For anyone who needs timestamps for the heavier triggering topics: 4:30 - 4:50 brief mention of (someone else's) unalive attempt 5:20 - 6:43 mentions of unalive attempt. I would skip if you are very sensitive to that theme, but the important gist is that their "friends" turned on them in their time of need. 11:00 - 12:24 this segment discusses intense hate and harassment on the internet from people on a specific website. Details about some of the atrocities that these people have caused (to others, as well as threats made to DissociaDID). I would suggest skipping if you are sensitive to violence and SH My intent is to help, but I have never made one of these before, so if I've done something wrong please let me know so I can fix it!

@tanyatics

Жыл бұрын

Thank you!

@Spatzenzunge

Жыл бұрын

+

@julga-me

Жыл бұрын

Thank you!

@alexandradevorak3901

Жыл бұрын

Replying so this goes to the top! This is very helpful.

@wanderingwind6602

Жыл бұрын

Thank you!

It hurts to hear what happened to Nadia due to horrible people online. When I saw Nadia I saw a strong person that was like the human version of sunshine. She was so positive and bubbly and was loved by so many in the community.

@PocketLlama

Жыл бұрын

It really does. I cant believe that people are so rude.

@smollilremedy

Жыл бұрын

She was genuinely one of the happiest people I'd ever seen and I feel so bad that she had to go through that

@alexterria4331

Жыл бұрын

I don’t understand who could have been upset with Nadia

@r.t.6775

Жыл бұрын

Nadia was such a beautiful soul. It is devastating and terrible that cruel, evil people drove the happiest person alive to disappear forever. I am disappointed in the world to have such hate and directed at such a lovely person. Nadia will be missed. But the system will survive and grow stronger. 💜. I am sending you all the happy vibes to Kya and the system!

@JessLoveyy

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sad. She was so sweet

I will never understand why humans feel the need to be MORE traumatizing after learning that someone has already been through trauma. I am SORRY you and your system have been treated this way. I don't care what these people want to say you've done, there is NO excuse to intentionally traumatize another human. Damn, D, I just don't know what else to say. Sending love and strength.

@daisypickles5808

Жыл бұрын

The four agreements

@sleepyote

Жыл бұрын

People are horrible

@Veboshi

Жыл бұрын

Feel the same.

@ripley2995

Жыл бұрын

I’m nobody but I don’t believe anyone intentionally traumatizes someone with the intent to traumatize without some sort of self-delusion that it’s deserved or not that bad, etc. I see those folks as victims of their own suffering and through their actions they believe they are doing something “good” - not very helpful to Dissociadid but I think it’s the truth and gives me some insight as to why one would do the things they do. I could be wrong though.

@PestoPasta666

Жыл бұрын

It's the "get some help jesus christ" level of "I'm right and I'll prove it no matter the cost" even if the person is absolutely in the wrong, the site they mentioned seems to have an alarming amount of people like that on it and I truly do worry about the fact that people like that exist out there without any monitoring

Nadia's split is genuinely one of the most grim things I've heard in my entire life. To hear that such a happy, bright girl who was the humanization of the sun become so eaten up by the negativity thrown at her looks + the s-word of her (ex-?) girlfriend + the ending of so many system relationships is just heartbreaking. Plus, knowing she split off two NON-HUMAN alters just adds to that grimness, considering a Wraith is an embodiment of a soul thats on the verge of death or has passed on, and Seer is something that has ever changing perspectives/is a mist that takes no form. I really and genuinely hope that one day Wraith and Seer can heal from the hurts they received as the person they once were, and I hope that whatever is left of Nadia can be put to rest.

@zomb_bree7950

Жыл бұрын

So much this 💔 she was such a bubbly cute little person and the fact that she was broken so incredibly bad is literally heartbreaking

@rosegupton4234

Жыл бұрын

I've read a few places that alters can (sometimes, and probably rarely) be 'revived' from a split and even if they have 'died.' So maybe, just maybe, Nadia may one day return.

@AmbushedSunny

Жыл бұрын

@@rosegupton4234 Maybe, but it won't be the same Nadia everyone pre-2020 loved and knew. Once an alter splits into new ones, that original alter cannot come back the same way they once were.

@haveaniceday3952

11 ай бұрын

Why were people harrasing this channel ?

@thao54321

8 ай бұрын

​@@haveaniceday3952why else? people can be such horrible monsters

I’m a black woman who has D.I.D and I’m so hurt by this video. Validating alters is so important. It doesn’t matter what they look like, it’s important to show love and understanding no matter what. But the internet is SOOO EVIL hun. I’m so sorry 💔😢🌹

@Reachel16

Жыл бұрын

​@@brutalhonesty8134 if i remember correctly Nadia was Black in the system and she got for it because body is white

@neonisirrelevant

Жыл бұрын

@@Reachel16 she was native American from what I've seen but had used black to describe herself once

@leahpinault1617

11 ай бұрын

from reading their post about it, i believe Nadia had black skin (not associated to anything culturally Black) and was inspired by native american culture because Nadia was created when they were young and reading fiction related to that culture, but has since apologized for ignorantly continuing to use that description.

@pinstripesuitandheels

8 ай бұрын

​@@leahpinault1617An alter that was formed when the host was a CHILD caused so much drama? That's just horrible. These days you could identify as a a stapler and people would defend your rights, but God forbid a deeply traumatised child unconsciously created a dark skinned alter that had native American roots and identified as black.

I just want to hop in here to let you know that you saved my student's life. I am a special education teacher for 2nd and 3rd grade, and one of my students has DID but was undiagnosed. We were working under the basis of him having autism, and that his experience of autism was just very very unusual. Over time, and after having been following you for a long time I realized that in many moments where he was being uncooperative or misbehaving...he was often actually a different alter fronting who had genuinely no idea what was going on or what the expectations were. I think many of his alters are autistic as well, but he was basically beating me up every single day, all day long at school, and when I finally started to understand that he was a system, I was able to approach him differently and he has completely turned around. (of course, this is a generalization, all of his alters are in extremely different experiences)--but at school, we are building rapport with his primary fronting alters and getting to know them and he is able to really succeed and stabilize his behavior and ability to safely navigate school. As far as we know, none of his alters that we have met have any awareness of one another--and we are careful not to expose him to that since we are absolutely not qualified to bring him through that--but at least now, he has people around him at school who take the time to introduce themselves to him and tell him whats going on, because we know that at any given time, he may be someone who has never actually been at school before and doesn't know who all the strangers are around him or how he got there. He was many times so distraught at his own confusion at school that he attempted to take his own life, and at this point his episodes of self-harm at school have reduced tremendously. His parents unfortunately have refused to acknowledge our school psychiatrist's referral for further help with this, but he at least has people who can help and love him through it all at school. One step at a time. You did that. You shared your experience and your perspective and it informed me enough to get this little boy the help he needs. Or at least as much help as I can legally afford him.

@ruralmetalhead

Жыл бұрын

Since you're a teacher, do you not have the right to report the parents for refusing to help their child? I would think that qualifies as neglect, especially with a disorder so severe.

@yukiandkanamekuran

Жыл бұрын

@@ruralmetalhead i mean, DID comes from childhood trauma and a detachment from the primary caregiver, so like,,,,,, trauma is the specific reason this is happening.

