Lauren London I Angie Martinez IRL Podcast
Lauren London has learned many valuable lessons since losing the love of her life, and she’s sitting down with Angie to share how the tragic death of Nipsey Hussle in 2019 has shaped her. In Lauren’s first “in real life” in-person interview since Hussle’s passing, she candidly discusses her journey through grief and how a deeper relationship with God has moved to the forefront of her priorities. Angie and Lauren’s wide-ranging conversation touches on death etiquette, legacy, parenting, trauma and healing.
► Timestamps
00:00 Intro
04:55 Fear of people dying
05:23 Life is short and a gift
07:12 Shadow work and the ego self
10:15 Lauren London on death
14:00 Being proud of yourself
21:55 No one dies
25:15 Cosuming other people’s energy
28:55 Legacy
31:36 Devoting to God in nature
39:10 Spiritual relationships
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“I’ve been to funerals, but being in the front row hits different” I felt that 🫶🏼
@miraaaaa03
Жыл бұрын
I second that 🥲
@maudriedepradine4003
Жыл бұрын
I just bury my daughter on 7 11 and my God I felt this
@leticiabeanguido
Жыл бұрын
@@maudriedepradine4003 I’m so sorry, I can’t even imagine! Sending Love,peace, and light your way ❤️
@maudriedepradine4003
Жыл бұрын
@@leticiabeanguido thank you 💕💕💔💔
@alanbrown3172
Жыл бұрын
Wait till you're a pallbearers, then the concept of life becomes minescule, were just living through time
No one truly understands her! She said she has felt pure love and she doesn’t need to experience that anymore… WHEW. That’s different. That is the ultimate and highest form of love that you can experience to where you have zero urges but to participate in being your best self. I love her for being truthful and transparent in this.
@lexindacut4177
Жыл бұрын
Facts! I feel this very much; after my boyfriend passed away, (he was also shot & killed so it was very unexpected, similar to this situation in that way.), I also feel that I've already experienced a true genuinely pure love from this man who I know in my heart was and always will be my soul mate, (which I also believe you only get one soul mate in this earthly life), so I feel no need, and still don't to this day, to have love again. I know if it's meant to be it'll be, naturally. But here I am almost 6 years after his passing and Ive never felt the need to be with another lover. I only feel the need now to learn more about my own self, my relationship with God, etc. . But I welcome whatever plan God has for mu life, even if that does mean one day sharing a true love with someone new.
@itsjustme...whitney6972
Жыл бұрын
I a great The only reason I can take is maybe she's getting threatened I'm not quite sure because this is a bizarre I would be and she's loud like me like she would she wants justice I don't get it yeah I don't get it cuz I'm a Justice kind of girl though you know and when
@itsjustme...whitney6972
Жыл бұрын
I can relate to this so much when my baby daddy committed suicide or so we thought guess what? Well now it's coming to terms that we can't even find that quote unquote detective blah blah blah it's the whole thing and I knew it from the beginning I knew it might get and didn't want to trust myself well needless to say we've opened it back up tell me we never know what's going on behind the scenes
@forevercatrina24
Жыл бұрын
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 So sorry for your lost🙏
@IamaproudChristian22
Жыл бұрын
@@lexindacut4177 Jesus is coming back. Have faith in Him alone to be saved.
She needs to write a book on how to survive grief. This was an insightful REAL interview.
@marycookmoore3956
Жыл бұрын
I agree as someone going through the death of extremely close relatives (husband, brother and mom. Normally I don’t read celebrities but she is so insightful. It’s the first time since April I didn’t feel alone.
@teselynfunches3787
Жыл бұрын
@@marycookmoore3956 So sorry for your loss. Blessings and peace to you.
@wendyterraza7617
Жыл бұрын
I would absolutely buy that book in a heartbeat!!
@RoyalMasterpiece
Жыл бұрын
🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤
@RoyalMasterpiece
Жыл бұрын
It would be a New York Times Bestseller.
The “why not you, girl? who are you?” part choked me up. Acknowledging the ego is so powerful.
@stigerlove97
6 ай бұрын
I don't get what she means by that
@brandihernandez739
6 ай бұрын
@@stigerlove97 She said that her prayers didn’t work when Nipsey got shot, and when he passed, she started questioning God like “why would you do this to ME?”. She asked herself “well why not YOU?” Basically - what makes her special or immune to this happening to her, while there are so many other women and people who go through similar things. Her spiritual relationship with God started right then when she acknowledged that.
Angie deserves some kind of journalistic award for this interview. Perfect conversation from start to finish.
@SayWhat9111
Жыл бұрын
Loved this conversation
@justdot8
Жыл бұрын
It was a such an inspirational interview. It was so deep and beautiful to experience.
@lifewithkashmeere
Жыл бұрын
Yes she executed this really well
@Pheistyherbalist
Жыл бұрын
Agreed!!!
@lashanndamcclain9607
Жыл бұрын
Agreeeeeeeeeeee
The sadness in Lauren’s eyes was penetrating. She is clearly still grieving, and appears to be processing her grief and loss through a spiritual journey. I wish her peace and a twinkle in her eye sooner than later.
@sahara-nadine
Жыл бұрын
Yeah. I sensed the grief even in her voice. AndI when I realized she was wearing his photo on the necklace around her neck, my heart cried for her. May God truly wholeheartedly reveal himself to her so she will heal.
@bout-bidness5699
Жыл бұрын
Yes man it's sad. I didn't even know nip and I know how I felt and still feel when I hear his music so I can just imagine how she feels. It's just a whole sad situation.
@adw1334
Жыл бұрын
Omg I thought I was the only one that could see the pain in her eyes.
