16 Days alcohol free. Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out.❤

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

That’s absolutely incredible Cindy!!! Keep up the good work!! Very proud of you. Take care 🙏

@DATONEGAMER25

Ай бұрын

Keep it up! It’s worth it!

@joetomanek660

Ай бұрын

Just watch out bro your videos are getting attention. Don't get destroyed by another girl. Love ya.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

@@joetomanek660 love ya as well my friend, I will keep this in mind.

I'm sober tonight thank God 🙏

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

That is absolutely something to thank god for, thank you lord that me and bman are both sober tonight 🙏🙏 amen. One day at a time.

Slay I am honored to watch your journey. You speak about who my brother was. Drugs made my brother mean, steal cable from his company for scrap, getting caught, felon, then rehab then dead. It’s insane

@RonsMom40-pu1en2gj4p

Ай бұрын

Terrible sequence of events. My ex-husband stole a tv, stereo system and a car....from his very OWN parents. All that for crack.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

So sorry to hear this Kristen, how sad. That’s the reality of this disease tho. 😢

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

@@RonsMom40-pu1en2gj4p addiction will make us do TERRIBLE things, I’m sorry to hear this Ron’s mom. 🙏

@Kristen10-22

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 dang right .. Thanks Slay.. in our house everyone revolved around my mom. Jimmy & I didn’t really have a good relationship even into adulthood. I was the messed up one always. Kinda fd up how it worked out

“You know slayer is actually a good guy”. Other addicts be like -“say what…..😮?”.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

😂popcorn you always crack me up.

@Micru866

Ай бұрын

Hahahahaha good one @popcornboxing369

@nidiaborge

Ай бұрын

😂🤣

Oh God. One of the worst things (in my opinion) about recovery is the self-hate that comes from all the nasty things you've done against your own moral values. You really got me there and made me think.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Absolutely ILAA. It can eat you alive if you let it. I battle daily with feeling like a horrible person because of my past actions, it’s really hard a lot of the times. I think this part of it’s missed a lot of times as well, over looked. In past times I’ve been so unbelievably sad and low. I think in a way it’s part of the process because we are good people at heart. When we were intoxicated we didn’t know what we were doing but once you wake up and realize the destruction and the people you’ve hurt it really takes a tole on you. Much love ILAA, hope all is well. 🙏

@temprary580

Ай бұрын

​@Slayer-7373 it's 💯 percent a part of the process. As you continue to stack up positive things in your life you begin to TRUELY believe and know you are that good person. I always believed I was good but my bad to good ratio in terms of my behavior was increasingly stacked towards the bad. I began to have doubts as to if I actually was a good person. The good things I do now, while doesn't take away the bad I've done, helps to even things out. You reach a point where you can train your mind not to go to those dark places of shame and regret. I've done alot I wish I could take back . Seeing as that's not possible, what I can do is to just be a better person on a daily basis. I call it a living amends. It gets easier. There was a before addiction and a during addiction...for a while there I never thought I'd experience an after but here I am. Good luck bros 🙏

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

@@temprary580 god bless you my friend 🙏

Glad to see you’re back! We’re all absolutely misunderstood. Much love.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Good to be back my friend!!! Much love to you as well brother! 🙏

Just started watching you man I’m almost 5 days sober. I Been stagnant for a long time stuck in a rut ruined a lot of relationships I HAVE to do this! But anyways I’m enjoying your content

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Hey congratulations on the 5 days brother !! That is awesome man. Trust me I know all too well about the chaos that alcohol brings into our lives. I appreciate the comment and the support, keep going strong my friend!! 🙏

What's up, Slayer. I appreciate the support you gave me through that relapse. My alcoholism has wrecked a lot of my life. You do do a good job and I have always liked your videos.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Hey 👋 shades of course brother, we are here to help one another. I as well appreciate your support my friend. Keep the videos coming man and take care.

@ShadesOClarity

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 Thanks, man.

