I feel like this is under discussed! Motherhood has made my practice harder, but so much more intentional! Raising my daughter in my practice is such a beautiful thing

My god, I am SO sorry this was your experience 😭💔 no wonder you are still struggling with trauma from this! I’m so glad you’re still here and able to be here for your baba 🥰❤️ Sending you so much love and healing vibes ❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😘xxxx

I don't know if you will read this..I, obviously, may be the only male witch following you on both Instagram and KZread.....💜from a male point of view...you went thru a lot...I have heard similar things ....you are an inspiration...and I watched the whole video...with what you want thru...this shows the human side of being not just a witch...but, for you , a mother...thank you for having the courage to share this....💜

Thank you for sharing your story! I can’t imagine how that could’ve felt! You are so strong! Glad your still here!

I'm there with you about how different your practice is with a child. For the first couple of years I didn't feel I could practice and felt like I wasn't myself and couldn't be myself. I then read The Green Witch and realised that I could make my practice whatever I wanted to and not, like yourself, I live my life as intentionally as I can, wherever I can, even if it's just stirring intention into my morning tea. My birth was no way as traumatic as yours but I was on my own for most of it and even though I got to the hospital in time, I still ended up having her on my own and had to shout for help. When I had moments afterwards to reflect, it made me realise how amazing our bodies are and what we can achieve. Thank you for sharing your story. xxx

Thank you for sharing your story! I can't imagine the emotions and thoughts surging through you at that moment. My pregnancy and delivery were pretty easy but my son didn't cry when he came out and there was concern for fluid in his lungs so they brought in a respiratory therapist to suction him out and put a tiny little mask on him to help him get enough oxygen. They x-rayed him and although he was good as soon as he cried and expanded his lungs, that moment of being a mom and feeling helpless that you can't help your child is a strong emotion. Thank you again for sharing your difficult birthing journey!

Pregnancy and child birth is the most natural thing in the world. It's also the most deadliest for mother and child. Life and death go hand in hand through the process. I fully support the most natural method possible. But unless you're comfortable accepting the danger of loss, I would always recommend medical monitoring of pregnancy. Can't say enough, one needs to find a medical practitioner that listens and works with the mother. My experience is that female medical practitioners are more inclined to work this way. I'm so happy you had a good out come.

Thank you for sharing your story ❤️ I had a very similar experience in November when I had my son - 50 hour Labour, 2 failed epidurals, emergency c-sec - and I often struggle watching any kind of birth story because my experience was so far removed from what I wanted. But hearing you talk about what you went through really resonated with me, and I want to thank you as sharing your story has really helped me on my recovery through the trauma ❤️

You are an amazing woman!!!

Thank you for sharing your story. You was talking about discovering the new you and figuring out who you are now. Hit home with me. I lost my husband and I been having a hard time. When watching your videos and you say discovering the new you, was the lightbulb moment for me. I need to discover who the new me is.

My heart goes out to you, dear one, for all you went through.

I onow you mighy not read this but your story bought me go tears. I had a similar experience and i "lost" myself this past year. My son sas born in july last year. Im hoping that i can be more "me" as i dont know who i am anymore.

Wow! You are a beautiful person. Thank you for sharing your journey thus far. Yes, parenting and finding a balance with daily life can be a rollercoaster. You'll be a wonderful mother. Blessed be!

wow ... just ... wow 😥

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I apologise for any errors on my last comment...thank you again 💜