@clertexcronius4667

Жыл бұрын

@@yukiandkanamekuran Yeah... meaning, the parents are most likely even the source of the child's abuse/trauma. Why would a terrible parent expose themselves as an abuser?

@yunglynda1326

Жыл бұрын

@@ruralmetalhead imo it is dangerous to do that without a secondary plan and support network in place, because whoever is responsible may retaliate and take it out on the child...

@sammitches

Жыл бұрын

This family was reported more than 50 times in the last two years. We noticed the safety of the child was very impacted by this and while we continue to report for neglect and abuse-we cannot report for a parents choice to attain (or not attain) treatment or evaluation for medical concerns. As a teacher, I need parent permission to interact with his doctor and mental health providers (if there are any), and a school psychologist can grant diagnostic evaluation data and make recommendations and referrals but cannot legally diagnose without parent signature. At least, this is the law where I live.

"Sorry" doesn't begin to express my sympathies for your System. Just when I thought I've heard all the horrors you have gone through, they keep coming. You are incredibly strong. Seer, I hope your curiosity brings lots of joy in your heritage research. Wraith, just as the sun-kissed wheat field was Nadia's home, the field of night is _your home. You are home._ The night darkness has its own perspective of clarity. It is no better or worse than the sunlight, they are both unique and valued. Take all the time you need, and even then, you don't ever have to speak to us on camera if you don't want to. 💛🖤 Tangent on names: for most of my life, I hated my name. Kelly. Not only due childhood trauma- the harsh k sound, it's a "simple, basic" name, so many personal reasons... Just the other day, I looked up the origin. I already knew it had Irish roots, but when I saw that it means "warrior," I cried. It was like a sign that, with eveything I've gone through, I am a warrior, a fighter. Of course, my Chinese ma chose "Kelly" based on the phonetic closesness to my Chinese name, and now I have the meaning of both names.

@lifeisgood9889

Жыл бұрын

Hi, I’m one of the alters in a system, and your message to Wraith really spoke to me. I am a creature of darkness, which the host has always been scared of. But the darkness is my home, and I am still allowed to be. Thank you.

@echofromafar

Жыл бұрын

@@Miu_Iruma96 Read before you comment. They said they’re an alter in a system, not the DissociaDID system

Honestly shout out to Maeri. It is so hard to just sit down and relax and do something you love to do. I’m so glad you all have someone like that to just tell you “no I don’t want to hear it. We’re getting the kitten. We need her.”

@jblondo9347

Жыл бұрын

I can totally see Maeri as the older sister who’s like “Nope.” And then when you go “But but bu-“ she’s like “nope. This is going to happen, I am gonna make sure you’re happy and safe and cared for, and you cannot stop me. End of story”

@Alexa-xl1gi

Жыл бұрын

After I watched that video I named my pet after her

There are no specific timestamps in the video itself, I'm so sorry. We got very overwhelmed editing this. General trigger warnings for the span of pretty much the entire video: recurring topics of un-aliving themes, and online hate. No details given. Theme and trigger warnings basically continue from part 1. Please be safe ❤️

@odetoclear

Жыл бұрын

you guys stay safe too, it must've been hard to make this and then rewatch it again for editing purposes. wishing you all the best♥️

@animalloverandericadetmer5485

Жыл бұрын

Y’all might need feel like right know but none of you are alone if anyone in the system wants to talk I know I am here no matter who! I wish I could truly hug all of you and I just wanted to say everyone is amazing just the way you are in your system and don’t ever apologize to anyone that did any of you wrong thank y’all for putting videos out and being strong y’all deserve nothing but the best and y’all system is strong and did survive and y’all are awesome and amazing don’t ever let anyone tell any of you different truly every single one in the system is amazing just the way they are 💕❣️❣️❣️

@maize-arooo6702

Жыл бұрын

As others have said, please put yourselves first and stay safe too ♥️ another person in the vid comments said that you don’t owe us anything, which is so true! If these videos or any video that the community asks for is too much for you, that’s okay! ♥️ I would much rather never have another video but know that you’re doing better because of that (though I love the videos so if it’s safe and you want to then please do 😭😂) ♥️♥️

@animalloverandericadetmer5485

Жыл бұрын

And for everyone in the system I’m sorry if something spelling looks weird I had to speak into my phone and I can only speak for myself but every single one of you are truly loved and that’s for everyone in the system and I can only speak for myself all of you are loved and cared for forever please don’t ever think y’all are not y’all are amazing funny caring strength so many things every single one of you y’all are loved 😇😍💞💞💞❣️🙏

@kneonspace

Жыл бұрын

"Please also think of yourself, being a youtuber is hard enough, but also constantly talking about extremely emotional things that impacted you directly must make it even harder.

You guys have literally saved our life. I became made aware of a lot of the abuse I had suffered as a kid when I was about 12-14, and I happened to find your channel at about the same time. I was really alone, I had no one, I was scared to speak up about what I found out had happened and petrified to tell people about the abuse I was still expirencing. I had no one, I was isolated, and then I found your channel. It helped me so fricking much. I realized I wasn't alone in my expirences, that I wasn't insane for finding people in my head, and I had somewhere to go when things were hard. I felt safe when I was watching your videos. Even though none of you knew me, I saw Kyle as a kind of father figure and when I felt like I just couldn't do it anymore, his videos stopped me from doing some pretty horrific things to myself. So thank you, DissociaDID. It breaks my heart to hear how people have treated you, but we're so glad you're still here. We're so glad you still going. Thank you so much for everything. Lot of love, Alex

@DissociaDID

Жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you're still here, and that I could be a bit of a safe & positive paternal figure for you when I was Kyle ❤️ I'm sorry you've been through so much already. You're doing amazing. Lots of love back - Kya ❤️

@games_bond7221

Жыл бұрын

Alex!!!!!! I found youuuuu. Hihi. It's Rebecca!!!!!!!!!!!

@HeyBabesloveu

Жыл бұрын

@@DissociaDID hi kaya!!! How are you doing??, I'm new to your channel I love you so much. DID is so interesting. It's a little confusing but it's very cool

I cant believe I'm just now getting around to these updates. I am truly sorry to you all for Nadia and all the others that have been lost. I've been following yalls journey since the Anthony Padilla interview and I have grown to love every alter in this system. Nadia will forever be missed.

I always felt a connection with Nadia so I am sorry to hear she was made to feel such a way. I hope Seer and Wraith can find more comfort in their existence. Bring some peace to what remains of Nadia's soul.

@foxy-ts2jo

Жыл бұрын

That‘s such a beautiful thing to say.🥰💫

@devon1777

Жыл бұрын

perfectly said and 100% agreed.

I can’t imagine purposefully making someone feel so bad they literally split themselves apart. The internet never fails to disappoint me due to its brutality. The fact that people you know also made you feel that way, knowing your situation is even more deplorable. I’m sorry you have had to deal with that.

@goawayfxxxpeople

Жыл бұрын

i have found some accounts like that in youtube too. by blameing and mocking others. Why youtube do nothing?

