well can you blame the men for being attracted to you? youre a very attractive dude if i do say so myself
@TheDikHeadVegan2 күн бұрын
I have big breast i walked outside many times out side not caring. It’s my body I don’t care how others feel. It’s sad people project soooo hard-.- just do you bro. And I know what you’re talking about haha. They said we choose this life. I made a mistake. I should of choose not to be created the humans on this planet is trash😂
@honchokzeetv156914 сағат бұрын
That part like a to be a human of all things thanks ☺️
@SurTrailDoesAll11 сағат бұрын
@@honchokzeetv1569 all our bodies are beautiful. It helps us navigate this world. Never stop being a free sprit. Don’t let these demonic people bring you down. You are loved and wanted. 🙏🏿
@dianKay0013 күн бұрын
The best thing is knowing your emotions, You would ask yourself ...being embarrassed, where it comes from, is it from inside or other people? Remember when you are being yourself ,walking with love and being love then it's not your work to make people comfortable taking space.
@AnnaGreenMoon11 күн бұрын
I am still figuring out everything, but I can say for sure that I never was cis. I talked about my feelings and experiences with my spouse and therapist because I am so scared to be wrong, I am scared that I am lying to myself, I am scared to see because I was never able to see myself… I don’t know if this even makes sense. And for now, in my area, you can’t transition medically or socially, even when you have a dx for gender dysphoria. It’s really dangerous to be open about that stuff, so, many people hide it… it’s really sad. Thank your for talking about your experience. (Sorry for mistakes, Eng is not my first language)
@Chasbelieves12 күн бұрын
KZeeTV this Is your life! Continue to do what makes you happy. People need to live their own lives and stop trying to live for others. Don't let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are they are not worth your energy
@wavyboy47712 күн бұрын
Don't let nobody disrespect you bro, no matter who they are. They don't have to understand you but they can keep that negativity to themselves
@LifeOnCoach12 күн бұрын
✌🏾
@ohnoimscared370315 күн бұрын
I'm blessed enough to have a few friends and a small support system. But it's there, and because of them, I have shifted my perspective and how I perceive myself and my identity as well. 'Their opinions don't matter' is something I hold onto on the bad days. To reassure myself that "I don't have to be loved by everyone, but to the only people that truly care and love me" is how I get through it all.
@AngelicaSims-ig8sm21 күн бұрын
You would never know you was Trans if you never said anything love your video.well said.
@nikkikilgore981222 күн бұрын
But you have a Adams apple
@yurironoue588824 күн бұрын
I hope that you can always feel gender euphoria! ❤️🩹❤️🩹🙏🏽🙏🏽🧿🧿🪬🪬
@user-py5bn5bw1e26 күн бұрын
I'm praying for you...God loves you more than you never imagine !
@Artemiss_V27 күн бұрын
my man, that's the absolute truth you told us. Let 'em all bite on their tongues for ever making anyone feel not right. Shame on those folk
@PaulKabera29 күн бұрын
It's an honor to share the same planet with you.
@hg3895Ай бұрын
God loves you 🙏🏾 ❤
@ChasbelievesАй бұрын
Kzeetv I'm very proud of you for being you! I'm not trans but I'm in the community. Its good you are being you😊
@thekovasmr4777Ай бұрын
I love listening to you speak bro, from a fellow black trans man, to another, you’re so amazing! Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences and insights fr, keep going bro ❤️🙏
@sebastianburns7202Ай бұрын
Let chat little brother! I promise you're not alone. I feel everything you're going through and I'm here if you want to talk about anything ❤❤ Much love man❤❤
@laurendavisaАй бұрын
Hello 💐 I liked this video very much Keep making more videos like this I love it. By the way, if you pay a little attention to video editing i.e. insert B-roll properly then it will be very easy to understand the topic.
@emilybrownoАй бұрын
Yes, You are right. 🌴
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
Not difficult just takes time most time I don’t feel like editing that’s all tbh 🤣I usually try to make the video perfect the first time
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
I also appreciate the feed back I’ll do better at getting my message through to everyone
@jessicamillerrАй бұрын
No, perhaps this decision should be taken by them only. 🥟
@madisonmartinezzАй бұрын
Look, no matter what people say, I completely agree. Because B-Roll and subtitles are very important in video. 🍩
@lanetterussell3657Ай бұрын
I think transwomen have given your community a bad name
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
I disagree on that one but why do u think that
@rosejackson6708Ай бұрын
Yeah I also disagree with this one
@zvezda470125 күн бұрын
Leave us alone, stop trying to divide us. Sincerely, a trans woman who just wants to live her life in peace
@Armani-879Ай бұрын
4!!
