I’m leaving this comment so when someone likes it comments I will remember this song(edit) guys thanks so much for your help I luv you all stay kind out there and have a blessed day ❤️ (edit 2) I’d didn’t think this would blow up so much and I’m finally listening to this song after well one year I’m pretty sure since I think I haven’t listened to it since I originally made this comment(edit 3) guys I listened to the song and it was so good luv yall and be safe and have a blessed day ❤

@jazzycakes6294

5 ай бұрын

Hey yo, remember this song.

@lottedunnell1906

5 ай бұрын

@@jazzycakes6294 I second this.

@user-sx3dk9kr5c

5 ай бұрын

I wanna swim away but don't no howwww

@Lauraaa89

4 ай бұрын

Hello

@user-sx3dk9kr5c

4 ай бұрын

let the rain come dowwwwn

whomever is watching this right now your not alone, im 37 and still learning to swim too

@hilarycastle4937

4 ай бұрын

I'm so tired of this, everything 😔

@karlybeech8094

3 ай бұрын

Can you be my lifeguard?

@KodiNewman-wl9ju

3 ай бұрын

47 here and still learning....always. don't ever stop and never go down without a fight

@MrIsaaclovesyou

3 ай бұрын

You’re telling me I might still be depressed 10 years from now? Lmao. Glad you’re still here

@lori-anndussault3989

3 ай бұрын

I've learned, the hard way. I'm 54, & the freedom u feel when u just don't care about the small stuff anymore is amazing.

We played this song at my daughter’s memorial service. She died by suicide five years ago this week. Blue October was her band. She got to meet the band and got her picture taken with them. I know their music meant so much to her.

@mollybeverly9805

Жыл бұрын

Awww, your heart is still bleeding. You’ll see her again, it is promised.

@savedbythecoke

Жыл бұрын

I hope you’re feeling safe and okay as you can today ❤

@queenproffitt6941

Жыл бұрын

oh wow. Well now I will always honor your daughter when I hear this. She has great taste in music. My love and prayers to you and the family.

@alexandrapeskofsky7041

Жыл бұрын

My deepest condolences.. that's gotta be so devastating... I used to listen this song and drive around with my daughter when she was a baby.. it reminds me of her.. she just passed away on 11/21/22... She was 16 years old.. She had a horrible asthma attack and had a cardiac arrest.. the paramedics got here 2 minutes too late.. she was resuscitated after they worked on her for 10 minutes... But unfortunately she was declared deceased after a week of being on life support from brain death.. I miss my baby so much also.. my heart bleeds for you.. I do share the feeling with you of the loss of a child... I pray for your peace and serenity 🙏🏼💙

@Joysarahful

Жыл бұрын

♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

This isn't music. This is art. A timeless piece of history. We're all still learning to swim in this great big world...

To anyone who needs to hear it Dont ride that nostalgia wave too hard, It'll all be okay

@victorbhernandezjr4208

4 жыл бұрын

Thanks brother. It hurts to think about who you were with at the time. How much I was in love and how I could have done better. The person I share those good and bad memories with I will probably never talk to again either. It doesn't feel like the pain will ever go away.

@anar2955

4 жыл бұрын

Noted

@chrisruiz794

4 жыл бұрын

Victor b Hernandez jr - it does and it will. I don’t know how but one day you’ll see . Everything takes time... and at the end of the day that’s all we got ... time.

@hushhush85

4 жыл бұрын

❤

@jaygroomes1357

4 жыл бұрын

sam • you hear that so much it has no more value.

Whenever I listen to this song, I always think of how my mom would play this and spin me around the room and dance with me, and hold my little hands in hers, and protected me through music when she couldn’t surround me in money and materials. Thank you mom

@matthewnelson8781

5 жыл бұрын

simply beautiful

@takodaalldredge8391

5 жыл бұрын

This is exactly why I care more about actions rather than rewards. Your story hit, it hit hard in the feels.

@avezshaikh5444

5 жыл бұрын

You are lucky..

@lisax119

5 жыл бұрын

Sophia Edwards that brought tears to my eyes.... just beautiful

@bertdavis7766

5 жыл бұрын

Wholesome

Listening in 2023. Reminding myself that its not a bad life, just a bad time and I'm not the only one who struggles.

@Mordecai9052

Жыл бұрын

Thanks for sticking around.

@foxbat2581

Жыл бұрын

Stay strong.

@jessiezepeda7402

3 ай бұрын

AMEN

Writing this to let you know that I was listening to this when it was released at 14 years old. I was sad and I was lonely, abused by my parents. I am now 32 and I’m married to a wonderful person. It gets better! Don’t give up! You have no idea what’s in store for you ❤

@LatchedFiber69

16 күн бұрын

I needed this, 25 years young and trying to find a way through it all ❤

@kelseyfranklin8555

7 күн бұрын

I’m 30, blue October has been with me since childhood. It got me through some rough shit, your comment brought tears to my face. We survived buddy ❤

I'd like to thank my mom for blasting this kind of music during my childhood, she introduced me to blue October.

@hellcat1345

8 жыл бұрын

best mim Ever dude

@user-wo7nu8wl1t

8 жыл бұрын

Same here.

@Erin4447

8 жыл бұрын

same!

@Tamashi88

8 жыл бұрын

My sister bought the Foiled CD but for a good year or so mum played it in the car instead of the radio. Sis and I got good at skipping the two 'fuck's on the album though.

@mr.brightsai7493

8 жыл бұрын

bro my mom listened to garbage

Who else is listening to this so thankful that Justin is still here and better than ever? 💙 #bluefamily

@KareenBurgosPappas

5 жыл бұрын

I am. June 17, 2019. Very happy Justin is still here 🎶

@johnathonpeterson1046

5 жыл бұрын

Ya I found his music when I needed it most 3 years clean keep strong my friends

@romanmendez4816

5 жыл бұрын

That new cd is amazing,"i hope you're happy" is out of thus world,"coals make diamonds"take you to another place when you listen through your 🎧,"how to dance in time" is just a beautiful song to say sorry to someone special even if you say sorry thousands times wont help 😞

@whateverppl1229

5 жыл бұрын

eh... not in the slightest, I'm a selfish asshole.

