others’ emotional temperament. And tbh it’s very unprofessional for her to inform you of her injury yet not accept a reschedule when she’s unable to offer her usual quality of service. Which makes sense, having a broken finger.
@alissabeingme11 күн бұрын
This is a great summary and quite validating, thank you. I had a post-live rumination attack about the accuracy of everything I said that included Jill's broken finger maybe not actually being broken because I never found out exactly the actual injury because she had not yet received medical attention but it was in a splint and she was worried about the nerve damage BUT THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT... It was f-ed up in someway whether literally broken or not LOLL I can't catch a break (pun kind of intended🤭)
@alissabeingme9 күн бұрын
woke up this morning, **cue anxiety and anxious thoughts** "Omg did I lie about the comment about the broken finger? Did Jill really have a splint? Cause if she had the splint then would that mean she HAD seen a doctor? I am not sure now. Or I guess she maybe just got a splint herself. I can't remember exactly what it looked like, was it a splint, or something else? Did she actually cut my hair with a splint? **googles images of finger splints** k I don't think she had a splint... those are pretty bulky and can't be what it was. But in my memory I see like a smaller version of something, maybe a makeshift splint? Did I lie? Did she not have a splint? I wish I could remember... Does it look like I lied because I said she had a splint but that she hadn't received medical attention and the splint had to come from somewhere medical?" **cue guilt and shame** ^TELL ME YOU'RE NEUROTIC WITHOUT TELLING ME YOU'RE NEUROTIC
@Hi-hi12412 күн бұрын
Rihanna came out with her product line for all hair types.. It has good reviews..
@Hi-hi12412 күн бұрын
Your hair looks alot better than the last cut😊🎉
@alissabeingme11 күн бұрын
RIGHT! THANK YOU.
@Hi-hi12412 күн бұрын
It looks a little uneven at the bottom.. Ive recently had issues with my longterm hair stylist where she barely cut any of my hair. I showed her a pic of how I exactly wanted it.. i watched YT videos for a week, and cut it myself.. it turned out great.. I will be cutting my hair from now on😊😊.Just reach out to her and tell her its not layered enough.. since coming home and really taking a look at it..Good luck😊😊
@alissabeingme11 күн бұрын
That is unfortunate you had a similar experience but so awesome yours turned out great with the self cut! It appears Jill may have ghosted me as I contacted her Wednesday night after the cut and it's now 4:00pm Saturday. The next few livestreams document the full saga so far. lol I actually went to someone else the day after and the cut still wasn't it, but closer (she did tell me she was not comfortable/inexperienced doing the wolf cut if I still wanted to proceed with her suggestions of how she would cut it). AND THEN after the 2nd cut, I cut it myself and it's a bit closer to what I want but now we got a consultation coming up with someone who is apparently very experienced with the type of cut and layers I am going for. WE ARE ALMOST THERE✊
@stache29712 күн бұрын
I was singing this song at work the next morning after doing the walk of shame from the night before 😂
@gilbertogomez144613 күн бұрын
With how the world is why does she have so many emotions going on ? guys like guys & vice versa 🤷♂️
@alissabeingme11 күн бұрын
I was excited for the new song, the music video, I am an emotional person. My reactions to other songs from the album are just as if not more, emotional. Secksual (censored for youtube, don't want my comment to get flagged, substitute 'cks' for 'x') things or topics in general can make me uncomfortable. I grew up with a lot of shame about secksuality. I am straight but because I'm such a tomboy, which shouldn't correlate with s. orientation, I actually got homophobic/sexist things thrown my way growing up, like a family member being 'worried' that I was a lesbian.. being told I should have been a boy. I was shamed about looking too 'butch' because of how I dressed. I have actually had legit lesbians not take my word for me not being a lesbian because of how I dress, walk, act I guess. When I was very young and had to go to church, there was a weird as hell church service in which a 'former lesbian' and 'former gay man' were together in a relationship and spoke about this 'choice' they made for god. This memory is forever cemented in my brain because of all the emotions it brought up in me as a young child about how sad and wrong it felt. That these two people and others around them believed they couldn't be with the ones they truly loved because it would be some sort of sin??? THAT SH*T NEVER MADE SENSE TO ME.... it be f-cked up and religion can be so psychologically abusive and it is so sad. Throughout my life, I personally have had secksual guilt/shame because of the religious, conservative culture I grew up in. My emotions in the video are not about being all shocked that guys can like guys and girls can like girls. I have had gay friends since highschool, I have a family member that is gay, the best dance club this city had was a gay bar, that stuff never shocked me, I always understood it, like the young me at church that day.