@seg6629

Ай бұрын

And I'm so proud of you xx

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

@@seg6629 🙏🙏

My God, Slayer, I've shared on this before, but I really couldn't agree more with the Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde statement. It was such a relief to hear this spoken about because I had to sit with the things I had done and question how much my past actions define me. And they don't. They don't define any of us. In regard to your comment about picking up the pieces and figuring out your future, I had been a functioning alcoholic for over 10 years. While I wasn't struggling with addiction before that, I still was living in a party mentality. I went to work, paid my bills, but lived paycheck to paycheck bc of my lifestyle. I didn't seize the opportunity to go back to school at a more functional age. So now, here I am, 37 years old and picking up the pieces. Only now building my future. I'm finding peace with that now, still trying to wash the sour taste of reality out of my mouth. Haha. But I know that god put me on this path for a reason. Had I not gone through the things I did, I wouldn't be where I am now, doing what I am now. I would not have found this exact path had I not gone through exactly what I went through. What I do now for a living felt so right the second I started. It feels like what I was brought here to do. You, too, have a purpose, friend! Right now you're exactly where you need to be, you're going through exactly what you need to be going through. you're seeing the lessons in it all, I'm sure of it. And if you havent realized already, then some time down the road as you're living life you'll realize that everything you've been through has brought you exactly where you are as the exact person that you are..touching this community alone is evidence that everything happens for a reason. Much love always, Slayer!! ❤❤❤😊😊😊

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Wow Amanda I don’t know what to say honestly. I needed this today I really did, thank you so much. This community has been an absolute blessing. I woke up today in sort of an off mood stressed out and then I read this and it completely lifted my spirits. I do truly think you are right everything happens for a reason and I’m on this path right now for a reason. Comments like these really give me hope and a dose of reality too! Life doesn’t have to be this miserable thing after addiction, it can be even better than before. Again Amanda, thank you for being part of this community. Much love 🙏

@amandaflaherty7528

Ай бұрын

@Slayer-7373 of course, Slayer! I'm so glad to be here, and I thank you again for creating this safe space. I'm so glad that I found this channel and could give you and the rest of our friends here the reminders that I myself need from time to time! You all do the same thing for me. So let's keep killin' it! 😁❤️💪🙏

Thank you for this, brother Slayer. It's so true that alcohol dismantles a person's inner good and that it takes time to rebuild and for people to regain faith and trust in you. Bless you, Slayer.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

100% it does my friend. Bless you as well 🙏

Proud of you bro! Congrats on the 2 months!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Appreciate that brother, thank you!! 💪 🙏

This video has been powerful so far slayer. Thanks for sharing

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Thank you Jeff, you’re always here man and i appreciate that.

Sup brother. Good to hear from ya. Alcohol has turned me into a monster like yelling at my parents one time. That’s not who I am. I felt so bad because I love my parents very much. That will never happen again. Alcohol is just bad news!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Hey what’s up man? Good to hear from you as well my friend. It’s turned most of us into monster sadly, but that’s not who we are deep down. I’ve talked to you many times and I can tell you’re a good dude. Alcohol is definitely bad news, be easy brother 🙏

I'm only 5 minutes into this video and want to tell you that your transparency and real rawness honesty is what makes you shine to help others you have thankfully left some of the hardest real truth videos up and the realness of your journey goes through us. You are younger than me and I look up to you in our battle. I appreciate you Stay Strong Slayer!!!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🖤🙏this really brought a smile to my face. Thank you so much della.

Glad you're still in the fight. Ignore the haters.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🙏🖤thanks for all the love.

@angelamadas-um6wr

Ай бұрын

👍Ron's mom!

❤

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🙏🖤 thanks Jacob.

Thanks Slay for a brilliant message! Thanks also for your wonderful honesty and humility. Keep fighting the good fight and spreading the love!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Thank you!!!! 🙏

I love that your generation has an outlet like u tube. Mine in the 70’s-80’s had nobody. Can’t con a con artist

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

That’s a great point kristen, never really thought about that.