@SimplyCheryl

Жыл бұрын

@@goawayfxxxpeople bc KZread doesn’t care about any of us

Hearing this is jogging my memory about the situation with Nadia… it hurts my heart that it got taken that far. 😞 People who don’t have a basic understanding of the brain and trauma really need to stay out of it. Without that understanding, yea it can look bad… but with just an ounce of knowledge you’d know it’s not how it is at all. Nadia will always be loved and I hope her and her descendants (as Seer put it) they were, are, and always will be perfect the way they are. 💖 Sending all of the warmest love to everyone

@allysalawson6737

Жыл бұрын

Oh the part right after bout Wraith hurts 😞 you can tell they formed to kinda hold that energy and trauma from it all. I hope despite it all.. and though it’s now dark rather than sunny.. I hope some beauty can be found in that moon. 🥺

@redacted6306

Жыл бұрын

I feel like people don't understand that oftentimes a system doesn't have control of the personal conceptualization of an alter. While I can understand people being personally uncomfortable because of their own identity and culture, that's when you just distance yourself from the creator. An existence like Nadia's or any alter whose inner conceptualization of themselves doesn't match reality is a tragic one. It shouldn't be something that should be scorned.

Ever since you publicly apologized for Nadia's skin description I was purely perplexed at how anyone could be offended by an alter in a DID system. I wish I had spoken up then, one comment can't really stop a flood of hate, but it's always something, isn't it? I'm now heartbroken, knowing what happened to Nadia, and to the system as a whole. It's so nice to have you back making videos, even if you talk about difficult subjects. You somehow have a very comforting, calming presence. I also find the descriptions of your inner world fascinating! I wish you all the best

I always remembered Nadia when she was introduced in "Meet the girl alters" video "__is really close to the camera__ Hello my name is Nadia it's nice to meet you" xD. It's sad to see that that bubbly, energetic personality that I could only dream of having, would cause her to split like that.

@annabees

Жыл бұрын

People destroy too easily beautiful persons. You need to build yourself a heavy shield to block and your personality is definitely toned down from this. 😟

“Þæs ofereode, þisses swa mæg.” It’s from an Old English poem called ‘Deor’ and means “That was overcome, so may this be.” I had to share it since Seer has an interest in Old English and I think the quote is very applicable to you. You are absolutely incredible, never forget it. The internet is a scary place but know there are also many people out here that care about you.

i saw nadia in the meet the alters female alters video and she was such a ball of sunshine and i loved her. it's really sad what happened. tears man.

@callanightshade8079

5 ай бұрын

Me too. Nadia's personality made me wanna hug her and never let go. Just "protect the sunshine at all costs" I cried for her too when she split off

This is so horrifying. I'm so sorry your system had to go through all of this. It's so sad that Nadia felt so terribly about her own existence and I'm upset anyone made her feel that way. For people you trusted to turn on your system as well and make you feel weak, they were so wrong. You don't need them. It's horrifying to hear there's actually a website out there to scare people and drive them into death. 😭💔

Just want to remind your system that you don't owe anything to us, or anybody. But you're incredibly brave for sharing it anyways.

@Veboshi

Жыл бұрын

Yes, agree.

It’s absolutely mind blowing to me that you can go through all this, and STILL have the strength to come back to the internet - the very thing that hurt you - and be so open and authentic, for the sake of making a difference to others. Your courage and strength are absolutely mind boggling, and I’m so happy people like you exist (speaking of the entire system here). You are what redeems this cruel world, and keeps positive change moving forward. Lots of love and admiration 🖤 stay safe

@zombie7318

Жыл бұрын

@@mstubeornottube chloe is now a part of Kya and they most definitely did not come back just for the money.

@gemstones2942

Жыл бұрын

@@mstubeornottube Well duh. It’s their job and they need money - everyone does - to survive. That doesn’t mean they don’t also want to make a difference. If they only wanted money, there are plenty of things to do online that make much more money much faster and easier than mental health education. Also Chloe never left - people just change. Growth happens. Fusions happen.

@RadimArcelios

Жыл бұрын

She is obviously not genuine, it feels really fake comparing it to other people who have DID. If you do some research about this channel you can find more info about this. If this is really genuine, I am sorry, but the way its presented especially with the new alters seems really fake.

@The_Cloudy_TeaClub

Жыл бұрын

@@RadimArcelios They don't have to tell everything as it is mostly private. And, even if you have this disorder, you don't know everything. Being the whole point of it, not being aware of what happened, nor that you even have a disorder.

@yukiandkanamekuran

Жыл бұрын

@@RadimArcelios I've seen the person who's mostly making fakeclaiming videos about dissociadid, and they demonize personality disorders so there's really no leg to stand on. Besides, every system is different. Just because you know one system's experience it might present differently with another, please be more courteous.

Wrathe- I hope beyond hope that the cool moonlight soothes you. But remember, grief is all the love you had left to give. I saw my first fireflies the other night. I hope you do too

Man, throughout all the public drama that you had to deal with back in 2020, all I could think was that people were being super unreasonable in expecting someone so deeply traumatized to respond perfectly to being dogpiled by the whole internet. Only learning now the full extent of how horrible that time was, all I can say is that I'm glad you survived. You're very strong❤

I'm bipoc and been following for almost 4 years. Never seen Nadie saying or doing anything offensive. Just wanted to say that. She was the most sweetest, kind, beautiful girl I've seen making KZread in a while. I loved her. She didn't deserve all that.

Only at minute five. Please send Seer and Wraith my love. I am so sorry that Nadia felt the way she felt and I hope that in Seer and Wraith she (they) can find healing

There’s absolutely NO excuse for what you’ve had to go through recently. Y’all have CLEARLY been through more than enough and to hear what happened to Nadia is just so sad. I hope this never happens again and that you’re safe and able to heal whatever needs healing. Remember to take care of yourselves and that you’re worth the world.

I just wish to go back and tell Nadia that she mattered. Just by the feeling of not wanting to hurt people, that means she cared. She was at least a someone who deeply loved others outside of the system. At least that’s what I gathered about her. As I will always put after my comments to y’all. Love you lots. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

as a poc, i am just appalled that there's so many people who seem to expect perfection from others, of any minority group. this expectation and pressure to be the "perfect representation" is pervasive, unfair and it makes our spaces less safe, which is the opposite of what people are trying to achieve by being vulnerable and opening up. i really wish nadia didnt have to go through that for just being who she is. i think there needs to be a trust protocol among friends and strangers, of handling education of this kind. it is hard because we all have been through really specific traumas and sometimes it is hard to see that one size does not fit all...so it is disappointing that our solidarity can be broken so easily.

@raerae5663

Жыл бұрын

Nadia was a poc right? I can’t remember but I assumed what people were saying about her was racial. It’s so sad because she didn’t deserve that.

@yunglynda1326

Жыл бұрын

@@raerae5663 i think the system has written more about it in the description of this video

@VictoriaRoseIsNotDeadYet

Жыл бұрын

@@raerae5663 there are older videos, not sure if they’re up still. Nadia was described as having dark skin, and dark curly hair. She was leaning heavily into spirituality and witchcraft, and really brought joy into Chloe’s life. Nin was accused of racism and cultural appropriation bc the body is Caucasian, but Nadia was poc. She was effectively harassed out of the system :(

@andiehernandez1995

Жыл бұрын

I'm a brown POC and I don't understand this whole thing against non-white alters in white bodies. It's absurd to me. Like, how alters look in the inner world is not something the system can control. The alters just are. They don't choose to look the way they do either, they don't even choose to exist, the mind creates them. To accuse a system of cultural appropriation is silly to me, particularly one that fights for social justice of all marginalized and oppressed peoples. Nadia didn't even behave in a stereotypical way, I just don't understand why people fixated on her skin tone.

