Пікірлер

  • @corpsepaws
    @corpsepaws8 сағат бұрын

    When you have bpd and you just know you're gonna be part of the 10%.

  • @hosseinhaghshenas7440
    @hosseinhaghshenas74409 сағат бұрын

    It's 12:04 3 may 2024 and 7 may is my birthday... Im writing this message for 2028 and i hope i will be alive in this year :) if you see this comment you can also write something for yourself in replies ❤

  • @M.Avag3an
    @M.Avag3an11 сағат бұрын

    Просто шедевр для интровертов, не только интровертов и шедевр для тех кто устал от этой жизни и хочет покойя

  • @KelOmoriBattlePass
    @KelOmoriBattlePass17 сағат бұрын

    I don’t wanna read a paragraph I just want someone to say that they love me 😭

  • @Louise3901
    @Louise390115 сағат бұрын

    I love you ❤

  • @ThatOneGenshinEditor
    @ThatOneGenshinEditor2 сағат бұрын

    Love you!

  • @ThatOneGenshinEditor
    @ThatOneGenshinEditor2 сағат бұрын

    @@Louise3901love you too, I see you in replies. ❤

  • @fiscalfraud
    @fiscalfraud22 сағат бұрын

    Antes soñaba con escapar con el, pero ahora solo puedo aspirar a mantener su mirada aun en mi vida, a pesar de que el ya no me quiera de la misma manera. Esta playlist fue y es testigo de mi amor después de tanto tiempo.

  • @codylawrence3726
    @codylawrence372622 сағат бұрын

    I wish one day it’ll get better.

  • @user-ke1sv5gp6j
    @user-ke1sv5gp6jКүн бұрын

    Im confused abt what to do now Im sad Why cant i exeperience love How does having a crush feel How does fantisising abt your future with your crush feels like How does tears of joy feel like How does being congratulated by parents feel like How does being complimented by your older brother feel like Why cant i feel love Why cant i feel needed Why cant i feel loved Why cant i feel safe Why cant i feel great Why cant i feel proud Why cant i feel okay Why cant i feel accomplished Why cant i feel fine

  • @Louise3901
    @Louise390115 сағат бұрын

    Stay strong, you've got this! ❤

  • @teresatripp4197
    @teresatripp4197Күн бұрын

    Im i really uselesss......

  • @Louise3901
    @Louise390115 сағат бұрын

    You're not useless. You're valuable, important and unique my friend! ❤ You're here for a reason and you deserve to be here! ❤

  • @teresatripp4197
    @teresatripp4197Күн бұрын

    Almost get jumped by 20 ppl. Get a odr, takes med for depression Hm i wonder who..... Hates themselves Feels useles Gets judged fot being lesbian Mocked for bring sucidal? I have no idea who it could be.... right its me

  • @pinkpoIey
    @pinkpoIeyКүн бұрын

    I listen to this every night while going to sleep since a year now

  • @CrazyLyrics-ju3gi
    @CrazyLyrics-ju3giКүн бұрын

    Let's make this clear,i love my parents and family so much,but i feel like it's always my fault. Today,may 1st 2024,i finished my homework for school,my history homework. I finished it too late,and all i hear from my mom it's not a "don't worry,but do better next time" instead i hear "you didn't do anything all day and yet you want me to believe you studied? Why can't you be more like your cousin? She studies alone,has good grades in all subjects,helps her mother in house chores and she is perfect! All you do is stay in your bed w your phone!" I love her,but i feel like a human shit when she says this. I wish she could understand i feel bad,and i don't want her to tell me i can't reach my dream. I'm 15 and i go to a linguistic high school,i have all 7/8/9 in all languages and 4/5 in science and math (so i have good grades after all)and my dream is to become a language teacher,but she says "you don't wanna study now and yet talk about university and becoming a teacher? Just shut up,you will not become anything with this mind of yours,you have to study and you don't even try! The only place they can take you without high school or a degree it's McDonald's." I really hope they understand that,cause i love them but i feel bad for their words,they really hurt me.

  • @barnoahmadjonova3104
    @barnoahmadjonova3104Күн бұрын

    ❤❤❤😊😊😊

  • @KOKO-fo7iq
    @KOKO-fo7iqКүн бұрын

    I turned turned to my lord and savior Jesus Christ please do to don’t take my word but pray and ask for guidance to God and through the Holy Spirit you find Jesus Christ have a goodsy Godbless turn to Jesus Christ and repent.

  • @fire_trex8291
    @fire_trex8291Күн бұрын

    Hey just here to vent about life, So I move around alot so that means I'm constantly out of school and the off chance I get to make friends I just end up moving, But one kid One Friend we became friends but one day I moved I was the wierd kid I was moved into the middle of a school year after that's school year, when I got to my new class my old friend was sitting doing school work and I was assigned next to him, but somthing felt off with him Wrong we started talking about school but once again he felt dull, things had kept up, till one day, he didn't come to school nor my house, same for his brother,, after about half a week his brother had left me a letter by his brother, the feeling of worry came over my face, It was a Suicide note.