@draxler9913 күн бұрын
"Are you going through a crisis?"
@alissabeingme13 күн бұрын
LOL just the average Thursday. Story of my life😅
@alissabeingme13 күн бұрын
I also got a gloss and metal detox and she was taking breaks at times so it wasn't as obvious how little time was spent on the cut but it was no where near 50 mins. Also she happened to be done a bit early this time because her next appointment was arriving late but instead of us going over the hair she took me to her other suite next door to try and sell me on some spare flooring (I mentioned my place is getting new flooring in the basement) and then proceeded to give me the grand tour of her airbnb. To my fault, I did say I liked it at the initial glimpse of the fully styled look but I did not get to see what it actually looked like when alterations would have been possible before the crunchy mousse went in. I think that’s also an issue of me not getting it blow-dried. Multiple things have been learned after this experience.
@JenniferAMensah13 күн бұрын
May need to be flat ironed
@alissabeingme13 күн бұрын
I don't style my hair besides scrunching a bit when I get out of the shower so I get cuts that don't need to be styled. JILL KNOWS THISSS
@stabaholic18713 күн бұрын
You are very beautiful 💯😍
@alissabeingme13 күн бұрын
Thank you!
@JakeLayman-md4fw14 күн бұрын
Long hair makes a pretty woman prettier
@alissabeingme13 күн бұрын
oh well then🙃
@mads59714 күн бұрын
Ps I’m sorry for writing novels in your comments today lol. I’m struggling a lot with similar circumstances and I’m admittedly finding comfort in responding to your video
@alissabeingme13 күн бұрын
Loving your comments thank you!!!
@mads59714 күн бұрын
Thought #2 is that the positive outcome of your mediated talk (yay!!) does not cancel out the validity of your emotions from before the meeting. It sounds like you’re waiting for the other shoe to drop because you might be used to having your honest expression of emotions be met with backlash, but since the meeting was productive, there’s still a vague expectation of conflict or personal regret. I could be wrong!!
@alissabeingme13 күн бұрын
Yes, this is completely accurate.
@mads59714 күн бұрын
When your hair starts to grow out consider asking for some mid- and long-layers throughout the bottom half of your hair. I also have thick wavy hair that seems to behave like yours, and learned that sometimes maintaining some weight on the ends helps combat “triangle head” (when adding some dimensional layers in the mid section)
@alissabeingme13 күн бұрын
Thank you for the tip, I agree!
@CiciBebess16 күн бұрын
i got it literally on my birthday
@alissabeingme11 күн бұрын
I'm sorry, that does suck.