@frankiesneeze6179
Жыл бұрын
I’ve heard that you never get over losing someone you just slowly start to learn how to live with it
@darriusmackey7981
Жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏 for us all fr
It took me a year to watch this interview, I didn't want to be in my feelings. When I tell you I cried the entire interview and after, she spoke the realist, purest, and most genuine words of wisdom. Lauren is my birthday twin 12/5, I'm just 8 years older. I lost my high school sweetheart, the father of my only child when we were 27, in the same manner. It's been 19 years, and sometimes that pain will hit like it was June 14, 2004, all over again. I'm so grateful and thankful for Lauren sharing and being transparent. I'm from Cali, Compton, to be exact, and we all love us some Lauren and Nipsey. When Pac wrote the song "2 Live and Die in LA," I don't think people really understood how powerful the words to that song truly were. I pray that Lauren and her family healing journey continues 🙏🏾. Thank you, Angie and Lauren, for a great meal. My soul was fed.
@kswag5759
5 ай бұрын
Exactly this is my 2nd attempt to watch it
@brianacrespo6378
4 ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss sweetheart!
@dorothysmith7143
4 ай бұрын
@brianacrespo6378 thank you
@heatherabare1
4 ай бұрын
Me too
@pcharm3711
4 ай бұрын
Did the LAPD kill him too?? 😢😢
I come back to this interview every few months and the gems still hold. The “why not you” part gets me every time. A constant reminder to myself.
@stigerlove97
6 ай бұрын
I don't get what she means by that
@queida4real
3 ай бұрын
Same
This woman by far is not missing that mark she speaks so highly of. She’s accepted Gods plan and is devoting her life to living in her purpose daily. She is living in herGod given truth. There’s is nothing more purposeful and powerful than that!
@ronnie2032
Жыл бұрын
Well said👏🏽👏🏽❤️
@stoptheviolence3358
Жыл бұрын
💯💯💯💯💯💯
@nunim2496
Жыл бұрын
She wasn’t living the purpose with her boyfriend If he loved her than she would have been his wife.
@Dominique43jd
Жыл бұрын
@@nunim2496 + Exactly…Well said ppl. Are So starstruck and gullible that anything they say people take it and run wit it instead of them studying and researching peoples background …and find out there was never ever was a marriage certificate the higher ups set peoples in place to do the dirty work hmmm…I’m just saying
@Sonja85Love
Жыл бұрын
Agree.
Lauren is very self aware, I love hearing her talk - because she always speaks with true intention. I know she loves being lowkey, but I really think she should share her knowledge, because she has a lot.
@ittybittysha
Жыл бұрын
I think that is truly her gift.. so many people have gone through the same thing and her knowledge could really help someone. I teared up watching this.
@Dnichole
Жыл бұрын
I agree, I could listen to her talk for hours. She is a guided individual and her gems are tokens for the path. Such good energy and just overall very eye opening words of wisdom.
@niqueybangz
Жыл бұрын
Straight up ‼️‼️‼️
@brooklynnikki478
Жыл бұрын
Loving Lauren London! So proud of how triumphant she is. Being a mom and a really good friend.
@reeskiescola3198
Жыл бұрын
I understood and felt every single word she said we have alot of similarities, she loves him like I love my son father, they were meant to be, sadly he was taking from her physically but now they have a spiritual relationship im pretty sure he shows her a million signs that he is around. She loves him so much she doesn't want to love anyone else. But honestly if it's meant for her to be in another to love again, God and Nip will let her know when it's ok! I loooove how she speaks about God. She knows that he is real and he is.
She's allowing GOD to be GOD and life to be life and trying to figure it out like so many. I really honor her. This is one of my favorite interviews she's done because she's so raw, real and honest.
"I've been to Funerals but being in the Front Row is different" I think we can all agree to that powerful statement by Lauren London. Another great interview by Angie Martinez
When Puff told Lauren "You have showed everyone what it looks like to hold a man down and love him; now show them what it looks like when it all crumbles, that's your responsibility" gave me goosebumps!!
@alyssagomez5380
Жыл бұрын
Me too!!
@nekitah.7602
Жыл бұрын
It was giving Coretta Scott King....
@tirzahbless
Жыл бұрын
Girl the way I just got chills on that part
@yellowisme
Жыл бұрын
@@tirzahbless listen!!! He ain't ever lied either.. GOOSEBUMPS!
@AhlannaLaShaye
Жыл бұрын
Literally gave me chills.
When Lauren London said: "I'm not judging a soul no more because my judgment of them was my harsh judgment of myself", I felt that! I wish more people would understand this.
@The.girlygirl_
Жыл бұрын
She spoke facts 💯❤️
@shannon6249
Жыл бұрын
I wish they would too… could you imagine the overall change it would cause for the better?
@electricityonMARS
Жыл бұрын
💯
@AllThingsRickita
Жыл бұрын
I felt that too! I’m definitely going to work on that.
@mlktha_don6729
Жыл бұрын
Gibberish, verbal diarrhea,people know how to say things tht sound nice. We will never stop judging each other but the actions we take after the judging tells if wev learned from our own experiences
“Grief brain is real”…”I blocked a lot of my old life out.” This whole interview is my life…
@HisgGalore
Жыл бұрын
I had to block a lot out too smh just to get by day by day 💯
@AbbyInterventions101
Жыл бұрын
I blocked my old life out when I went through a traumatic event that changed my family’s life forever. I dont remember anything past 2019. So this is real.
THIS WAS A REAL INTERVIEW - like I’ve watched this maybe 4 times already bc it really hits home on a lot of levels for me , and Angie is so genuine 😭🤍
@faithcamille5089
10 ай бұрын
One of the best interviews I’ve ever watched in my life.
She was so transparent in this interview, that means Angie made her extremely comfortable. Love this!
@Dnichole
Жыл бұрын
I agree, I’ve watched other interviews with her and although she always shows up as her true authentic self this might’ve been the first time I feel she’s opened up in this capacity and this heavily. I was blown away with this interview.