@Redemptionskiss

Жыл бұрын

@@andiehernandez1995 - I think that just goes to show how lack of proper education on DID can lead to misunderstandings and being so much harm , which is why I'm so happy that Kya has chosen to continue making videos and expanding education despite everything she's been through.

I can't help but think of Wraith and Seer as these two pillers here to initiate you into the world of the old magiks. In my family's practice there are two entities that follow us on our path, sometimes they are hounds, birds, felines, or even humanoid, ect. But they each have distinctive roles on our journey, one watches the moon and looks within- It is our connection to our internal and emotional world and workings. And the other watches the sun and looks without- It is our connection to our external and intellectual world and workings. I think many cultures have myths about such parts of ourselves, in some form or another. And although it is so hard to hear about Nadia's unbecoming, it is in its own way so beautiful to see these two new parts emerge from her, like a gift born out of her pain. I hope your life, the life of the entire system is enriched by this gift 💜

Despite the absolute horrible times you’ve had the last couple of years, your system seems so so so much stronger. Your resilience is unmatched. Your were able to describe things so eloquently, despite how triggering. You are strong, you’re getting stronger. And I’m so grateful to be able to watch you, learn from you, and see your growth. Thank you for your bravery. ❤

it hurts me so much to hear about nadia because I saw some of the discussion about her (and the problem people had with her) and how incredible stupid it was of those people to hold nadia, the system, the host or whoever accountable for what they thaught was wrong...it just hurts how those people were so much in their bubble, thinking they had a right to judge the situation without realizing what they do and what they expect from nadia...and it hurts more that they won over her. She will be deeply missed and I hope that Wraith and Seer can find peace in their existence. I wish them (and all of the system) best of luck. and lots of love and joy.

@redsydevil

Жыл бұрын

ok after watching the video I just have to say how incredible sorry I am that all of this happened to you. and how incredible strong you are. I wish you all the best and hope recovery will go well for you.

@meghanchang7026

Жыл бұрын

Wait what were people saying about Nadia?

@silvershadow108

Жыл бұрын

@@meghanchang7026 Nadia was based (if I remember right) on a stereotype (I think) of a native American girl. There was some issue with the language used to introduce herself as the body is white and it's a topic that is very back and forth amongst the did community about whether to say "I present as xyz" or if you can just say "I am (in this case) native american". Some people took it too far from what it sounds like but it's just a discourse over what the proper way to go about it is especially since (again I could be wrong) I think Nadia was a fictive of a child's book native American which I'm sure you can see where that is stereotype wise

@redsydevil

Жыл бұрын

@@meghanchang7026 on the reddit server kya mentioned

@redsydevil

Жыл бұрын

@@silvershadow108 how i saw it they basically blamed a childs mind for forming nadia the way she was...and thats just bullshit. You can discuss about wording but blamind nadia how she presented in the inner world or how she saw herself when the image was created by a childs mind trying to protect herself and calling that racist was just so sad to watch. However I think it might not be good to continue the discussion here. I originally didn't want to sepcify it on purpose...

I truly wish the "new" alters get to experience happy and fun moments, they deserve it no matter what

I think I just wanted to say since nobody is talking about this: congratulations on the progress with Demon. Although we know little about them, I'm happy to hear that a part of the system is beginning to open up.....also it may be odd. But I don't think I'll ever forget the feeling of seeing Darks art in the alters draw video. Not only does it show so much emotion, but it was honestly beautiful. I hope that things improve for both of them, and that there may be a day where they can connect with the others more. I also hope that the alter that demon has been hiding ig....finds a place of piece and comfort that she chooses.

It absolutely breaks my heart to hear what happened with Nadia... I was so impressed by her and I'm so proud of all of you.

Timestamps for anyone looking for more specific trigger warnings: mentions of self-unaliving attempts: 4:30 - 4:52 and 5:17 - 5:27 online hate, esp. unaliving someone threats and doxxing: 10:44 - 12:55 mentions of threats irl: 17:28 - 18:00 (but they went to the police and that's getting sorted) Let me know if I forgot anything :)

@eliontheinternet3298

Жыл бұрын

Just replying to get this boosted up a bit :)

@nikkiellery759

Жыл бұрын

Time stamp boost

@save_hyrule

Жыл бұрын

please don’t censor with * it’s inaccessible for screenreaders

@LilAllygator

Жыл бұрын

Boost!

@witchplanet8292

Жыл бұрын

thank you!! that was very helpful

People don't say this to people who have experienced trauma and hate enough: you did NOT deserve it. It can be one of the hardest things to remember, especially when you've been told you deserve it before, but you did not deserve to be treated like that. Thank you so much for doing what you do. The strength you have in pushing forward after all that's happened is amazing. Your entire system is amazing, and I'm so, so sorry for all you've been through. What people on the Internet have done to you is not okay. I know it's not exactly the same, but there are so many people who love you and care what happens to you, because the light you bring to the world--whether that be from your videos, TikToks, or streams--is irreplaceable. Stay strong, and we're here for you ❤

As a Pagan myself I cannot express how interested I am in hearing about Seer, and what she knows/is learning. I know that is not the topic of the channel but I fully hope she is able to find peace and relaxation in her journey!

@bmcdermott

2 ай бұрын

I agree, I would love to hear from Seer! She sounds so interesting!

It just makes me sad to see people still defending the ultimate act of dehumanization online that is cancel culture, when this video shows so clearly that it's a form of vigilantism & punishment for someone and has lasting effects. Everyone that thinks you deserved to go through all of that for some human mistakes you might've made, that (to my knowledge) were all problems one can learn from or rehabilitate from, needs some professional help for the hatred within them. I'm glad you're healing and seeing most of it happen I thought to myself a lot that things weren't adding up with both the timing and claimed severity of actions without seeing your pov. Also as someone who had Agoraphobia in the past I'm praying you'll heal from it. It's truly such a bad thing to go through on top of any kind of trauma and recovery.

That terrible website just went down an hour ago! Regardless, Im so sorry for everything you've suffered, Kya and Co. Lots of love and hope you continue to heal.

@roses4320

Жыл бұрын

What was the site called?

@Very-Uncorrect

Жыл бұрын

What was the site's name, out of pure curiosity? I wanna see if there's any more info on it

@kenaa3aurom

Жыл бұрын

Here to know too

@isapheonix

Жыл бұрын

glad that cloudflare finally did something about them. They were trying to get keffals killed. Genuinely terrible people.

@Hamusutaru

Жыл бұрын

I will put a trigger warning here, I'm not gonna share the site but a place you can get some information. The content can be triggering so please take good care of yourself!!! VangelinaSkov made quite a few viedos on this cest pool of *******...also covered the stuff that has been going on on '20 and '21...it is biased content so beware.

