Something new: A weekly system log!

Hi Chris, we are so happy to hear about the therapist, you always talk about how much she has already helped you. (And we guess she helped a lot of us, your viewers, too, since she gave us one of our mantras "trauma doesn't lie". If you ever have the chance, please thankher for that pearl of wisdom!) We hope everything works out for you. We really appreciate you and your honesty, and this closer look into your daily live and the struggles that come with having DID. It helps us as a system on so many levels. Don't forget what you always tell us: you are strong, you are loved and you are not alone. For what it's worth, we believe in you. ❤ Blue

Sounds like things are incredibly stressful. Wish there was a way we could help out. But it's good that you've found your old therapist! We're sending lots of hugs your way.

Dear Chris and IS, I am so sorry for your suffering. I do know from listening to you that medication does not improve DID. I was also without a therapist for a long time. When I finally found one that worked, he didn’t take Medicare. I feel you on the private pay issue. As always, I am thinking of you and rooting for your every success! ❤❤ willsmom

I am also rooting for you! The therapy news is good - but I definitely understand your frustration. Life is not fair, and it's a lot. Really hope you manage to pay for the therapy. Thanks for sharing this vlog.

Sorry to hear about your struggles recently. I hope everything works itself out. You guys are very strong, thanks for posting

SOOOOOO Glad that you didn't give up!! I actually have had a counselor that screamed at us for 'feeling', well the vocalization of the feelings the content of the memories and she couldn't handle it. There is a difference between knowing something in the head (the fear isn't going to play out that way) and believing it in the heart ("Oh, it is so going to happen"). Thank you for your honesty, because yeah, didn't know it was called that and with Nandan, the 'mas......' happens a lot. 🙄 You have the right to rant. ILLIAN wants to remind everyone that we all need to remember to breathe. It really does help. Wondering if you could use a large cup of coffee. 🤭 Think you know what we mean. Kindly, Cloud 🌤, ILLIAN, Tom, Becky, & Phenix 🙋‍♀🙎‍♀

@TheInfinitySystem

9 ай бұрын

Thanks, all. Blunt and honest is what we're about and this is going to be an unfiltered log, so... lol. Coffee is always welcome but never ever required. We never want anyone to short themselves on our behalf; especially in this day and age. 💕💪👥

First. Let me say that I’m glad you’re back. I have been wondering how you’ve been. Last video from you, not Perceval reading to the littles (nothing wrong with that, just not why I watch your channel). Second. I wanted to say I totally get what you’re saying about the financial issues and the inability to get the necessary therapy. Not me. My 40ish year old son, I’m absolutely certain suffers from adult onset schizophrenia. He doesn’t believe there’s anything wrong with him and I cannot convince him to see a therapist. Instead, he gets stressed and cannot work, my savings is gone and for the first time in my life, I have credit card debt. There definitely needs to be better access to mental health care. Anyway, I just wanted to give you a virtual hug and say you are not alone.

@TheInfinitySystem

9 ай бұрын

Thank you for your kind words. Much appreciated. We did do a vid in between this and the LS on Safe Spaces, but yeah we've had less energy to spare due to all the bruhaha. Hope things get better for you on your homefront. 💕💪👥

Sorry to hear about all the bad stuff, and happy to hear the good stuff. I hope you can get either disability or a job that will help you and your family. And I totally get the therapy issue thing. I'm on 2 waitlists, each about a year-long wait each. It sucks, but at least I'm on them.

You're correct about the supervisory positions. I was a shift lead and just felt completely disrespected by the people I was supervising. No thanks. If you have to get a part-time job, best of luck to you. Seems like having (and keeping) a job is way harder AFTER finding out you have DID. You basically have to learn a whole new set of skills. But it sounds like you at least have a good reason to try. We're still working on that one. - Angel