I am autistic and have DID. I just wanted to say your video on inner world has helped explain things a lot easier for me. For us, it’s a call center environment (since that’s what we know) and everything works just like call center oh fun. So if one of us wants to be fronting, there has to be an intentional “interaction transfer” or sometimes not so intentional

"logic doesn't always get a say" This is something that I find hardest to deal with when dealing with my mental health. Trying to explain to someone that I understand the logical side that should make my anxiety /depression go away, but it doesn't work like that can be difficult. Sometimes the brain just does what it wants and feels what it feels and you cannot just logic it away. It is really interesting to hear about the inner world and the complexity of it. While it is obviously the norm for your system, most people will never experience or understand it so having this more personal explanation is amazing, thank you :)

@catfish1616

5 жыл бұрын

I get where your coming from there.

@TheFox517

5 жыл бұрын

So true. I know most people are propably nice-ish and wouldn't hurt me. I also know that chest pains don't have to be heart attacks, especially if your ribs are all weird. I still have social anxiety and anxiety in general though.

Somebody should make a game all about your island. I'm sure many of us would love to explore it.

Our inner world is an absolutely beautiful world filled with magic. We haven’t built homes for ourselves yet, so each night we choose where we want to sleep within the areas that we have access to. I think we should build homes, but I like camping out a lot. There are so many stars and the moon is always super bright it’s really beautiful.

I feel like my alters are still in the dark place, I can’t reach them very well. Idk what to do to get them out of there and be more willing to talk about their feelings. My Trigger alter is the protective alter. He makes therapy hard.

I saw the red shirt and I squealed! Glad to see ya Daniel ☺️

Your inner world is so interesting. We have 7 to 10 alters depending on want that come out and front for the body depending on the given situation. That may seem like a lot but at this time we have over 40 alters and fractures combined. All of them have access to our inner world and have access to the "dorm" common areas and have their own bedrooms. Four of our female adult alters are all in a relationship with our Partner so they have to share time out to be in their relationships. Almost all of our alters except Gabe and Gate are restricted from the lower or catacombs where all of our trauma memories are held. Our protectors have full access to our front/welcome area and inner world but not the catacombs. They have to be allowed to go behind the black door to the non-fronting alters. We find it surprising that Wyn isn't comfortable with or have more access to the inner world. Each system is so different, we are enjoying learning about all the individualized systems and channels, thank you again.

Those finger guns at the end made me laugh! Sometimes I feel like the only one who does finger guns anymore. Glad to know other dorks still exist

Since the first video that described the inner world having a beach, and a bonfire and its set on an island, I kept thinking Kingdom Hearts playstation game island. But now I'm picturing Moana island. Thanks Daniel for taking the time to explain and give more information on how it works.

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

Kindgom Hearts is great! I might actually use that to help describe our island being it's own isolated world now. If I remember correctly, that's sort of the way it works in the game, too, right? -Daniel

@mnickrowe

6 жыл бұрын

I believe so. When you first start the Kingdom Hearts game, the very first one that came out, you start the game on isolated island (which you later find out in Kingdom Hearts 2 its not very far from a town). But from the drawing you showed, it seems like the island in the movie Moana fits much better?

@enigmaticrose4

6 жыл бұрын

It makes me think a bit of Hetalia. They have these beach scenes that don't line up with whatever the storyline is. Where all the characters are just hanging out and relaxing. Being themselves, away from everything else.

We also have an island, but with a Giant tree that acts as home base. The odd part for our system is that our inner world is extremely violent, to the extent that is a source of new trauma.

Your video gave Grayce the idea of starting to explore what our home looks like. Our surface people had no idea about many of the structures that exist here. Thank you, Daniel

I could listen to Daniel for hours. He is my favourite entropy system alter and I wish I could befriend him, hang out with him and talk about everything and nothing...

This makes coconciousness much easier to understand because I can visualize it better. When you mentioned the goal for your system is to integrate, I randomly started wondering if people's individual preferences and personalities change the host's personality or preferences once integrated. I don't know if this has been answered before. Like if Wyn were the last person left after integration, would she act different or like different things than she does now based on her integrated alters? Some examples would be food preferences, shyness, hand writing.

