Metal Chick Reacts to NF "Therapy Session" Reaction | NF's NOT Violent, He's AUTHENTIC

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This Metal Chick's First Time Reaction ‪@NFrealmusic‬ "Therapy Session" made me sad, concerned, and pissed off at the same time.....I am so angry how ANYONE could say Nathan's music is VIOLENT! Have you heard what most other rappers (Your kid is listening to DAILY) say in their music?! I guess some parents out there really ought to find out WHO NF is right real quick before they cast stones like that! NF does, is, and will ALWAYS BE MORE HELPFUL than most rappers in the game today.
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  • @sherylh2570
    @sherylh25702 жыл бұрын

    All us Outcasts are very protective of Nate because of his vulnerability to us. We’re all very excited that he’s working on more music, but we respect the fact that he needs to make it as good as he can before releasing it, so we wait patiently-we know it gonna be 🔥🔥🔥

  • @cccarmmmennn

    @cccarmmmennn

    Жыл бұрын

    especially since he now has a son. family comes first always.

  • @user-cc5fl1cf8v

    @user-cc5fl1cf8v

    Жыл бұрын

    Agreed

  • @pamitahathorne4161
    @pamitahathorne41612 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for fighting for our kids. I’m old so my youngest is 23 (metal head 😃) & my adopted daughter is 36 & having her last child. I’m so excited to meet the baby. She’s due late Jan. After 30+ of therapy I was finally diagnosed as bipolar. I’m always advocating that mental illness is like any other disorder - blood pressure, diabetes etc I cannot understand why it’s still stigmatized. Thank you for all you do!

  • @odtsparrowondisting1578
    @odtsparrowondisting1578 Жыл бұрын

    The stuff he talks in all songs will touch the normal person. He really is an underrated genius

  • @deathofthemao9033
    @deathofthemao90332 жыл бұрын

    I showed my mom a few of his songs and she loved him. We ended up going to his concert together ❤

  • @atrov7817

    @atrov7817

    2 жыл бұрын

    wholesome!

  • @dominiclara799

    @dominiclara799

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's hard as heck to to get a parent to like NF, but hate if u take ur interest in the direction of really graphic music, like r we supposed to live In silence??? Much love to all the true outcasts ❤️

  • @mickthomson7

    @mickthomson7

    Жыл бұрын

    best mom ever!

  • @shubloke_far_throwki5346

    @shubloke_far_throwki5346

    Жыл бұрын

    omg i love that 😍😍😍

  • @WhoIs.Aaj..
    @WhoIs.Aaj..11 ай бұрын

    Hey! Really appreciate all the recognition Nf is finally getting and especially from you! I was wondering if you’d be up to listening to a band called ‘Citizen Solider’. They follow up with depression and other mental issues. The singer actually created the band off of when he tried to commit s**. I feel you’d really enjoy their songs! Anyways have a great day!!🩵🩵

  • @chestylarou8715
    @chestylarou87152 жыл бұрын

    NF is a huge representation of my life in different ways I love him he's super real

  • @Scooter_MaGGaven
    @Scooter_MaGGaven2 жыл бұрын

    NF makes music like a movie. Being able to put all he's been through into words and let people know that they're not alone is something we should absolutely encourage.

  • @jonathanfarrington2058
    @jonathanfarrington20582 жыл бұрын

    heard this song a thousand times, still get chills the second it starts

  • @evanhaines8431
    @evanhaines84312 жыл бұрын

    I appreciate the honesty and lack of fear about admitting the emotional pain we feel. I respect you.

  • @manditoon9627
    @manditoon96272 жыл бұрын

    NF is a lyrical genius, my husband and I have listened to Nate for a while, my favourite song is the search X I relate everything you said was so inspiring Ty x we all go through things but we should use these things to help others and connect x

  • @kaydee63
    @kaydee632 жыл бұрын

    I had to laugh when I heard Nate say that parents have said that his music is violent. Those people have not heard a single word of Nate's music if that's what they think. On another note, I can't believe I've never heard this one before, when it comes to being REAL and RAW, this has to be up there with How Could You Leave Us. And on yet another note, Jen, I just want to say THANK YOU. Thank you for your amazing reactions, your wisdom, and your willingness to give a damn about others. We absolutely need more people like you in this twisted world we live in, NF as well.

