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Can someone explain what this is?
Yo sleepy, long time no see huh, friend? Hope u doing well brother! sorry for going so long without commenting, or even just watching your videos. I was quite busy this last 2 months believe it or not, great song as always tho! :D
like it
thankyou <3
Certified hitmaker
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Gives me The Caretaker vibes... So nostalgic and bittersweet, I feel like this is the tune that plays when I'm dreaming
Cool.
thankyou
'promosm' 💖
yo sleeper! long time no see huh, sorry for not commenting anything nice in your videos for so long. i was busy trynna fix my life again, and good news, am happy again!11!! :DDD yippe. anyways, great stuff as always sleeper.
YOURE HAPPY AGAIN YAY SO GLAD TO HEAR. I am actually doing not too bad myself either! for the time being at least I would say im decently happy. we are both doing well!! im so glad. And thank you as always for the support :))))) glad you enjoyed this little remix
@@sleeper119archive am so glad to know you're happy too! cant wait to see your next remix/song bud!
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idk what this really expresses tbh, it is a familiar feeling that i cant quite put into words, fear, anxiety, sadness, hopelessnes, pretty much most of the negative emotions combined into one. its messy and i like it honestly. (also sorry for like not commenting anything for idk, like a week or sum, i had to find some way to bottle my feelings again or else i was legit gon go wacky :<, like seriously i couldnt function properly i could not even speak right at that time, no one noticed tho cuz of my ultra "just thug that shit" skillz >B) i did almost hurt several people on impulse although, myself included :c so thats a big no no i guess)
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youtube recommended doing wonders showing me the good shit🔥 (p.s. those panels terrify the shit out of me, good job <3)
Thank you for the support, really appreciate it :))) also they scare me too hahah I was freaked out when they came up while I was reading a silent voice
woah dude.. new sub, i hope u make it far
thank you <3 I appreciate this so much, happy to have you here :_)
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Sometimes i wonder if the people who told me that i should put myself in a mental hospital were right :/
Maybe, but mental hospitals are very traumatizing places in their own right. Idk how they are where you live but at least in America they don't have a great reputation. If you feel like you're in danger from suicidal thoughts or substance abuse or something maybe it is a good idea, but if not I'm not sure it's the right move. It's hard to say without knowing you or your situation too well, but just think it over
@@sleeper119archive brotha i was just kidding, am not killing myself anytime soon. its not like i can either, my family would be too heartbroken and sucide is also a sin. so if i kill myself ill just have to endure even worse shit in hell lol. also as far as am aware there arent any asylums where i live, so id probably just get medication thrown at my face :<
This sounds like something that would be in Postal 1
quite surreal stuff huh, at first i thought it was a remix of "lovesick, cannibal" from femtanyl, but it seems i was severely mistaken .-. anyways this is a pretty calming/melancolic song, almost makes me feel like am in church. or when i am pondering about life while sitting on the side of my bed : <
I have been on an insane Laufey kick lately to the point where she's soon to be my most listened to artist of the past 6 months hahah. ill check out the femtanyl song though! thank you :) and very interesting that it makes you think of Church
@@sleeper119archive yo uhm just gonna say this real quick, most of the songs are just earrape with lyrics you'd likely hear from a failed lobotomy patient so idk if it would be your cup of tea •-•
that actually sounds like it would be my cup of tea ngl LOL@@Contentdeleted99998
@@sleeper119archive am glad to hear that sleeper.
Mystical stuff indeed, almost makes me forget the years of depression, exhaustion, severe suicidal tendencies, and all the fantasizing about "being punished for my actions" i went through! Oh and dont forget to sprinkle in some of, the bleeding. Good thing that will never come back to drag me down the bottomless pit from whom i was born in! Right sleeper? schizo rant aside, just wanted ya to know that this is great dude.
Hmm even if it does come back to drag you down I think you having gone through it and come out the other side once will enable you to fight your way through it again, though of course I hope you never have to go through such a dark time again.Im glad this was able to give you a little bit of relief in your brain, I definitely make these ambient pieces to help create some peace of mind :) and thank you as always for listening and enjoying
@@sleeper119archive thanks for the encouraging words man, but idk, this was just what i like to call a "2 am pyschotic trip" idk but from time to time ill go from the silliest dumb/happy person in the world to feeling like a sociopath locked in an asylum, just this cold penetrating feeling in the heart yk. sometimes even after all i've achieved i just feel like ending it all out of the sudden, and knowing ill probably never have a partner to help me through it all kinda of demotivates me tbh :P
I feel you very heavily with this. it always hits me at the most random times, but this feeling is overwhelming and so debilitating. same with the partner thing. not a day / night goes by where im not thinking "wow I really wish I had somebody to go through life with right now". just so im not so alone (irl) and I didn't have to bear the burden of everything alone, yk? Hey well at least we have each other so we can know we are not alone in our struggles no matter how isolating or demotivating they are. @@Contentdeleted99998
What good relaxing song! 😋 i can already picture myself falling asleep! Anyways great work as always sleeper!
This is my lullaby too ^_^
please teach me how to make stuff like this
sure! hit me up on insta @mikkerj.music or on discord (Mikkerj is my tag). I'd love to help in any way I can
This feels a little too close
hang in there friend. sorry you're going through stuff like this too.
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<3 :)
That sure was, something.
Its pretty heavy, sorry if you weren't prepared going in.
