Dude, I worked hard my entire life, but I’m 29 and I’m not as successful as many of my friends. They’re all off getting married, having kids, or getting promoted at work. Meanwhile I got laid off and am lonely 90% of the time, and all my money has gone into my nice family house, but I’ve given up on ever owning my own property.
@fridadeivizsla2729Сағат бұрын
How do you technically make these shots? Put a camera on the hood and record the audio separately inside the machine? I find it fantastic!
@user-mq1od7fx5lСағат бұрын
Kudos bro. Thank you.
@bs9657-i8x4 сағат бұрын
My man, when you truly find Jesus and have an intimate relationship with him, that sets you free. Our desires is too strong for us, that's why we need to rely not on our own strength but on Jesus, I pray that you will find Jesus. It changed my life completely. Through Jesus everything is possible. HE died on the cross for you and me so that our sins can be forgiven.
@Cars1Gunz1and1Weights6 сағат бұрын
Dude. I get you so much more. I am not the Fundamentalist Christian you think I am when I said you are preaching occult stuff. I want to apologize for coming off like that. That was not very good of me. Godbless. Great video. Also, I dig the Toyota Avalon 2001. They make those awesome! God Bless bro.
@toemag6 сағат бұрын
As a kid at school we were tasked to write a short essay about how we’d spent our summer holidays, I had so many ideas as I had done so much, was swimming camping and loads more. I was stumped and couldn’t start as I couldn’t spell “I”, so I asked my teacher, she laughed and got up and wrote an I on the blackboard and by then the whole class was laughing at me. I was eight or so, couldn’t even begin to explain the frustration I was feeling because I was much more than a I… I was so much more than a I. Today at 58 years of age I am still asking myself the same question.. today I am terminally ill with life, shit I’m sick and tired of it.. I gave it my all, and was found lacking in so many ways, don’t get me wrong, I have had led a full life until my wife and children were unfaithful to me and replaced me 11 years ago. Since the I have been surviving from day to day, no longer living or thriving in this life. So back to the I’am thing, for me today it’s more of an I was…for the last decade I haven’t been much of anything to anyone, not even to myself. I was a faithful loving and honest husband and father, I worked harder than most, as an immigrant who had to learn more than the job but the language I was busy all the time, but alas I was not good enough, so I became an I was… I’m guessing now, but the reason why I’m still here is because although I hate the life I still have as it’s empty and fruitless I have decided to let god decide when he wants me to go home to heaven. The last few years have been hard for me, seeing my friends die of or with one illness or another, seeing their families and friends grieve for them, and here I am, damn if I was to die in my sleep tonight it’d probably be weeks before I was found.. Expectations, are disappointments in the making.. I shouldn’t be living this way, I should have my loving family around me.. I did everything right.. I guess that expecting others to do the right thing is one step beyond their capabilities and capacities.. Madness, is hereditary, some suffer from it, others enjoy it. I no longer date, as I don’t want to rob other people of the time of their lives, as the clock 🕰️ ticks for all of us… gnite.. God bless you all, and he will..
@afranks43847 сағат бұрын
Quitting PMO was literally the best thing that I have ever done. You really start to view life differently and feel like you are him! You look at women and even men directly in the eye and give them your genuine self without feeling ashamed about anything because you’re just that guy
@LIQUIDSNAKEz288 сағат бұрын
I'm less concerned about p0rn and *MUCH* more concerned about all the things that make a man to choose p0rn over relationships and productivity in the first place. 😉
@tartarianking12328 сағат бұрын
Porn is just a crappy substitute. I dont understand the addiction to it. Real sex is different than what porn depicts. And infinitely better.
@YohansRelationshipAdvice8 сағат бұрын
What do the men do who can never get sex and the only way to relieve their sexual frustration is via prn?
