Everything is happening too fast , we don’t have time to realize anything happening
@justpurestupinity40125 минут бұрын
is it ok if my life is KINDA like the intro? but i have friends at the gym and play video games with them after the gym
@firelogarithmСағат бұрын
Heard that bird for the first time in a long time a few weeks ago.
@tonythereaderСағат бұрын
If your so delusional then go F your self dude. I'm not disappointed in any one person (except you), I'm done caring about peoples "feelings" AKA women's feelings, because they don't give an F about any mans feelings even when they say they support men opening up and expressing their feelings (except when it gives them the "ICK") , they think they are weak because they COMPLAIN about their problems. Women deserve everything they are currently getting. This is what they asked for, to be a part of the corporate machine, congrats you succeeded. This is your prize, welcome to the copretocracy that you supported.
@myleedreamofficialСағат бұрын
“For the believer there is hope beyond the grave, because Jesus Christ has opened the door to heaven for us by His death and resurrection.” -Billy Graham “Easter always brings hope to all of us. For the Christian, the Cross tells us that God understands our suffering, for He took upon Himself at the Cross all of our sins and all of our failures and all of our sufferings. Our Lord, on that cross, asked the question, “Why?” “My God, my God, why hast Thou forsaken me?” And he received his answer, he knew. To redeem the world, to save you and me from our sins, to give us assurance that if we died we’re going to heaven. He was saying from the cross, I love you and I know the heartaches and the sorrows and the pain that you feel. Easter points us beyond the tragedy of the Cross to the hope of the empty tomb. It tells us that there is hope for eternal life for Christ has conquered death. It also tells us that God has triumphed over evil and death and hell. This is our hope and it can be your hope as well.” Hope is found in the promises God has given us - promises of freedom from sin. We can find so much hope in Scripture through the gift of eternal life made possible through His son, Jesus Christ. No matter what trials, temptations or pain we may suffer, we can always hold onto the hope God extends to us. Here are five verses that demonstrate the hope we can find in Jesus Christ. 1 John 5:13-14 I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God that you may know that you have eternal life. And this is the confidence that we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will he hears us. 1 Peter 1:3-6 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, who by God’s power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith-more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire-may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Ephesians 2:8-10 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them. 2 Corinthians 4:16-18 So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal. John 4:13-14 Jesus said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again, The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” (Excerpt from Billy Graham, March 23, 2016) Jesus Christ is our hope in the midst of evil days and wicked acts. I pray perfect peace fills you as well as the Living Truth of Jesus Christ’s love for you.
@myleedreamofficialСағат бұрын
If you have a relationship with Jesus, all of our good works last forever and will be rewarded in Heaven.
@myleedreamofficialСағат бұрын
And look into the proof of the Cruxificion of Jesus and the resurrection. Lee Strobel & More than a carpenter by Josh McDowell
@teal10102 сағат бұрын
What? You begged her to get back with her twice based on your feelings : “we’re meant to be together!” She finally says yes, you cried for a full minute, then after talking to a total stranger, YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND? How do you or “the stranger” know what she was feeling or what she was going to do? She absolutely should never speak to you again!
@lacadmin28443 сағат бұрын
Mate you DON'T need so called friends as they will only stab you in the back and I DON'T need anyone in my life
@rickblasing12373 сағат бұрын
Ditto. That intro. I just watched my current life. Still alone.
@ParteraQuisqueyana3 сағат бұрын
I needed this video so much today 😭
@alexjone54 сағат бұрын
You shoulda listened to that voice when you were down.
@alexjone54 сағат бұрын
This guy is just a mix of 1 use medical terms 2 pretend to understand human mind 3 being delided into thinking hes correct
@billygr76284 сағат бұрын
Death cam sneak up at any time. A person doesn't need to be old to die. I just love the moment. Don't make no plans, don't think about tomorrow.