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

My therapist spoke of a client who had completely integrated her system. Apparently afterward she could see “remnants” of the others in her everyday behavior. They had all truly become one, and no one really disappeared. -Wyn

@cottoncandyfriends8933

6 жыл бұрын

The Entropy System Wyn I understand that inrgration is not killing the alters off one by one and the host is left ALONE all by herself again. Do you agree. Isn't it the collaboration of all? I hope I have asked the question with clarity. TY for your reply!!! Jessie

I have borderline personality disorder and I’m a maladaptive daydreamer and I thought my brain exhausting.... Kudos to you guys! Do you allget tired of maintaining such a complex such a complex and detailed inner world?

I love hearing about everyones inner worlds!!! :) I find it so interesting how they are all so different but sometimes can have small similarities. :) Like we have a kinda mirror window type situation too, except it's not in the sky it's at the end of our community room and it's kinda like... You know on Greys Anatomy there's times where the doctors can sit upstairs and watch the operation theatre room? It's a bit like that. :) - Jaylah

Ok first off, really interesting video! Second, THAT TOTORO PILLOW IN THE BACKGROUND THOUGH! AHH! I love how nerdy some of you are! It makes me so happy 😄

Thank you for sharing about your inner world Daniel 😊 So glad it is a safe place for you all! :-)

Daniel seems like the most genuine guy ever. What a sweetie 💕

This is so interesting to watch. It's almost like something from a sci-fi novel. Thank you for making this video though, it really helped me understand more about DID and where the alters actually go. :>

This is very helpful, me and my system are working on an inner world there’s a lot of good ideas here :)

Sounds like a lovely peaceful inner world, Daniel 😍 I'm glad you all finally have a place where u can live and feel safe ❤️

Thank you! The safe place for all of us to see what's going on is quite white calm. It where you can go one at a time. (If Tina's not there) If want there's a large window if you look through an down your able to see an hear if you want what going on. Plus, Tina goes there a lot to pull away safely. We don't go there when she is. Sometimes she watches what's happen. But, most time she doesn't that was awesome thanks!

Our inner world is a two story Semi Modern house with a couch (our favorite spot) and other furniture.

Hi! This is my first time exploring what DID is actually like for people and this is so interesting. It’s really opening my eyes to a new way of thinking. Thanks Daniel for sharing this system!

I loved when you said that logic doesn't always get a say. I've been struggling to accept that in my own life, especially recently. I like to think of myself as a pretty logical person, but sometimes things will register logically and not emotionally like I think they should. Thanks for the video! Every single one is so insightful and inspiring :)

The inner world seems a lot like a mind palace, actually.

the Island looks so pretty! i wish that i could see Mistletoe's Garden. it sounds beautiful

this is BEYOND interesting! thank you so much! you explained it so well and i love learning more! hello to everyone in the system :)

I remember one of you saying that communicating with Wyn is very vague and difficult. Does that mean that she learns some of this stuff from these videos?

@TheEntropySystem

6 жыл бұрын

The amount that I've learned from making this channel over the past few months is practically as much as I've learned on my own the entire past year. In addition to being fun, it's incredibly helpful for me! -Wyn

@KeifersIsAwesome

6 жыл бұрын

The Entropy System How come Wyn cant leave the beach?

@KeifersIsAwesome

6 жыл бұрын

The Entropy System How come Wyn cant leave the beach?

I've found it very soothing lately to watch your videos, I have a few interesting mental adaptments to childhood trauma and I have enjoyed very much to watch you all and to see you help each other and take care of each other and it is helping me to be more kind to myself and not act out as much and be hurtful to myself. I've been able to (with the help of therepy) to treat myself as if I were someone else and have compassion for myself and care for myself in ways I couldn't before and you guys are a huge reason I've been growing in that way. I love you all, whoever gets to read this, let the others know I appreciate all of you. ❤

I just recently discovered your channel and learning about DID. I am watching in chronological order from the first vide, I don't know how long it's gonna take me to be up to date lol This is facinating and you guys are making an awesome job, I love how you are all participating and being honest. You definitely are helping a lot of people who have DID but also other people to have an opened mind.

@TheEntropySystem

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much! I hope you continue to enjoy our videos 🥰

its like a whole nother plane of existence that can view into our world via a host body. whoa.