@robertoramirez9632

4 жыл бұрын

❤️

This was mine and my little brothers favorite blue october song. He passed on his own terms in 2015. I cry almost everytime i hear it. RIP Corbin Love ya brother

@ELIT3XMUDKIP

5 ай бұрын

rip corbin 🙏🏻

@trexlynC

2 ай бұрын

It was my big brothers song. Thank you rip Corbin

I grew up homeschooled and didnt have any friends. I would go 3 weeks without seeing anyone outside my house or family. My way to connect with the outside world in the middle of nowhere house i lived was to hop on my bike and go as far as i could. I would bike 6 hours at time, going to the nearest towns and id see other people, like groups of friends hanging out at the parks. I remember this song, biking in the hot heat of summer, and longing for friends.

@stevenmcc2119

Ай бұрын

🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

When I was a kid, my mom used to play Blue October all the time. Back then, we didn’t have money for all the fun after school activities like my classmates did. So she’d just put me in the car and ride around, cause gas was cheaper than visits to the mall and the radio played better music anyways. Hearing Blue October will always remind me of those times when I was a small child with no worries, and make me smile.

@anar2955

4 жыл бұрын

I dont have like exact memories but my played this too in the car back then and this song i just felt it

@drdupris

2 жыл бұрын

This is beautiful! God bless your mom! Blessings

@strangethingshappen4437

2 жыл бұрын

Good job mom you made his life the best

@bishopkrout6323

2 жыл бұрын

My mom played the shit out of them too. Great memories

@getitright538

2 жыл бұрын

Ur mom's a bad ass and a hero

i cant believe i still remember the words to this song

@binker2217

8 жыл бұрын

Same

@oliviakoski254

8 жыл бұрын

Same here

@MelodyChristine_melococ0

8 жыл бұрын

+hola897 same :)

@zombie9819

8 жыл бұрын

+hola897 same :o)

@Highyeena

8 жыл бұрын

+hola897 You know a band made am impression on your life when you remember all the words after nearly 6 years.

I just want to say ... I am clutching my chest and fighting the water welling in my eyes for all the people drawn here by sadness. I don't have any answers but a whole lot of empathy. ❤

god damn.... lost my wife in September of 2023 and this song hits me in my feels so well.

@arandomman960

5 ай бұрын

Rip

@stanpotter7764

Ай бұрын

Not the same but my ex divorced me in 2009 (girls 4 and 1) and my first post divorce girlfriend loved Blue October. This song brings back strong emotions of that bitter sweet time. Still very much hurting at the time (although I didn't fully realize it at the time) mixed with the possibilities and excitement of my first new relationship in 12 years. I hope you're doing ok and find love again. Overall, life is sweet. Hang in there and you'll taste it again.

This song is so hauntingly beautiful

@ZumbaFitnessbyJanell

8 жыл бұрын

YES!! Most all of their music is so hauntingly beautiful. So familiar. So amazing. Their music gets me through my darkest times.

@skinny28818

8 жыл бұрын

Drives me deeper into the darkness.

@J.e.s.s24

6 жыл бұрын

agreed

@paulgoogol2652

6 жыл бұрын

so are you

@KareenBurgosPappas

6 жыл бұрын

Trevor Carrigan This is one of my favorites besides 18th floor balcony

I miss being a kid when this came out

@dr.yayson2585

4 жыл бұрын

noah bender 😢don’t we all

@ImAllOuttaBubblegum

4 жыл бұрын

I miss being in my early 20’s when this came out. So yeah I guess I’m in the same boat, I was really still a kid myself. Better days.

@jednrrp

3 жыл бұрын

Yea

@CalTek

3 жыл бұрын

I was 30 :( Time needs to slow the f*ck down. Side note: Blue October still putting out some great tunes.

@rockstarvoorhees4946

3 жыл бұрын

noah bender me freaking too!

one of the happiest songs about depression. love upbeat songs with sad lyrics because its like the artist wants to you to relate but also feel better

@justme-gd4gq

2 жыл бұрын

Beautifully said.

@spikem5950

2 жыл бұрын

It's certainly a good combo, perfectly shows how people with depression can look happy on the outside. Another good upbeat song about depression is Bullet by Hollywood Undead.

@codyjemison9558

Жыл бұрын

He is really dialed in on his thoughts and emotions. I'm so grateful for good music

Named my baby girl after this song specifically. Lost her last year in June of 2021. You are so loved October.

@amiesanchez8919

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss

@rthominc

Жыл бұрын

You continue to stay strong, your angel is in a better place and you will reunite someday.

used to sing this song with my best friend as kids having no idea what the song was really about, I lost her almost two years ago and now when I sing thing it keeps me calm and helps me get through my depression, I imagine her still singing with me ❤️ thank you blue October for this beautiful song.

@tangerinesky720

5 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss, your comment made me cry ❤️

@synym7699

5 жыл бұрын

Stay strong 💪

@aefkjj

5 жыл бұрын

Now I’m crying. Beautiful crying though.

@takodaalldredge8391

5 жыл бұрын

Same with my co worker and the song Sex on fire. Keep it strong, you can achieve anything you put your mind to. Make her proud. 😇

@lisax119

5 жыл бұрын

I truly hope you have found some peace.

As someone who's suffered from depression since I was 12 who is now 29, this song has always been something I like to turn to when I'm feeling down. It perfectly describes how it feels. My depression is episodic and sometimes I just have to ride it out and surrender to the fact that I will always have episodes but in the end it will all be okay. I just need to make sure to try to take care of myself as much as I can.

@Mordecai9052

Жыл бұрын

I needed to read this tonight. Thanks for sticking around.

@amandarandolph968

Жыл бұрын

Hey, glad you're here.

@There_she_goes_510

Жыл бұрын

I really needed to read that, everything will be okay.

@donostradingpost1173

Жыл бұрын

Amazing. Maybe that's me too. I hope so. Thank you.