@TheNewgreatlifeАй бұрын
You're so damn handsome! 😍
@DewieWZАй бұрын
I feel embarrassed around friends and family because they are all conservative christians (not the good chrsitan. the bad newly developed type of christian). I am constantly bombarded by the fact that I am trans and I know that I wont be accepted, so I just play myself off as a cishet male.
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
Definitely
@DewieWZАй бұрын
@@honchokzeetv1569 Like if every transphobe/conservative fascist could understand what it feels like to be trans, and to know what it feels like to see something that you hate everytime you look in the mirror, then they might actually start to understand how we feel everytime we wake up. I have been depressed since the age of 12, and have had little to no energy to do anything because of it. I have felt suicidal, but have had friends who supported me along the way. Support is all you need when you're trans. That is the way to protect us. Understanding is what leads us to happier lives.
@DewieWZАй бұрын
When I came out as trans, my mom instantly jumped to the wild questions. Do you want boobs? Do you want a vagina? Do you like boys? Do you want dresses and girly stuff? It made me so uncomfortable because she didnt start with "I accept you for who you are." or "I want to help you, so what can I do to start?" After that interaction, I ran to my room and cried because I felt ashamed of my identity. I have learned to accept it and once I am out of the house, I am going to finally start living my life as myself. If my family wont accept me, then I will just let them go. I am sick and tired of living a lie to make others happy. Your content is amazing and you earned yourself a new sub KZee.
@randarian62013Ай бұрын
Personally, I find it exhausting to be trans. I often wish I could just go back to being cis. Not out of genuine regret over my transition, but because people are telling me that I regret it. Or that I'm a delusional misogynist who's too scared to be who "she" really is. At the end of the day, what you are isn't who you are. Everyone chooses who they want to be. The real you is the you that exists right now. Persevere, sibs. Trans, detrans, non-binary, gnc, are all beautiful things to be. It's all in how you perceive it. Despite it all, it's still you
@DewieWZАй бұрын
Wonderfully said. I agree, sometimes I wish that I wasn't trans because of how close I am with my family. Losing those ties would hurt more than being depressed. I just know that if I don't transition, I will end up dead either way. When I came out, my mom instantly started asking all of the stereotypical questions. Do you want boobs? Do you want dresses? Do you want makeup? Do you want a vagina? Do you like boys? Like it really broke me and made me think she was going to throw me into conversion therapy. If she ever brings up the topic again, I might just tell her that the reason I lied about it just being a "phase" was because of my fear of her resenting me or throwing me into conversion therapy. I'm sure she knows the risks of CT, but if she doesn't, then it could've ended BADLY.
@Ethan-ee8rvАй бұрын
I’m mainly embarrassed at the thought of meeting people who knew me before transition. I’m getting a lot better at being less ashamed of being trans which is good, but there’s always that level of shame I carry.
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
I feel u
@DewieWZАй бұрын
Meeting someone who knew you pre-transition is one challenging feat. It gets awkward when you have to tell them everything. It can honestly ruin relationships and/or friendships. I'm glad that you're learning to not be so ashamed of your identity. Hopefully you can overcome that shame and be happy as yourself. 💖
@Amourbeauty_muaАй бұрын
Yikes 😬
@alantereid8278Ай бұрын
it definitely be second hand embarrassment, a lot of ppl are followers subconsciously so for them to avoid being judged by being around you , they judge you along with the crowd
@DewieWZАй бұрын
Yeah, definitely. One of the worst things to have happened over the last decade is the normalization of transphobia on the media. Conservatives keep saying these incorrect things about trans people, and in the process, they are creating stereotypes that little kids are following. So many trans kids die in school just because they want to live their lives as a person who is comfortable and happy in their own body. But now they will never experience that because they're getting their lives taken from them.
@jeffreythompson9559Ай бұрын
I feel other people are embarrassed cause of me. For example someone may like me but they are to embarrassed to embrace the relationship because of my indentity. I get that feeling from people sometimes.