@lionsheartwisdom9 сағат бұрын
This is so true. Pornography is an absolute soul and dream killer. It’s insane how deeply it affects your mind
@JohnnyAllan-vj7sj9 сағат бұрын
I really want this cute chick from work to come here right now and be like, "I just came to say I want you so bad 🥵" Then I'd be like, "Oh fuck baby come here" Then we'd both get down and she'd be riding it and I'd be like, "Ahh fuck! You're not as hot as I thought you were but it's ok" Then we'd just pound till the end of my shift (I should probably get back to work though)
@konkkari1029 сағат бұрын
I don't know if there's any sense in me writing this "long" thing about this but oh well, read it if you want to. I ain't forcing. I was, I think, 11 years old, when I first discovered porn and formed an addiction, and nothing good came out of it. 5 years later, it's ruining all I want to be. I have times where I stay up late, just to be the only one awake, only to do PMO. Sometimes I see something so captivating that I want to go back another day, fully knowing it's bad for me. And somedays, I do it more than once. It's just something that basically constantly is somewhere in my head. From accidentally seeing an erotic thumbnail to "intentionally" looking at compelling stuff, it never leaves me completely alone. I really wanna get rid of this fucked up habit. I've wanted to for 3 years. It's just something that once you let sink in, it's nearly impossible to get completely rid of. I don't really know what I should "specifically" do, but everyday I try to not act on it. This is just how I'm experiencing this. Don't really know why I wrote this but it's here now.
@noahchant124810 сағат бұрын
Thank you bro, so much respect. I continue to walk this long, difficult pilgrimage to freedom from this addiction. It's so hard to break out of and it's so easy to just give in to it. You are so right that we have to stay humble and vigilant, as it truly is crouching at the door, and we are all more vulnerable than we realise. “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.” Matthew 7:13-14
@aeconomopulos11 сағат бұрын
If we keep with this rate we are all going to end up lonely and miserable - if that’s the goal of todays society then we are heading to the right direction 👏👏
@BBYBLU_11 сағат бұрын
Insane how every time you upload a video it’s exactly what I need to hear. Especially when you said “maybe it’s time for you to stop watching these videos” and I did. Only to get caught further in the cycle of watching porn, and here I am. Watching you again. Sincerely from the deepest place in my heart, thank you brother.
@whiteRaven947512 сағат бұрын
There is one book/audio book I've read about addiction. How they form, why you do what you do, and how to stop it. It helped me a lot. Dopamine Nation: Finding Balance in the Age of Indulgence - Dr. Anna Lembke
@randyredman12 сағат бұрын
I’ve noticed much better to wait and just have sex when time is right, with a woman you love . But nothing more depressing than masterbating and or sex with any woman to just please yourself and not care about hers. Also sex better in moderation as well even with the ones you love then daily or even weekly . Once a month is perfect at least in my opinion ❤
@somalipeoplesomalia104712 сағат бұрын
Great content
@joaodopneu112 сағат бұрын
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@randyredman12 сағат бұрын
Love this guy , surprised he’s not at millions of subscribers 0:25
@KingCharles300012 сағат бұрын
This resonates with me
@senomous779812 сағат бұрын
i genuinely think the not interested button does nothing. best to just block and move on. this vice has had me at a choke hold for years. i keep making excuses to relapse. many days i dont even go a full day without relapse. i have to fix my sleep which is the first step then everything else should follow.
@playcost12 сағат бұрын
Got addicted at 10, still addicted 10 years later. Such a crippling way of life.
@user-ll5cn1lh6v12 сағат бұрын
stay hard brother
@leafhound360511 сағат бұрын
Probably don't want to say "stay hard" to a p**n addict haha @@user-ll5cn1lh6v
@leafhound360511 сағат бұрын
Stay limp
@user-sp2yu9zt6h10 сағат бұрын
You will not be any happier chasing relationships, they are all the same.
@playcost10 сағат бұрын
@@user-sp2yu9zt6h I’ll be happier living in nature
@Kevin-be7ow12 сағат бұрын
Christianity is not an "ideology" it's serving something bigger than yourself and creating discipline and good habits being a Christian drives away a lot of bad habits because you realize what it does to you and you realize that it's not correct no matter how much social media or tv tells you so people who don't practice a faith are not well read up on history and their lives are shallow I respect all faiths and I truly believe in my heart that a higher powers exists
@moonmaiden419712 сағат бұрын
Your son is very lucky to have you as a father.
@BBYBLU_11 сағат бұрын
Agreed
@AwekeningTheDivine12 сағат бұрын
Thank you man you touched my heart. i will set my intention
@guillembonillamontolio280312 сағат бұрын
Man your content is incredible. Thanks
@raphaeloster842012 сағат бұрын
Thank you for everything you do here on youtube. Always when I‘m a little off you bring me back to the right mind. I appreciate your work. You‘re helping a lot of people including me. Thank you!