@Youshallbeeatenbyme

Жыл бұрын

As a 29 y/o who has also been depressed since I was around 11 or 12, it's been exhausting. Too many things pile on, and it's gotten to the point where I have to tell myself "just one more day" each time I go to bed. It's tiring. I'm tired. :/

Being diagnosed with Cervical Cancer, this song & comments below has made me realize I'm not alone. I play this when I feel alone. Thank you Justin & Blue October! I'll forever love you guys!

@israelmoreno3620

Жыл бұрын

life is good enjoy love ones enjoy YOU ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

@skellingtonmeteoryballoon

Жыл бұрын

ill take your cancer , i got space

@elizabethd189

Ай бұрын

Hoping you made it through the battle. Cancer just sucks. Wish we could diagnose cervical cancer and ovarian cancers sooner before they spread.

@mahwish_syed_designs

22 күн бұрын

Fellow cancer survivor and mermaid here-sending you hugs! 🧜‍♀️

@deltakuhn8440

22 күн бұрын

10 months post treatment, so far it looks good! Everything looks clear! Thank you all for the well wishes and prayers!

This song has always made me feel like I wasn't alone with how I feel with depression. This song will always be a safe place for me

@mistyoglesby2577

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@Magicman4124

2 жыл бұрын

Been struggling with depression myself. It sucks. I got some help. Got on some meds.. I've never felt better. Give it time. It's okay to ask for help if you need it. We're mere humans.. we all need help out of this ocean of life sometimes.

@arizonalady7569

Жыл бұрын

We are all here for this safe spot. Sending you positive vibes and love , float on

@jessicaboothby6674

Жыл бұрын

I was literally thinking that this song makes me feel like somebody understands me when I’m going through what I’m going through but I also felt like this song was home to me because I’ve listen to it so many times

@altadebose2024

6 ай бұрын

We got you I promise❤

thank you Justin for saving me from taking my own life. your music is a blessing by god love you.

@infamousTEXAN

4 жыл бұрын

Cringe.

@benwitte5580

4 жыл бұрын

Nathan's guitar covers and gaming. Don’t listen to the guy saying cringe, I’m glad this song was able to help you and I wish you the best

@jennynava2036

4 жыл бұрын

@@infamousTEXAN What i find amazing is people liked your stupid insensitive comment.

@infamousTEXAN

4 жыл бұрын

@@jennynava2036 I am merely making an observation.

@JeenieInA.Bottle

4 жыл бұрын

@@infamousTEXAN "hey, let's make fun of someone for their pain and how they overcame it" 😒😒 you've just made yourself look like a prick, bud. Have fun being miserable

2021 Still one of the best songs ever made, and always on repeat. Today's music doesn't compare.

@pandorasrevelations9873

3 жыл бұрын

So true!

@donniedarko5899

3 жыл бұрын

First time I heard this son was after boot camp in the U.S. Army loved it ever since.

@shelbynovak7442

2 жыл бұрын

Completely agree

@marimnoob3766

2 жыл бұрын

I have been looking for this song for nine years and finally found it. No one knows how much this song means to me.

@edbrose6080

2 жыл бұрын

@@donniedarko5899: Sir- Thank You For Your Service

This song has saved me through many rough, lonely and most depressing times.

Literally my favorite song as a kid. I'm so glad I found it again. 19 years old and hearing it again brought me to tears.

@cynthiatenney1597

2 жыл бұрын

Always been a favorite of mine too💓

@colleennewholy9026

2 жыл бұрын

My parents divorced when this album was released. Coldplay and Blue October were my go to music during that time. I'm 25 now, and it still brings me calming feelings

@svetaa386

2 жыл бұрын

Same i feel that im 19 and this to this day is my favorite song. Especially as a kid. I cried from sweet nostalgia

@svetaa386

2 жыл бұрын

@@colleennewholy9026 feels

@jennifergarcia12

2 жыл бұрын

Hugs love

This song came out when I was in prison back in 05/06. I remember listening to this song laying on my bunk and feeling like that moment I was in was going to last forever. It felt like those walls would always be there to hold me in. Took a long time to realize the walls were really constructed in my own mind.

@jessiebeam3434

8 жыл бұрын

Glad to hear your doing better and not back in their! praying for yea buddy

@Rizals313

8 жыл бұрын

+Jessie Beam it's 'there' not 'their'

@pranith001

8 жыл бұрын

+BookWorm1914 you should be in prison instead

@CyCleGaming

8 жыл бұрын

+pranith001 part time enthusiast, full time savage

@davidsandlin9686

8 жыл бұрын

***** watched VH1 and listened to the radio.

I just lost my husband 3 days ago and this song is hitting hard right now.

@larrygomez8890

4 жыл бұрын

Positive vibes hun, my condolences

@TCP303

4 жыл бұрын

God bless

@heeziepoof

4 жыл бұрын

So sorry for loss hun. Goods vibes are with you.

@gideonshohe6029

4 жыл бұрын

Dont give up

@Midnightrider6717

4 жыл бұрын

Keep your head up sweet heart!!!

One of THE greatest "lost tracks" of the '00s. I always think it's a '90s song.

Hated this song and hearing it all the time on the radio when I was a kid. Now as a 35 year old the lyrics are so powerful and really hit hard. Funny how life is sometimes. With time comes wisdom and a palate

Song: Exists at 6:00 AM Me: Hello again old friend

@tomfommber

4 жыл бұрын

I’m close.

@adamstampley7207

4 жыл бұрын

Swear to God, I'm listening to this at 6 a.m. It's relevant as fuck.

@antoniocolman1763

4 жыл бұрын

I love you

@antoniocolman1763

4 жыл бұрын

@@adamstampley7207 i love coke

@brudassoprostacci1397

4 жыл бұрын

Welcome Darkness my Old Friend : )

Aint it amazing how one song can instantly remind you a person and the memories you had together?

