That child who lost his sister and mother has one of the strongest moral compasses I’ve ever seen.

@jsbehucbejizveish

3 жыл бұрын

If that happened to me I would have taken some form of revenge.

@JoostArchives

3 жыл бұрын

@@jsbehucbejizveish the fact that you honestly admitted that goes to show that, at the very least, your self reflection and self knowledge is very strong. Which is a very good attribute for bettering yourself and adapting to environments that other would usually really struggle with!

@polam9799

3 жыл бұрын

It's definitely admirable.

@-SantiagoTalks

3 жыл бұрын

He’s mentally strong but still needs support Ik I wouldn’t be able to talk for months maybe years without crying if that happened to me

@dwyurr

3 жыл бұрын

he probably played CS:GO

You know it’s serious when there’s no music

@kristofkovacs9123

3 жыл бұрын

you know its serious when skinport doesnt show up

@lebumbcrack7248

3 жыл бұрын

@@kristofkovacs9123 or he doesnt end with the usual outro

@Rossouww

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry, I Would hate to be deaf aswell :(

@SprintlineR

3 жыл бұрын

you know it's serious when there is no "Hey I am Heyzeus" in the beginning of the video

@user-xw9lt1em3m

3 жыл бұрын

Can someone tell me the name of the music that's usually playing?

"A person hasn't killed himself yet, it is not severe enough for us to undertake action ma'am." Is the moral of this story.

@Hxsxxb

3 жыл бұрын

typical police protocol, you'd be amazed at how useless they are with the crazy amount of similar cases.

@cgaqui5593

3 жыл бұрын

@@midwestemofiend: Not necessarily, context matters a lot more than you would think.

@witmilk6527

3 жыл бұрын

@@cgaqui5593 okay here's your context An autistic 13 year old walked away from them 12 times

@cgaqui5593

3 жыл бұрын

@@witmilk6527: Walked? The other guy said ran. Did the police know he was autistic? Did the police know he was 13? Was he of hieght and/or weight proportions that would suggest he was older than he really was? Did the police have reason to believe he was armed? Was he running towards occupied buildings? Was he running towards bystanders? Was there reason to believe he was a threat to the public? That's the context I'm talking about. All you did was restate what the first guy said.

@josephcoolest1839

3 жыл бұрын

@@cgaqui5593 answer no he was not armed yes he was massive for a 13 year old (5'10) and he actually survived the shooting his mom said he would run and that he was autistic and 13 he was not running towards anything just away

@TDM_Heyzeus Thank you for making this video! It was just sent to me, and I am grateful that even after time has passed, this tragedy has not been forgotten. Thank you, thank you, thank you. -Dominic Pizarro

@TDMHeyzeus

3 жыл бұрын

You're very welcome 😁

@quinkin8019

3 жыл бұрын

Massive amount of respect. My condolences

@euphoricgemini1124

2 жыл бұрын

This guy was a literal joke, he nearly hit other innocent people just minutes prior to going on the highway. He had ever resource to gather help but never did, he was all upset about losing his scamming scheme look it up. No chance he was a victim- he was a coward

@xander556

2 жыл бұрын

Incredible respect to you for the way you've managed to handle this. 99.99% of people wouldn't be able to.

@mazdarx-8rotary.97

2 жыл бұрын

@@euphoricgemini1124 shut your mouth

Despite all I know about the story, I'd never seen that first clip. My initial suspicions were that he was having some kind of mental episode when he drove that day, your research definitely backs that up. 12:55 I think I actually asked him to take that video down at the time because of the amount it bashed drakemoon which was my main sponsor. Wasn't just me who was upset at his hypocrisy. I know for a fact he definitely wasn't broke, he also was for sure into crypto. Had conversations about crypto with him. Wish the police had taken him that day. Thanks for making this, took me back.

@AyEsGee

3 жыл бұрын

Howdy sparkles

@XanderNiles

3 жыл бұрын

I remember when you called him when you got a Dragon Lore from a souvenir package

@mohdnawfal9201

3 жыл бұрын

Yoww sparkles skin please

@SLProductionsMC

3 жыл бұрын

Did it seem suspicious when he just stopped talking to you one day or did it just seem normal with the passage of time

@HeruCSGO

3 жыл бұрын

Oof

This will always be one of the darkest pages in CS history

@I-am-in-excruciating-pain

3 жыл бұрын

*yet*

@bullet3020

3 жыл бұрын

What about the guy who lost a 90% dragon lore trade up ?

@canvasdeeds1041

3 жыл бұрын

@@I-am-in-excruciating-pain i dont like where this is going..

@TheOvieShow

3 жыл бұрын

@@bullet3020 A shame but did he take his own life and others with him? Sorry for going dark

@bullet3020

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheOvieShow i know i was adding some light to this awful tale

The amount of research and effort that went into this video is immense. I had no idea what happened to McSkillet and i must say it’s quite sad to hear about

@stephenharrison4978

3 жыл бұрын

Great video Zues, spot on. A very sad story but anything can tip you over the edge whether it be pressure, stress or anxiety, it can trigger a mental illness at any time, some people are different to others. I myself have witnissed it. My thoughts to everyone involved. Keep up the good work brother!.

@gezuppi

3 жыл бұрын

@@stephenharrison4978 So have I. Mental health is important, but inherently difficult for many to understand.

@EatMyShortsAU

3 жыл бұрын

He was a scammer and pushed gambling I am glad his account got banned.

@vexs4883

3 жыл бұрын

@@EatMyShortsAU troll

@LetzLaughh

2 жыл бұрын

@@stephenharrison4978 I don't care how depressed and anxious you are you should never kill other innocent people!! He didn't always have mental problems... Only started when he lost money i got no sympathy for him at all!! R.I.P to the mother and daughter.

I kinda miss him tbh Maybe because he is part of a time when CSGO was kinda magical and we all loved skins and trading... It was so much fun

@commcrimson9999

3 жыл бұрын

He murdered people he is in hell

@commcrimson9999

3 жыл бұрын

@@najjace3123 no one cares

@jacobemmerich8949

3 жыл бұрын

@@commcrimson9999 oh boy here comes the moral police.