@CiciBebess11 күн бұрын
@@alissabeingme i know
@alissabeingme18 күн бұрын
Lyrics: You don't really know me just the fake things you made I was there for your pleasure then you took out your pain on me And you probably think I'm a nobody that won't amount to anything but I don't care what you think I'm too busy not giving a shit about your feelings when you never did When I was hurt you made it so much worse I was crying you started yelling all because I was nervous Who would have thought that someone could be so mad? at a kid because they're anxious and sad You told me my dad don't love me you said I was pathetic had to be hypervigilant cause you could snap any second yeah sure, it was all in my head like you said like you screamed like you gaslit me I'm bad and I'm mean I'm the problem, it's me Or maybe you're a narcissist and I was conditioned how dare you shame my brain for keeping me safe from you And you probably think I'm a nobody that won't amount to anything but I don't care what you think I'm too busy not giving a shit about your feelings when you never did
@alissabeingme18 күн бұрын
22:05 I meant to say umbrella plant, not banana plant lol I don’t know how those wires got crossed. Now I’m like wow I told the vet today the same thing. I wonder what she thought like, “huh, they had a banana tree in their house? How peculiar...🤔” 33:30 When I say people should not be any way other than what they are, I mean it in the way that people just are what they are. Because we think or desire them to be any different, should they really? Like if someone is a result of their experience, circumstances, genetics, etc. can they not have been what they came to be? It’s a way of accepting the situation as is, relieving a lot of frustration, pain, and suffering. BUT at the same time, I now feel things as my inner child self like, “they should have been there for me”, “my feelings shouldn’t have been dismissed”, etc. Because these types of desires to be heard and cared for in a certain way are ingrained in us biologically as children to have certain needs met. It has been helpful for me to validate those feelings. If you are familiar with Byron Katie’s work of “loving what is”, that is what I’m getting at here with my original statement. THE BOOK: The Myth of Normal by Gabor Maté (on audible as well) drgabormate.com/book/the-myth-of-normal/
@mads59718 күн бұрын
You’ll probably have more luck using a separate primer, letting it dry and then applying one to two coats of paint
@alissabeingme18 күн бұрын
Thank you for the tip! My partner was actually priming the basement for painting down there so I could some of it.
@Whereismybillie20 күн бұрын
This song always breaks my heart even when i was never in a relationship lmao
@Cam300222 күн бұрын
SAMEEEEE😂😂😂😂
@roshan890020 күн бұрын
Skinny is about her body transformation and weight loss
@markdekker304720 күн бұрын
i love all songs of billie elish very much she is beatyful girl and voice is and masterpice
@dr.zippymcscoots872520 күн бұрын
Billie's been bi sexual for years. Thought everyone knew that
@kaeee798021 күн бұрын
ok. getting that book
@lavandelaa21 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing this 🥺🤍 currently trying to process my own traumas and move forward! My goal is to end my childhood traumas once and for all and not pass that onto my future children. You’re doing amazing!
@alissabeingme19 күн бұрын
Good on you for doing the hard work! Thank you for the support🥰
@laurent252321 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your experience, thoughts and feelings Alissa. I’m looking forward to picking up this book too, I’m sure it will prompt some revelations, questions and new understandings for me too. Hugs from a stranger in London x
@alissabeingme19 күн бұрын
Thank you for your comment. Hugs back🤗
@RandomRhyme23 күн бұрын
Happy birthday, week, month; 🧁hoppy derpins✨️
@alissabeingme23 күн бұрын
THANK YOU!😃
@alissabeingme23 күн бұрын
The Diary Of A CEO podcast episode mentioned (Dr Mindy Pelz) kzread.info/dash/bejne/l2ahs7GAqqvagcY.htmlsi=QF6P7dvHqnT8k3wK and it is the SOVIET UNION (from my understanding) that inspired the modern, public school system in the west. the book: drgabormate.com/book/the-myth-of-normal/ Also, now that I'm remembering, the bonobo nature docu about the monkey with the 'satchel', I think it did carry it's baby in a sling baby carrier thing because they were being rehabilitated, it was in some sort of animal sanctuary with supports including being provided with a baby sling. I'm pretty sure there was a certain amount of time the baby stayed in that thing pretty much 24-7.
@Townie12324 күн бұрын
Awesome Freudian-slip, never caught that one😅 And her constant "emotional facial expressions" directly to the jury is still confounding to this day. How she/her lawyers thought that was a good idea is beyond me. She comes off desperate and aggressive. It's like she never even met a real DV victim😅
@JanneBernards24 күн бұрын
Not you showing a roast beef sandwich right before this song ...
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Mariah Carey was literally who I thought of when I heard Birds of a Feather lol. Love you and your reactions!