@Kristen10-22

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 I do a lot… back in the 80’s we spoke of nothing. When we were hurting by our parents actions we’d have to call the police. As a kid or young adult you’d never think of doing such a thing but u wanted someone to notice your pain. If only I had this outlet back then. Proud of u

Great video man ! The mess in the room is real i remember one time it was so bad i was binging cheapest wine and was pissing and sick on the carpet and mess everywhere broken glass wet clothes everywhere bin bags like a2 week old with fruit flies everywhere and left it there to ferment for like 2 weeks ahh good times

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Hey thanks brother, I hope you’re doing well man. Also yea it’s really sad how low our addictions will take us. All we care about in that moment is the next drink!!! Nothing else. Remember man it’s one day at a time, much love. 🙏

In relation to people saying "Slayer, who are you to talk about sobriety?" You have an insight into alcohol and sobriety that most people don't have. Everyone's experience is valid. KZread channels that document early sobriety are more relatable for people than listening to someone who's got years of sobriety because they see themselves in you. For some people it can be intimidating following someone with years of sobriety, who has slick graphics, editing and all the latest microphones and studio set up - it seems impossible for a newly sober person to relate to them. But having a normal man on the street person such as yourself, filming himself on his phone, just riffing and giving his honest opinion can sometimes mean the world to those people.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

This is an excellent way of putting it. I was just talking to another sober KZreadr about this!! Much love josh as always brother 🙏

Slayer you and LD are doing so much to help people! You're a blessing! Don't let anyone tell you that your not! That's all we can do is pick up the pieces and go on.❤

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

It was awesome seeing you in LD’s love Angela!! Thank you so much for this awesome and kind comment. Much love 🙏🖤

Don’t stress over making videos Slayer! We want you to take care of your health. Physical and mental health 💚 You sound so humbled and wise for a young man. I’m so proud of you for getting better and spreading positivity and understanding of addiction. You destroy have the very best life. Hugs. Mona ❤💚❌⭕️❌⭕️‼️🌟🌟

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

I appreciate comments like these Mona. They get me through my day, thank you so much. 🙏

I see your soul Slay You are better than “good” Prayers going up Love ya bud

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

That’s awesome of you to say Kristen, love back to you. 🙏

Bro I’m fucked again. Don’t know what to do

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Start over again brother, don’t give up. Seek help do whatever it takes. BE SAFE. Keep me updated 🙏

@smittywerbenjagermanjensen6011

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 I’m out of the worst. I will keep on going sober. Sometimes it’s hits you out of nowhere. God bless you and thanks for the awesome work!

Early in addiction: "I'm not going to that liquor store, I was there yesterday." Deep into addiction: "Here's a stack of change, give me a pint."

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Exactly!!!! 🤦‍♂️

So true....so sad but the truth.....stay safe and sober.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🙏🙏

Hi Slay! Thanks for posting and don't give up. I'm still sober since the first message I posted on the first video I came acorss. We are not monsters though and you know that but alacohol DOES change you, it was so bad for me I couldn't stand looking at myself in the mirror. It was, like I was there physically but I couldn't recognize myself, I saw the emptiness and sadness in my life. All these feelings of anger, sandness, doom, fear, panick and the crushing sandess hita you all at once you know is bad. Even when you have drank sooo much to the point that you feel sober when you drink and sick when you don't and tou drink again and you're cool and relaxed til something pops up randomly that pissed you off years ago and you become that monster we become that you talk about. It was so bad for me that people could never tell I was beyond drunk to the point of almost blacking out unless they smelled it, that is a scary sign. That guy sacred serpent was one of the first videos about 5 years ago cause I had no idea that you could withdraw from alcohol, no one really talks about it. I just didn't want to drink anymore mind you, this was 5 years ago and I was hooked, it creeped up and I quit cold turkey and had no idea what in the world was happening to me, until i searched it up and thats how I found about delirium tremens, sacred serpent describes it well, I thought I was going crazy, not just me but people around me. I'm feeling better and better each day. Keep going and posting videos. You helped ME and many others. We're clapping for you!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Hey nidia!!! Absolutely we aren’t monsters, our addiction can turn us into them tho for sure. In our hearts we are really good people I’ve come to find. Yourself for example you seem like such a kind hearted awesome person. That is absolutely amazing that you are still sober 🙏🙏 that makes me so happy!!!! Please keep going, I know you’ve got this. I can relate so much to this comment nidia I really can, you aren’t alone. Also yes sacred serpent is awesome!! We need more people talking about delirium tremens and withdrawal. Thanks so much for this comment, trust me I’ll keep the videos coming. Much love 🙏🖤