@3ovggg

3 жыл бұрын

he is a murderer

@TobascoCatMC

3 жыл бұрын

Gambling and youtubers who stole thousands of dollars from kids is not a “golden age”.

This has to be one of the best Video documentary’s I’ve watched in a while

@islamwasrightaboutwomen4420

3 жыл бұрын

kzread.info he makes really good documentaries like kzread.info/dash/bejne/p6eHyMmBd6itqLQ.html

@utkarshapatil9668

3 жыл бұрын

Facts man. This shit affects me on a deeper level and i kinda like it, cause it helps me become a better person

@arthurwheildon2630

3 жыл бұрын

@@utkarshapatil9668 so true man

@oscarrasmussen7154

3 жыл бұрын

documentaries*

@ogpeekhal

3 жыл бұрын

agreed. this video had to be done and it was done very good.

Mental health is no joke bro. Take breaks when you need to, stay humble, and remember who your people are. Stay safe, dudes

@viralp1zza

3 жыл бұрын

agreed

@HarryFernandes15

3 жыл бұрын

u2 mate

@TheHobbyExpert

3 жыл бұрын

needed this

@stoez659

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks, this actually made me feel better for some reason.

@Uga19992

3 жыл бұрын

Yo, its Mr. Diddle

I never realised this even happened until watching this. I quite playing CS around 2017 but remember frequently watching his content. What a completely preventable tragedy. Such a shame, but very good video nonetheless. Thanks for bringing it to my attention.

@Creativevideos1295

3 жыл бұрын

exactly, I stopped playing around that time too and I would see his videos here and there, just found out through this video that he's dead, big rip.

@thejohnson9204

2 жыл бұрын

@@Creativevideos1295 He killed 2 innocent people, who gives a fuck if he died......

@dk.013__9

2 жыл бұрын

@@thejohnson9204 i do

@barnsjohn

2 жыл бұрын

@@dk.013__9 🤡

@blab1523

2 жыл бұрын

@@barnsjohn yeah i think you are the clown here sir.

As someone who went through an year of serious depression I kid you not it’s unbelievable how different your mind thinks in that state. The mental clouding is INSANE! You literally will be shocked how negative and unreasonable your thinking becomes, you would try your hardest to pull yourself out of that hole you keep digging deeper into but you will fail. A friendly reminded to always seek help if you think you are losing yourself, dont make the mistake I did and lose so much time. Heck dont make the mistake McSkillet made and lose your life all together, seek help. Heal!

@lolhavefun9201

3 жыл бұрын

Do you just call up a psychiatrist and book a therapy session?

@harshitverma2951

3 жыл бұрын

@@lolhavefun9201 didnt. For many reasons. One of the biggest being I was afraid along with very low self confidence. Your brain keeps on saying to yourself “Come on, one big pull and you’ll be out of that hole you dug, in no time” but that ‘pull’ never comes.

@lolhavefun9201

3 жыл бұрын

@@harshitverma2951 ok bro; so how did u get over the slump? Is there any particular things u did?

@harshitverma2951

3 жыл бұрын

@@lolhavefun9201 i just had to open up to my family. They called me home (since I lived in a different city) and believe me, I improved SO MCUH just by being around people I knew. It helps a lot, family, friends, all of them.

@patrickgogan3517

3 жыл бұрын

Try dealing with it for 13+ years its a horrible affliction

Damn hearing mcskillets voice again is actually pretty haunting.

@davegtown

3 жыл бұрын

Right??? The second I heard the Iconic intro I had a flashback to when I would imitate his voice to my friends over skype and say the intro and they’d all think it was funny

@matejsadecky7799

3 жыл бұрын

@@davegtown I just got flashbacks from watching his videos years ago it felt wrong hearing it again

@hazard4606

3 жыл бұрын

It’s not haunting for me, it just feels really nostalgic and kinda sad

@XanderNiles

3 жыл бұрын

For me, it felt like 2015-2016 all over again. I don't miss McSkillet but I surely miss the days from those years.

@keanwayne8797

3 жыл бұрын

yeah i was still in school back then, now that im working it feels like its 2017 again hearing that voice again.

This is just some of the saddest shit to happen in the cs community

@assumingctrl

3 жыл бұрын

Feel sad for the two innocent people he killed.

@ok-ue7yl

3 жыл бұрын

@Electr It... definitely *was* McSkillet's fault. Yes the cops and docs could've reacted faster but the reason the two innocents died is because of McSkillet.

@filip4698

3 жыл бұрын

@@assumingctrl three*

@Adiicek

3 жыл бұрын

@@ok-ue7yl no no no it's noone's but valve's fault. Poor mcskillet, should've not killed innocent people, but I miss him and hope karma hits valve, death to all valve employees

@Sohzy

3 жыл бұрын

@@ok-ue7yl no the guy has a point tho the dude had a total mental breakdown and was ready to end it all

2013 - 2016 CSGO was on a different level man... It's probably just nostalgia but the skins were such a cool and original consept back then and something about them was magical. The game is still great but has lost a lot of its charm

@DaddyDagoth

Жыл бұрын

I think we were just young tbh, it felt way more magical to me as well but I was born in 2000, grew up with cs 1.6 so cs go was a massive part of my life during my early and middle teens. Played it since the beta, of course. Now at 22 it absolutely is not the same, for me that is. I imagine for other teens and kids it feels just as magical.

@SuperSladjo

Жыл бұрын

fact

@oOignignoktOo1

Жыл бұрын

@@DaddyDagoth Naa early CS:GO was a better game. The game imo went to crap with the danger zone update and changing the classic gun sounds.

@huthunterhut

Жыл бұрын

all fps will lost it charms after couple of years due to burn out of course, and for new player they will feel the charms

Incredible video, I was part of the crowd who despised Mcskillet for his actions but this video changes a lot, this entire situation was so unfortunate, rip Mcskillet and the mother and daughter

@BaldMancTwat

3 жыл бұрын

The first thing anyone thinks when they hear the story is "That man was suffering from mental illness" everyone knew that and some people decided that was a fair argument, most didn't. That's all it was.

@xlixity

3 жыл бұрын

So you were a typical reactionary?

