It hurts when you think you’re finally okay, and just like that suddenly your not.

@someone-hx2wg

Жыл бұрын

Yep. Going through that rn

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

literally :(

@PuddleLP

11 ай бұрын

every single time, you think finally and then something snaps back. Again and again every single time. ; /

@anniemccormick3339

11 ай бұрын

@@PuddleLP oh my gosh, i feel that SO much!!!

@anniemccormick3339

11 ай бұрын

@@PuddleLP that literally happens to me all the fricking time, i hate it!

It's so funny how everyone is more understood by strangers than their own friends, lovers or family.

@Blstanforlivebitch

Жыл бұрын

I do get that, I tend to vent online more than I do to people I trust.

@thefaunus5354

Жыл бұрын

Am I one of the only ones who has a girlfriend that knows like everything I am going through and understands

@Opal_Greene

Жыл бұрын

@@thefaunus5354 probably 😃

@thenormie

Жыл бұрын

@@thefaunus5354 you're lucky and I'm happy for you bro

@prakharshubhasung4620

Жыл бұрын

@@thefaunus5354 and yet here you are

it’s only been a month of school and i’m exhausted i barely get sleep then i pass out after school on my bed then it cycles, night times hits me my boyfriend sleeps and i just look back of how me and him use to just play game and talk and laugh... now he sleeps early while i stay up crying every night... what have i become from good energy to just mental breakdowns,anxiety,and just depression i’m falling apart each day of school.. i miss when there was no school of me and my boyfriend chillin and just enjoy spending time but school is in the way now

@milktea.8822

Жыл бұрын

I know what you mean I’m going to something similar. Hope you can figure things out

@belzz5908

Жыл бұрын

Always remember that these things are not permanent and there are brighter days ahead

@sooniemystic

Жыл бұрын

School sucks. But it will end one day

@kilo8885

Жыл бұрын

Same for me ,School is the problem ,I don't sleep ,I hate going at school ,I hate people at school ,I hate going out .I don't find myself beautiful ,I don't know what I'm gonna do of my fucking life ,I'm 17 ,no gf ,no social life ,no life project ,I may just go away ... Fly high

@HeyItsKereese

Жыл бұрын

@@kilo8885 i’m literally in the same spot where I just want to fly high because these governments and teacher have no right to tell us to keep pushing when they are the ones breaking us I’m Tired. But please let’s show them what where made of that they can’t break us or our fight to live the life they don’t want us to have. All love

You've never understood what being lost feels like until everything is going wrong and you're wondering why you can't fix it.

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Oh, you can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that so much. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. Wanna sit down for a while? I'm here to listen. Tell me , what's on your mind? Don't worry, this is a judgement free zone ❤ Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I would never. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. So tell me, what's on your mind? Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. SO! PROUD!!! ❤ Of course I understand! One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you: No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. Go stand up, and get a glass of water and some food. If you can at least do that, then you've conquered the day my magnificent friend

@sleepykarie91

Жыл бұрын

I hear there voice in this.

@bennymaster4439

Жыл бұрын

thank you... ;-;

@ikermccarter2909

Жыл бұрын

appreciate these words very much

@x0moonlight_wolf0xyt91

Жыл бұрын

this made me cry even more thank you for shareing this wonderfull comment may god bless you thank you

@Mera03

Жыл бұрын

Thank you ♥️

If your going through depression,insecurities,trust issue problems, etc. and you are reading this comment, just know you made it this far. Don’t stop here. Keep going. I believe in you

@user-uu1hv8nv6i

Жыл бұрын

Yes your right here thanks

@elii114

Жыл бұрын

thank u

@x0moonlight_wolf0xyt91

Жыл бұрын

i said this to myself when i was 10 i almost gave up but here i am at 21 still stuggle with mentle health but still fighting like i told my self when i was 10 never give up on hope

@raistlinmajere1010

Жыл бұрын

Thank you

@raistlinmajere1010

Жыл бұрын

But I won't being going much more ill give you guys all my love but in the end it won't be enough to feel the void you guys are dealing with just going to say love you all thank you again you guys are stronger then I am stay in there you beautiful people

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! -not mine. take care of yourself

@may-ll2cm

Жыл бұрын

thanks I´m feeling kinda sad rn bc I had a fight with my father so this really helped in connection with the Playlist. Have a good day, night or anything else :)

@saffffff6

Жыл бұрын

@@may-ll2cm aw thank you. I really do hope things work out. Good luck!

@dooooodlesz

Жыл бұрын

Thank you! I'm drawing fears as monsters and this playlist put me in the mood for it.

@saffffff6

Жыл бұрын

@@dooooodlesz ofc! Have fun

@drownedre5942

Жыл бұрын

may ur life be better too, kind person

Yeah . It's getting worse and worse .

I think that The worst type of pain is mental pain (depression, anxiety, stress etc.) because no one ever sees it or notices it, it’s all inside and if you don’t ever say anything no one will ever help or know. It’s the worst type because you just feel truly alone, and no one else notices your suffering

@anthonycollums5108

Жыл бұрын

i feel the same way. i want people to understand. but none of them do. but just hang in there. we have purpose. thats what everyone has. the thing everyone has in common

School is starting for two days for me...thanks for this :)

@winxs3214

Жыл бұрын

Same 🙂

@sugarsweet4339

Жыл бұрын

Hopefully u make some friends I hope schools isn't a boring routine I hope that school doesn't stress you out I hope, i hope you get better (っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ

@Xx_An0th3r_xX

Жыл бұрын

@@sugarsweet4339 Thanks this made me feel better for going to school ^^

@idalsenturk4544

Жыл бұрын

Good luck dude 💝💖

@Xx_An0th3r_xX

Жыл бұрын

@@idalsenturk4544 i wish u luck also :D

I've listened to way too many of these playlists. And although I come here to just enjoy the music, I notice something quite beautiful in every comment section. Although people pour their hearts out, share their depressive thoughts, share how big their battles are, there always, always, always seems to be hope as well. We understand, we cheer each other up, we feel the connection, although we are so desperately alone. It's honestly really beautiful to see, through all the sadness, that there are people that care and feel like you feel so that you're less alone.

@whosava..

Жыл бұрын

i love this.

@NotJuice-

Жыл бұрын

Isn’t it weird how strangers on KZread understand how you feel and give you more emotional support than anyone else

@joe-_-

Жыл бұрын

I'm just here to make as many people miserable as possible lol. Just cracks me up reading "wee-wee I'm 14 and this is deep Im bullied wee-wee" funniest shyte ever.

@joe-_-

Жыл бұрын

@@sxdkxng2579 lmao truuu

@scaramoucheismine

Жыл бұрын

@@joe-_- Oh so edgy and cool 😱

it‘s 4 am, it‘s the 31.12… the new year is almost here. but i don‘t want it to come even though this has been the worst year i‘ve had so far. i wanna stay in this day forever, just cry to playlists and feel shitty about myself, about life and this world. I don‘t want a new year full of challenges and hard times, i’m not ready. i don’t want new memories, nothing new, it’s just becoming all too much. i wish everything could stop.

@browhat932

Жыл бұрын

Just remember that if you’re having a bad time, one day you’ll have an equally happy time if not even more happy 😁. Hope you’re doing well in 2023

@btsmemesandmore

Жыл бұрын

@@browhat932 thank you, i hope your 2023 is gonna be good too :)

@Irad_ty

Жыл бұрын

This is how I feel rn

@lily437

Жыл бұрын

Me too.

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

LITERALLY how i felt too!! i didn't want to leave 2022 and idk if i like 2023 at all.