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Nidia how are you doing my friend?? 🙏

@nidiaborge

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 Slayer. I backtracked today but I'm back to beating my thoughts out if this game. How are you? The first entire month is tough alone but it can be done with support from people like you and me and many others that understand. Keeping yourself busy is a must and is also productive depending what you do. I know you understand. Thank you for listening and responding. Also, would it be better to keep up with your journey through email or here?

@nidiaborge

Ай бұрын

And guess what I did when I realized ny mistake? I came here..to your chanel. Made me remember I'm not alone in this and as lonely as it feels, someone out there understands.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

@@nidiaborge hey 👋 I’m just glad to hear you’re okay!! Don’t beat yourself up, it happens. It’s happened to me more times than I can count 😅. You are still here though!! Which means you still have the opportunity and chance to try again. Remember you aren’t alone. I’m here and there are so many out there that can totally relate and are willing to help. Feel free to email Nidia slayersober7@gmail.com. Keep your head up and keep me updated! 🙏🖤

Great video Slayer!! It's true that it's hard to explain the horrors of addiction to people that have never experienced it.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Absolutely paul. Thanks so much brother as always. Hope you’re doing well my friend!

If you’re one step ahead of the next guy, you’re a leader. I’ll be a year in a few days. No one ever regrets getting sober, they only regret not doing it sooner. 💪🏻💙

@archangel_josh

Ай бұрын

A year! That's insane man, well done.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🙌🙌

I’ve never met someone who understands my struggles with alcohol addiction until I watched your videos. Thanks for sharing your story with us! It takes courage to say these things out loud and you’ve inspired me to really be serious about getting help. Right now, I’m not as low as I was last year with drinking but I am still struggling to stop. I used to drink from sun up to sun down for months on end until I would realize I’m ruining my life and then try to stop for 2-3 days until the withdrawals/anxiety get the best of me and I end up drinking all over again. Endless cycle. I hit rock bottom last year after a bender when I had just quit my job. My God. the withdrawals were more serious than I could EVER imagine. It was my first time experiencing hallucinations, seeing demonic images when I close my eyes, and I had these extreme vivid nightmares that felt too real. That scared me into getting help and I was sober for 28 days, which is the longest I’ve ever been sober since I’ve started drinking. A year later I’m still battling this evil addiction, it only hasn’t gotten THAT bad again because I’m in an amazing relationship, as oppose to last time when I was single, isolated myself from everyone and always alone in my room drinking. My partner knows that I drink frequently but they don’t know how bad it is. It’s getting to the point where I’m door dashing alcohol behind their back just so that I’ll always have my next fix. It is exhausting, brutal and humbling. I really don’t want to ruin this relationship and gotta stop messing around. You helped out this fire on my ass to get my shit together and I THANK YOU

@bree5413

Ай бұрын

You helped put fire on my ass *

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

This is what I’m talking about!!! This is why I make these videos, to wake people up get the help before it’s too late!!! I’m so proud to hear this, please keep me updated on your journey 🙏 be safe.

Hey Slayer - always so great to see you. You’re so right on all the points you made in this video. I definitely relate to the lying and manipulating is insane. I understand how overwhelming it feels to try to figure out life, career, relationships, etc. My recommendation, is just make smaller goals that feed into the larger goals you have. If you think of the bigger goals all at once it’s going to cause you sooooo much unnecessary anxiety. The focus now is your sobriety. The fact that you recognize your downfalls and are addressing them is half the battle. I can’t imagine you being a douche bag…but I know that addiction changes our character. Like you said morals are out the window. It doesn’t matter how much time you have in sobriety. You have your experience to share which is significant and important. If it weren’t for channels like this and other brave people sharing their life…I wouldn’t even know I have a drinking problem. Thank you do all you do. Don’t worry about the frequency of videos, if you can get to it great, but even a community post helps to know you’re ok. Let’s kick this shit in the face!! Much love from your friend in FL 💜! Have a great day!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

