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  • @jenniferbrown8305
    @jenniferbrown83053 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry to hear of your losses, Sundai. You bring me a lot of joy, so I'm sending that back to you!

  • @primarinaprincess
    @primarinaprincess3 ай бұрын

    Sorry to hear about your Father and Douglas. 😟 Praying for you and your family in this hard time, take the time you need for yourself. We understand completely, this is not easy. But God will get you through this, I know He will. Love ya sis in Christ.

  • @Lyrico170
    @Lyrico1703 ай бұрын

    Just wanted to say I love watching your videos EVERY WEEK. Not only that but I think it’s amazing how you can juggle so many things at once. You have inspired me as a black girl to not be scared and open a channel. Tnx for being a role model !!!!❤

  • @SundaiLove

    @SundaiLove

    3 ай бұрын

    🥹 thank you love

  • @no-xz1vw

    @no-xz1vw

    3 ай бұрын

    yes guuurl go for it!!!

  • @moriahkirk1991
    @moriahkirk19913 ай бұрын

    I’m so so sorry. Sending all of my love during this horrible time. Grief is such a difficult emotion to navigate. It gets a little better with time but nothing will ever fill the void it creates.

  • @tumeliasmiles
    @tumeliasmiles3 ай бұрын

    I remember when my dad passed away. He was my whole world. My heart goes out to you boo. I know it won’t be easy but I hope you to get the time you need to grieve in whatever way you need to. Sending all my love 💌

  • @SBJ84
    @SBJ843 ай бұрын

    The end brought up a lot or emotions and was hard for me to watch as I was living hundreds of miles from home when I lost my dad too. I admire your strength and courage in sharing this with us and wish you well, my condolences to you and your family.

  • @carlottadomenica2680
    @carlottadomenica26803 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for your loss. Sundai you will find that moment of peace and tranquility, but it takes "TIME". I lost my mother at the age of 24, today I am 50 and it is a journey that only a person who has lived it can understand and each route is different from another. I wish you clarity and a clear and pure heart to find that path you have begun to travel. With all my love, I wish you strength, which you already know you have!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @daliaflanders6598
    @daliaflanders65983 ай бұрын

    My deepest condolences on the loss of your Dad and Douglas. My heart goes out to you and your family and may God strengthen you and give you peace in this moment in time. I couldn't help shed tears because the hurt from loss is almost unexplainable. Shalom to you and yours Sundai...

  • @kimbyts9045
    @kimbyts90453 ай бұрын

    My heart goes out to you. I lost my dad in 07 and i still cry about it every 9ncw in awhile especially around Father's day but i swear to you it does get easier. I still talk to him and my mom everyday because i can still feel them around me. Remember, he's never leaves your heart so he's always with you.

  • @rasham.1174
    @rasham.11743 ай бұрын

    Sending love from Cali... You will find your joy and your peace again some day. But, for now, it's ok to not be ok. I'm glad you have a great support system with your family and friends. When you are ready, and your heartache doesn't hit quite as hard, feel free to speak to him. I speak to both my parents whenever I miss them. And when I do I feel their energy all around me, guiding me through all things, from whatever plane of existence they may be on. Energy never dies; it simply transitions from one space to the next. 💕

  • @thatkpoptalk
    @thatkpoptalk3 ай бұрын

    Sunday. You may or may not ever read this. But I just watched this video, and my prayers are going out for you and your family. You have gone through a lot, and I am so in awe of how you managed to still do your KZread video despite of what happened to you and your family. May God continue to comfort you and give you strength. And know His purpose for you will continue to grow. Dealing with loss is a process and I want you to know that your followers will be here for you!!! Believe that, Sundai!!! We got you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @michaelafraser6758
    @michaelafraser67583 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for the loss of your father and Douglas , Sundai 😪. I'm so glad you have friends and family to help you get through such a difficult time. Keeping you in my thoughts and 🙏.

  • @drixpeux6122
    @drixpeux61223 ай бұрын

    Always a good day when the vlogs come out. I have been struggling with mental health so I always look for good vibes and ever since I have found you, you have been nothing but a blessing! Keep doing what you're doing Sundai. You make this world a better place for a person like me. I am truly thankful for you!