  • @thomasmacdiarmid8251

    @thomasmacdiarmid8251

    3 ай бұрын

    There are people who think all rap is violent; after all, that is what is glorified by promoters and media. It's a shame people don't give it a chance. There is crap in all genres, and there are gems in all genres. But as for violence, it is fair to say that Story gets there.

  • @Emil_Stoltz
    @Emil_Stoltz6 ай бұрын

    Nate is such an amazing human being. I've listened to all his songs, but Therapy Session is probably my favorite. I get goosebumps whenever I hear it. I have mild Autism and severe ADHD and the stuff Nathan sings about is real shit. I can relate a lot

  • @jtn9977
    @jtn99772 жыл бұрын

    Please keep reacting to nf your reviews on nf's music are just as powerful as the music itself thanks for your perspective your such an encouragement to so many keep it up

  • @deeznutz2055
    @deeznutz2055 Жыл бұрын

    I'm 14 and I have been through a lot of stuff. Abuse and pedophilia are just the half of it. Nate's music makes me want to cry sometimes just because of how much i relate to it. When I was suicidal I went to his music and I went to my sister for help. I wish I never tried. Nate's music helps so many people and if you ever feel like ending it trust me don't. I'm not gonna say it gets better because for me it hasn't and I don't know if it will for you. But I can say that it's not worth it. Jen is one of the only people I have watched that fully take Nate's music seriously. I respect her for that.

  • @EasyCulinary

    @EasyCulinary

    Жыл бұрын

    I've been through a lot as well, and I never knew english so I am glad I understqnd it now and I can get the meaning of Nate's lyrics and he also helped me a lot with my deep issues. I was born in orthodox Christian family and I hated it so much but now, with english knowledge and watching people like Jorden Peterson, I came to some conclusions that God puts us in these situations and protects us and loves us. But we need to go through these issues and become stronger.

  • @TananJess

    @TananJess

    8 ай бұрын

    I don't even know where to begin, nobody should ever have to deal with what you've gone through, I applaud you for the strength and the courage you have to keep going!, it's a testament to just how strong a person you are , just know one day you'll do something great as hard as it was for you to talk about it just know someone out there was helped by your words knowing someone out there knows what they're going through, but please don't be afraid to reach out and find help to get out of your situation!

  • @GaMeR_26549
    @GaMeR_2654911 ай бұрын

    Music has gotten me through everything. From heart surgery bullying bad family problems and more. The Music really helped me with the bullying. Bullying I have been thrown into different types of walls, thrown across inside the bus, have desks and other objects thrown on me, so so so much bad horrible things. 😭😵‍💫💔

  • @GaMeR_26549

    @GaMeR_26549

    11 ай бұрын

    I really understand people. How they treat others. They should be stopped

  • @Vetionarian
    @Vetionarian Жыл бұрын

    PREACH! So many parents are so arrogant and narcissistic and don't realize that their kids behavior is usually a reflection of THEIR poor parenting. As parents, we're going to make mistakes but the worst thing you can ever do is pretend like you're perfect or play the victim when your kid is brave enough to tell you something you're doing made them upset. LISTEN TO YOUR KIDS. It's really that simple.

  • @FishermanMike253
    @FishermanMike2532 жыл бұрын

    blessed with more NF and JEN!!! YAAY!

  • @Maria_x2006
    @Maria_x20064 ай бұрын

    Her reaction i bet it was exactly us Nf fans when we saw that comment

  • @bloosher1459
    @bloosher14599 ай бұрын

    Just found your channel, your reactions are great, i love nf, my mental health has been pretty bad, but its a little better than it was 4 years ago, honestly if it wasn’t for nf and his Great music I wouldn’t be typing this today, there were times where I wanted to end it all and i had the pills in my hand, i backed out last second everytime and would put earbuds in and listen to nf to help calm down. His music truly helps me get through the day.