Thank you for commenting!
austin powers
Idk why this was recommended but I like it lol
it just means someone who isn't trans. That's all it means. You aren't trans so you're cis. It's not an insult
hey in which are you residing ??? are you depressed if yes do yoga and meditation and you are looking beautiful
Thank you! I’ve started a daily meditation, 20 min. It’s helping!
@@alissabeingme your are from which part of the world ( means country)
never watched ur channel before but this video popped in my recommended and its so validating to hear you talk openly about struggling w/ neuroticism, anxiety, and shame!!! im totally in the same boat atp, if im a degenerate so be it, trying to fit into this very constricting box of normalcy has honestly KILLED me, i just want to live freely. thankful to you for making this video, keep doing what ur doing
I second this!!! I need this kind of content rn
Your comment is so validating for me, you made my day! Appreciate you sharing and the support. It felt so wrong for so long to be me/accept all the things, anxiety, neuroticism and all, but it caused so much more suffering. I finally realized nothing was ever wrong. It still feels wrong/panicky at times to be this vulnerable but I know those feelings are just a part of the conditioning and not the truth.
@@susanarowe3931yay! I shall bring the neuroticism to the KZread. You ain’t seen nothin’ yet lol😅
Hi beautifull girl❤
“people are like killing each other” me editing: can people really kill EACH. OTHER.🤔? I think only one gon be ded… maybe if they time it right? k stop.
So Fun 😍
Well then you have fart fetish peeps can't get a girl to fart for them...I'll take any girl fart ..anytime
is this a real sharing of emotions to randoms why, internet is a cesspool of degeneracy
Showing/talking about my experience with trying to process emotions, working through anxiety, shame, and sharing what has worked for me to overcome rumination, if that is considered 'degeneracy' in your opinion, I do not care... I do what I want here on my channel, shame free. My channel is literally called 'alissa being me' because that's what it is, me being myself. And that includes 'sharing of emotions to randoms'. Definition of degenerate: having lost the physical, mental, or moral qualities considered normal and desirable ^Trying to be 'normal' and 'desirable' gives me the ick, ew. Thank god I'm not doing that anymore.
@@alissabeingme When I had a spiritual awakening I knew that it was pointless to talk to others because they would filter/view it as an attack, maybe you're right maybe I did judge you, but trust me the nuance of that is not that there is something wrong with you, I mean by that logic I'm also using the internet and talking. But that's the quota of sharing before it gets awkward. Just quick lol, I think I also used that specific adjective a bit to test if the algorithm/AI deleted it.
Verse] They call me weird yeah I wear it proud In a world so loud I stand my ground With my quirks my style I’m shining bright Every day and night I’m taking flight [Verse 2] But damn these other weirdos got me trippin' Their odd moves and grooves keep me slippin' They creep up and freak me in the zone Like I’m not alone just a different clone [Chorus] Weird vibes in the air we feel the heat Marching to the beat of our own funky street We’re weirdos yeah we stand tall and shout But even weirdos can get weirded out [Verse 3] In the mirror I see a reflection so wild Strange like a child but it’s all worthwhile Others stare and glare with their odd flair But I’m still me living free without a care [Bridge] Late nights all the freaks come out Strange lights as we twist around no doubt On this ride where the weird unite But even we get surprised in that night light [Chorus] Weird vibes in the air we feel the heat Marching to the beat of our own funky street We’re weirdos yeah we stand tall and shout But even weirdos can get weirded out
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Is alissa related to qt or something? I swear she looked like qt.
I am not but now I am intrigued who this doppleganger is.
I was thinking today about the butthole surfers and their song, I Saw an XRay of a Girl Passing Gas.