@miciahw390

7 жыл бұрын

My best friend is moving far away in two weeks and this song will always remind me of her lol

@miciahw390

7 жыл бұрын

My best friend is moving far away in two weeks and this song will always remind me of her lol

@miciahw390

7 жыл бұрын

My best friend is moving far away in two weeks and this song will always remind me of her lol

@aconfusedmancx8323

7 жыл бұрын

you just fucking replied 3 times

@thedangerturtle125

7 жыл бұрын

ya as matter a fact I remember last year Paraphrasing this song in English Class not that fun really But im made me find this Amazing Song

This unlocked a HUGE amount of memories for me, this was one of my favorite bands growing up and I somehow completely forgot they existed until I saw the band name

@ROCKSTAR13133

9 ай бұрын

Same girl same. Nostalgia at its finest.

@lilyw.719

9 ай бұрын

Me too.

This hits way harder as an adult with clinical depression than it does as just a "sad" kid. ahhhhh nostalgia tho.

@kimberlyallen5947

Жыл бұрын

Yeah it does 😊

@SpaceCadet45s

Жыл бұрын

True. I never forgot this and Hate Me. I struggled with both depression and alcohol addiction. Just know you can get through it. Don't believe depressions lies. 🫂

@codymcdowell316

5 ай бұрын

Facts.

"I thought of just your face Relaxed, and floated into space"

During my darkest of days, I played this song over and over; however, now, although not totally out of the shade, I find it soothing. Let the rain come down…

@ottisdeaton322

5 жыл бұрын

Same here man. Im still fading in and out, but the music helps

@susanivy3619

5 жыл бұрын

Brometheus 322 It could be so much worse....things could have remained exactly the same.

@kenhasibar2450

5 жыл бұрын

Like Jimmy Valvano said at an ESPY's award night: "Don't give up. Don't ever, ever give up." I hope you're doing alright guy.

@KRIarchives

5 жыл бұрын

I tell that to everyone I show this song to and they never believe me lol. It’s pretty obvious to me.

@1tolivethroughit170

5 жыл бұрын

It honestly is soothing, gave me hope the minute I popped the CD in my car. They rode that wave with me in '06.

for me this isnt a breakup song. its a perfect explanation and imagery of how it feels when life over comes you. youre just clawing at the surface, trying to stay afloat, but the waves crash over you and pull you down.

@caroarceo

3 жыл бұрын

Couldn’t have explained it any better

@jennscott6279

3 жыл бұрын

Wow. Just. WOW.

@ilovesteveclark6084

3 жыл бұрын

@Meg exactly. It's about how he feels hopeless over addiction.

@cynthiatenney1597

2 жыл бұрын

Realtalk

@mrbiddix1416

2 жыл бұрын

well put

2023- Have this turned way up in my car. Blue Octobers music hits differently, in my feels . Recovered now for five years . Your music got me through a lot !!! 👏🏽 ♥️

One of the most beautiful things happened to me recently, I put this song on at a karaoke bar, and my friends that are all from very different backgrounds got up so quickly and joined me screaming the lyrics. Made me realize so many of us have felt this type of way before, and now as adults we appreciate everything that’s happened to us because it’s made us who we are today. We sang it as if it was a battle cry after a victory, what a moment it was.

@KSofficial141

5 жыл бұрын

(Cries) T-that.. (tears start to come down from my eyes)..T-that...was j-just beautiful (starts to get depressed and cries a waterfall of tears after listening to this song)...😦...😧..😢...😭

@pamelaoliver8442

4 жыл бұрын

Music is truly the universal language

@tomfommber

4 жыл бұрын

Not a victory. But a moment. A moment of loss. To share and that is us.

@larrygomez8890

4 жыл бұрын

Damn that was good

@michaedruascot691

2 жыл бұрын

@@larrygomez8890 haaaahahahaha!!!! a quick retort he had not. thank you, oh giving soul...forgiving him one of yours. Good man. :) hugs

Got sober in 2008 to this soundtrack of my life. stayed clean for 5 years but recently had a bad relapse. starting over again

@sheilandena

7 жыл бұрын

Stay strong, you got this!!!

@ciarandonohoe5071

7 жыл бұрын

From the looks of it you have a little kiddo to take care of it, I'm sure you can power through it, stay positive dude. I wish you luck.

@GrayEyes123

7 жыл бұрын

If that's your kid in your avatar or if you have any kids DO it for them. No relapses. Whenever you think of doing it again look at your children.

@gcan25able

7 жыл бұрын

a day at time, stay strong. you done it once, you can do it it again.

@gauravatreja8566

7 жыл бұрын

good blue yy

The sirens whispering in his ear is fucking brilliant......such a well made video

I played this song when I first learned about the Rich people that died in the tin can submarine with the PS3 controller

@christophersiewert322

Ай бұрын

I’m fucking dead 😂😂😂😂😂

This pandemic has me going back to my childhood songs

I remember my dad showing me this song back in 2008 on a shitty Dell computer. good times

there is absolutely NO REASON any song should be allowed to be this fucking good i can't stop listening

@karineaudet6270

2 жыл бұрын

.

“With envy for the solid ground” is as brilliant as it is beautiful. What amazing writing.

I've been trying to find this song for a while now. I heard it when I was younger and loved it. I finally found it in 2015. Yass!!

@zyke5196

9 жыл бұрын

Same here 👍

@shadowomnicron4069

9 жыл бұрын

Same here too

@angelinaarchuleta9357

9 жыл бұрын

Same!

@oliviakoski254

8 жыл бұрын

Right same here I'm so glad I found this song I love it so much

@sharpgaming1618

8 жыл бұрын

+Trinity Miller just found out about this song today my English 10 teacher started a ocean unit and we had to write a journal and while we were writing she played this song

i miss this kind of music back in the good'ol days

@patuszodi7532

8 жыл бұрын

It's golden

@TheCanaga

8 жыл бұрын

Same here man. 2006-2007 was a good time

@adammiller8533

8 жыл бұрын

PattyMMelt you're golden

@patuszodi7532

8 жыл бұрын

adam vapes oh my

@gasmaskdav9155

7 жыл бұрын

+The Daily Lineup 1960-2007 imo

Whenever I hear this song, a wave of melancholy nostalgia hits me. It reminds me of being a kid, my mom would play the foiled CD everywhere we went. As a child, I didn't understand the full extent of what she felt, the pain she was experiencing; she was losing her husband and my father. My heart would break because sometimes she would start crying when she heard these songs. In the same light, it also felt like this album -- this song in particular is a connection all these years later to both my parents. The love they once had, the brutal divorce, and the healing that came afterwards. Seems that every time I hear this song I'm falling back into that ocean of memory. Gets me choked up and it makes me want to cry because I miss them both dearly.