To anyone reading this, I promise you’ll make through your dark times, even if it isn’t soon. It’ll happen. For now, the best you can do is breathe, drink water, and rest. And if you can, try to eat something. It doesn't have to be anything big like a full meal, but at least something like a small bag of fruit snacks or a bag of chips. You don’t have to do anything more. Don’t worry about grades, don’t worry about friends, and don’t worry about parents, or whatever is bothering you. Just be here in this very moment. In this moment you're just here. Listening to this playlist, and reading this comment. You don’t have to pay any minds to the past or the future right now. Those were then or will be when they will be. Then isn't right now though. I'm proud of you all for making it so far in this life of yours, don't end it yet! Things will lighten up eventually, even if it seems like forever. You've made it this far, you can make it a little further. I wish you all the best life

@_paperstars_

Жыл бұрын

my goodness you're an angel,, thank you so much

@Lynkx3408

Жыл бұрын

just reading this helps

to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) Love You, Ajj

@thatonegirl6236

2 күн бұрын

ty for this

Wondering if I could share my poem with y’all :> It’s called: The Loneliness of Being Surrounded by People It’s a feeling in the pit of your stomach, or the tips of your fingers. You reach out to try and grasp it only for it to whisk away into smoke. It clouds your vision and taints your mind. It’s a feeling of dread that haunts your soul. A feeling of guilt that sways your steps. An uncertainty that pulls you from the edge of sleep. A feeling of fear that digs down to the bone. “You are all alone.” You hear it in your thoughts. It tells you lies. Sometimes you cannot hide from it’s suffocating jaws. Sometimes running feels impossible. It’s a feeling of endless pain. You lay awake. Dry, tired eyes held open by nothing more than a wish. No more tears left to cry. “Why do you even try?” It laughs. It mock. It never stops. It’s your worst critic and your closest friend. It will be with you forever, until the end. Your throat tightens and your muscles tense in its looming shadow. It knows your face, and how you hate it. It knows deep down you love it’s words. It knows the anger you hide. It knows everyone will one day leave your side. It calls to you with a plague of memories. It pulls you towards its haunting words. The truth is, you don’t really try to fight it. Sometimes It’s easier to hurt that to be reminded. Sometimes It’s worth it. To sit alone with its words rather than brave the faces of those you love. Sometimes The people you want to trust will only make it worse. Just hide it. They’ll thank you later. You’ll thank me later. -Loneliness

@abigailkettab-coe3978

Жыл бұрын

It's really good ! Keep it up !

@Exponentialcrisis

Жыл бұрын

@@abigailkettab-coe3978 thank you! :)

@pradnyajagtap1549

Жыл бұрын

It’s beautiful 😊😊

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

oh my goshh!! this is SO GOOD!! i'm saving this, it's honestly a beautiful poem, keep up the incredible work!!💗

@Exponentialcrisis

Жыл бұрын

@@anniemccormick3339 oh my gosh! thank you!! :))

I've become silent and violent. I don't recognize myself anymore. It's too late. Just keeps getting worse and I don't know how much longer I'll be here

@a.jum0414

Жыл бұрын

Here's the two month update. Going jobless and realising people who cheat their way in life can still win and then people like me just feeling unwanted. Money is all the problem in this world

@a.jum0414

Жыл бұрын

@@Maria14-23 I’m still here. Thanks for checking in. Let’s hold on until our time comes. Maybe we will be happy at some point

A girl that i have admired ever since a met her sent a mass text saying “im sorry for what im about to do see you guys on the flip side”(or something among those lines) to all of her clise friends and i cant stop thinking about her. Everyone is saying she doing it for attention and probably didn’t but i cant stop thinking about her. She always is so confident and never hesitated to defend someone and if she really did it i don’t know what to do with my life. I hate everything and everyone most of the time and barely can hold on. The thought of losing her has broken me. Im not even clise friends with her but i still can’t comprehend the thought of her leaving. Please never lie about things like suicide it has broken and hurt so many of her friends

@rafaelaa.freitas5563

Жыл бұрын

hello, do you want to chat? Maybe this was her way of asking for help...

@Red12406

Жыл бұрын

Talk to them in person if you’re able to maybe it can help to get the confusion in order. And honey, that’s a little bit of love I sense there. I could be wrong, but I’m going off personal experiences. Anyways love, Good luck! PS: Don’t fall too deep into the hole.

it takes so much effort to keep on going... i don't have any goals for the future, dont want to have them... cant go because i promised to stay dont want to hurt anyone who loves me i am stuck in a place where i hate to be...

@DCFanatic7

Жыл бұрын

Even the deepest pits have an end, the water fills the hole and you'll swim out. Stay strong brother.

@dxisychxrm9502

Жыл бұрын

Exactly I can’t go bc I have some people I can’t leave

@chloepenberthy6776

Жыл бұрын

im proud of you, i love you

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

same, it's the only reason i've never gone through with doing away with myself.

It’s 3am right now for me. But regardless of the time I just want to say to anyone that needs it, I’m glad you’re here and I’d like it if you stayed just a little longer… I know, it’s hard, I get trust me I do. As a 19 almost 20 year old guy that’s been close to taking his own life in the past 2 years and told that I’m a coward or that a need to “man up” “grow some balls” or told “get over it, that’s just how it is” I Understand it’s seems like an impossible task just to talk about what it is you feel to others, family, friends, partners and other men especially without being judged. But from a man to a man, It’s ok to get help, it’s ok to talk. Also however, understand that talking doesn’t have to be the only way out. And that it’s possible to find your own way out, if that means going to the gym, then go to the gym, if it means working on a project or focusing on a hobby then do those things. As long as it keeps you here a little longer… Now I’ll leave you with this, “a man is not a man because he wants to be, but because he understands his responsibility’s and acts upon them despite his better judgment” …I love you 🖤

@chloepenberthy6776

Жыл бұрын

your so strong, i love you

@bubbletown6962

Жыл бұрын

ur a strong person, ppl like u are rare, ur the type of person who knows how to deal with ppl who have a small mind ur the type of person who knows how to live who knows his responsibilities who knows that the comments from other ppl wont ever invade his life as long as he loves himself so love urself u dont need to care bout other ppl i love you WE love you

@anthonycollums5108

Жыл бұрын

I'm not saying this because i really want to but im 16.. i have no family or friends. but i am glad that there are people like you to help the bad times. people need your encouragement. im sure not many people told you either but you hang in there too. everyone has a purpose. thats really my only encouragement to keep going. i know there is something or someone out there that needs me. sometimes i do question my life but then i think about what my friends would want... im still trying to get over their deaths... but i know theyll want me to keep going. as for my parents too. you stay in there alright. i do wish for a peaceful sleep someday...

@anthonycollums5108

Жыл бұрын

I'm not saying this because i really want to but im 16.. i have no family or friends. but i am glad that there are people like you to help the bad times. people need your encouragement. im sure not many people told you either but you hang in there too. everyone has a purpose. thats really my only encouragement to keep going. i know there is something or someone out there that needs me. sometimes i do question my life but then i think about what my friends would want... im still trying to get over their deaths... but i know theyll want me to keep going. as for my parents too. you stay in there alright. i do wish for a peaceful sleep someday...

@arushiminhas

Жыл бұрын

Hope you’re doing better. Much love to you. Your comment made me feel a little less lonely. Thankyou.

I recently got back to school. I had a lonely break, my friends going out without telling me, leaving me alone in my house with nobody to talk to. Nearly two months of that and I went back to school, feeling shit and barely eating. Took me only two days of being back for me to finally break down, throwing my laptop in anger after all my friends avoiding me, giving me "space" as if it's what i wanted and only then I started to cry and fall to pieces in the school's wellbeing center. that was the most i've cried at school. that was the most i felt wrong. that was the most i wanted to leave, and say goodbye to the world. but im still here. i dont know why but i am, im still trying to go on. it's important that you do too.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

I'm really sorry that happened ashley 💔 I've been in your shoes. When I was in college a very similar thing happened to me. I totally broke down after that. Not in public, but I just withdrew from the whole world. I know that feeling of being "wrong". Like life is suddenly just broken somehow, and you can't put it back together again. You used to be a normal person and now you're just different. It feels like it'll never be the same. This is when I really met Jesus. He proved to me in many ways, he was there for me when everyone else had abandoned me. He saved me from my own sins. It was personal for him. He knew my name... he loved *me.* He knows you too Ashley. ❤ and he loves you. He died for your sins. Don't ever be afraid to speak your whole mind to God. He knows everything about us... there's no point in hiding. Not even doubt, anger, fear, despair. He understands. ❤ Oh and I'm here too. Since I went through a similar thing you can vent to me anytime.

in a hope that maybe no one will see this, i pour my heart out here, knowing that a stranger may know my secret. As of late, i am exhaused. School is hard, midterms are coming, and everything is chaos. I got sick and missed a bit too much. My friends didnt call to check up on me, to see if i was doing better or if i was going to return sooner. No one called, no one texted. I was left alone in my room with my own thoughts. Its scary. Thinking about everything and nothing at the same time. How i'm missing so much material, and how i am so glad to be at home, not having to deal with any of it. Then it hits that i'll have to work twice as hard, to get to where i was. Then the thoughts about how bad i'll do come, and keep coming. Im scared im going to fail, not take my exams, and everyone will think i'm worthless. And then it hits me. Am i actually worthless? It feels like it. Feels like im too diffrent from everyone else, and no one wants to be around me. Why can't i be normal. Why can't i be like everyone else i know? Not breaking down about the smallest thing that happens to them. Why am i the way I am? I was so good before. What chaged within me? I dont know. Kind stanger, if you did read this, thank you for spending some of your precious time on seeing what goes on in the head of a teenager mid breakdown. Have a good day.