@chip146412 сағат бұрын
I though you already made a video about this
@FracturedParadigms12 сағат бұрын
Ok. What now?
@chip146411 сағат бұрын
@@FracturedParadigmsits his most viewed vido
@FracturedParadigms10 сағат бұрын
@@chip1464 soooo...where do we go fron here?
@emreturhann9 сағат бұрын
@@FracturedParadigms Their point is probably that this is a video which is microwaved and put on the table for you guys to enjoy. I do not say it, but here you go.
@FracturedParadigms9 сағат бұрын
@@emreturhann🥴
@frankyfourfingers138212 сағат бұрын
Leaving porn behind is a lifelong marathon.
@user-ll5cn1lh6v12 сағат бұрын
lifelong lifelong lifelong lifelong marathon
@senomous779813 сағат бұрын
1 minute ago
@tristanmachoud771814 сағат бұрын
Great work brother :-)
@IBennx77I18 сағат бұрын
This AI shit
@Banjaxed-rb2wd20 сағат бұрын
Sending back love from the men of Ireland ❤️🇮🇪
@Chad_Thundernuts22 сағат бұрын
Bruh, I thought these were video game graphics for a bit there hahah 😂
@julesofthejungle354Күн бұрын
Same thing happened to me June 6th. I was screaming 'I am not permitted to exist!' repeatedly, lost my voice completely for days. Told my friend that 'I AM NAPALM! Set me on fire!" Told him that if he did not decapitate me I would destroy all of humanity. I arched my back so only the very tips of my fingers and toes touched the ground, and that isn't even physically possible for me. I could hear the words.coming out of my mouth in voices I simply don't have the vocal range to produce. I was lifted off the ground by unseen hands and thrashed as different beings fought for control of my body. It was like I was watching from the backseat of my mind.
@mondomon3510Күн бұрын
NDA=non disclosure agreement NDE=near death experience :)
@petercourtien4581Күн бұрын
Thanks for the explanation, Ryan. I’ve seen the term around in your videos and some comments. Good to understand the meaning of the shadow, as it’s a very real thing.😊💙
@sheharyarsalmanКүн бұрын
Bro do you prefer to take whey protein or just from diet?
@sirdoomer7927Күн бұрын
One day I woke in an uncomfortable bed in jail with the light that would dim but never go out and I realized at that moment I couldn't run anymore even if I wanted to I had to face my demons. I realized much later that what I thought were my demons were actually traumas I carried with me since I was a young boy. From the first time I was forced to wear a mask being told the same mantras every other man is told I was forced to wear a mask and every time I tried to remove that mask I was forced back into it until I was faced with the truth. At the end of the day I'm still that little boy so desperate for love and attention that it hurt. I have pains on my back that have hurt since I was in middle school and I learned they are from trauma. I still hurt both emontinally and physically but I see now that I am not a mistake or unwanted or even the monster they all claimed I was. I am simply me a young boy in a mans body trying to heal. Remember kings through God all things are possible even the impossible you can and will heal.
@NewEnglandboy453Күн бұрын
When I was 3 months old my birth mother became no longer relevant in my life. This experience traumatized my father and poisoned his brain. He then met my step mother and stayed married for 16 years. That is until my father developed severe paranoia after my step mother also cheated on him, and the result was a miserable living situation for me where I would panic at the slightest voice raising due to the multiple fights and suicide attempts. He moved out of that house to live temporarily with my grandmother, where he passed away of sudden cardiac failure about a week in. My step mother and siblings showed that they do not love me recently as well by allowing me to starve because "I only talk to them when I need something", despite the fact that I am simply their mechanic and that's it. Bear in mind, that I had to walk 4 miles to get a little bit of food despite the fact they were 9 miles away with a car. At this moment, I have two family members left, and I live with them in a toxic and not taken care of home (Walls dripping with nicotine, no trash service, compost toilet). Currently trying to get out of it, but it feels impossible...Vermont is an awful state. Awful. Unless you are privileged with money, this state is out to kill you. I can't leave because I make 15/hr at an auto parts store, and apartments are uncommon and expensive. I feel infinitely stuck.