@kohlicoide22586 сағат бұрын
I can relate somehow to this feeling, i was born in the early 90s but when i was 17-18 the marriage of my parents reach finally their breaking point after multiple extrem situations (seeing your Mother having a mental breakdown with the age of 9 is not a great experience if im honest). My Mother escapes and leave back because she was thinking she was a bad influence on me and my big brother.. well my father was even worst, he is narcistic borderline boomer sh*thole (Its tbh getting so much worse that i feeled ashamed for my masculinity because my only Male figure in my life ignores me most of the time.. was emotional EXTREM instable Narcist (my mother starts playing Videogames to escapism and on one _weeding day_ he throw out her pc out of the window as "Surprise") and overall a pervert brick that gives me or my big brother the feeling that we are a failure and everyone else is better then us) now i slowly learn how incredible fuck up my childhood was (some basic stuff i literally have to teach myself because no one cares) After that breakpoint i was not able to finish my education and everything went downhill from that.. from 18 to 24 i was just hidding in my room, playing Videogames 24/7 while my father gives me constantly the feeling im a piece of sh*t etc when he not ignores me. My life is better now, but i feel really strong how much experience i left in my early adulthood and i can understand how bad this must be for other teenagers/young adults, i have also the feeling that i get older but my mind was stucked somewhere in the 16-17 years while im already 24 and your body gets older no matter what you do, you can slow it down by having a healthy life.. but you will never again have the strength and resistance of 20y old. I dont want pity or something, i see it now as challange to prove my willpower and the fact im still alive.. without alcohol or drug addiction proves and the will to finally repair my life, proves my willpower.
@dr.coomer97506 сағат бұрын
Disney, Fortnite, tik tok, adderall, iPads, sugar and porn 😂
@gnarlycat6 сағат бұрын
If you want the answer to that question read Bad Therapy by Abigail Shrier
@saksham_346 сағат бұрын
i am 18 yrs old deleted all my social media apps i used to be addicted my screen time was minimum 8 hrs a day{NOW ITS ONLY 30 40 MIN A DAY AND SOME DAYS IT CAN BE 0 }. one day i just decided to delete all and i never gone back. life is so fucking peacefull i just thanks myself that i did it anyone seeing this comment and thinking of doing the same i will suggest you to just go ahead you will never regret this. just delete all the shit and start working on yourself. JUST DO IT!!!
@shreyasbamane8817 сағат бұрын
What an amazing video. Could truly relate to
@nacho028477 сағат бұрын
This is so based
@nacho028477 сағат бұрын
confirmation bias is so powerful
@nacho028477 сағат бұрын
the whole reason my friend group fought when we were in middle school was because we literally spoke in superlatives
@nacho028477 сағат бұрын
life isnt so black and white: the friend group fell apart 😂
@CharysseSepiaBlackman117 сағат бұрын
Thanku for this video ☀️🍃
@onyx.daffodil16449 сағат бұрын
Like time sped up, while life slowed down. Nothing makes sense and life isn't fun anymore
@Mohamed123-osama.9 сағат бұрын
Thank you a lot, this was one of the best videos that helped me to overcome social anxiety because i am introvert
@Fandar9 сағат бұрын
Even if just as many women hate men as men hate women, when women hate men, they just leave men alone and mind their own business. When men hate women, they do bad things to women. Like they say "Misandry irritates, misogyny kills."
@PlanetEarth19009 сағат бұрын
I think the majority of humans in Generation Z are lazy.
@masterchiefofhalo45259 сағат бұрын
How am I supposed to love myself when I know every time I try to give myself some love that it’s a lie and I don’t actually mean it?
@masterchiefofhalo45259 сағат бұрын
Nothing fulfills me though. It is a monotonous process. I’m not getting free of this hell. I want to feel joy. I’m tired of being so alone day in and day out.
