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@user-dq6vr5qe3d

2 ай бұрын

You say to get help. From whom? Where and with what person or professional is the best?

@timothymcglynn1935

Ай бұрын

Hi

@doonewatts7155

Ай бұрын

@@user-dq6vr5qe3d I can only speak as to what has helped me personal doctor who can refer you to a psychatrist but there are phone lines. And tbh vids like this are great. UK

People with bipolar disorder have a life filled with loss: lost family members, lost jobs, lost friends, lost relationships, lost homes, lost credit, lost dreams, lost hope. You can spot us because we live a hundred different lives in a hundred different places, untold number of different phone numbers. We just can’t seem to find where we belong. No place feels right for very long.

@naptap3595

5 жыл бұрын

Bella Bijou This comment is so true. It’s basically my life. It’s so sad

@robynhoodliving8862

5 жыл бұрын

Constantly moving. Im enthusiastic about a place for a while than the newness wears off. Always then I feel miserable there. The thought of moving to another city always feel satisfying. I definitely need to look the success stories who overcome this before get more depressed.

@Nautilus1972

5 жыл бұрын

That could be most people though, yeah?

@deeprollingriver5820

5 жыл бұрын

No that’s NOT MOST people.

@michaelsteven1090

5 жыл бұрын

I'm 59..It never ends..The meds are horrendous and don't work..It's truly not worth living..I have most of these symptoms mentioned..It scares me..There's a very good chance I will take my own life at sometime..Just tired of "hanging on"

True. I get so happy around people and act super weird and then talk like a lot. Then all of sudden the switch switches up,and I want to be alone because I'm irritated for no specific or the stupidest thing.

@bluelights9686

5 жыл бұрын

Same!

@jasminekaur5954

5 жыл бұрын

My dad is behaving the same.

@ragerbooxo838

5 жыл бұрын

Same

@irishgel2966

5 жыл бұрын

Same as I was experienced.

@jodiecrofts2190

5 жыл бұрын

Same with me

Manic 1. Unusually happy- mania 2. Insomnia 3. Talking faster than usual 4. Restlessness/ can’t sit still. 5. Easily distracted 6. Overconfident in ability 7. Taking risks 8. Increase in substance abuse, excessive drinking/ overeating 9. Inability to complete tasks. 10. Over aggressive/ anger management issues Depressive 1. prolonged sadness 2. Withdrawal from those around, 3. Losing interest in activities you normally enjoy 4. Fatigue 5. Talking slower than usual 6. Physical pain 7. Lack of personal hygiene 8. Feeling like you’re never going to meet your goals 9. Inability to experience pleasure 10. Suicidal ideation

@Bryan-nb1zv

Жыл бұрын

I have a lot of the mania one and definitely depression. But I sleep fine. Is it possible to be manic and sleep fine?

@bruderlein8514

Жыл бұрын

@@Bryan-nb1zv I would consult a professional about that. BPD and Bipolar have several misleading similarities. Whether it's Bipolar I or II, sleep difficulties are a hard indicator of Bipolar, but are also present in BPD.

@Bryan-nb1zv

Жыл бұрын

@@bruderlein8514 Now I think I have both 🤔. Thank you so much. Looking into it. Think my doctor wanted to say BPD,but said it can be confused with ADHD instead because he had long pauses.

@bruderlein8514

Жыл бұрын

@@Bryan-nb1zv It can be difficult to ferret it all out. Fingers crossed for you!

@doremifasolatido-ro7zs

Жыл бұрын

I have all the depressive

My daughter has bi polar and hung herself 5 months ago, she was found in the garage by my 12 yearold grandson who managed to get her down and breathing again, how he did that I'll never know but I thank God he did. Five months on she's still living her own personal daily nightmare and showing no signs of getting better and it affects the whole family and we live in fear she's never going to be able to cope with this awful debilitating illness and one day she's going to succumb to it. We just hope and pray she's going to get better and get through it. To everyone who suffers from this illness I pray to God that they and their families get through this and my heart goes out to all of you. God bless.

@aubrey5577

3 жыл бұрын

Make sure the 12 yr old is okay or gets some therapy

@PolarWarriors

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🌹 Sometimes we all need someone to talk to: www.crisistextline.org/ teenlineonline.org/talk-now/ Dianna Polar Warriors Team Member (H)old (O)n (P)ain (E)nd For ten dollars a month you can message Rob directly, watch videos that are more personal in nature and have access to a great community. www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

@patriciacane1630

2 жыл бұрын

I suffer from this disorder I am going to pray for your daughter and your family

@VanessaSimon26

2 ай бұрын

Praying for you!

@recall2880

2 ай бұрын

@@PolarWarriorsThere wasn’t a loss. Did you not read it! Trying to sell things…harsh

I just feel like my depression or my mania isn’t a mood swing, because they’re not moods, they are states of mind. They are MIND SWINGS.

@Morena_LV

4 жыл бұрын

Your mind controls the moods, but you can learn to control your mind.

@angelfirelite

3 жыл бұрын

Emma.....you nailed it!

@RShipwash

3 жыл бұрын

I wish I could be that self-aware. :/

@Froggy77100

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly hun. Well said!

@iammaggie0111

3 жыл бұрын

@@angelfirelite l} p}) l

Being Black with mental illness is something we in Black culture don't talk about. I have had this problem for 30 plus years and my folks still don't know. Im on meds and I have talked to mental health professionals also. But, it's still a struggle to get through each day. I go to Church weekly, read the Holy Bible, again, it's a struggle...I take it one day at a time...

@maneateo6989

5 жыл бұрын

God Bless you!

@Anonymous-hv9bg

5 жыл бұрын

Im so sorry ur going thru that...i am not black but my family is portuguese and russian and have similar beliefs....they think there is "no such thing" and its just an "excuse"....i find that it happens to cultures that have been thru alot and work hard to get to where they are at....i pray one day every1 cld understand us❤🙏

@jeswazwadi7049

5 жыл бұрын

@kenneth wiggins i saw this bible app called holy bible on google play store this app actually has "the 7 day anxiety detox plan It works trust me you will feel better @ angela leichliter hahaha u made my evening the heck

@enchantedkiwi

5 жыл бұрын

good on you i atleast a total stranger am very proud of you.

@Peace-Love-Light

5 жыл бұрын

Same with being Asian. If your not perfect, you don't exist. You get disowned.

I always like to be alone. My room has dark curtains so my room stay dark. I don't like talking on the phone. I can talk to someone for 5minutes then all of sudden I dont want to talk anymore I be ready for them to leave. I get really irritated really fast. I take at least 6 meds a day for mood swings ,anxiety ,and PTSD . I don't even have friends. Its lonely sometimes but when people want to talk to me I dont wont to be bothered. I want to be bothered when i want to be bothered. I just wish people would understand that. I have to tell my family dont take it personal it's just how I feel.

@saidaabdille8603

3 жыл бұрын

I don't know why but sometimes I just want to be alone but then sometimes I want a lot of attention! Most of the time I want attention though.

@mmmm4646

3 жыл бұрын

hey..same with me..i'm glad to know what u feel, it relflection of myself..may your life getting better

@indycakes1217

3 жыл бұрын

Yes this sound exactly how feel only thing for some reasons I feel like I'm running out of time? I don't know what that's all about???

@missbee1824

3 жыл бұрын

Story of my life . I didn’t know what was it until today. . . Thank you for sharing

@sd3471

3 жыл бұрын

That's me exactly

My wife has bipolar but after a year of help and months in hospital she is now stable and 99% back to normality. If you have someone you know that you think is bipolar help them, the first thing to do is listen , don’t panic and get help, it can be beaten

@ashuradailyy

3 жыл бұрын

Your a very good husband

@sweetculpa3570

3 жыл бұрын

@@ashuradailyy literally

@armancha23

3 жыл бұрын

Trying to, wife stigmatizes herself like she is a horrible person for needing help, then denies denies denies.

@corncan2000

3 жыл бұрын

I’ve seen symptoms and signs from my wife. What should i do?

@IanM-rl1pu

3 жыл бұрын

Family doc Is first stop. If the shit hits the fan - emerg.

I love the highs. It's just scary when they mix with lows and you can't sleep for or eat but nothing seems worth doing. It's like being trapped in a self made prison

@Angelldy84

5 жыл бұрын

joel Hillman I finally dropped from my mania for the first time in my life a year ago and I hate it but my dr told me I wud but that my meds were working I still hate the low side

@ralphperdizo9581

5 жыл бұрын

I'm experiencing the same 💔😭

@deonsimms6420

5 жыл бұрын

i am bipolar and i am have high and low i cry and i also get depessants

@FrogEnjoyer17

5 жыл бұрын

I hate the highs, the mistakes I make in this phase fuel my flashbacks and I can’t sleep at night

@rahulsinghmawari0536

4 жыл бұрын

Neither I like highs nor lows ...When I am super excited /high , I do mistakes , when I am low , I am hopeless. I always try to have balance

The racing thoughts are a painful torment.