LAWL
4:39pm [text to Jill] - 'I ended up finding another solution so no need for me to come in again. Hope everything is okay. I thought maybe something happened to your phone.' **sense of relief**
Proud of u
DREAM GUEST ON MY PODCAST? OOOUHHH LETS SPICE THINGS UP A LIL, MY EX
11:27 forgot to mention: my cousin actually had his meds with him, in view on a side table when we first saw the doctor. When he went to ask about the night meds being lost, the nurse ending up then taking his day meds and refused to give them back when he needed them. 1:22:44 I take that back, it did not make sense because now that I remember, the tea party was after the whole meditating part and we actually were sitting in a circle and talking while having tea, it was part of their practice where they have a discussion after, so we really could have just used words… The guy's channel I mentioned (his book - Awake: It's Your Turn) www.youtube.com/@SimplyAlwaysAwake
i like it!!
I don't know, anyone creative enough to come up with "poo self" is definitely a people pleaser in my book, srry
HAH!🤣💩
Your video came up, and I was like I’m supposed to see this 😊Don’t worry the cut can be sorted. It is however uneven I can tell straight away. So regardless of how you style your hair outside of the salon. As a hairstylist to make sure the cuts precise I would have blow dried it straight and then gone in and just evened out anything. She should’ve pulled your hair towards the front to see how it would fall and if anything else needed to be tweaked. One time of getting your hair blow dryed or a bit of heat won’t damage the hair. I’d go to someone else if you’re not being respected, getting your hair done isn’t cheap! And you deserve for your money to support a salon that listens to you and to have an accurate cut x
Thank you for the support, taking the time to comment and share your expertise! Since the 2nd and then 3rd cut I did myself (documented in the next few livestreams), I still hope it can be fixed😅 I feel like I made it tolerable and that a few final tweaks by someone experienced with this style could result in my dream hair. The second time she cut it dry and she let me know she was not comfortable/experienced in the style I wanted with the wolf cut layering so we decided to not attempt it. I do think she made it better but the mid and lower section was just still too thick for my liking and what looks good on me.
Jill sounds very self-focused. Which is fine, whatever, not a fatal flaw by any means, but I think that type of personality can be needlessly distressing upon others who are more prone to placating/or are hyper vigilant of others’ emotional temperament. And tbh it’s very unprofessional for her to inform you of her injury yet not accept a reschedule when she’s unable to offer her usual quality of service. Which makes sense, having a broken finger.
This is a great summary and quite validating, thank you. I had a post-live rumination attack about the accuracy of everything I said that included Jill's broken finger maybe not actually being broken because I never found out exactly the actual injury because she had not yet received medical attention but it was in a splint and she was worried about the nerve damage BUT THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT... It was f-ed up in someway whether literally broken or not LOLL I can't catch a break (pun kind of intended🤭)
woke up this morning, **cue anxiety and anxious thoughts** "Omg did I lie about the comment about the broken finger? Did Jill really have a splint? Cause if she had the splint then would that mean she HAD seen a doctor? I am not sure now. Or I guess she maybe just got a splint herself. I can't remember exactly what it looked like, was it a splint, or something else? Did she actually cut my hair with a splint? **googles images of finger splints** k I don't think she had a splint... those are pretty bulky and can't be what it was. But in my memory I see like a smaller version of something, maybe a makeshift splint? Did I lie? Did she not have a splint? I wish I could remember... Does it look like I lied because I said she had a splint but that she hadn't received medical attention and the splint had to come from somewhere medical?" **cue guilt and shame** ^TELL ME YOU'RE NEUROTIC WITHOUT TELLING ME YOU'RE NEUROTIC
Rihanna came out with her product line for all hair types.. It has good reviews..
Your hair looks alot better than the last cut😊🎉
RIGHT! THANK YOU.