@JurassicRod9 сағат бұрын
So much changed when the 20s hit. The lockdowns seem like the catalyst to it all. Governments and big businesses seemed emboldened to do whatever they please so we see more and more taken from us with less and less in return. Mainstream media went off the deep end so there's a lack of quality new movies and TV shows which are an important part of our culture. Lockdowns contributed to the economy getting worse and everyone being financially worse off. Western society itself seems to be dying. Censorship is on the rise and a generally Orwellian atmosphere people can sense.
@NadiaG199811 сағат бұрын
Brother I have anxiety 😭 And I can't take professional help I understood everything you said in this video But in reality it's really tough for me to execute
@ryancagerbaker12 сағат бұрын
I send friends screen recordings of me googling the questions my friends ask while adding .edu after the question to try and condition them to do their own research.
@jaylionel271112 сағат бұрын
I guess it’s us versus them
@jaydenisnostalgic12 сағат бұрын
Is it weird that I would rather play on playgrounds than do the things people do at my age than vape?
@KittyHatProductions13 сағат бұрын
Am I crazy or is this video a reupload?
@ColeHastings8 сағат бұрын
Not a reupload
@enasoii14 сағат бұрын
The problem is a “good” body building diet is 50% protein 35%. Carbs 15% fat.
@verwebb438316 сағат бұрын
For me the hardest part is that I was so happy in my life with him. To me he was my best friend and I would’ve done anything for him. The fact that I didn’t realise he was not feeling the same way kills me. I guess I just always thought that a break up happens when both parties are unhappy. I am deep in the grieving stage and I’m scared to face acceptance. Acceptance means that we won’t ever be together again and even though I know I need to come to terms with it, I don’t want to acknowledge that we weren’t meant to be together bc otherwise how was I so happy? Just shows how blind love can be.
@alexvendetta511516 сағат бұрын
I’ve notice that iPad kids talk back and are super disrespectful to their parents. Why?
@777roberthelder16 сағат бұрын
Day 39 without smoking after 12 years daily…. I just recorded my best song ever
@GalatheonIL52NEP17 сағат бұрын
So I have ADHD and the yo-yo effect has been my entire life when it comes to exercise. My mentality has always been “all or nothing” and my brain tells me, if I’m not going maximum 100% effort then I’m not making any improvements or changes. Anyhoo, my last week long session of this ended six days ago. I’m in a slump and I really want to get back into again because I’m already eating junk again, feeling crap at tired and I have no energy all of a sudden? How do I plan a beginners routine? Like, if my maximum weight is 10kg dumbbells what should I come back into exercise lifting? I want to see results immediately and I don’t have the mental patience to wait. If anyone else suffers with this I’d love to hear from you!
@JalanbarengDita18 сағат бұрын
I’m passing the part one now 😢
@Wamaka54518 сағат бұрын
The problem is money if money was not an object i would be very happy.am killing my favourite dream because of this😢
@Alexander-xq4jg18 сағат бұрын
"if you feel behind, comparing to your peers" bruh dude, lets compare us to the rest of world, and you just see how us citizens comparing to second world countries and third world countries live exclusively not bad. There always who better and who worser. Just follow your own path
@XzSx-bo6tm19 сағат бұрын
Go away evil man
@north_star820 сағат бұрын
Well, I’m 38 and after decades of knowing that 9 to 5’s were not for me, I chose to assume doing something I was in love with and passionate about for work was the golden ticket! Welp, I’m hear to say that I have thoroughly explored that option and have finally accepted that using something I enjoyed to then try and wring a profit out of just to survive doesn’t work for me either. I end up either feeling shackled to always doing the thing I enjoyed or controlled by it because money is then linked to it which we’re taught we are constantly in need of or we’ll perish, so everything I’ve ever tried to monetize ends up just feeling scummy and desecrated by the time I finally realize, this ain’t living either.
