Thank you everyone, you've given me hope

@Ck-iq1up

Ай бұрын

Please remember this good feeling when you feel bad, and remember you will feel good things again. I know it's easy to forget so let's try our best together!

@ziep7457

Ай бұрын

You're not hated, nor are you alone. Stay Strong

@haristahir3472

Ай бұрын

Lets goooooooooooo! We are with you.❤❤❤

@jakob7693

Ай бұрын

The comments talking shit or just being assholes are either bots or have nothing better to do, good on you for not letting it get you down. I'll be awaiting the next video to see what you what you make.

@theecoacer5999

Ай бұрын

Thank you for sticking with youtube I hope you can enjoy content creation again, just make sure to value your mental health and happiness first an foremost

"We suffer more in imagination than in reality" - Seneca

@d3sync777

Ай бұрын

Listen to this man right here

@pacifistminigun3987

Ай бұрын

Good quote

@jordixboy

Ай бұрын

stoicism is powerful

do NOT quit

@NeonNijahn

Ай бұрын

Do or do not... there is NO QUIT!

@Inveestigator

Ай бұрын

That kinda sounds like a threat tbh lol

@TeJoeTheHoe

Ай бұрын

That's what he isn't gonna do, what's the point of this comment? I can read the video title myself

@NeonNijahn

Ай бұрын

@@TeJoeTheHoe encouragement

@lazerburns

Ай бұрын

@@Inveestigator it does NOT sound like a threat

Glad you're not giving up! Always loved starting the work day with "hey everyone garbaj here". Keep crushing it fam

@swiftishttv

Ай бұрын

Its very refreshing to see 1 quality creator I LOVE genuinely compliment another that's on the other end of the KZread spectrum, thank you TierZoo and thank you Garbaj both for being good people and channels

@dogboatzero9978

Ай бұрын

Hi TeirZoo. We all love Garbaj

@davidwilliams7094

Ай бұрын

Yo! I never could have guessed that TierZoo also watches Garbaj. That's wild to me that a youtuber I watch also watches one of my favorite youtube channels.

@Utmanarn

Ай бұрын

Unexpected, but very cool appearance of TierZoo. Agree with it, I do enjoy game development so I am glad to hear Garbaj will not quit and is doing what he enjoys.

@jamesrobertson6205

Ай бұрын

Holy shit TierZoo and Garbaj are two of my favorites *chefs kiss*

Under your username are these words: "460K subscribers". All of these are people who like your content. A lot of people like your content. Good on you for finding out what *you* want to create. It's always good to see someone creating content they enjoy and or enthusiastic about making. Pewdiepie realized he didn't want to make over the top character videos and instead does what he likes doing. Guess what? People liked that even more, probably because it felt genuine. Here's to the new Garbaj, may the fates be in your favor.

@vornamenachname594

Ай бұрын

mental illness

@Count_Goatenberg

Ай бұрын

460k is nothing to scoff at. That's the equivalent of a pretty big town full of people.

@WetAdek

Ай бұрын

@@Count_Goatenberg True. This is more or less the amount of people living in Long Beach California. Yeah that is a pretty big city

@heikkiaho6605

Ай бұрын

That part about pewdiepie is a thing people often forget: many think that you have to be x, and do y, to be popular and succesful. But then you're not original and possibly not genuine and it won't be as interesting. But most importantly, you won't enjoy it as much yourself. Just be yourself, the weirder the better.

@vornamenachname594

Ай бұрын

and still he felt it was necessary to delete my comment to this thread. Garbaj has a self-esteem issue.

The fact that you uploaded a video alone made my day. Hope you the best Garbaj!

I love the transparency you have about mental health in this video. I always enjoyed your genuineness and well thought out perspectives in your videos, and that's on full display here. Looking forward to seeing more videos from you, regardless of what they're about.

bro hit the "never back town never what?"

I'm not even a game dev but I love to watch your videos because you explain things in such a clear way and it's always very interesting. I'm very very glad you're still here. This channel really is great.

@Furkan.isiksoy

Ай бұрын

Same..