@scottedwards3403

3 жыл бұрын

@@xlixity after watching the video I’m still pissed that decided innocent people needed to get hurt in his suicide attempt

@scottedwards3403

3 жыл бұрын

@Matthew Camargo Zuluaga still a pos. Mental health is a issue yes, but not a shield

@iswitchedsidesforthiscat

2 жыл бұрын

@@scottedwards3403 he had a maniac episode and he wasn’t thinking of comitting suicide

Great video Zues, spot on. A very sad story but anything can tip you over the edge whether it be pressure, stress or anxiety, it can trigger a mental illness at any time, some people are different to others. I myself have witnissed it. My thoughts to everyone involved. Keep up the good work brother!.

@ashleygray5986

3 жыл бұрын

You should do a mental health charity stream thing with all of the CSGO names. Idk not directly for mcskillet. But like just for everyone. That’d be a cool thing to see done.

@danyoffcs

3 жыл бұрын

@@ashleygray5986 faze rain and phantomlord especially 👍

@ashleygray5986

3 жыл бұрын

@@danyoffcs oh they have the worst mental illness

@not5477

3 жыл бұрын

Not every day you see ChaBoyy talking seriously...

@whyt.mp3

3 жыл бұрын

Who else read it with accent?

I quit CSGO in 2017. This video felt like a bullet right in the heart.

@cockandballer

3 жыл бұрын

Same here. Absolutely heartbreaking.

@filiplescan4402

3 жыл бұрын

yep

@guruhd03

3 жыл бұрын

True dat

@mar00391

3 жыл бұрын

Me too. I didn’t even know about any of this till now. I used to love his videos back in the day wow

@eachtooth2199

3 жыл бұрын

Same bro

oh my god I had no idea how dark this would become. Im new in the csgo community and McSkillet is a name I have herd. I assumed he was banned or something and I didnt know the full story. God dang Thank you for educating me Heyzeus my prayers go to The Pizarro family and Mcskillets too.

@AxeltheKing1000

3 жыл бұрын

Same. My prayer goes out to both the families

I almost don't want to say "rip" but at the same time I watched every single one of his videos back in the day. It's kinda hard to find a balance between someone you like, and someone who did something horrendous.

@gravestomper4359

Жыл бұрын

He was mentally ill. A sane person wouldnt do that. I have family members with history of mental illness, I rather die than scold them for the things they've done under manic episodes. They werent in control

Can we just give props to heyzues for not monetizing or putting a sponsored intro on this video. Edit: I don't think that he shouldn't earn money for his hard work, this was a very well made video and yes he did wait two years. I think monetizing this video would have been completely fine. Not sure about a sponsor though unless it was going to a charity although even if he did I still wouldn't mind all that much.

@Siduction

3 жыл бұрын

Respect!

@Dzonnyg

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for pointing it out, I didn't even notice

@alimodz6253

3 жыл бұрын

If he did that would look sooo weird.. its pretty common sense dude no need for props

@echesssssssss8717

3 жыл бұрын

Yea man.

@wtbdarkness2900

3 жыл бұрын

That shouldnt get any1 props that should be the norm

excellent video and great research. i've never seen the intro video footage before.

@siicoviiciouse1629

3 жыл бұрын

Hi chrono

@WeDoItLive

3 жыл бұрын

Me neither. That footage is chilling knowing what comes next. You just never know some people.

@theztalker6731

3 жыл бұрын

Alot people seem to not have seen it it was him driving to a school before you know what happened it's unknown why he drove there i think

@massimosavino6929

3 жыл бұрын

Goddamn I remember no one ever covered this because it was so evil he deserved no publicity

@ZoMTDU

3 жыл бұрын

Idk whose more at fault here, the San Diego Police not doing anything about the whole thing or Valve banning shit trying to combat gambling only to make it worse

It’s truly sickening how people in the community decide to “take sides” and only take 1 of 2 perspectives. Nobody deserves to commit suicide, and nobody deserves to be killed. Incredibly sad situation for all involved, and all the ignorance from the police was the main factor. Sad.

@oochiboo8047

2 жыл бұрын

It might have not even been suicide, he didnt know what the fuck was going on, he thought he could just clip through the cars if he went fast enough. its just sad how it would have been avoided if the cops did their job

@denisbrown261

Жыл бұрын

@@oochiboo8047 This still doesn’t dismiss the fact that he is a murderer. Mental health problems or not, I don’t see how someone can even side with McSkillet.

@oochiboo8047

Жыл бұрын

@@denisbrown261 Because it could have been fully prevented if the cops did their job.

@denisbrown261

Жыл бұрын

@@oochiboo8047 I understand that, but I see people in the comments acting as if McSkillet's actions can be excused on account of his mental health and the police's inability to do the right thing.

@oochiboo8047

Жыл бұрын

@@denisbrown261 I think he did wrong, but he tried preventing it. I dont think anyone should have died.

Dominic is a strong man to forgive mckillet for what he did to his mother and sister. If it were me I would’ve been wishing for the worst and wanting to do the worst to the murderer. I hope Dominic and his family have a good fortunate future

Oh boy i haven't heard of this guy in a while...

@beeaar

3 жыл бұрын

same

@rosames3281

3 жыл бұрын

@@beeaar and better to stay like that. We should forgot about such persons

@assumingctrl

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosames3281 Agreed, but Heyzeus mentions him in almost every video he makes.

@adityabhardwaj875

3 жыл бұрын

@@ravin7047 so you mean to say a person living in California, the most liberal and accepting city for such persons wasn’t understanding enough for him? I’d like to know which other place in the world would’ve been more supportive. Please enlighten me 🙏

@Yorozuya4ever

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosames3281 lol. If u lose about a million dollars you sure as hell wouldn’t develop mental illness huh

Oh woah ... Finally the full story of McSkillet, like we all knew about the car crash and that something wasn't alright but daamn .. this video clears everything out. It's really sad that he took 2 other lives with his. Everything that build up to this moment was not that well known. Really interesting video Heyzeus, love that i found your channel through out a Jake Lucky shout out, ever since i am watching you.