The reddit mods were refusing to change the 'official' description and were removing posts requesting it, but I've been bugging them non stop for the past hour and then making call out posts when that didn't work and now they've just changed it! not to say that i did it but... i totally did it

@DissociaDID

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for getting them to listen! I'm not surprised the mods weren't respecting our request to remove false information. A lot of people were asking them apparently, but thank you for being so insistent that they eventually gave in!

@maxwellversed

Жыл бұрын

This is so good to hear! I’ve recently discovered the rancid subreddit and the amount of misinformation & fake claiming that goes on is.. very scary. I’m glad to see compassionate systems and fans are still fighting for some sort of justice lol

@mialia15104

Жыл бұрын

Well done! The Subreddit is kind of a lost cause imo, it's just become a cult convinved that they're faking and hyperfocusing on whatever "facts" they think they have. Some things I saw often was "hOw iS hEr MaKeUp aLwAyS oN pOinT aNd FiTtiNg tO wHo's FrOnTinG?ß??ß?" when it seems kinda obvious that their system just has very good communication. It seems so weird that people obsess over things that seem "unusual" about the DissociaDID system when everyone always says that every system is different. I think at this point after following for years I saw every piece of "evidence they're faking" and can say nothing of it was any evidence at all.

@subtopotatoorhewilldie408

Жыл бұрын

I think it was definitely you.

@LinWarai

Жыл бұрын

our hero!!

I hope you all know how brave you all are for this. I'm so happy that there are people like you guys who are strong enough and willing to destigmatize mental health, especially disorders that are seen as "evil" or have negative connotations

@biomicpuma

Жыл бұрын

This!

11:23 I know the site you're referring to, and it's recently been taken down. A criminal investigation is being conducted, with any luck they won't hurt anyone ever again Stay strong :)

@vanessanunes1263

Жыл бұрын

The exactly same thing happened and is still happening to me, actually I found out on may but started a lot before, they close all of your doors before you have a chance to be aware of what is going on. Therefore I still cant find out the place where they post it on internet, but felt strongly the effects. Same amount of hate and lost of opportunities, hacked social media, my case happened in Chile, where I was living back then and in Brasil, which is my actual country. I'd be very gratefull if you could share where I can find the page, as I think the person who started all of this work for this same group, but I totally understand if you rather not, thank you. NightEule5

@nighteule

Жыл бұрын

It's back 😖

@propertyofbreadryannsillybilly

Жыл бұрын

what site is this?

When I first found out I was a system, it was Chloe who helped me feel like I wasn't alone, that I could survive with these other people I share a body with, that I could still be happy even with all I've gone through. And that continued from Nin now to even you, Kya. You are the system that through so many years have been an inspiration and someone I could relate to heavily. I appreciate all you have done as you have deeply impacted my life and how I deal with my own system. It pains me so much all the shit that you've been put through and I'm so incredibly sorry. I wish I could change what has happened, but you guys are so strong, and remind me to be strong too. Thank you for being my support and helping me. It means the world. Even if it doesn't mean much and you don't know me personally, know you have changed my life for the better. Thank you

Even though we don't know each other, I thought about you often when you stopped posting on KZread and I always hoped you were okay. I just wanted to say I'm so glad you're still here and that no matter what happens there will always be people who care about you! ❤️

@amarajackson9800

Жыл бұрын

same! I checked in a couple times to see if any new videos popped up. (I don't have very many social media other than yt so I didn't know all that happend. still don't other than what I have seen here) I still thought of this system and the lessons I learned here :)

@ScottishElf

Жыл бұрын

Yes! I too never gave up on you. You are so inspiring and seeing your strength kept me hopeful that I would get through my own traumas. Thank you for being you!

@FlowerChyld43

Жыл бұрын

Yes

The fact that so many people and "friends" waited to throw their stones at a time where you couldn't defend yourself was beyond cowardly. Especially from fellow DID systems and the DID community itself that should know better. The whole ordeal was disgusting. But I'm glad that you were the system that made it through and still continues to make content. Sending you strength, support, and healing ❤️ 💙

I had one of the worst years of my life last year. I was betrayed by nearly everyone I know, I lost nearly my entire support system, and I lost myself for a long time there as well. I can't imagine going through all that, on top of the amount of hate you received (so disgusting I literally have no words), and bouncing back as strong as you have. Now when I'm anxious about something I can always thinking of how strong I must be to have survived what I have, and that helps me not only get through tough times but also learn to appreciate and love myself. I'm glad you know how strong you are and I hope you continue to carry that with you.

I’m glad that your feeling well enough to be able to talk about this. We are the ones here supporting you and I wish you the best for whatever great things you do in the future 💖

I started watching this video and was kind of confused because I didn't quite remember Nadia, just the name. So I went back on the channel to find something of her. I was like "if people thought of her that way, she must have been a persecutor, non-human alter, something of that kind, right?" - not that I agree, but that's what I've come to expect of people. But no. She was just a girl (17 at the time of the video), bubbly and hyperactive, she seemed like so much fun... I really don't get what happened and I'm so mad at people for being like this... I'm so sad she of all people had to experience the worst of this world and I hope Seer finds the magic world to be as fascinating as I do, and that Wraith someday finds comfort and peace in their own terms. I'll be putting Nadia (all of you too, of course, but I'll do a little something in her honor) in my prayers. Hope the gods protect all of you from this type of sh*t in the future...

I did find it odd that the people who brought out "expose videos" about the system all seemed to do it while you were all offline and silent. Times like that always feel targetted and planned. Actual concerns would clearly be when you are active, right? Thats the whole point of wanting someone to stop something, but if you've already stopped at that time why would it come out then? Not the moment you dissappear and cant speak up. It always felt a bit... hmm. Stories didn't add up.

@cxp5818

Жыл бұрын

Exactly and their "proof" was always so silly... I didn't believe any of them.

@cheetahtfk7274

Жыл бұрын

It was beyond cowardly of all the people and systems who waited until DissociaDID was offline to throw them under the bus. I'm just beyond disappointed and disgusted with everyone who chose then to lash out.

@yunglynda1326

Жыл бұрын

yeah i have no clue why someone would debase others, not to mention themselves, like that just for some 'social media number go up' clout. some people are just sociopathic in the worst way

@kiwi_rainbows

Жыл бұрын

I honestly think money and fame were big motivators for those "exposé" videos. If you compare the videos on their channels you'll see that the fakeclaims against DissociaDID got them the most views by FAR. People were still searching for DissociaDID content during that quiet time and the other creators knew that KZread's algorithms would deliver.

@Akkesama

Жыл бұрын

Those people were always feeding on the system for views. Completely compassionless

Ever since I accidentally came across one of your videos, I have been consuming your content despite the fact that I don't have DID or anyone in my environment with DID. You are such a strong person, surviving so much and still finding the strength to keep going. Never forget that you are an inspiration, because your character, strength, and kindness shine through no matter the makeup, the alter fronting, or the content of the video. You deserve to be happy, you deserve to have your channel and your community, you deserve to enjoy every wonder of this world!

The only reason my spouse of 8 years got their diagnosis was because we had found your videos. They gave us an understanding of everything, that made the realization and acceptance so much smoother. I’m heartbroken hearing about all the shit your past few years held. We got his diagnosis January 2021, and I though of your system every step of the way. I am so happy you are surviving, and I could never convey the extent of the role your system played for us. Not only that, but we have personally crossed paths with four other systems, some who we were able to pass your knowledge onto. I can see first hand the hardships, and wish you the most positive vibes and support.