It’s always great to see you micru!! You and a few others in the comments whenever I see that you did comment I instantly smile lol. My day is made better and 100% you are right about the goals. I need to take baby steps so I don’t overwhelm myself because that can be dangerous territory too for an alcoholic. Also unfortunately I definitely could be a giant d-bag in my addiction. Not always sometimes I was very loving but other times I was just an a^*hole lol. Also that’s really so beautiful that my channel and others have helped you so much micru, you deserve it, you are a good person with a good heart I can just tell. Thank you so much as always, i appreciate it more than you know!! Kick it right in the face. Much love 🙏

@Micru866

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373I feel the same way, there really is so much positive light around you. Also, your laughter is contagious 😊. What I’ve learned about this thing called life is: 1) don’t overthink or the opportunity will pass you by, 2) it’s not all about money, make decisions based on what will make you happy and content. At the end of the day, we only have one go in this lifetime so enjoy the ride. Keep working at it, you’re an intelligent guy, really the sky is the limit. Sober is the best route. You’re worth it!! 🫶 finally stopped raining in FL clouds are drifting and here comes the ☀️. See ya ✌️.

Hey man. Ive just found your channel. Ive been looking for sobriety content over the last few months as i have noticed my drinking beginning to spriral.I woke up today disgustingly hungover and full of shame and anxiety. I have downloaded an app app with a sober day counter and i have set it to start from Midnight tonight. Thank you for inspiring me to really give this another attempt. Much love from the UK

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

This is what it’s all about brother, keep me updated on your journey please 🙏. Also I’m proud of you man

6 months sober, keep it up. Good things will come.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

I appreciate this comment brother, thank you. And congratulations on six months!! That is incredible, if no one else has told you I’m proud of you bro. 🙏

Hey Slayer! Good to see you. Great video & good information. Thanks 😊

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🙏 thank you so much Jackie, it’s always really nice to see you in the comments as well. Always brings a smile to my face. Much love!

Just found your channel today while watching Bat Country. I love your message. We’re on this road together. 💪🏻💙

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

This is awesome!!!! Shout out to bat country!!! We are on this road together my friend! 🙏

I feel you I don't see why others would hate on you like that you have helped at least one person you help me a lot and I know you have helped others on here

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

No worries about them brother, awesome people like yourself far out weight the haters. Much love bro 🙏

Right there with ya bro👏♥️🙏🫂

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

In this together!! 🙏

your doing great man, and look how good your personality is, anyway, peace and love from Wicklow Ireland

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Hey thanks trippy seeds, it was cool hanging out with you and LD today on his live. You’ve been around since the beginning bro and i appreciate that. Peace and love back to you my friend!! ✌️

What up big dawg! Thank you for sharing this and glad to see you haven't lost your edge! Love the passion and complete honesty as always, if there is one thing I've learned about my addiction is to keep my head in the clouds with God but keep my feet firmly planted on the ground. By doing that you can live a Godly life while staying grounded to keep your self solid while helping people at the same time. You're doing amazing and certainly looking forward to your next vid to drop! Keep marching homie

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

What’s gooood brooo? So good to hear from you man and I can 100% relate to that. I like that type of thinking that’s how I try to move in my day to day. Always appreciate your comments my friend, glad to see you’re doing well. One day at a time !!! Like a soldier 🫡

Love your advice and honesty ❤

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🙏🖤thank you so much.

Hey man, just found your channel, today is a new day 1 for me. People say a drunk mind speaks a sober heart, I feel it's the opposite for people with addiction, i feel it turns us into something we're not. Accountability is important, and we are responsible for the things we do in active addiction, but it's important to remember that's not who we really are, we can leave that person behind and try to make things right on their behalf.