@c.h.o.d.e20 сағат бұрын
yep, im completely fucked
@Jiggonomics21 сағат бұрын
Yo Cole! Just wanted to say i loved your email about how nice it is to share a meal with people. It was such a nice and compelling story that made me realize that its truly not something we should take for granted and made me realize it's something I couod actually start to do with friends. I've shared many homemade meals with my family, but have only shared that with friends a handful of times. I now plan on learning some new dishes so i can start inviting friends over, and I just wanted to say I'm grateful to you for pointing out how amazing sharing food with people is. Much love ♡
@ColeHastings8 сағат бұрын
That’s awesome. I’m glad it had that impact, and enjoy the food
@DM179021 сағат бұрын
The world actually did end in 2012 and now everything is being simulated by Bill Gates
@TheManEthan23 сағат бұрын
Yeah tried that socializing thing a bunch, turns out everyone I relate to even slightly is married which pretty much means I'm dead to them and everybody else is some combination of leftist lunatic / asshole that made my life hell during covid / brainrotted ssri patient. I want a new fucking planet to live on tbh, till then Throfinn is pretty much the best I got.
@ajlucky0076Күн бұрын
I'm really trying to stay positive for my own sanity, but it just feels like trying to breathe underwater.
@sneakerbabefulКүн бұрын
Why did you move into your own place before you could afford it?? That makes no sense. Life is challenging enough without making it harder on yourself.
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Everything is happening too fast , we don’t have time to realize anything happening
is it ok if my life is KINDA like the intro? but i have friends at the gym and play video games with them after the gym
Heard that bird for the first time in a long time a few weeks ago.
If your so delusional then go F your self dude. I'm not disappointed in any one person (except you), I'm done caring about peoples "feelings" AKA women's feelings, because they don't give an F about any mans feelings even when they say they support men opening up and expressing their feelings (except when it gives them the "ICK") , they think they are weak because they COMPLAIN about their problems. Women deserve everything they are currently getting. This is what they asked for, to be a part of the corporate machine, congrats you succeeded. This is your prize, welcome to the copretocracy that you supported.
“For the believer there is hope beyond the grave, because Jesus Christ has opened the door to heaven for us by His death and resurrection.” -Billy Graham “Easter always brings hope to all of us. For the Christian, the Cross tells us that God understands our suffering, for He took upon Himself at the Cross all of our sins and all of our failures and all of our sufferings. Our Lord, on that cross, asked the question, “Why?” “My God, my God, why hast Thou forsaken me?” And he received his answer, he knew. To redeem the world, to save you and me from our sins, to give us assurance that if we died we’re going to heaven. He was saying from the cross, I love you and I know the heartaches and the sorrows and the pain that you feel. Easter points us beyond the tragedy of the Cross to the hope of the empty tomb. It tells us that there is hope for eternal life for Christ has conquered death. It also tells us that God has triumphed over evil and death and hell. This is our hope and it can be your hope as well.” Hope is found in the promises God has given us - promises of freedom from sin. We can find so much hope in Scripture through the gift of eternal life made possible through His son, Jesus Christ. No matter what trials, temptations or pain we may suffer, we can always hold onto the hope God extends to us. Here are five verses that demonstrate the hope we can find in Jesus Christ. 1 John 5:13-14 I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God that you may know that you have eternal life. And this is the confidence that we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will he hears us. 1 Peter 1:3-6 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, who by God’s power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith-more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire-may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Ephesians 2:8-10 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them. 2 Corinthians 4:16-18 So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal. John 4:13-14 Jesus said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again, The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” (Excerpt from Billy Graham, March 23, 2016) Jesus Christ is our hope in the midst of evil days and wicked acts. I pray perfect peace fills you as well as the Living Truth of Jesus Christ’s love for you.
If you have a relationship with Jesus, all of our good works last forever and will be rewarded in Heaven.
And look into the proof of the Cruxificion of Jesus and the resurrection. Lee Strobel & More than a carpenter by Josh McDowell
What? You begged her to get back with her twice based on your feelings : “we’re meant to be together!” She finally says yes, you cried for a full minute, then after talking to a total stranger, YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND? How do you or “the stranger” know what she was feeling or what she was going to do? She absolutely should never speak to you again!
