Where I grew up, the clothes on your back & food on the table replaced love n affection so abandonment was a steady companion as long I can think. By the time I was grown and found myself, walking alone became my strength and boundaries my protection from narcissistic abuse. Sadly, walking away also means abandoning toxic ppl to sit in their own misery instead of allowing them to drain my energy or disturb my Peace. Abandonment is an inevitable mirror we need to reflect ever so often. *Thank you for the friendly reminder and sharing your thoughts* 🕉

@rxgub

4 жыл бұрын

Me too 🙏🏽❤️

Exactly, "don't abandon yourself". It took me to reach my 40's to finally understand that.

Thank you 🙏 I work to Overcome shame and guilt and owning all of me instead of caging myself in a fixed idea of “perfection” “right/wrong”. I expand i expand n free myself with infinite gratitude. Thank you for the safe conscious space

Doing the shadow work has helped ❤❤

Recently I meet powerful people who have been labeled once with the worst diseases and they are so wonderful persons..., that s like a new level of mirrors that are all around...It feels like having shifted the level. And also I experience them (including me) having the substance and met the preparations to not take part in pandemic-game, but live the alternative as role models.

Umi,I stopped believing in coincidence a very long time ago. So I know this video was definitely posted for me to see and maybe share with someone that I think could possibly benefit from seeing it. I recently walked away from a very strong potential intimate relationship that was on and off for more than a year and although the other party always denied their fear of abandonment they over time shared just enough information with me about their childhood and past relationships that I pretty much knew after just a few months why they couldn't commit. I also without them knowing that I know that they also have codependency issues with sex and alcohol. I never alluded to the fact that I knew even though we're 2,000 miles apart. Anytime that I hinted that they needed to at some point deal with their childhood and relationship traumas or the Universe would one day ultimately force them to they would project their anger and denial back at me always insisting that I'm too deep and I complicate the relationship. Hence the ultimate reason that I decided that the relationship needed to end for my own happiness and peace of mind. It ultimately became very toxic. In closing I'd like to thank you for this very important as well as enlightening post that I'm sure someone else needs to see and hear. I just may forward this post to that person,but to be quite honest I'm not sure it'll be received very well. Be well 😷✌🏾️💜✊🏾

Wow, this has completely resonated with all of me. Actually through me, & on a whole other level. I just saw myself consistently shaking my head in agreement with Everything you said, the Good & the Bad. I feel as if I’m still in a daze lol. But I want to make a conscious effort to listen to THIS video everyday. In hopes of some type of breakthrough, b/c I can’t continue to live like this. So thank you, truly for this powerful word and positivity. The Lord & The Goddess both know I definitely needed it. BlessedBe 💞

Love of self is the glue that transforms our life on a macro level. Sometimes it takes an outside perspective to help us see our worth. because there are times we do not realise our awesomeness. until someone else identifies it and helps our perspective of self worth to expand.

I kept attracting the same lame experience and now I’m putting stops on all things that hold me back from my goals including the burden and fear of abandonment. Self knowledge and the continuous study off self is key 🔑 I bounce back faster and wiser every time I feel I give too much, get taken advantage of and left out in the cold. This time though, I’m ready for major changes that are in alignment with my purpose and I’m sure will boost my awareness on multiple levels. This video was my confirmation that amazing things are happening and that the good spirit got my back. Thank you 🙏🏾 ❤️ ✨

@just-simplymarvelous

3 жыл бұрын

You are thinking rightly! Thank you!

I regard you as a very powerful teacher, as a strong woman with an amazing amount of energy that you use to empower others. Empowerment and encouragement is something we all need at the present moment. I feel that things are happening in "the background" while we are preoccupied by the virus.

Love you Umi. After 5 years single I felt deeply abandoned by the person I wanted to marry, that was the same year my gam passed. Thank you for making those connections, I never thought of God being an abandoned trauma experience. wow. Im at a year of celibacy and loc'd my hair to lock into myself. I couldn't abandoned myself again, and I vowed to not give my sex to just anyone, especially not to keep them! Thank you for this! Im learning more and more of my self worth daily a recently that has been tapping in with emotional self when I need to set boundaries.

It's funny how once you decide to make some positive changes and manifest in yourself the universe throws help your way. Just found your channel and I wanted to say thank you and you're very wise! 🙏✨

I have been working through breaking generational curses of abandonment and self worth as of lately. I proclaim that we are not going to repeat the same story again of abandonment & abuse. I decided I can be liberated from the pain & cycle of self doubt. It was not easy because no one likes having their father be the most destructive force in their life. But now he is gone and I am free. I am love. I won’t repeat history. I feel like I just made it out of the very long and dark tunnel and that I can bask in the light now that I’m out. I am blessed to be on this healing journey bc it will be through love, acceptance & a lot of hard work that I will enjoy the freedom of abandonment.

tears falling down but needed this smiling now thanks..alchemy

This felt soothing and like pure love come through u pouring into my being Not a lot to say, just allowing the innerg & words to do me. I accept & so it is 🦂 100th like 💯

@just-simplymarvelous

3 жыл бұрын

God bless your good heart!