@niqueybangz
Жыл бұрын
Yessss 💯💯♥️
@mamsawah9255
Жыл бұрын
Angie usually gets people to relax she was the best for this interview
@mea923
Жыл бұрын
Angie is the GOAT!!! 🏆🔥🎙❤️
@TGUTTAExiT21
Жыл бұрын
Angie's gift 🌟🌟🌟
When the phone calls, visits, cards and food stop coming and people go back to their lives that’s when grief really gets real. I felt everything she said.
@bryandungee1029
Жыл бұрын
Talk to me... I lost my 1st child, a son at that!!! That love shit last about 2weeks tops, then everyone is back to talking shit, talking behind your back and completely forgetting what you just went through!!! R s
@hpierce21
Жыл бұрын
I second that.. My mom passed away three years ago. It's still feels new. You know who is real in your life and who's not..
@malcolmx8805
Жыл бұрын
Facts
@simplyerica26
Жыл бұрын
@@bryandungee1029 😭that hit me
@missnya4368
Жыл бұрын
R💯💯
She seems so pure and has reached an area in life most never will. I would love to see her journey moving forward
@misstimzy
Жыл бұрын
💕💕
@april.middleton1
Жыл бұрын
Agreed 30:58 that’s how I was feeling watching this
Lauren said " I just dont want to miss my mark. Whatever God has for me to do on this earth in the realest way.." I felt that. Thank you Angie - this was sooooo gooooood. Sending love from Johannesburg, South Africa.♥
@itsjustme...whitney6972
Жыл бұрын
Exactly and how is that just going past people's heads that it is not about materialistic it's not about ever you know everything it is about our purpose
@iamtumi
Жыл бұрын
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 Amen Whitney!!! Amen!
@steph_steph876
Жыл бұрын
Felt that so deep.....words cannot explain....
@hanaayr
Жыл бұрын
When she said that, I thought, if God has some path for you to walk, then you can not miss it. Accepting his journey is key.
@CoachKarenOliver
Жыл бұрын
Indeed
I’ve seen people clown her since Nips death…”She only talks about him now.” “She’s gaining so much weight.” “She looks depressed.” “She’s annoying now.” This is a queen! She is out here living the best way she knows how and is doing so gracefully…Strong, encouraging, and a great example of what a intentional, dedicated human looks like. Bless her on her journey. I know Nip is so proud of who she is/becoming!
@shilliard1888
Жыл бұрын
All of this. 🌱💚
@KZ-or3sf
Жыл бұрын
This here 🙌🏾
@theblaccmarket9506
Жыл бұрын
exactly. people aint got no compassion nowadays.
@ifoster165
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for saying this
@brendaw8357
Жыл бұрын
Thank you!! Grief is very complex it is expressed in different ways. Those same people who say those things will eventually see how it feels to lose a loved one and won't know how to handle it. She's doing an amazing job holding it together I'm sure she still breaks down because that was the love of her life! They both loved each other immensely 💕
She’s an empath. Highly, spiritually connected. She’s tapping in 💞
@itsjustme...whitney6972
Жыл бұрын
Oh yeah she's way more than an impact I should look up her chart cuz man I tell you what look up someone's chart and you can learn a lot about someone but it's really hard to get into that and learn charts but once you do it's it's very a lot easier to work with people... There's a beautiful book basically something about we're all psychic I would love to recommend that back to anyone buddy because we literally are
@missamerica4388
Жыл бұрын
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 interested
@tiffanysbeautifuljourney
Жыл бұрын
She’s definitely tapped in! I love it❤️
@lopezbill6132
11 ай бұрын
@Tiffany’s Beautiful Journey yeah her 3rd eye open
“The secret of life is to 'die before you die'-and find that there is no death.” - Eckhart
I love how vulnerable, raw and real Lauren is! Her authenticity in this interview made me love her even more she’s so beautiful , intelligent and strong❤️
Another gem, "I wanna disappear but I don't feel like that's my calling. It would be selfish..." I FELT that. So many times I isolate myself and I get so comfortable with my peace and my routine that I really want to just disappear off of the face of the earth. Then I think of my family and my friends and how much I learn from them but also the insight I give to them. We all learn from each other and who am I to take that away from them...
@rebellion7463
Жыл бұрын
I feel exact same way, wanna disappear
@parisparis808
Жыл бұрын
35.38 is how I feel at times I swear
@itskishonbish
Жыл бұрын
I felt that when she said that too. Watching this gave me chills for real. It made me feel like I felt what she went through. I understand that she doesn't want pity. She doesn't want people feeling sorry for her because death is something that we all must face in life. we're human. But my most favorite is just her sharing her story and seeing her smile. 😘
@highestintheroompodcast
Жыл бұрын
@@itskishonbish beautifully worded! 100% agree with that observation
@BabeKay01
Жыл бұрын
ME
When Lauren said "it's different when you're sitting in the front row of a funeral". FELT THAT !!
@Kimmica20
Жыл бұрын
Yes! I definitely felt that too.
@TerahDaBarber
Жыл бұрын
Me to.. I know what that front row feels like…
@rrealjuliuss
Жыл бұрын
Sure did feel that!
@pambeforethestorm9784
Жыл бұрын
Me too. Unfortunately I've felt that front row feeling twice...when she said that it gave me chills
@jaelenrandolph2030
Жыл бұрын
Yep... Or sitting in the few reserved seats at the burial site
“My kids deserve a happy mom!!” “Cam is happy when I go to work” The fact that she stepped outside her grief to celebrate even small wins ( taking a shower) or doing the shadow work of looking at the bigger picture (my kids happiness) Nip is not even physically here, yet he is still teaching her! I love her so ❤️❤️
This actually broke my heart. When Lauren said she don’t need love no more I felt that because she will not ever find what she had with Nipsey. My heart still aches for her she didn’t deserve this😢
Wow, when she questioned God and then checked herself and said “Why not you?” - hit hard. ❤️
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Жыл бұрын
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@NiecyValentine
Жыл бұрын
Definitely. It took me years to get to the "why not you" after my sister died.