@DissociaDID

Жыл бұрын

❤️❤️❤️❤️

That is so unfair what they did to Nadia. I am so sorry. I understand to a specific extent what that's like and it's gut wrenching. Our love to all of you 💜🍼 -Casper

@swiftly_produced2694

Жыл бұрын

Hey, not to be offensive or mean. But why is there a baby bottle emoji? I'm just trying to understand and learn more, ya know!

@casperrossler1351

Жыл бұрын

@@swiftly_produced2694 That's my sign-off. Like my signature of sorts

@swiftly_produced2694

Жыл бұрын

@@casperrossler1351 dang, that's cool. Why the bottle tho? (If you want to tell of course)

@casperrossler1351

Жыл бұрын

@@swiftly_produced2694 It's kinda an inside joke but long story short everyone would call me mama and say they wanted milk to I spammed the milk bottle so it's stuck as 💜🍼 for my trademark jtjsbfkja. Also I try and hold onto as much childhood as I can

@swiftly_produced2694

Жыл бұрын

@@casperrossler1351 that's super sweet! NOW GIVE ME MILK

Hearing the things revolving around what happened to Nadia and to the whole system, I don't know how to verbalize how that hurts. Nadia was really sweet, I wish I could have given her help, that goes for you too Kya. You didn't deserve any of that monstrous hate but I am so glad and proud that you survived, you and your system deserve so much love and support :) You're awesome

This is really wild. This is so much at once for anyone to handle and go through. I'm amazed and have a lot of respect for your courage and resilience. Not diminishing how hard it's been, we don't even really know how hard it's been, we can only have an idea based on what you shared. And something is telling me that it was worse than what we can imagine. Thank you for still doing this with us. People can be shitty but that's a whole new level here... Glad to hear you say "we're doing better" and I only wish you to keep going forward

I only saw Nadia in a "Meet the Alters" video and she was like a breath of fresh air, the personification of sunshine , in fact. I'm so sad that people drove her to the point of self loathing and consequently to the point where she didn't wish to exist as she was. I've been there myself and I know how awful it can feel. I've been reading some of the comments about the catalyst that led to such aggression towards Nadia. People are entitled to feel however they feel about things but when those opinions cross over into bullying and harassment , that's when the line has been crossed. I'm sorry , Nadia. What happened to you wasn't right or fair. You deserved compassion , understanding , patience and kindness , just as you had given to so many others. I'm sad I didn't get to know you and I wish I could have given you a virtual hug or sent you a pic of sunflowers to brighten your day.

Sorry if I’m late to commenting but on the slight chance that you see this I just want to let all of you know that you are incredibly, incomprehensibly strong for being able to go through all of this. You are all amazing.

Damn…the strength of this system. I’m in awe. My husband, who I have been with for 15 years (since I was 15, I’m 30 now) left me two months ago, and hearing how you have persevered through some of the most heinous shit I have ever heard…it gives me hope. If you can do it, I can do it. Thank you Kya and the rest of the system. I’m so sorry for what you’ve had to go through, but just know, your strength and example is carrying so many of us.

@eliwest3393

Жыл бұрын

I may be a stranger on the Internet, but I believe you can and will build a wonderful life for yourself!

@Neantoa

Жыл бұрын

I do too! You got this, kind human! Don't give up on building up a new life and finding new happiness for yourself :)

@ERoylance91

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much guys 🥹 Dissociadid has the kindest and best community ever ♥️

@loanneloring2835

Жыл бұрын

Dissciadid you bring spirits of light and healing together ❤ ive overcame a crazy couple years as well including several nde i suffer from addiction and fight every day for my life and I am agoraphobic and your videos give me a sense of connection and community

It breaks my heart to hear about everything you’ve had to survive to get to this point. I’ve been following you since 2019 and you have always been in my thoughts through everything. I don’t understand how some people can be so horrible to literally anyone, let alone someone as sweet and kind as you who has already been through enough. I’m not religious, but I’m praying that you can find some peace soon. Remember, you don’t owe us any explanation or videos, but we are always here for you.

@ameliathomas5575

Жыл бұрын

Hey I’d just be cautious mentioning that you’re praying for people, both in relation to them and other people because I know they have religious trauma because they’ve talked about it before but other people here could too. This is meant very respectfully. ❤️

@goldenlotus3046

Жыл бұрын

@@ameliathomas5575 prayer simply means to trust. Has nothing to do with religion at it's core. Prayer is the highest form of trust. Prayer and faith. You can be atheist and still have faith in the universe, or simply with oneself, that all will be okay. It doesn't require some deity.

I don't care who allegedly did what and who may have made mistakes ... NOBODY deserves to be treated this way. It hurts to see someone being hurt like this, but at the same time seing you survive and even grow is really inspiring. You are strong in a way very few people are! I wish it wasn't in such a cynical way (and I hope you'll re-learn to trust people, hard as it may seem right now), but for now I'm just glad you're still here and have not given up! May you heal and grow even stronger - you deserve it, every single one of you!

“If you take me down we’re gonna take you down with us” I’m so proud of this strength that you’ve found. It may have always been there and only just come out, but either way, be proud of being a strong-ass system! The work you’re doing here is gonna help systems everywhere understand who they are. Keep making videos, because the world needs to see you

After anything that has happened, I feel at loss to find the exact words that would communicate my wishes for you to achieve comfort and safety and people you can trust. I can’t quite find the words for any of it. So instead I’m going to donate to your fundraiser and share it, because this is such an immensely unjust mistreatment for you all. I hope at least that having support to defend yourself legally and definitively can buy you some much needed and deserved peace in the future.

As soon as you said nadia I knew I wasn't gonna get through it without crying, I instantly connected to nadia and she was such a bright light, so sad that she went through all that. Been with you guys since chloe and unboxings, love you all and here for you all xxx

@ladylovelylocks

Жыл бұрын

I have a question, I could have asked the creator but I'm super curious. Are kya and chloe the same person, or are both of them separate people? Bc it says kya is host, but chloe was born in the body, and Google says that kya is just a online name for chloe. Did chloe split into kya and someone else??

@ellahou5872

Жыл бұрын

@@ladylovelylocks Chloe was the host, but she and Nina (their sexual protector) fused to make Nin, and Nin and Kyle (their primary protector) fused to make Kya, the current host. Kya is their own person now, but Chloe, Nina, Nin, and Kyle all live on in Kya because Kya still has memories and personality traits from each. Hope this helps!

@ruralmetalhead

Жыл бұрын

@@ellahou5872 To add: Chloe is the body's name. A lot of times the host will use the body's name, but in this case the host has fused so many times they're a completely different person. So, legally, DissociaDID is Chloe, but none of the alters use that name anymore.

@ellahou5872

Жыл бұрын

@@ruralmetalhead Yes, exactly!