  • @SundaiLove

    @SundaiLove

    3 ай бұрын

    Omg so sweet ❤

  • @skyyblue63
    @skyyblue633 ай бұрын

    🙏 I just want You to know that you're in my prayers.I'm sorry about your dad and Douglas. I will definitely keep you in my prayers. And pray that God surrounds you and your family with his loving angels. Try to Surround yourself with friends, especially because you far from home.. hugs sundai 😔😇🫂

  • @khiyahfranck1558
    @khiyahfranck15583 ай бұрын

    April is my birthday month and I literally dread this month most of the time so you not alone !!!! Also love your videos ❤. Edit : I wrote that before watching the whole video ! Sending you love and strength and blessings ! Im sure you will never be okay I mean who is when losing a loved one but please remember every good memory and moment you had with your father ! I’m truly praying for you and your family right now and please remember to focus on your self and take a break if need be we are here to support you !!!!

  • @SundaiLove

    @SundaiLove

    3 ай бұрын

    Thank you love and happy birthday month I hope u had a good one

  • @eliciawalker2441

    @eliciawalker2441

    3 ай бұрын

    It’s my birthday month too! I hope you had a great birthday!

  • @khiyahfranck1558

    @khiyahfranck1558

    3 ай бұрын

    @@eliciawalker2441 Aww happy belated birthday I hoped you had a a great day as well !!! I’m alive and healthy so that counts for something 🙂!!!!

  • @khiyahfranck1558

    @khiyahfranck1558

    3 ай бұрын

    @@SundaiLove 💙💙💙💙💙

  • @queenfedorathemagnificent
    @queenfedorathemagnificent3 ай бұрын

    Sorry about your father baby! Praying for you and your family ❤

  • @WonuOwo
    @WonuOwo3 ай бұрын

    I pray that God will be the comfort you need in this season. I pray that He will guide you and shower you with the love and support you need to get through this. 💛💛

  • @adjoaaa8431
    @adjoaaa84313 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your losses Sundai😢🙏🏾

  • @SmilingCrescentMoon-io9px
    @SmilingCrescentMoon-io9px3 ай бұрын

    Rip Douglas.. We will all miss you dearly. And so so sorry about your dad as well. Sending you lots of love and virtual hugs

  • @Pinqluna
    @Pinqluna2 ай бұрын

    When Douglas faded off the screen my heart literally broke. 🥺 I hope you’re holding up ok and with each day you find healing. ♥️

  • @rene13hebert
    @rene13hebert3 ай бұрын

    So sorry to hear of your loss. Knowing nothing will ease the pain knowing the love given to you by the life can only be expressed in the pain of the loss. Both of them helped you be who you are... The lessons you learned show in who you will become. ❤

  • @megaheart9661
    @megaheart96613 ай бұрын

    That lil ditty 'bout loving Kale 😂😂😂 I hears ya 😂😂

  • @Ydlbelgique
    @Ydlbelgique3 ай бұрын

    Sending many prayers and love to you and your family Sundai❤️ I’m sure your dad and Douglas are proud of all the joy and inspiration you send into the world. Thank you for being you ❤

  • @Electricboom_22
    @Electricboom_223 ай бұрын

    Sorry to hear about Douglas sending healing prayers to you and your family

  • @frankiekvlogs
    @frankiekvlogs3 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your losses. Please take care of yourself and know we’re with you.

  • @lavendermilk351
    @lavendermilk3513 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss Sundai, be comforted in knowing God loves you and is with you ❤

  • @sheilaingram4266
    @sheilaingram42663 ай бұрын

    I tossed my father 17 years ago and it was a struggle but I kept praying and each day it will get to the point where you will remember with joy and not sadness . Hang in there and distractions are good ,but when it hits it is OK to cry , let it out and then move on, you've got this .I'm 🙏

  • @mommamia9948

    @mommamia9948

    3 ай бұрын

    I lost my dad when I was 13 and it took me over 10 years to be able to think about him without crying. It was a struggle and the advice you gave is spot on. I now think about him and our memories with joy and rarely ever sadness

  • @gretelc7157
    @gretelc71573 ай бұрын

    Oh Dear take time to feel and heal this is something that only lightens in time. I am sorry for you loss.

  • @emilyforde5481
    @emilyforde54813 ай бұрын

    Accept my condolences Sundai😢 loss is never easy but it’s a part of life and we learn to live with that pain as someone who’s been through it, it comes and goes. Some days you’re fine and other days you’re not and your health can take a hit especially on those days, cry when you need to and smile when you want to and remember your friends and family will always be there to help🙏🏾 You will definitely get through this ❤

  • @PeterandYen
    @PeterandYen2 ай бұрын

    We're so sorry for your losses Sundai.. our hearts go out to you. We're grateful that you have wonderful friends and family to help you through such a difficult and heart breaking period. Rest in peace, love and light to both your father and Douglas.