@DewieWZАй бұрын
Relationships are a brick wall in my opinion. It traps your partners embarrassment and true feelings on one side, but kicks you onto the other side. You don't know how they truly feel because they are always silent. The one couple that gives me hope is Chella Man and MaryV. Chella is a trans man and MaryV is a cis female. MaryV is probably one of the most understanding individuals of this generation. Her and Chella have been together for almost a decade, and the love that they show for each other is amazing. On Chella's channel, they have made a few videos together, and MaryV goes over how to be in a relationship with someone who is transitioning. I feel that even though the videos are old, they can still be beneficial in teaching people how to have genuine relationships with trans people.
@davidg9241Ай бұрын
Thank you I saw the title and I am so glad I watched 😊
@LifeOnCoachАй бұрын
✌🏾
@GiftedYoungOneАй бұрын
I appreciate you sharing your perspective on this cuz that shit be real 🙌🏾 great video
@GiftedYoungOneАй бұрын
I only feel embarrassed when people genuinely believe the stigmas/stereotypes associated with being trans. I think being trans is a beautiful thing but the world tries to make it such an ugly thing. Lowkey it’s 2nd hand embarrassment for ignorant folx and less so of me being embarrassed that this is my path if that makes sense.
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
I feel that too 2nd hand embarrassment I think that’s more of what it is than anything
@DewieWZАй бұрын
I feel this too. Like the media has built up such a bad image of what being trans means, and now the developing generations believe it. They think they are doing the right thing, but they are teaching little kids how to hate everyone. The amount of trans kids being killed in schools in certain states is crazy to me. Idk how someone could live their lives knowing that they just killed a kid trying to be happy and comfortable in their body.
@anuarnazarov7225Ай бұрын
just subscribed to you after watching a couple of your videos. we have very different personalities, but i still related to a lot of what you were saying. as a trans guy myself, i had to go through a lot of self-work and depression and life reevaluation to accept myself (even if it meant stop caring what your family thinks of you), and i can't believe i'm saying this after all these years of suffering and ripping off band-aids, but i'm accepting of this part of me. however, even after all this work, i still sometimes get this feeling of embarrassment (it's really minor to what it used to be, but still), so i get your struggle. thanks for being real and honest
@SylisDaCheesCakeGoatАй бұрын
I told you and this is why I’ll never transition , it gets to become a situation with anxiety when you have to confess that your trans to a lover
@wavyboy477Ай бұрын
Title wild gang
@DewieWZАй бұрын
When I first clicked, I was like "wtf does that mean????" But of course I knew what he actually meant. Sometimes it can be embarrassing because of how family and friend can/do view your identity.
@offendedcitizen4075Ай бұрын
Audio sucks!
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
Thanks for letting me know
@RouVie2001Ай бұрын
I watched a movie i believe was called boys dont cry so that part about people want to hurt you really hits home. Its really sad that people can hurt someone for being who they truly are. Its not our fault that while we were in the womb our brains developed differently than the rest of our bodies. Good vid bro, keep up the grind!
@SkyeIDАй бұрын
I came out as trans 13 years ago. I've been thinking about my gender off and on since 1985! I'm not confused. I know who I am. Transphobes are confused, and deal with their discomfort by saying, "umm, that's not real", "but biology.." or a comment I get a lot on my KZread channel, "you're delusional". I'm sick of it, brotha.
@victorleelewisАй бұрын
yas.
@EdenEliyaАй бұрын
Do you have an instagram?
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
It’s in my bio
@jay_ye11Ай бұрын
Ofc bro!! Your videos are a blessing to us-which means you are too! 🙏🏾🥳
@LifeOnCoachАй бұрын
✌🏾
@umbrellabeautymiracle8649Ай бұрын
Peace and love to you
@umbrellabeautymiracle8649Ай бұрын
You're welcome
@barryledgister4496Ай бұрын
In the UK, I predict the number of people transitioning will plummet, the Health Service will concentrate on detransitioners, and the 1000+ Civil Action law suits against a forcibly closed GID clinic will occur, and LGBT will be banned from schools. Eventually I see this pattern occurring in other countries. And even the people who`ve transitioned; there is no way I see any of them pretending to be the opposite sex for the rest of their lives. The vast majority will detransition.