@dy4mi

Жыл бұрын

I know this feeling, you are not alone. we are normal, your soul is just too pure. you deserve everything and will get it. I just know. you are not alone, please remember that.

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

You're not alone. I know at times it can seem hopeless. What you described is basically how I feel too. I hope you're doing better. The nice thing about these playlists is you'll always, always find people that are struggling with the exact same thing. we're all here for each other. our words, though it may not seem like it, can inspire or help someone else. technically speaking, there is no normal. no one is normal. there is no such thing as normal. everyone has a way of hiding their pain and making it seem like everything is okay. we all struggle but that's okay. it's simply a part of life but it definitely sucks. things may get worse or they may get better but either way, you always make it through somehow and i know you'll get through whatever it is you're struggling with. i know i'm a complete stranger but im here if you need to vent, im MORE than happy to listen (i genuinely love helping people with their feelings and such)💞

TIME STAPS,GUYS~~ 00:00-05:37 - Apocalypse - cigarettes after sex(slowed) 05:38-11:36 - Death or pain - Whatswrongharry 11:37-16:20 - where’s my love - SYML 16:29-19:03 - Je te Laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson 19:09-25:02 - A letter to you - lunasgrave 25:09-29:07 - Ylang Ylang - FKJ(slowed) 29:09-32:59 - The night we met - Lord Huron 33:07-38:19 - I love you - Billie Eilish 45:47 - Everything I wanted - Billie Eilish good night, sweetie🫀🪷🍃

@kazu9445

Жыл бұрын

I thought the second one was Roslyn by Bon Iver??

@ttv-_-down6801

Жыл бұрын

I love you, thank you for the timestamps

@lovelyivy

Жыл бұрын

thank you so so much.

@mint_cke

Жыл бұрын

@@kazu9445 It is, and the fifth is The Wisp Sings .-.

@OnlyJalonPhd

Жыл бұрын

@@kazu9445 it definitely is!!!

I don’t know how much longer I’ll be here. I don’t want to be here anymore.

@COPE-IN-HELL

Жыл бұрын

neither do i, but we have to stay here for each other.

@williamregnier7245

Жыл бұрын

@@COPE-IN-HELL together we are strong 💪 we will push through overcome and succeed listen to it's a beautiful remix my reshaun Edwards it will put a smile on your face

@williamregnier7245

Жыл бұрын

@@COPE-IN-HELL it's a beautiful day by reshaun Edwards

@adamantium4797

Жыл бұрын

Ok

I know I’m a random stranger who you probably don’t even know... but I still think you should know... I’m proud of you... don’t give up.. :)

@pancakeuscornflakeus

Жыл бұрын

this was- so needed right now- thank you-

@HotQuotive

Жыл бұрын

How are you proud of people like me that havent accomplished anything yet?

I cried, wiped my tears, hugged myself, said some motivational shit to my reflection in the mirror while having a breakdown because I couldn't take it anymore. And I have the strong urge to say goodbye, if you get what I mean. But I'm not doing it... It's fucking hard, but I think I'm doing well... I think- Hope you guys are okay, because I'm not but here I am still living. I'll hug u man idfc. Stay strong

@elii114

Жыл бұрын

i'm proud of you! :) if you need something i'm here

@closedfiles.

Жыл бұрын

@@elii114 thanks man, you too. Appreciate the reply

@davidkoszuc4384

Жыл бұрын

do NOT end it life can be and will be beautiful. If you will ever think of that, there is always at least one person who would be broken if you leave them

@closedfiles.

Жыл бұрын

@@davidkoszuc4384 that's why I'm still here, i know I'll hurt alot of people, i shouldn't be too selfish right? And thanks 😃

@projectroxas3307

Жыл бұрын

I keep thinking, constantly, about death and how it would fucking be everything I want right now, more than happiness itself probably, but not yet as you said, I'm not doing it yet either. Not now. Let's keep going a little further!

Dusk settled over the house as the 24 hour mark was made. My eyes crossed over to the chair in front of me. The cushions sat untouched, perfectly placed just how she liked them and the knitted grey blanket she would lay over her lap as she read, draped over the side of the armchair. The fire was ready from yesterday. He said he would only hunt for an hour or so, while it was dusk, i stoked the fire, awaiting a roasted turkey sitting on our table for the two of us to share. A meal we hadn’t had since she enjoyed it with us. Turkey was always our favourite, and it would bring a smile to her face every time we brought one home, for us to enjoy together. He insisted I not come with him this time, wanting to prove he could do this on his own. He had always had a spirit about him, a determination, competitiveness, and I watched as he grew up, besting everyone at anything he did, and every time I would be amazed at his determination. I longed to see him win something again, he had been so distant, ignoring me at every step, even rejecting a challenge. I miss the boy my son was before he lost her. Before I lost her. I walk over to the kitchen and grab scissors, and walk outside, making extra care to pick out perfect herbs since the ones I picked yesterday were left unused. I figured he just decided to stay up and spend the morning and day hunting and he should be back soon. I placed the herbs into a small jar on the bench labelled ‘herbs’ written in her writing. I always admired how she wrote, the way she made her writing look elegant, as she did with everything else. My fingers traced each letter, each curl, each flick longing to hold another piece of her close to me. Nothing felt the same without her, her presence put life into our house. Without her, the walls suffocate me and the cold always bites me. I have William thought, and for that I love. Every time I look at him, I see a part of her in him, the way he smiles, although it’s rare. I see it in his eyes, his icy blue eyes matching hers, those eyes I adored so much. My gaze fell on the guns on the wall, the one he took was missing, however the bullets I left for him remained. Why would he go hunting without bullets? I walked over and looked at them. Did he take some? I left twenty for him, any less than that to take would be stupid but there was at least 15 bullets here. I should count them, check how many he took, maybe he took some others. Slowly, my trembling fingers placed each one to the side. Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen. My fingers searched the table for the last bullet. Nothing but wood grazed my fingers. He took one bullet.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

This is really great. The ending is amazing.

@bubbletown6962

Жыл бұрын

COMPLETE IT DONT DO THIS TO ME IM GONNA CRY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

It’s hard for me to show immediate sadness. When friends tell me something sad, I laugh. I don’t know why

Its 2 am where I am and this playlist and these comments has help me cry and accepts these feelings for the first time in months. to anyone who is listening to this at night or day, I'm thankful your still here, I'm thankful for how strong you are. I'm thankful that your accepting its getting worse please have water and have a small snack, if night get some rest, if day go outside and have a walk no matter the weather. go and talk to someone you care about about something you care about. go play with your pet if you have one, go hug someone :)

@Kenny-up9no

Жыл бұрын

❤❤❤

@alexismclaurin7224

Жыл бұрын

I do too.

@Grim274

Жыл бұрын

i hope u get ur smile back some day

CW: School Related Vent I hate myself so much for getting my hopes up for junior year. I was doing so well in the first week, I thought that this time, things would be different. I was wrong. I forgot how horrible my work ethic was, and I only ever checked google classroom for assignments. Then I checked Aeries and found out I have over ten things that I apparently never did and submitted. It’s only going to get even bigger the more I slowly lose my grip on my academic performance, and I don’t need to check series this time that I have abysmal grades. Each time I try to work on something I keep spacing out and my brain gets fogged with so much stress my family tells me to take a break or go to sleep when I didn’t even get anything done since I got so wrapped up from catastrophizing over my inability to retain what the assignment was instructing me to do or just being demotivated from doing it because of how much work it seems. I end up wasting my time, with no homework done, and no time to talk to my friends. And then my course load gets even bigger, and bigger, and bigger, with all the class work that I’ve stopped seeing a point in doing anymore because I can’t memorize anything for shit. I literally became so much of an academic failure after years of trying and failing to fix that, that I couldn’t even change a single fucking thing for junior year, and it’s just going to be like that for the rest of my life. In senior year, in college, in my future job at a fucking cubicle in some stupid corporate building, I don’t see a point in trying anymore. Nothing ever works anymore. I wish I was never born.

@abbieberman1848

Жыл бұрын

I may not know you, but I'm glad you were born. I wont say it's going to magically get easier but with age comes understanding. One day the burden wont feel so heavy. I believe in you even if you can't believe in yourself.

@Red12406

Жыл бұрын

My love, take my hand and we’ll face this together.

i just got diagnosed with anxiety, depression and ptsd. this is needed. thanks.