  • @becah.armyblink
    @becah.armyblink3 ай бұрын

    May God give you peace of mind, health and spirit to walk in this path. May their memories give you strength to endure pain. We love you, I personally love you so much and wish you the best in life. Please stay strong 🥺🥺🥺❤.

  • @raivisbane6764
    @raivisbane67643 ай бұрын

    I’m sorry for your losses Sundai. We don’t know each other but I wish you a quiet and peaceful mourning time a death of a pet is hard but I can’t even imagine the pain of losing a parent. I I wish you and family the best in this time and the time to come.

  • @AyChristeneGames
    @AyChristeneGames3 ай бұрын

    My condolences 💐 my love. Sending love your way. I know it’s a cliche but time truly does heal all wounds. I’ve lost quite a few close family members and it feels like you are being stabbed in the heart and still bleeding. But eventually each day will hurt less and less. Love ya girlie ❤

  • @GlitznGlamourUS
    @GlitznGlamourUS3 ай бұрын

    My deepest apologies for your loss. Praying for you and your family Sundai ❤‍🩹💕

  • @awdumhaze
    @awdumhaze3 ай бұрын

    Just wanted to say I'm so sorry for your losses, Sundai. Sending so much love your way and am praying for you and your family. God will keep you and will guide you through this. Please take the time that you need. Thank you for being constant inspiration. 💙

  • @WithSandra
    @WithSandra3 ай бұрын

    Sending you so much love Sundai!! Hope you take the time that you need for yourself to be with friends and family during this difficult time. ❤

  • @SfEsthetician
    @SfEsthetician3 ай бұрын

    Oh Sundai, I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending love & healing to you & your family during this difficult time. ❤

  • @sheelovesfood
    @sheelovesfood3 ай бұрын

    Yay!! ❤🎉 (for your constant inspiration and taking us with you in some parts of your life). Sending you a hug. Condolences to you and your family.

  • @GeekyAfros
    @GeekyAfros3 ай бұрын

    *Why am I awake but dammit!!!😆🫠🥴 I still clicked* on my girl *Sundai ….its 2:38am but I’ll still take this as Sunday and you still made our day…..We know our girl deserves all the passes because she tried so hard for all of us…..What a beautiful soul she is😘😘🤗🤗🤗🤭LOVE YOU SUNDAI!!!* My #1 favorite KZreadr **virtual hugs** feel better *Edited* Wow Sundai just watched and girl you making me want to tear up over here at the end 😭😭🥹🥹 I’m praying for yours and your family’s strength

  • @KyuutieDoll
    @KyuutieDoll3 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry for your losses Sundai. I remember watching when you first got Douglas at your bamboo forest apartment. How you have persevered through so many difficult challenges, your health, work, and being separated from family during lockdown. You are a beautiful soul and have inspired so many of us. WE love you and we are praying for your abundance and peace of mind and heart.

  • @hann_oh776
    @hann_oh7763 ай бұрын

    Sending you heaps of healing thoughts Sundai! Glad you are surrounded with wonderful friends and family and the fur babies

  • @Sjochumsen
    @Sjochumsen3 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for your losses - and it is okay not to be okay.

  • @camillewalters9521
    @camillewalters95213 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your losses Sunday. I hope you feel better soon, both Emotionally and physically. Love your videos too.❤

  • @kay3265
    @kay32653 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your losses Sundai. Losing the ones we love never gets easier, so I’m keeping you in my prayers. Sending lots of love and light to you ❤❤❤

  • @sammy_lu552
    @sammy_lu5523 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for your losses

  • @theashalloweenart
    @theashalloweenart3 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your lovely family🙏🏽🖤

  • @arttledsoulfindspeace
    @arttledsoulfindspeace3 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry for your losses ❤️‍🩹 Stay strong 🫂

  • @audreyraye3145
    @audreyraye31453 ай бұрын

    When I saw your posts on Instagram about Douglas I was heartbroken for you since he was your first baby. Losing a pet is never easy..and then I was devastated for you about losing your dad. I lost mine at 25 unexpectedly and it's still comes and goes with waves of grief. When you're able to though I recommend talking about him because it makes you remember the memories and how they impacted your life. Stay strong Sundai, we're all here for you. ❤

  • @qwertyboo
    @qwertyboo3 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry to hear that Sundai. You are such a strong person. I look up to you! Hope you feel better soon...

  • @leivee
    @leivee3 ай бұрын

    Yesss, girl. Perfect timing!

  • @winterbells1
    @winterbells13 ай бұрын

    Take as much time as you need to grieve. I can't imagine losing a parent. I did lose our first family dog a few years ago. It was very hard. Take the time to grieve and rest. We'll be here when you get back!