@leighannmcgowan5239

3 жыл бұрын

I agree

@rayswoodshop4467

3 жыл бұрын

I hear you man !

@stevenmartinek4419

3 жыл бұрын

You bet.

@anishpatole7927

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@marymarth7298

3 жыл бұрын

@Razor T. You are not a burden. Remember that please.

My son was bi-polar, took his life on his 40th birthday. One thing I noticed was when he was down, you could barely read his writing, otherwise he had a very good legible handwriting. It’s 20 years now that he left us, miss him so much 😓

@estherwalton6418

2 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss

@shubhamraj25

2 жыл бұрын

You must be 80 minimum

@shanekahyman6816

2 жыл бұрын

My condolences

@beautifulragdoll7739

2 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss. My son is in a bipolar phscosis. Now he is getting really depressed. The struggle the love is heartbreaking.

@Jenn-ti6fk

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry 😞

I was diagnosed with ADHD. And this video made me aware how having ADHD is very close to being Bipolar.

@traciescala2825

3 жыл бұрын

Yes, I always thought I was ADHD and recently was diagnosed bipolar. The symptoms can be similar.

@treeinparadise

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder and actually have a friend who is diagnosed with ADHD... The thing is that whenever I talked about how I feel he could somehow understand it or at least most of it

@jordanhall6921

2 жыл бұрын

@@treeinparadise mmmmmmm... being manic and having adhd are two dramatically different things.

@GeorgiaAndrea

Жыл бұрын

I am diagnosed with hypomania but my therapist said I do show traits of ADHD.

@naev.3344

Жыл бұрын

It's a thing actually. There scholarly articles about the link between ADHD and bipolar. These disorders tend to be comorbid or people with ADHD will have family members with bipolar (or vice versa).

Hey you. If you're reading this.. Please stay alive (no matter how bad it gets). There's something in this world for you.

@tlahuicolexiii2844

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

@xN8GZx

5 жыл бұрын

thank you 😢

@KBSINN

5 жыл бұрын

Bournboun

@TheBrainSquared

5 жыл бұрын

No disrespect here, and I have been Bi Polar all 42 years of my life.. I'm very isolated, and went for 2 years without even going outside, until I begged my Doc for a medication increase that was just too damn high rather than somewhere in the middle. I rode high just at the cusp of Mania for 4 months.. Not feeling too high, and feeling both hands on the wheel, it was like feeling reborn again after 11 years of just continuously shutting down.. One single moment of social anxiety at a social gathering set me on a massive downward spiral and I'm just where I was right before I got my increase in Anti Depressants, probably a little worse.. I'm tired of this up and down bullshit, either get busy living or get busy dying.. And I'm out of fucking gas and I'm seriously, and I don't take this lightly at all... I think it's my time to check out.. If it weren't for the consequences of my death after the fact.. I'd do it right now. I just don't have the fight left to keep on going anymore, and this is not the depression talking.. It's out of sheer frustration.. Every time I start to feel better... Even after being mindful and doing all the right freaking things, staying out of trouble and keeping myself in check over all.. I still fall on my ass and I'm just tired of it.

@TempleWiten

5 жыл бұрын

Lol i guess you have the disease

Being Bipolar. Nobody will understand you. (That's how I feel)

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Nightmare Moon• I can absolutely relate. That’s one of the reasons why I started this channel. I can’t read a 500 page book when I’m not feeling well, and there aren’t very many videos out there that I found to be helpful. I hope my channel is helping and you are absolutely not alone here. You are very welcome here. When I say “I know how you feel,” i’m one of the few people who really does LOL. As well as many of the people on my channel. Stop by anytime :-)

@lickitup323

6 жыл бұрын

I'm just like you

@MistyNights35

6 жыл бұрын

Nightmare Moon•-You'll be surprised to find out how many people are willing and ready to understand and be supportive.

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

David Schaefer i’m really glad you found my channel. This is a very supportive place, for people who are like-minded and struggle like this. You are very welcome here! It feels liberating to not know that you are alone, or the only person who experiences life like this. It’s not easy, but together we can all make our lives better by sharing information and talking about it😊😊

@kiara-wu5li

6 жыл бұрын

Polar Warriors Thx for this video.

Thank you. I'm glad you mention obsession with death. It feels like such a taboo subject. Death thoughts are ever present in my mind, since I was a child. I'm trying to figure out how to manage it. Self loathing and death obsession are a dangerous combination.

@grammyd8361

Жыл бұрын

I was like that for over 60 yrs. Counselling and medication is the only thing that saved my life. Try it. It may help you too. Go easy on yourself.

@ppduval

Жыл бұрын

I thought I was the only one with these troughts. I'm now 43 and I sometimes still have those. It doesn't cripple as much as when I was in my 20s.

@jenny1234361

Жыл бұрын

Death is guaranteed…for all of us…one day. What isn’t guaranteed, is what tomorrow brings. Tomorrow, or the next day or next week. Whatever is the source/s of your depression may dissipate. A solution/s may be just around the corner. But you rob yourself if you don’t stick around to find out. Imagine the poor fellow who tops himself because he lost his job, then the home etc because he faced bankruptcy … only to find out he won the lotto days after …. Silly I know, but people have topped themselves over wealth Or a broken relationship..’he/she is the only one for me’ … when the world is full of people and in truth we are able to love a different person… People tell themselves (and believe) all sorts of untruths when depressed…and then pile on ….. trapping themselves in despair… leading to ruminating and obsessing about death… As for self loathing, whip out a piece of paper and write down things that are good , special about you…include deeds you have done, accomplishments… don’t stop until you get to 100… yes it’s a bit of thinking work but worth it. And yes there are at least 100 things..be imaginative… do you have nice bones? Hair, eyes? Have you helped someone with directions? How are you with animals? Can you stick to a diet for a period of time? Do you have a skill /s? When you are feeling self loathing, whip that piece of paper out and remind yourself of how special and worthy you are and love yourself for it!

@ronnie4796

Жыл бұрын

Please get help, don’t give up. Medication and counseling help.

@edjasper6296

10 ай бұрын

Me too, me too.

As someone who has Type 2 Bipolar Disorder, this was actually the best and most accurate video I have seen on KZread and I’ve watched a lot. Thank you so much for raising awareness and helping me feel like I’m not alone. Your story matters. God bless you fr fr. 🥺

@uniqueme2231

Жыл бұрын

Same!!!

@dorispolidano2993

Жыл бұрын

I have BD2 as well, and video hit the nail right on the head!

@BigE-qx1jb

Жыл бұрын

I was diagnosed with bipolar 2 a few months ago, I wish I was never told

@whracing

Жыл бұрын

Watch his Bipolar Explained video. Just make sure your in a stable state. It send me on a rollercoaster for around 45 mins even when I started stable, after seeing and hearing my video in context pictures and words it sent off the mania and was like, wow somebody explaining my mind in a way I can explain to other. It’s almost become a way for me to explain my thoughts and life to friends and family. And I have strict no fishing signs in place. Iv spoke about triggers and outside influences being like rocks and so on being thrown in which are just adding ripples and shockwaves to the already unstable lake that is my brain. Basically I think that sums it up some what

@florancebella4366

8 ай бұрын

I'm sure my son has bipolar,2 but won't go get tested everything u say sounds like my son how can I help him wen he won't go doc

My mom accused me of being on cocain when I was manic because I decided at three in the morning that I was going to clean the house. When she confronted me I got angry and snapped at her but almost immediately went back to laughing and shrugging off her claims. I almost got fired at work because I was accused of being on methamphetamine due to my intense energy and erratic behaviour. Mania can cause a lot of issues in day to day life

@annlamott5800

5 жыл бұрын

It can look like drugs, you might need to control that with meds.

@damiengonterman9616

5 жыл бұрын

@@annlamott5800 I am currently on medication

@microbios8586

5 жыл бұрын

I've been accused of being on drugs. Interesting. No drugs

@Ami_E_Bowen

5 жыл бұрын

I can relate! Same thing happened with me but it was my boyfriend asking me what have I been taking because I was cleaning the house and doing laundry at 2am.

@damiengonterman9616

5 жыл бұрын

@@Ami_E_Bowen everyone's first assumption is drugs. Some people still accuse me of being on drugs even though I was diagnosed with bipolar type 1

I can spend a lot of time with people and have fun then after I feel sad or mad about nothing I feel like I’ve done something wrong.