  • @Captain_Kirk116
    @Captain_Kirk1162 жыл бұрын

    God bless you Jen! I feel like this song is the definitive NF song. You and David Heretic are the most authentic and honest reactors I've found on KZread and it doesn't hurt that you are part of The Warning Army too lol!

  • @Maria_x2006
    @Maria_x20064 ай бұрын

    When i was dealing with my dad abandoning me and mama at 11 years old,Nf was there for me sure i don't relate to his story but i have my own story,mom used to be like "what the heck are You listening at ? That's violent" and i was like "mom,he gets me,i am better because of God and him " and now She doesn't say anything when i listen to Nf ,She also realized that he doesn't swear at all

  • @acelcruz222
    @acelcruz2222 жыл бұрын

    🔥🔥💯💯 Reaction NFrealmusic 💯💯, appreciate a mom's perspective who completely understands what NF is doing 💯, looking forward to the next NF reaction!!

  • @7thkevin
    @7thkevin2 жыл бұрын

    Jen: Listen to somebody like this.. Me: oh! You should check out NF - Like This. 😉 Great song with an emotional message but on a super vibey beat that's hard not to bop too lol.

  • @Phoniexwolf209
    @Phoniexwolf2092 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much Jen for saying openly the truth I just watched one of your other videos, and I love your responses. Your an awesome person, glad I came across your content.

  • @dennisr.4918DennyDesigns
    @dennisr.4918DennyDesigns2 жыл бұрын

    And with every Just Jen reaction we watch, we fall in love with you more.

  • @ItsCuppyy
    @ItsCuppyy Жыл бұрын

    Just found your channel and I love NF reactions. His music saved me, just like he says so many have told him. It is the most real and relatable! Very few artists can speak their truth and it relate to such a massive amount of people! I also recommend you check out Jelly Roll! He is also very real in his songs!

  • @runyunhyde4373
    @runyunhyde43732 жыл бұрын

    One of the things that hurts people with mental health issues is being misdiagnosed. Taking meds for an issue that's not even for the one that you have. My wife was diagnosed with bipolar, after 10 years of living with her I realized that she was not bipolar but rather has severe OCD. Different medications. 🙄🤔

  • @AlwaysBeSmiling
    @AlwaysBeSmiling2 жыл бұрын

    NF my fave rapper.......dude has no bad songs, and this is my personal fave......#goosebumps EVERY TIME!!! #nfrealmusic new sub!!!

  • @katieplays879
    @katieplays879 Жыл бұрын

    i almost took my life at 18 after I was diagnosed with epilepsy after two seizure, one of them happened on Christmas and around that time I found his music and I love it and know even though i still struggle with life I'm starting to live a independent life, I'm going out more even when it scares me and I've got a watch that alert me to a fit and I'm getting a service dog , so i know when people said he's the reason they are alive because KZread and music saved mine

  • @awlittlebambino
    @awlittlebambino Жыл бұрын

    STAY! I love this. I'm excited to say I will be taking my son to our first NF concert in August! This man is just different. Every line he puts out has intention. No fillers. This is REAL. I love how real you are as well. Sidenote: this is the 2nd video i see from you. The first was chalk outlines, and you mentioned Chinchilla's nails, and i was thinking the same thing about poking out Ren's eyes. Then you mentioned you had long nails in the past, i see them now. Haha

  • @dominiclara799
    @dominiclara7992 жыл бұрын

    Shout-out to u Jen, always giving understanding, listening, and being a true outcast.

  • @jonathancruz7891
    @jonathancruz78912 жыл бұрын

    I like your passion and reactions thank you for your honesty

  • @jjfriend2358
    @jjfriend2358 Жыл бұрын

    this man is a simple underrated genius he helped me alot when i was going through a hard time i honestly believe hes the only reason i am here

  • @savdbygracethatwrks6850
    @savdbygracethatwrks68502 жыл бұрын

    Great reaction!! Thank you!! Love NF

  • @sadie6219
    @sadie6219 Жыл бұрын

    Damn. When you said, “Maybe I WILL stay”…….That just resonated.

  • @basilhenry-eyo6522
    @basilhenry-eyo65224 ай бұрын

    I relate so much with NF fr, there was a time when I was lost emotionally and was just numb but NF's music was just too relatable and I am so glad I am a fan of his and how I didn't choose to go!!🥲💔💯

  • @shayden2kzz
    @shayden2kzz2 жыл бұрын

    So grateful you started his reactions again!