This video is so necessary I feel like for years I’ve been trying to build the personality for this exact video able to hit whatever it is head on and correct or embrace it but still attract good things . Thank you for putting this in words . I wanna call it spiritual resilience

Good day, Nobel. You're very much on point! I felt abandoned before. Didn't appreciate it. Because i was abandoned. i believe that because i learned how to better develop my own emotional reserve and to be kinder to myself and other's by lending my love and support.

This brings a lot of light to my situation. I think this theme runs heavy in my family.

thank you glorious sister. I find you and I have seen through various similar realms; I'm also an 11 life path and your lanauge, your inner standing of these concepts are resting and renewing my spirit from inner depths quite comforting and with ease; thank you for your love!! your presence fills me with a feeling of friendship and like the abandonment feelings are buried in fresh soil, rejuvenating and feeding the earth of my soul with healing fertilizer.

So much grace and eloquence in your words.. thank you for this

Love the way you break this down. Thank you for bringing this to our attention.

Thank you for this message. 🙏🏾 I've gained insight and inspiration to move through these emotions.

I completely believe adults who experience a fear of abandonment may struggle with a preoccupied attachment style. They frequently anticipate rejection and search for signs of disinterest from their partner.

🎉 🔥 🥳 💚 🎊 Namaste Queen Wowww, I feel clarity & a release of pressure after watching this! Great Delivery. What type of candle were you burning?

Your message resonated with me today. I have been on a journey of healing for quite some time now. Your video helped me understand some dreams i have been having recently about childhood friendships. I am healing issues of lack of self worth and acknowledging the power I have given to people and moments passed. Your videos have blessed me over the years on my journey . Thank you. I am glad you started your channel again.

Omg thank you so very much for this. I am somewhat new to your channel. I think I was aligned with you about 2-3weeks ago and have been very blessed by your channel already.

Thank you again. Thank you!

Umi this is why I love you & your CHANNEL cause you definitely channeled my Scorpio moon energy & trauma in this one. I literally earlier this week expressed these things to my partner because I realized them within myself! Literally everything you said resonated with what I journaled about. I thank you & I’m always appreciative of your videos because you’re a true healer. Thank you for you love and light ❤️ meanwhile ima replay this 😂

This video is very useful. Very!

Wow you said it all Umi. Your man in your life must really be a lucky man with all the knowledge in you. I just wish all our black women can be like you and seek more of knowledge rather than instagram likes and views which makes most men see them as worthless and later leads to abandoning them in their relationships. Just like Hosea 4:6 said. Most people out there today don’t like to face their insecurities which they take into their relationships and that leads to a toxic relationship, eventually leading to breakups. Thanks so much for sharing your knowledge with us and May the Almighty God continue to nourish you with more knowledge and wisdom. Amen

@rudbordonez867

4 жыл бұрын

lots of good information, first time watching your video..i can honestly relate to 99% of your knowledge in relation to Capricorn..and many other aspects..thanks..bless is you

Yo I can’t stand it I really do need to do something. I don’t deny the true issue and how it affects me. I‘m tired of my family. They treat me like if they can’t physically see me, I don’t exist. Rather, it’s the lack of respect and it seems like my relatives respect strangers more than me. My family is celebrating my niece on my birthday. Her birthday is a month after mine... I’m serious lol. I’m going to stop letting it affect me so much and take your advice. I can’t control them nor should I try to change them. Thanks Umi 🖤

i have felt abandoned many times. i think the universe has caused me to experience the feeling of abandonment so that i would not become one of the transgressors.

A friend sent me this cause she knows what I’ve been going through lately. It’s like I lost myself for to long, I allowed it to have me captive for way to long. Good thing is what you said is what happened to me within the last week. Deep down inside I found I’m so much more, there’s so much more to in me and I just want to bring out the best me possible and I’m working on myself now.

Your ability to identify and articulate the personal issues of self healing and growth is amazing! The Scorpio moon angles being touched on openly and otherwise in your narrative always connect with me... Still crushing on you❤

My mom died in 1998 i was 21. My son is in jail right now for murder he is 18 now but the crime happened when he was 16. I agree with all you are saying but I do trust God.

Thank you I needed this so much rn 💜🙏

Thank you for this. I'm going through this lately but I meditate and get right with myself. Its constant work. I'm glad you understand and know how to voice it to others. Blessings to you and yours

One of your best videos in my opinion you tapped into something

Love this. Affirming where i’m at ❤️

Blessings Umi 🥰

I study Gematria as well.