@carolbeatty8085

3 жыл бұрын

Taiesha _ I can relate to this , I experience the same feelings.

@Aya-nx4gv

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@vanjsy-alejandre5149

3 жыл бұрын

Ok

@alexisretzepis8502

3 жыл бұрын

same

@classmontana

3 жыл бұрын

They have negative energy, that’s all

I just wanted to say that this video made me cry. Listening to you explain my exact feelings and struggles overwhelmed me with relief and its very rare to feel so understood. I've been pushing away therapy and meds for years. Recently I have realized that I can't do this alone. People like you encourage people like me to reach out for help. Thank you.

@PolarWarriors

Жыл бұрын

Hey there saveyourface! Rob is available on patreon. You can message him, text or even have a call with him there. He frequently does free support calls for patreons, he did so this holiday season. I think you may benefit from that. Take gentle care. Sometimes we all need someone to talk to: www.crisistextline.org/ teenlineonline.org/talk-now/ Dianna Polar Warriors Team Member (H)old (O)n (P)ain (E)nds On Patreon, you can message Rob directly, get a phone/video call, watch videos that are more personal in nature, and access a great community. www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

@ronnie4796

Жыл бұрын

Please reach out for help. God bless you, I wish you happiness. I lost my precious daughter to untreated bipolar disorder, my heart is forever broken. Never give up.

To anyone who is watching this video but not diagnosed yet, I am bipolar and this video is so true and honest! I loved my highs but had a great hubby that made sure I was safe, when I started medication I was so happy that the lows were mostly not as bad but hated the fact I didn't have my highs like they used to be! But after talking to family and my G.P they helped me realise that it was not good for me or those around me and after that I had an easier time embracing the medication! Remember everyone is different,but there's light at the end of the tunnel! Sending you all a great big hug x also we are all here for you xx

@PolarWarriors

3 жыл бұрын

🙏

@elenakokareva2518

Жыл бұрын

How did your family and friends encourage you to see a specialist? My partner ruins his life with his mania episodes but when I tried to talk to him showing this video, he gets annoyed and doesn’t want to change because he likes being so creative and ambitious. Even if some of his ideas are ridiculous and people laugh about them. And all those projects lead him to more debts . But he doesn’t want to listen anything.

@lynzannabel6990

11 ай бұрын

@@elenakokareva2518 Hey, how are things going with your partner? My partner's behaviour sounds similar and he had a mental health assessment for psychiatry recently. He was very resistant at first so l decided to give him an ultimatum. I told him that l could no longer cope with his behaviour by myself, and that l needed some support too. He would have to accept some help or l'd have no choice but to leave. His behaviour was making me feel anxious, depressed and exhausted. I hope that the situation with you and your partner has improved. Best wishes.💜

I'm HORRIBLE to my family , sometimes I'm so happy , next minute I scream at them to go away edit: heyyy this is a year later and yes I still do this. I'm not even going to try to stop. they annoying af✋✋

@madstunax

5 жыл бұрын

@@averymurtishi1862 yeah , same .. life just sucks then we all die

@resagelato

5 жыл бұрын

God cares...do you believe in Jesus?

@madstunax

5 жыл бұрын

@@resagelato well.. I never did until my sister had a reading wheere people can tell you what ghosts are trying to tell you and stuff and things go wrong alot like when I lost my kitten for around an hour , I prayed for the first time and 2 minutes later he was there.. I also believe that you go to heaven when you die but if you were a really good person you have the choice of being reborn! I mean in my past life I could've been my mum lmao.

@nataliemakarov5648

5 жыл бұрын

Same

@ILuvCaroline

5 жыл бұрын

That was me at 12!!! Lol

Was crying the whole time watching the video.. I don't want people to think I'm insane. :(

@ferociouschandelure1168

5 жыл бұрын

No you're not the only who cried

@PolarWarriors

4 жыл бұрын

Aww there is so much stigma with mental illnesses but we are just normal people with a medical condition. We have to try holding our heads high. It's hard I know but if people are not understanding and empathetic to that then at least we know who are true support system is. Hang in there💪🙏

@prometheuspredator7971

4 жыл бұрын

I have Bi Polar 2 disorder. My maw maw offered excellent advice after I was diagnosed and it really helped me to have closure about my condition. She said, " Everybody has alittle bit of Bi Polar. Who doesn't have Bi Polar disorder." Everybody has excesses in their life either alcohol, shopping, sex, drugs, gambling, over eating, reckless driving, and so on. You name it there is excesses in almost everything.

@ShaniTheBurningTree

4 жыл бұрын

You are not insane. Treat yourself with care.

@ashtonpayne3727

4 жыл бұрын

Same... I hope you got help

I’ve just had another crushing manic episode where I’ve messed up everything good that was going for me again, but I’m not going to let this condition define me or keep me down in my life. This last episode really had me come to terms with the fact that I AM bipolar because I had not accepted the diagnosis up until this last one which happens to be my 4th manic episode. Mine are usually very extreme getting to the point of psychosis. Good luck to everyone out there dealing with this condition. It’s not easy but it’s not the end of our lives as well. God Bless 🙏🏾❤️✨

@tonymedina6493

Жыл бұрын

Altuda has worked miracles for me.

With my Hypomania I’ve tried getting 2 jobs at once, trying to work 14-16 hours a day thinking I could totally handle it itll be fine and then the third day I have a mental breakdown cuz I don’t know what I’m doing and I really can’t handle it and then boom I’m depressed and jobless

@ziggyfizz4674

3 жыл бұрын

I feel that

I loved a man who had bipolar disorder and he was really fun when he was experiencing mania. Then when he was depressed he didn't contact me or call me back for days or even weeks.He would stop taking his meds because he said he felt like he wasn't even alive. ( no ups or downs) I broke off the relationship because I had my own mental issues and couldn't handle our combined problems.He was the only man I ever loved.

@seewhatisee7427

3 жыл бұрын

Yea I stopped taking my meds I don’t like how it just numbs me completely all I want to do is feel and it makes me numb and while taking meds I was suicidal more so than ever . I’m working on myself so I can control my mind and not let it control me these days. Last year was awesome now here they put a quarantine smh and all hell has opened but it could be worst I guess. It’s lonely 😞 nobody understands but US with it and explaining really makes you sound nuts. Relationships fail because no one can handle the ups and downs hell we can’t even 🤷🏽‍♀️😒 . I just pray I find someone who is patient with me because I fight this shit EVERYDAY. And it’s hard af

@moonvisitor6059

3 жыл бұрын

@@seewhatisee7427 I.. can't.. I just can't explain.. I'm crying for all of us.. it's really hard, I don't know what to do.. i.. I'm sorry if my words seems nonsense..

@ziggyfizz4674

3 жыл бұрын

You should call him 🤷‍♂️

@krystah_painfreeprison5984

3 жыл бұрын

@@moonvisitor6059 its not nonsense. I feel you, and your pain. Sometimes I feel like I don't belong in this world. On top of that, im a recovering addict, so double whammy. I look at it as "God gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors". We have to stick together tho. Individuals don't win battles, armys do!😉

@stephenndeche4432

3 жыл бұрын

@@seewhatisee7427 i am in love with a girl who is BP and i have to admit that it's not easy. Sometimes i feel totally rejected and ignored but i still love her cos i fully understant her situation

I was just diagnosed and I’m crying watching this because I went so long believing I was a terrible human being for feeling and being the way I am. I just sent this to everyone I’m close to . This video really reassured me that I’m going to get through this . Thanks ❤️

@PolarWarriors

5 жыл бұрын

Mariana Iniguez Awe... I can completely relate to thinking that there was something wrong with me or that I wasn’t a good person until I realized what was going on. I still carry a lot of regret and painful memories, but they have all been a very important part of my journey and growth process. You are definitely not alone and I’m really glad you found my channel. There’s a lot of good information here and I will have a new video out tomorrow. Stop by anytime :-) -Robert www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

@marianainiguez6923

5 жыл бұрын

Polar Warriors I will definitely be stopping by! Thank you again 💕

@kingbro2

5 жыл бұрын

It's hard I know I became bipolar when I was 15 and dianoss at 19 or 20 I know hard it is but let me tell it's not all bad it does hurt but Jesus but loves us very much and loves you too let the Lord bless you

@marianainiguez6923

5 жыл бұрын

kingbro2 thank you ☺️ god bless you too 💕

@kingbro2

5 жыл бұрын

are you talking aboutmine

Ahh thank you. This is spot on. I live more in a manic state. Every few years the crash comes. Let me tell you. We can live with it with help. Trust me . I survived 57 yrs. 👍🤗

Here's a mother who is struggling with the loss & grief of her younger daughter, who was barely 15...and who decided to end her life recently, to our utter disbelief and shock. Ever since it happened, I have been searching for answers as to what made her take such a painful step! Yes, she was super talented and a blessed child of God, and had a good hand at whatever she did, be it music, singing , dance, craft or sports. Saddest part is that we were clueless.. Of what she was going through... 🙏🏻praying for the peaceful journey of her soul. ✨love u & and miss u every breath.