I really enjoyed this video. I found y'alls channel a few weeks ago and I have since devoured every video that you guys have posted thus far. The insight that y'all have given your viewers and subscribers on DID has given me a true perspective of what it's like to live with alters. I appreciate the openness in which each of the alters speak. Thank each of you so much for giving us a peek into your life.

Thank YOU, Daniel!! I just learned about a very very special island =) Love & support from Hong Kong

That's really cool I like how in your world everyone can really do and make their own thing. In our inner world the only person that can move things is our main protector

I have no idea what my inner world is like.

Q!! If any of the headmates wanted to pick up a new skill, such as building or acrobats or something.. Could they? And would you have the new found skills while occupying the body? I am hooked. You guys are my mates and i would love to meet individuals as unique and precious as you all. Sending positive vibes to Wyn and headmates x

I think fog or an empty space with no lights could describe our inner space for now. My alters don’t know each other and they don’t want to be seen. I’ve never been happy in my life so it’s really hard to picture a place where my alters would feel that way. My alters are human like but the charcteristics arent clear, expect for the child. I have a mommy character but I have no idea what she looks like. It’s sad cuz I’d really like to get to know her and know what she looked like. I just know she is safe and trustworthy, but she is still a little distant, just like she would be insecure and ashamed of herself.

I’ve been watching all of your videos from the first one and they’re all really cool!! What little bit I knew about DID was very inaccurate so it’s cool to be informed about it. All of you guys seem really nice and passionate about educating the public about DID! I wish you guys luck in that and thank you for being brave enough to share your experiences!

Wyn, Do you remember the first time you went inside the headspace? What were you thinking when you saw the island? Were you scared? Were your headmates suprised you were inside with them? Did they already know who you were?

Ours is just a void with no visible ground, a couch, a big screen in feont of fhe couch, a tiny tiny shed where two of our altars chill, and a huge steam train ahahha... we're still figuring out shit.

You guys are awesome. Daniel, I love how humble and genuine you are, what's your favorite band? Lito, I love your appreciation for the importance of the present and living life fully and thankfully. Kit, your self-confidence is inspiring and you seem like a great deal of fun. KimKim, I think you have the greatest smile because it comes from a place of sincerity rather than out of a sense of obligation.

Daniel, you are adorable. I enjoy all of the channel videos but when you're featuring in one, I get so happy. You seem like a pretty cool dude 😎 but also seem so kind and loving

For something so personal, you explain it so clearly that it’s easy to relate with what you’re explaining. Which is really cool because like I said it’s so personal to you and the system. I really appreciate that you share this and all the stuff the other videos cover. You are all so wonderful. I appreciate the work you all put into your videos! I hope someday you explain a little bit about Johnathan, Jacob, and josh. I was wondering what they think about your KZread videos.

Thanks for this, everyone.

0:50 omg i thought this horrific void experience where i couldnt talk to my alters WAS our inner world and it was terrifying i didnt know i could make stuff 🥺 - GB

I don't have this disorder myself but have been curious about it for a few weeks now. I have a few questions if any of you would want to answer them. (I'm sorry if any are insensitive at all, I don't mean to be!) - Do any of you dream often? If so what is dreaming like with DID? Does the disorder affect it at all? - I know you (Daniel) described how it worked and what it looked like in the video, but what's it like having an inner world? Does it feel just as real as the physical one? - So DID can only be developed during childhood, but is that also the case for OSDD? - Do you guys ever poke fun at each other? Also, I really loved your DID in the movies videos. If I can make a suggestion, I think reviewing the portrayal of Mike in Total Drama Revenge of the Island and Total Drama All Stars would be interesting. It's not the best representation as far as from what I've watched and read, but it would still be an interesting watch.

I talk about your channel to my friends and family a lot, my opinion in general is you are really helpful to make people understand how it really works!

oooooh thank you for making this video, Daniel! i love hearing about other people's inner worlds and we will soon be making our own video about our inner world to put up on our channel (which we are nervously considering going public with, eep!) thank you for sharing! inner world stuff can be so personal and intimate that it is a really vulnerable thing to share with outsiders. thank you for trusting us enough to share your inner world!

Thanks for sharing and explaining, I've only recently learned about inner worlds. I know some people with DID already have an inner world and always have, but if you don't then how do you go about creating one? I'd really appreciate if someone could help me with this. Thanks in advance 🙂

Daniel thank you so much for this video! You’re truly an amazing person and I’m so happy whenever you’re on camera. (Love all the alters I’ve seen on screen!) I love that kindness and altruism seem to be so important to you because I value those traits a lot!