@nightfest8856

3 жыл бұрын

+1

@BeaverGuidry

3 жыл бұрын

The things Mental illness can do are insane are need to be prevented

@RandomDudeOnYoutube

3 жыл бұрын

These stupid kiddies here just calling him a murder... oh man. Watch the video. Inform yourself about mental illness. And especially everything explained itself in the last 5 minutes of the video.

@YumiiSauce

3 жыл бұрын

@@RandomDudeOnKZread the same people that shoot up schools are called murderers and they have mental illness. McSkillet did not have to take those lives with him and he did. Do not justify murder.

@RandomDudeOnYoutube

3 жыл бұрын

@@YumiiSauce If thats your point, then i'll Accept it. But thats Not really the Same... Watch the Last 5 mins about the Video... It was Like he was challanging himself that He could Drive in the wrong direction, but this time on a Highway.

This is one of the first videos I've watched on CSGO trading and WOW i did NOT expect that to take such a dark turn

Wow I never knew the story ran this deep thank you this is genuinely amazing work

can we take a second to admire the heart of dominic pizarro in this situation? theres absolutely no way in hell id be able to think that clear taking into consideration what he had to go through 22:05

@Rnfjaydee

3 жыл бұрын

@@midwestemofiend agreed

@GoodieM8

3 жыл бұрын

@@midwestemofiend 100% agree. I strongly dislike religion in general but the one good thing it does is give people good morals (in some ways)

@rhewn1572

3 жыл бұрын

y slush

@noirceur_

3 жыл бұрын

What person is going to go on air and rip apart a deceased beloved KZreadr? The kid played it smart, showed the good, choir boy religious side on interviews and TV and radio. But you know behind closed doors and with his family who also lost those same loved ones he calls McSkillet every name in the God damn book. I bet he's said and thought about the things he would have done to McSkillet if he ever met him, and we can't even begin to fathom them. No body loses their loved ones and feels sympathy for the person who killed them. (unless of course he wanted his family dead which is equally disgusting).

@RainbowDark

3 жыл бұрын

Honestly that's how I'd think too If someone is able to cause so much pain to everyone they musnt be okay themselves

Mental health is something everyone needs to be more sensitive and aware of. It's horrible that he took other people with him, and that he committed suicide the way he did, but if our health care system worked properly & held him until he got better - and people had tried to help him instead of being oblivious, he & all 3 of them would still be here.

@thecodex7701

3 жыл бұрын

thank you..someone that understands and isn’t bashing a dead man Mental health should be taken seriously

@adityabhardwaj875

3 жыл бұрын

how tf would anyone know about his mental health issues if he didn't tell anyone? There was no indication whatsoever that he was going thru all this. His problems that he kept to himself don't justify the killing of two innocent people. I can only imagine what the family of those two people must be feeling knowing people are justifying their killer.

@filip4698

3 жыл бұрын

@@adityabhardwaj875 You're wrong. There were many indications. Watch the video dude.

@awkncs

3 жыл бұрын

@@adityabhardwaj875 Not everyone can, or wants to, open up about their mental stability. In some families, it is seen as a disease and the person is considered a manic even before he goes crazy. They are treated as an outcast. This behavior in turn actually descalates their mental stability even further. Not every family upbringing knows how to deal with a mentally unstable person. I know this because I have held off talking about depression to my family. But even then, I seek help from my friends and peers.

@robinchen5458

3 жыл бұрын

@@adityabhardwaj875 I dont think anyone here wants to 'justify' the horrible act, we are just saying that there is more to it then just some stupid 18-year old in a sports car driving recklessly

One of the best yt vids I've seen in a while. Good stuff 👏

Best video I've seen in regards to covering the entire tragedy. TY! 💙🙏🏻💜

Firstly, I had no idea he was that young. With that deep voice and the way he spoke, I figured he was at least mid 20's. No wonder he went off the rails like he did. What he did was absoluteIy horrific, no question, but I can't lie and say I didn't miss his videos for a long time after he was gone. I tried to get into turbomotionz but he wasn't for me. Luckily though, I found a fellow aussie who was real good at this 'making videos about skins' biz, and I haven't looked back.

@kanarieV3

3 жыл бұрын

damn rip turbo

@sleepyskorpion

3 жыл бұрын

age has nothing to do with it, i knew a 40 year old mother who had like a 1 year old kid and a happy marriage who killed herself and on the outside she seemed totally normal and happy, i also know a family where the mother is in her 60s and had a $150,000 gambling debt and just suddenly starts screaming sometimes

@Jam557b

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly this.

@RuiMartins69

3 жыл бұрын

Turbo was kinda my way to go next too. But I quickly figured that he was no guy to deserve appreciation, when his channel took a big hit, someone tried to help him with advice and he simply denied and sent us fuck off.

@XanderNiles

3 жыл бұрын

I totally forgot about Turbo. I'm not sure but his channel got banned or something and left KZread altogether. He banished completely.

That first clip of him leaving in the car, gave me some seriously uncomfortable chills down my back.

@MrDeltoric

3 жыл бұрын

moments before disaster. it's extremely eerie. there's nothing left to your imagination, that is him, 20 ish minutes before crashing that very same car. that guy trying to talk to him is probably the last person mcskillet ever talked to, we have no idea if mcskillet said anything back but whatever he did was enough for the stranger to know that something was seriously wrong past trespassing and vandalism.

@MrDeltoric

3 жыл бұрын

surprisingly his car didn't look too bad from behind seeing as tho it apparently smashed his father car repeatedly and then smashed through a fence

Jesus, Zeus. This is one hell of a good video. I'm looking forward to a future where more and more people will be aware of the importance that mental health has and the risks it poses, for both the individual and the collective. These kinds of videos spread that message. Definitely one of your best.

I’m Ngl I grew up loving mcskillet videos

@BumboLooks

Жыл бұрын

He was an autistic psychopath with a monotone voice that had meltdown. That's really all there is to it......