@Cheesepuff8

Ай бұрын

Yeah they’re some great lil game dev vids

I was really looking forward to your FPS game and got a little disappointed when you said you were dropping the project. But, recently I tried getting into game development and tried making a little game for a project, and now I understand your problems. It's fun to do what you love , but when it feels like a chore at one point, you should ask yourself whether you want to continue or not. And that's a tough decision you have to make, but it's ultimately for the good. Garbaj, do what you like. Create content that you want to create. That'll be more fun for us too. We are with you man.

@darkpain2452

Ай бұрын

It's absolute madness, I'm trying to make a 2D fantasy RPG game for mobile and PC with summary, you are a soul brought by a being of endless madness to live in the magical fantasy world, you start as a child while adventuring in this world, you grow up, every time you die you start from scratch and are able to buy soul talents that make you increasingly stronger, the game has many plots and endings, and has great number of enemies and different ways of interacting with the story, the art of the game is very based in comics the difficulty level you can decide in the world scenario, the harder it is, the more the world seems like hell As you play more, the game starts to glitch and becomes more corrupted because this game is so complex and difficult, I couldn't do it completely, I'm only working on the first chapter 1, each chapter has its own world with its own system, the first one will take hundreds of hours to finish I still want to do a draft of the work and improve my talking and art, before starting a dev channel of it

@thismakesnosense

Ай бұрын

@@darkpain2452 I recommend starting VERY small. If you get comfortable programming small games you will have a much easier time with larger projects. Scope-creep is the reason most indie games fail and I don't recommend making your dream game as your first project since you will inevitably be disappointed.

@pedropimenta896

Ай бұрын

From what I can tell from watching the suffering of many artists, "it's fun until it becomes hard", and "it becomes fun again once it all becomes easy again".

@yourlocalhuman3526

Ай бұрын

@@pedropimenta896 my experience over the past year trying to learn software development....

@mirco38

Ай бұрын

Wait, when he said he dropped the fps game?

Are you kidding? All of the stuff you make is great! Your educational videos, your devlogs, your analysis videos. You're actually great at this stuff!

Mad respect to you for building up the courage to talk about this. I wish you all the best and good luck with whatever you decide to go with.. I'm looking forward to see it.

FYI, the very reason i subbed to ur channel is because u come across genuine, nice to hear u've gotten into a better place, all the best dude.

I have subscribed you for over 2 years and although i missed some of your videos, i still find your videos cool.

I never knew how much I missed this channel. I watch a lot of youtube and clicking through to see what there is and a new Garbaj video always made my day. Keep going!

Bro, I was always on the lookout for your content! I liked learning about how stuff works in games

No one is here for one specific type of video , structured in a certain way containing one type of content , we are here for you and whatever videos you want to post .

@TheRockboy3000

Ай бұрын

So true!

Nice, now I have hope for Booty blasting V2 🎉

@aikeduke

Ай бұрын

that's the worst thing you could say

@Ash_Cafe

Ай бұрын

@@aikeduke I was just joking bro

@aikeduke

Ай бұрын

@@Ash_Cafe man, imagine psychiatrist said "well, kys then" as a JOKE? garbaj needs our support in doing what HE ACTUALLY WANTS, not what you hope for. just do not hope Booty blasting V2 bcuz you could be disappointed, and community disappointment is a big thing to our guy. am i overprotective to a random youtuber who i enjoy watching, or is it a reasonable reaction?

@omystar

Ай бұрын

lol

ive loved your videos for a while. i love your mechanic explanations and your devlogging and all your other videos. thank you

glad too see your still making vids, your channel helped keep me motivated in perusing game dev

When I first discovered your channel I thought 'look at this guy, I think he'll fill a niche in my feed' and I swear I almost never missed one of your videos I'm a sales guy so let me throw some selling points for you 1. You have a very pleasing voice - No homo 2. You are very clear and concise which compared to 45min videos out there that say nothing, this is worth gold 3. You make game dev seem interesting even if it's such a hard topic 4. For some reason I and over 460 thousand people feel you as a genuine guy, working a 9-5 but sharing cool facts, being ambitious and I respect that I could definitely go on but let me just tell you I did look up your channel a couple times when I didn't see you upload any videos. You have a huge base, potential, brand, niche, voice, skill, knowledge, and most of all, swag. Yeah I'm that old, bite me Keep it up Garbaj, rooting the hell out of you here.