  • @DiamondRenee
    @DiamondRenee23 күн бұрын

    I’m am so so sorry. The loss of Douglas and your father. Ik how it feels to lose a parent and it doesn’t get easier. I’ll be days when you’ll constantly think of them and wanting to talk to them. It’s hard to move forward in life but ik your father would want you to continue to live your life and be happy. If not for him do it for yourself. God bless and my condolences to you and your family. 🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @user-bp2ds2yf4x
    @user-bp2ds2yf4x3 ай бұрын

    i love your monthly vlogs 😍💛💛

  • @user-ul3wy3hx2x
    @user-ul3wy3hx2x3 ай бұрын

    Sweetie words of condolences can never convey our truest wishes of peace for the losses of your cherished ones. Sending true hugs of compassion and empathy. Find beauty and peace in the memories. Take your time and heal. You really are a gem amongst so much negativity keep passing the positive vibes along dear sweet one. Again wishing you healing and peace 🕊️

  • @katieh6444
    @katieh64443 ай бұрын

    We support you. Take the time you need. ❤

  • @maychecksout
    @maychecksout3 ай бұрын

    sending you so much love sundai 💌

  • @Simonette818
    @Simonette8183 ай бұрын

    Long time viewer - first time commenter. I absolutely love your videos and appreciate your insights and perspectives on life in general. such an inspiration! Also, I am so, so sorry about both of your losses. The death of a parent isn't easy, but when thing I took comfort in after my mom died a few years ago is what grief truly is through a quote by Jamie Anderson. “Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.” Remember, anytime you're feeling that grief - it's just the immense love you had and still have for that person. Sending you all the hugs and ramen!

  • @mikaylajbmartin
    @mikaylajbmartin3 ай бұрын

    Lost my dad on Father’s Day almost two years ago. Very sorry for your loss. Please heal, feel the love. One day at a time. Thank your for sharing, we know you don’t have to ❤❤❤

  • @iwalade
    @iwalade3 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for your losses. My prayer is you and your family find peace in this time of grief. I will be praying for you all. Hopefully I am not the only one that thinks this, but you are a blessing and loved by many.

  • @Kimkim22647
    @Kimkim226472 ай бұрын

    RIP Sundai's dad. RIP Douglas. My condolence to you and your family, Sundai.

  • @Hollosshadow
    @Hollosshadow3 ай бұрын

    I am so sorry for your losses Sundai

  • @MariahSantos101
    @MariahSantos1013 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss 😢🙏🏽 We love you 🫶🏽

  • @RoyalblueDreamer
    @RoyalblueDreamer3 ай бұрын

    I lost my Dad in 2021 unexpectedly. Unfortunately I understand somewhat of the pain you are experiencing, though each of us have different ride. It’s simply the worst, loss of a family member is crippling. I’m so so sorry you and your family have to go through this. Praying for you all. ❤️ God bless you and God rest his soul ❤️

  • @miamilner3226
    @miamilner32263 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss Sundai, no words will be able ease the pain you have right now. Take all the time you need, you are not alone, you can grieve as long and as hard has you need to. Sending love from Australia💗💌

  • @ney9068
    @ney90683 ай бұрын

    Send hugs and love to you and the family ❤❤❤

  • @juliajules79
    @juliajules793 ай бұрын

    Sending you lots of love, I'm so sorry to hear of your losses. Take care of yourself and take time to grief ❤

  • @jeronydorcent7315
    @jeronydorcent73153 ай бұрын

    Hey Sundai I’m truly sorry for your losses. My prayers go out to you. Please stay strong and know that we all love you & support you. ❤

  • @cynthiam4016
    @cynthiam40163 ай бұрын

    Sending you love Sundai! ❤❤❤❤

  • @kiarafraz
    @kiarafraz3 ай бұрын

    Always in prayer for you Sundai!

  • @audreymcfarlin6947
    @audreymcfarlin69473 ай бұрын

    I am sooooooo sorry for your loss!!! Prayers with you and your family!!!

  • @BubblesMcGhee
    @BubblesMcGhee3 ай бұрын

    I started crying too. I'm so sorry for your losses. I pray that the joy and memories shared bring you some comfort through the tears and darkness. I lost my dad in 2021, but my losses started in 2019 and I'm still trying to dig myself out. Your joys and success bring me some much needed joy with every video. I wish you the best and KNOW that you will find peace and heal. Much love Sundai. xoxoxoxBIG WARM SQUISHY HUGSxoxoxox (our fur babies know when we need them most. I'm not sure we deserve their unconditional love, but we are forever thankful for them)

  • @dorothydrevnak6139
    @dorothydrevnak61393 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss of Douglas and your Dad. All the best wishes for peace for your mind and comfort for your heart.