@Aigle662frileux

Жыл бұрын

@@BumboLooks Bro you copy past this comment like a stupid npc

Dominic, the guy who lost his mom and sister in the accident, is just a hero of this story for me. It is unbelievable he was able to see the whole context of McSkillets life in such a hard moment like losing his close family members. He is a great example of what religion should be about. I am a Christian and it made me feel sad that most of the believers, and me as well, would not be able to act like Dominic. Huge respect

@seannotconnery8191

3 жыл бұрын

@YES here we go with this bad argument against personal faith again

@mcchickennug

3 жыл бұрын

@YES a point could be made that being an atheist also requires faith in evolution

@meeloks.1013

3 жыл бұрын

@@mcchickennug Christians also believes in evolution.

@mcchickennug

3 жыл бұрын

@@meeloks.1013 no???

@meeloks.1013

3 жыл бұрын

@@mcchickennugMy bad for speaking about all Christians, but Catholic Church has no official statement regarding evolution, so it's up to individual according to them. However most Catholics that I know (inc. me) believes in evolution, because science.

This was actually really well made. Whenever it comes to mental illness, people don't understand that a person can completely change in the matter of days. McSkillet took his life out in anger. Etika took his life out in embarrassment after his actions were made public and was ridiculed. God knows the amount of times other KZreadrs have been accused of career-cancelling allegations which easily could have taken them down the same route. Communities are hurt everywhere.

@dotjj

3 жыл бұрын

Its terrifying how easy it has become to watch a person's downfall through the internet. RIP Etika.

@EMOTIONOGRAPHY

3 жыл бұрын

@@dotjj JoyCon Boyz forever.

@vracaze

3 жыл бұрын

What were Etikas actions that drove him to suicide?

@aw7x

3 жыл бұрын

@@vracaze i think he had mental issues aswell

@jockeyfield1954

3 жыл бұрын

who's Etika i've been on the internet since 2015 when i was young, didn't start going on news sites until 2019 and only got into csgo in 2018 pls explain

Great video man. I hope others can use this as an example and not make the same mistakes. Get help when you can and stay close to your loved ones yall.

Dominic God bless him. Lost his mom and sister. In his heart he has forgiveness. I'm a psychiatric nurse I can only imagine how manic his behaviors were. It's a shame the cops didn't take a more proactive approach. Prayers to the families

Cops: Sorry Ma'am, we can't do anything until it's too late.

@Rohishimoto

3 жыл бұрын

This is where a ridgid system fails, for all it's benefits of consistancy it has severe downsides. I don't really know if there is a good soultion to it.

@hoppzy01

3 жыл бұрын

this really is the best way to put it

@user-fi2zs2ww1r

3 жыл бұрын

i cant imagine the amount of guilt his parents had when they heard the news.. its a shame the cops couldnt help

@griffinhatt4669

3 жыл бұрын

@@user-fi2zs2ww1r they did everything they could, its a shame the police didn't/couldn't act on the situation

@fuji420

3 жыл бұрын

For real. Mcskillet was clearly a derranged individual, and lets not forget that the police did absoutley nothing to help. I would go as far as to say that they caused those deaths. Moral of the story: police in America fucking suck so bad.

Things could've unfold differently if only the cops took him.

@aturfhee.3727

3 жыл бұрын

@@kevindoingthings7874 I'm not blaming anyone, I'm just wondering what could've happened if that was the case. Would history would've been rewritten? It's just a monologue of mine.

@Xanth1um

3 жыл бұрын

@@aturfhee.3727 All over there is a large mental illness epidemic. But especially in California. With all the homeless and various other reasons. This wouldn't get any better though since all the rioting and "defund the police" campaigns have led most CA based law enforcement departments to cut programs. The LAPD has cut their mental illness special section due to the "outrage" and "protests".

@BoleDaPole

3 жыл бұрын

Cops usually won't mess with people in nice cars because it means they are powerful and rich so they can easily get them fired.

@aturfhee.3727

3 жыл бұрын

@@BoleDaPole true. I've experienced it myself, the cops here are discriminating by how good is your vehicle and the way you dress up.

@sirkiz1181

3 жыл бұрын

@@Xanth1um It’s not necessarily bad that cops are cutting programs like that, as most if not all “defund the police” advocates would rather have medical experts respond to cases of mental illness. There are countless of stories of police being inadequately trained to deal with people having mental episodes, panicking, and killing them. There has been a recent program, forgot which city, in which a medic and trained psychiatrist were sent to instances of mental health related issues, with very promising results.

Great video Heyzeus, fantastic job. My heart goes out to the mother and her family.

@keyboy7068

3 жыл бұрын

and mcskillets too :)

I had no idea these events took place. You had a great analysis of the entire story, and it saddens me what happened that time ago.

Damn, I really wish the cops did something to help him that day. He wouldn't have liked it but at least he and the two innocent people he killed would still be here today.

@mazevlad2263

3 жыл бұрын

Same , but they couldn't legally so don't blame the cops here , blame the legislators

@NotSoMax

3 жыл бұрын

@@mazevlad2263 uhhh idk dude are you familiar with California’s laws? I’ve known people that’ve gotten 5150d for a lot lot less. They would’ve been within their rights to take him in to a psychward. This is honestly why we either need to get cops better training or have someone replace a lot of their responsibilities that they clearly aren’t qualified for. Dude needed serious mental help and was a clear danger to himself and others, if you have a psychiatrist making that kind of call to police or even a concerned family member they can and often do take you in to a psychward at least for an interview.

@masterjenkins632

3 жыл бұрын

thats usually how it goes but then the cops end up shooting said person because they freak out

@ant1952

3 жыл бұрын

@@NotSoMax Police officers don't have the final say when it comes to involuntary institutionalization in a mental facility. Officers uphold the law and must follow it as it is written. Its very difficult to have someone institutionalized against their will, blame the court system for it's broken processes not the cops who are forced to follow them.