@jorymo4964

Ай бұрын

Garbaj actually goes by she/they, according to their Twitter

thanks for opening up about this, it's sometimes not easy putting yourself first and those feelings are valid but it seems like you're on the right track. Whatever you decide to do/make, we'll support you.

I really like your videos. Even if they aren't useful for me directly as guides or instructions, they often give food for my brain to think about something I haven't thought about previously. Thanks for that and keep doing whatever you think is good.

thanks for continuing to create content garbaj! glad to have you back

Remember Garbaj. A creators content truly shines when they are creating what they want to do. I'm here for the content that you want to make.

@rickyspanish4792

Ай бұрын

seconded!!

Keep going G

@themineguy1234

Ай бұрын

the G stands for garbaj and the normal G at the same time. smart move

I literally showed someone your whole channel and binge watched a ton of old videos with them again like 3 hours before you posted this, I'm glad you decided on making what YOU want!!!!

Love your videos currently. Probably love them more from now on as your passion will show even bigger. Keep it up. Ive made sure i get notifications for your videos so even if the algorithm sucks, ill still get the good content

Jesus christ, this is the first time the algorithm actually gave me what I actually wanted to hear for this weekend. As an aspiring clipper for other streamers, thank you for saying this.

I found you through this video, and subbed through this video. Theres something super enjoyable about listening to you, and I cant wait to binge this channel whilst you work on awesome new videos!

Damn man I really enjoy your videos and I try to watch your new stuff as soon as theyre out, hearing that you think people dislike your content kinda broke my heart a little cause I love your vids and a lot of other folks too. I hope for the best to you and that you keep on posting content you enjoy

I've loved all your videos so far! Do what you love. Prioritize your own passion! I'm excited to see where it goes :)

Always enjoyed your game dev videos. Can't wait to see the new stuff you spin up. Hope it falls in line with what make you happy too.

Do what YOU enjoy! Thats the most important part in being a content creator in my eyes, enjoying and loving what you make, the effort and care shows in the video for sure! Glad to be apart of this awesome channel and community, equally as glad that it’s gonna be around longer 💜

Garbaj, your informative videos are the best, keep it up. I look forward to your video every time I see a new one pop up. We love you bro.

I gotta admit,, hearing your laidback, chill and whilesome style of vids and overall personality is a highlight after a long day at work. Keep up the good work homie, nothing but luv

I am here for your content Garbaj, I found you with your development short videos, but I am all up for anything you make. Keep doing it! :)

I'm so glad you decided not to give up. One of my best friends and I used watch your dev logs at work and it'd be a shame to never have that chance again.

Girl, each and every one of your videos answers every question I've ever had or will have! They make me think and also help me articulate things I've been thinking of for years! Everything you've created; everything you've done has been amazing and that's because of *you*!! So I WILL be here, expecting what *you* want to do, and what *you* want to share with the world. Thank you

Glad you've been nice and clear about your doubts and thoughts. Waiting to see what video will come next!

Keep going! Your videos are part of what made me start making my own game. I am here for whatever comes next!

I have followed you for more than 3 years, love your content and wish you the best! Whatever video you upload, I will continue to watch you!

Cheers to you, for coming to this realization and seeing the light that was always there. You are stronger than you know and in your sharing your struggles you are also helping others that have been consumed by the crippling self doubt. I'm looking forward to all the exciting stuff you want to share with us.

I found your content a while back while looking at shorts. I really enjoyed the stuff about game development especially about your own game and your own adventure learning all that crazy stuff. Something I have learned in life is that if I upset someone the fault lies with them. I always like to think that a reasonable adult should never get upset by something like videos about games on the internet. If you do you are a child and need to grow up. Keep up the awesome content and know that your community has missed you. We look forward to the future of your channel. Best of luck to you bud.

Hey Garbaj, don't fall into the trap man. Every video that you made attracts the same type of person/what the person wants to watch. If you make some new content you always have people who are going to be angry/not happy. Just do you, and people will follow (old ones will leave and new ones will come) :) Happy developing!

Dude, the content is truly unique and pure gold

Glad to have you back! Hitting that bell to make sure I don't miss out

Really happy to (honestly, finally) watch this - much love Garbaj! You worked like 10 horses, high quality content, but I felt it too. I cannot wait to see what you're going to do around the corner!

I love your content, glad you're sticking around

hell yeah brother, continue to make game development videos. i love watching them, doesn't matter what it is i binge em!! might need to catch your streams too. continue the awesome work you've been doing!!

Will happy continue to watch whatever the hell you want to make! Keep up the awesome work man!

Good for you bro. I like your content and your move here shows integrity toward yourself

I never once ever was dissapointed in your content bro ❤

That was just impostor syndrome. Dont' worry, it will go away

I’m so happy I got to see this. You’ve grown so much from your rut and seeing you climb out of it is so inspiring. You’ve been a teacher in such a huge chunk of my artistic journey and seeing you push through means the world to me and many others 💙✨

I am so proud of you! Perspectives are one of the most important things you can acquire in life. Wonderful thoughts you got, good job Garbaj

YOU GO GIRL ILY !!!

I'm constantly using your videos as references when I try new stuff. I've learned a lot from you. You give more than what you take. I hope you are happy with what you choose to make in the future

always do what makes you happy, im just happy watching gameplay and listening to that surprisingly comforting voice.

Always really enjoyed your videos. They're interesting, entertaining, and to the point. Keep doing what you're doing and hang in there

it has to be said that this kind of content is really cool, it’s unique and enjoyable, you won’t find it anywhere else, the algorithm might not like it, but i personally am a fan of your content creation style, keep at it

Dude I love the stuff you make. You could upload a video dissecting literally anything and I'd be there to watch. The way you break things down and just critically think is a nice break, I want you to make whatever you want, I am here for the ride. You gotta enjoy what you do, let your own curiosity carry you to new places and make whatever you find interesting.

i'm really happy that you've decided to keep making content! i really liked your videos because they just aren't what you normally see online. i liked how it almost felt like you were inviting the viewer to sit down and think or talk about interesting video game things. i had also liked how approachable you make each subject feel, often focusing down on maybe one or two specific details and how they might effect the game overall. but even if all that goes away, i still want to see what you're doing. you've opened up my eyes to a lot of ideas about video game design, and it seems like if you keep doing what you want to i'll get to learn even more!

You're doing great dude. Really happy you're taking this step. Hit it man and we'll be watching!

Garbaj, I for one, am very happy you made this particular video, for the simple reason that it showed up in my youtube feed today. I haven't seen a video from you in months even though I'm sub'd and have your notifications turned on. So, I can begin browsing your videos that I've been missing for quite some time now!!

to hell with optimising ur content for the algorithm, i love unique content thats made from passion rather than desire for clout, keep doing u bro, its what were here for

I've really liked pretty much every dang video you've put out! I like the game analysis and perspective videos, and I especially like the behind the scenes game videos. Follow your gut and make the videos that make you happy! ♥

I'm glad you've made piece with yourself on this, the struggle is real. Best of luck, excited to see what you make =)

Your content has always been motivating and enlightening. It's made me think about game dev differently and have more appreicatiation for the games I play. And I am always excited to see when you put out new videos. Your videos are really meaningful. I hope you find stability, health, and happiness in the videos you want to make.

when this video came up in my recommended I just thought it was some random youtube recommendation. Once you started talking it came back to me right away. I loved watching your videos and i cant wait to see what you do next.

watching your content made me enjoy your content simply for the fact that it was YOURS. Very excited to see what you upload next

I just love your vids dude, for real. Whatever you are making, I'm watching homie.

Hello Garbaj! just wanted to say that i have been subscribed to your channel for a long time and always loved watching your videos, the progress you've made on your game and the topics you've brought for discussion. Keep doing what you really want to do! Because that's what gives your videos personality and makes them shine! :)

I ADORE your videos. You have changed the way I look at game design, and you give solid opinions related to the same topic. I recently began working on my own game and sculpting concepts better using your tips, and I thank you for that!

I'm glad you're sticking around. Really excited to see what you're most passionate about.

"I'm going to make videos that -I- want to create" I've been watching and enjoying your videos for a good while, but this right here made me subscribe. It resonates with me so much. I'm excited to see what you make! I'm in the process of writing a novel, and your conviction in doing what -you- want to do in your creative processes put wind in my sails for me to do the same.

I actually love to tune in whenever you upload a video, they are always very enlightening and interesting, even if they arent technical or gamedev related. I appreciate and Value your opinion and im sure many other people do, We are subscribed to watch your content, whenever it comes it and whatever you choose it to be, So keep up the good work!

I'm so sorry to hear those things man :( But I understand you since I have had these feelings more than once and it is really ruining the person. I'm glad you found a way out of the bad feelings, and I support that you should be doing what you like, not what you are forced. I love your channel and content, watching your videos is always nice. Take care of yourself, and don't quit! Keep up the good work!

garbaj you are a big motivator for me to keep working on my own game. i really enjoy your content and your voice is very chill. please don't stop making content especially when you enjoy it.

Great call man, you can't lose if live outside their game. Your videos have always been baller, keen to see more 🔥

Your videos are amazing and actually an inspiration of mine. Learning how games are made how they work and the thought and effort that's put into them is very fascinating and you taught me techniques and knowledge I never knew! Your channel is a hidden gem and deserves more attention. So glad to hear that you're doing a lot better mentally and realized how great you are. I look forward to seeing your great content in the future and hope it inspires me further.

Make what YOU want to do, and the rest should fall into place. Good to hear you have a positive mindset as ive always loved your videos. All the best!

Excited to see whatever you do!! I've always liked your personality and just listening to you, doesn't even have to be game content!!

actually anything you make, I love to watch. Not trying to get parasocial, but your videos feel like hearing a passionate friend chat about cool stuff or interesting stuff. Love that you didn't quit!

It's good to hear from you again! You keep doing you, and making what you want. We'll be here!

this hits veeryy deep, please keep doing things that you enjoy, because ultimately, that is what people want to see

Dude, we love your stuff. Whatever you do, we'll gobble it right up!

I always found that it makes myself feel better when I record myself thinking. I think you have a nice voice I just tune in every so often to hear it and learn a little about games and nerd stuff :D

So glad you’re not quitting. I love a lot of your content, because your videos are really interesting and insightful, but I also like your content because of you and just how genuine and chill you are. So thanks for making for content I’ll stay tuned and let my friends know!

You're the reason i'm making progress with my rinky dink fighting game albeit i haven't gotten far, nonetheless seeing this video sparked a flame in me to get back at it and i really gotta thank you for what you do. Making games is hard but motivating yourself to make games is a whole other battle but people like you provide great material to learn from or use in their own work. And that will ALWAYS be valuable no matter what. If anything i feel like you making the decision to make what YOU wanna make will only make your videos even more valuable and unique and im so excited for this new wave of garbaj-y goodness. Keep it up man!

Can’t wait to see more of your stuff. I struggle with feeling like that myself and it sucks. We all only have so much time together so I want to make it with less regrets. Your videos helped me understand the logic for making my own games and I hope to be a content creator myself. Excited to hear you keep going.

dude, in my entire subscription section, i always watch every single video you upload. People love your content.

You’re the man for going with what you want to do. Going with what interests you might make you stand out and work better in the long run. We’re with you!

Its true when people say that it's nice to listen to someone talking about what matters to them. Keep up the good work man. Your videos are great to watch because I appreciate hearing someone speak about what they want, in the way they want, as well as learning something along the way a lot of the time! As long as you stick to that, I and many others are going to stick around to support.

Keep YOUR good work up! I may be a long time lurker, but I found your videos when I started learning Godot and programing about 2-3 years ago and I found them to be always interessting... Your content also helped me to get into a programers mindset and how to come up with solutions for different problems :) I hope You get into a better mindset soon and that You will be doing fine soon again :D!

I am exited to see what further continent you make in the future.

it's funny how you felt that way while on the other end I got to know your channel and love it at the same period of time

bro just your vibe and voice was enough for me to like your vids

eyy, nice. love watching the videos and listening to your calm voice.

Something I've seen/heard about quite often is a scenario in which a content creator changes their content in order to appease a vocal minority, resulting in them both losing themselves and their audience, and they eventually find out that the very minority that caused them to shift weren't even as invested in their content as their original fans. It's good to see that you're sticking true to yourself, Garbaj, keep up the amazing work!