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
I doubt it it’s a new world buddy 😂there is no going backwards everything is getting easier to access actually & also getting paid for by insurance companies or non profit organizations I see the bright side of it
@honchokzeetv1569Ай бұрын
Maybe for the kids they may take away medically transitions but for adults for sure no way that is your own right to your own body
@dannidevine23252 ай бұрын
I feel you 🤦🏽
@ar452252 ай бұрын
Hey Kzee, i know exactly how you feel and it truly is so hard but what ive learned is accepting it is the best and living life in the most positive way u can is most peaceful for people with our personal stories. It’s okay to reflect and feel on these things cuz it truly does suck but dont let it consume you bc nothing negative is important enough to consume you!!Do not let other people and society make u feel a certain way about yourself cuz ur a beautiful man!! stay strong and like u say keep pushin :)
@pingpittman31062 ай бұрын
That’s not your energy. You have ppl projecting their energy on you. Heal your inner child. Our parents were VERY HIGH RANK MASONS!
@arcangelmaaze78042 ай бұрын
My whole life I been told to change to make others comfortable because I'm making them uncomfortable. Being ftm ain't make life either, but it showed me who was not worth being in my life because they wanted to show me hate.
@robinosborne31772 ай бұрын
I really appreciate your communication. You are very clear in what you map out. To be transgendered is only for the brave. And but I think you have been hurt in all the ways you describe. What I believe in to my core is...souls. how could any loved one stop loving a soul. A body might change. A changed body might bring much more personal authenticity. But a soul is a soul.
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well can you blame the men for being attracted to you? youre a very attractive dude if i do say so myself
I have big breast i walked outside many times out side not caring. It’s my body I don’t care how others feel. It’s sad people project soooo hard-.- just do you bro. And I know what you’re talking about haha. They said we choose this life. I made a mistake. I should of choose not to be created the humans on this planet is trash😂
That part like a to be a human of all things thanks ☺️
@@honchokzeetv1569 all our bodies are beautiful. It helps us navigate this world. Never stop being a free sprit. Don’t let these demonic people bring you down. You are loved and wanted. 🙏🏿
The best thing is knowing your emotions, You would ask yourself ...being embarrassed, where it comes from, is it from inside or other people? Remember when you are being yourself ,walking with love and being love then it's not your work to make people comfortable taking space.
I am still figuring out everything, but I can say for sure that I never was cis. I talked about my feelings and experiences with my spouse and therapist because I am so scared to be wrong, I am scared that I am lying to myself, I am scared to see because I was never able to see myself… I don’t know if this even makes sense. And for now, in my area, you can’t transition medically or socially, even when you have a dx for gender dysphoria. It’s really dangerous to be open about that stuff, so, many people hide it… it’s really sad. Thank your for talking about your experience. (Sorry for mistakes, Eng is not my first language)
KZeeTV this Is your life! Continue to do what makes you happy. People need to live their own lives and stop trying to live for others. Don't let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are they are not worth your energy
Don't let nobody disrespect you bro, no matter who they are. They don't have to understand you but they can keep that negativity to themselves
✌🏾
I'm blessed enough to have a few friends and a small support system. But it's there, and because of them, I have shifted my perspective and how I perceive myself and my identity as well. 'Their opinions don't matter' is something I hold onto on the bad days. To reassure myself that "I don't have to be loved by everyone, but to the only people that truly care and love me" is how I get through it all.
You would never know you was Trans if you never said anything love your video.well said.
But you have a Adams apple
I hope that you can always feel gender euphoria! ❤️🩹❤️🩹🙏🏽🙏🏽🧿🧿🪬🪬
I'm praying for you...God loves you more than you never imagine !
my man, that's the absolute truth you told us. Let 'em all bite on their tongues for ever making anyone feel not right. Shame on those folk
It's an honor to share the same planet with you.
God loves you 🙏🏾 ❤
Kzeetv I'm very proud of you for being you! I'm not trans but I'm in the community. Its good you are being you😊
I love listening to you speak bro, from a fellow black trans man, to another, you’re so amazing! Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences and insights fr, keep going bro ❤️🙏
Let chat little brother! I promise you're not alone. I feel everything you're going through and I'm here if you want to talk about anything ❤❤ Much love man❤❤
Hello 💐 I liked this video very much Keep making more videos like this I love it. By the way, if you pay a little attention to video editing i.e. insert B-roll properly then it will be very easy to understand the topic.