@karmatick4418Күн бұрын
I think people can help you realize but that is not ultimately saving... It is the fact that you accepted the ligth and pull yourself on the guys hand to save yourselt...... Being saved is accepting that those sufferings is a step towards a future you
@jakehorne5662Күн бұрын
Love Yourself. Forgive Yourself. Your too hard on yourself. What do you want to do? Take noted steps towards a goal. Find purpose in action, no matter how small or silly seeming it is.
@danman23able2 күн бұрын
No point in any of this no motivation to keep going, nothing to look forward to and nothing to fight for.. I can't do it much longer.
@dylanrupprecht40312 күн бұрын
Trigger warning: My uncle committed suicide a few years ago right after covid. We were close, small family, only uncle. My family doesn't talk about it. It's kind of been eating me up inside honestly. I won't delve into it here, so suffice to say I'm grateful to see you and other people talk about this very important and sensitive topic from a place of love and understanding and acceptance. Thank you for the reminder of the importance of vulnerability in this healing journey. Peace, love, and insense
@randyredman2 күн бұрын
Isn’t that a blessing tho , that’s it’s not permanent, if everything was permanent beauty wouldn’t exist , what makes life so amazing and beautiful is it’s feeling that we’re here and will never be “here” again at least this world 🌎 ❤ 3:50 death is actually what produces beauty and love
@randyredman2 күн бұрын
I’m really surprised he doesn’t have way more subscribers, this is good stuff fam -
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Dude, I worked hard my entire life, but I’m 29 and I’m not as successful as many of my friends. They’re all off getting married, having kids, or getting promoted at work. Meanwhile I got laid off and am lonely 90% of the time, and all my money has gone into my nice family house, but I’ve given up on ever owning my own property.
How do you technically make these shots? Put a camera on the hood and record the audio separately inside the machine? I find it fantastic!
Kudos bro. Thank you.
My man, when you truly find Jesus and have an intimate relationship with him, that sets you free. Our desires is too strong for us, that's why we need to rely not on our own strength but on Jesus, I pray that you will find Jesus. It changed my life completely. Through Jesus everything is possible. HE died on the cross for you and me so that our sins can be forgiven.
Dude. I get you so much more. I am not the Fundamentalist Christian you think I am when I said you are preaching occult stuff. I want to apologize for coming off like that. That was not very good of me. Godbless. Great video. Also, I dig the Toyota Avalon 2001. They make those awesome! God Bless bro.
As a kid at school we were tasked to write a short essay about how we’d spent our summer holidays, I had so many ideas as I had done so much, was swimming camping and loads more. I was stumped and couldn’t start as I couldn’t spell “I”, so I asked my teacher, she laughed and got up and wrote an I on the blackboard and by then the whole class was laughing at me. I was eight or so, couldn’t even begin to explain the frustration I was feeling because I was much more than a I… I was so much more than a I. Today at 58 years of age I am still asking myself the same question.. today I am terminally ill with life, shit I’m sick and tired of it.. I gave it my all, and was found lacking in so many ways, don’t get me wrong, I have had led a full life until my wife and children were unfaithful to me and replaced me 11 years ago. Since the I have been surviving from day to day, no longer living or thriving in this life. So back to the I’am thing, for me today it’s more of an I was…for the last decade I haven’t been much of anything to anyone, not even to myself. I was a faithful loving and honest husband and father, I worked harder than most, as an immigrant who had to learn more than the job but the language I was busy all the time, but alas I was not good enough, so I became an I was… I’m guessing now, but the reason why I’m still here is because although I hate the life I still have as it’s empty and fruitless I have decided to let god decide when he wants me to go home to heaven. The last few years have been hard for me, seeing my friends die of or with one illness or another, seeing their families and friends grieve for them, and here I am, damn if I was to die in my sleep tonight it’d probably be weeks before I was found.. Expectations, are disappointments in the making.. I shouldn’t be living this way, I should have my loving family around me.. I did everything right.. I guess that expecting others to do the right thing is one step beyond their capabilities and capacities.. Madness, is hereditary, some suffer from it, others enjoy it. I no longer date, as I don’t want to rob other people of the time of their lives, as the clock 🕰️ ticks for all of us… gnite.. God bless you all, and he will..