@chloepenberthy6776

Жыл бұрын

just know that you are beautiful and i love you

I just want to say a couple words. To say something into the void of unknown so maybe you could find a little leverage in this path you are walking along. Whether you are lost, wondering, or set straight does not matter. You have not found what you are looking for yet because you have not looked deeply enough in yourself. You are who you need, not anyone else. With you, comes the gift of everlasting love. Treat yourself as someone you loved with every ounce in your being. See what difference it makes. You do not have to change to be who need. You can work to be someone stronger. You can work to be smarter. You can work on yourself to be better. But you are never less than. You are stong. And you are enough. You are already enough just how you are. It does not matter your age, that does not dictate what you can and should feel. It does not matter your race, that does not change what your heart shows and feels. It does not matter your size, that does not change how you love. It does not matter where you live, for everything you have been given is enough for you to shine like the star you are. It does not matter what you may see in the reflection of your mirror, for your eyes deceive you into believing a monster is looking back at you. The photos can never show you the true beauty that lies behind your smile when you speak of the things you love. You do not see how your eyes light up when you think and talk about what interests you. You do not see the beauty that hides within you. Everyone has their own beauty to them, even the cruel. Sometimes all we need is just a little love, or someone to understand, or just someone to listen. Every person has a coping mechanism they use. Some are harmful, but we are all just trying to get by. We lose sight of ourselves and our actions. You are stronger than you know, never underestimate yourself. Pain has a way of making one feel they are alone and lost. Pain has a way of haunting someone. No matter how much you run, it is always there. Pain is an unforgiving wave of emotion that is impossible to escape. But I promise it does not last forever. It can last a very long time sometimes, yes. But when you have reached rock bottom, there is always a way up, because that is the only way left to go. And don’t worry about rushing up, take your time. Heal. Live. Cherish the little moments of joy. You deserve a break, and you deserve the freeing feeling of being able to breathe without your lungs becoming cold. Feel the weight be lifted. I know you can feel relief if you just wait. I cannot tell you how long it will take, it might take a while, but I know it will be worth it. You can find yourself living again, instead of the empty shell you have become, you can really live. Time. Time is what it will take. Time and patience. Please do not give up on this world yet, because this world is not ready for you to leave yet. The world needs your smile. Others will need your smile. You can smile at someone randomly, someday, does not matter when or where, just who. You can change their whole day. Your smile can cause someone to look on the brighter side. It just takes one smile. Be that smile. I know you are scared of happiness. After happiness only comes pain again, I know how you feel. But giving up would only prove those who said you couldn’t right. Be who they said you could never, and prove your better than you had ever dreamed. Because you, my dear, are one in a million. Actually, you are just one of a kind. There is no one else quite like you, so cherish your differences, because it is impossible to “fit in” a place where you were born to be different. You have a gift. Never forget that. Don’t let others take that gift away from you. Stay true to yourself and love yourself because you are who you need when no one else sees. You are amazing, and I see it. I see your strength, and your love, and your beauty, and your pain. But most importantly, I see you, just you. And you are the most wonderful thing I have ever seen. Who you are truly. I love you and I am so proud. Until another day. Sincerely yours -B

@devanshidarshini209

Жыл бұрын

I didn't knew but I needed that ig.

@bcpuppy4429

Жыл бұрын

@@devanshidarshini209 i am glad these words could reach you

@user-pt3ic9uz7w

Жыл бұрын

thank you

@bcpuppy4429

Жыл бұрын

@@user-pt3ic9uz7w of course, love

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

thank you for this, it's been a while since i've actually felt seen and understood, truly understood❤

Breathtaking. Whoever reads this comment I wish you peace of mind, health, and relaxation.❤

The human experience is so vast that I’m sure someone out there has felt or is feeling the same way as I am right in this moment. I used to be a terrible boyfriend, son, friend, and person to the people in my life. I’ve helped to rebuild the bridges I’ve burnt with some of my friends and family. It’s been almost 3 years and I still miss the feeling of holding her. What I did was inexcusable and I will never ask for forgiveness or for her to even look my way. She’s doing so much better now and it makes me happy to see her happy again, but I wish I had realized sooner that my actions truly have consequences. I’ve grown as a person since then and realized my mistakes and the effects of them. I just wish I didn’t hurt her the way I did. Despite this, I’ve never stopped loving her. I know I need to let go, and maybe this is my way of finally letting go of it. I just want the hurt and loneliness in myself to leave for mistakes I made years ago. I was a child and need to acknowledge that my brain was underdeveloped and my decision making was fast and short lived. Not an excuse for the actions. But I need to realize that it was my fault, but to forgive myself and move on. Fork has done many things that he regrets in life. I wish that you all learn from me and realize there will only be one person in this world who can bring you to your knees or to help you rise and stand tall. That is you. You have the ability to change your future. It’s not your fault. I’m so proud that you’re still here on this planet. Love the people in your life. Never forget to tell them that and truly mean it.

I'm starting collage in a couple of hours and I'm terrified it's gonna be the same as school thank you for this I needed it

@sarahhelena7062

Жыл бұрын

Goodluck there!! You can do this.

@westonwheeler2311

Жыл бұрын

It only be the same if you let it. Join clubs, go to the events the school plans, talk to others in your classes. Youre gonna be fine

@pabloescobarschanclas

Жыл бұрын

collage? how the hell did you even get in when you can’t spell the word ‘college’ itself lmao

@sooniemystic

Жыл бұрын

@@pabloescobarschanclas a person may not have English as a first language or they just made a misspell. Does it says anything about their ability to study at school?

@Lupus_Jr

Жыл бұрын

how’s it going so far?

this playlist made my night bc its 4am and this really just let me get it all out

I am currently awake at 2:35 am, nothing feels real, I have been hurting myself, I’m not hungry anymore, it’s difficult for me to cry but im so irritable and get upset easily, im trying to be better but it’s hard when the world around me doesn’t seem to be changing. When this whole mess of a life started, I kept telling myself it would get better. There’s always a rainbow just around the corner. Except for me there was no corner. It was just a long narrow hallway that kept getting darker and darker as I walked on hoping for a light. I’m losing hope now and I don’t know what to do. I just want to feel the need to live again. That’s all I want. This is an amazing playlist and it’s really helping to get my emotions out. Thank you for this.

@projectroxas3307

Жыл бұрын

My life seems pointless at this point. I broke up almost 6 months ago with my girlfriend, and I thought that she'd eventually become my wife. It will become a scar, and I will think about her forever every now and then. And If everything keeps going bad as fuck, I'll probably finally leave this world. But not yet. I want to keep going just a little further, and see if anything actullay changes for the good. Please let this happen to you as well. Keep going. Something good might happen sooner or later. Keep going!

From a girl who deals with seasonal depression this is really relaxing. I'm currently reading the 5th Harry Potter book as we speak. I'm debating on weather I should stay up and read all night or try to sleep and swim in my thoughts...😕💭

@projectroxas3307

Жыл бұрын

you seem like a cheerful girl when you're not depressed

@pugical5899

9 ай бұрын

This playlist is so beautiful, though it hurts. Accepting its getting worse.. I know it may be hard. I can barely move from everything that has happened in the past month. I just need you to know, don’t be afraid to pour your emotions out, please don’t lock them in a jar, I know life is hard, it’s a pain in the ass really. Waking up every morning is a blessing yet a curse. You see smiling faces around you, yet the feeling of them frowning at the sight you grows. I just lock myself up, crying myself to sleep. I spend most of my time separating myself from reality really. I’ll be on my Phone, Oculus, IPad, etc, trying to forget the burdens of taking a step out of my room, out of my front door, off my porch. Just to face reality’s cruel gesture’s. Just please… Stay here, I know it’ll get hard, I know reality’s cold hands will point at you, dragging you down. The thoughts of giving up mere seconds from being done. I just need you to know, we’re here, open arms, ready to listen, ready to cry with you. Just don’t give up. Okay?

it's not the fact that are sad songs... it's the way that make my heart rate slow a little bit, for me to calm down

this is quite nice, actually. nice to listen to after a big, flashy day. thank you for this, and good luck to everyone trying to get better.

Or anyone that ever does read this this world is not sweet in majority but there are moments those moments is what make it worth living in this world, this world is not the thing that is curl just the people that live within it. Put these people have been known for great things from blessing to simple Acts to protecting people in any shape or form, if you lose someone they are not lost until you forget them, if you hurt someone forgive yourself within time and then ask for forgiveness but do not expect forgiveness if you have not earned it, good night or good day for whoever has read this and may you get some rest Love is pain Pain is hate And hate is love

If you need motivation: " If you are thinking about how far you can go, go so far, you can't hear them anymore."- a wise person. "No one is you, and that's your super power."- Another wise person. If you're numb and want to cry: "We didn't know we were making memories, we just thought we were having fun... - Winnie the pooh." "People always tell me to move on, but why can't I stay here and be sad?" - Dr. Shaun Murphy. (Not the exact words)

This is a good lay their and sob playlist

It feels really good to come back to or run into playlists like these after coming back up from a dark place. It feels so beautiful to me, like your reflecting. Knowing that you can end up there again, but for now, it's a strange gratitude.