@doodle9981

Жыл бұрын

aw :( i know your daughter is watching over you along the way, so stay strong ❤️

@mm-ng8fs

Жыл бұрын

@@doodle9981 🙏🏻🕯

It's so hard for me to have friends. It sucks. It's heartbreaking.

@PolarWarriors

4 жыл бұрын

Please don't give up trying🙏 perhaps it can be something to work on with a therapist or doctor. Hang in there🙏

@kashataylor6430

4 жыл бұрын

I know the feeling I don't have any. I have major trust issues because my Mom did me dirty.

@BenGlas411

4 жыл бұрын

I'm struggling with the same thing. It's thanksgiving and I lied to my family about being sick.

@jima2902

4 жыл бұрын

If they are friends they will be by yourside when you have nothing to offer.

@minatte5012

4 жыл бұрын

Me too

Several of these signs are SO embarrassing! But it's nice to know that when I struggle to pick up a toothbrush or just can't bear to step into the shower, I'm not alone. :)

@stepf2892

3 жыл бұрын

Same.

@hotdogwater99

3 жыл бұрын

Same, I know sometimes it's just my body dysphoria and how I don't like looking in a mirror, but also for me picking up a toothbrush or hair comb is such a chore

@sd3471

3 жыл бұрын

Me too

@sweetpeascraftingintheburb4462

3 жыл бұрын

What shower or toothbrush , iv gone months without shower n I hate it the.only thing that actually gets me to have one is my filthy hair If I have appointments I have to shower night before or I council next morning I just don't care when.im so so depressed. But on a hi I want out to buy things for my hobby. I have disability n craft in my bed so even getting out to buy is huge, just for half hour , I'm exausted when get home.n can't do.my craft till I get days of rest Very frustrating like most would know n understand having it Alanna

@peanutcallada4991

3 жыл бұрын

I don’t know if this really happened (coz idk was real coz I think I’m in mania) BUT I HAD BAD HYGIENE IN SCHOOL IN SCHOOOOOOOL AND I DIDNT KNOW and then now I shower so long and brush my teeth so long that my MOTHER asked if I was okayyyy and I hear voices VOICES I thought it was the neighbours so I KNOCKED ON THEIR DOOORRRRR OMG omg AND I DIDNT SLEEP ALL NIGHT AND I DONT KNOW WHICH VOICES ARE REAL OR NOT and now I’m OBSESSIVE WITH MY HYGIENE BUT I WENT A PERIOD OF TIME WHEN I WAS SHOWERINGGGG ONCE ONCE A WEEEEEKKKKK OMG WHAT THE WHY DID NO ONE TELL MEEEEE

I have been bi polar since I was a teenager and now its getting worser and worser for me now! With not wanting to take my meds and feeling hopeless and feeling angry my dr just gave me new meds to try..feel like nothing works..I can relate to everything especially suicide thoughts..and just want to stay in bed and don't bother with people and just want to stay in bed..I can relate to everything and everything u just said!

I'm 35 and I'm just now realizing what's happening. My entire life has been suffering.

@maryplacencio6350

3 жыл бұрын

I am 33 and my entire life has been suffering

@shaniegoodwin9947

3 жыл бұрын

I'm 32 and alot of my life I have also suffered and still am

@renayfariequeen

3 жыл бұрын

Im 36 and these vids are the only thing ive found that really gets us

@splash_067

2 жыл бұрын

I'm gonna be 21 in a few more weeks and of life is just gonna be like this then I don't wanna continue

i’m so confused a lot of mental health disorders are all very similar

@renvill4989

5 жыл бұрын

I'm on the same boat. Im stuck if I have bipolar, ADHD, autism, aspergers and other ones.

@ma2i485

5 жыл бұрын

true

@nisegala1646

5 жыл бұрын

They are but if you experience theses actions you can distinguish the disorder

@highrisejules

5 жыл бұрын

The DSM was never meant to diagnose people...mental illnesses are very similar with a variety of symptoms that over lap. Please read the book Rethinking Madness by Paris William's. Free pdf please Google it. It looks at psychosis and schizophrenia but offers a fresh perspective on the subject of what psychosis is and isn't.

@benllyjimenez7730

5 жыл бұрын

That's why it's best to see a professional so you can get an evaluation

I'm currently crying a bit, only because I feel like you're explaining my life. I have never felt this understood. Thank you for talking about this!

@christyler373

4 жыл бұрын

and me

@jay_3037

3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same

@imlaughing696

3 жыл бұрын

Same Feeling

@mikehoncho2149

3 жыл бұрын

Yep...

@francescalegrand6257

3 жыл бұрын

yes, thank you for everything !!

This is on point. Anybody that dislikes this video does NOT have bipolar.

I've been in denial that I'm bipolar but this video describes my symptoms and validates my diagnosis.

when we are so low we tend to not contact people or even push them away. This is the very time we need them. During these times thoughts of taking our own life become very strong

@daniellegriffith6421

5 жыл бұрын

Yasss@@!!I seriouseky read your comment and I all of s sudden feel like I'm not so abnormal♡

@samanthachacon7718

5 жыл бұрын

David Jones EXACTLY HOW I FEEL

@Synicizm

5 жыл бұрын

Well, crap... I'm not bipolar that I know of, and I do this too. I haven't written to two people who are some of the most important in my life, because of that little voice saying, "Stop bothering them. You're a burden. They're just being polite," etc.. I'm just slipping into depression, thanks to chronic pain, in large part, again though. Whee!

@88yaz88

5 жыл бұрын

Very well put

@christinasogliuzzi2354

5 жыл бұрын

That is how I feel every single day

I can clean all day. And I can be by myself all day . I hate going outside in the daytime. I hate Crowds. I love listening to music and cartoons all day . I love to be alone I hate talking to people. I take showers twice a day everyday. I do laundry every 3 days . I don't trust people to cook for me. I have to go shopping by myself. I have to do things for me By myself .thank you for your videos. I hate taking pills . I hate Drugs of any kind good or Bad. I hate waking up next to a person. I love waking up by myself. I hate waking up to Noise , especially LOUD noises. I hate when someone touches me to wake me . I was molested and abused as a Child. I will be this way for the rest of my Life. I hate when people walk in my house with their shoes on. I hate when people don't wash their hands when they Come from outside or use the bathroom. I wash my milk and soda bottles before I put them in the refrigerator. I hate touching chicken when I cook it. Goodnight or Good morning to all .

@69sddo91

5 жыл бұрын

Be More Careful I think you might have sensory integration my son has it and a lot of the things you do sound almost the same as he does and was diagnosed with that. But I don't no I'm not a doctor, but I wish you all the best health in the future.

@maem7636

5 жыл бұрын

Be More Careful ,↪✌↪💛↩🙏

@blackcheese4874

5 жыл бұрын

Sounds like OCD

@Stigmatix666

5 жыл бұрын

@@blackcheese4874 And PTSD..

@shiaennals

5 жыл бұрын

Well damn

Just wanted to say "thank you" After 2 decades if suffering, with what was diagnosed as depression and anxiety. I have finally gotten into an intensive outpatient program, and just received the bipolar diagnosis. Haven't gotten beyond that, as far as a specific type. Your channel has helped immensely. It has also helped my family members to get a better understanding. Keep up the good work.

It’s a really hard and painful I got diagnosed in my 20s and it took quite a few years to get the correct diagnosis it’s been very hard you always always feel alone,I don’t think people realise how strong EVERDAY we need to be just to get threw life thankyou

I’ve struggled with bipolar for A LONG time. My husband knew this when we got together. He ended being angry with me for feeling the way I felt yet would get mad at me that I took medication to help. I was stuck because I needed to see a physiatrist and I knew I needed medication for it but he would tell me I just wanted attention so I couldn’t get help because HE said I didn’t need it and it was all in my head. When I would get to my lowest when I wanted to die he tell me I was worthless and lazy. I left him about 3 weeks ago. I’m slowly trying to get a hold on my life again. EDIT:Thank you all so very much for your kind words. I’m doing better. Not a hundred percent but better than before. I’m in counseling and I spend a lot of time with my amazing family. They are very supportive. Oh and no, I didn’t go back to him. 😊

@ace6645

5 жыл бұрын

You can do it! Stay strong.

@fallindowndrunk

5 жыл бұрын

You left him, good for you!