  • @JoeGeeMusicOfficial
    @JoeGeeMusicOfficial Жыл бұрын

    I just sent this to my mom and she gave me the same excuse “im working why are u sending me this nonsense” me: “because NF has been there for me more than my own mom has”

  • @toric6185
    @toric61855 ай бұрын

    more respect every time

  • @lauriwest435
    @lauriwest4352 жыл бұрын

    I absolutely LOVE your insight and passion on this. GREAT reaction Just Jen, I just subscribed too!!

  • @zackanderson8942
    @zackanderson89424 ай бұрын

    Those parents don't know NF doesn't even curse....... He doesn't need fuck as a filler word, dude is a whole ass dictionary. .....

  • @dalewhiting2895
    @dalewhiting28952 жыл бұрын

    Have you ever sat down and broke bread with me…. What a awesome quote!!!

  • @thomriddle9449
    @thomriddle9449 Жыл бұрын

    Just found your page. You care so much. Thank you.

  • @austinsouthard5593
    @austinsouthard5593 Жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry I know this video is a little old but I'm sorry you're killing me with that peanut butter and jelly line

  • @resoric7785
    @resoric7785 Жыл бұрын

    people on the internet will always insult or go after people that others view as good it gets them attention but no consequences. it gets them clicks which makes them money which for most is more important that another person its sad. i found your channel toady and im enjoying it. its more authintic than most. and as a man who has delt with some shit i appreciate his music and how he turned rap back into more real life poety vs what other artists are doing. im around the same age as him and its nice to see someone who has made being real more public cuz everyone wants to be fake now in our age range. i also applaud him as a man really being open about the stuff going on in his feelings not trying to exclude or anything i can only speak from my expierence as a man but it is hard and not accepted people say you should on social media and public but no one really wants to listen so eventually we just shut up im guessing thats why male suicide rates are so high.

  • @dominiclara799
    @dominiclara7999 ай бұрын

    Its crazy NF blured the name of that tweet... ig he knew every outcast would be looking for that person, chaos would really break out... it would be a sad day for whoever wrote that...smh, outcast Jen ur right no one on earth gets to decide who lives and who dies.

  • @Caleb_Skywalker_45677
    @Caleb_Skywalker_456775 ай бұрын

    when i stoped to read that awful message/tweet the first thing i thought was: he is trying to help people cope with life and bad expiriences and you send THAT! i mean if you dislike him so much u don't have to listen to him...but sending that is F*cked up

  • @Canadian_Prodigy
    @Canadian_Prodigy2 жыл бұрын

    Great reaction ❤️🇨🇦 lots of love OUTCASTS 🎶

  • @noahpierson6437
    @noahpierson6437 Жыл бұрын

    I am so happy you are sober Jen!

  • @ericspinell5529
    @ericspinell5529 Жыл бұрын

    Music is my therapy session

  • @sirdove81
    @sirdove81 Жыл бұрын

    Amen! Music is the most therapeutic thing on the planet!!

  • @jenniferhoolihan1450
    @jenniferhoolihan14502 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Jenn!!!! I love NF

  • @c.j.dickerson62
    @c.j.dickerson62 Жыл бұрын

    Woman you just made a fan out of me thank you sooo f**king much!!

  • @Fallingreaper
    @Fallingreaper2 жыл бұрын

    I love the peanut butter and jelly analogy

  • @GodlessFiend
    @GodlessFiend Жыл бұрын

    Better than TODAY’S rappers

  • @XanderKage9999
    @XanderKage99996 ай бұрын

    A Great Reaction 🙏🏽 🙌🏽 👍🏽. ♠︎🛐♾️Anime🦸‍♂️Man🛐♾️ signing out 🙏🏽.