@Msrager0111

7 ай бұрын

This hit home for me. I have a core memory of when my dad got out of jail, my mom, my sister and i were living with my grandma and my grandma kicked us out because my mom was in contact with my dad again. We drove up to lake arrowhead and she was blasting the foiled CD crying. And i sang along to this and hate me. But it never hit me truly until i was an adult, shit is just a melancholy of beautiful pain

My brother used to let me listen to this on his psp back in the day. Good memories

I shook hands with that man

@user-yg3nb3fw6e

4 жыл бұрын

Lucky!!

@chloep1776

4 жыл бұрын

He winked at me

@OldChannel25

4 жыл бұрын

I fuckin hugged him

@howardmudder

4 жыл бұрын

Jealous

@ahhwe-any7434

3 жыл бұрын

I knew someone that met him. He said he tried to hide in a corner & was trying to be all guarded and sh. Mood.

Such a beautifully powerful line: "Let the rain of what I feel right now come down". Exactly how I feel...

@G1RR0X

7 жыл бұрын

it made me cry

@babyblueraptor6952

6 жыл бұрын

One of my favorite lines! Really hit

@rabbit0664

6 жыл бұрын

Knycoa Same here

When I listen to this it gives me the feeling I always had of wanting to disappear, but it also gives me a reminder to survive. The ocean has always been the place I want to send me to heaven but has also always been the place where on the surface I find serenity. This song encompasses all the things I feel and it has been my go to song for the past 16 years.

@coffeedad31

10 ай бұрын

Talia, keep it up, you're doing amazing, I don't know you, but I'm proud of the progress you've made 💙

My mom used to play this on our roadtrips, she burned a cd full of her favorite songs and this was on there.

the nostalgia is OVERWHELMING i miss being a kid

he put his heart and soul in this song

@coreykarrip8324

2 жыл бұрын

He put his heart mind and soul into every blue October song

@onlyNtimE

2 жыл бұрын

45 minutes treading water

When I was a kid, my mother would always play Hate Me. She passed at the end of 9th grade and I've gone through episodes of severe depression ever since. When an episode hits, I feel like I can sit down and let my emotions drift away into the ocean, and be overcome by complete numbness every time I listen to this song. It helps. Thank you Blue October.

No matter how much pain I'm in and how alone I feel this song brings me so much comfort, I don't know how I could cope without it sometimes.

This song kept me alive for 19 years, I'm very thankful. Thank you blue October.

@RNG-999

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you're doing better now. It's kept me alive for 16 years. Because it's 16 years old.

@RyRyPoopenhymer

Жыл бұрын

21 now I hope

@BloodFrostChe

5 ай бұрын

I hope you guys are doing better. Just now I'm not.but i know i will be

@Frosty0762

5 ай бұрын

Meee too. I'm 31 and have been listening since I was a young teen/pre-teen. Blue October themselves have saved me from myself on many occasions and still do

The repetitive "Goodbye" I hear gives me an immense feeling of darkness.

@no_lifersummer4162

7 жыл бұрын

Same here

Got into a car accident last week. My girlfriend dumped me because she couldn’t couldn’t sustain our relationship despite “loving me” and I’ve had Covid for the past 10 days. Despite all that, this song reminds me this pain and heartache will pass. Thank you KZread for having a song for any emotional occasion.

Everything about this is brilliant: the lyrics, vocals, melody, violin accompaniment, video storyline, lighting, camera angles, costumes, and dance! Mesmerizing. 🥰

@scrubtronics6948

Жыл бұрын

The lyrics are so good I'm in awe in the talent it must have taken to make such a song

Serious flash backs to highschool. Wow. Been about ten years since I've heard this and "hate me today"... I used to go running to that song. I'd time it to where right when he'd start singing the chorus I'd be running full speed down a slight hill that lasted about half a mile. Man that was the best high. 3 kids and an extra 25 lbs later if I tried that now id probably pass out lol.

@tabseb3

8 жыл бұрын

don't ever let your glory days, so to speak, leave.

Anyone here in Nov 2019? Miss the quality of this music era.

@TheThebippenator

4 жыл бұрын

speak for the truth

@toddcurtner9655

4 жыл бұрын

Still her just saw them a couple weeks ago and they're still awesone

@philliemonara6081

4 жыл бұрын

I always come back to their music

@themanhimself436

4 жыл бұрын

ye

@soholesome3719

3 жыл бұрын

2021 here lol

A year ago I was floating in my bath tub withdrawling from herion. And I just let this song comfort what little it could. Felt like I was just floating in the ocean. God bless yall. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 🙏🏻

After making one of the biggest mistakes of my life. And ending a 4 year relationship with the ONE because I was depressed and self destructive and she will no longer take me back this is the only song that has got me through the worst depression and heartbreak of my life.

I can't believe that even after years I still have all of the lyrics memorized- this song is a masterpiece

@ericcostello4224

2 жыл бұрын

No kidding... shout out from 2022

@FriendlyAC130Online

2 жыл бұрын

I’ve known the lyrics since my big brother showed me this shit when I was probably 10. Hits harder than I expected it would :/

@MLHMODZ

Жыл бұрын

My mom always played this and coming back a few laters I still know them. Makes me cry every time

@stephaniehobdy2944

Жыл бұрын

It’s so good! I hadn’t thought about this song in such a long time and it popped in my head the other day. Love everything about it.

@codyjemison9558

Жыл бұрын

It's because it's ingrained in your soul

His movements while singing are cool.

@noticeablenerd9431

7 жыл бұрын

Oh I get it. Because it's raining?