If you feel tired, keep going, even if you don't feel anything anymore. Your days will get better. Some days you will wake up feeling very happy and others not so much. So please keep trying, don't give up yet. You are a star that shines like all the others, you are important just like them.🌻

things are getting hard again

I always thought that my depression, bad thoughts, and mental breakdowns would go away eventually…but I was wrong that never happened now I’m sick and tired of this disease we call life. I’m so fucken tired of walking on egg shells when I’m around my friends and family because I don’t want to say something that will hurt them, I’m tired of pretending I’m happy when I’m back into my depression rut… I’m tired of going to school after a night of crying with one earbud in because I fucking lost the other set and it’s at full volume so I hopefully lose my hearing… I’m tired of life and hearing peoples bullshit and the world’s problems so I don’t want to hear anymore. I want to forget…Forget life and forget all the crappy memories that people gave me. I’m just tired… I want to sleep but I know that my dreams will haunt me just the same as my waking ones so what’s the fucken point…I want out. I would usually read through my comment but I don’t really care anymore… nobody is gonna read this anyway why would they? Im just another person on the internet who needed a place to vent just goes to show how fucked up humanity is, we all get hurt then hurt others then it just makes a chain reaction. Who came first the hurtie or the hurter? Lmao I’m funny right? jk jk humor… haha I think by my comment you can see the emotions I go through and the fact I’m having a mental breakdown…maybe you couldn’t idk I don’t know the person behind the screen. Wow what the fuck is wrong with me? I’m just like everyone else aren’t I? Venting on the internet wondering about life questioning their existence… I don’t know if I’m gonna even post this but I guess if you are reading this or if I read this when I’m in the right head space at least a little bit then I guess I did post it… if that’s the case I really recommend writing down your feelings, fuck people! 😂 typing or writing your feelings is better trust me. I guess I’ll post this…I stopped crying so I should go do something else though so I guess goodnight or whatever…at this point I don’t really care anymore. Fuck you fuck this world and fuck the rules… love you at the same time though…I guess. ❤️ 🖕🙂🖕:)

@Molly_125

Жыл бұрын

I hope you're feeling better now its been 3 months but if not, just know that I understand where you're coming from. This world sucks and theres a lot of shitty things that happen. I really really hope things get better for you, u just gotta hang in there okay? we'll get through this shit together :)

I like to go back to my many youtube playlists that i listened to when i was struggling just to feel the heavy weight for a moment to feel comforted.

To, everyone reading this message.. Hi! You probably don’t know who I am, but I just wanted to let you know something. You matter so much to me, it doesn’t matter if you fail at anything, you didn’t fail to me. You are a winner, a winner at life, and many other things. Your feelings and opinions are valid, and I probably sound like a broken record. there’s always people saying, “things will get better.” “Your feelings are valid.” “I care about you.!” But that never happened, that’s not even how you feel, or what you think. You shame yourself for your past mistakes, you harm yourself because you “aren’t good enough”, you think that nobody cares or loves you. You hope that one day things will get better, but deep down.. a piece of you doesn’t WANT to get better. you like to harm yourself, because that’s how you know you aren’t just dead while breathing. Am I right?. Well. So many people feel this way, and I may not be able to change your mind.. but I hope to make a difference. I know I have no idea who you are, and you have no idea who I am but please, please listen to me. YOU ARE VALID, AND YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL ON THE INISIDE. I just want you to know, you aren’t alone. I’m here for you, I always will be. There’s so many people going through this same thing. List of things that you should know: •Your past mistakes don’t define you. •You aren’t a bad person because you distance yourself, or because you don’t meet THEIR expectations. •just because people body shame you, doesn’t mean you have to change your body. You matter a lot, you are worth more than every single cent on this world. And you don’t have to believe me, but I hope you do. •don’t self harm, you’ll regret it later on in your life.. you deserve sleep, you deserve to eat, you don’t deserve shaming yourself, you don’t deserve to hurt yourself. Every time you scratch your skin off of your flesh, think about this.. the first time you decide to cut through a vein, you’ll be so scared. It will bleed non-stop, you’ll have no idea what to do. You’ll think your dying, bleeding out, but your too scared to tell anyone. So you don’t. Eventually it will stop, but.. please don’t do that. If you keep making those scars on your skin, eventually there won’t be any more skin left for you to scratch. Those wounds won’t heal internally. But please, don’t do that stuff.. •Don’t try committing. Like I’ve said, your worth more than every single cent in this world. I care for you, even if I don’t know you. You matter so much to so many people, and a lot of people are going through the same thing too. It may feel like things won’t get better, ever, but they will. even if it takes years, months, or a lifetime.. And, honestly you probably feel like life has no purpose, like you don’t belong anywhere. You feel alone, and sometimes it feels like you have no emotion at all. You want to end it, because what’s the point of living in a body that you hate? A life that feels meaningless, in a world that you wish you were never born into. Well, that’s the purpose of life. Life doesn’t get better, YOU get better. The purpose is that you need to keep trying, you need to keep going. So many people care for you. How will they feel if they found out you died? They’d hate it. You would regret it, so please.. you have so much ahead of you. Don’t do it. You matter. No matter what race, religion, size, or age you are. No matter where you come from, or anything. This applies to you, we are all humans. We all bleed the same. We all do things we regret in life. If you self harm, bring yourself down, or try dying? You will regret it. I don’t care who you are, or what you’ve done. I promise you, I SWEAR on my OWN LIFE. You are amazing in so many ways, you don’t deserve anything bad that happens in life, but.. that’s just life. Life feels un-real sometimes, sometimes it just feels fake. Like, nothing feels real. Life gets hard at some points. Kind of how they say, “life is a highway.” It has a bunch of bumps, and traffic. I wish you well, I hope your life gets better. In fact, I KNOW your life will get better. I KNOW you’ll love yourself eventually. I KNOW you’ll love life eventually. You know what? If you end it then you don’t get to that point. You won’t be happy, so please keep going. Don’t end it. I care, they care.. everyone in these comments care. People have their struggles, and sometimes they throw them out on you. It’s so hard, it’s just so hard. You wish you could give up, some people even feel trapped. They don’t even want to die because it would seem too easy, they want to suffer. You want to suffer, am I right? Well. Please don’t do that. You don’t deserve that stuff. I promise you, I really do.. you matter. I don’t know who needs to hear this, but. I love you. Alright? I love you. I care about you. If you ever feel like nobody cares, think back to this moment. Don’t worry, I understand you. I know what your going through. I may not see you, or ever talk to you again but, I’ll be there with you every step of your journey on getting better. Okay?. I trust that you’ll try getting better, I really hope you do. I trust you. I trust you’ll make the right decision, don’t let the demons get to your head.. don’t let those mental battles break you. You are too special to be broken, you are special to me. you matter. Sincerely, someone who really cares about you, and always will. Edit: please trust me on these things, oh and by the way don’t forget to try to develop healthy habits! Drink water, treat yourself to a nice warm shower. Compliment yourself in the mirror, and try your best not to self harm in any way, baby steps are okay. I love you all.

@Mjjjjj57

Жыл бұрын

This is the most genuine thing I’ve ever read. thank you.

@projectroxas3307

Жыл бұрын

This got me emotional. I sincerely thank you, and please, do not forget about yourself as well, you matter too

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

i really needed this, thank you so much❤

and as the ball dropped in Times Square the lurching of my stomach came to a climax; not bc of the fireworks or coast to coast cheers but the dread of facing another 365 days of torture in this ever-repeating cycle, not that I hate this world we call reality but I do

@Petals_midair

Жыл бұрын

Yours words are truly beautiful

i listen to it all the time. it just helps me fall asleep . thanks for this playlist. i fell comfortable in it. i can cry,imagine,think and get over.my favorite boy lives 1600 km away from me. so,and i love thinking about our first meeting. or about our walks. i love it. no,i’m obsessed in it. this songs very good for my plans. i have special part in my day. i love it. i love the time before my bedtime.my brain works like special thing and i can understand why i’m the person that i am. i really love him and want to meet him irl. i wanna see him on my performances and on my birth,ofc i wanna hug him. i wanna be as close as i can to him. my fells upside down and twisted. idk what i fell now but i wanna cry. I start crying as soon as I hear these songs. imo,it’s bec i had very very very long and difficult first love. and I associate this time with such songs.besides,i’m too exhausted. i wanna sleep all the time. i don’t wanna go out,dance hand smile.firstly,i wanna hug him until he loses breath. secondly,school. it’s very had. i’m tired,i really don’t wanna do it,i wanna give up. idk why,i fell anxious when i think about school. i also have a lot of problems. my theater. i work in it and i wanna give up bec i’m burned out. i wanna sleep. i just want to sleep for 24 hours in a day. i don’t wanna do anything new. and i don’t wanna do anything old. i wanna fall asleep and wake up in new year, in it atmosphere. i’m keen on ny,it’s like a new step in my life.tysm again for it.i really fell better when i listen to it❤😭🥹🥺

Last year, School was so hard. I'm only a minor and I'v tried to commit 4 times... I'm going back to school and its so hard. I forgot how hard it was I am already giving up. I feel like I'm capable of more but i don't know how to use the skills I have. I can't keep clean for more than 20 minutes and I'm growing insecure about my body and scars...again... Can anyone help me?...