@michaelharrington8717

5 жыл бұрын

So sorry Amanda. Stay strong and may God bless you!

@Stigmatix666

5 жыл бұрын

My ex-gf knew i was manic depressive going into our relationship. But *her* mental state of mind was much more important for the 2 years we were together! "You're not the only one who's depressed", "Stop using your disorder as an excuse", "It's all in your head", "Don't you dare go manic", "We should respect each other's diagnosis" etc.. I feel like I was being manipulated by a sociopath. Left her a week ago, still don't know what I feel..

@ginabubb

5 жыл бұрын

I would have told him. Of course it's in our heads 😂🤣😂. Sorry just trying to make you smile. I'm glad you left him You need someone who will support you. I know. I've been there. And being told I'm mental and need help. Psycho etc. It's very hurtful.

When he said ''needed to be taken seriously'' I cried so much having the first feeling of somebody thinking that my mental health is important

@aalinavviola

2 жыл бұрын

I cried like a baby through out the video cause it feelt like I was finally seen

Well, it’s official. I was finally diagnosed with Bipolar 2 Disorder. After years of struggles, pain, and frustration I’m finally getting the proper help that I need. I cannot thank you enough Rob! Your videos and enthusiasm has, in many ways, quite literally saved me. I’m a proud Patreon of yours and am excited to take the next step of this wild journey with you and the countless others that you’ve helped. God bless you dude!

@Nico-ld2ky

8 ай бұрын

How are you doing now?

It's being a parent at the same time that brings me so much guilt at times much love to all out there dealing with this ❤

Im bipolar and I can tell ya that it makes you feel like your soul is battling the devil and then God... Your either really happy or really sad it really sucks🙂✌

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

JamesA Green you are definitely not alone with the way you feel here James! A very warm welcome to my channel and I hope the videos help :-)

@ahsa4237

6 жыл бұрын

I don’t know if I’m bipolar But I can relate to the simptoms At the beginning of the day(before school) I’m all happy. I think of the good things in life etc. But when I come from school I don’t even want to talk to anyone I would just go to my roon and think about how stupid I am, in a conversation I should have said this or that, I’m not good enough, I’m clumsy I remember the traumatic memories when I was a child I remember when all of my friends betrayed me That I’m pathetic , I have just one friend with who I talk But I then turn on myself One voice says -Tell someone who you know Then the other -You just want attention I never told anyone And when I think of telling I just slap myself Or when I see myself as a victim The voice makes me slap myself again Once I almost cut myself Thank god I stopped So Yeah...🙂

@ahsa4237

6 жыл бұрын

AND THE BIGGEST F****** PROBLEM is that if someone confirms that I’m bipolar I’m gonna make It an even bigger deal I sometimes cry cause I’m the “victim” And when I find out that I’m mentali diseased ohoho It’s gonna be a long crying session And if I’m not crying I’m probably then happy And my happy ass will tall everyone that I’m bipolar as I’m an exemption I’m more important than everyone else I fucking hate my personalitys I’m sorry for the swearing But if I’m telling I’m telling it all

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Adna Hasanagic it was definitely a little difficult for me to accept at first, but there are so many incredible and even famous people who have bipolar disorder. We are truly “polar warriors”, and if we can find stability (which can take time for sure), we can take advantage of the brilliant side that is in all of us. A very warm welcome to my channel and you are definitely not alone in your struggles. You’ve got this! I hope you will continue to stop back by and learn more with me. Check out my video called “faces of bipolar disorder part one: diagnosis.” There’s a lot of really good information there too :-)

@sarahsmile2883

5 жыл бұрын

YOU HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD

5 Powerful affirmations to repeat every day: I lover my self I forgive my self I take care of my self I respect my self I accept my self ( no reserves)

@blackbecky2283

5 жыл бұрын

crazy burrito Thank you!

@summerghost6551

5 жыл бұрын

'I *lover* my self'

@armandolanda5082

5 жыл бұрын

That's quite profound there, Speedo Burrito.

@briandorantes8375

5 жыл бұрын

True that

@briandorantes8375

5 жыл бұрын

@Vernese . Mohammed hi

From someone who's been there it's really brave and courageous to come out and talk about it and seek to help others 👍🏼

@siddharthrajan24

2 жыл бұрын

Hi Sir, where do you reside??

@siddharthrajan24

2 жыл бұрын

Hi Mr Shekhar, where do you reside sir??

The fatigue can be debilitating. I just got approved for SSDI for bipolar 2 and a back injury. My expectations of myself had to be adjusted to a lot less ambition and pressure as I learn to accept my diagnosis and aim for wellness and balance.

I'm always hearing "well can't you just control yourself?" God, I wish.

@PolarWarriors

4 жыл бұрын

Yes!!!! - Dianna Polar Warrior Team Member For additional content consider joining us on Patreon! www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

@susannabonke8552

3 жыл бұрын

Same. They don't get it..or: Take medicine everything will be allright.. No.

@francescalegrand6257

3 жыл бұрын

hang in there. I feel the same!

@renayfariequeen

3 жыл бұрын

Right!!!

I missed some of this because I got distracted by my racing thoughts 😅

@gerardgaray828

4 жыл бұрын

Sara Wilkinson Omg same

@KING_king1

4 жыл бұрын

Sara Wilkinson ikr

@slinkbrother2568

4 жыл бұрын

S a m e

@RShipwash

3 жыл бұрын

Me too! 🤣 I kept having to back it up!

@lizpierre5858

3 жыл бұрын

Omg lmao I had to rewind so many times 😒

Dude you rock, I struggle with my mom's disorder and I love her so much,but it's so hard to remain patient. Every time I go through her episodes I watch your videos and it makes me understand the confusion I see with her actions.

@beautifulragdoll7739

2 жыл бұрын

I can relate. I struggle with my son's bipolar. I have a hard time remaining patient also. Have to remind myself ever day he has a mood disorder.

Many people with bipolar disorder are extremely gifted at things like music. For this mental illness it is therapeutic and all around benefits cognitive function. .

I’ve experienced all of these. Recently I’ve had the depression side more. Like isolating, eating to little and weight loss, then eating to much. My meds definitely kill my libido. I’m unemployed right now and can’t find a job. I’ve been to much in my own head. Pondering about all my life mistakes and things I’d wish I’d done differently. The mind can be a dangerous place.

@francescalegrand6257

3 жыл бұрын

hang in there. You are Not Alone !!

@ishouldbesleeping1354

2 жыл бұрын

Get some meds. Take them like clockwork. The side effects will wane. Write yourself right. Read the good 📖. Wait for it… depressives feel that hole you were in chronically. It’s misery. Stay on your meds and keep your appointments. Martin Luther Jr said 70% of success is showing up. Don’t agree to anyone or anything with a contract about anything ⚠️ until you’re stable. Promise yourself a shower at least every other day and show up to “something” most days no matter how much coffee and promises it takes to yourself. Left foot, right foot, repeat. Stay clear of triggers. You got this 👍

@ShadaeMastersAstrology

2 жыл бұрын

@@ishouldbesleeping1354 You have me nearly in tears reading your comment because it gives me hope. My issue with the meds are that although I’m stable, I feel dull and have no libido. When I skip doses I begin feeling vibrant again but then I experience severe irritability and negative thoughts. I have to stick with taking my meds consistently though your absolutely right 🌸 ❤️

@bystanderbutch3509

Жыл бұрын

@@ishouldbesleeping1354 Great advice! The triggers.

Don’t self diagnose until you have seen a doctor (;

@user-ri6wg5in4z

5 жыл бұрын

Fiero exactly

@Stigmatix666

5 жыл бұрын

Bipolar disorder (manic depression) is so easy and straight forward to figure out that it hardly even qualifies as self diagnosis.. Do I have outbursts of mania? Yes. Are they followed by prolonged episodes of depression? Yes. Well, in that case everything's cool... *not*

@Stigmatix666

5 жыл бұрын

@@Agrith Oh, but I AM bipolar. I've known since I was 14 and I'm 42 now, and as such it was the only logical explanation for my head.. Even though I was initially misdiagnosed with ADHD

@ashleyashleym2969

5 жыл бұрын

My friend self diagnosed and then he finally sawa doc.....he was correct. There's nothing wrong with self diagnosis if you research it properly and thoroughly.

@Agrith

5 жыл бұрын

@@ashleyashleym2969 There's a difference between self-diagnosing and suspecting you may have something before seeking a diagnosis. It sounds like your friend did the latter,. Self-diagnosing is assuming you have it and going about your life as if you did, including referring to yourself as someone who suffers from the illness It isn't straightforward for everyone, and there are two different types. For people who are bipolar 1, manic symptoms are intense, and can sometimes seem characteristic of schizophrenia. When you have people self-diagnosing themselves, you'll have some people getting it right, but you'll have others getting it entirely wrong. That latter group is the problem.