@N.A.M.LazyCloud

7 жыл бұрын

Flop The Blop Ayyy.

@melodynonya5494

7 жыл бұрын

hurricane Katrina

@noticeablenerd9431

7 жыл бұрын

+Nero Masselli Ayyy

@gasmaskdav9155

7 жыл бұрын

Better then fucking dabbing. Lol

I’m 46 and ‘Foiled’ remains one of the only albums to date on which I like every single song. That’s a rare thing, man. I can’t even say that about Led Zeppelin, Tupac, Garth Brooks, Type O Negative, and any other artist that I enjoy.

This is my funeral song! ❤ Says everything and has always been my song since kid. And even as a adult it will always be my song! Beautiful when a song brings tears.

I was looking for this song and the only think i could remember was "something miles away" and all that would show up was the red hot Chili Peppers when i would search that up and not gonna lie i legit thought maybe they sung the song but the music just didn't sound right to me. it had been years and one day i heard the end of this song on my friends radio so i told him to quickly tell me the songs name but he didn't catch it or knew that song. So i listen to the station as much as i could till i could hear but it never came on. I legit almost gave up after months. But then a week ago we needed to go get some food during this quarantine. Me and my girl paper rocked scissors on who has to go and i lost but she let me take her car(it's nicer then mine) well on my way to the store i turned on her radio and changed it to my station and BOOM THE SONG WAS PLAYING AND I QUICKLY PULLED OUT MY PHONE AND RECORDED THE SONG Because her radio dose not display names. Well sure enough i got more lyrics and typed into KZread today "i want to swim away but don't know how" clicked on the first video and.......here i am now happy my search is finally over....yay :3

@ChunkyFungusYoutube

4 жыл бұрын

Feels.

@bernadiceraich9831

3 жыл бұрын

Amazing well done. I just hate it when I hear an amazing song and for the life of me I just can't find the name of the song. I can so relate to your experience! 😷😁

@t.deshawn6519

3 жыл бұрын

Idk why this made me emotional, but in the best way

@kinjibreh8702

3 жыл бұрын

you should download the app "shazam" you can open the app and it listens to the song and tells you what it is

@bennybeyerle3054

3 жыл бұрын

I know exactly how you feel. I’m still searching for a few songs myself. I’m so happy you found what you’ve been looking for ❤️

Some of us ride a rollercoaster where this comes back around every so often.

I discovered this song in my early teenage years. It was my go-to song during hard times and I loved it so much. One of my best friends at the time knew how much I loved the song, so she surprised me one day by learning all the lyrics so we could sing it together at our sleepovers. She moved away a few years after and was in a serious car accident that left her without brain activity and on life support. That happened over 10 years ago and she remains on it to this day. This song has helped me in so many ways, and now reminds me of some of my best memories with Charlotte. This will always be one of my favorite songs.

@ihlbit1

2 сағат бұрын

Ten years no brain activity, seems like a long time

It took me 9 years to find this song again

@noticeablenerd9431

7 жыл бұрын

But it hasn't been 9years yet....

@ChaseB517

7 жыл бұрын

the song dropped in 06. So it's been 10 years :)

@felicitydiamond8718

7 жыл бұрын

Troi Aaliyah cool

@autumnlantis4029

7 жыл бұрын

Troi Aaliyah same!!

@angelrico8383

7 жыл бұрын

Troi Aaliyah you guys have terrible memory if it took you 9 years to find a song :/

Who else played this song over and over and over just to make their depression worse Bc sometimes it feels good to cry 😩😢😭

@Masked_muscle_mommy

5 жыл бұрын

Yup

@antoniocolman1763

4 жыл бұрын

I do every day

@Kayvd0t

4 жыл бұрын

LITTLE A me😭😭

@moonlight938

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah

@fugoogle2920

3 жыл бұрын

I contemplated bridge suicide into the ocean while this song played in my head.

This song will NEVER get old. I remember playing this and Hate Me over and over when I was in a slump. It always reminded me why life is so beautiful. Got me out of some pretty tough times ❤

@mrbiddix1416

2 жыл бұрын

you and me both! cheers!

@patricksaisjr3851

2 жыл бұрын

Lol are u real? Lol because i never thought anybody let alone a pretty girl like you knew this lol but same here hate it sometimes

@beli5006

2 жыл бұрын

@@patricksaisjr3851 Thankyou, I hope one day you won't hate it here.

@ahhwe-any7434

Жыл бұрын

I remember when h8 me was constantly in my yt feed & I was like is there supposed to be a lesson, universe? 🤔🤷🏻‍♀️ bc I dont get it. Simba dad, voice of the universe...: yes Daniel son. Me being me pretending I'm a little Justin beiber: 🤓 what do u mean

I got saved to this song: it was 2016 and I was on my first deployment. My wingman went to check in the OCNs for our detail and I was in the truck, I was mad about something. I turned the music on and this song came on. It made think of when Peter walk out on the water how he was feeling. He was going through real human emotions just like me. Idk why but I just broke down and this wave just hit me. Idk what it was but everything made sense. God made sense. I knew I needed HIM. I still to this day remember how it all happened . Thank you Christ.

@brianshepherd9927

7 ай бұрын

Wow! God can use anything! Praise God!

I can not (or maybe I'm refusing to) believe that this beautiful song is now 13 years old. Wow, and still just as good.

@adadamarisplancartehernand7792

3 жыл бұрын

scott adams

I'm relistening to this, relieved that I survived the ocean.

This song came up in my head so I had to listen to make sure it was real

@PsychicInsignia

8 ай бұрын

Same

I love this band (and this song) for many reasons. I’ve listened to this band for as long as I can remember because my dad fell in love with them first and played their music throughout my childhood. My first (and second) concert was Blue October, and I wore those concert merch hoodies like second skins! For years! Not only that, but these songs became cathartic in a new way as I developed depression and began to experience the general ugly bits of life. The bestest way I can describe this band, this song especially, is like coming home after being away for a very long time and getting one of those soul-cleansing hugs.

Some of the best music came out in 2009.

@TexboyGamer

8 жыл бұрын

Lol this came out in 06

@Sheriden.