@chichi3485

Жыл бұрын

I can ml, u can txt me.

@bluedaisies

Жыл бұрын

hang in there a little bit, who.am.i. i guess i understand what you're going through cause i'm feeling terrible now too, actually every now and then, every day. hope u know that you're not alone and we can go through this together. talk to me if u want to.

@wormbrains

Жыл бұрын

@@bluedaisies thx the names maren:)

@nav5ft150

Жыл бұрын

@@wormbrains what Grade you in? Am in 10th grade wanna kill myself too am bad at studies i wish i was a genius if i work too hard sleep deprivation hits me am stuck in a loop mental health goin straight to abyss (just leave it to god have faith in god trust me just keep pushing dont care about failing :)

@wormbrains

Жыл бұрын

@@nav5ft150 Im in 8th and I'm not a big believer in god but, thank you

TW; SI It's currently new years eve and I can hear the fireworks in the distance. My family is enjoying themselves and I'm isolating myself so I can write my goodbyes. I played this playlist for hopes of comfort. Sadly, it did not help. You see, I have been suffering with mental health issues for a long time and I just recently felt as though I was getting better. Now, though, it's gotten worse (obviously). I am only publicly posting this because I don't want to say my goodbyes in fear someone may stop me. So, goodbye, strangers! I'm going to be spending my next 3 1/2 hours listening to this playlist on loop. Thank you for reading this.

@scaramoucheismine

Жыл бұрын

Are you...okay?? like just tell me it didn't work. if you need help or need to talk to someone theres many people online willing to hear your issues. I can be one of those people too, are you okayyy though? did you actually do it?

@sk1nnedfl3sh

Жыл бұрын

@@scaramoucheismine I'm so sorry I didn't see this sooner. I'm fine now! I ended up in the hospital and got some help. I have therapy set up and such and I'm feeling better. Thank you for checking on me :)

@scaramoucheismine

Жыл бұрын

@@sk1nnedfl3sh sorry I didn't see this sooner, but I'm glad to know you're doing better :) I hope you have a blessed day, a good time at therapy, remember your loved and I'm willing to hear out for your problems :D

@lily437

Жыл бұрын

You have no idea how happy I was to see that you’re okay. If you EVER need anything talk to me

@playlist19_

Жыл бұрын

I got so scared :" I'm glad you're still here! How is it going? I hope you're okay. even if you're not, it's okay. It gets better. eventually. We can't be sad forever right? Do you like cats? I love themmm so much. My cat's given birth and now we have 4 small but loud cute monsters :[ Ughh I wish I could give you one :")

Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over...it never stops

@Motivational_edits7295

Жыл бұрын

Yep😢

Lovely playlist thank you

so yeah, school started two days ago and its as always. i hate my class cuz they bullied me the whole school and now that im in high school they finally decided just ignore me. ive got friends that are two years old than me but theres a person that i used to believe and love w all my heart that betrayed me. now shes starting to get along w my friends and they are slowly leaving me for her. i found out some ppl i trusted are yalking shit at my back. they r ating like i dont exist now that i dont talk to them. its always me who leads the iniciative so i feel like if i stop doing it every one of them will just forget about me, i actually live in a country where is it nearly impossible to make friends outside school for me. and im like, just three more years, its fine. sometimes it is, sometimes it doesnt.

@nav5ft150

Жыл бұрын

How are your studies? You see its the opposite for me although i got like 3 friends ik in the end they gonna leave for me someone better cuz am short and just trash at studies you should just forget about making friends since the area you live at has fake friends they only care about whose popular goodlooking it sucks but just bare the 3 years dont take stress love you :) rather make online friends trust me am sorry if i demotivated you

@wheresmywilltolive

Жыл бұрын

@@nav5ft150 nah its fine, just logic ig. but uk, studies doesnt matter in the term of making friends, neither do if u r short or not lol

@nav5ft150

Жыл бұрын

@@wheresmywilltolive am bad studies and i have no motivation to study :(

The worst kind of pain I have experienced is learning to love. Its easy to not trust people and live like a loner. But to trust another, and to trust your own judgment about them, has been quite painful. Only because its a growing pain, Its the kind of pain i cannot put down and abandon. There are days when i bask in love, dance and sing and feel giddy to hear the voice of my sweet lover. He is like sunshine on a cold winter day. And then there are days when i feel far away in a cold dark place. My sweet sunshine, oh how i long to be with you, the growing pains I shall learn to love them too.

05:38 oh wow...

You can ignore this lol, imma just vent for a moment. I’m getting really frustrated. My parents are divorcing (again), my mom has a surgery this morning and it’s stressing me out. I’ve been supporting my family since 17, and it’s getting harder and harder to buy enough food for them. I budget as hard as I can and it’s still barely enough. My 1st job has just put out mandatory overtime and it’s cutting into my second job. I don’t wanna get burnt out on my 1st job because I really like it, but if I work more and get rid of my second one, I know I’m going to hate it there. I also don’t wanna sacrifice my family time either. Especially with my mom’s health on the fritz. I feel like it could be worse, or that maybe I’m just not working hard enough right now. I’m 19. While the rest of the world believes I’m an adult, I’m still just a kid. I want to worry about boyfriends and college. I’m so jealous of people who get to act their age while I’m struggling to keep two jobs under me. I’m just so emotionally done. There, done. It feels nice to have that off my chest.

@dy4mi

Жыл бұрын

🤍 you are a pure soul. lm proud of you and I believe you'll get through it and life will get easier. 🤍

You wont understand what being lost feels like until you are, you wont be able to know what it feels like to be broken until you are....

You're amazing alright ❤. Never forget it. Remember to hydrate and eat. I'm here for you alright. Deep breaths. In for 3, hold for 3, out for 3. Keep doing this, I promise it'll get better for you.

I just realised that my mother is toxic 💔thanks for the music

It’s getting bad again and I feel like I can’t tell anyone. I don’t want them to worry and I wanna talk about it but I don’t want someone to tell me how to fix it I just want someone to relate and actually listen to me instead of going off and talking about something else. I’m just so tired, I wanna drop out of college and it’s only been half a semester. I feel like I don’t wanna be here anymore. I wish I was a ghost just floating above all of it. Time, money, and pressure to do something great with my life. Why can’t I just sink into a black hole and watch everyone else live their lives without having to figure out mine.

@HotQuotive

Жыл бұрын

Damn thats deep.. even tho i dont know you im proud of you and please hang on

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

I'm proud of you. Don't give up, love. I know, I truly know how much it can hurt. I'm here if you need someone to listen. It helps me to help other people. I hope you're doing better and I wish only the best for you, my dear❤

Thank you

Im proud of you. you did great today. dont be hard on yourself, ok? please know i care! im here to listen! im here to support you. your cared for, and by many people. You can vent in replies :)

ive spent half an hour reading all the comments. Im glad to know im not alone

thank you so much to everyone in this comment section. i feel so loved, even though none of these comments are for me directly. thank you all.

@projectroxas3307

Жыл бұрын

These comments are sent towards everyone including you, directly!

do you ever feel like everything is ok, that your finally going to be ok, like the world is regaining color and then one day you wake up and...nothing? you ask yourself "whats wrong?" and the first thing you think is "i don't know"?

