Hey, missed the stream but sending hugs.💕

Just started watching this morning with a migraine because I need something 'gentle' and this seems so. So good that you are able to cry, as that must be a tremendous release of all the stuff that we (in a general sense of the word) have held inside for so long. Perhaps someday Cloud will accept that it is not a sign of weakness. Sorry that we've been MIA. Appreciate you more than you know! Lots going on. Been where you are with the "no sleeps", and so, yeah..... Lastly, you tablet verifies the delay that was suspected. Of course, wishing you all the best on your journey UP your path through life. Kindly, Cloud, ILLIAN, and Phenix

I like your art. ૮ ˆﻌˆ ა Very haunting. Have you tried partial blind contour style? Really fun way to capture the things you described (form, depth, feeling). It doesn't take much time and helps to gain skill quickly. I have an image in my head of an iceberg and the tip is what I think I've forgotten, and the part that's submerged is what I've actually forgotten. I get activated just because someone tells me to sneak around to take my breaks and then I try to quit our job (literally this happened). I hold trauma but only a vague recollection of what it is (seems to be food insecurity with dogs mainly) and then the rest of the time I think I'm just normal. We're all like that for the most part. AND THERE ARE SO MANY OF US. ૮ ⚆ﻌ⚆ა; I'm sorry you're having difficulty sleeping. That's one thing I'm glad we never had to deal with, insomnia. Although I did just try to quit because I wanted more sleep. Not the smartest canine. ૮ ´• ﻌ ´• ა Anyway I'm looking forward to your end of month livestream but of course if you're not feeling well, we will all (I mean the other viewers too) understand if you need to take a break. ♡ Colin the border collie (ps. sorry for novel comment I'm a bit hypersocial) (pss. I'm the one who came up with our username ૮ ˆﻌˆ ა I didn't like people telling us to smile all the time.)