@NotSoMax

3 жыл бұрын

@@ant1952 first off the courts should 100% not be giving cops more responsibility, second in the case of a 5150 the cops do a small “interview” then they take them to an institution and the institutions gets the final say. I’ve seen perfectly calm people taken in to an institution by police, the institution released them immediately after the interview but they were still taken in against their will. In this situation no mental institution was even given the opportunity to evaluate him when it was already expressed by his family and a medical professional that he was at risk of hurting himself or others. This is not a rare occurrence but it’s something that cannot be solved by “giving police more power and freedom” when you consider how often they already abuse the power and freedom they already have, and how often that abuse of power disproportionately effects those struggling with Mental health not to mention POC and the waman.

brought me memories sad memories

@Dzonnyg

3 жыл бұрын

I really appreciated his content and what he did in the end was very wrong I feel sad that he came to such a low point he didn't see any other solutions

@badcornflakes6374

3 жыл бұрын

@@Dzonnyg The thing is, he wasn't in his right frame of mind. no matter how many times you would've told him this is wrong just as his parents were trying to do,it wouldn't get through to him. He was just lost at that point. The perfect storm.

@lordpumpkinhead265

2 жыл бұрын

@Rodrigo Novais The flavor text: "This bad black machine can hit 150 miles per hour before bursting into flames."

A great breakdown of a harrowing career. Earned a new sub!

the abrupt ending really hit the spot. Well said Zeus! my prayers go out to the families and anyone out there suffering with mental illness.

I used to watch all of his videos as soon as he'd release them. He was the reason I started playing csgo. McSkillet was in my eyes, someone who, like you said, just couldn't get the help they needed. He deserved better.

Fun facts: that adultlike voice is just a 15yo kid, lmao

@xanniieeyy

3 жыл бұрын

Talking about someone voice... I wonder why Heyzeus voice kinda high pitch now(compared to his few years ago)

@dreamcastdazia4753

3 жыл бұрын

@@xanniieeyy cause adult voices are always higher

@muhilham5237

3 жыл бұрын

@@dreamcastdazia4753 pfft logic

@dreamcastdazia4753

3 жыл бұрын

@@muhilham5237 Idk why it happens either bur for a lot of people when they watch videos of thier teenage self their teen voice is deeper

@shiroyt4185

3 жыл бұрын

Heyzeus voice is like Dota2 Bowie

This video brought me back... I got goosebumps.

Thank you for bringing light to this situation. I appreciate you doing something like this for somebody that people have vilified.

I remember this guy back in the day. The day after he died me and my boy in high school were literally speechless

@josh-qj2zu

3 жыл бұрын

yeah all the jokes my friends made were just dark humor mcksillet jokes lmao

@XanderNiles

3 жыл бұрын

He died 2 years ago. It wasn't that long.

@goob8945

3 жыл бұрын

@@XanderNiles wow it feels longer than that lol. how time flies

@keanwayne8797

3 жыл бұрын

yeah i know its 2 yrs ago but i was also goin to school back then and we all moved on in life, hearing that mcskillet voice once again gives me chills like i havent heard this voice in decades

@baldoggie

3 жыл бұрын

If he only killed himself I would of been sad for him, but the fact that he killed a mother and her daughter makes him a selfish prick

Anomaly: "I Just Subbed to McSkillet 2 Weeks Ago, He Doesnt Upload Much Why?" -2018

@hafer8762

3 жыл бұрын

Can u link that video where anomaly subbed to og :

@Shazzgaming

3 жыл бұрын

Anomaly actually subs a long time ago

@santeri5921

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah anomaly is funny. It was a good joke

@yaeyo3461

3 жыл бұрын

what video

@n00bGT-R

3 жыл бұрын

which video

Nice video! I like the research you've done on this documentary too!

That comment you made in the last 10 seconds was hitting the nail on the head TDM, mental illnesses are not something that should be taken lightly nor dismissed. That video was emotional to watch towards the news footage but I had to finish watching it all, now I finally understand more and my opinion of him still stands. He was a good man and his head was in a seriously bad place at the time and in his right frame of mind he wouldn't harm anyone. It was a tragic event for everyone who knew him both online and personally so thank you for covering this and I hope it helps everyone to better understand him and that situation overall

I was a big mcskillet fan back in the days, but ever since he "left" I haven't watched a lot of csgo skins videos. Great job on this video and nice to see someone overtaking the "king of skins" title!

@prof_aw3som014

3 жыл бұрын

I was a huge fan but when he went the wrong way about being mentally tormented I lost complete respect, he killed people

@matt3570

3 жыл бұрын

@@prof_aw3som014 A manic episode is characterized by a sustained period of abnormally elevated or irritable mood, intense energy, racing thoughts, and other extreme and exaggerated behaviors. People can also experience psychosis, including hallucinations and delusions, which indicate a separation from reality.

Damn I didn’t realise he was only 18. He was pretty much still a kid

as someone living in france and out of touch with the news i was heartbroken to learn by my coworker that a "notorious csgo youtuber" as he stated passed away in a trafic accident. Mcskillet was really the last person i expected. I wish that he rest in peace as well as the mother and daughter he unfortunately dragged with him.

This video gave me a whole new view on this story great video man!

You know its serious when theres no autotuned burping in the background

@marshalravello

3 жыл бұрын

ok

@muhammedadil3754

3 жыл бұрын

Lol

Bruh, I remember my mom coming into my room and asking was mcskillet the csgo guy I watched.. I said yeah and she dropped the bomb

@alphaalpaka7196

3 жыл бұрын

hearthbreaking, but whatt bomb^^ the "i am so sorry- one" ?^^

@ayeayexdv8724

3 жыл бұрын

@Mark Nagy O MAY GAD

@wannabuysomememes8882

3 жыл бұрын

@Mark Nagy nonono she dropped the planted bomb

@ognjenpesic7008

3 жыл бұрын

Now show her this

@med8615

3 жыл бұрын

did you defuse the bomb?

I remember watching the news and checking twitter, because I saw McSkillet trending. I always loved watching his videos and that. It was crazy to me, that a year after I moved from San Diego(I'm originally from SD), I find out he was also from there and that he did everything that led him to his demise. I feel like, this gave me some kind of closure of what was going through his mind at that time. I was randomly thinking of the dude, and somehow this video popped up on my feed(wasn't even watching a CSGO video or anything). But thank you for this video. This was very informative and shed some light to what happen to him.