Quitting PMO was literally the best thing that I have ever done. You really start to view life differently and feel like you are him! You look at women and even men directly in the eye and give them your genuine self without feeling ashamed about anything because you’re just that guy
I'm less concerned about p0rn and *MUCH* more concerned about all the things that make a man to choose p0rn over relationships and productivity in the first place. 😉
Porn is just a crappy substitute. I dont understand the addiction to it. Real sex is different than what porn depicts. And infinitely better.
What do the men do who can never get sex and the only way to relieve their sexual frustration is via prn?
This is so true. Pornography is an absolute soul and dream killer. It’s insane how deeply it affects your mind
I really want this cute chick from work to come here right now and be like, "I just came to say I want you so bad 🥵" Then I'd be like, "Oh fuck baby come here" Then we'd both get down and she'd be riding it and I'd be like, "Ahh fuck! You're not as hot as I thought you were but it's ok" Then we'd just pound till the end of my shift (I should probably get back to work though)
I don't know if there's any sense in me writing this "long" thing about this but oh well, read it if you want to. I ain't forcing. I was, I think, 11 years old, when I first discovered porn and formed an addiction, and nothing good came out of it. 5 years later, it's ruining all I want to be. I have times where I stay up late, just to be the only one awake, only to do PMO. Sometimes I see something so captivating that I want to go back another day, fully knowing it's bad for me. And somedays, I do it more than once. It's just something that basically constantly is somewhere in my head. From accidentally seeing an erotic thumbnail to "intentionally" looking at compelling stuff, it never leaves me completely alone. I really wanna get rid of this fucked up habit. I've wanted to for 3 years. It's just something that once you let sink in, it's nearly impossible to get completely rid of. I don't really know what I should "specifically" do, but everyday I try to not act on it. This is just how I'm experiencing this. Don't really know why I wrote this but it's here now.
Thank you bro, so much respect. I continue to walk this long, difficult pilgrimage to freedom from this addiction. It's so hard to break out of and it's so easy to just give in to it. You are so right that we have to stay humble and vigilant, as it truly is crouching at the door, and we are all more vulnerable than we realise. “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.” Matthew 7:13-14
If we keep with this rate we are all going to end up lonely and miserable - if that’s the goal of todays society then we are heading to the right direction 👏👏
Insane how every time you upload a video it’s exactly what I need to hear. Especially when you said “maybe it’s time for you to stop watching these videos” and I did. Only to get caught further in the cycle of watching porn, and here I am. Watching you again. Sincerely from the deepest place in my heart, thank you brother.
There is one book/audio book I've read about addiction. How they form, why you do what you do, and how to stop it. It helped me a lot. Dopamine Nation: Finding Balance in the Age of Indulgence - Dr. Anna Lembke
I’ve noticed much better to wait and just have sex when time is right, with a woman you love . But nothing more depressing than masterbating and or sex with any woman to just please yourself and not care about hers. Also sex better in moderation as well even with the ones you love then daily or even weekly . Once a month is perfect at least in my opinion ❤
Great content
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Love this guy , surprised he’s not at millions of subscribers 0:25
This resonates with me
i genuinely think the not interested button does nothing. best to just block and move on. this vice has had me at a choke hold for years. i keep making excuses to relapse. many days i dont even go a full day without relapse. i have to fix my sleep which is the first step then everything else should follow.
Got addicted at 10, still addicted 10 years later. Such a crippling way of life.
stay hard brother
Probably don't want to say "stay hard" to a p**n addict haha @@user-ll5cn1lh6v
Stay limp
You will not be any happier chasing relationships, they are all the same.
@@user-sp2yu9zt6h I’ll be happier living in nature
Christianity is not an "ideology" it's serving something bigger than yourself and creating discipline and good habits being a Christian drives away a lot of bad habits because you realize what it does to you and you realize that it's not correct no matter how much social media or tv tells you so people who don't practice a faith are not well read up on history and their lives are shallow I respect all faiths and I truly believe in my heart that a higher powers exists
Your son is very lucky to have you as a father.
Agreed
Thank you man you touched my heart. i will set my intention
Man your content is incredible. Thanks
Thank you for everything you do here on youtube. Always when I‘m a little off you bring me back to the right mind. I appreciate your work. You‘re helping a lot of people including me. Thank you!
I though you already made a video about this
Ok. What now?
@@FracturedParadigmsits his most viewed vido
@@chip1464 soooo...where do we go fron here?
@@FracturedParadigms Their point is probably that this is a video which is microwaved and put on the table for you guys to enjoy. I do not say it, but here you go.