@janicejones4917
Жыл бұрын
A lot of times thats how God will get our attention. Her sharing is such a great testimony to others. We are overcomers by the blood of the Lamb and the words of our testimony ❤️❤️ This journey is awesome to watch and listen too. Great comment
@shordy77
Жыл бұрын
I haven’t reach im still at the why 💀😩
@TheodoreBakes
Жыл бұрын
My pastor used to always preach that! She said "never be afraid to let God use you to show you he us still God!" She used to be on pcp for 15 years and quit cold turkey, she met my uncle, they were hustling and almost got caught up, gave their life to God, she got her masters and they been preaching the word ever since. They still held testimony service and everything. It really helped everyone see, we all go through stuff so why not you? What makes you exempt? You don't question the blessings...🤷🏿♀️
Angie is amazing, she doesn’t get the flowers she needs. Her energy and spirit allowed Lauren to open up in a way she never did in three years since losing Nipsey. I could watch these two all day. I need part 2 and 3
@AshleyLegare
Жыл бұрын
Facts!!
@bigpapalo432
Жыл бұрын
TH0T angie
@MaresBA
Жыл бұрын
Literally this
@derrekastudwood6574
Жыл бұрын
I love Angie ❣️
@himoverthere6716
Жыл бұрын
FOH lol.
Having a difficult day,and then revisit this conversation and it puts into perspective what's important.
@badgalbecka
Жыл бұрын
Exactly
@LoShanelle
25 күн бұрын
it’s been a tough almost 2 weeks. this so truth
This interview brought tears to my eyes. Just seeing this woman share her journey, its strange but It’s as if I could feel the energy during the interview.
@Nythebaby
Жыл бұрын
Yea at 36 minutes mines started to fall.
“You begin a relationship with God once you start to question Him - and I had some questions” Lauren you gave so many of us chills from this interview. I’m wishing you and your family nothing but peace and protection moving forward, as well as higher alignment between you and God. We love you. Thank you for the gift of your knowledge and insight and for being brave enough to speak out and share your experience
@CoreGroupWarrior
Жыл бұрын
She is not talking about our creator her lower case god is a false idol .
@Peach-hl3hz
Жыл бұрын
@@CoreGroupWarrior how do you know your God is real, also if you are soo Godly why are you passing judgment on this woman! Go read your Bible babe and be happy! She’s happy
@CoreGroupWarrior
Жыл бұрын
@@Peach-hl3hz hello I’m not passing judgement I’m stating the truth! Which is what she is seeking…she is not happy that’s what she is searching for but she won’t find happiness until she finds Jesus. Her happiness was based in a man and now that, that man is gone she is seeking again. Her ideas are very new age witchcraft. I know my God is real because of my life and what I have been thru. Praying to any other god is talking to a wall but Praying to Jesus your prayers get heard and He shows up…try it for yourself!
@Peach-hl3hz
Жыл бұрын
@@CoreGroupWarrior she’s not happy because she just lost some one very close to her! Not because she can’t find God! And yes you are passing judgment! it’s soo sad you can’t see it!
@CoreGroupWarrior
Жыл бұрын
@@Peach-hl3hz I’m not here to discuss someone else happiness with a stranger who is not happy. I pray for your eyes to be open before it’s too late. Good day
The fact that Lauren is so private she doesn’t do many interviews and when she does it’s everything for me she’s in the industry but not into the daily nonsense I respect that about her so much she gets it rip nip
@kturn65
Жыл бұрын
444
@chellyvino
Жыл бұрын
She’s a class act
@finedeva
Жыл бұрын
That word intent is so real. I believe that's when she will speak
@alanbrown3172
Жыл бұрын
She's apart of all the Hollyweird shit too,
@hyacinthpardo4268
Жыл бұрын
@@finedeva Thank you for this message I love it thank you very much
Angie I'm 103 days sober. God bless you from Tucson Az. Cactus Kidd. MLLH&R
I completely understand after 2 divorces, I am 41 years old. Im so much more focused on loving the Lord and Im done focused on being in love on this Earth, moving forward is also about me and my kids. Amen Lauren! I completely agree.
Lauren needs a book. Everything about her is inspirational ✨ we need more women like her in this industry. I’ll always have respect for this woman.
@mariej.richard5114
Жыл бұрын
Not really
@genmorg7088
Жыл бұрын
About what🤔🤔
@ebomim
Жыл бұрын
Same! 🙏🏾
@Itsjussmonie
Жыл бұрын
Call it "Laurynspiration" 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@El_terrible1985
Жыл бұрын
@Jay dilla who else she got a kid for?
She's been spending a lot of time with Nipsey Hussle's mother.❤️ I can hear it. His mother is very spiritual. A natural healer.
@praises2
Жыл бұрын
ASÉ 🗣💜
@Me_839
Жыл бұрын
Where did you get that at? You must not truly know or understand Boog! She’s a deep woman! She’s always been enlightened & spiritually woke. Chile please.
@gigimedina2173
Жыл бұрын
@@Me_839 All spiritually enlightened and woke people have had spiritual influences. It's how ascension occurs. It's a good thing.
@akidahfelder2721
Жыл бұрын
She's always been a reader and she studied under Queen Afua prior to his passing and even more so after. Sis, is a healer and healing.
There is truly nowhere to go, nothing to learn, or anything to aquire or alter. The circumstance and consequence of death or loss has the unique ability to return us to our innate sensitivity and innocence. We are all on a journey of returning to simplicity, humility, and quietness.
I’ve watched this more then 10 times ! Made me think deep about life, love, loss, death….I might have to watch it a few more times ! I think I’m just in ❤ with Lauren !
@loveablej2
Жыл бұрын
Same here…. it’s not only about death, but people who’s going through things in general. We are not alone!