@moonymanj5

24 күн бұрын

Also congratulations on your recovery and 1k subscribers!

@Slayer-7373

24 күн бұрын

What’s up brother? I’m proud of you for day one!!! Taking that step is huge!!! Just keep at it my friend. You are 100% right about that actually. I’ve never thought of that before. Cuz ya drunk me in active addiction IS NOT ME!!! AT ALL!! I appreciate this comment man, keep going. Keep me updated and best of luck. 🙏

@moonymanj5

23 күн бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 day 2 man, sleep was a little rough but I know it gets better. Been watching you and bat country a lot, you guys are doing really important work brother, putting yourselves out there the way you do shows the rest of us we're not alone, much respect.

@Slayer-7373

23 күн бұрын

@@moonymanj5 that’s what it’s all about brother, keep going strong. Each day gets easier. It’s really beautiful to see this channel doing what I intended it to do, which is help people and show them their not alone. Much love man, keep up the good work. 👏

Aww thanks for being so vulnerable. You're an inspiration my friend.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🙏🖤

High dose thiamine and foic acide helps improve memory related issues from recovering from alcohol. Glad to see you're still sober friend.

@ratman7f3

Ай бұрын

*folic acid.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Hey what’s up my brother? I’ve been taking thiamine recently for this reason, i appreciate your comment man. I hope all is well, take care man 🙏

@ratman7f3

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 Thank you homie, you as well. Stay stong.

Love this video ,thank you so much for posting this,it gives me the courage to keep going and not drinking ✌️

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Of course brother, thank you!!!! 🙏🙏

Its hard but god is with us amen

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

He is brother. Amen 🙏 🙏

Powerful inspiring video! ❤

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Thank you Jennifer :)🙏

Love you so much xxx

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Awe, love you back seg. Thank you 🙏🖤

Hey slayer hope you’re having a great start to the week. Just noticed how close you are to 1k. Congrats!!! You’re helping so many so I’m glad to see you shine!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Heyyy micru!!! We are so close!!! I say we because this channel would be nothing without y’all. This community has been a true blessing!!! Thank you!

@Micru866

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 proud and fortunate to be a part of this journey. 😊

@Micru866

Ай бұрын

⁠@@Slayer-7373hey slayer hope you’re having a nice day. Just stopping by to say woot woot 🎉 you hit 1k subscribers. I have no idea why the heck it too so long. YT may be not calculating right 🤷‍♀️ because you are very relatable as a person and with the perspective you bring on this disease or disorder or whatever we want to call it. It’s been so beneficial to me and many others. Today I’m celebrating 🎉 you my friend. Take it easy and I’m hoping you’re staying in on track. Your friend in HOT AS HECK FL 💜!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

@@Micru866 hey micru!!! I hope you’re having a good day as well! Minus the melting lol. This really is so awesome of you to say, I thank you so much. Not only for being such a huge part of this community but also others as well. I always see you in the comments on other channels and that’s beautiful. I appreciate it more than you know 🙏. And yea a few people have said to me that they think YT isn’t calculating the subscribers right. I have no idea if it’s true or not but it’s something I should probably look into. I’m just thankful to have this community to be honest, it’s been a journey since I started this channel. I’ve gotten the chance to meet so many awesome people including yourself. I’m looking forward to the future!!! I might try and upload a video tonight! So keep an eye out if I do. Thanks once again my friend 🙏🖤.

@Micru866

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373I’m happy to support, it’s been and continues to be like a hand uplifting me and at times picking me up from the floor (not in a literal way) but my spirit. It’s wild how we can relate to each other and never have met in person. You’re all very brave for sharing your stories. 💜 looking forward to a video when you can. Take it easy. ✌️

hi bro update . she f the dude that she met at rehab. he is a meth user . i have had to deal with random hook ups . i’m done with her . she can drink herself to death and smoke cigarette. i hung in as you know and was prepared to fly her to my boat to help her to recover. you have helped me my friend. it’s to hard to keep loving a alcoholic women. she lies cheats .