  • @WilliamXu210
    @WilliamXu2102 күн бұрын

    Can't even force a smile, but when I "smile" it feels like a mask

  • @bendrowned4673
    @bendrowned46732 күн бұрын

    i have love to give you. i may not know you but i love you. we are in this shitty world together and i’m not letting you give up so soon. there is so much life left to live. let’s live it together<3

  • @imansalem3681
    @imansalem36812 күн бұрын

    I miss my dad so bad, and I'm scared to ask my mom if I can see him. I'm scared that she'll be angry with me and that I will never see him again.

  • @user-xz6bg4be6r
    @user-xz6bg4be6r2 күн бұрын

    Атмосферно становиться ...

  • @user-xz6bg4be6r
    @user-xz6bg4be6r2 күн бұрын

    Рядом с людьми я кажусь пустотой , а этот плейлист даёт мне надежду на ,то что у меня есть друзья........

  • @MeLove2Draw
    @MeLove2Draw3 күн бұрын

    When it ended I jumped cause the next song was American horror show. 🤦‍♀️ (no hate it’s a really good song but, KZread, bad timing!)

  • @SIMP-vd8wv
    @SIMP-vd8wv3 күн бұрын

    Youre there for them until you cant but they try.

  • @Ih3artNyanCat44
    @Ih3artNyanCat443 күн бұрын

    To anyone, your not alone you will always find someone to talk to and trust me I have been in a pit of darkness for a long time you won’t get better in one day or night but if you start today trust me it will get better but you have to put effort in. I know it’s hard it was hard for me but please try don’t go down the rout I almost did. If I didn’t try to get out that hole i would have hurt myself.

  • @snowinsano
    @snowinsano3 күн бұрын

    i love yall in the comments bro, istg i kinda wanna kms but i cant disappoint yall ima stay alive fr 💯

  • @tylerramsey6527
    @tylerramsey65273 күн бұрын

    W

  • @snowinsano
    @snowinsano3 күн бұрын

    @@tylerramsey6527 i swear bro, the comments are so good 😭

  • @emilyrooney4665
    @emilyrooney46654 күн бұрын

    I happy that I’m alive, but I don’t want to be alive anymore

  • @junoo6420
    @junoo64204 күн бұрын

    Lately I realized that the reason I don't have friends is because I don't let anyone in. I don't let anyone in because deep down, I know I don't deserve to have anyone.

  • @malenayurchak8560
    @malenayurchak85604 күн бұрын

    I have words to say. As a basically homeless person, when you need it, seek help. If you dont have enough money? Know in your heart that i am proud of you. You have came so far! Even if you are young, think of all the years and how you have grown. Good job. Not onlh i am proud, but just know in your heart, god and jesus loves you, and you are amazing! How is your day? If its good, i hope it continues as a good day. If it was more worse, i am truly sorry. You are wonderful, beutiful, and kind. One last thing! ⚠️TW: SELF HARM TOPIC⚠️ your skin isn't paper, so dont cut it. Your neck isnt a coat rack, so dont hang it. Your life isnt a movie, so please, dont end it. ❤ REMEMBER: LOVE YALL!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU! 💖🫶 Edit: sorry about the typos 😅

  • @juufro2062
    @juufro20625 күн бұрын

    I would have done everything different if I knew id be listening to this drunk and alone at midnight

  • @alexistrate1992
    @alexistrate19925 күн бұрын

    This is a nice playlist good job on it keep up the good work

  • @PurpleCoral
    @PurpleCoral5 күн бұрын

    The worst kind of pain I have experienced is learning to love. Its easy to not trust people and live like a loner. But to trust another, and to trust your own judgment about them, has been quite painful. Only because its a growing pain, Its the kind of pain i cannot put down and abandon. There are days when i bask in love, dance and sing and feel giddy to hear the voice of my sweet lover. He is like sunshine on a cold winter day. And then there are days when i feel far away in a cold dark place. My sweet sunshine, oh how i long to be with you, the growing pains I shall learn to love them too.

  • @unknown-kl1il
    @unknown-kl1il5 күн бұрын

    i wanna run away and never come back

  • @14MS0S-LLY
    @14MS0S-LLY5 күн бұрын

    why are people so nice on the internet and so easy to talk/vent to but real life is so complicated

  • @the.smile.STUDIOS
    @the.smile.STUDIOS6 күн бұрын

    smile on while you, and i last. please.

  • @VictoriaMonteer-fl3fr
    @VictoriaMonteer-fl3fr6 күн бұрын

    the fact that i would do anything for anybody and i never get the same in return no matter how hard i try not to care i always end up crying in my room at night because i care to much it’s like even the people close to me i’ll do anything for them and i rarely ever get something in return i feel so used but idk how to tell them to stop because i dont want to be alone i don’t really care if you like me but if ur close enough to me that you know everything about me and u never do anything for me when travel around the world with you if you asked me im waiting for the right guy and i know i should just let them come to me but i feel like that’s all i’ve been doing all doing every time i see a couple either in social media or in real life all i can think of is how i want that i want that unconditional love the love that you would do anything for them and they’d do anything for you im just so tired of being alone i can’t take it anymore i’m so tired bro i just want someone to look at me and know they can tell me anything and to just care for me the only people in my life that actually care and want me is my cousin and my parents i dont have any friends i have someone i’m “talking” to but we haven’t actually met and i’m falling in love with him i do love him but i’m scared idfk if he actually likes me or idk man whatever

