Figuring out we're a system - Dissociative identity disorder

Luca (tried to) make a video discussing how we figured out we're a system and speaks about coming to terms with a DID diagnosis.
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  • @Isaac-ep5ew
    @Isaac-ep5ew4 жыл бұрын

    "Denial Identity Disorder" big mood 😂 We're definitely in your club

  • @kalaidescopedid8858
    @kalaidescopedid88584 жыл бұрын

    Thank you! Yes, we are in the Denial Identity Disorder club too!🙃💕

  • @lbfaith
    @lbfaith3 жыл бұрын

    Same!!!! I’m not the only one who can’t remember ANYTHING before a certain age? (Well bits I do)

  • @vickivigar449
    @vickivigar4494 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, I'm new to this at 50 & denial/relief roller coaster is hard❣

  • @austiiee1953
    @austiiee19534 жыл бұрын

    I really really appreciate you sharing your story with us all 😁 - austin

  • @xorinoa
    @xorinoa4 жыл бұрын

    Yes...This is a thing we feel deeply. We also have the weird backwards thing of...I'm not the one that identifies with the body, but I had kinda taken over as host for a big chunk of time. And I deal with the most denial about being a part of a system. So that's fun... - Aiden

  • @8andnothing
    @8andnothing

    This is so helpful. So glad to have found your channel.

  • @utuelias
    @utuelias

    Lol yes @ the denial thing.

  • @listentotheechoes7677
    @listentotheechoes76774 жыл бұрын

    Im not diagnosed but i suspect that i may have osdd-1b. I know the changes ive experienced the dissociation but ... even when ive came to terms to myself, when telling people i care about about my headmayes, it sound like im making up bullshit. And it eats me up inside. So watching this vid definitely make me feel more at ease with myself

  • @Dragonparadise
    @Dragonparadise4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing this!!! Our host didn't know until recently that he was part of a system. I know that he still struggles with it every day!

  • @kurshay8291
    @kurshay82913 жыл бұрын

    I'm curious and going to talk to my psychiatrist.. I am diagnosed with ptsd, skitzoeffective anxiety & depression.. but today I had a little bit of a moment . I realize I introduce myself with 2 different but similar names and also say things like we when talking .. I am constantly in conflict with my thoughts. I feel like I don't own all of them or I see things in different perspectives and I sort of noticed I can link them to each name so I started writing them down today .. I was in denial about skitzoeffective diagnosis for a few years untill one day it clicked for me while in his office, partly bc my mom said no way. I thought I was making it up and he miss diagnosed me. But I've also read about facetious disorder so I don't want to assume I have anything ever. But I know what I used to like being younger and what I some times like but I have no idea who I actually am bc it changes. I also look in the mirror and can't see myself if that makes sense.. I feel like a blank slate ! Hope the best for you! Thank you for sharing . I hope I can find myself.

  • @hippocampus243
    @hippocampus243

    I have a subsystem still going through " wtf do u mean im an alter why u lyin???" 1+ years post diagnosis 😂

  • @Vienna.xxx.
    @Vienna.xxx.2 жыл бұрын

    This helps! I have had 2 friends come to me and asking if i’m a system (1 of which has D.I.D) and i’m really confused but today i woke up at 5pm with a ton of bruises and etc but it’s driving me insane there are no voices and no track of anything, there is no communication anywhere it’s…confusing.

  • @trasanbasan
    @trasanbasan4 жыл бұрын

    You are so brave! Keep it up yall ❤️ good work

  • @scarlettdreams.official
    @scarlettdreams.official Жыл бұрын

    I am denying it every day 😢 wish I could just not have the denial. I almost feel like I can deal with anything else!

  • @AmplexusSystem
    @AmplexusSystem4 жыл бұрын

    Very excited to see more of your videos! Thanks for the great content! 😊👌🏽

  • @voliet6482
    @voliet64824 жыл бұрын

    I'm so curious about this beautifully complicated coping mechanism the brain is capable of. It's still very hard to wrap my mind around it as I've not experienced it, but I think your brain has come up with a beautiful way of saving itself. Wish I could even come up with the questions to ask to help me put myself in your shoes better, but I can't even articulate it, just know that I'm trying to empathize and I think you are doing great

  • @user-lm1np7hm5k
    @user-lm1np7hm5k28 күн бұрын

    Just found out system pride is a thing! :D cheers to all the systems out there!❤black orange white!

  • @AUnicorn666
    @AUnicorn6664 жыл бұрын

    I do the same thing with thinking I'm faking! I'm glad it isnt just me.

  • @whoknows4001
    @whoknows40013 жыл бұрын

    I think I might have D.I.D. but I don't have complete amnesia, I just have foggy memory gaps where i can still recall slight memories