Yes, You are right. 🌴
Not difficult just takes time most time I don’t feel like editing that’s all tbh 🤣I usually try to make the video perfect the first time
I also appreciate the feed back I’ll do better at getting my message through to everyone
No, perhaps this decision should be taken by them only. 🥟
Look, no matter what people say, I completely agree. Because B-Roll and subtitles are very important in video. 🍩
I think transwomen have given your community a bad name
I disagree on that one but why do u think that
Yeah I also disagree with this one
Leave us alone, stop trying to divide us. Sincerely, a trans woman who just wants to live her life in peace
4!!
You're so damn handsome! 😍
I feel embarrassed around friends and family because they are all conservative christians (not the good chrsitan. the bad newly developed type of christian). I am constantly bombarded by the fact that I am trans and I know that I wont be accepted, so I just play myself off as a cishet male.
Definitely
@@honchokzeetv1569 Like if every transphobe/conservative fascist could understand what it feels like to be trans, and to know what it feels like to see something that you hate everytime you look in the mirror, then they might actually start to understand how we feel everytime we wake up. I have been depressed since the age of 12, and have had little to no energy to do anything because of it. I have felt suicidal, but have had friends who supported me along the way. Support is all you need when you're trans. That is the way to protect us. Understanding is what leads us to happier lives.
When I came out as trans, my mom instantly jumped to the wild questions. Do you want boobs? Do you want a vagina? Do you like boys? Do you want dresses and girly stuff? It made me so uncomfortable because she didnt start with "I accept you for who you are." or "I want to help you, so what can I do to start?" After that interaction, I ran to my room and cried because I felt ashamed of my identity. I have learned to accept it and once I am out of the house, I am going to finally start living my life as myself. If my family wont accept me, then I will just let them go. I am sick and tired of living a lie to make others happy. Your content is amazing and you earned yourself a new sub KZee.
Personally, I find it exhausting to be trans. I often wish I could just go back to being cis. Not out of genuine regret over my transition, but because people are telling me that I regret it. Or that I'm a delusional misogynist who's too scared to be who "she" really is. At the end of the day, what you are isn't who you are. Everyone chooses who they want to be. The real you is the you that exists right now. Persevere, sibs. Trans, detrans, non-binary, gnc, are all beautiful things to be. It's all in how you perceive it. Despite it all, it's still you
Wonderfully said. I agree, sometimes I wish that I wasn't trans because of how close I am with my family. Losing those ties would hurt more than being depressed. I just know that if I don't transition, I will end up dead either way. When I came out, my mom instantly started asking all of the stereotypical questions. Do you want boobs? Do you want dresses? Do you want makeup? Do you want a vagina? Do you like boys? Like it really broke me and made me think she was going to throw me into conversion therapy. If she ever brings up the topic again, I might just tell her that the reason I lied about it just being a "phase" was because of my fear of her resenting me or throwing me into conversion therapy. I'm sure she knows the risks of CT, but if she doesn't, then it could've ended BADLY.
I’m mainly embarrassed at the thought of meeting people who knew me before transition. I’m getting a lot better at being less ashamed of being trans which is good, but there’s always that level of shame I carry.
I feel u
Meeting someone who knew you pre-transition is one challenging feat. It gets awkward when you have to tell them everything. It can honestly ruin relationships and/or friendships. I'm glad that you're learning to not be so ashamed of your identity. Hopefully you can overcome that shame and be happy as yourself. 💖
Yikes 😬
it definitely be second hand embarrassment, a lot of ppl are followers subconsciously so for them to avoid being judged by being around you , they judge you along with the crowd
Yeah, definitely. One of the worst things to have happened over the last decade is the normalization of transphobia on the media. Conservatives keep saying these incorrect things about trans people, and in the process, they are creating stereotypes that little kids are following. So many trans kids die in school just because they want to live their lives as a person who is comfortable and happy in their own body. But now they will never experience that because they're getting their lives taken from them.
I feel other people are embarrassed cause of me. For example someone may like me but they are to embarrassed to embrace the relationship because of my indentity. I get that feeling from people sometimes.
Relationships are a brick wall in my opinion. It traps your partners embarrassment and true feelings on one side, but kicks you onto the other side. You don't know how they truly feel because they are always silent. The one couple that gives me hope is Chella Man and MaryV. Chella is a trans man and MaryV is a cis female. MaryV is probably one of the most understanding individuals of this generation. Her and Chella have been together for almost a decade, and the love that they show for each other is amazing. On Chella's channel, they have made a few videos together, and MaryV goes over how to be in a relationship with someone who is transitioning. I feel that even though the videos are old, they can still be beneficial in teaching people how to have genuine relationships with trans people.