Mate you DON'T need so called friends as they will only stab you in the back and I DON'T need anyone in my life
Ditto. That intro. I just watched my current life. Still alone.
I needed this video so much today 😭
You shoulda listened to that voice when you were down.
This guy is just a mix of 1 use medical terms 2 pretend to understand human mind 3 being delided into thinking hes correct
Death cam sneak up at any time. A person doesn't need to be old to die. I just love the moment. Don't make no plans, don't think about tomorrow.
I can relate somehow to this feeling, i was born in the early 90s but when i was 17-18 the marriage of my parents reach finally their breaking point after multiple extrem situations (seeing your Mother having a mental breakdown with the age of 9 is not a great experience if im honest). My Mother escapes and leave back because she was thinking she was a bad influence on me and my big brother.. well my father was even worst, he is narcistic borderline boomer sh*thole (Its tbh getting so much worse that i feeled ashamed for my masculinity because my only Male figure in my life ignores me most of the time.. was emotional EXTREM instable Narcist (my mother starts playing Videogames to escapism and on one _weeding day_ he throw out her pc out of the window as "Surprise") and overall a pervert brick that gives me or my big brother the feeling that we are a failure and everyone else is better then us) now i slowly learn how incredible fuck up my childhood was (some basic stuff i literally have to teach myself because no one cares) After that breakpoint i was not able to finish my education and everything went downhill from that.. from 18 to 24 i was just hidding in my room, playing Videogames 24/7 while my father gives me constantly the feeling im a piece of sh*t etc when he not ignores me. My life is better now, but i feel really strong how much experience i left in my early adulthood and i can understand how bad this must be for other teenagers/young adults, i have also the feeling that i get older but my mind was stucked somewhere in the 16-17 years while im already 24 and your body gets older no matter what you do, you can slow it down by having a healthy life.. but you will never again have the strength and resistance of 20y old. I dont want pity or something, i see it now as challange to prove my willpower and the fact im still alive.. without alcohol or drug addiction proves and the will to finally repair my life, proves my willpower.
Disney, Fortnite, tik tok, adderall, iPads, sugar and porn 😂
If you want the answer to that question read Bad Therapy by Abigail Shrier
i am 18 yrs old deleted all my social media apps i used to be addicted my screen time was minimum 8 hrs a day{NOW ITS ONLY 30 40 MIN A DAY AND SOME DAYS IT CAN BE 0 }. one day i just decided to delete all and i never gone back. life is so fucking peacefull i just thanks myself that i did it anyone seeing this comment and thinking of doing the same i will suggest you to just go ahead you will never regret this. just delete all the shit and start working on yourself. JUST DO IT!!!
What an amazing video. Could truly relate to
This is so based
confirmation bias is so powerful
the whole reason my friend group fought when we were in middle school was because we literally spoke in superlatives
life isnt so black and white: the friend group fell apart 😂
Thanku for this video ☀️🍃
Like time sped up, while life slowed down. Nothing makes sense and life isn't fun anymore
Thank you a lot, this was one of the best videos that helped me to overcome social anxiety because i am introvert
Even if just as many women hate men as men hate women, when women hate men, they just leave men alone and mind their own business. When men hate women, they do bad things to women. Like they say "Misandry irritates, misogyny kills."
I think the majority of humans in Generation Z are lazy.
How am I supposed to love myself when I know every time I try to give myself some love that it’s a lie and I don’t actually mean it?
Nothing fulfills me though. It is a monotonous process. I’m not getting free of this hell. I want to feel joy. I’m tired of being so alone day in and day out.
So much changed when the 20s hit. The lockdowns seem like the catalyst to it all. Governments and big businesses seemed emboldened to do whatever they please so we see more and more taken from us with less and less in return. Mainstream media went off the deep end so there's a lack of quality new movies and TV shows which are an important part of our culture. Lockdowns contributed to the economy getting worse and everyone being financially worse off. Western society itself seems to be dying. Censorship is on the rise and a generally Orwellian atmosphere people can sense.