8 жыл бұрын

no this video came out in 09 it says it right in the more info thing.

@Sheriden.

8 жыл бұрын

+TexBoyGamer oops lol I did mean 06 thanks dude

@wildturkey1960

8 жыл бұрын

+Kandi Bubbles (TheOtaku) Some really great music also came out in the 90's. And, the 80's. And, don't forget the 70's. By the way, the 60's had The Beatles. Great music is what it is, no matter when it comes out.

@Sheriden.

8 жыл бұрын

+wildturkey1960 good god.... how did I forget the Beatles?!

His eyes are so freaking pretty I love the make up.

@benpancake5118

8 жыл бұрын

+Majestic Pancakes majectic pancakes? pancake is my last name lol

@benpancake5118

8 жыл бұрын

+Morgan Brandy like my last.name in real life is pancake lol

@juggledlotus5431

8 жыл бұрын

And those zombie bitches were fiii yiii yiiiine!

@jessiebeam3434

8 жыл бұрын

+Juggled Lotus lol

@TXLionHeart

8 жыл бұрын

+Majestic Pancakes Yeah, he wanted to be a girl when he grew up; now, he's living out his dream... ^_^

I'm only a teenager but when I was really little I was obsessed with blue October but especially this song and I haven't heard it in years. So much nostalgia

@oobiedoobie1204

Жыл бұрын

You're a smart teen with this genre on your side 😊 hope you're doing so great. Time is precious

The big, innocent smile at 0:40 gets me every time. He's so happy, but only because he doesn't know what's going to happen. We've all been that naively happy, but only because we don't know how our story is going to turn out. Fast forward to the look of resigned acceptance of reality at 2:59, after being told, "Into the ocean end it all," and you get a glimpse of what real life is like.

Music like this helps after your wife leaves you for someone else. I loved Blue October for years, but now the pain makes sense.

@21stCenturyCatalyst

7 жыл бұрын

Sthunt1987 my girlfriend of two years left me for someone else. We are not alone in this world, we're just going through a moment of seclusion

@21stCenturyCatalyst

7 жыл бұрын

Smoush Math I felt exactly like you did, and reacted in ways I hope you haven't. I let it destroy me and everything I knew about myself, and I focused on the pain. But it's only been about a month since I felt like that, and now it feels so much better. The truth can be so, so ugly, but you have to learn to live through it. Use this time to get to know yourself, to better yourself, to work on the things you love. Be inspired by mere humanity. Love others, and don't forget to love yourself. Use this time between relationships to work on your relationship with yourself. It may just be one of the best things you ever do. I, for one, am using my time to dive deeper into myself and deeper into my faith. I don't regret it one bit :)

@KQuinn672

6 жыл бұрын

Im sorry :( i truly hope you can find happiness again!

@ajdominguez1002

6 жыл бұрын

amen. two months ago with my wife. whats worst is its my now former best friend who was my best man for the wedding

@jerrydurantiii3360

6 жыл бұрын

In an age where people care more about their phones than others what do you expect.

Can’t believe this song was over 10 years ago....had this on repeat in 2007 on my way to Vegas from California. 2007 was such a great year.

@robertf.kuszewski4150

5 жыл бұрын

Is sounds like you are realizing that you are getting older, I had that very same moment way back in 1990 before you were born.

@slothonmercury

5 жыл бұрын

Yea everybody has that moment about a certain generation. Its a beautiful feeling.

I'm just a normal boy That sank when I fell overboard My ship would leave the country But I'd rather swim ashore Without a life vest, I'd be stuck again Wish I was much more masculine Maybe then I could learn to swim Like (14 miles away) Now floating up and down I spin, colliding into sound Like whales beneath me diving down I'm sinking to the bottom of my- Everything that freaks me out The lighthouse beam has just run out I'm cold as cold as cold can be, be I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean Let the waves up take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down Let the rain come down Where is the coastguard? I keep looking each direction For a spotlight, give me something I need something for protection Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind I'm treading for my life, believe me (How can I keep up this breathing?) Not knowing how to think I scream aloud, begin to sink My legs and arms are broken down With envy for the solid ground I'm reaching for the life within me How can one man stop his ending? I thought of just your face Relaxed, and floated into space I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean Let the waves up take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now come down Let the rain come down Now waking to the sun I calculate what I had done Like jumping from the bow, yeah Just to prove that I knew how, yeah It's midnight's late reminder of The loss of her, the one I love My will to quickly end it all Sat front row in my need to fall Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean (goodbye), end it all (goodbye) Into the ocean (goodbye), end it all (goodbye) Into the ocean (goodbye), end it all (goodbye) I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean Let the waves up take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now come down Let the rain come down Into the ocean (goodbye), end it all (goodbye), in to space Into the ocean (goodbye), end it all (goodbye) Into the ocean (goodbye), end it all (goodbye) Into the ocean (goodbye), end it all (goodbye) Into the ocean (goodbye), end it all (goodbye) Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) I thought of just your face (end it all) Into the ocean end it all Into the ocean end it all Into the ocean end it all Into the ocean end it all

No one that matters to me truly knows or appreciates what I suffer through with my depression. Sometimes even I under estimate it myself. I relate because many times my life has been where I was the loneliest person in the world, still am. I find a kindred spirit in their songs especially when I need a good cry... Or ...just when I want to relax and float out into space.

@narwhaltacos2197

Жыл бұрын

I appreciate your comment, and you’re far, far, far from alone. Which is the beauty of what this song is about, imo. Your depression isn’t yours and it isn’t even you. It can’t be you. YOU are the one surviving, you are the one who in the relentless waves will continually relax and find a little more strength, just for another day. You are the very real Captain navigating the very real seas that others seem only to experience as a fun & imaginary play happening around them. And there are so many emotional seafarers out there, some stranded, some have been lost, some are shouting for you to help them ashore. I love that this video hints how true depression hides itself well behind colorful and superficial scenery. But a sailor is a sailor, and the journey, no matter how far out into the ocean, is always a journey back to shore as a new person.