@0s0sXD

3 жыл бұрын

One day. I was walking in a mall in AbuDhabi, my home town, at the time I had remembered my English and science teachers from 4th grade subliminally. I was thinking about them and I didn't know why I was thinking about them. But I missed them and I wished I'd see them again. That city is big and it's rare to meet people randomly. I was grade 12 so that was 8 years since I've seen them. Well I met them both in that mall somehow. It's just some magical shit man. They're both sisters BTW McSkillets story is heart breaking.. Life is so shit. It's like fortnite battle Royale. How ever good you are, if you get surrounded by 3 people then that's just unlucky. Doesn't matter. You'll just die. Life is hopeless like sometimes.

This video is so hard to watch. I remember crying the day I heard about this. We all wanted to be mad at mcskillet for taking the lives of others but we couldn’t. He was such an influential person in me and my friends lives and he was battling his own demons and felt like that was the only way out. Miss you buddy.

@seannotconnery8191

3 жыл бұрын

he was a spoiled brat

@SpartanMG879Playz

3 жыл бұрын

@@seannotconnery8191 someone doesn’t know what mental illness is

@super_genius

3 жыл бұрын

@@SpartanMG879Playz mental illness doesnt give you a get out of jail free card for killing 2 people

@isakdellmark9173

3 жыл бұрын

@@super_genius a reason isnt the same as an excuse. He did something terrible but mcskillet still has all my respect.

@super_genius

3 жыл бұрын

@@isakdellmark9173 lmao geuss your respect isn't worth having

Mc Skillet was just way to young for his success. He could not handle the stress when some things went wrong and when you are in a tough situation etc. That is exactly the sort of stuff you learn while studying for example. Just the ability to fight your way through problems and to never give up.

@TheVirumXD

3 жыл бұрын

that has nothing to do with the mental illness he suffered

@DaisuCars

3 жыл бұрын

@@TheVirumXD actually it does, he did not expect to get set back this much. When you're not aware something like that can happen to your or how to deal with it, it can crush ones ego.

@verboseessays

3 жыл бұрын

@momorain i totally agree to this

@mouthwash8182

3 жыл бұрын

Studying isn't even remotely comparable to the insurmountable stress, anxiety and depression bipolar people experience. When you enter a manic state, you have no control of your actions. His age also had nothing to do with it. Plenty of 18 year olds have faced the Taliban, ISIS and Al-Qaeda in the middle east. They completed their mission, or they gave their lives trying; but they didn't start offing themselves. This is a simple, yet very complex case of untreated mental illness.

@themomorain

3 жыл бұрын

@@mouthwash8182 What are you talking? I did not even claim that Studying is comperable to bipolar people experience?! You should honestly read before writing some random stuff. I said he probably could not cope with the situation that the ban of his sites and steam account enforced on him since he is so young and did not study for example where you learn how to deal with a insane amount of stress. But he was so young that he has never experienced anything like that.

Mental Health is something that is very serious and very sensitive, its an illness people don't choose to be mentally ill and its something that more people need to be aware of, it effects the way you think, the way you look at things, your actions, how you perceive the actions of others as well as many many more things, people think mental illness and depression is just someone being weak minded and sad but its not, mental illness can effect anyone someone having a perfectly normal life can become mentally ill just as easily as someone living the worst life possible. outside factors like bullying, rough life patches, losing your job, losing loved ones ect don't cause mental illnesses they just enhance them they make it worse they kick you while you are already down so its not fair to just judge someone on there actions without actually trying to understand the situation they are in first, my brother has suffered from mental illnesses since he was about 12-13 and we didn't know it at the start, he become paranoid, insecure and stressed, people at school figured out that something was wrong and instead of helping they bullied him, he put on weight, tried to avoid school as much as possible, gave up sports and barely left his room and we didn't know what to do none of us had experienced mental illness before so we didn't act accordingly because we didn't know what the right way to act was, he has attempted suicide 3 times and i wont get into details about that because its private and frankly hard to talk about but he said he had never contemplated it before and it had just gotten stuck in his head one day, for me it was the hardest time of my life so far and i learnt a lot from it, we know have a good support system around him and although hes not "cured" hes in better shape now then he was back then. if you see a friend or loved one having some problems or showing signs that something is wrong then talk to them, its really not that hard to ask if they are ok its only 3 words Are You Ok, sometimes people need someone to talk to and try to help them and if you don't know how to help someone there are helplines out there that will help you help someone, suicide helplines aren't just there to help the person in need they are also there for people who need the help to help someone in need, they take it very seriously and will listen and give advice to you even if you are not the one in need. if you are in need of help yourself just give them a call, seek help and talk to people about it and in most countries the helpline is toll free and it might just save your life. Huge respect for Dominic Pizarro, i wish more people thought the way he does the world would be a better place if they did.

@pcmasterrace4039

3 жыл бұрын

You said it best

@Lelbron6

3 жыл бұрын

Millions of people struggle with depression everyday. Not many go out and commit a murder suicide on innocents. He was an evil dude the end

@comeatmebro3229

3 жыл бұрын

@@Lelbron6 you know depression is just one form of mental illness right? The lady literally said “I think he is manic”

@CDLightt

3 жыл бұрын

Just asking someone if theyre ok will never help.

@matt3570

3 жыл бұрын

@@Lelbron6 A manic episode is characterized by a sustained period of abnormally elevated or irritable mood, intense energy, racing thoughts, and other extreme and exaggerated behaviors. People can also experience psychosis, including hallucinations and delusions, which indicate a separation from reality.

i watched all his vids back in the day and just randomly found out through your video :o... im speachless

Still can’t believe how many years ago this is now, this was my high school years.

@Zombiisugar

3 жыл бұрын

Bro 4 years ago isn't that far lol.. I've been out of highschool for 10 years lol

Fantastic video, I had almost forgotten about McSkillet but this video just goes to show that everyone should learn something from other peoples situations too, not just your own experiences.

He was one of my favorite cs go youtubers... I really miss his videos. And as a person with a mental illness myself, I felt very sorry for McSkillet back then despite other people wishing him to rot in hell, some just have no idea what impact a mental illness can have on your mind.

I live not 2 miles from the on ramp where he did that horrible deed. still gives me chills every time i drive by it.