  • @Jeff-wq2gx
    @Jeff-wq2gx6 күн бұрын

    this snog made me cry

  • @onlylunavibes
    @onlylunavibes6 күн бұрын

    00:00 - roslyn 5:24 - apocalypse 10:49 - fingers crossed 14:09 - anchor

  • @magicfurrr979
    @magicfurrr9796 күн бұрын

    Обычно не пишу комментарии, но надо выговориться.. Мне плохо, я не знаю, какое слово подобрать, чтобы оно отразило мои чувства. Всё опять стало плохо, у меня опять ухудшилось моральное состояние, я не могу учиться в университете, не могу убираться, есть, гулять, смотреть сериалы, заниматься хобби Я только недавно две недели пробыла в психоневрологическом диспансере, но это ничего не дало... Я чувствую отвращение к себе и сильное разочарование. Я очень, очень разочарована в себе.. И я не знаю, что мне сделать, чтобы вернуть всё на прежние места. Я также разочарую своих родителей, когда скажу, что хочу взять академический отпуск. Я знаю, что они устроят скандал. Я устала от самой себя, я себе противна, я не хочу быть этим человеком, я хочу угождать преподавателям и родителям, чтобы никто не злился на меня, не расстраивался, не давал мне ещё больше поводов для вины и разочарования...

  • @klaydurham6046
    @klaydurham60467 күн бұрын

    POV you overthink everything just left with a hole in your chest you cant trust you cant love and you are here trying to forget everything... but all you want to do is forget about life. what is happiness what is love?

  • @retroactive_continuity
    @retroactive_continuity7 күн бұрын

    I found myself in the open, feeling the the rain beat down onto my face. I looked at the darkened clouds, it wasn't much to look at. The pit-patter of the rain soothed me, taking away my stress and anger. Although, it was only temporary. My heart still ached, yearning for love. And for company. For Someone to love me. And for Someone I could trust. That night, the sound of the heavy rain lulled me to sleep.

  • @KTu-fi6ey
    @KTu-fi6ey7 күн бұрын

    No one can make me make me smile yet

  • @Kentucky10122
    @Kentucky101228 күн бұрын

    The fact that you were always there when someone needed you and always cared so much about others and that certain person that whatever they did effected you and you wonder if there is even anything in this world for you. So you just go silent and push everyone away and don't care about anything cause you knewyou messed up something and your the problem. Then after healing from a heartbreak you risk asking someone and hoping for a good answer but decide to not go to school cause your scared of the outcome so you just hide and push the thought away because you feel hopeless and worthless. That's how I feel on 4/24/24💔

  • @lumine_traveler1546
    @lumine_traveler15468 күн бұрын

    Я недовольна своей жизнью, я очень многое хочу поменять, но я бесконечно зависима от легкого дофамина, от сахара, мне стало сложно просто жить, за год я набрала 10 килограмм лишнего веса, я перестала любить себя, я стала помешана на деньгах, и все, что я делаю - это просто мечтаю о лучшем будущем. Этим летом, скорее всего, я поеду в лагерь. И я всегда чувствовала себя яркой звездочкой, а не серой мышкой, но мне трудно быть собой. Я так много стесняюсь и боюсь, но я уже стараюсь бороться с этим. Я хочу быть лидером, хочу быть тем, за кем следуют люди. И за это лето я хочу научиться быть собой. Пусть лагере в июле будет чем-то вроде промежуточного экзамена. Пусть к осени я наконец совладаю с собой. Можете пинать меня. Периодически буду делиться результатами.

  • @ChucklurBuzz
    @ChucklurBuzz8 күн бұрын

    Just here for the night-time music

  • @Rose-hh7mk
    @Rose-hh7mk8 күн бұрын

    I had that sinking feeling today where I thought "did I forget to take my antidepressants?". I looked at my pill box, and I had taken them. This is just me getting worse.

  • @my.1ove
    @my.1ove8 күн бұрын

    Yeah im depressed now can i get some time stamps?

  • @brookmarie6909
    @brookmarie69099 күн бұрын

    Whats the song at 11:38

  • @ziko_playzz
    @ziko_playzz9 күн бұрын

    "pov-" its not a pov anymore :(

  • @XxHayashixX679
    @XxHayashixX67911 күн бұрын

    This video is stolen lmao the original creators name is "sonic" didn't even try to hide it lol This is the youtube link to the original video made by sonic kzread.info/dash/bejne/maygw8qIksSsm84.htmlsi=qBRJNAEGXTbRN3DM

  • @ButteredToast677
    @ButteredToast67711 күн бұрын

    The thought of waking up in the morning is just painful because every single day I say one single thing and get mad at myself thinking I sound stupid and hate everything more just wishing that one day I didn’t need to get up in the morning, Or maybe somehow enjoy things and think people actually do like me.

  • @mmskiwiki230
    @mmskiwiki23011 күн бұрын

    some people's depression makes them sleep a lot, I lose sleep because of mine.