Thank you I saw the title and I am so glad I watched 😊
✌🏾
I appreciate you sharing your perspective on this cuz that shit be real 🙌🏾 great video
I only feel embarrassed when people genuinely believe the stigmas/stereotypes associated with being trans. I think being trans is a beautiful thing but the world tries to make it such an ugly thing. Lowkey it’s 2nd hand embarrassment for ignorant folx and less so of me being embarrassed that this is my path if that makes sense.
I feel that too 2nd hand embarrassment I think that’s more of what it is than anything
I feel this too. Like the media has built up such a bad image of what being trans means, and now the developing generations believe it. They think they are doing the right thing, but they are teaching little kids how to hate everyone. The amount of trans kids being killed in schools in certain states is crazy to me. Idk how someone could live their lives knowing that they just killed a kid trying to be happy and comfortable in their body.
just subscribed to you after watching a couple of your videos. we have very different personalities, but i still related to a lot of what you were saying. as a trans guy myself, i had to go through a lot of self-work and depression and life reevaluation to accept myself (even if it meant stop caring what your family thinks of you), and i can't believe i'm saying this after all these years of suffering and ripping off band-aids, but i'm accepting of this part of me. however, even after all this work, i still sometimes get this feeling of embarrassment (it's really minor to what it used to be, but still), so i get your struggle. thanks for being real and honest
I told you and this is why I’ll never transition , it gets to become a situation with anxiety when you have to confess that your trans to a lover
Title wild gang
When I first clicked, I was like "wtf does that mean????" But of course I knew what he actually meant. Sometimes it can be embarrassing because of how family and friend can/do view your identity.
Audio sucks!
Thanks for letting me know
I watched a movie i believe was called boys dont cry so that part about people want to hurt you really hits home. Its really sad that people can hurt someone for being who they truly are. Its not our fault that while we were in the womb our brains developed differently than the rest of our bodies. Good vid bro, keep up the grind!
I came out as trans 13 years ago. I've been thinking about my gender off and on since 1985! I'm not confused. I know who I am. Transphobes are confused, and deal with their discomfort by saying, "umm, that's not real", "but biology.." or a comment I get a lot on my KZread channel, "you're delusional". I'm sick of it, brotha.
yas.
Do you have an instagram?
It’s in my bio
Ofc bro!! Your videos are a blessing to us-which means you are too! 🙏🏾🥳
✌🏾
Peace and love to you
You're welcome
In the UK, I predict the number of people transitioning will plummet, the Health Service will concentrate on detransitioners, and the 1000+ Civil Action law suits against a forcibly closed GID clinic will occur, and LGBT will be banned from schools. Eventually I see this pattern occurring in other countries. And even the people who`ve transitioned; there is no way I see any of them pretending to be the opposite sex for the rest of their lives. The vast majority will detransition.
I doubt it it’s a new world buddy 😂there is no going backwards everything is getting easier to access actually & also getting paid for by insurance companies or non profit organizations I see the bright side of it
Maybe for the kids they may take away medically transitions but for adults for sure no way that is your own right to your own body
I feel you 🤦🏽
Hey Kzee, i know exactly how you feel and it truly is so hard but what ive learned is accepting it is the best and living life in the most positive way u can is most peaceful for people with our personal stories. It’s okay to reflect and feel on these things cuz it truly does suck but dont let it consume you bc nothing negative is important enough to consume you!!Do not let other people and society make u feel a certain way about yourself cuz ur a beautiful man!! stay strong and like u say keep pushin :)
That’s not your energy. You have ppl projecting their energy on you. Heal your inner child. Our parents were VERY HIGH RANK MASONS!
My whole life I been told to change to make others comfortable because I'm making them uncomfortable. Being ftm ain't make life either, but it showed me who was not worth being in my life because they wanted to show me hate.
I really appreciate your communication. You are very clear in what you map out. To be transgendered is only for the brave. And but I think you have been hurt in all the ways you describe. What I believe in to my core is...souls. how could any loved one stop loving a soul. A body might change. A changed body might bring much more personal authenticity. But a soul is a soul.