It looks a little uneven at the bottom.. Ive recently had issues with my longterm hair stylist where she barely cut any of my hair. I showed her a pic of how I exactly wanted it.. i watched YT videos for a week, and cut it myself.. it turned out great.. I will be cutting my hair from now on😊😊.Just reach out to her and tell her its not layered enough.. since coming home and really taking a look at it..Good luck😊😊
That is unfortunate you had a similar experience but so awesome yours turned out great with the self cut! It appears Jill may have ghosted me as I contacted her Wednesday night after the cut and it's now 4:00pm Saturday. The next few livestreams document the full saga so far. lol I actually went to someone else the day after and the cut still wasn't it, but closer (she did tell me she was not comfortable/inexperienced doing the wolf cut if I still wanted to proceed with her suggestions of how she would cut it). AND THEN after the 2nd cut, I cut it myself and it's a bit closer to what I want but now we got a consultation coming up with someone who is apparently very experienced with the type of cut and layers I am going for. WE ARE ALMOST THERE✊
I was singing this song at work the next morning after doing the walk of shame from the night before 😂
With how the world is why does she have so many emotions going on ? guys like guys & vice versa 🤷♂️
I was excited for the new song, the music video, I am an emotional person. My reactions to other songs from the album are just as if not more, emotional. Secksual (censored for youtube, don't want my comment to get flagged, substitute 'cks' for 'x') things or topics in general can make me uncomfortable. I grew up with a lot of shame about secksuality. I am straight but because I'm such a tomboy, which shouldn't correlate with s. orientation, I actually got homophobic/sexist things thrown my way growing up, like a family member being 'worried' that I was a lesbian.. being told I should have been a boy. I was shamed about looking too 'butch' because of how I dressed. I have actually had legit lesbians not take my word for me not being a lesbian because of how I dress, walk, act I guess. When I was very young and had to go to church, there was a weird as hell church service in which a 'former lesbian' and 'former gay man' were together in a relationship and spoke about this 'choice' they made for god. This memory is forever cemented in my brain because of all the emotions it brought up in me as a young child about how sad and wrong it felt. That these two people and others around them believed they couldn't be with the ones they truly loved because it would be some sort of sin??? THAT SH*T NEVER MADE SENSE TO ME.... it be f-cked up and religion can be so psychologically abusive and it is so sad. Throughout my life, I personally have had secksual guilt/shame because of the religious, conservative culture I grew up in. My emotions in the video are not about being all shocked that guys can like guys and girls can like girls. I have had gay friends since highschool, I have a family member that is gay, the best dance club this city had was a gay bar, that stuff never shocked me, I always understood it, like the young me at church that day.
"Are you going through a crisis?"
LOL just the average Thursday. Story of my life😅
I also got a gloss and metal detox and she was taking breaks at times so it wasn't as obvious how little time was spent on the cut but it was no where near 50 mins. Also she happened to be done a bit early this time because her next appointment was arriving late but instead of us going over the hair she took me to her other suite next door to try and sell me on some spare flooring (I mentioned my place is getting new flooring in the basement) and then proceeded to give me the grand tour of her airbnb. To my fault, I did say I liked it at the initial glimpse of the fully styled look but I did not get to see what it actually looked like when alterations would have been possible before the crunchy mousse went in. I think that’s also an issue of me not getting it blow-dried. Multiple things have been learned after this experience.
May need to be flat ironed
I don't style my hair besides scrunching a bit when I get out of the shower so I get cuts that don't need to be styled. JILL KNOWS THISSS
You are very beautiful 💯😍
Thank you!
Long hair makes a pretty woman prettier
oh well then🙃
Ps I’m sorry for writing novels in your comments today lol. I’m struggling a lot with similar circumstances and I’m admittedly finding comfort in responding to your video
Loving your comments thank you!!!
Thought #2 is that the positive outcome of your mediated talk (yay!!) does not cancel out the validity of your emotions from before the meeting. It sounds like you’re waiting for the other shoe to drop because you might be used to having your honest expression of emotions be met with backlash, but since the meeting was productive, there’s still a vague expectation of conflict or personal regret. I could be wrong!!
Yes, this is completely accurate.
When your hair starts to grow out consider asking for some mid- and long-layers throughout the bottom half of your hair. I also have thick wavy hair that seems to behave like yours, and learned that sometimes maintaining some weight on the ends helps combat “triangle head” (when adding some dimensional layers in the mid section)
Thank you for the tip, I agree!
i got it literally on my birthday
I'm sorry, that does suck.