This inner world sounds cool

This is so amazing!

I just discovered your channel and I've been obsessively watching video after video getting to know how your system works and all the alters. Its so fascinating to me to see how everything works, keep making videos, they're awesome! XD

You do a really good job at explaining things😁 great insight😊

Im so thankfull for your videos, they help me understand D.I.D a lot, what is important for me because one of my friend has it and sometimes its really hard to imagine what its like, i really appreciate your videos, keep going

Thank you for making this. It's fascinating to learn about a system's inner world.

Absolutely amazing! I'm so glad you decided to share with us thank you! 😄

Thank you Daniel! It's really interesting to learn about your life or lives. Your drawing of the island was so cool!! I'm glad to know what it's like there 😱

Hey guys!! So i just wanted to say how much i love hearing/learning more about DID! I LOVE YOUR CONTENT SO MUCH. Anyway i also really love that your system is so relatable to so many relevant movies because then its a lot easier to picture! I love yall!!💕💕💕

thanks for the insight into your inner world!

Thank you for sharing this with us, we love hearing about other inside worlds, hearing about the similarities and differences with our inner world! Great video👍💜

Thanks for your video! It was really interesting and well described how your inner world looks and works :)

I love how you guys meet up at a fireplace and talk. that is so sweet.

You guys are great! Love watching the content! Ps. Daniel is kinda my fave rn😝

This was so helpful. We often struggle with our inner world.

Wow I just found your Channel today and after watching a few videos I decided to Subscribe! All of you are so interesting. To be honest I've never known anyone with DID so this is a learning experience for me. I'm loving all of your videos (at least ones I've seen so far lol) I hope you continue to make more in the future. :)

you guys are so interesting! I just started watching your videos a couple of days ago, and I am truly enjoying them! you have such a beautiful way of explaining everything, its really awesome hearing you talk... I know how hard relationships in the outside world are, so its refreshing to see how you guys manage to keep connected and live together even tho your personalities are so different!... I'm sure its a challenge but you're doing amazing! keep doing what you're doing, keep us posted and I wish you happiness :) I'm totally gonna keep watching your vids, thank you for helping us understand....... The knowledge you impart, is not only useful with ppl with this disorder; it helps in life in general!! I may not have such separate and distinct personalities in me, but I sure as hell understand because in part it feels that way.... like the 'me' from the past has a different personality than 'me' now, so she still influences my decisions of today, even tho I'm not who I used to be, does that make sense?? so in a way we ALL have little fractions of ourselves all over the place, with all the good things and bad things that have happend to us in the past, influencing the way we are today... so the way you explain your world helps me understand my world and other people's world too... its really interesting! (btw I'm not trying to say I experience the same thing as you and I'm not trying to simplify it, there's just so much to say its difficult to cram it all up in one post)

I love how you have that island that you feel safe in, my system lives in a house that has a revolving blackboard, a communal area, multiple bathrooms and many bedrooms, im the host and i have 10 alters that i know of currently, ranging from babies to 75 odd years old...

So neat to learn about. Daniel is incredibly well-spoken

Thank you for making this video! I find inner worlds extremely interesting. I would love an updated inner world video since Ed and Os have created the city! The city sounds really cool!

Thank you for sharing!

I have recently found you channel. I'm so glad to see that you manage to cope with this "diagnostic" and make the best out of it. I am truly inspired. I also want to share that after studding a few individuals and systems (George Gurdjieff, Bill Plotkin, Hal and Sidra Stone, Jane Roberts...just to name a few) that talk about the many "I's", or sub personalities that live inside of a a person; It has always been a questions in the back of my mind, aren't diagnosed people with D.I.D only more "aware" of their inner world and of their parts that make the Ego? And maybe the rest of us "normal", would have a lot to learn from such people. Because, apparently we all have such parts, some of them integrated, some of them rebelled, some of them hidden, and so forth - but we just treat them all as one I. This is why, I believe, shamanic journeying makes so much sense in these cases, because one can go and integrate parts/memories etc in safe manner, and also realize some extent of his/her inner world. Anyway, thank you for sharing your stories.