  • @jen482
    @jen4822 жыл бұрын

    I remember when i cut my wrist n throat but im glad im alive

  • @laurengreally286
    @laurengreally2862 жыл бұрын

    love this reaction

  • @damienosullivan193
    @damienosullivan1932 жыл бұрын

    Sending positive vibes to Tauri. I'm surprised I woke up so early to attend the stream but I feel I need to keep doing it because not all but most Livestreams have been blocked from my country by SME. I prefer being there live anyway.🙃 Meow🙀

  • @meghannschaefer4945
    @meghannschaefer49452 жыл бұрын

    You are a beautiful soul... subscribed

  • @yigal778
    @yigal7782 жыл бұрын

    I have to say this is a masterpiece 👏

  • @Blueballon
    @Blueballon Жыл бұрын

    the world is screwed up, but it is our obligation to form a better generation with our kids. its the only way

  • @louannlang7471
    @louannlang74712 жыл бұрын

    Though we've never "broke bread" I adore your insight and the realness that comes through this reaction. I sense the humility in you as you instinctively did not make this video reaction about yourself knowing the nature of the content... Instead you chose to show your empathy and for that you get mad respect from me. Keep doing what you're doing girl you have a new subscriber 😎

  • @chestylarou8715
    @chestylarou87152 жыл бұрын

    I love NF this song crushed me

  • @davidwolfe6773
    @davidwolfe6773 Жыл бұрын

    You should react to I Just Wanna Know by NF next

  • @user-ew7kx1sp1i
    @user-ew7kx1sp1i2 жыл бұрын

    🤗♥️! Антон Беляев и Алена Тойминцева - "Hit the Road Jack (ОРТ) - 👏

  • @CaptainAmerica-oj1wq
    @CaptainAmerica-oj1wq10 ай бұрын

    you speak truth

  • @Breedsblood1
    @Breedsblood12 жыл бұрын

    This is awesome

  • @mistique77
    @mistique77 Жыл бұрын

    @1:04, @JustJen, I honestly don't believe I can "just stay" here anymore 🥺😔💔🤦🖤😭🙏 idk why you're the one that I said this to? I don't tell ppl this stuff 😒 and I'll probably delete it 😐

  • @dannywindham3163
    @dannywindham3163 Жыл бұрын

    u are a genuine young woman i appreciate your reactions you are an important young woman

  • @leeball3933
    @leeball39332 жыл бұрын

    Lol ya you're right about the fact that Nate did the people that send him death threats names to himself a huge F'n favor .... Nates following is huge , his impact in peoples lives is immeasurable, and there's a large batch of us that would have a bit of a , let's call it a "problem" with those individuals ......... Too many people have gotten away with saying this stupid shit without ever facing the consequences of their actions / comments .... at times I feel like these disgusting people should be called out , names spread across social media . When someone's a racist , they get called out , names put out there etc (rightly so) . So why not treat this type of hatred the same , let them start facing at least some backlash from the civil part of society .

  • @nikkimichelle2451
    @nikkimichelle24512 жыл бұрын

    2:46 ... Well said 💖

  • @butterflymama0838
    @butterflymama08382 жыл бұрын

    Hey Jen, I was thinking that you did the NF' Journey? Am I wrong?

  • @ryanmccain1158
    @ryanmccain11582 жыл бұрын

    Goat. So powerful.

  • @gokublack5058
    @gokublack5058 Жыл бұрын

    If the parents think this is hurting them no this ever since Anna was a thing to me he got me out of so much crap it was amazing to listen to his music and relate to it and feel and enjoy how it you know how it is I hate people that pretend like he's just another rapper trying to enter the no he's a person trying to show him so through music which is just beautiful and I love what he does like if I ever chose the rap path I would probably follow in his footsteps to live on his generation because my God it's just amazing like I use NF to cope with stuff because yeah I people have feelings we go through stuff

  • @heaveninmysoul5344
    @heaveninmysoul53442 жыл бұрын

    There is a metal band in south korea, where metal music has almost been wiped out, and released their debut album after 8 years of hard work. It's a band called "Craxilver" , so please respond to this band. 1. Craxilver : Dash 2. Craxilver : Overdrive 3. Craxilver : Miracle 4. Craxilver : Tell Me Mirror 5. Craxilver : Doll 5. Crack Shot (Craxilver Project Band) : Fellowship : SUNMI Cover

  • @ScienceOfHumor895
    @ScienceOfHumor895 Жыл бұрын

    New subscriber

  • @scottriedel5693
    @scottriedel56932 жыл бұрын

    Jenn I thank GOD that I found your channel you are so realistic I feel like you get what I'm going through your passion to keep others here on this earth and not doing harm to them selves. I wish one day we could talk , I don't have any one to talk to and when I try I get the same answer your a man just suck it up quite acting like a girl.