@ladylovelylocks

Жыл бұрын

@@ruralmetalhead woah, i know this can happen in did, but I didn't know it can be that complicated

I don’t normally comment on videos, but I felt I needed to in order to thank you for everything you’ve done for this community. I’m a second year medical student in the states and watching your videos and showing them to my classmates has been very helpful and enlightening into DID and what it means to live with it. I am so sorry that for all the trauma you had to endure at such a young age, but I am so grateful for you and your education. From the bottom of my heart I wish you and the entire system the healing and happiness you need and deserve ❤️

💜TIMESTAMPS & TW 💜 ( @DissociaDID ; dont worry fam, I gotchu) 0:00 - Intro 2:26 - Nadia's Split ⚠ TW; 4:29 - 6:40 (mentions unaliving attempts, online harassment & being silenced. No details.) 7:15 - Seer & Wraith 9:53 - Mara & Doll ( & Mara ) ⚠ TW; 11:02 - 12:06 (Mentions severe online harassment and unaliving until 11:23 where there's a bit more detail. Not graphic in any way, but please proceed with caution.) 14:01 - Maeri 15:01: Demon, Dark & The Subsystem 16:28: Recently discovered Unnamed Alter 18:02: Wind Down & Outro

@yuna._.72

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much!

@vryvry3999

Жыл бұрын

@@yuna._.72 No problem fam!

I've been here since Chloe was the host, and I'll continue to be here for many more years because I believe [in] you. No words can be put to explain how I feel about your story... I believe [in] you.

I hope Seer will find joy in researching old English and Irish culture. As a history major I know it makes me extremely happy. I wish it's the same for her as well♡

Oh wow. What happened to Nadia was absolutely terrible. She was a happy ball of contagious sunshine, loved by so many people, she helped so many people as well. I don’t understand why some people can’t just let people be happy. We will miss her so much.

"Thank you" seems like just not enough to explain how grateful i am for you staying here and telling your story. It means alot.

I've been here since 2019. I haven't ever stopped thinking about you. Even when you weren't posting videos I would check your community page. You're amazing. You've given me hope when I had none and inspired me to heal. I hope you find healing, you deserve it ❤️❤️❤️

@Lissyhead2

Жыл бұрын

I did the same thing, and joined Patreon. I care so much about your system and wanted to know you were ok.

@cxp5818

Жыл бұрын

Same! I was like: "please, I need an update, I need to know they are okay". I was so worried.

@EvaMiya

Жыл бұрын

Wanted to comment the same thing ❤️ I hope they are able to rebuild trust that there are people who genuinely care and would not want any harm to come to their system, it’s so difficult but I just want them all to be safe and happy

@biomicpuma

Жыл бұрын

Same here.

"We can survive it." Chills. I'm so proud of how far you and your system have come. Everyone deserves to feel safe and secure. I hope that in the future, hopefully soon, you can find something or someone to make that stability a reality. You've been doing so good, we're proud of you, keep going. You can get through this; it will be hard, but it will be worth it. You will make it.

I'm not a long time viewer, but I am so thankful you're still alive. I was doing a lot of reading on C-PTSD in 2019, which is how I got to your channel. I'm the third generation in my family to be diagnosed with PTSD, and learning about C-PTSD, OSDD, and DID has helped me understand my family better. I am so, so sorry that there was so much you have had to survive these past few years. You are so brave for coming back to KZread, and I appreciate all that you do.

I’d like you to know I found this channel about 4 years ago when my best friend told me they had DID and they were so relieved when I was like “alright, what does that mean?” And they explained it to me and I was like “holy shit that makes so much sense now!?” And I specifically wanted to try to understand what was happening. I still do watch occasionally when I have the time. I’d like to really thank the system for always being willing to explain things even though you don’t have to. I know it’s hard and rough. The internet is shit. I’m so glad the system is still with us and I’m so terribly sorry for everything you’ve been put through. I can not begin to imagine the pain and suffering you’d experienced. I hope you guys keep healing at your own pace and take care of yourselves.💛💛

It hurts so much knowing that Kya and the system has been so continously traumatized by people they considered friends. For very different reasons and experiences, I also struggle with having friends/people I can rely on. With therapy, I try to remind myself that there are good people out there who will genuinely care, but it's hard to be hopeful. At the very least, I know that I'M a geniune, kind person. So there has to be others. I hope we both find them, Kya and co!

@sparkstudies1675

Жыл бұрын

Lovely message. I'm there with you. I hope you find what you are looking for :)

@jenrenby

Жыл бұрын

@@sparkstudies1675 Thank you, you too!

if not for you, I never would have known what DID is. I would never have learned that I am a system, would have never gotten a diagnosis, and would have spent the rest of my life feeling "crazy". from the bottom of my heart, thank you for all that you've done and continue to do

@Nuvolenny

Жыл бұрын

Hello! I hope you and your system are well. Or at least, adjusting to the new reality you're living in. My heart goes to you!♡

@calebcavell9405

Жыл бұрын

@@Nuvolenny this is so sweet, thank you! we are much happier now that we know 💛 take care!!

@yukiandkanamekuran

Жыл бұрын

BIG SAME. I didn't know that I was a system until I found DissociaDID,,, they've helped me so much.

@galileodirectio

Жыл бұрын

I still cant accept the fact I am asystem but I am aware of it. Again, like you, thanks to this channel. For a bit I just said I was quarky and different and not like the other girls but after some time I realised what happened and it makes sense but I sm still very warry of it. It doesnt seem big when I look back at it but I cant remember much so ofc I would think that. I am happy to find mote people like me and I think I still need time and hopefully my system gives me that time but I will try my darn bestest to just not give up despitr how hopeless things seem sometimes.

@yukiandkanamekuran

Жыл бұрын

@@galileodirectio denial is a very common experience of newly discovered systems!! It's a part of the dissociation, and that it's the trauma, that your brain is trying to hide from you. Denial and depersonalization/derealization is *normal.* It's alright. :)

You all are incredible people for withstanding this much hate and trauma in your life. All of you deserve the world for still making these videos dedicated to educating people about DID and OSDD. You have helped so many people including me with your educational videos and I think you guys can do and have done amazing things with your life. Personally, you helped me in learning about this disorder for future events in my life, with some of my friends having forms of OSDD. Keep being strong, and I hope that you all are seeking and getting the help you need from a therapist or other system members. Sending love, me

Sweetie, It breaks my heart that you´ve had such a rough time, I pray that you will find peace in your mind and strength to face all of those haters, and just remember, for every person that wants to hurt you, there are thousands that love you and want you to be ok, sending all the love in the world for every member of your system!

You are THE most incredible persons that I’ve ever heard of. Just don’t ever forget that! You guys give sooo much strength to so many of us here in this violent and viscous world. It hurts to see you in pain. Especially since you take so much of mine away from me in every single video. If there’s anything that I can do for you, just DM me. I promise to do my best.

it is devastating that nadia’s last memories are people hating her so much that she split. she brought nothing but joy and light to the world and the world betrayed her like that. i wish she knew how loved she was. im proud of you guys for getting through this hellhole, i hope everything goes better day by day.