You've mentioned quite a few things I've been dealing with for many years. Recently its been put down to depression. I have now got a therapist and will be exploring this topic with them. As I think this is what im dealing with. Thank you as I thought I was alone as we all do at times. Its just tough. My appreciation to you and to you all.

I feel like a lot of these are readily apparent to my friends and loved ones because they are external, apparent, and everyone sees me go through them over and over, but the point regarding physical pain (and I often feel just generally, non-specifically ill as well) is huge. Definitely sharing this-great video.

I remember going to my family while in a mixed state and they thought I was using meth. It hurt so bad because they wouldn't listen to me or try to help me. I was completely clean and sober but no one believed me. Thank you so much for this video. I want to share these with my family so they can educate themselves if they would like to. Thank you for these videos. They are life saving. Truly.

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Wow Bobby! Thanks for the great feedback brother! There are so many people out there trying to explain the way they experience life - especially to their spouse or family - without much success. I'm so happy that the videos are helping you and the support for my channel means more than you know =)

@seheabol

6 жыл бұрын

Bobby Gordon I've been asked if I was tweeking at work. I've never even messed with that BS. not my gig. Before I could respond a coworker says no she just drinks a lot of Red Bull's. But I've watched videos of tweakers on KZread and thought for christs sake I do that sometimes. Those videos are not nice. I can tell some have other health issues going on . Not drugs

@gordonbobby1

6 жыл бұрын

seheabol red bull is delicious. I'm more a monster guy myself..lol. Us hardcore energy drink users. So glad this channel is here and to know many,of us go,through the same situations. Polar Warriors unite...:-)

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Bobby Gordon Awesome addition to the conversation thread you guys! Thank you :-)

@Andrew_Tate_Personal

6 жыл бұрын

Verify, Allah (swt) guides whom he wills.

No one will ever understand me if no one has ever loved me... The only friend who understands me better is God..... Thank you for the information

@susannabonke8552

3 жыл бұрын

I cannot accept anyone really getting in touch with me. I withdraw..there IS Love but it doesn't get through to me.

@neinei5558

3 жыл бұрын

@@susannabonke8552 Maybe Your a narcissist?

@mollyfrommichigan5966

3 жыл бұрын

@@susannabonke8552 I think people have trouble accepting love, when they don't love themselves. Or at least that was my experience. I felt like I was poisonous to other people. And then I watched Frozen and let it go. No joke.

@mollyfrommichigan5966

3 жыл бұрын

@@neinei5558 Maybe not a word you want to throw around, with people that are already suffering from mood disorders.

@susannabonke8552

3 жыл бұрын

@@mollyfrommichigan5966 nice. Powerful movie..😀

Thank you from the deepest part of my heart my whole life i could never explain to my family or doctors bc i'll just break down, i couldnt get my word outs and you've just told everything i felt and been through in last 25 years . im going to send this link to mum so she can have a understanding

I have ached badly getting up recently. Now I recognize it's part of the depression I'm experiencing. Thanks you for your comforting and insightful video.

i m having an episode of depression these days. my back is hurting so bad, my had is filled with clouds, feeling extremely low pray for me plz.....

@michellemelisa7961

5 жыл бұрын

I can relate to this. When I'm manic I feel like I'm the most extrovert person. But now I've been feeling depressed for almost 2 months, I distance myself from everybody.

@made_in_germany

4 жыл бұрын

Sending prayers to you!

@doctorhouse597

4 жыл бұрын

Nida Fatima Allah not helping?

@prometheuspredator7971

4 жыл бұрын

Prayers for you.

@adriandlobo

4 жыл бұрын

I pray for you in Jesus name 🙏

The depression is the worst. I can't manage it anymore. I can spend weeks in bed. I've lost jobs and relationships. I think I need to get help. I just hate to get labeled. I'm at my snapping point now. Thx for letting me vent.

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Stephanie Russell You are very welcome here anytime and thank you for joining the conversation! If it helps, I’d like to share something a doctor told me a while back… He said that “bipolar disorder” and all of the different types are literally just words that psychologists came up with to describe a collective group of symptoms that a large number of the population experience together. All it does is help people put a “word to the monster” they live with and help them network with others or find treatments that have worked for similar people. I hate labels and absolutely do not allow the diagnosis to define who I am as a person. A diagnosis is literally just a word, but at least it can give people a starting point to understand what might cause them to suffer like this. I would recommend going through the video again and write down all of the symptoms you experience, how often they happen, and how strong they get on a scale of 1 to 10. If you can do this over a period of weeks, The information that you will have can be incredibly valuable to a doctor in preventing a possible misdiagnosis. If you are feeling that you are at your breaking point, it doesn’t have to be like that and you are definitely not alone here. Please continue to stop back by my channel and learn more with me. If you ever have any questions, I will always do my best to help :-)

@over50fab20

6 жыл бұрын

Polar Warriors thank you so much! I'm going to take your suggestions. I will document as you suggest for a few weeks. Ive always been able to mentally fight my way past and thru everything. As I get older it's seeming harder and harder. It's like a demon on my shoulder that won't go away and I'm exhausted. Omgoodness, I sound cRaZy! lol Seriously, I appreciate you and what your doing! You have no idea! Blessings!

@pingpaoping8944

5 жыл бұрын

Stephanie Russell please talk to someone dependable for medical and spiritual help. You shouldn’t be alone in this situation.

@pololavish5774

5 жыл бұрын

I lost my girl as well over this, people just don't understand. Is something i can't control :(

@KerryPattersonvocalist

5 жыл бұрын

HI Stephanie. It sounds from yr description that yes, you have definitely reached the stage where you need to get yourself some professional help so you can earn how to care for yrself better and manage the roller coaster. It took me many years to agree to taking medication but without it is was much worse. I've been where you are now more - more thanonce. It is important to find a support person. It may be a friend or a family member or maybe a social counsellor specialised in mental health care. It can take some time to get the right medication & dosage but a good psch can shorten this time frame with yr feedback. just get a taxi & get to a good psychologist or psychiatrist now girl! :) good luck on yr journey.

Thank you for making this video. I am 63 years old and recently sought psychiatric help, not for the first time,?but for the first time I am understanding what's going on with me. My sons both show signs of a polar disorder as well so I will be sharing this with them. I subscribed to your channel. Keep up the good work!

@PolarWarriors

Ай бұрын

I'm so glad you found Rob's channel! In case you are interested Rob offers one on one support on Patreon and he has a support group for patrons only on discord. Would love to have you there! Dianna Polar Warriors Team Member www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

I am now sure I am suffering from bi-polar depression, thanks to yet another timely video. So glad I found this channel, thank you Polar Warriors!

Wow I dated a Bipolar gurl and it was the crazy relationship that I ever had, but I loved her, we broke up but I never forget her, I wished they find cure some day.

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Ernesto Acosta thank you so much for the comment and trying to learn more about this illness. I wish more people would do what you are doing. I’m sure that relationship will be one that you will never forget LOL. Stop back by my channel anytime :-)

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Blake Unfortunately that’s really common brother… When people are suffering a lot, it’s so much easier if they have a reason for why they feel like that. If our toe started hurting for no reason, it would be worrisome, but if we know we hit it against something, it would just psychologically feel better to have a reason for the pain.The most “convenient reasons” a lot of people direct their feelings towards are usually their jobs, friends, and especially spouses. When we are sick, the little problems that become so huge, feel so real and huge to us. It’s part of the illness. I have destroyed so many relationships and broke up with people over the stupidest reasons. It usually isn’t until later when I am stable again that I realize I made such a big mistake. Of course the damage has already been done. For people who are new to this journey, they really have to work on self awareness of how they are feeling so they can intercept symptoms before they get out of control. They also need to work on being extremely aware of where they are directing the negative feelings. It took me years to get to a place where I can just say “I’m feeling horrible today, it’s just the illness, and has nothing to do with anyone else.” I’m glad you are here watching videos and searching for answers. It is so unbelievably difficult to be with someone who has bipolar, especially if they aren’t really aware of what’s going on with them. Try not to take what she did personally… She is not well and unfortunately you were the easiest reason she could blame things on instead of taking responsibility for her and her illness. I hope that helps :-)

@ernestoa5364

6 жыл бұрын

Blake she's not crazy it's a disorder sometimes we men or women can be insensitive towards the feelings of others, I pray and wish them peace of mind, no body asks to be born with that condition but be the bigger person , if not don't judge keep it moving and know one person perfect.