@@alissabeingme i know
Lyrics: You don't really know me just the fake things you made I was there for your pleasure then you took out your pain on me And you probably think I'm a nobody that won't amount to anything but I don't care what you think I'm too busy not giving a shit about your feelings when you never did When I was hurt you made it so much worse I was crying you started yelling all because I was nervous Who would have thought that someone could be so mad? at a kid because they're anxious and sad You told me my dad don't love me you said I was pathetic had to be hypervigilant cause you could snap any second yeah sure, it was all in my head like you said like you screamed like you gaslit me I'm bad and I'm mean I'm the problem, it's me Or maybe you're a narcissist and I was conditioned how dare you shame my brain for keeping me safe from you And you probably think I'm a nobody that won't amount to anything but I don't care what you think I'm too busy not giving a shit about your feelings when you never did
22:05 I meant to say umbrella plant, not banana plant lol I don’t know how those wires got crossed. Now I’m like wow I told the vet today the same thing. I wonder what she thought like, “huh, they had a banana tree in their house? How peculiar...🤔” 33:30 When I say people should not be any way other than what they are, I mean it in the way that people just are what they are. Because we think or desire them to be any different, should they really? Like if someone is a result of their experience, circumstances, genetics, etc. can they not have been what they came to be? It’s a way of accepting the situation as is, relieving a lot of frustration, pain, and suffering. BUT at the same time, I now feel things as my inner child self like, “they should have been there for me”, “my feelings shouldn’t have been dismissed”, etc. Because these types of desires to be heard and cared for in a certain way are ingrained in us biologically as children to have certain needs met. It has been helpful for me to validate those feelings. If you are familiar with Byron Katie’s work of “loving what is”, that is what I’m getting at here with my original statement. THE BOOK: The Myth of Normal by Gabor Maté (on audible as well) drgabormate.com/book/the-myth-of-normal/
You’ll probably have more luck using a separate primer, letting it dry and then applying one to two coats of paint
Thank you for the tip! My partner was actually priming the basement for painting down there so I could some of it.
This song always breaks my heart even when i was never in a relationship lmao
SAMEEEEE😂😂😂😂
Skinny is about her body transformation and weight loss
i love all songs of billie elish very much she is beatyful girl and voice is and masterpice
Billie's been bi sexual for years. Thought everyone knew that
ok. getting that book
Thank you for sharing this 🥺🤍 currently trying to process my own traumas and move forward! My goal is to end my childhood traumas once and for all and not pass that onto my future children. You’re doing amazing!
Good on you for doing the hard work! Thank you for the support🥰
Thank you for sharing your experience, thoughts and feelings Alissa. I’m looking forward to picking up this book too, I’m sure it will prompt some revelations, questions and new understandings for me too. Hugs from a stranger in London x
Thank you for your comment. Hugs back🤗
Happy birthday, week, month; 🧁hoppy derpins✨️
THANK YOU!😃
The Diary Of A CEO podcast episode mentioned (Dr Mindy Pelz) kzread.info/dash/bejne/l2ahs7GAqqvagcY.htmlsi=QF6P7dvHqnT8k3wK and it is the SOVIET UNION (from my understanding) that inspired the modern, public school system in the west. the book: drgabormate.com/book/the-myth-of-normal/ Also, now that I'm remembering, the bonobo nature docu about the monkey with the 'satchel', I think it did carry it's baby in a sling baby carrier thing because they were being rehabilitated, it was in some sort of animal sanctuary with supports including being provided with a baby sling. I'm pretty sure there was a certain amount of time the baby stayed in that thing pretty much 24-7.
Awesome Freudian-slip, never caught that one😅 And her constant "emotional facial expressions" directly to the jury is still confounding to this day. How she/her lawyers thought that was a good idea is beyond me. She comes off desperate and aggressive. It's like she never even met a real DV victim😅
Not you showing a roast beef sandwich right before this song ...
I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF