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I'm back... oh and also pregnant
surprise! who's ready for more food, thrifting, & home content??
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7 WEEKS 05:00
10 WEEKS 12:00
11 WEEKS 16:25
12 WEEKS 19:30
GENDER REVEAL 25:30
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I love that you mentioned at the beginning how you weren’t initially over the moon and you had to settle into the pregnancy over a bit of time. People don’t admit that enough and it’s far more common than we would think. So thank you for that ❤️
@ninanewman484
2 жыл бұрын
Yes, thanks for sharing that! I felt the same and it came as a surprise. Even though I was expecting to become pregnant soon I was so overwhelmed when it happened
@marymac3572
2 жыл бұрын
I tried for over a year to get pregnant. I was happy when it happened and all, then utterly miserable for the first trimester, but I didn't feel emotionally "attached" to my baby until it was almost over. Totally normal not to be stoked about pregnancy, it's fucking rough
@brinagotsued
2 жыл бұрын
My mum had been told that she wouldn't be able to get pregnant without medical intervention... while my parents where in university, mum found out she was pregnant. She was pissed and told dad it was all his fault. My dad, shining like the sun, happily agreed.
OMG IVE BEEN WATCHING YOU FOR YEARS AND THIS WAS A FULL CIRCLE MOMENT FOR ME RIGHT NOW. CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU BOTH 🫶🏻
@olivvejar
2 жыл бұрын
Same omg it’s so precious she’ll be such a great mom 😭
@MaquiGC
2 жыл бұрын
SAMEEEEEEEEEEEEE
@katies1689
2 жыл бұрын
@@MaquiGC SAME! So glad her main channel will be more active again, congrats!!
@fiftyzanes
2 жыл бұрын
ME TOO!!! I’m literally speechless but so happy for her
It feels really good to hear that I wasn't alone in being totally shaken finding out I was pregnant. I had intentionally gotten pregnant, but the days following I was absolutely riddled with anxiety and felt really guilty about it
@faeriesmak
2 жыл бұрын
It’s a huge change! I felt the same way. Sometimes I still do and my kids are 22 and 15.
@swimgirl24
Жыл бұрын
Same! I’m 13 weeks and this is a very much planned pregnancy but it was still shocking for my brain to process.
Sarah, dude, look at you! I’m so happy for you! I started watching your vids when I was 18 and I’m coming up on 30 now. I feel like I grew up along with you, and your content changed/matured as time went on but it always felt so consistent with myself maturing and changing as well. You’re one of the only people on KZread that I’ve never stopped watching. It’s really awesome to have watched you grow and gone through the journeys you’ve had… and now this new journey :)
been watching Sarah since I was 14/15 now I’m 22 and it’s like a friend is having a baby :’)
@lue9219
2 жыл бұрын
I swear !!
@gaiagiove7905
2 жыл бұрын
Literally same
@malloryhaberlack
2 жыл бұрын
Me too, feels like my big sister is having a baby!!!!
@benyness
2 жыл бұрын
I was literallyyyy going to say the EXACT same thing !!!!
@amymorley9505
2 жыл бұрын
same 😭😭
After 7 years of thinking I could not have children, I found out I was pregnant in October 2021 and I just gave birth to the most beautiful little girl on July 5th! I'm so happy for you Sarah. 💛
@BrittsBites402
2 жыл бұрын
That's amazing. Congratulations!
@Telliott17
2 жыл бұрын
@@BrittsBites402 Thank you so much! 💞
@camicat111
2 жыл бұрын
that’s my mom’s birthday! congratulations:)
@annier5914
2 жыл бұрын
congrats !!!
@Pumpkinspicebrittany
2 жыл бұрын
Omg that’s my bday!!! Congratulations to you and ur little Angel !!!
Sarah!! SO excited for you, congratulations ❤️❤️❤️
This is so comforting for me after watching you thru my teenage years this feels like home
My jaw dropped seeing the title, congrats on the pregnancy. Hope it will be healthy and easy delivery
SARAH !!! I just gasped & dropped everything for this video! WELCOME BACK & CONGRATULATIONS
@fridalaartista557
2 жыл бұрын
SAMEEE LEGIT HAD THE SAME RECATION OMGG
me casually looking through my little youtube box....sees this & immediately burst into tears & started crying. i am so happy for you both sarah!!! i thought you looked ah glowy recently but would never in a million years ask someone if they were pregnant!!!! omfg! i haven't even watched this video yet. i'm so unbelievably ecstatic.
seriously feels like watching a best friends pregnancy journey, so happy for you guys!
Omg, I did not expect this announcement at all! Congrats!
Congratulations!! 🥰🥰 can’t wait to see some horror baby wear!
@meliss9536
2 жыл бұрын
Bahahah true. I only have a puppy but I already looked through dog Halloween costumes and my favorite out of any theme was a Mike Meyers one. 🤣
@meliss9536
2 жыл бұрын
Ok, MICHAEL Myers haha
@Terryterryterryterryterry
2 жыл бұрын
That's what I'm low key excited about 😂 They're going to be the spookiest baby lol
No one talks about the negative feelings one can feel when they see the positive pregnancy test. I wasn't excited. I was feeling the opposite. I never wanted kids. I said that for YEARS. However, my daughter is 13 months and I couldn't be happier with how my life is. I can't imagine life without her. She is my whole universe. I know that feeling of anxiety and overall sadness when seeing the pink line. You're not alone.
Well if this didn’t just fuel my baby fever 😅 congrats Sarah, you are going to be an amazing mother and I couldn’t be happier for you!
I’ve started watching you since I was 14 and now I’m 21 and I feel like you’re a big sister to me and I’m so happy for you
having watched you since like 2013, it feels almost surreal to see you go through such a monumental life change-that being said, i’m so so so happy for you and ryan and wish nothing but the very best for you and your cute little family. thank you for sharing this with us 💜
I'd love to hear if the kitties have been any different with you since you've gotten pregnant! I've heard so many stories of cats being super cuddly and protective when their owners get pregnant
Congrats queen
Why am I crying at you finding out the gender?! So happy for you and Ryan! Congrats to you both! Can’t wait to see your baby girl in some cute horror merch, maybe a cute Ring baby onesie 🖤 lol
i’ve watched you for years and even though you’re older than me i feel like i’ve watched you grow so much as a person i’m so so so so happy for you and ryan!! you guys are going to be awesome parents i have no doubt in my mind
I honestly cried when you guys announced that it was a girl and that you could totally feel that it was! I’m so beyond happy and excited for you and Ryan and we are all sending you peace and protection and happiness as you continue on this journey! You’re gonna be / are the sweetest mom and I’m just so thankful that you wanna include us all in it too! Love you girl! U deserve the world and more!!!!
this is not what I was expecting to watch today, but I’m so excited for you!!!! 😭 Can’t wait to see their first halloween costume 🖤
Long time ghost follower here! im at work rn and i dropped everything to click on this video!!! you RAISED me in my formative years in high school and i have since graduated from university already, so this really feels like hearing back from an old friend :) HUGE congrats sarah!! You are going to be the best mom
Taylor R has a very interesting pregnancy series on her channel. It's amazing and I totally recommend it! :3
@michz9304
2 жыл бұрын
I was going to recommend Taylor R too! I could also totally see them getting along! 😄
I’m watching this at 40 weeks pregnant just waiting for my baby to arrive! I had a really rough first half of pregnancy both mentally and physically. I wasn’t happy to be pregnant and then I was very sick on top of it, basically bed ridden with hyperemesis. I must say the second half of pregnancy has been so much better and now I’m actually excited to meet my baby.
@chevvy427
2 жыл бұрын
Congrats, I'm glad the second half has been better for you ❤️🎉
OH MY GOOOOOD, SARAH!!!! Congratulations
@kimackerman2183
2 жыл бұрын
Didn't expect to see you here Drew!! Amo tu canal👏🏻
When I saw the title of this video I literally said Oh MY GOSH! Such a surprise. Then my first questions were "Are you happy about it? Was this planned?" So much curiousity. I appreciate you being so upfront about the emotions you had. I respect and love that about you. Sending my heartfelt CONGRATULATIONS to you&Ryan!! I'll be here every step of the way to support you.
This is so jarring, I´ve never heard her even mention children She seems happy so congrats!
Congratulations! ❤ I have two kids and (as a very emotional person) I was expecting to be all teared up in the scans. But I was more gobsmacked and had hard time understanding there was a real human inside me (even with the 2nd one). I thought that when I'm given the baby after labor I crash in tears, but no - I just said "Hey dude" and was overwhelmed thinking I had to take this human home while the midwives seemed more excited than me. It took me few weeks after labor to get to know my kids and fall in love with them on my own rhythm (and I love them madly now). I think we are given a lot if preasure to have extremely intensive feelings of love that overtakes everything else about our baby starting the second the pregnancy test shows positive. If you don't the society seems to think you failed as a mom before it even really even started. I'm happy you can also talk about the uncertaintity and fear as pregnancy (and parenthood) is so many more feelings than just #blessed. I wish all the best to you and your growing family. You got this.
Girl. When I found out I was pregnant the 2nd time (I had been pregnant once before and didn't know until I miscarried) I was devastated! At least when I miscarried before I didn't know I was pregnant, so there was no time to really mourn a loss. But the 2nd time, I knew, and I was so scared that since I'm aware now, it's going to hurt if I lost him this time. I almost didn't want to keep him because I didn't want to get attached. Well, that was 6 years ago and I'm such a happy mother of a beautiful boy! I fucking love being a mother.
I just came from a Possessedbyhorror video and I was like, wait, WHAT?!? 😂 I had no idea. You didn’t give anything away over there huh? Congratulations! I’m so glad you’re back to this channel as well. I love seeing more personal things from you. Love your personality. Excited to see what’s in store for you! (As a mom of 4 myself)
Omg Sarah 😭💞 this is so precious, congratulations!!!! 💐
I randomly thought of you and came to watch an old video, only to see you posted AN HOUR AGO!! Been following you for years and this is so exciting! Congratulations!!! 💛💛💛
AHHHHHHHHH❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ congrats! Congrats!!!
ive been watching you for so many years and its so weird that i feel such a sense of happiness and pride in you! Youre glowing and i just feel so happy for you! congrats and im glad you are taking us along for this exciting ride!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️
HOLY HECK!!!! Congrats Sarah!!!
OMG💖💖💖💖💖 congrats!!!!!
CONGRATS 💕💕
Congratulations on the baby!!!
Omg I've been watching you for years and gasped when I saw the title! So happy for you guys! As a person who is terrified of pregnancy and unsure of having kids because of it, thank you for being open about the initial fear and not being instantly overjoyed, I think it's the first time I've heard someone talk about that and it made me feel less alone as most of conversations about pregnancy that I've heard have been about how amazing it is. Also wow, this is the first time I've watched someone's pregnancy journey and felt that someday maybe I could do it and I've always repeated that I never ever want children, so a big thank you for being so honest and sharing your journey!
OMG CONGRATS!!
CONGRATS
My jaw dropped seeing this in my subscriptions. Congratulations Sarah, you're going to be a great mom!!
Saw the notification and I gasped and teared up!! Congratulations!!! You’re going to be the best mama 💖💖💖
CONGRATS!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS ✨✨✨
OMG I'm so excited for you! I wish you a smooth pregnancy and a healthy baby!
OMG YAY ALSO SO HAPPY YOURE BACK IVE MISSED YOUR VIDEOS!!
Like I said on Twitter, I was at the hospital getting an ultrasound on my face (the irony) and when I saw the tweet, I started to cry. Congratulations to you and Ryan! Edit: I also had a weird sense there was something going on with you when I was watching your horror channel. You were glowing and your hair looked shinier.
DEADASS, SARAH? Congratulations!!! 😭 That babe is gonna be so lucky to have y’all as parents. Sending all my love. ETA: I’m not at the end and don’t know the gender, but on gawd you said you’d name a girl Samara years ago.😂
@Cody_Skye
2 жыл бұрын
Was also thinking about how she said she would name her little girl Samara! I hope they do!
CONGRATULATIONS OMGGGG IM EXCITED FOR VLOGS
Congrats 💛
Congrats to you both! I love Ryan’s dad mustache! He looks the part already!
CONGRATS OMG
aww congrats!!! so excited for you!
i am fully sobbing in my office at work rn oh my god. i feel like ive grown up along side you (i know a lot of us feel like this) i am so happy for you two oh my god
The way I dropped everything I was doing when I read this title!!!! OMG I'm so happy for you and Ryan!!!
ur so intuitive!!!
Omgg congrats!! 🎉💕
I’ve rarely commented over the years, but congratulations!! So happy to see this video pop up today
WOAH! Not the video I was expecting to see today! Congrats Sarah!!!
HUGEST CONGRATS!!!
omg congratulations!!! this is so exciting
WOW I've been subscribed to you forever, congrats!
When you tweeted you were coming back to this channel, I don't know what I was expecting, but this blew me away! Congratulations! A wanted pregnancy is such an exciting thing, and I'm happy to see that this has inspired you to make more content on this channel! I also appreciate that you mentioned your initial mixed feelings about your pregnancy, because that's not always something that is discussed. Hope you are staying well and excited to see your journey!
Omg!!!! Congratulations!!!
omg! congrats to you and ryan
Your comment about feeling like it's happening to someone else is fully relatable. It only really felt real to me when I felt my girls move. Congrats lady, this is amazing news. You are doing a great job!
i have been watching you since high school and you’ve just always been someone i’ve kept up with 😭 i’m so happy for you and ryan 💓💓
omg congratulations sarah !!!!
Oh my gosh!! So amazing!!! Congrats!
WHAT?!?!?!? SARAH OMG CONGRATULATIONS this took me by surprise, I’ve been watching for a LONG time I’m so legitimately happy for you OMG
i started watching you when i was a sophomore in high school to now being a college graduate, i feel so overwhelmingly happy for you sarah. i feel like we've all gotten to watch you grow into such an incredible person and i wish you the most amazing energy during this new transition in your life 🤍
So happy for you!!!!!!! And am literally here for any and all content haha
OMGGGG CONGRATS HORROR QUEEN!!!!!
I AM SHOOK TO MY CORE OH MY GOD CONGRATS SARAH WOW!!!!! IVE BEEN WITH YOU WATCHING FOR SO LONG THAT THIS FEELS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND JUST GAVE ME THIS NEWS! CONGRATS TO YOU AND RYAN 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
I’ve been watching you since you had purple hair and I feel like I’ve seen your grow over the years. This is amazing. Congratulations!
Congratulations Sarah!! Yay!
SARAAAAAHHHH!!! CONGRATS!!!!
Awwww, congrats to both of you! Girls are awesome. I have a 12 year old daughter named Zoe and she’s the absolute light of me and my husband’s lives. Parenthood is great! Not gonna lie. It’s not always easy but so worth it. I am sure you’ve heard that from others. Can’t wait to see more of your journey.
I've been watching her since I was 14 and starting my journey to horror genre. She has always been my inspiration. Now my girl is back with a very good news. I'm so happy omg. CONGRATS SARAH sissy💜💜💜
Ahhh omg!!!!! 😍😍😍 congratulations!!!!
Congratsssss 💚💚💚💚 welcome back
Congrats Sarah!! I didn’t know you wanted kids I thought it was the opposite but I’m so happy for you!! You deserve the best pregnancy!
Congratulations!!!! I’m also pregnant and we are literally pregnancy twins - i found out one day after you! Thank you for filming this and i also love sarah thereses vlogs!
IM SCREAMING CONGRATS!!!!!!!
OMG CONGRATULATIONS!!
Congratulations, Sarah! I’m 23 weeks along myself and have honestly never been happier. So excited for you!!❤️🥰
@Jaelily319
2 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! I just had my daughter back in May!
Awww so cute!!! Happy for you
Awww!!! Omg! Congratulations!!! 💚🧡💜
I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THIS TITLE. You've been like my internet big sister for years, and I can't wait for this new chapter of your life!
Congratulations! So happy for you, and happy to see that you're back. If you're looking for more vlogs to watch I enjoyed watching Taylor R's pregnancy journey. She's a Canadian model in Hong Kong, and she went through IVF with her husband and after some difficulty finally had success, and her son is now 3 months old, so there's lots of videos to catch up on.
CONGRATULATIONS!!! 😭💖
Omg congratulations 🥺😭💖
I'm due Nov 19! I always love your Halloween decorate with me videos and I love that I get to go through this new season of life "alongside" you! I was nauseated from 6 to 16 weeks with extreme smell aversion to everything including my house and my husband. I got sick mid may and the coughing fits would trigger my gag reflex and cause me to vomit. Thats literally the only times I threw up so im still salty about that. Oh, and we are also having a girl!
Damn, now this truly is a surprise to me! I've been watching you for years and didn't expect you to be a mother (not that it's a bad thing!), Nonetheless congratulations Sarah👏🏻
OMGGGGG CONGRATS
Oh my god, congratulations! Ive been watching you for YEARS, it almost feels like I know you so I got a little emotional watching this! You're going to be an amazing parent ❤️