@ernestoa5364

6 жыл бұрын

Blake I was in your shoes at one point of my life and at that point i was confused and blamed her for being the way she was and only when we broke up and i moved on did i realize the truth I could handle the situation much better and i don't have any thing against her because sometimes we humans have different ways to let out our emotions and that part of life, just because we're both normal doesn't make it right to judge someone build different then us, that is wrong bro, be fare and hopefully you get your answers take care.

@ernestoa5364

6 жыл бұрын

I wish these channel existed when i was dating her it would help me tremendously to be a better person

Me: Pushes people away, won't communicate intimacy with loved ones, subconciously avoids large crowds, gets hyper when no one is around. Also me: Why am I so lonely?

@Sandi_shores_lands_fish

4 жыл бұрын

How do you know you are avoiding

@leighannmcgowan5239

3 жыл бұрын

I feel alone too

@djformalin

3 жыл бұрын

Punk ❤️ a heart from me to you !

@linapartosa9608

3 жыл бұрын

I would agree.

@linapartosa9608

3 жыл бұрын

That's also my question. I have so many "Why's".

Thank you. I wish video channels like yours had been available when my mother was alive and suffering from bipolar. None of us really knew what was wrong with her until she was admitted to a psychiatric ward during a manic phase. Sadly she passed away over 15 years ago now.

I'm 19 and just got diagnosed a few months ago and feel like I just don't want to deal with any of this anymore. A whole life time ahead of dealing with this and the struggle with finding meds that work, the side effects, having to make relationships with this, just everything. I wish I could see myself in the future just to see if everything ends up ok and if it was worth it

@PolarWarriors

2 жыл бұрын

Hey K, please hang on! You are on a good path. Please consider getting involved with a community, support groups, self help classes, counsell. Preferably in person but there is an app called clubhouse and you can find others to talk to,you could start your own group. Peer support is so vital, you really are NOT alone friend! One of my favourite things about going to a support group is seeing old timers talk about being on the right meds and having decades of stability. Take gentle care of yourself and if you would like to chat with Rob either by phone or private message, you can on patreon. Sometimes we all need someone to talk to: www.crisistextline.org/ teenlineonline.org/talk-now/ Dianna Polar Warriors Team Member (H)old (O)n (P)ain (E)nds On Patreon, you can message Rob directly, get a phone/video call, watch videos that are more personal in nature, and access a great community. www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

@iloveme4life

2 жыл бұрын

@@PolarWarriors thank you so much for this it means a lot that your team takes the time to look at comments

@karanmirpu

Жыл бұрын

Its worth it. Take it from me. I am 37. I survived and thrive. You'll have to go through your share of suffering but once you survive you become strong. Suffering will leave its negative connotations and become a positive one. Just don't let bp be your identity. Just don't stigmatise yourself with the diagnosis. Its different for each person. I can go on and on. In short its worth it. At least you have a major challenge to deal with. On the other side there's a mature You waiting for you. Just survive the hard times. A decade or two into it and you'll be comfortable dealing with it. It becomes the new normal. I am glad i survived. I am glad i am alive. I fight i suffer i get up and go on with a smile. BP hates me 😁. All the best mate.

@uniqueme2231

Жыл бұрын

I feel this everyday , like I have kids too but it’s like dealing with this and not having the patience for them always on edge sad outta nowhere down days always irritated I don’t wanna live with this forever and the meds and their side effects I hate smh 😢 I don’t know what to do anymore

@babynaysc

Жыл бұрын

@@PolarWarriors I'm Brazilian, foreign videos have helped me a lot. I'm 36 years old, I found out the diagnosis last year, after a lot of distrust. I went through about 7 psychiatrists, I was treated as resistant depression, I took several antidepressants and it didn't get better, until I was finally referred to a very good psychiatrist. Nowadays, a lot of things in my life make sense, my disease has been getting worse over time, untreated bipolar gets much worse. I cycle fast, I have moments of depression rather than hypomania. I have comorbid anxiety and panic syndrome

Depression is real 💯

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

sasha pitter Yes!!!!

Of course I'm not alone! My demons are with me 24/7

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Rice Feilds I know what you mean! At least we are aware of them. Once we know that they’re there, we can start working on ways to “live with them.” Welcome to the channel and thank you for the comment!

@iwnunn7999

6 жыл бұрын

Rice Feilds bipolar people tend to be highly intelligent. My ex earned his PhD while being bipolar and alcoholic.

@alexislex7915

6 жыл бұрын

Rice Feilds u have the disorder?

@Andrew171067

6 жыл бұрын

Hi Rice Fields.Sorry you've been having a difficult time.I had 24/7 depression demons in the early 90s due to terrible back pain.I took up yoga,which proved to be a miracle cure for my back,and the demons vanished. A Counsellor can be really good value, or a close friend, or family member, somebody you trust ,and treats you with respect,you can be totally honest with,and say what's on your heart(no offence).There's an old saying "A problem shared is a problem halved" we feel a sense of psychological relief when we've shared a problem with another person.The burden feels lighter.We've told somebody,and the problem seems smaller, easier to carry,somebody is there alongside us to help us deal with the burden,and it's less of a burden,We're being helped,and not having to carry the burden all alone. Good luck! Andrew:)

@peterpiper4242

6 жыл бұрын

Rice Feilds at least you r honest bout it

Thank you for putting that out there. It has alerted me to some of my behaviors, even though I've been evaluated 3 x and thought not to be Bipolar. But this depicts much of what I have been experiencing.

I love my manic episodes. I’m so happy. I’m the life of the party. I can’t stop talking. Down side is all the shopping or going and signing up for a full schedule of college classes. Then I drop low. Fail out of all classes. Can’t do anything. Binge eat. Everything is foggy. It’s like in here but not here.

@maureenrivas3322

3 жыл бұрын

I know we have or issues.I have to admit that the first couple of hours of a manic episode I feel smart,beautiful,sexy,funny.all at the same time.So, even with challenges,The Manic high is amazing.

I am a Marine Veteran & I’m diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Bi-Polar, ADHD, Depression, Anxiety Disorder, memory loss. I take psych meds everyday

@jeannefeldman8089

4 жыл бұрын

Glenn Vandersypen thank you for your service. I am a Marine mom I suffer also w a lot of that for years its so hard

@maureenrivas3322

3 жыл бұрын

Bless you,and stay strong!

@carolbell8008

2 жыл бұрын

Semper Fi

I have been on probably 10 different antidepressants. I was hospitalized 3 times in 2012-13 for suicidal ideation. They told me I was bipolar, but the people I knew who were bipolar seemed bat crap crazy, and I knew I wasn't like that. Plus, the other people in the hospital said the doctors told everyone they were bipolar. I dismissed it. No one ever medicated me for that, just for depression. So my hypomanic episodes, in my estimation, were extremely productive. However, the depression hits the extreme lows you described. I recently started into a downward spiral. I am 56 years old, and I am just so tired of this merry go round. I have a new doctor, to whom i explained things. He immediately asked if i have anything against counseling. Gracious, I've spent years in therapy, and "graduated" to meds only. My problem is not going away, and I feel like I'm on the wrong meds again/still. I am disheartened and tired of trying so hard all my life. This is exhausting.

@PolarWarriors

2 жыл бұрын

It can definitely be exhausting to keep battling this illness and do the work it takes to see improvements in our symptoms. I'm sorry that you feel disheartened. It can be tiresome and discouraging after a while. Don't give up though. Keep seeking treatment and perhaps try to be open to the idea of therapy again. I don't think anyone ever gets to the point where therapy can never be helpful again. Could just be that a med adjustment is needed or could be that you need extra support from a therapist too, at least for now. I hope things improve for you soon. Wishing you all the best in your journey to recovery. -Rachel (Polar Warriors team member)

@laurenhamilton6246

5 ай бұрын

you got this friend❤

I was diagnosed in 1988 after my twin sister was. I suffered from age 16-26 because I just didn’t what was going on. I’ve had the best doctors and therapists that have helped me navigate this disease for my entire adult life. Best, most honest video I’ve ever seen. Thank you so much !🎉

@PolarWarriors

Жыл бұрын

Hey there ! Rob is available on patreon. You can message him, text or even have a call with him there. For a very limited time he is offering free support phone calls for all patrons right now in which he can lend an ear, give advice or answer questions. Take gentle care. Sometimes we all need someone to talk to: www.crisistextline.org/ teenlineonline.org/talk-now/ Dianna Polar Warriors Team Member (H)old (O)n (P)ain (E)nds On Patreon, you can message Rob directly, get a phone/video call, watch videos that are more personal in nature, and access a great community. www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

After 52 years I just realized that I'm bipolar. Its very difficult living this way. Thank you for the video.