  • @judedream9957
    @judedream99572 жыл бұрын

    Nice video

  • @jaimegrayson6739
    @jaimegrayson67392 жыл бұрын

    Just pushin the algorithm

  • @inside_out_sports
    @inside_out_sports Жыл бұрын

    Those same parents who say NFs music is violent are letting their teenage daughters listen to Cardi B and their sons these other rappers who degrade women. Makes NO sense to me.

  • @JustJenReacts

    @JustJenReacts

    Жыл бұрын

    Same. I am perplexed

  • @FishermanMike253
    @FishermanMike2532 жыл бұрын

    lol. I'm old too..

  • @aaronb4493
    @aaronb44932 жыл бұрын

    👌🏻

  • @wolfsec77
    @wolfsec772 жыл бұрын

    🙏🏼❤🗝🕊

  • @Tatsta
    @Tatsta2 жыл бұрын

    You should definitely react to Jelly Roll Save Me. I love your reactions..

  • @larryclark4297
    @larryclark42972 жыл бұрын

    Angelina Jordan killing me softly with this song

  • @dreamcatcherwolf6132
    @dreamcatcherwolf61322 жыл бұрын

    The kid in the beginning of this video is literally me I use to do that to myself and now no girl wants to be with me because I have so many scars on my arms from burning myself with lighters to cutting my wrist with a knife 🔪 I have destroyed any chances of living a normal life with a beautiful woman by my side all my life I’ve been walking it all alone through 2 lung surgeries heart problems blackout spells due to low blood pressure low and abnormal heart rate and other health problems it’s because of this that I’m on disability have been since I was 21 years old was forced out of work due to both surgeries causing too much damage to my body and the pain and painful fact that I can no longer lift any weight with my right arm and side because I can never work ever again no woman wants to be with me anymore because I’m on disability I’ll be alone all my life now I was physically abused sexually abused emotionally abused and tho I fought my way through it all in the end it really isn’t worth it to me my life means nothing to me anymore I don’t feel pain I don’t feel anything anymore I have lost the ability to be in a healthy relationship with someone because I have no emotions anymore and because of how women are and have treated me I’m now starting to hate women all together and want nothing to do with them it’s sad to say this because I know not all women are bad but in a way I believe that I deserve this I don’t deserve to be happy I’ve accepted that fact and that’s why I live alone in the dark I don’t hangout with anyone anymore I don’t speak to anyone anymore I don’t do things I use to enjoy doing in life anymore because I’ve given up on living and life it’s self it takes a lot to push someone to this point where they don’t care what happens to them where they feel they don’t deserve to be happy where they feel like they would rather be dead then alive but I’ve tried to kill myself many times and have been unsuccessful every time I’ve been in this dark place all my life most people who know me don’t even see what I’m going through every day even my parents don’t really know how I truly feel and don’t or can’t do anything to help me anymore they took me to therapy and that made it worse because the therapist raped me repeatedly but that’s not the half of it my grandpa died a few years ago and before he died my parents and family kept me in the dark about my grandfather’s condition when he had a stroke and ended up in the hospital my family wouldn’t let me go up there to see him one last time before he passed on so I live with the regrets of not being there for him in his final hour and not being able to say good bye to him we were really close to each other I constantly have heart problems and heart habitation’s when I think about it which is usually around Christmas time and get together times it happened around Christmas and thanksgiving when he died that’s why I hate Christmas and thanksgiving now it reminds me of how my family treated me like I wasn’t part of the family I felt betrayed but that’s not all of my story I then felt betrayed by my own body and limits and limitations as a man after the second surgery when I found out I couldn’t work ever again in my life after my body gave out on me I decided to just give up on life because I lost the one thing that ever gave me true happiness that ever gave my life meaning that ever gave me hope which was working now nothing can make me smile or happy ever again I put on an act for my family and the few friends I still have but even they don’t see how unhappy I am only one person in my family ever really knew me enough to see through the bull and see right into my heart and soul and know how I was truly feeling and could see me desperately asking for help that was my cousin she started to notice a change in me and that I was pulling away from everyone even her she pulled me aside and asked why are you pushing me away from you she kept asking me till I told her what happened to me and what all I’ve been going through she then said why didn’t you tell me you were going through all this I would have been there for you I told her because you never asked and because you were going through stuff and I didn’t want to burden you with what I was going through she then said you aren’t a burden to me you saved me from doing the same things you are doing now I told her at least I did something right before I die she asked what do you mean by that I said I’m very sick my body is breaking down on me the doctors all told me that I probably wouldn’t live past the age of 60 I’m 36 years old now still single never married no kids nothing to my name family turned on me friends either don’t care to know what’s going on or simply don’t see what you do we were so close to each other at one point she stopped me from attempting to off myself held me in her arms and said I won’t let the only person who truly cares about me and knows my life story die when I can do something about it then 2 years later she left the state and said I’m never returning and moved too far for me to visit her now I’m all alone again