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

She’s caught up in the vicious cycle my friend, it’s really sad but that’s unfortunately usually what happens when we are knee deep in addiction. I think you’ve really tried to help, done all you could brother and it’s time to move on. You can let her know that if she wants to take sobriety seriously that you will always be there to help, but you can no longer be part of her life in addiction, but even that is up to you. Sometimes washing your hands completely is the best thing. Addiction is evil, so evil and it takes the best of us down. Prayers to you my friend, keep your head up.

Your young please take care of yourself dont want what happend to the father of my son its so painful he was age 42 i feel he could still be here very hard so take care of yourself

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

🖤🙏I appreciate that Kristine, I will. Also I’m so sorry for your loss 😓.

@kristineholcroft9163

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 Thank you! Take care of yourself your young you have your whole life ahead of you your important take care

Yes be more consistent! Look at LD he does daily videos and his channels flying now.

@popcornboxing369

Ай бұрын

Make KZread your addiction!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

@@popcornboxing369 I love this idea popcorn! 🙏

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

LD is killing it!!! He definitely motivates me, I watch all of his videos and it’s like with all he’s been through he can still upload, I have no excuse.

@popcornboxing369

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 except that he does not go out to work of course. So it might be tougher for you to get a video out a day.

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

@@popcornboxing369 that is true popcorn.

Dang I relapse on Alcohol again 😢and it sucks 6-20-24 Alcohol is really evil the last drink was yesterday I jut got out of the hospital 2 hours ago again on 6-21-24 4:30pm hangover sucks

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Hey my friend I’m sorry to hear this!!! But you are still here!!! That is a blessing!! That means you have another chance. I know how much relapse sucks trust me!! Don’t give up, keep pushing forward. I believe in you!!! Please keep me updated and stay safe 🙏

@ricocaddo4813

Ай бұрын

@Slayer-7373 thanks brother 🙏 and I will keep u updated on my sobriety.... I'm slowly starting to eat and drink water again...

U stay sober Idk 10days nbd don’t put pressure on u

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Much love Karen

@Kristen10-22

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 am I a “karen?” Oh yikes

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Whoops kristen** idk why it said Karen

@Kristen10-22

Ай бұрын

@@Slayer-7373 it’s all good.. u made me laugh and then I’m like Oh snap am I? Lmao

I was 30 days sober I relapsed lost my job

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

😓sorry to hear this brother. I’ve been there before.

Bro I would love to talk to you. You and I are the same age and have literally the same story in a way. I remember watching sacred serpent and Direlium Dirk before you and LD came around. We've literally walked in the same shoes. Reach out or let me reach out to you bro I'd love to be an interview or at least a contact that can vibe with you

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

I’d love that bro, you’ve been around for a while showing love. I was literally just telling my family today that I want to start doing interviews with my subscribers!! That is 100% coming in the future and I’d love to interview you man. Also if you would like to send me a private message on instagram my username is slayer_youtube_73. Much love bro i appreciate you watching and being part of this community!!! We are now at 1K subscribers!!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

Also sacred serpent and Dirk were the og’s of this. They opened a lot of doors for people to open up about their alcoholism and for that I’ll always be grateful.

Not that i doubt you, slayer but its hard to picture you as a scumbag, tripping over nasty food - lol (chuckling at 3:30am in the morning ...you must still be doing the night shift) , yeah my life is pretty pathetic (but trying to keep alive! . And 4 foot snow...are you in Buffalo? I probably forgot ,could be dirty detroit for all i know. Not making fun of you bro,with all your grease slick hair. Show a pic sometime. When i was really sick my bottom floor was a disaster. Its all cool man. You're fun! Close to 1 year sober! Now back to my scary,,sleep motivativating YT bedtime stories.. good night man!

@Slayer-7373

Ай бұрын

😂 thanks Craig i appreciate that my friend. Also I’m in the Colorado/Nebraska area, we get tons of snow. I will share for sure share some pics that’s a great idea. That is amazing too Craig on the 1 year, congratulations. That’s an absolute accomplishment and you should be proud of yourself. Thanks Craig, take care and good night 🙏