@zp6097

4 жыл бұрын

I’m 43 and just figuring this out too. Better late than never, eh? If we get good, thats another 20-30 years of great living we have ahead of us. It sounds like along time actually.

@christyler373

4 жыл бұрын

wow i am 56 i no i have it now

@leighannmcgowan5239

3 жыл бұрын

I wasn't diagnosed til my 40s it suxs so bad

@LostboyXWife

Жыл бұрын

55 yrs how I've made it this far is by the grace of God

Do. Not. Self. Diagnose.

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

wreklessbobo YES!!!!!!!!!!!! 👍👍👍👍

@zeboy1959

5 жыл бұрын

*Self Diagnosing Complete* I have Bipolar

@brianmacpherson745

5 жыл бұрын

It is very obvious when you got bipolar, it is not self diagnosing. When you bu a hundred domain names in one night then you know something is not right. God bless

@crazymabel2723

5 жыл бұрын

Doctors insisted with my depression diagnosis. Some others thought I was seeking attention. I had to make them a list with my symptoms and point out the possibility of BPD for them to realize.

@Toxihex

5 жыл бұрын

Yeah well, more often than not, when it comes to mental health, doctors misdiagnose way more than you'd think. If one is ready to give you a diagnosis after one session as they often do, it's most likely completely wrong.

10 out of 10 on both this bought some tears to my eyes as I never really understood why or what I was feeling like this for it's very debilitating..thank you for the clarity x

@fnulhakpa1661

2 жыл бұрын

I have the same issue, not knowing what's happening with you is frustrating.

Thanks for providing so much insight. So helpful to more effectively support loved ones struggling with bipolar d/o.

I was literally with my head in the clouds when I heard "becoming easily distracted..." 😐

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Luísa Simões Wait, what were we talking about? ;) :) (lol). Welcome to my channel! Thanks for taking the time to watch the video and especially for commenting :-) -Robert

@sharonconyers4086

6 жыл бұрын

Im getting distracted at all nobody or nothing I only have time for me

@shaylabaker8406

6 жыл бұрын

My head was in the clouds then I heard that and zoomed back

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Shayla Baker Good to know… Maybe I should do that throughout more of my videos LOL 😊 Thank you for watching and supporting the channel by joining the conversation!

@adrianasantiago4137

6 жыл бұрын

Well I have ADD so this is the reason psychology can be blurred

I am doing research for an article on bipolar disorder and I just wanted to say how grateful I am that you put this video together. I can only imagine how frightening or disorienting it would be to have bipolar disorder or to be diagnosed with it. You seem to have an innate kindness in the way that you speak and conduct yourself. I am sure that through your experiences you have been able to help other people who are experiencing the same thing. Thank you for helping others.

Thanks for this! I’ve stumbled on a talk show about bipolar on french tv earlier today and it resonated so much I’ve been researching anxiously all day on this topic Your video is what just made me reach out to my doctor to get evaluated. I’ve been battling depression for years, in cycles, but it just hit me today that I never really just felt good after a depressive episode, but rather too good, like being on a rollercoaster, and putting pen to paper, I realised that there was a clear pattern... I’m still hoping it’s just depression and won’t have to go through the whole diagnosis process again, but if it is bipolar, and I do get a proper diagnosis, I’ll definitely have you to thank for that xx

I got diagnosed today and was surprised but currently right now I have 7 mania and 6 depression symptoms, needless to say I currently feel less surprised. Thanks for this video and all your other videos its really helping me with whats going on right now. Plus research is helping me calm down the agitation lol.

You described me. I am a manic depressive. I take medication for it, and I see a therapist. Therapy helps a lot, and so does the medication. Thanks for the video.

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Yadira Perez you are doing all the right things! I hope you are very proud of that. I’m glad you found my channel and stop by anytime :-) -Robert www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

@yadiraperez7451

6 жыл бұрын

Polar Warriors Thank you! My two nephews keep me going! I am proud of the progress I have made so far. I have subscribed to your channel. Very informative! Thank you.

I had someone from a hot line spend over an hour with me patiently. Saved my life. Make the call if you need someone to understand.

Wow, now I know what’s really wrong with me. Thank you so much for this video I was starting to think I was insane 😢. Hopefully I can get the help I really need.

So much fits that I ask people to watch it if they want to know how I was before medication. It's taken years to get my meds right. They're still not perfect, but I'm now in the best place I've ever been! So much so that people sometimes doubt I have bipolar. It's so clear from the video that you actually *know* what it feels like. So helpful to others.

Eliminating sugar and unnatural foods is an easy and straight start to feeling better. Super foods and drinking water then exercising and doing yoga had saved me... Juicing veggies and journaling listening to Ekhart Tolle, my tools to keep me balanced. Be aware of the mood shifts, know it will pass and take whatever small actions is possible. I am definitely getting better at managing my moods. On the outside people usually can't tell when I don't want them to know... Because I know how to get through these situations much better than I used to.

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Lisa Ceizler Yes!!!!!!! You are on such a fantastic path by including those things in your self care or “comprehensive or holistic treatment program.” It took me a long time to realize how some lifestyle changes could make almost as great of an impact in my life as many of the medications I’ve tried. A very warm welcome to the channel and I hope you will continue to stop by and watch more videos :-)

@loribatchelder9156

6 жыл бұрын

Yes Lisa, I've also been using tools like yourself to better my life. Thank you for sharing your comment!

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Lori Batchelder I really appreciate you joining the conversation and talking with other people on the channel. It’s really cool to see this channel grow and to watch people use it as a vehicle to help others. Thank you Lori!

@sandyfustin7253

6 жыл бұрын

Lisa Ceizler ii

@rebeccasmith1048

6 жыл бұрын

Before i start on Biopolar medicine again, I am trying to have a healthy body first. I know this way is the wrong way but i aint trying to be stuck on medicine for the rest of my life. #itrunsinthefamily

it has been my experience that trying to live with this has been a living nightmare but at least you wake up from a nightmare, this seems to have no end.

I just watched your video and subscribed to this channel. I have been bi-polar for many years now but did not get diagnosed until I joined AA. I have been sober for years now, but really resonated with your checklist of 10 manic and 10 depressive signs for a person with bi-polar. I see a clinical psych nurse once a week or fortnight now depending on how I am travelling, have connected with my Higher Power and never go off my meds. I know I will never be cured but my life is so much better as I have the tools to deal with it. Thanks for the video. Greetings from Australia. Stay safe and stay blessed 🙏🙏

Thank you so much for explaining bipolar the most incredible way. I've lived with someone with it and pretty sure my son is but he doesn't want to hear me out and I just get him angry. Thank you so so much.🙏

Thank you. I'm calling my doctor tomorrow. I keep denying it but it doesnt go away. I feel like I can face it now.

@krystah_painfreeprison5984

3 жыл бұрын

@Jessica Cook-Powell that's awesome! I hope you did! Ur a warrior and we all support you.....

@PolarWarriors

2 жыл бұрын

Wonderful!

This is the most accurate description of bipolar I've ever seen. Thank-you so much for taking the time to do this video.

@PolarWarriors

6 жыл бұрын

Indigo Thank you so much for a comment like that! People who take the time to leave positive feedback are one of the huge motivating factors behind why I keep making videos. I’m so excited about the potential to help so many people tonight suffer as much as I have throughout my life. A very warm welcome to my channel and I hope you keep stopping back by to learn more with me :-)

How spectacular and refreshing to have someone describe bipolar disorder who has bipolar disorder.. Yes, doctors know a lot but unless you have experienced or are experiencing the deep deep emotional difficulties, you really don't know the side that stigma plays on our hearts .. For anyone to make fun of the "crazy lady down the street" they may want to consider how cruel that is .. Plus truly experiencing your brain chemicals not where they're supposed to be gives one the sense of things being totally out of balance..These things are so difficult ..

I have shared this video to many because you have said the words I cannot. Thank you so very much for extending your knowledge on the subject. You are helping so many. My savior....

i knew i was bipolar but didn’t know it was classified “depressive bipolar” bc i already have depression, anxiety, and add.

@makardeku

6 жыл бұрын

well ... now i know why i have no sex drive lol

Keto allowed me to go down to 1/3 of my meds. Taking toxic people out of my life, exercising and a renewed faith has changed everything.

@PolarWarriors

5 жыл бұрын

Inherent Chaos i’m so glad you’re finding some relief and a very warm welcome to my channel. Stop by anytime :-) -Robert www.patreon.com/PolarWarriors

The inability to sleep when you drive me crazy. I'll be up 3 days 4 days and going psychosis. May God bless you for putting this chat and channel up. I'm 10 for 10 for 10 too!

I was recently diagnosed bipolar 1 and your videos have changed my life oh my God thank you so much for your videos you have a playbook for my life absolutely