You don't have to read this. I just really need to get it off my chest... Just over a year ago, my mom passed away. I haven't talked to my dad for 13 years and my mom's family disowned me after she died. So I am truly on my own for the first time in my 25 years of life. She died of cancer and I was living with her to save up for a place of my own. But now I have that place of my own and no one but my friends. Who have all be absolutely incredible while I took care of my mom on my own and gave me a place to stay for a bit when she passed. But it's been a year and the wounds are still so fresh. I don't want to be a burden to my friend who have all lost loved ones recently (my twin friends having just lost the 4th person in the past 2 years, just last weekend) so who am I to still cry to them about my dead mom a year and 4 months later? I felt alone before because my mom was mentally abusive to me, but at least she was there. A presence. Now it's just me and the dogs and they don't always fill that space. I'm in so much pain that I don't allow myself to feel it and start healing because I need to be able to function to go to work and be able to keep my new place. Like it hurts so bad that it's a physical pain and I'm shaking right now from it. This playlist is forcing me to feel it. I was a broken and depressed little shit before her dead and it's just so much worse now. My place is a mess (I do my hardest to keep up and on days off I'll tackle one or two things at a time) and I'm not even fully unpacked and I'll have been in my new place for a year in May. Its all I can do to just function. Pushing away the pain takes all of my spoons. I've been trying to find a therapist but there's been a lot of issues with my insurance and I quite frankly gave up for a moment. I'll get back to it once I have the energy to deal with it again. I haven't even finished dealing with all of the things you deal with after some one dies. I haven't even held her celebration of life (we cremated her so I could bring her back home to NY with me from VA easier) yet. No one is pressuring me to do it because they all probably see how hard it is on me still, but I still haven't even done that. I feel hopeless and lost and scared and so many other things. I'm sorry. If you made it this far, thank you for listening. I hope this year is better for all of us. We all need it. 💜

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Hey ❤ I just wanted to say, I'm really sorry for your loss. It sounds so hard to endure. There is no timetable on grief. I haven't lost a parent yet... but I've lost a lot of things. I understand that feeling of hopeless, overwhelming pain that literally makes you shake with crying. I've also dealt with depression and its so much like what you described. Like being unable to face the steps needed to move on. Like an gravitational force that pulls you down and keeps you there. The one who rescued me during this time was Jesus. He didn't cure everything for me and I don't know why. But he proved to me that he was present during my pain. He loved me during my sorrow. He forgave me when I felt overwhelmed by my mistakes and sins. For what this is worth to you... I'm fully convinced that Jesus sees you the same way. You can come to him, and always lean on him. He truly cares. ❤

In case no one had ever told you this, in case u feel like giving up. Things get worse before it gets better. I will get better.

I'm giving you my own 102 reasons to stay alive list: 1. you'll never eat your favorite food again 2. you'll never drink your favorite drink again 3. you might one day meet your idol 4. people who care about you will miss you 5. laughing so hard your stomach hurts 6. crying to let it all out and feeling better 7. sitting by a slightly opened window and listening to music with some breeze flowing in is the best thing ever, bonus points if it's raining 8. you'll never wear your favorite clothes again 9. sleeping in 10. reading your favorite book 11. you'll never grow up with your friends 12. flopping onto your bed our couch after an exhausting day 13. trampolines 14. cookies 15. coffee or tea (your preference) 16. getting something new and that feeling of happiness 17. rewards for doing good on something 18. your favorite show 19. your favorite game 20. singing in the shower 21. farting when you're alone and laughing about it 22. the moon 23. the stars 24. activities that entertain you even if you're not very good at it 25. your favorite scent 26. listening to a song on loop for hours 27. staring into nothingness and thinking about a bunch of nothing 28. the warmth you feel when someone hugs you 29. turning on the ac/fan/getting under the shade in the hot weather 30. cuddling under a blanket in the cold weather 31. dancing when to music when you're alone 32. sunsets 33. sunrises 34. snow 35. rain 36. your favorite song 37. you'll miss out on memes 38. watch corona disappear 39. long bus/train/car rides 40. road trips 41. going to the bathroom after holding it in for hours 42. that satisfying feeling when you so much drink water when you're thirsty to the point you're full 43. trying out new things 44. hearing birds chirp early in the morning 45. really special events like graduations, weddings, anniversaries, etc. 46. giving gifts 47. receiving gifts 48. when you're eating butter popcorn and one of them is a lot saltier than any of most of them (same with fries) 49. fireplaces 50. roasting marshmallows 51. s'mores 52. chocolates 53. finding stray animals 54. listening to a new artist and instantly getting hooked to their songs 55. when you're vacuuming and you hit an extra dusty spot and it makes that crinkling noise 56. eating so much food to the point you feel like you're about to throw up 57. free things 58. that happiness you feel when you overcome a problem 59. the sigh of relief you do when you guess on a test answer and it ends up being right 60. holidays 61. that funny moment when you keep telling yourself "one more chapter" 62. when you procrastinate something but you're like "that was easy" when you end up finishing it 63. amusement parks 64. candies 65. when you're bored and you do absolutely random useless things like trying to get the same side magnets to touch each other 66. learning random useless facts that somehow entertain you 67. that feeling when your heart skips a beat from thinking about something exciting 68. aesthetic things 69. hugging things 70. seeing rainbows after it rains 71. when wind blows in your face and it's annoying but you find it funny at the same time 72. when you lay down and you instantly feel tired and feel like you're falling asleep after a long day 73. trying to stay up but you end up failing and you're mad at first but you laugh about it later on 74. falling leaves 75. cherry blossom trees 76. your favorite animal 77. that scary feeling when you find a spider in your bed and you're about to catch it but it disappears 78. doing embarrassing things when you're alone 79. cringing at weird things 80. trying to learn a new culture 81. feeling better about yourself when you find out you're better than someone at something 82. you weren't born to entertain people 83. saying witty comebacks (sometimes backfiring but it's funny in the end) 84. arguing with 8 year old kids 85. those disgusting yet funny moments when you accidentally swallow a bug 86. new technologies 87. feeling nostalgic when you remember old things 88. when you look back at your younger self and realize how much you've grown and changed 89. cringing at old things you've said and done 90. money 91. random shower thoughts 92. asking yourself extremely random questions like "how many ants are there in the world" 93. when you think you're failing at something but in the end everything ends up being alright 94. that weird funky smell from new items 95. how hard it is to hold in a smile when your parents embarrass you and they go there's that smile 96. beautiful artworks that sometimes don't make sense 97. feeling happy for other people 98. cute animals 99. flowers 100. laughing at your own stupidity 101. Lots of people care about you, don't ever forget that. If you have say toxic friends then just ignore them or something else, but anyways remember this, If someone is being rude just know that you can still have a great and fun life without them! Try to picture that, that's what your aiming for

@BE1SHAO

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much, I needed that.

@pumkin_spice2115

Жыл бұрын

@@BE1SHAO ofcc

@NRF_HIRAKU

Жыл бұрын

Thank so much lately I’ve been really struggling to find reasons to keep going and living and tbh I was just thinking there wasn’t any but this really helped thank you so much I never really realized there so many things to live for

@pumkin_spice2115

Жыл бұрын

@@NRF_HIRAKU :D

A few months ago I finished my 3-year university degree, (at the end of the second year it was not what I expected, but I did not want to leave the degree incomplete) many people say that I should feel good or proud for this "achievement", but the truth is that I didn't give it much importance or I didn't really feel it was an achievement, today I would like to get a job but at the same time I'm afraid of getting one, I would like to start some personal things but I keep putting them off saying "this week I'm starting to do it" once and again and again, I spend most of the days alone because my father is the one who works but many times he goes to sleep at his partner's house and my friends are each with their lives,...... ...I'm not going to tell you the rest because it would be too long, I just want to say that I would like to have the days with constant rain first because it doesn't rain much where I live and it relaxes me a lot, and lastly because it's a good excuse not to feel bad for not having done something productive or today, I'm 23 years old, I feel like my life is slipping away, I think I know what I have to do to change my situation but at the same time I don't feel motivated by anything and I keep repeating this joke which is no longer funny (Yes, I attend therapy). If you got to the end I can only thank you for your time and excuse my horrible spelling, also this is translated with google

for some reason the first song always makes me smile💀

Vent: I’ve been struggling with mental health (depression, anxiety) for a couple of years now (like 5 seven years - I was 13) and tried to get better. I did but I can’t find the strength to actually get better. I always find something to obsess over for a couple of months and base my entire life and dreams on it before I get over it and then move on to something else. It’s actually kinda sad to see myself loving something and then it just doesn’t affect me anymore, at all. I found a little peace at he beginning of 2021 when I fell into the one direction and harry styles fandom and still have great memories from those times. But then -as usual- I changed to an other obsession. Marvel. I based my entire future on this. I wanted to become an actress and be in movies and all. I still do. I think. I have no idea. Then comes Formula One (around mid-June) and I fell in love with it. I wanna become a formula one driver. I know I can’t but I still like to believe that somehow i can. I wanna meet all the drivers but also race and all. I don’t know what I wanna do with my life. Like I have no idea. When I was younger i never thought I was gonna make it to my 18th birthday so I never bother to think about a career or anything. So now I’m lost. After I finished school at 15 I took a apprenticeship in a notary office close to where i live and I’m not really passionate about it. It’s a 3 years apprenticeship and it’s over in August. But now I have to find a real job as a secretary for August. And I don’t know how to do this. And everything is going so fast I can’t deal with everything that’s happening around me right now. It feels like I’m drowning. And I have no one. Like in writing this in a shitty letter that no one will ever read because nobody cares. I don’t have any real friends. My family never worked and has never been there for me. I also have ADHD and autism which doesn’t help at all. For me it means a lot of different thing but the one thing I struggle the most with is that I hate change. I can’t handle change. And time is moving to fast and I feel like I’m losing grip on my life. I have to find a job, pass my license, find an place to live because my parents are gonna kick me out as soon as I turn 18, follow school, pass all my exams and tests… and it all feel like too much. I have so much to do that I can’t do any of it. I wait until the deadline then I complain about not have the time and i fail because I didn’t do it right.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