@Spotgeekyjones
Жыл бұрын
Wow I needed this interview bad I lost my brother and then my soulmate... I thought I was crazy going through what I was going thru but now I feel better because these feelings are natural and a part of grieving
As a man I can only pray for a woman so close spiritually. She’s the definition of loving someone even after their departure and that’s so dope to me. Time for me to get closer to god and be okay with being alone for the time being.. Thank you Angie. Thank you Lauren... Long live king Nipsey..!!
@loveinthematrix
Жыл бұрын
I hear you! I think the more you align with your spiritual beliefs you may manifest that woman in your life. Keep rising!
@genevansmoak4652
Жыл бұрын
@@loveinthematrix beautifully said
@loveinthematrix
Жыл бұрын
@@genevansmoak4652 thank you mama!! 💖
@Crystal-dr2xi
Жыл бұрын
There are so many women out here like Lauren. As others have said you just have to start your work and once you're in alignment you all will find each other at the divine right time.
@YoutubeOverTV
Жыл бұрын
She became like this through the man she was with. So yes, it's important to be alone and build yourself first so a woman feels free to connect deeper knowing your are both grown and spiritually mature.
Lauren London’s loss is not a private loss because it’s shared by many. But her testimony will be greater than her loss…. in time. She is literally on an assignment and she may be unaware of that. An assignment much greater than what her sweet imagination can hold. I pray for her road to peace and self discovery. I loved Nipsey. He was an experience. He was loaned to ALL of us. I thank God he left us with his jewels and the charge to be, dream and live greater. Lauren is one of ours…. Let’s protect her with everything! 🏁🏁🏁🙏🏽👑
@daiziagray
Жыл бұрын
Beautifully said ❤️
@TeeNicole10
Жыл бұрын
I LOVE THAT💞💞💞💞🙌🙏
@juswolf22
Жыл бұрын
It’s not the same type of loss. We lost nipsey she lost ermias.
@niqueybangz
Жыл бұрын
YES ‼️❤️🤘🏾
@trapramentv9547
Жыл бұрын
Realest message ever !
All she wants with the rest of her life is peace. That speaks volumes. Nipsey’s death truly humbled her and has her mentally where our Father wants us to be. That peace above all understanding that is a gift from the Most High through our obedience. That’s what I want and need and continue to strive for because at the end of the day, that is what truly matters. Being at peace and in the Most High’s security.
i swear i see so much of myself in Lauren. Her transparency ,the need to go deeper. the way she turned within. Just a beautiful spirit. enlightened and down to earth at the same time.
Probably one of my favorite interviews of 2022. She’s a true warrior. A true light.
@spazarellapoet8735
Жыл бұрын
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@jadechefalas1311
Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤ AMEN SHES A BEAUTIFUL SOUL WE NEED MORE FEMALES TO INSPIRE OUR YOUTH LIKE HER
@jadechefalas1311
Жыл бұрын
This just helped me so Much I wish she knew
@chancarter3440
Жыл бұрын
Yes…she is ❤
@itsjustme...whitney6972
Жыл бұрын
She is I just wish she would have I just wish she would open up on her own also I wish you would tell that little group of silly silly and his sister I know they were having a good time but it was weird the Bob was off on that video and her pop-up shop was Lauren in the middle of it no but it's so creepy
when i say, lauren can change the whole world with her words i mean it, she just gave me a whole different perspective on life, love, self awareness, and ego , i love her and her new journey, it just shows me how death isn’t all about the bad, good things can come out of you losing a person very close to you, i love you lauren and i always will❤️
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Жыл бұрын
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@LifeOfAmala
Жыл бұрын
amen
@sharonmariecastaneda3741
Жыл бұрын
Amen
@josephinelandford-jobe8302
Жыл бұрын
THIS!!!!!!
@ImposingGestures
Жыл бұрын
I agree. Shes definetly walking in her purpose
Damn bruh 🤦🏿♂️ It took me a month to finally watch this interview. Man! I can't imagine the impact Nip had on her and them kids, I know the impact e had on me and I've never met him. I'm still at a lost for words smh. Rip King Nip 🙏🏿
@Luminousone_624
Жыл бұрын
Same just now watching it as well. My own journey with grief held me back from, but I’m glad I’m watching it .
@Jazmeyne
Жыл бұрын
I'm just watching it right now too lol
@prince_of_rage618
Жыл бұрын
Same fam… i couldn’t get myself to watch at first because it brought up memories of my grandma who just passed away and the pain of nips still but I’m glad we all watched it! Nothing but love for all of y’all #tmc
I was so afraid to watch this but I’m so glad I did. Lauren’s journey is a powerful one. The still picture of Lauren smiling while she and Angie are embracing gave me all of the feels.
The smile on her face when she said she experienced pure love. You can tell she really loved Nipssey.
@keisharaye3304
Жыл бұрын
Agreed!! This got me super emotional. I was on my way with my husband to the Marathon Store the day Nipsey's life was taken. I'm still speechless. We ended up going to the family's house first. Thanking Jesus for blocking and shielding. My mind can't take it. Jesus fix it. Amen
It’s very clear to see what Nipsey saw in her she’s truly a beautiful soul.🏁🏁💙
@NatHenrickClarke
Жыл бұрын
Right, I always crushed on her for the obvious, but I see how truly beautiful she really is💪🏿
@kingznqueenztv
Жыл бұрын
I think she picked up Nip’s spiritual side. She’s learning now what he was connected to. She’s not the same… check out the old videos. She thought spirituality was weird like.
@EdotS84
Жыл бұрын
Nipsey planted seeds and they are flourishing
@denishiagee2955
Жыл бұрын
Very clear. Rip Nip.💙❤
@HippieGoddess142
Жыл бұрын
Exactly. She is spiritual, smart and beautiful.