@@emreturhann🥴
Leaving porn behind is a lifelong marathon.
lifelong lifelong lifelong lifelong marathon
1 minute ago
Great work brother :-)
This AI shit
Sending back love from the men of Ireland ❤️🇮🇪
Bruh, I thought these were video game graphics for a bit there hahah 😂
Same thing happened to me June 6th. I was screaming 'I am not permitted to exist!' repeatedly, lost my voice completely for days. Told my friend that 'I AM NAPALM! Set me on fire!" Told him that if he did not decapitate me I would destroy all of humanity. I arched my back so only the very tips of my fingers and toes touched the ground, and that isn't even physically possible for me. I could hear the words.coming out of my mouth in voices I simply don't have the vocal range to produce. I was lifted off the ground by unseen hands and thrashed as different beings fought for control of my body. It was like I was watching from the backseat of my mind.
NDA=non disclosure agreement NDE=near death experience :)
Thanks for the explanation, Ryan. I’ve seen the term around in your videos and some comments. Good to understand the meaning of the shadow, as it’s a very real thing.😊💙
Bro do you prefer to take whey protein or just from diet?
One day I woke in an uncomfortable bed in jail with the light that would dim but never go out and I realized at that moment I couldn't run anymore even if I wanted to I had to face my demons. I realized much later that what I thought were my demons were actually traumas I carried with me since I was a young boy. From the first time I was forced to wear a mask being told the same mantras every other man is told I was forced to wear a mask and every time I tried to remove that mask I was forced back into it until I was faced with the truth. At the end of the day I'm still that little boy so desperate for love and attention that it hurt. I have pains on my back that have hurt since I was in middle school and I learned they are from trauma. I still hurt both emontinally and physically but I see now that I am not a mistake or unwanted or even the monster they all claimed I was. I am simply me a young boy in a mans body trying to heal. Remember kings through God all things are possible even the impossible you can and will heal.
When I was 3 months old my birth mother became no longer relevant in my life. This experience traumatized my father and poisoned his brain. He then met my step mother and stayed married for 16 years. That is until my father developed severe paranoia after my step mother also cheated on him, and the result was a miserable living situation for me where I would panic at the slightest voice raising due to the multiple fights and suicide attempts. He moved out of that house to live temporarily with my grandmother, where he passed away of sudden cardiac failure about a week in. My step mother and siblings showed that they do not love me recently as well by allowing me to starve because "I only talk to them when I need something", despite the fact that I am simply their mechanic and that's it. Bear in mind, that I had to walk 4 miles to get a little bit of food despite the fact they were 9 miles away with a car. At this moment, I have two family members left, and I live with them in a toxic and not taken care of home (Walls dripping with nicotine, no trash service, compost toilet). Currently trying to get out of it, but it feels impossible...Vermont is an awful state. Awful. Unless you are privileged with money, this state is out to kill you. I can't leave because I make 15/hr at an auto parts store, and apartments are uncommon and expensive. I feel infinitely stuck.
I think people can help you realize but that is not ultimately saving... It is the fact that you accepted the ligth and pull yourself on the guys hand to save yourselt...... Being saved is accepting that those sufferings is a step towards a future you
Love Yourself. Forgive Yourself. Your too hard on yourself. What do you want to do? Take noted steps towards a goal. Find purpose in action, no matter how small or silly seeming it is.
No point in any of this no motivation to keep going, nothing to look forward to and nothing to fight for.. I can't do it much longer.
Trigger warning: My uncle committed suicide a few years ago right after covid. We were close, small family, only uncle. My family doesn't talk about it. It's kind of been eating me up inside honestly. I won't delve into it here, so suffice to say I'm grateful to see you and other people talk about this very important and sensitive topic from a place of love and understanding and acceptance. Thank you for the reminder of the importance of vulnerability in this healing journey. Peace, love, and insense
Isn’t that a blessing tho , that’s it’s not permanent, if everything was permanent beauty wouldn’t exist , what makes life so amazing and beautiful is it’s feeling that we’re here and will never be “here” again at least this world 🌎 ❤ 3:50 death is actually what produces beauty and love
I’m really surprised he doesn’t have way more subscribers, this is good stuff fam -
Peyote or ahyuhasca is plant medicine 15:00
bluepilled garbage