Brother I have anxiety 😭 And I can't take professional help I understood everything you said in this video But in reality it's really tough for me to execute
I send friends screen recordings of me googling the questions my friends ask while adding .edu after the question to try and condition them to do their own research.
I guess it’s us versus them
Is it weird that I would rather play on playgrounds than do the things people do at my age than vape?
Am I crazy or is this video a reupload?
Not a reupload
The problem is a “good” body building diet is 50% protein 35%. Carbs 15% fat.
For me the hardest part is that I was so happy in my life with him. To me he was my best friend and I would’ve done anything for him. The fact that I didn’t realise he was not feeling the same way kills me. I guess I just always thought that a break up happens when both parties are unhappy. I am deep in the grieving stage and I’m scared to face acceptance. Acceptance means that we won’t ever be together again and even though I know I need to come to terms with it, I don’t want to acknowledge that we weren’t meant to be together bc otherwise how was I so happy? Just shows how blind love can be.
I’ve notice that iPad kids talk back and are super disrespectful to their parents. Why?
Day 39 without smoking after 12 years daily…. I just recorded my best song ever
So I have ADHD and the yo-yo effect has been my entire life when it comes to exercise. My mentality has always been “all or nothing” and my brain tells me, if I’m not going maximum 100% effort then I’m not making any improvements or changes. Anyhoo, my last week long session of this ended six days ago. I’m in a slump and I really want to get back into again because I’m already eating junk again, feeling crap at tired and I have no energy all of a sudden? How do I plan a beginners routine? Like, if my maximum weight is 10kg dumbbells what should I come back into exercise lifting? I want to see results immediately and I don’t have the mental patience to wait. If anyone else suffers with this I’d love to hear from you!
I’m passing the part one now 😢
The problem is money if money was not an object i would be very happy.am killing my favourite dream because of this😢
"if you feel behind, comparing to your peers" bruh dude, lets compare us to the rest of world, and you just see how us citizens comparing to second world countries and third world countries live exclusively not bad. There always who better and who worser. Just follow your own path
Go away evil man
Well, I’m 38 and after decades of knowing that 9 to 5’s were not for me, I chose to assume doing something I was in love with and passionate about for work was the golden ticket! Welp, I’m hear to say that I have thoroughly explored that option and have finally accepted that using something I enjoyed to then try and wring a profit out of just to survive doesn’t work for me either. I end up either feeling shackled to always doing the thing I enjoyed or controlled by it because money is then linked to it which we’re taught we are constantly in need of or we’ll perish, so everything I’ve ever tried to monetize ends up just feeling scummy and desecrated by the time I finally realize, this ain’t living either.
yep, im completely fucked
Yo Cole! Just wanted to say i loved your email about how nice it is to share a meal with people. It was such a nice and compelling story that made me realize that its truly not something we should take for granted and made me realize it's something I couod actually start to do with friends. I've shared many homemade meals with my family, but have only shared that with friends a handful of times. I now plan on learning some new dishes so i can start inviting friends over, and I just wanted to say I'm grateful to you for pointing out how amazing sharing food with people is. Much love ♡
That’s awesome. I’m glad it had that impact, and enjoy the food
The world actually did end in 2012 and now everything is being simulated by Bill Gates
Yeah tried that socializing thing a bunch, turns out everyone I relate to even slightly is married which pretty much means I'm dead to them and everybody else is some combination of leftist lunatic / asshole that made my life hell during covid / brainrotted ssri patient. I want a new fucking planet to live on tbh, till then Throfinn is pretty much the best I got.
I'm really trying to stay positive for my own sanity, but it just feels like trying to breathe underwater.
Why did you move into your own place before you could afford it?? That makes no sense. Life is challenging enough without making it harder on yourself.