I lost my fiance and I'm in the anger & why me stage. Thanks LL for sharing your grieving stages 💙💙🙏🏿
@daniellemoore4597
Жыл бұрын
🙏🏽
@MoUniqueMedia
Жыл бұрын
Sending love and light beautiful 🙏🏾
@itsjustme...whitney6972
Жыл бұрын
Myself as well and honey it's been 7 years and let me tell you today I actually told my daughter I said man I f****** miss him I mean yeah I tell you I
@HisgGalore
Жыл бұрын
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 damn 🥺 hugs n kisses to you 😌
@ladylegacy6901
Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss🙏🏾❤️
I just lost my husband of 14 1/2 years this truly touched my spirit. I felt it deep down!! Thank you
I can see why her and Nipsey were together, can you imagine their conversations? Two lovely people and I'm glad to finally hear her speak. I did not know that Lauren is so intelligent and spiritual and I guess she had to wait until she was strong enough to speak about him without breaking down. Much love to her and her children and I wish her much success.
@ejay7618
Жыл бұрын
She sounds like him
@sinverrette9803
Жыл бұрын
She's always been like that... even before they were together. Partner Is always supposed to make you stronger.
@Daazeee
Жыл бұрын
I pray I find a man that I can talk to like that ✨🚀
@dequajahnaethomas5653
Жыл бұрын
I agreee I love her
@itsyaboiyzO
Жыл бұрын
Lots of ppl are deep this ain't shit new
I'm a therapist and I've been trying to understand grief more because I feel there is no way to conceptualize it. The idea of death and loss changes from person to person. But the way Lauren just verbalized her grief and love inspired me to do my own work, and help my clients navigate it from a different perspective. Thank you both 💕
@fineandlovely
Жыл бұрын
I hope that you can take this interview and help others navigate through life, and grief.
@maudriedepradine4003
Жыл бұрын
:(
@melrol8860
Жыл бұрын
I totally agree. As a mental health nurse it’s often hard to know what’s the best response. Though I have formal training in dealing with grief, her TRUTH really enlightened me.....
@tomeif.29
Жыл бұрын
Same, i agree
They connection was so deep she still in a relationship with him 💯
I love how she mentions how diet plays a big role in low/depressed moods! I learned from a psychiatrist after the loss of my 31yo cousin & then 3 months to the day that he passed, his mom(my mother's little sister) died. My aunt has always been my soulmate she might not be my mom but I was her spitting image so to say I fell into a really dark place can't even express my pain. Keeping pre/probiotics(yogurt, kefir, hard cheeses, fruit, whole grains/ect) in my diet as well as making sure that I am taking magnesium, B12, fish oil as well as things that support your gut. Your gut health determines the mood of your brain by increasing feel good hormones! Sugar increases the amount of negative hormones in the brain. Especially cortisol which is a stress hormone. Grief is so complex but there is hope that you can & will get your happiness back! Just take care of your mind body & spirit. 💪🏾☺️🤞🏾
When she said, “ I just don’t wanna miss my mark and I want to do everything that God set out for me to do” that hit me so deep! amazing interview!!!! Thank you both.
@Jiron127
Жыл бұрын
That's all of our purposes. Do God's will and achieve your destiny!!! The world is full of distractions
@denishiagee2955
Жыл бұрын
It hit me deep as well.
This made me cry. Here I am worrying about how my car gonna get fixed wheres the love of my life and why my life is so behind when I finished watching this I just wanna be a nun too on a island with God. I'm tired of living to pay bills, impressing pple on social media and having to feel like we're competing with others All that stuff doesn't matter. 🙏🏾❤️
@KLB1218
Жыл бұрын
You can do it! This life is not to impress others.
@MelaninFire
Жыл бұрын
@@KLB1218 thank u means alot
@ThePeanutbuttercup12
Жыл бұрын
Felt this
@artforchrist5065
Жыл бұрын
God may be calling you into a wilderness season! No better feeling than isolating with Jesus. You got this. 🙏🏾
@reddbyrde
Жыл бұрын
You are me! I read this and it resonated so heavily that I had to take a breath and reread. I understand the space you’re in because I am here with you. It’s reassuring to know I’m not alone, but so much more encouraging to know that we’ll make it. I’m praying for you 🙏🏽
I lost my boyfriend unexpectedly in 2021 and this entire interview is gold. I have lost count of how many times I have listened to it. It helps me so much to understand my grief and how it affects everyone.
I don’t know how to describe it but whenever I’m feeling shitty, anxious, or depressed, I legitimately think about Lauren London. Like as a source of strength. She has embraced this new phase with so much grace. I am amazed with how much peace and power her presence holds.
When she spoke on future relationships and not wanting to participate, it broke my heart because I know she is still grieving so hard that it probably pains her to even think about loving another man. I can relate, my boyfriend of many years was tragically killed, shot and burned, leaving me and my kids broken. It shattered me to my core, and I felt depleted, feeling that I would never love again and with no desire. She will love again, and it will be a pure love, when God see's fit. I met my, now, boyfriend several years after that tragedy and I love him so much and I can still appreciate the love I had for my boyfriend that was killed. Life is funny that way because as I lay next to him now I cant imagine loving someone more. I wish Lauren all the love and happiness her heart can take. I also love to see the growth that she has made through this tragedy.
@princessdianaox
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. My condolences to you and your family 💗
@alishasthill1101
Жыл бұрын
I relate so much to this pain and hurt. May God continue to bless you and your family.
@touche5029
Жыл бұрын
I can understand her, i lost my first love in 2010..its 2022 and i still have not had love like that again, the good pure most loving kind..
@Ellie80681
Жыл бұрын
But a relationship doesn’t define you.
@chrysb9550
Жыл бұрын
It s normal to be in couple again...maybe you are too much passionnate in general
The fact that not one tear was dropped during this interview ironically shows how deep Her understanding of herself now is- may we all be so fortunate to take this introspective journey before we leave this earth
@brownrecluse3526
Жыл бұрын
Yeah, if you Judge others you'll be judged first, I love her spiritual growth!