@@sleeper119archive its not that it was scary or something, it just sound weird yk, especially that last bit.
pretty good as a "crazy" song, like i see situations where it could work, but tbh i wouldnt listen to it on the daily :/
me either LOL dont worry. this was more just a vent song to express how im feeling in my head, not really as much of an attempt to make something people would want to listen to.
@@sleeper119archive i had days where i felt like that too, but it was more like a silent suffering, the closest i ever got to the state you're trying to depict here was in august 2023 at night, cuz i could barely take it anymore :((. But i moved on and simply gradually fixed what was wrong with my life at the time. I hope you can too sleeper! Its bad seeing people like you suffer, or just decent people in general. Hope one day you can fix whatever it is thats making you upset too! Id love to help you but i have absolutely no idea what you're going through ._. , and even if i did know, i probably wouldnt be of much help ngl. Cuz what got me through my bad times was the "fuck it, bottle it and go gym." Mindset, so idk if i could actually help :<
i be smoking that sleeper pack id listen to this every .5 sexonds 😈😈😈
@@Contentdeleted99998 I have a similar mindset hahah, mines just alright bottle it up and work on music or read. Im really happy to hear you were able to fix what was wrong in your life. It means more than you know that you are here to support everything I post, so that helps me tremendously. I have a little bit of hope for a change in my life next fall, but for now I'm just gonna have to endure I suppose. hey by the way, this song that I remixed is actually my own song from my main alias (Mikkerj). you could check out my stuff there if you are interested in more of my music :)
@@sleeper119archiveon my way, cant wait to see all the good stuff you post there!
WE GETTING OUT OF BOUNDS WITH THIS ONE 👆👆👆🔥🔥🔥🫃🏻
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Hope ya get to the 100k sub milestone one day, you deserve it man.
one day I hope!!! im not really sure how to promote my music so im just thankful the KZread algorithm is showing me to a small amount of cool people like you :)
words cannot describe how good this is, really gives out that vibe of nostalgia/loneliness. am not into sad music tho, but this is just simply great. it also manages to combines multiple feelings into one, it could be depression, relaxation, loneliness or even nostalgia. just my opinion though, idk if thats what you were trying to convey :P either way, incredible as always sleeper! :D
with the sleeper songs, I try to make it sort of ambiguous what feelings they're conveying so that the listener can put a little of themselves into it if that makes sense, just like you are doing here. thank you as always for listening and for the kind words, you're the best!!!
@@sleeper119archiveno need to thank me, am just saying what needs to be said. Your songs are great and it shows, every song you make, its as if they're always better than/on the same level as the previous one. Am surprised you dont have at least a few thousand subs yet, the world must know about your talent >:]
one day maybe!!!! >:) I will overtake the world @@Contentdeleted99998
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the mozart of surreal music. or somethin like that idk what this genre is called lol.
hahahaha I dont know either, but I like the name surreal music
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much love thank you
this is cool
thank you <3
at first there was Ϡ̶͍͎̟̩̯̘̂̇͑͠⩷̷̟̱̠̭̞̬̆͝⩺̵̱͆͗͠⫝̸̵̤̋̌̎ and then there was pop rocks
tl:dr, your songs are great. i want to ask you a question, sleeper. has anyone ever told you how good of an artist you are? your songs do a great job at conveying surrealism. and personally, i also think they do a good job at expressing the feeling of depression. being lost in your mind, the emptyness, the inability to comprehend your own self. of course i cant describe the exact feeling it gives, since even after all these years that i've dealed with depression, still i cant quite explain it very well. but you seem to do just that! of course i am no critic, but that doesnt mean that your songs arent good, much to the contrary. your songs are great, i hope to see more of your work! specially more songs like "nightmare" and "i am always awake" they are one of my favorites ngl.
I can't even begin to explain how much this comment means to me. I really feel like you understand my work and truly appreciate it. You are so incredibly kind and thoughtful, thank you for writing this it made my entire week :) p.s. I am working on an EP with songs similar to nightmare and im always awake, stay tuned!
@@sleeper119archive cant wait man! your songs are awesome! :D
@@sleeper119archivealso i want to make somethin' clear here, you've probably noted a few typos in my comments, thats because i kinda of aint native to the us you know. just wanted to point this out cuz am afraid i might sometimes miscommunicate on accident.
@@Contentdeleted99998 oh don't worry you have been totally clear so far :) where are you native to? if you dont mind me asking
Describes very well what i used to feel when i suffered from depression, interesting. Might i say, is there anything bothering you recently, that has inspired you to create such a masterpiece, sir?
depression as well. I am very glad that this resonates with you. thank you for such a kind comment :)
“but had nowhere to start”
Half a mind, half a brain, but just enough so it’s hard
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What have I stumbled into this time?
a nightmare
Intriguing remix, really enjoyed this
thank you <3
I love how this edit has so much emotions so cooolll
thank you so much <3
guys ‼️, I was at the backroom and the sound there is like this (sorry for my bad english)
<3 your English is great dont worry
super cool stuff
thankyou <3
so nice !
thankyou I loveyou
@@sleeper119archiveI love you too
excellent ♥
thank you <3
Wtf is this ?
i asked the same question
music:)
(:music @@Cat_astrophic-Kitty
@@sleeper119archivethat not man 😂
@@Cat_astrophic-Kittyidk this is so weird dude
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