I found this incredibly interesting. I could relate to a lot of what you were talking about in comparison to my own system. We have a series of floating islands that are all in a sort sphere of sorts. Outside of the sphere is what we call the void which is much like what you were talking about with the dark place. I'm always curious to hear about other inner worlds, thanks for sharing!

Your guy's inner world is so cool. I'm still trying to find out if i have some more symptoms of DID. So far, my memories are a little jumbled sometimes, and im trying to find out if i dissociate and if i experience derealization. So far I'm getting no where with it because google doesnt answer or explain everything. I'm hoping to get a diagnosis or at least therapy from a perfessional in the future at some point.

I hope you guys have a crazy chicken and pig

This video is so cool and fascinating. I hope to see more like this :)

This is like the fourth vid I've watched of you guys and as soon as you've started talking i was like... Is this Daniel And omg it is Daniel, he's so likeable.

@moonkookie1505

5 жыл бұрын

I guess cause he's close to my age so is relatable in a way

I do not personally have a system or DID, but I have found your videos amazing! Keep making them. I love watching!! 😊

Your inner world sound's fascinating. Thanks so much for sharing! I don't have DID and Im not sure if this has been addressed before (I'm currently making my way through all your videos) but Can ask how the island came to exist in its current state? What I mean is, have some alters always lived on the island and visited each other there or was the island created later to give you guys a place to live/communicate etc and there was a point when it wasn't so....concrete ? Also you mentioned that you guys adapt/change the island (e.g. the hiking trail); how does that work? If someone wanted a new building for some reason, could they sort of will it into being or do changes just happen and you discover them? Can anyone living there make changes? Thanks

Your island sounds like a great place to hang out!

Very interesting!! Lots of love to you an all the beautiful persons in your world.

Thank you for being brave and open❣✌💖

I just found your videos. I have to say that I’m new to this and I don’t really understand it so much, but I’m so glad that you are so willing to be open and teach. You all seem like wonderful people and I can’t wait to follow your journey and see how your lives unfold with each other. I’d love for you to post a video with Wynn’s husband as well. I think it would be neat to see how he relates to some of you, Wynn included. Don’t know if he is comfortable with that...just a thought. 😊

i love hearing about inner worlds, and your explanation was one of my favorites. i'd be interested in hearing how vivid this is for the individuals in your system? for us, our inner world is very hazy and ephemeral. some things will be very physical and detailed, but other things - like our faces and the walls - are blurry, like an out of focus picture. sometimes things are flat like a cartoon, and sometimes things are realistic. is there a place where you (or anyone) go more in depth on the technicalities like this?

Wow, your inner world is fascinating! Completely unrelated... Daniel, I really like your laugh! 😀

love you daniel! good vid

Awesome explanation. thanks for sharing something so private. The island sounds nice. Although I bizarrely feel defensive of Daniel and want Jonathan to give him more access lol :)

Lowkey in love with Daniel

for some reason I'm having trouble thinking how this is real. I'm not say it's not, I'm saying I can't understand it. I can't get my head around it. It sounds so scary.

I love your totoro pillow, daniel!

I freaking love Daniel! He's my favorite

I just want to be Daniels friend. He seems so sweet.

i love it

The island reminds me of "the great barrier reef" ? world from Ty The Tasmanian Tiger 2 for PS2. The picture sketch is almost identical lol 😁

I’d like to have an inner world, but there is no space that I imagine could feel safe. I remember doing an excercise like this with my therapist, but it’s still different cuz it wasn’t about dissociation. She told me to involve people that I feel safe around in the ”bubble”. I want to move on in my life and move physically in a place where I feel safe, it’s under work rn, would be so happy if it happened. Maybe then I could slowly start to understand my psychology more once I’d feel safe. Sadly I’d have to stop going to therapy but atleast I’d have safe people around me which I don’t have now. I realy hope my plan works so I can attend therapy for one more yesr and then move away into a better place. I don’t feel good here. I wish I didn’t have to go trough another winter alone, it’s the worst. The darkness reminds me of my childhood and the events around it.

You are really awesome and my favorite 😁

That world sounds so wonderfull...

Hey :-) Hope you are having an awesome day. You just helped my exam day be a bit better :-)

Daniel! I've just found this channel and I have to say of all the alters you seem just so cool and like you'd be a great friend. No shade to Wyn or any of the other alters though.