I don't have DID, but I have been watching your content for as long as you've been making content. And I just want to say that you all are so brave being here, on the internet, overcoming your fears, and talking about these things, to help others. THIS is who you are, brave, kind, loving and empathetic. I wish that I knew you personally, so that I could tell you guys that every day. Because THAT is what you all deserve to hear everyday. You have helped me through things, taught me valuable lessons, made me laugh, made me cry and made me FEEL, when I thought I could not feel anything anymore. I think that ya'll are the definition of a .. to put it simply BOSS! And seeing the smile on your face when you talk about how ya'll are overcoming this mountain, and standing up after being pushed so far down this black hole, is beautiful. I will for as long as you are here making content, be here to learn, and to support your cause. And I am thankful for all you guys do.

Hello, I'm new to this channel. What you do on this channel is incredibly important. Thank you and all the other alters for a chance to better understand how DID works. (recently I started feeling that I may meet someone with this condition somewhere in the future) I'm also terribly sorry you had to go through all the things you talked about here. Some humans are truly vile. But please, remember how strong, amazing and valid all of you are. I hope life has started treating you at least a little better now. I'm sending your system best wishes and lots of love 💜🌻

My heart is absolutely broken over Nadia. She was such a positive shining light and didn't deserve any of that hate she got. She connected to her version of her heritage just like any other alter but we have become so obsessed with this idea of cultural appropriation we have lost the ability to say "if it's not hurting anyone, it's not anyone's business" She just wanted to love and be loved and spread joy. 😭 I hope you all are finding healing and comfort wherever you can. You are doing amazing with the crappy hand you were dealt. Sending you so much love

17:58 reminded me of katniss everdeen when she said "If we burn, you burn with us." Both who are brave, powerful badass people

Just finished the first part or these and now the second. I’m crying. You’ve had so much done to you in your life and to still be as positive as you are, is truly amazing. I strive to be as strong as you, and I’m so happy to see you back and making videos. I hope you’re doing well and look forward to watching more videos from you!

I've been watching your videos since chloe was the host. Watching your videos helps me educate myself and understand dissocadid. I love watching your videos because it puts a smile on my face. I will always support you and the system. Lots of love and hugs 💜

A few years back I had always wanted to be a friend of Chloe and later of Nin but I was always unsure how to reach them and thought that I’d be a bother for them. Especially because I thought they’d get messaged so often, they didn’t need anyone else. Knowing what happened saddens me so much :( Maybe I could have helped. For what it’s worth: I never believed any of the online stuff that was being said and I do hope the system is starting to feel better. Kya (and the rest of the system too ofc), you deserve the world and I deeply hope you’ll make a lot of friends along the way. I have trouble trusting people too, so I understand where you’re coming from. But if you ever need someone pls know that a lot of people (including me) are there for you. You’re amazing. Thank you so much for teaching me so much about DID!

It really hurts to know that there are people online who says things to hurt other people for no apparent reasons. I am so so sorry that Nadia and yall have to go through this. Just know that we love yall for who yall are. Kya and everyone in the system, yall matter so so much to us. We see you and we care about yall. Yall are very strong for sharing this with us so thank you. Sending all the love and strength to yall as well as hugs (if yall are comfortable with it). 💙💙💙

I know there’s still a long way to go but I am so impressed with your healing. I’ve followed you since Chloe and am so thankful you’re posting again. Your videos make me feel heard and I feel like we’re besties. I am happy to be here with you on ur journey ❤

We appreciate you so much Kya. I am so sorry for everything you’ve been through, but I love to see your spark and your passion. I see so many parts of Nin and Kyle but also a new level of fierceness that I’m really proud of.

Sometimes this world really sucks. I can't beleive there's this whole community out there whose goal is to literally push people to death, and then brag about it! That's so messed up! I hope you can find a way to escape from all of that hatred and the community that's been doing this to you. We'll all miss Nadia, I feel so bad that people made her think that about herself, some people seriously need to consider the fact that they are talking to an actual person that is deeply affected by their words. I hope Seer, Wraith, and everyone else in your system can find some healing and be able to have joy. I appreciate this channel so much! Please never listen to haters, the second you realize it's hate at all, just stop reading. I hope you have a great day/night and that you can get through all of this! ♡♡♡

I’m glad you’re talking about this. The hate and harassment against you was very wrong.

I hope you know you have and are helping so many people. Just recently diagnosed and this made me feel hope for the future. You’re an amazing person and I’m so glad all of you are still here.

I've been watching your videos for a few years, got to know the previous altars in your system and learned so much from your videos. I'm glad we got to know some of the new altars and got clarifications of what has happened these past two years. Trust is something difficult to restore, but I hope you know there are soooo many people who support you through these difficult times, we are thinking of you and I hope that things will get better soon. You are so incredibly strong, don't forget that! I wish you the best and am sending you lots of love

14:56 that look you got on your face for a second right after you said this was like a gut punch. I could see you really feel the weight of that statement, I'm so sorry for everything you've been through. While the circumstances of her arrival were not good, I'm glad the system has Maeri ♥

Nadia provided so much positivity, and always made me smile watching her. I'm so sad that she dealt with all that hatred. I hope Seer and Wraith can both heal and maybe we will get to know them in a meet the alters one day. You guys are so brave, don't forget how strong you are to be back and still making videos and doing what you love after all of the hate. You continue to be a light and an inspiration. Sending love and healing vibes! ❤️

I for one am glad you're back you are so strong and so inspiring. I don't know that I could have made it myself after my d i d diagnosis if it hadn't been for you. Finding your channel was such a huge part in my journey to get diagnosed. What you do makes a difference in people's lives. I'm so sorry that you went through everything that you went through. Watching you have to go through all that made me much more wary of people especially online. I'm just really glad you're back from my system to yours I'm sending you so much love and light. Thank you for everything you do.

I had followed this account since 2018 when I found out a friend who was suffering from DID. This account helped me to learn more about how a system works and the roles of different alters. Due to reasons, I don't talk to that particular friend anymore but because of him, I did so much research and I learnt alot more from you. I'm sorry for all the hatred and rumours that had spread about your system. I never believed any of the comments made. I am so proud of all of you for surviving, you are all so strong and I will always continue to support this sytem. Lots of love to all of you. Do take care ♡

Looking forward to meeting everyone, sending you all love and support. 💚

I'm honestly so moved by how strong you by speaking about this and opening up. I want to say that you are so important and have helped so many people. I've been watching since 2018 and seeing your journey and growth has so powerful. I can honestly say, I would be so sad to hear of any negative things happen to you. I wish you all the best and want the system to know that everyone is important and have done wonderful, amazing work💜

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Thank you for having the courage and strength to share this. Even though I am not diagnosed with DID I do have BPD and this truly helps me understand the way my brain works in a better way. I’ve followed you since Chloe started this channel and you all have grown and developed into a way stronger team. You should all be so proud for naming your trauma as well, that is a huge step for you all. Unaliving myself due to trauma and current events in my life has been something I have been massively contemplating, but both parts of this have definitely changed my mind💕

You are so strong... This is something which shows incredible strength even if you feel weak. I wish from the bottom of my heart that you'll heal and become stronger and stronger by the time. What you are achieving right now, in court and in the system, is incredibly inspiring. It shows how through all the struggle, you don't let yourselves to be pushed around, and still come here and share, because you know it can help so many people to push through. You are a huge rolemodel for a lot of people, I hope you know that. And I truly hope that someday, you'll be at a place where the positive comments and love reaches and fills your heart so overwhelmingly, that it won't leave space for the hate and hurt that you had to deal with for so long.