@chkooper3985

Жыл бұрын

U can't let ur depression beat the good that you have in u.because you gotta give your self a chance to find the good and share it with the world .and to see it your self and realize depression doesn't define who you are.

@haley0639

Жыл бұрын

I see you

It's like im drowning in the seas of despair and this song hits home

@ottisdeaton322

5 жыл бұрын

You ought to listen to help by papa roach if you liked this one. It hits home for me too

This band (and specifically this song) has been such an important part of my entire life, and their music has gotten me through some really tough times. Now that shit's hit the fan recently, I'm going back to my old comfort music. I finally got to see them live with family down in San Antonio at the Aztec Theatre not too long ago, after listening to them for more than two decades! Hands down the best concert I've ever been to and I can't wait to see him live again. Justin is such an amazing, pure human, and he's so fucking strong and positive despite all the shit he's been through. He genuinely cares about all of his fans, and yeah, I totally shamelessly cried like a bitch for most of that concert. I think he had most of us in tears with his speech though tbh. I know he'll never see this, but thank you for everything Justin. Your music literally saved my life, and countless others I'm sure. Rock on dude.

@BK-jt5im

4 жыл бұрын

Blue October saved my life as well many years ago. I've been a fan since the early days.

@jennscott6279

3 жыл бұрын

🤗🤗🤗

@mrbiddix1416

2 жыл бұрын

good for you brother ..so much truth.. proud of you.. keep growing you deserve it

@melissacarter1906

2 жыл бұрын

I don't want to sound dumb but what do you mean in his tbh speach... To be honest? Or something else because I would LOVE to see these guys live but doubt I'll ever get the chance and I've been a fan of theirs for over 13 years. Their music has literally kept me alive quite a few times.

@foxopossum

2 жыл бұрын

That gave me chill bumps for some reason. Hard. Just thought you should know.

I'm a widow, 7 years now... I've been battling crippling depression in the bipolar his death triggered. When depression hits I frequent my comfortable sad place, insomnia. I was up until 3:00 am watching Greys and clearing my iCloud of clutter last night. I woke up at 10:30 with this song in my head. Music is important to me, like poetry in motion. I guess it's because I'm a writer. A friend turned me on to a new sound I didn't even know existed. (I shelter myself) I don't "do" secular much, if at all, particularly when depressed. And I avoid metal like almond-scented poison. I watched this video and realized how beautiful, poetic, and dark this song really is. His wife left (died) so he's suicidal and romanticizing killing himself in "the Ocean". The ocean is deep, dark yet safe somehow. He longs to be close to her in the unknown abyss of death. But he thinks he's weak for feeling this way. Despite being hesitant he is sharing his despair with virtual strangers who are supposed to be friends, but they simply don't see it. They're selfish... [Those people always abandon you when the "honeymoon period" of death is over. Usually a few months later. They say they'll "be there" but then you get 'dark and twisty' and they all eventually leave.] He's pretty good at putting on a brave and happy face tho. He's watching himself like he's on the outside looking in, from their perspective as if he's hiding it well... He's "putting on a show" for them. While he too, is trying to process it (her death, the funeral) ... But he's scared because he knows what that means- he has to face it (her death after the funeral) His boat, (their happy home and relationship) once safe is now just debris in the water and he's trying to avoid it. He's trying to reconcile the poison he has become in the absence of this relationship and feeling like a failure, he blames himself. They were truly one, his ideation is to just drown... The sweet release of death. He's trying to face the pain and push through it but he doesn't know how. All of his friends and family abandoned him as he tries to heal because his depression just becomes too dark for them. . . in the storm. [It's a storm, duh...] They use the excuse, to abandon him and turn others against him delivering a very confident "he's different, annoying and sad, it's just weird." They agree... And run. He has a small circle of friends in his lifeboat that support him. Despite the darkness, he finally learns that tiny group of friends is all he needs. This is a journey through the death of... His soul, the relationship, and the happiness he once knew. I know death, depression, abandonment, suicidal ideation, funerals, and symbolism well. I look for symbolism in EVERYTHING but particularly music lyrics and the soundtrack behind it. Postscript: Do you see the ballerinas dancing and whispering ideation in his ears with Panda eyes? That's demonic... Not sure if they did that on purpose in the video understanding the satanic symbolism or not... But those pretty demons are telling him to kill himself. Deep.

@hungowapower

3 жыл бұрын

Great comment you made a great interpretation of this video, described it very well. You should start a blog or something, I enjoyed reading that.

@NaomiMavenThorne

3 жыл бұрын

@@hungowapower Thank You. I'm actually writing a book currently entitled "Diary of a Bipolar Christian Widow" about my struggles with this disorder, and my journey through widowhood. I do have a blog as well, but I haven't posted much lately. It's hosted at: HisDailyMiracle.com. I plan on posting podcasts on my channel here as well very soon.

@hungowapower

3 жыл бұрын

@@NaomiMavenThorne Thanks. I checked out your website, I also liked your Facebook group too. Take care 👍

@damienbougie4283

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@colleennewholy9026

2 жыл бұрын

I accidentally liked this twice *whoops* My Bipolar is something I also deal with, and I've been listening to this song since my parents divorced (way back in 2007) And this song stirs a lot of emotion for me

October is my birthday month. My Brother in law got me this in 2010. I requested it for Christmas ❤ Thanks Gary R.I.P. ❤

I remember when Justin became a Christian, Talked about the battles of addiction, He has a higher power now in Justin’s word, Just glad he is saved!

@mrbiddix1416

2 жыл бұрын

bless you

they don't make music like this anymore. my childhood was golden because of this

I’ve been battling alcoholism and depression and this song helps bring me back to reality. The struggle is so hard but this makes me feel better.

That violin ripped a hole through time and space😫

This is the most beautiful song I've ever heard.

@jennscott6279

3 жыл бұрын

I am so deeply in love with you. And every time I say that, it's me letting you know, in that very instant, you flickered or sparked or melted my being into deeper and more wonderfully YOU love. How do you do it... I feel you. So yummy and mind blowing. You. You. You. You. You. Silly dude. Love you.