It’s just so crazy, I remember my mom coming up to me and saying “a youtuber that makes videos on that game you play just died in a car crash” I was so surprised and when I saw the name mcskillet on ccn I just couldn’t believe my own eyes. My heart goes out to everyone affected by his actions

thank you for this very eye opening video. putting a light on this makes me wonder why no one tried earlier. very unfortunate to have someone's name be so soiled for so long after his death. i hope he finds peace knowing that someone shared his full story.

You know it's serious when he mentioned tmartn and didn't make a cs lotto joke

I drove by this crash after work a couple years ago when it happened and I’ve been so invested in this story ever since, great write up

I love watching random rabbit-hole videos about subjects I only barely associate with.

You cleared up so much hate with this video. You did a really good deed making this video mate. I hope you accomplish all your goals on KZread because you're a decent person.

Mann huge respect for Dominic to be able to say something like that after having his family killed like that.

Thanks for making this. I started CS when it was BETA 1.. stopped before skins but I still kept up with CS news. I was angry that he killed 2 people. But now knowing what he was going through changes all of that. His famy tried to get him help and warned the police and they did nothing. RIP to three young lives taken too soon and their families

fact-checked and well-spoken documentary that especially in this sad case always upkept a level of dignity and respect toward the involved parties. Thank you @TDM_Heyzeus

So glad you made a video on this, feels like no one really properly covered this story or wanted to speak about it, despite it being one of the biggest and most tragic things to happen with CSGO. RIP

@metalilama1

Жыл бұрын

rip to the family but mcskillet naaah

Really appreciate this documentary and the big effort on your side, that's really high quality content! You somehow replaced the missing puzzle part in KZread's csgo skins industry for me personally!

Amazing video man truly, you did a wonderful job

Very good and in-depth video. I learned a lot from this incident and the story behind it. Impressed with the quality of research as well. You are doing god's work, brother!

Just discovered your channel yesterday (and started playing CS a week ago) You are amazing The way you cover the content is fascinating The content you choose to talk about is fascinating You are amazing - keep up the incredible work - Im sure you will explode soon - you deserve it! Much love from Israel :)

@plebisMaximus

3 жыл бұрын

Good luck, it's a rough game to get into.

@kfiramar9967

3 жыл бұрын

@@plebisMaximus Haha TNX :) the ranking system is pretty rough

@YayIsfam

3 жыл бұрын

welcome to cs. rough getting into it in 2020 lol. stick with it tho

Excellent video, Heyzeus. I feel like McSkillet's content did a lot for the community and regardless of his actions outside of his youtube videos he should be remembered for how informative his videos were and the glamour he brought to a understated trading scene.

damn this video was waaay deeper then i first thought it would be.

This video took me back. Fantastic work on your research and I think I speak for the cs:go community when I say that news shocked us all. What a tragic outcome, mental health really is an important factor even for those who we look up/looked up to.

Damn, I’ve never known the full story. Thanks for shining a light on this

his death was really sad to me i legit grew up watching him i remember waking up and refreshing his chanel almost every morning back in 17 rip

@sampuhhupmas5666

3 жыл бұрын

@@draincel Has your attitude towards McSkillet changed after you found out why it happened? I'm just curious

@cu8903

3 жыл бұрын

not rip, hope he is in hell

@redz_2d

3 жыл бұрын

@@cu8903 He had a mental illness that could've been prevented if he was in police custody and gotten the help his parent asked for and pleaded for. Wishing eternal damnation to someone who no longer had control of his body and his mind at such a young age is disgusting. The entire point of this video is that no one is to blame here, but instead the fact that this was because of our ignorance over this kind of shit. If someone were to take over your body, and to kill 2 people without having that will yourself and getting told to go to hell but thousand if not millions of people, how would you fucking feel.

@brandonmoore9440

3 жыл бұрын

@@redz_2d Oh cry me a river, saying he "no longer had control of his body and mind" is you basically absolving him of any wrong doing because "it's not his fault". No it was his fault I don't give a shit what he was going through he could've just offed himself like a normal person but no he had to speed 100mph down the wrong side of the road to hit someone head on and kill a mother and child. Fuck outta here with your "no one is to blame here" nonsense. Mcskillet is to to blame for his actions. Not some mystical mental illness monster that comes in to take all the blame like an omnipotent being. If I go and kill 2 people it's not "someone taking over my body" it's me, hell you could say any murderer ever is mentally ill because it's not within the norm of a healthy functional person to do that, but no one says it's not Jeffrey Dahmers fault that he killed 17 people, it's not some magical person that took over his body, it was him even though he was diagnosed with multiple disorders and mental illnesses. People who think like you is why everyone is soft with no accountability for their own actions.

@frichoko1985

2 жыл бұрын

@@brandonmoore9440 POV: you didn't watch the video and just want to bash out mcskillet so you can get attention but only end up being a idiot

genuinely good look into his life and a good way to spread awareness about mental health.

Caralho! Assisti muito aos vídeos dele, na época. Nunca soube de seu fim trágico, que história triste 😞. RIP mom and daughter.

When a mother preemptively calls the police in her son, you have to listen to her.

@jibbymarket

3 жыл бұрын

you instantly lose that credibility once the child turns 18

@entrex7596

3 жыл бұрын

that's true

@naolllamsa9579

3 жыл бұрын

@@jibbymarket to be fair they live on your property

I remember passing by the freeway with my brothers that day where he drove into that mother and daughter. Sad day. So much chaos on that freeway, his car was demolished and so was the other car he smashed into. At the time I didnt know it was him but then i found out a couple days later. Poor family who lost those innocent lives.

Rip, he was going through something we didn’t know. It’s sad but that’s life. Rest In Peace mcskillet

Wow. You do so much research and it turns out so good. Pls keep it up!

Damn. I feel like a lot of people either didn't want to cover this because of the subject, but damn, you did a really good job. I knew about McSkillet, but this clears everything up.

Just wanted to say great video man! Always enjoyed Mcskillets' videos, thoughts will always go out to all those lives lost.

Amazing video, great research and great take on the subject people just went straight after him which was okay cause we didn’t know the truth, mental illness and our minds in general can be our best friends or our worst enemy

Very well produced and written video. Great work