  • @pse4061
    @pse40612 жыл бұрын

    Dealing with mama abandonment

  • @snowflakehunter
    @snowflakehunter2 жыл бұрын

    As I have always said....... You Cannot Wait For Life To Get Bette For Your To Decide To Be Happy. I already know your story (I think). You deserved better. You seem like a beautiful woman inside and out.

  • @LisaMajcherem75
    @LisaMajcherem752 жыл бұрын

    WAKE UP NO NAME OUTCAST LOST IN MOMENT xoxo wow GREEN LIGHT 1st ever I learned of was "START OVER' FLAME ft NF, Mt Reason, discovery of real artist

  • @jonbrooks6307
    @jonbrooks63072 жыл бұрын

    Jen u should check out savannah Dexter she has some awesome music u should give her a chance I think u will like her she does what upchurch dose

  • @melindawoodward7992
    @melindawoodward79922 жыл бұрын

    Did you catch this is taking place in the mansion?

  • @donaldpaulson3920
    @donaldpaulson3920 Жыл бұрын

    N as far as the girl...I'm guessing it was a girl he was close with, idk....but like an ex of mine got a "stepdad" that pretty much n touching along with her sister....she came to me, was going to but didn't do anything, was around like 18, but told my dad about, happens he was a C.O at prison my dad was at.... wasn't long after her and her sister didn't have to deal with again, the guy was alright lol, not exactly sure what happened, maybe just a strict talking...but he stopped...

  • @pse4061
    @pse40612 жыл бұрын

    Check out "my life"

  • @ryanjackson645
    @ryanjackson6457 ай бұрын

    NOT ALL MEN ARE WOMEN BEATERS I DO KNOW IT CAME FROM DEEP WITH IN NF MIND AND HE RAPS REAL THATS WHY I HAVE SHOUTED HIS NAME TO ALL YALL TO CHECK THIS GUY OUT HE IS SO REAL

  • @derekdavid2481
    @derekdavid24813 ай бұрын

    punks. problem with the internet people can hide and talk crap. use to be had to talk crap to a persons face and you would get your chin checked real fast for it.

  • @LisaMajcherem75
    @LisaMajcherem752 жыл бұрын

    this reminds me of Coolio's Gangsters Paradise? What do you think, amazing!!!🖤🖤💔💔💔💔☹☹😥😥😭😭😞😞💔💔

  • @ricardomiranda4756
    @ricardomiranda47562 жыл бұрын

    Can you please react to NF- how could you leave us......you WON'T regret it

  • @JustJenReacts

    @JustJenReacts

    2 жыл бұрын

    I did last year

  • @ricardomiranda4756

    @ricardomiranda4756

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@JustJenReacts I just checked it out! Could you react to Phora- Sinner part 2

  • @pse4061
    @pse40612 жыл бұрын

    Moms on drugs.

  • @jaimegrayson6739
    @jaimegrayson67392 жыл бұрын

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