  • @sebolelopreciousmokgosi8501
    @sebolelopreciousmokgosi85013 ай бұрын

    I'm very sorry for your loss, you're in my prayers. ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @cherylgetter8982
    @cherylgetter89823 ай бұрын

    Praying for you, sorry for your loss.

  • @lor4363
    @lor43633 ай бұрын

    My condolences for your loss, Sundai.💐🌸💐💐

  • @camrynh
    @camrynh3 ай бұрын

    Sending you all my love sister during this grieving and healing time. We all loved Douglass and we will miss him dearly. As for your father there are no words that anyone can say to make the pain go away, but im certain that he is so proud of you. You are literally his spitting image

  • @nala..
    @nala..3 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss. I will have u in my prayers

  • @lolidk2407
    @lolidk24073 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your losses. I’ve experienced that same grief of loosing a pet and a loved one back to back before, and while the grief may feel like it’s eating you whole, you can and will get through it. It will take time, but once you get past the grief and pain, you’ll be able to have the freedom to look back to them with fondness and love, with little pain. Wishing you all the best through your tough times X

  • @Kimik-oy4pc
    @Kimik-oy4pc3 ай бұрын

    Prayers for you and your family.

  • @ThomasMusic77
    @ThomasMusic773 ай бұрын

    Sundai, I’m so sorry to hear about the passing of your father and your beloved pet Douglas. May God cover you and your family with his blanket of love and peace that passes all understanding. My prays are with you at this time of sorrow. And your fans will always adore and miss Douglas R.I.P.. God Bless You Sundai

  • @tiaamiller
    @tiaamiller3 ай бұрын

    Praying for peace and strength 🤍 I’m so sorry for your loss!

  • @jarvismiller6022
    @jarvismiller60223 ай бұрын

    We Love you Sundai ❤

  • @Wintersno
    @Wintersno3 ай бұрын

    Oh Sundai, I am sending you so much love!!!!!

  • @nutz13_
    @nutz13_3 ай бұрын

    i’m so sorry for your losses sundai!

  • @MsQueenB
    @MsQueenB3 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss you are in my Prayers you and your family!❤

  • @AkaJojooo
    @AkaJojooo3 ай бұрын

    My heart goes out to you❤ sending you all the love and please take your time to process this loss.

  • @Nekoyasha92
    @Nekoyasha923 ай бұрын

    Im so sorry for your losses. my heart breaks all over again when i hear people lose their parents. im crying with you . wishing you love support and comfort.

  • @cathycaston1079
    @cathycaston10793 ай бұрын

    My heart goes out to you and the family praying for strength 🙌🙏

  • @dedrawatkins3720
    @dedrawatkins37203 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss ❤❤

  • @Lotsofpretzels287
    @Lotsofpretzels2873 ай бұрын

    We love you Sundai

  • @kanisabaker9749
    @kanisabaker97493 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss ❤❤

  • @Muffy.from-Oz
    @Muffy.from-Oz3 ай бұрын

    Dear Sundai, I am so sorry to hear of your double losses. Sending you blessings, strength and serenity to cope. I know your Father and Douglas will watch over you for the love you gave them in their life time. It will take time, but peace of mind will come. Arms around from you from Australia, Muffy from Oz. 💕💕💕💕💕

  • @samc1nonli
    @samc1nonli3 ай бұрын

    Praying for you beautiful lady❤❤❤ lost my sister and then the year after, my dad, so I know that pain... don't let anybody rush your healing process, cry as much as your heart's content, we'en goin nowhere 😘. Rip pops and Douglas

  • @MsJohanna1972
    @MsJohanna19723 ай бұрын

    Praying for you and yours 🙏🏼

  • @knt9284
    @knt92843 ай бұрын

    This made me cry. I’m glad you have the support of friends and family during this time.

  • @OkJLA321
    @OkJLA3213 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss Sundai ❤

  • @dashingdollxo
    @dashingdollxo3 ай бұрын

    i am so sorry about your father and douglas. i am sending you and your family so much love and may you get through this time together. please remember that healing isn't linear and it is okay to grieve in your own way. God will always be with you in every step. 🤍

  • @SeansDullo
    @SeansDullo3 ай бұрын

    Sending you so much love Sundai

  • @RandomSkittles
    @RandomSkittles3 ай бұрын

    So sorry to hear Sundai, sending love to you and your fam❤💐

  • @th-bb4bk
    @th-bb4bk2 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss Sundai.❤️