@mrsfikes62
Жыл бұрын
Not one mf tear RIH Nipsey
@TY00000
Жыл бұрын
Sometimes it’s no more tears left to cry. Once you’re all cried out you gain your strength.
@puffin_usa
Жыл бұрын
Another possible Tupac Hoax with subconscious program left behind
@itsmartv0309
Жыл бұрын
Angie didn’t ask no sensitive type questions the whole interview and didn’t really touch too deep into the Nipsey Hustle situation it’s like she was tryna avoid any sadness or emotional stuff the whole interview
Gave me chills when she said she didn’t laugh anymore ,my God when I gave birth to my son who was still born I remember being angry at my family for laughing (they were all trying so hard to cheer me up) nothing seemed funny tho it was just a sheer feeling of doom,loss and failure over me and I asked myself the same question will I ever laugh again if life was going to always feel like this I just want to die too but I had to fight the dark and pull through for the baby that I got to keep here with me this interview man this is the one‼️
@user-yf5je1dn1q
8 ай бұрын
May Allah (God) bring you joy again! ❤
I'm a Father of 5. Married 14 years. From The Land. Understand Her Truth. It's All In Her Eyes. This Helped Me Like A Therapy Session. Salute Mrs. Hussle Respectfully, Joshua David
“Women go through this shit daily.” That part damn near made me tear up.
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I love the fact that she said she's experienced real love. Many of us crave to be, shown, and feel pure love from our person. It's beautiful that she was able to share that experience with Nip. Thank you Angie for holding this space for us all
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❤I’m crying because how she say things and express and gives examples to dissect the feelings through this is timeless. ❤️
I watched this interview again twice in 2023. Having lost the love of my life there is something about this conversation that drew me back for the connection. Memories fade but the imprints always remains. ✨✨✨✨
I wish Lauren had a podcast. I can tell she is vibrating on such a high level. She is a very enlighten soul. I would love to hear more of that.
@janaelindsey5462
Жыл бұрын
Facts!
@tayflyfree497
Жыл бұрын
Yes ! I was just thinking how good this interview could have been with someone better than Angie . She just is laughing the whole interview , I think it's à subconscious thing she does to pander to the artist , but that is just my opinion
@kayebanks4566
Жыл бұрын
True
You can look in Lauren London's eyes and see pain even when she smiles you can still see pain. That's very unfortunate. If you look at her past videos when she was with Nipsey the smile was different the glow was different... Even before she was with Nipsey her smile was full of joy and her eyes were full of joy but now unfortunately the eyes tell you she's in so much pain
@kamd1796
Жыл бұрын
Yes, her eyes tell it all. Her eyes are full of pain. I pray she finds peace.
@cognacwest5452
Жыл бұрын
Out of all the comments you said it correctly. I hate that for her.
@bettyboop4611
Жыл бұрын
I see it also...May GOD BLESS her🙏❤️❤️
@blessings28
Жыл бұрын
Yes, I agree. There is so much there. I will be praying for her continued healing and peace.
@MichealLee__
Жыл бұрын
@@cognacwest5452 she was apart of the plan she regret it 👁 she fell in love
I so needed to watch this! I’m so inspired again. Her strength and resilience is impeccable! I love it.
Wow not sure how I'm only just now watching this but wow wow wow! Goosebumps for days over and over! I'm a fan of Lauren for life now & Angie too the way she is able to create a space where one can truly be themselves is amazing to watch! Ughhh please have her back I loved this so much!
She talks just like Nip , just so deep not everyone will get what she’s saying , powerful woman
Omg this is the BEST interview EVER!!! The language she helped us add to our healing: ‘Death Etiquette’ ‘Just Sit With Me.’ ‘Food helps with depression, but higher frequency foods are TRULY helpful to healing’
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Жыл бұрын
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I hope Lauren is somewhere safe rn.. grief never goes away you just learn to manage it.
I’m so glad you made a podcast because I’ve listened to your interviews before and I love the way you talk and what you ask and how intentional you are in your conversations !
The hurt of losing Nip is written all over her face. God bless and keep her 🙏🏾
@eveningglow9023
Жыл бұрын
🙄
Lauren has a soulfulness, humility, and a level of awareness that would make her a great coach in grief, transitional awareness, and the power of intention
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I always find myself coming back to this interview. Lauren and Angie THANK YOU
I feel her so much! I can go on and on about it but when she said she experienced pure love & doesn’t need it. I felt that! I tell my mom all the time, I’m good, I felt true pure love before & I honestly don’t believe anyone else can compare to that. When he died, a piece of me left with him but I’m forever grateful for the time we had.
She has that look in her eyes. It's Pain mixed with Wisdom..I've seen it before but it's rare on someone as young as she is.
@MzMayaJ
Жыл бұрын
Yea I thought so too and almost like it’s taking ALL of her to hold it together but still see where she’s grown and how she appreciates it. I think his death ascended her
“Why not you, who are you?” I had to get out of my ego! ~Powerfull statement! Love you Lauren 💕
@mariyahj8609
Жыл бұрын
I agree ☝🏽
@Venusgem8358
Жыл бұрын
Brought Tears To My Eyes!! 😢
Wow this was a fantastic interview, Laurn London is just so I don't have the words to describe, she's just poise and deep, to the earth like she said. I stumbled onto this interview and I'm so glad I did.
This is crazy the way you feel is exactly how I feel, but you’ve explained it in the best way. I always thought no one would understand if I said it like this.. Praying for you and the family love 🙏🏼💙
Lauren's word is so strong. I literally felt every thing she way saying. Her eyes also tell a different story. They look so sad at some points throughout the interview yet so powerful.
@cicitv126
Жыл бұрын
Yasssssss!