Hey, I read this. I care. I'm honestly happy for you that you have those prospects ahead of you! I know you will do great at your job. For sure, it feels like a lot ahead right now. But you're not alone. God is always with you. Try to focus on doing one small step at a time. If you can break things up into smaller steps, and then just set yourself a goal to get one small step done each day. I used to hike up mountains... the trick I learned was that you can't teleport instantly to the sunmit. All you can do is keep taking steps forward. One after the other... and eventually, you will be at the top of the mountain and the view will be spectacular. You can do this. ❤

@Mjjjjj57

Жыл бұрын

Hey Lili, my name is Mj im 15 years old and I want to write you this long text about how you can do it and how everything will turn out fine in the end but honestly I don’t know. All I know is that I can understand this tiny fraction of what your going through. I got diagnosed with adhd anxiety and depression a few month ago and I alway do the same with deadlines for example. Anyways all I wanted to say is that I think it’s grat you wrote this text because I read it and I do care even though I don’t know you and I have no idea what you look like but I really do wish everything works out for you:) pS: I have a book recommendation which I’m sure you know the book it’s called perks of being a wallflower I read it while listening to this playlist and it’s very comforting

@anniemccormick3339

Жыл бұрын

I'm so proud of you for making it to 18, my dear. I know you don't know me but I care. I care about you even if no one else does. Just take it step by step. Even if they're baby steps, it's still progress. It still matters. Keep going, I know you can do it❤

Nice playlists for existential crisis

i’m not in the best headspace rn, it gets to the point where i don’t know how i am anymore. the medication im on makes me happy, but deep down i’m not. i know that sounds cringey or smth but it’s true. i’m so emotionally numb that idk what my feelings are :/

it is what it is

“ i would just regret you “ Hearing those words… Replays in my head….. won’t ever try again, there’s nothing for me anywhere….

How do I cry I don’t know how anymore and no song memories do it

Thank youu

ive been head over heels for my best friend for almost 2 years, i love him to the moon and back and he means more to me than anyone else. i would drop everything just to help him. he is my fucking world. i started high school this year, and i went to a different school than all of my friends so i knew no one. Then i met this girl in my drama class, we didnt talk much until i was auditioning for a show in my school. She helped calm me down from a panic attack and gave me the courage to audition. We became friends from that point and starting talkin, we added each other on discord and we just didnt stop talking. then she started talking about this guy she had just met and how much she loved her. she had paragraph and paragraphs about him and how he was unavailable because he liked someone else. I had this itch that i was about me, then convinced myself that it wasnt and that i was bein egotisical. then, a few days later, she asked how likely it would be that if she asked me out, that i would say yes 1-10. i panicked, yes i liked her, but as a friend. and i had been hearing about how much she loves this guy who at this point i know is me and how much it hurts her to see him in love with someone else. so i said 8. she was shocked. i was sad, i knew it was a bad idea. i loved my bestfriend more than anyone or anything else and i had given my closest friend at this new school false hope. but after this, she told me that i was her crush, i told her i guessed it was. we started talking, and every time we did i asked any god, goddess or anything who could hear me to let me develop feelings for her. she is so kind hearted and honest, she is so incredible but i just didnt love her. days after her confession, i realized that i might actually like her. but i could still feel this overwhelming love for my bestfriend. we kept talking and eventually i asked her out because she kept bugging me about it. that was a week ago. i keep telling her that i love her so much and that i would never leave her. Im one of 3 relationships shes been in that mean something to her and im fucking terrified. I dont know what to do. i dont want to lose her and in turn all of my other friends at school. she is so mentally unstable, and im semi mentally unstable. i want to help her but i cant. i fucking cant. and im so lost. im hurting myself every time i promise her something, or tell her im not leaving her. and i dont know what to do. i know im probably a terrible person for this but i guess i hoped that if i told her that i loved her that i would get over him. and im not. i have been head over heels for him for far too long. ive had my heart broken because of him. im happiest when im with him. there is no filter when im talking to him. i want to spend the rest of my life with him but i cant.

There seems to be a lot of people still in school in the comments. Enjoy it while it lasts take it from a 19 year old who lives and works alone. You'll miss it once it's gone and life gets a whole lot worse before it can get better, if it ever will.

"It's getting worse again" Me: Sounds about right lol.

because in the end it doesnt matter how hard you tried or how much you gave, you will only be remembered for your incompetence.

Me the whole time: *crying my eyes on the songs* Me on 25:05: QUASO

I can’t stop, feeling the cold ness from the razor touching my sensitive skin. Its addicting and I want to stop but it’s hard, everything I look at gives me an idea of how to hurt myself.. almost like if I’m obsessed..?

@projectroxas3307

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Don't do this yet. I too would gladly throw my Life away at the moment, I'm at my lowest but let us push forward a Little more

@the.seagull.35

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Hey ❤ how are you doing tonight?

I raise you; it never got better

You know what fucking sucks? Finally thinking, "wow...that year was so bad. This year will be better!" Then BOOM, Depression, su1s1dal thoughts again, I have never cried in class due to my depression EVER but this last few days I nearly burst into tears because the thoughts and overthinking was so bad. It sucks to be a teen and depressed and stressed out and your teachers and no one is noticing your silent cry's for help. It's misery.

for those of you who are here grieving like me, i love you

I hate myself, with a passion so deep, For the lies I spoke, and the promises I couldn't keep, I claimed your lips were mine, when they were no longer true, And now I'm left with nothing, but the pain of losing you. I was a fool to think, that I could hold onto you forever, To believe that our love was strong, and would never wither, But time proved me wrong, and your heart slipped away, Leaving me with regret, and the burden of what I couldn't say. Now I'm haunted by memories, of your touch and your embrace, And the thought of someone else, taking my once sacred place, I hate myself for letting you go, and for not fighting for our love, For not cherishing the moments, that we were blessed to have. My heart is heavy, with the weight of my mistakes, And the realization that my love for you, was not enough to make, You stay by my side, and hold onto our dreams, Leaving me with nothing, but the bitter taste of what it means. To lose the one you love, and to hate yourself for what you've done, But l'Il try to move on, and learn from what I've become, I'll carry the pain, and the memories of our past, And hope that one day, my love will find its way back to you at last. ~EBWWW

Your doing great. Work today for a better tomorrow.

I need to stop feeling all this sadness and pain. I don't want to keep going in this way

I just wish... to my little sisters to never ever feel like i am feeling right now, that's my biggest fear...

@projectroxas3307

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You don't deserve to feel this way either! Even though I'm a faceless stranger, I'm here, and seek help if you feel or something very very bad has happened!

love it

I was supposed to be doing better, it just feels like I'm spiralling again and I don't know what I'm doing wrong

this is the type of video where if i close my eyes, i get flashbacks of my childhood:/

God, I love her so much, she just changes her mood so much, she doesnt believe or trust me, she thinks that I dont love her, I love her more than anything, Sky means so much to me, but I dont know how to tell her.

@ST4RS._.4RT

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hug her or you stay by her side and tell you love her ever night and mabye say good night and good morning and not thoes: gm, gn, ily. i hope thoes help i tried

@anniemccormick3339

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the best thing you can do to show her is to be there for her. stay by her side. remind her how much she means to you through both words and gestures. check up on her and ask how she's doing, ask her to tell you about her day and listen. im sure she'd love it if you listened. i hope this helped in some way, even if you wrote your comment two months ago.

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) - Mila Martinees (not by me that’s the user of who wrote it just spreading awareness :))

i will never forget the war .. 10 years of my youth .. just gone .. no future .. no past .. just living every second by it's own and thanking god i never died but cursing the fact that i never died at the same time

@the.seagull.35

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Dang 😔 I'm sorry for this... was it the war in ukraine?

I dont like physical touch and havent even gotten or given a hug in 3 years but i feel like i could use one so badly rn