@whoopdewhoop7154
Жыл бұрын
The Eyes never lie Chico
Lauren actively is in her healing process. Her spiritual journey. That’s a queen who needs positive energy around. She’s very sensitive. She needs a hug. She deserves everything she asks for. It’s her putting positive thoughts out in the universe. It’s a method to this interview. She needed this
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Thank for explaining a great loss in ways I feel and felt. Life after a great loss is life changing.
love lauren DOWNNNNNNN! the way i'm ready to rewatch this again after i just finished. the beauty of experiencing the loss of a loved one is the wisdom we gain and are able to impart on others not only through our words, but our existence. she lives such an honest existence and i appreciate her willingness to share.
When Lauren said “Why not you, girl who are you?” The hairs on my back that I didn’t know existed quivered. I felt EVERY SINGLE BIT of that emotion because I could see it in her eyes. It literally made just understand so much about my own sentiments towards God and healing from tragedy. Thank you Lauren🙏🏾🥺
@VaNaeNierra
Жыл бұрын
So much same. I think I’ve carried this quiet resentment since my mom transitioned in 2019, and when Lauren said “…women go through this everyday…why not you?” it made me really think about how I’m not the first person to experience the death of their mom/parent. Why not me? This whole interview was so very good!
@marii6545
Жыл бұрын
same!! literally gave me chills & brought tears to my eyes
@Tiffydoll21
Жыл бұрын
That statement hit me hard because a lot of times I question God and say “ Why me?” But now she gave me a clear understanding.
@Tiffydoll21
Жыл бұрын
@TS RD I shed some tears. Whewww
when Lauren said the front row of a funeral is different and I FELT THAT !!!TEARS FALLING.. GOD BLESS YOU LAUREN AND THE ENTIRE FAMILY
@catalinaparlay
Жыл бұрын
I felt that too. Tears began to fall because I’ve been front row to two funerals and it was beyond painful.
@terrieflawlesslyslayed8827
Жыл бұрын
Truly understand with the loss of my brother
@athieeimonydit6026
Жыл бұрын
@@terrieflawlesslyslayed8827 me too 🥺
@byrdtaylor5703
Жыл бұрын
@@terrieflawlesslyslayed8827 me too. I couldn't sit in the front row. Too much to bear.
Thank you for this series Angie beautiful interview, grateful for your presence in this industry, for your presence in this lifetime. You are in your purpose. You are appreciated. Thank you.
I waited a year to watch this. Thank you, Lauren & Angie! Blessings to you both!
For her to admit the shower part tells you she is genuine and REAL! I have definitely been there I've been to the point where I wouldn't shower or brush my teeth for a week and I would only walk out of my room to eat and if I wasn't eating I was crying all day . And going through a depression when you have children is extra hard! people can judge all they want but they will never truly know until they have been there ! Lauren London you are truly amazing may God give you more strength and a happy life with your children 💘💖💝
@marylove9909
Жыл бұрын
Factz
@rhondajohnson3072
Жыл бұрын
🎯🎯🎯🎯 🎯
@G_Galore
Жыл бұрын
Amen, depression is sooo real. Try avoiding the mirror bc you can’t even stand to see yourself or shower, to point you don’t even realize you’ve waisted 16lbs away (until everyone kept annoyingly telling you, “you look smaller” “You look like you’ve lost weight”). I just thank God for delivering me & His continual deliverance of Lauren as well🙏🏾❤️🩹
@shable1436
Жыл бұрын
Been there done that, and as a 40 yr old now with a lifetime of experience, I can tell anyone that will hear, never take depression pills to get out of the funk, what helped me was micro dosing LSD, just enough to not trip, but made you feel different, and do it like a week or so, and I swear it will change your outlook on life for the better, and will come out of depression much faster, and safer than any prescription medication.
@Idkjustyet
Жыл бұрын
& it’s so sad she went through her hardships the way she did 💔
25:25 Create boundaries. So if you are an empath, you're not absorbing, you're observing. You don't have to absorb. Being empathetic is fine, but don't take on other's energies. Keep doing your work. This is your journey.
@takesharay4948
Жыл бұрын
As an empath myself I live by this mantra 💜💜
@electricityonMARS
Жыл бұрын
💯
@Jayla0va3verything
Жыл бұрын
Beautifully said❤️
@juliet2028
Жыл бұрын
The Diva spotted by.🥰
@thebaddest5655
Жыл бұрын
How do you do that tho?
The rawness in this conversation is beautiful. I'm glad she can be vulnerable and share her wisdom. I'm not sure why or what exactly brings comfort in hearing her dissect her thoughts so intricately but it does... I have so much respect for this woman and I'm so glad I could hear this. Thank you for sharing this conversation. So much healing is happening.💗
"Why not you?" This is such an important realization for everyone. What a profound observation! "Why not me?" is the point where everyone's journey takes a pivotal soul turn. It's a blessed place on the timeline. The seat of the witness... Thank you Lauren, Angie. Great Interview. 💜 Peace be with Each of You Reading this Comment. Bless Up FAM!🤗
This is one of the best interviews of all time. So many gems were dropped in this conversation. Angie has had many iconic interviews but this by far is one of the greatest. I simply LOVE and ADORE Lauren London. ♥️. May God continue to bless and guide her and her family. The Evolution of Lauren is admirable., 🙏🏾
@Zmoneeey
Жыл бұрын
facts! i was never a fan of angie martinez but now i have another level of respect for her
@stoptheviolence3358
Жыл бұрын
💯💯💯💯💯
@ironfist458
Жыл бұрын
@@Zmoneeey but yet she still won’t drop the full 2Pac interview. Smh!
@Dominique43jd
Жыл бұрын
@@ironfist458 + Exactly…. Because the high ups call all the shots and the puppets Don’t
“You don’t really have a relationship till you question God” I cried so hard hearing her say that! Whew
@danibizzle569
Жыл бұрын
Omg it hit me too
We love Lauren! Girl thank you for even showing up for this. Your healing is so beautiful your journey is beautiful . Nip has not left you. But he lives right within you
I keep revisiting this interview. Just speaks to my soul